Grant Knoche - FIRST HELLO (Visualizer)

[@Itsdanoninoo]

This song is dedicated to my 10 year old self. Sorry for all the suffering you had to go through; for all those nights you fell asleep crying asking God to change what you felt; trying to convince you that you had to have a wife, children and pass on surnames even knowing that you would be unhappy. Sorry for not wanting to accept reality and make you wake up with a feeling of guilt and betrayal towards your family. Sorry for silencing yourself and hiding yourself, showing people a mask with a smile when what you really felt was anxiety, depression, fear, anguish, unhappiness... because you didn't understand anything of what was happening. That is why I want to tell you, today, now, at this moment, I am very proud of the people you have become, without fear, flying in Freedom and embracing the essence of the rainbow together with other colleagues. I love you, because from the ashes of pain we have risen like the phoenix and our group, our family, is unstoppable 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

[@arm_leo90]

❤🥺

[@Ahhhh-y5g]

So real as a 10 year olds that's a bisexual

[@lalahjohnson3759]

Thank you for sharing that with me because I really needed that my eyes started watering when you said that you were proud of what I've become I found out I was bisexual when I was 12 and I'm 15 now I'm still a closeted female who doesn't know what to do my whole family thinks I'm straight but I'm not the reason I haven't told them is because my parents are homophobic but at least my sister isn't but I still can't tell her someone give me advice ❤

[@moonsop246]

@@lalahjohnson3759hey! I hope you are doing okay. I don’t have any advice, but you posted this comment three months ago and I just wanted to ask if you are alright? ❤

[@ThisIsCharlieQuinn]

He's so underrated. Y'all need to STAND UP and stream his songs more.

[@QuinnWaldron]

YESSS

[@jq_steyn8372]

𝙸𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎

[@ShanuWill]

Yes I'm doing it

[@333lucid20]

Can't hide no more

[@FroggyStiches]

The pain and suffering this community has went through is uncanny. No matter how many people think we’re fine there’s always been at least 1 time we’ve cried about it. Feeling so lost and forgotten about who we really are. The one step of just telling everyone who we are feels like a foreign dream that can never be reached. No matter how hard we try we can never fully reach it just grasp or brush it. Even when you come out nobody really knows the pain the suffering and the anxiety and depression we went through. I’m so glad you came out, but there’s still a long journey ahead of this. ❤

[@NickKazimer]

This song helped me come out to my parents

[@pattonrudberg3762]

The lyrics are so heartfelt. So relatable to anyone who was afraid to come out. This is my new favorite song.....it brought tears to my eyes. 😭💜

[@GrantKnoche]

aww wow!!! ty so so much!!!

[@pattonrudberg3762]

@@GrantKnoche you're welcome! 💜

[@daddy_vecna_6666]

THIS SONG IS AMAZING!!! This song helped me come out to my family and friends in the first time in forever. We love you Grant keep your head high and don’t let the negative people bring you down.

[@GrantKnoche]

WOW!!! that’s incredible!!!

[@lordanthonymacalino8177]

Came here because I saw your video on tiktok coming out to your father..and the song was really beautiful...I support you ☺️

[@psin]

Anyway im proud of u baby ✨🖤 u r strong

[@ramon.vasquez]

i came out to my parents when i was in 7th grade and this song would've explained them everything but grant knoche you keep making music because you're the only artist that i've known that makes music that can change and help people out like me so keep doing you and i hope one day i get to meet you in-person to see you and talk to you about the change you've made in me change love from mission texas

[@tasskalatzis7304]

and to grant knoche if you read this you chaged my life with this song and helped me so much

[@D.J.JaxxSD]

I love this so much. You are beautiful and amazing how you are. I remember trying so hard to be one way and make everyone else happy and ever since I’ve came out It cause a lot of trouble with my family however most of them after talking and getting to see how happy my now husband makes me, they understood and accepted me wholeheartedly and I hope yours did the same. You’re so beautiful and inspirational. Keep it up. Please!!! 🙏🏻

[@natytiopjr3590]

this song is underrated trust me

[@mrwollert256]

Dang, haven't had a song hit me this hard in a while. Every verse just hit right. Thank you man

[@GrantKnoche]

aww thank u so much!!!

[@abhishekkumar-wl9rt]

One of the best song I've ever heard, I can feel every single line. Thank You Grant

[@GrantKnoche]

🥹💙💙💙

[@stavrosm700]

Such a masterpiece

[@GrantKnoche]

💙💙💙

[@tanishardy9495]

This song is what 12 year old self needed as an adult this song gets to me in a good way

[@vceofanangl]

Happy Pride Y'all. Congratulations to those who are able to come out. Gentle hugs to those who don't have a safe space yet. I love you all!!!❤

[@rezalatib1537]

this makes my heart feel so good

[@Maria-dred]

This help my 7 year baby boy mom knowing his not alone. Thank you he just came out to me and his daddy.

[@ru6961]

THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL OHMYGOD

[@leslieagnew6623]

YES!!!!! THIS IS AMAZING!!!!!!! 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

[@ouss855]

I cry every time I listen to this song.

[@bgwalthney]

Just a beautiful well told story.

[@umasaidy6627]

Y’all I’ve replayed this song 25 times today this song is just so good it has such a beautiful story and meaning

[@psin]

i cant count how many times I've listened to this song !!!😮‍💨

[@flyboysagar]

This is my first hello. ❤

[@fajarkurniawan7224]

How can a song be this good? Omg i really like it so much

[@michaelramirez5024]

omg this song got to me and it still made me cry IDK how to tell my family

[@gabriellabuttino4867]

This song is the bomb 💣

[@Punkie83]

Needed this waaaayyy back when but I'm so very happy folks have it now 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

[@GloriaGagliardi]

No parent or family should ever turn against their child for being who they feel they're meant to be. As a proud parent of an FTM and an LGBTQ+ therapist, and ally your words hit me in so many ways. Not only for yourself to write this and share your soul not only helps you but so many others. Thank you for sharing your words and life with so many! Never quit spreading your love, spread your words, spread your experiences, trust me even knowing your music helped even just one individual be as brave as yourself you have accomplished so much more than you could ever realize.❤💚💛💙💚💜

[@LateMonsterBitvh]

So beautiful my heart melted, taking me back then 🥰🥲

[@tjenixen]

Totally love the acoustic version but this is great too.

[@jaredbazemore328]

Love The Song Grant So Good

[@aijamberisabel]

Omg this song almost made me cry. The honesty in the lyrics really got me. The bravery to talk about experiences like this is truly enviable. Love ❤️ this masterpiece. It is so amazing in every way. This may be my fave song of yours so far, coming from a MR Independent stan. Really outdone yourself. 10/10, please keep up with this quality music. Hoping for you to get the recognition you deserve in your career in your future, you deserve it.

[@ESCedi]

hehe, thats the spirit. couldn't agree more ;)

[@donovanstokes5511]

I’m literally crying! 🥹

[@stevenrichardson5127]

We need more songs like this please!!!!!!!!

[@stevenrichardson5127]

Love this song so much!!!! @Grant Knoche

[@arynhayford778]

Wow, beautiful song.veish I had this song 11 years ago

[@GrantKnoche]

💙💙💙

[@willfs88]

Wow, dude, that was really intense! What an amazing song.

[@saad5187]

I LOVE THIS!!!!

[@migueldakayi2678]

This song IS so Big 😭😭❤️❤️

[@temsulong]

Beautiful. Very personal, telling us what you only tell your walls.

[@davidgg90]

Love this song❤️ x

[@zohorror5671]

I am crying 😭😭😭😭😭😭 love this song sooooo much and i am filling it but i am afraid

[@chesternathanielvillanueva7069]

Thank you for this song. An eye opener to all, that dont waste our time to show who we really are.

[@ibrahimdemirci8123]

I hope you go on this way

[@ShanuWill]

Am I the only one crying? 😢

[@shalinikumar4154]

The way u Conway emotions is incredible 🤩🤩🤩

[@tomislavvasilj1123]

Omg I cried my soul out😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️ I remember what it was like for me. Well done to you for your courage

[@user-hb2pw8hr3i]

Spent an hour trying to figure out how to play it myself. It was worth it. Thank you, really.

[@wooshie123]

First hello is really really good💚💙🧡👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻I love it

[@אנימלך-ש2כ]

Wowowowo thank u wowowowo

[@airtoncesar2351]

Instagram recomend me this and im so grateful for that❤️

[@therealheatherharris]

I'm a mom of a bi-daughter & this song brings me right back to the "mustard" talk (how she said the idea of saying it out loud to gave her heartburn) when she was 13. I just found your music and wow, I'm a fan. Beautiful voice, Fantastic song writing skills. I'll enjoy watching you making it big. Couldn't be more proud of you, my girl, & everyone who finds their personal moment of living free and out loud.

[@DrFerORv]

Honestly, thank you 🥰

[@dylanwhite8027]

The emotion imbedded in this song is so pure . I love this song so much it is so beautiful outstanding job grant 🥹🥹❤️❤️

[@GrantKnoche]

aww thank u!

[@giovannicabuquin8173]

Love from philippines 🇵🇭

[@oikotimesofficial]

Congrats. 🎉

[@olgan2972]

Beautiful!! 💗♥️🧡💛💚💙💜

[@enjy2555]

Staring at my ceilin' Convince myself it's nothin' Pray to God to fix me Feeling guilty havin' thoughts at 12 years old Is mama gonna like this? (Ah-ah) I'm riskin' her of grandkids (ah-ah) Seven years of fighting, and I don't wanna fight no more (ah-ah) So I wanna let it out Wasn't ready then But I'm ready now I want my friends to know me Like, really, really know me I hope this doesn't change things, ooh, yeah They say that boys don't cry But newsflash, that's a lie I don't fit inside your boxes, I can't stop this, no So I'm counting down Unlock my cell And come on out Oh, my, beautiful bliss I'm so foreign to this Tell you what my walls know Here's my first hello Oh, my, such a relief I can be me I don't put on no show It's my first hello (oh) It's my first hello (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) All that I said, all that I did I learned to lock my thoughts up carefully I held my breath, I broke my heart I bit my tongue, it starts to bleed And I, I hope you know that it's not your fault Hope my father understands I'm not any less a man, mmm Oh, my, beautiful bliss I'm so foreign to this Tell you what my walls know Here's my first hello Oh, my, such a relief I can be me I don't put on no show It's my first hello (oh) It's my first hello (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) I wanna let it out Wasn't ready then But I'm ready now

[@benmower9620]

This is a hit

[@chestamongia2440]

Man this takes guts ...thankyou so much for blessing us with this masterpiece 🥺

[@yigitbuyuk2693]

hi!! your sings 💜🤍

[@flowery_Apobangpo]

Man..i like this song so much

[@lizbunni6827]

i listen to this every time i feel sad bc my mom doesnt accept me for who i am tysm for making this song!!

[@user-mf9gi5yx3j]

You are worthy of love for who you are as are we.all. if your mother don't accept you then that's her loss. You are accepted I wish I could hug you. Its OK be you !!

[@kawkaw4944]

Really love this sogn 🥺🥺🥺

[@mateuszszostek7886]

Chills! So authentic, so relatable... I wish I had this song when I was struggling with my identity. Grant, you're going to achieve great things! Sending much love from Poland 💖💜💙

[@psin]

Bro Im in love with your song I swear to god

[@dmballadon]

This needs more views!

[@psin]

Hits so hard

[@heyhmann]

Great song, you can hear the story in his voice. Great voice, beautiful falsetto. Very, very good. I think he's gonna be a star.

[@xyronemadero9432]

I felt every words of the song, it seems as if it is speaking for me.

[@Gabby1449]

Brings back so many emotions.

[@karlakloud9]

Daaaammnn 🦋

[@plachyd]

WOAHHH reminds me of what i’ve gone through and how scared i was to come out. it’s beautiful thank you 🌈❤️

[@abhishekchopra8402]

Amazing song... Lots of Love from India...

[@onikanisa1047]

YYYYYEEEEESSSSSS

[@thahaseennashath]

This song is so good and a masterpiece for sure

[@psin]

Masterpiece

[@TheDeadofNightAmbience]

Gives me the chills. Just beautiful!

[@robintrachy97]

I am FTM and this song hits home. I had 36 years of fighting so I’m so happy to hear a song like this play now that I’m out fully. I have my girlfriend to thank because she was the one who opened up that question. I never felt this much freedom before and it feels amazing to be finally the real me :) Thank you, Grant.

[@rashid7451]

So relatable

[@alimz5211]

Im crying 😭

[@_passingthrough]

Beautiful.

[@stephenbrady5907]

Beautiful 🥰 song

[@JoeJoetheJoe]

Thank you.

[@madhurjyajyotidas5007]

I keep listening this song... Again and again... Ohhh lyrics is so good... Bro.. that dad part hit me .... 💚💚💚

[@NothingButLol]

Was gonna record my first listen to the fully thing but I couldn't get myself to knowing I was gonna tear up half way through and I did. Keep speaking my man.🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

[@janinfante1214]

This song really hits my soul.

[@manuelrodriguez9064]

Great song. Best video. Amazing voice.

[@MGnessOMGA]

The first verse got me (I related to it a bit much 😅) The passion and emotion poured into the words can be heard for MILES! I love it so much, I was crying a bit. Thank you for creating such an amazing rollercoaster. Btw I need an acoustic version of this song! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

[@MGnessOMGA]

Thank you for the Acoustic version!!

[@niemo127]

Such a wonderful Song 🥰🥰

[@samizidan9891]

Omg it's amazing song I'm so proud of you grant

[@samanthamungai]

Where words can't be used we use the songs. Your song is incredible 😍

[@zohaibkesitare6229]

Damn I cried 🥺🥺

[@TamilSelvan-sy8md]

The lyrics make me cry 😢❤️❤️

[@corinnex022]

This song honestly makes me so happy ❤

[@revathys6918]

Omg wowwww.. I had goosebumps ❤

[@tasskalatzis7304]

ohnestly it had me crying