It was so easy with you So salty and gross Made me feel clean by comparison And it was the tongue in my mouth And the fire in my house It made me look so innocent [Pre-Chorus] I'm never gonna feel good again I've played this game all the way to the end Look at this stupid little song for you You're pretty good at this game, too [Chorus] I wish I didn't miss you Or that I liked you at all I wish I had the guts to fuck my own life up I wish I had your set of balls But I'm just your chemical compound I'm just the ring you take off I'm just the next little girl you fake it with Before you go make it work with the one that you love [Verse 2] I drink my dumb littlе drinks Act like you care what I think Or like I rеally wanna get to know you Give everybody a chance Put on my makeup and dance Say things like, "I'll do anything for you." Don't I look good in this dress? In this whole manicured mess I look phenomenal, but mostly to you, oh It's even worse than you think Got tabs on everything And I'll die before I'll tell it to you [Pre-Chorus] I'm never gonna feel good again I've played this game all the way to the end Look at this silly little song for you You're better than you thought at this, too [Chorus] I wish I never met you Or that I wanted you still I wish I had the guts to fuck my own life up I wish you'd just come over and kill me But I'm your chemical compound I'm just the ring you take off I'm just the next little girl you fake it with Before you go make it work with the one that you love [Verse 3] And I don't even resent that Do you get that I don't even object I don't mind what you meant But then how dare you express Whatever brand of respect this is When I made sure that we both know I'm a wreck [Bridge] I hate it most when they're kind When they have meaningful lives And I'm the awful one standing next to them It was an earnest suggestion, a real connection Every part of me poses a threat to them And if you're mean then they'll laugh It's like they don't understand If you got it, you would fucking go home Say that you want me still Say I'm just mentally ill Or I'm a bitch, but, you'll never know! [Pre-Chorus] I'm never gonna feel good again I've played this game through every ending I'll pull the plug or I'll wait it out But I don't need you around [Chorus] I wish I never met you Or that I wasn't a waste I wish I had the guts to fuck my own life up Or the heart to set myself straight But I'm just your chemical compound You're just the gun in my mouth If you'd stop romanticizing who I am at parties, you'd find your way out [Post-Chorus] I wish I weren't a liar I wish that I could be kind I wish that I could trust you That things would turn out fine [Outro] But I'm just your chemical compound I'm just a flash in your hand And as soon as we're both done playing all these stupid games I'll fuck off before I do it again
@Radioxin2 жыл бұрын
found this banger while having a psychotic episode 10/10 would jam out too again
@dingdongdropdead2 жыл бұрын
i had a platonic relationship like this! they literally fucked my mental health up so fucking bad but sometimes i miss them anyways
@childeofepickness Жыл бұрын
omori pfp 😎😎😎 I hope you can recover well from that!!! ❤️
@Spooky_spectre_cos2 жыл бұрын
spotifys really out here not having half her music
@otter.mp32 жыл бұрын
Lmao ikr, literally the only reason she wasn't my spotify wrapped top 1 artist
@yfdvjjjhvdd Жыл бұрын
ITS COMING THIS ONE IS COMING
@Spooky_spectre_cos Жыл бұрын
@@yfdvjjjhvdd WAIT REALLY????????? I HOPE-
@samuelmonsalve9913 Жыл бұрын
Idk if you are paying for Spotify, but don't. You tube music is much better.
@WS_Studios Жыл бұрын
@@yfdvjjjhvddSOURCE? 😩😩😩😩
@Im_Bloop Жыл бұрын
Does anybody else like this version more than the released version?
@bonesforbones Жыл бұрын
me tbh i listened to this so much on loop and when i saw it on spotify i was a bit confused lol
@destroy2enjoy Жыл бұрын
Yep
@poppyspearls Жыл бұрын
frr
@nevaehdumetz62564 ай бұрын
Yass
@Hi_im_soboАй бұрын
Yes
@Hi_im_sobo18 күн бұрын
I love this so much
@Sage_Staddeck Жыл бұрын
Gives off solid Minecraft vibes. Thank you for uploading this along with all the other unuploaded songs, t'was very kind of you!
@otter.mp3 Жыл бұрын
It's no problem!! Im glad you enjoy my videos :)
@Sage_Staddeck Жыл бұрын
@@otter.mp3 :)
@trishlikefish9875 Жыл бұрын
minecraft vibes what😭😭
@gravelfilledSoap2 жыл бұрын
It sounds kind of like Steven Universe, I like it
@felicemerola35452 жыл бұрын
Omg you're right I'm in love with it
@expiredfryingpan2 жыл бұрын
finally someone else who agreed
@parvatin17592 жыл бұрын
based pfp
@you_gullible_fucc Жыл бұрын
What do you mean this isn't I can make a promise I can make a plan I can make a difference I can take a stand I can make an effort If I only understand~
@kiltedstrong Жыл бұрын
I honestly like the first version better than the one that she uploaded to Spotify recently. It just sounds edible if that makes sense
@eleAbnormal Жыл бұрын
Penelope's voice is so poweful o-0 im literally squealing and kicking my feet
@AverageUtubeCommenter Жыл бұрын
Reminds me of my relationship with my father.
@cck5707 Жыл бұрын
I just found it in my songs playlist, I don’t remember hearing it but I’m glad I have
@aineiru Жыл бұрын
i hope when she officially releases this, it’s the same as this version
@adansalinas8918 Жыл бұрын
its lowkey different ive heard it and it doesnt hit the same but still good
@bmk_is_a_nerd2 жыл бұрын
reminds me of my ex. i hope i never see her again
@Abi_Dawn2 жыл бұрын
Same lmfao 😂
@bmk_is_a_nerd2 жыл бұрын
@@Abi_Dawn hope u don’t have to deal with ur ex. i’m with someone a lot better now so i don’t lol.
@daisukesloverr2 жыл бұрын
me too, i fucking hate my ex lol she deadnamed me and made me feel guilty for things i didnt do💀
@bmk_is_a_nerd2 жыл бұрын
@@daisukesloverr sorry dude, u didn’t deserve to deal with that stuff.
@sill.yb0nes Жыл бұрын
I saw this live, gotta be the best shit ever
@Mo_msh Жыл бұрын
This is my favorite I’m so sad it’s not on Spotify
@armeowgeddon Жыл бұрын
THIS OFFICIALLY RELEASES ON SEPTEMBER 20TH!!!!
@Mo_msh Жыл бұрын
@@armeowgeddon OMG!!!!!
@Bl00dyX1ar Жыл бұрын
The song came out on Spotify! Although i like this version so much better
@WitchChick224 Жыл бұрын
IT'S FINALLY OUT!!!
@DoormanSoorman Жыл бұрын
So everyone here’s just like “my ex fr” huh
@radiodonta91672 жыл бұрын
...reminds me of stolas and blitzø from helluvaboss kinda
@chantellem6457 Жыл бұрын
painful situationship vibes
@FlowerPatchH Жыл бұрын
Oh fuck new trauma song dropped
@hunterleaf84012 жыл бұрын
Is this a slime?
@insanoorange2 жыл бұрын
what
@felicemerola35452 жыл бұрын
It's water-
@aduck45672 жыл бұрын
Yes it is! I read another comment somewhere else that it's going to be in her upcoming album "PS3". She personally shared this song on her live, so it's not going to be taken down or anything.
@aduck45672 жыл бұрын
For whoever is confused and curious, slime is a censored term to leaked unrealsed *s0ngs, so KZbin or labels don't take them down. At least that's what's believed, it might not work like that. Edit: censor just in case?
@otter.mp32 жыл бұрын
@@aduck4567 ah, thank you for clarifying that lol I was a bit confused as to what they meant as well Also yeah, Gross is included in PS3 as well as Cool girl shuffle and possibly Midnight snack. I don't have high hopes that Midnight snack is actually getting finished though but the other two are almost definitely getting released :)
@Jes_se Жыл бұрын
T swift @ it again
@beeparadise9631 Жыл бұрын
a lot of the songs you post arent from spotify, where do you find them?😊
@otter.mp3 Жыл бұрын
Sorry for the late reply!! They're from either her bandcamp, soundcloud, tiktok or from her instagram and some have just been deleted from her platforms but there are yt archivals of most of her songs :) if u want to know the source from a specific song i put it in all my video descriptions!!