grandson - Heather [Official Audio]

[@Mallory-Malkovich]

This hurts so much to hear, but it's so beautiful. I wasn't prepared to feel this deeply about someone I've never met.

[@UNDEADXBOX380]

Couldn’t have said it better brother

[@TheMessiahofMyOwnLife999]

Same.

[@Bigjar420]

I just saw him do it live and I literally started crying

[@monicafu6705]

I can't even listen to this without crying. I was prepared to bawl like a baby at his concert and like a baby I did

[@rowieboatt]

one of the only ways to connect with my mom was through music and we saw him live. now shes gone as well. this song is so hard

[@stocktonbydeathgrips]

This is the first song I cried about. May Heather rest in peace.

[@MakesClouds]

So many can relate to the message

[@terris9449]

My sister, Heather, tried to kill herself in 2001. She hung herself in my bedroom because my legal father threw me out at 18. Every single time I hear this song it helps part of my heart. Hearing Granny preform this in Seattle is one of the most intense sensations I've ever felt in my 40 years on this planet. Grandson - I wouldn't be here without you, Missio, and K. Flay. I'm proud of you!

[@NoName-dx1fv]

This song broke me. Painful but beautiful. For Heather 🫂

[@mayhem5619]

This song is one of the most beautiful things I’ve listened to; I’m in tears. I know all too well what it’s like to lose someone so near and dear to you. You are amazing, Grandson. I cannot wait to see you live in New Haven. Rest In Peace Heather. ❤

[@lisaaqme5101]

I think this song needs a warning sign, i wasn't prepared to listen to it 😭 i think i don't have anymore water in my body right now, beautiful sad song 🙏

[@veretigovi6316]

I lost someone very close and important recently, and I really wish I got the opportunity to thanks for all they did before they passed. I had so much more to say to them and so many more memories to make. The biggest regret when someone passes is the things you never said and opportunities that were missed. I’m still working through it and I hope you’ll get through it as well. Rest in peace Heather.

[@boggybunny8338]

Thé perspective and personalization is insane. Grandson has helped me through abusive parents, abusive friends, abusive partners, couch surfing, not knowing where I’m gonna sleep, a new and better life, everything. I can’t say I know him as much as a person as I want to but, « I wouldn’t be here without you »

[@Antonio_bm]

absolute masterpiece man. Ididn't need to cry at 8 in the morning, but here we are

[@morgue8968]

8 in the morning? Try 3 am

[@humaniguess821]

@@morgue8968 it isnt a competition 💀

[@whisper3856]

This song destroyed me. I am not usually one to cry, but god damn, this song hit me hard. For all my potential Heathers out there, and I know you’ve heard this a million times, but it does get better. I’m living proof that it does get better. You must have hope. Much love. ❤️

[@radioactive_2814]

If I didn't find this song I would have been a potential Heather but this song brought me back and I'm glad I'm still alive

[@kaylapaul1286]

That ending has me in tears. Can't believe the amount of love I have for a man I've never met. Your music has kept me going for a very long time, has something very special that no one else's has✖️✖️

[@tramz7681]

Having just lost a really close friend who struggled with their mental health, this song brought me to tears. Been a fan of you since you got started, and this song is truly helping me process my own similar feelings. Rest in peace Heather ❤

[@primalseraphim]

hope you're doing alright

[@marsha4253]

2:43, got me crying like crazy, feel like grandson cares so much about his fans. Also thank you for helping us through all the shit we're going through, love u man

[@TheMessiahofMyOwnLife999]

I know, right? He's amazing.

[@Cr3ckE3ter]

This is actually one of the most heartbreaking songs I've ever heard...💔💔💔

[@Cr3ckE3ter]

Omg and it hat clicked how emotional this will be if he sings it live on stage😭😭😭 i would break down if he did

[@ArcherGhost]

I've never cried so hard over a song. As someone who's relied on your music when I was at the height of battling anxiety, this really hits me different Thanks for everything Grandson

[@bekircitlak5750]

this explaines everything. Why he was soo long inactive. rest in peace Heather

[@valikoest7981]

Heard this song at frequency 24. Cried during it. After telling Jordan about it during an autograph session he was like: "let's hug it out, dude" i'll never forget this moment

[@Beyond_Beyblade]

I wouldn't be here without you granny thanks for this beautiful anthem. This is my reason to live. It reminded me of my important role of saving people.

[@BedwarsNoob-b1c]

Verse 1] 2017 The first time you messaged me First fan I ever had Put me on when you were sad Said you hated growin' up You were sure that I'd blow up Shared my song with all your friends I could barely pay the rent Singin' to an empty room But I knew what I meant to you You got the X's tattooed Remindin' me I have you Never got to thank you Chorus] I wouldn't be here without you, without you Without you believin' And now that I'm here without you, without you The words have no meanin' A promise was spoken, you'rе gone and I'm broken Now I'm barely holdin' on, holdin' on I wouldn't bе here without you Why am I here without you? [Verse 2] 2021 Told me that you've come undone Lost your job and lost your dad Your biggest fan, he's all you had X's covered up with scars On your arm from self-harm Message me, I don't reply I wish I knew it was goodbye Singin' to a crowded room Saved a seat, I look for you I made it to your hometown Guess I'm on my own now I wish I got to save you [Chorus] I wouldn't be here without you, without you Without you believin' And now that I'm here without you, without you The words have no meanin' A promise was spoken, you're gone and I'm broken Now I'm barely holdin' on, holdin' on I wouldn't be here without you Why am I here without you? Bridge] (I wouldn't be here without you, without you) (I wouldn't be here without you) [Outro] This is dedicated If you put me on your playlist If you showed up to the stages If I never get to say this I'm proud of you For all the shit that's drownin' you And all the noise surroundin' you Hope you find what I found in you And I hope that you grow old with me And we turn up 'til we're seventy Play me at your wedding and you never leave If you ever need anything and I don't pick up Well, you still got a friend in me Wish I said all that to Heather Now I just hope she rests in peace

[@harikyoki]

thank you

[@BedwarsNoob-b1c]

@@harikyoki np

[@bowieohara9464]

Actually the most beautiful song I've ever heard. This album has pulled me out of a really dark place in my life. Thank you so much for everything you do.

[@monke7914]

I've had to worry about whether or not my best friend would get through another day. She's like a sister to me. And I'm lucky enough to still have her with me now. You never get used to that fear that your friend might just suddenly disappear. I really can't put into words how this song makes me feel. To anyone who sees this, you matter. Your problems are valid. You deserve help. The only thing you don't deserve is the pain you put yourself through.

[@TheMessiahofMyOwnLife999]

I needed to hear this. I am having a bit of a tough year, so thank you. I hope others see this comment and yeah. Same to you.

[@DELTAFLANBY]

this is the sadest and the beautiful song i've ever heard , it almost make me cry

[@batturing]

rest in peace heather 💛 for anyone who needs to hear this, i promise you, it does get better. i wish i could have listened and had hope when people told me that, but for the longest time i couldn't. it took me years to feel ok again, and i still didn't feel like life was really worth living until very recently. but i'm so grateful i made it this far. i'm engaged now and i graduated college magna cum laude this year. blasted grandson to and from class almost every day, and got my fiance to listen too. now we're coming to your concert this summer, and i can't wait. thank you.

[@forthewolves]

I had to pull over last night and listen to this a few times. Jordan, your music found its way to me shortly before the pandemic and I had a chance to see you at okeechobeefest 2020 the same week they started shutting everything down. After your set you came down and shook a bunch of our hands. You have no idea how much that meant to all of us. Love you brother and rip Heather.

[@squidthakraken8877]

You've been my favorite artist since i first heard Best Friends in 2017. This song embodies so much of that and accurately depicts the emotions of 17 year old me listening to Things Change, Kiss Bang, etc. Please never stop 😭😌

[@sadpluslonely2775]

For everyone who isn't ok, remember, there is someone who's life is better because you're apart of it. Take this from someone who has been on the edge of giving up more times then I can count. It is worth trying. As hard as it gets, as painful as it feels, as lonely as it might be, it does get better with time. You're strong enough to make it this far, you've worked hard, to get this far. Don't give up and let it be worthless.

[@ystears9230]

I cried so silently yet so hard from hearing this. Thank you for everything Grandson, your music helps me so much and this song really touched me. Thank you.

[@zixooo_9979]

This song made me cry, but it's incredibly beautiful

[@dracula7873]

Just came back home from concert in Cracow 13.08.24. You created incredible atmosphere there. When you went in the crowd to sing Heather i burst into tears. Thank you

[@ownedpked]

I've been listening to you since 2017 as well and you've been putting out non stop quality bangers since. Not many artists can pull that off- respect man. Beautiful song, sorry for your loss.

[@gracemcdaniel8538]

My bestfriend of 13 years lost his battle against his addiction to heroin this past October. This song has been the first song to truly make me feel heard and close to him again. Thank you so much for making music.

[@kickerich9402]

the last lane gave me goosebumps man. Such a well written, heartwrenching song.

[@hsf_music]

This is still to this day the only song to ever make me cry

[@pczm_]

the one and only song ive ever cried to, this is the most beautiful piece of musical art ive ever heard

[@gayumber]

hearing this in concert was insane, definitely my favourite. it hits harder every time i hear it again and it means so much more now. relate to it a ton rest in peace Heather ❤

[@IsItSpyke]

This song broke me. I've never listened to a song that really hits me this hard emotionally. It's beautiful.

[@lotusflower2939]

The grief is the price we pay to be able to know and to love some truly amazing humans and animals in our lives. Is it worth it? .. I think so. It’s still hard though.

[@nesquick84]

Very well said! 💔

[@carolinef4558]

Have listened to this song so many times and can't get though it without choking up. The words, the melody, the memories of me being where Heather was. Glad I made it to the other side. Thanks for your amazing music. The whole album is absolutely incredible from beginning to end. Looking forward to seeing you in Guelph on Monday!

[@heatherh6564]

Bro what this got me crying 😭 my names Heather and i have so many similarities to the person in the song. I'm glad that i got help and survived my attempts. It does get better 😭

[@runningtherealms8339]

Saw you in Atlanta, and turned on my flashlight while rewatching this. And this song hits different. I don't normally cry, but this broke me, partially due to the timing of it coming out right when. I had to put down my 16-year old dog. I respect you, grandson. Rest in peace, Heather.

[@crazykhespar8487]

This makes me cry. Im so sorry Heather. Im sorry you hurt so much you couldnt stand being alive. It gets better. I swear. Please hold on. Find a mast on this horrible ship tossing in the seas. Youll find a safe harbor.

[@TheMessiahofMyOwnLife999]

This is golden advise. I'll pass this on. So should you. Be well.

[@JimmyGrimes_yyc]

This is one powerful song. Tears, every time.

[@zKyo7763s]

This is a really touching song. The melody and voice really did a good job conveying the emotion. Great job.

[@jellydonut4911]

I didn't expect to cry to this song because I didn't know this person and I've never lost someone like this, but 10 seconds into the song and I started to choke up. I'm not sure what else to say. I'm proud of you, too.

[@C1nderrrr]

this is the most beautiful song i've ever heard in my whole life.

[@HaydenLoreArt]

You are loved by someone. Each one of you.

[@justanoscar2526]

This song means a lot to me and it got me through tough times and this is such a good song and I'm honestly speechless just didn't expect this. The song is the only song that made me cry thank you.

[@amelyabuckley3027]

Listening this song in class today for the first time and I was trying hard not to cry.

[@brainybrain00]

Currently listening to this song in the car wirh my dad and im trying so hard not to cry 😭

[@TripHaz4rd]

Such an incredibly beautiful, touching and sad song. Hearing the story behind this live and hearing the song right after was tough. Took a lot not to cry during all of it. Thanks for this song, your music and everything you share with your fans. R.I.P Heather

[@bizzquick2387]

hearing this live was so unreal, so beautiful and touching. love u man ❤️

[@psychopathicgaming3279]

God damn this hit me really hard. May heather rest in peace and be in a better place

[@Anotherusernameistaken]

the chills at the end, my God

[@BallObtainer]

this song made me so emotional but at the same time its one of the best songs I've ever listened to, proving time and time again you're the goat

[@TheMessiahofMyOwnLife999]

I feel the same way...

[@noirio_]

i still remember seeing you open for Hobo Johnson at the house of blues in new orleans. you were the main reason i went to that show that day, and i dont regret it. seeing you live was an experience i wont forget, and i cant wait to see you live again after growing so much since

[@TheJampott91]

Heard this for the first time at the O2 in London last night when you opened for Linkin Park, and boy this one stuck with me! Moving stuff!

[@Goobie_Snort]

I've never cried to a song before, thank you

[@TheMsRavenBlack]

How beautiful, every moment we share.

[@Xand3rCha0s360]

I'm what you'd call emotionally numb and this song bro, it got me choked up, I love this song!!

[@cubiccalico5019]

This song hit me way harder than most of your music, because I almost became the other side of this story for someone. I almost put other people through the same emotions this song evokes. I cried listening to this, a lot honestly. And I can't get the song out of my head either.

[@agx_x]

I love this song, it's so beautiful. ✖✖

[@bryen6899]

Never have I heard so much pain in such a beautiful song. It was amazing to share this moment with you in the crowd while you were on tour. Peace and love from Chicago

[@ThatOneSuccubus]

This has been my lifeline lately tbh

[@aroaramonroe]

Honestly, same

[@ThatOneSuccubus]

@@aroaramonroe I hope things get better for both of us, then

[@neslihancomments]

Did it get any better, mates?

[@aroaramonroe]

@@neslihancommentsyes, yes it did :)

[@aroaramonroe]

@@ThatOneSuccubusthings got better for me. I hope things get better for you, too

[@icedevil1981]

Was so awesome to hear this song live in Hamburg. ❤❤

[@andreafliwer1977]

Hearing him sing this live in concert was just as heart breaking

[@AnnaJoyce24]

Such as sad but beautiful song. Looking forward to seeing you again in Portland!

[@Heelen_Bored-Eye]

This is an amazing song and has such a deep meaning to it. I hope Heather’s family is okay. Rest In Peace Heather 🕊️

[@jakeniemi7565]

This song caught me off guard. I was distracted when it came on and I heard it for the first time today. And then all of a sudden I caught what it's about, looked up the lyrics. Immediately started balling and the world stopped. My heart goes out to you and Heather's family and anyone reading this or hearing this song who is hurting. It does get better. I've been to the bottom like you have. Listen to "For Annie" by Petra. Very similar type of message. Jesus saves, seriously. Keep holding on! Never give up!!

[@sciencefreakdog]

You have no ide how much I needed that.

[@CannaBlazed_420]

I hope her family had heard this song,. It would give so much peace

[@bandanar1321]

I'm in tears. To all Heathers, it does get better. Hold on I love you

[@pk_ggs]

the only thing that brings tears to me eyes these days… grandson u an artist on som fr shi… i hope u rmbr that dumbass screaming ur lyrics in the front row at ur vancouver show!! WE LOVE YOU GRANDSON!!!

[@PostalPotato]

Been listening since best friends dropped, followed every new song and album, I didn’t make it through the whole song before it brought some serious tears. Such a sad story put into words as best it can be.

[@ZuukaClips]

Thanks grandson, because I totally wanted to cry today 😔 rip Heather I guess. ❤

[@HaydenLoreArt]

Thank you for sharing yourself with all of us.

[@Rjawsome096]

There’s no ads This is a great song It’s also depressing to hear about that I hope you have a good year You’re a kind dude Thanks

[@Ale_FASM]

Rest in peace Heather... Nunca me había golpeado tanto una canción como esta

[@GokuDrippedOut]

This deserves like 100 million views, it’s very good

[@TweekMaQuellovero]

Hearing this song live was so emotional

[@trico.]

This is the most meaningful song, I'm in love with it We all have one we think of when we hear this rip to all the fallen brothers an sisters ❤

[@KayaniAso]

Its okay to not be okay, its okay to want to be alone sometimes, its okay to not want to open up about it so quickly or on the spot, its okay if you talk to two or just one person about it, but its not okay to want yo throw your life away after all the other pains you have endured and all the potential you have to live for. Whatever pain or hell you're facing, you're never alone. Even if nobody hears your pleads, your voice will reach someone soon enough, so please don't quit. Stay strong and the sun will shine past the clouds one day.

[@xaviermorel4983]

Thank you for all you gave me, wish it could last a lifetime but our roads split... I love you

[@wxnder3]

Man this is so damn emotional. I love it

[@nestormujica979]

Simplemente increíble

[@C1nderrrr]

increible se queda corto, las palabras no pueden describir lo hermosa que es esta cancion

[@_______5345]

So hyped to see you live in Portland!!!

[@kmmo9729]

I was in need to listen to this words so much, i came from tiktok and it reached my soul, so beautifull and heartbreaking, thank you ❤ 2:43

[@Oxsanna]

Never stop doing such good music.

[@abysswisteria]

This song made me cry...

[@maywaykit]

Amazing song.

[@justined880]

i don't even know this singer, just discovered this music and now i'm crying

[@echonicholson6454]

I found this song on tiktok and it made me come to youtube to listen to the entirety of the song. To say that its been years since ive heard a song that brought tears to my eyes is an understatement. This song is beautiful and to who it is dedicated to may she rest in peace. Keep singing true to your heart.

[@nicod.5401]

Simples lyrics that made my heart feel a bit lighter. I've been following your songs since the beginning and all I can say is that I am proud of sharing you with my friends ! Thx for everything Grandson, hope this stories will keep going on ❤✖️✖️

[@violetbarnes1587]

This really means a lot, thank you for this song✖️✖️

[@Springsypaint]

This song hits me so hard.. Had a friend who wanted to commit suicide and the last message they sent me was a small goodbye before they went offline for what feels like forever now. Rest in peace Heather and hoping my friend is also in a better place.

[@hierx2329]

this one really broke me thank you Heather, we all wouldn't be here without you RIP

[@aangtheangle]

Seeing him live on the 22nd... I can't wait ❤

[@bread4108]

Shit man, I was teary through this song, but that last 30 seconds really hit hard. Thank you, truly. Grandson, I'm sure you know some of the people that have listened to and followed you for some time can safely say, they also wouldn't be here without you :)

[@TheMessiahofMyOwnLife999]

This is a beautiful song. May Heather rest in peace. I lost my first love and a friend to suicide. Got me crying over here... Rest in peace all of you. To anyone who decides to read this, you are everything great, you are important and you are loved and valued by the people who love and value you. Me included. Be well.

[@1dontkn0w71]

2:45 I've rarely shed tears ever, wherever i was, whatever happened. Sure, i was a little sad, but not much more. I always had apathy torwards the current moment, but had pessimism for the future. So to have a ~1 - 2 hour long breakdown with song song on loop at early morning hours... It was almost unheard of except for 2 other times in my life. This moment specifically, dedicated to viewers, dedicated to a person most of us never met, yet how it made us care so much for them in barely 3 minutes. It's an emotion i'm too tired to describe currently. You are amazing. Whether you are Grandson or anonymous behind a screen, somewhere out there. Please, take care of yourself, of people you hold close to you ❤ Let's forget about this bullshit, forget the politics, the billionaires, the assholes out there, and the health-care. And, even if just for a moment, look at each other and say. "I'm proud of you, for all the shit that's drowning you, and all the noise surrounding you...." R.I.P Heather, ❤❤❤ «We wouldn't be here without you»

[@TheMessiahofMyOwnLife999]

Agreed. I'm glad I read this amazing comment.

[@looktouch]

I Can not wait to go to his concert enspecially now this came out