guardin - demons in my orbit

[@dante4053]

it's already been 2 years,god damn,it was one the darkest times of my life,this was all i used to listen to

[@JZ0165]

Dante神 Ye

[@omnipitentevanescen]

Dude 2017 I moved back after breaking up with my fiance. She fucking shattered my heart, and I already take medication for depression. I was ready to end my fucking life. Then, I found Guardin. 🖤

[@chilleto6110]

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[@jaydelinton1079]

Same now I’m back 😞

[@stormbustah]

Dude holy shit same

[@Lethal-insomnia]

This song saved my brother's life so I just wanted to say thank you

[@hahhahaaha351]

Best chill song ever. How have u not blown up yet?

[@guardinmusic]

thank you so much. we're gonna do big things, homie. i promise

[@MrJeo29]

Guardin you better keep your word :P and even if you shouldn't “blow up“, what you made so far is already more than most ever will we love you

[@gmonkmeta]

Hahhahaaha ikr?

[@Realityoftenhurts]

The reason he hasnt blow up yet is because people need girls tweaking on crack. Or a good music video, with the story relating to the music lyrics. For example at the end of the (if he made a video) video when he said "Grab the 9, grab the trigger, this my suicide letter" it could have been him holding a gun to his grad but 1. Illegal 2. Plastic gun is also illegal 3.if it was real people would think you're actually insane 😜 but who cares about everything i just said no one's gonna read it 😒

[@rxqqin]

@@guardinmusic look how far you are now

[@AllValiant]

You make WAY too much good music, holy shit. You're my favorite artist rn and proabably for a long time to come like damn

[@guardinmusic]

thank you so much. that really means a lot to me.

[@anthonymcarbone56]

9

[@derrick8491]

I was literally so excited when I saw this notification. And I wasn't disappointed.

[@guardinmusic]

thank you so much

[@kindacam4698]

first of all, the music is just breath taking I love the stuff your working on. second of all, almost every comment is you responding and sharing the love back. your unique. you care. and most of all. you love. keep producing and I'll keep listening. ;)

[@guardinmusic]

thank you so much dude. that really means the world to me. much love

[@kindacam4698]

[@GLOBALCAM]

hey that’s me ^

[@GameplayGutterne]

It's so good dude Im glad you took your time with it

[@guardinmusic]

thank you so much. you deserve all the recognition in the world dude. i'm gonna push to promote your art as much as possible. you're beyond gifted

[@GameplayGutterne]

heeeh thanks, excited to work on the next song

[@goosebumpsgaming4404]

Do you do artwork for stuff other than albums? Say I wanted something for my yt/twitch links? I’d be more than happy to compensate you for your time

[@LUCID.KILLZA]

6 years ago this song came out so crazy how time flys still my favorite artist to this day

[@spencthe0ut5yd3r]

I still listen to this on my worst days, and it still works. I've been here since 2020, and shit like this has been the best form of therapy. Never stop doing what you love, because I love you for it.

[@mariel4080]

Lyrics: They keep telling me to love myself How the fuck do you love yourself When you don't even know Who the fuck you are anymore? Like you feel like you're reaching your breaking point Every fucking day and it's just It's hard, man They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm real They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm I don't know where my heads been at And I've been feeling like a nuisance just because of that It's like a headache but the funny thing about it's that The pain won't go away till my brain go splat And I've been trying to decode myself, figure my shit out Get a better grip and spark the spliff that's in my mouth I can't cope without the dope and time's just runnin' out Losin' my patience, I'm vacant, a hollow body now I'm finding other ways to try to cope with all the pain And if I'm being honest with you, baby I am not okay The fucking voice inside my head is driving me insane And silence kills me, lately it just hasn't been the same Lost in my head, lost in my mind Telling myself that I'll be just fine Nothing's okay, nothing's alright Smoking all day, crying all night And what the fuck you expect from the kid I got demons in my orbit that I'm tryin' to rid Of all the shit that I deal with, I act on a whim I'm like a fish outta water trying to swim Bedroom dweller, I'm feelin' so fucking stellar When I empty my clip into the chest of the teller Killed the man inside of me that's been lane switchin' better Grab the 9, grip the trigger, this my suicide letter They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm real They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm

[@Loaferson]

Dude I used to listen to this like maybe 3 or 4 years ago the lyrics just popped up in my head again, I’m so glad I found the song again

[@philly_j_fry3774]

I just heard this song for the first time in my friends car last night and i’m glad I asked who it was because I love you man. This is one of my favorite songs now

[@shorty7771000]

thank fucking god I found this Gem of a artist

[@guardinmusic]

i fucking love you. thank you

[@KIRAW]

you are probably the best thing I found in the last years... your music inspires me.its so amazing. best. music. ever. I hope you get big one day because you deserv it so much bro. this song helps me so much...

[@kinyonm6928]

man listening to this song like really helps me realize that im not like the only one with really bad anxiety and you using music ro like descibe how youre feeling is amazing i really love your work sorry it took so long for me to mention this just wish u the best of luck in the future and im here to support u the whole way.

[@Deadgurl717]

Guardin .. you have no clue how much of a genius you are .. I feel like you explain exactly how I feel but I could never put it into words at all much less as brilliantly as you do.. your music is literal therapy for me and like the only positive addiction I have .. dude I love you 🖤🖤

[@hellgirl2746]

I was diagnosed with major depression a few weeks ago and just got out of the mental hospital for being suicidal...long story short I always come back to your music because it puts how I feel into a song. Thank you for blessing me w it.

[@demedoggdude3819]

This... this is awesome man I can totally feel the emotions in this maybe because of the fact that I could relate keep it up homie.

[@guardinmusic]

thank you. if you ever need anything, get a hold of me. my links are in the description.

[@broken5065]

One of the best songs... Hit me hard when i first heard it...

[@rediculous54]

this deserves so much more views. you deserve so many more fans. i've been listening to you for months now but i always go back to this song. i think once you blow up this will be the song that does it for you

[@azurrmills5508]

It's been 4 almost 5 years and I still listen to this

[@forgiveriri]

In 1 month this song will be 5 years old. Damn. Hits everytime i listen to it its just so good

[@mitbol7110]

Its been 3 years since this song came out and 2 years since i first came across this song. i cant thank you enough for the music you make. your music have been always there for me and youve really inspired me to start making music myself. i love you

[@ville05]

its crazy to think that i heard this song for the first time over 3 years ago and i still come back to it

[@Lethal-insomnia]

Sitting here at 2 am rn hungover and i just realized alcohol cant fix my life so yeah this music is slapping anyway hope everyone doing ok

[@yungvandal1112]

sitting here at 3:33pm drunk. everyone is not ok

[@turtlepopper]

Commenting this as I'm standing in the crowd of a show of his. Never heard of this guy, heard music and wandered in. Crowd is going nuts for this guy, good music. Became a fan tonight..

[@brigitteteglassy]

Fuck yeah

[@blank-ux2ru]

I love you man, I’ve been struggling with depression but your music has been helping me and inspiring me, I’m going to be doing music and I hope to be as big as you one day.

[@beherit2883]

I think this was the first one of your songs I heard and I'm still so happy to have found your music, your texts help me feel more understood love you and keep doing great things :)

[@williamlarson6003]

Thank you for this song. Been listening to this song for 7 years now, and it has helped a lot.

[@caliciccarelli7007]

Stumbled across you on Spotify and fuckkkk you are so good dude, I’m obsessed. Never been able to relate to a song so hard. Keep doing what you’re doing, can’t wait to see you make it.

[@andygomez4206]

I don't feel alone when I listen to your music

[@chiiiyou]

it’s been a year and i keep coming back to this song. you’re amazing and i wish you all the best in this miserable world. stay strong

[@ricksanchez71]

Guardin has likely prevented suicide with is soul scrubbing voice. I was in a really bad relationship and afterwards I wanted nothing to do with life. This song saved me from many a dark day then, now it's the story of what I've survived. Thank you, Guardin.... thank you.

[@gmoneygaming695]

i just... i miss these days, pre covid, pre hate, missing people

[@KyLoxoxo]

Thank you I needed this today 😍😍😍😍😍 make me go from depressed and stressed to happy and blessed in 3 mins it's amazing

[@FatboyC]

This.... makes me wish i can pull the trigger i don’t have, i also cry as i sing this ..i’m not okay guys my time is ticking and i’ve lost control of my demons

[@lem4655]

I'm here to talk man, I care about you

[@chasemendel]

I'm here

[@benh2428]

There’s at least one person, for everyone, who will miss them if they’re gone. The same goes for you, that alone is a reason for sticking around for as long as you can. I know from personal experience the words “things will get better” seem hollow when you’ve been down for so long. As hollow as they may seem at the time, they’re true. You have to keep rationally finding concrete and abstract reasons to stay, there’s a lot of them. Remind yourself whenever ur down. I hope you’re doing okay man ❤️

[@richard.m2251]

this song means so much to me man. thank you for making it

[@someunicorns5959]

Music this good can only come from letting life influence your music. When everyday life is your muse, you never run out of song ideas.

[@antoniomuniz2920]

You deserve a lot more, listened to all of your music and your lyrics have such deep meaning better than half of the mainstream artist today much love man

[@guardinmusic]

thank you so much homie much love

[@shaedelea]

god damn man.. this song is how i found you and its so beautiful

[@ddestefano2.0]

2023- most played song, wild that after all these years Guardin is STILL my top played artist by far. going on 4 yrs strong 💪🏻 ❤

[@swuishiiibby4490]

Your music has gotten me through so much. Thank you so much, without this song i wouldn't be here. I know that sounds ridiculous, but this song gives me strength. Thank you.

[@StonedSamurai-]

U still here homie?

[@andycoulter9]

your music has gotten me through some shit for real. been showing all my friends your music. much love

[@breannacombs]

saw you live a few days ago in atl, now im obsessed with ur music. keep doing great things!! i love u so much

[@kindlyhelpmereach130ksubs4]

Guardin I love you so much 🥺 ur music makes me so happy

[@hazien2602]

Bro since DAY 1 every song every instagram live multiple accounts always gonna vibe and chill to this mans music stg

[@4amVibes]

guardin, always will shine the path of a new experience. honestly I think you are a drug cause your music brings messages that i cannot explain. like discovering lsd for the first time all over again, love you man. ❤

[@eyedealost]

Wye sFaay sameeee

[@guardinmusic]

thank you so much. that truly means the world to me. i love you too homie

[@Izzy-ft2yh]

Found this song in Spotify and it instantly got me hooked, for what it's worth just wanna let you know how great I think your music is.

[@auccy955]

Honestly, I don't know how you aren't famous yet, I saw other people's uploads of your songs and it led me to you, don't worry man, this is 1.4 thousand people that have found you and there are still millions to come.

[@stephanielue8454]

Thank you so much for this. Your song played randomly during one of my late night walks when my depression and anxiety was consuming me. Your lyrics immediately caught my attention because it beautifully put everything I felt into words. Thank you! and congrats on making a difference in so many people's lives !!!

[@VibingTribes]

Disillusionment is too real. Thank you for making this existence a bit less painful.

[@jeremychumney1474]

Absolutely loving your vibe in your songs, keep up the great work! We all wanna see you grow

[@finnmoses8546]

My brother showed me your channel and I fell in lve with it and with your voice. Your amazing my man

[@haileyalexis4648]

2018, still a beautiful song Guardin, you're going to blow up, you're gonna be a star, thank you for making music. All of your music is so beautiful.

[@Alador]

im officially addicted to this, Best song ive ever heard You deserve this you deserve more! They don't wanna talk, they don't wanna feel

[@TheWeiwuer]

Greetings from Turkey bro. That means music is a common language that every people in the world speak and understand. No matter how much far away from each other, i can hear you. I can understand you. I feel you. Your works re getting better every day. Im sure you will shine soon. Dont forget people supporting you from the begginning :)

[@Xetzly]

I love you guardin the fact you wished me a happy birthday on stream makes me so happy ♡

[@CelticPickles]

this is fucking amazing, a year has passed but it still has the initial impact it still has today

[@jeremychumney1474]

Absolutely love the vibe in all your songs! Keep up the great work we all wanna see you grow!!

[@rise080]

Song showed up in my reccomendations on spotify and glad i listened, can't stop listening

[@Wilsontrax]

this vibe is still the epitome of your music. I hope to hear a lot more of this! (long time listener since this song came out, but always find myself coming back to it!)

[@slizarch6824]

I have scizophrenia and you're lyrics mean so much to me. Thank you for this song

[@laprasblizzard7128]

They don't wanna talk they don't wanna feel... ❤

[@guardinmusic]

the voices in my head sayin' i don't think i'm real ❤

[@laprasblizzard7128]

Guardin I don't know where my heads been at...

[@guardinmusic]

& i've been feelin' like a nuisance just because of that

[@laprasblizzard7128]

Guardin it's like a headache but the funny thing about that is

[@guardinmusic]

the pain won't go away till my brain go splat

[@patrikfrroku7215]

Damn man this is such a throwback for me.

[@raccoonttrash]

This is what I listen to when I'm at an all time low. I've been listening to guardin a lot lately.

[@rival_rebel16yearsago61]

almost blew off my head. but thank god i found this song.

[@ozziej100]

just found this and i love it. been on repeat for a day now, good shit man

[@guardinmusic]

thank you homie. peep the music video. i think you'll really dig it

[@ozziej100]

Did not disappoint, matches the vibe real nice i like it. I'll be sticking around for more

[@imTricKyz]

"I got demons in my orbit that i'm tryin' to rid"

[@guardinmusic]

thank you so much

[@katieroxkk]

How am I just listening to these songs now so amazing

[@MissingNo769]

I just heard this song on C9 sneaky's stream and someone in chat was nice enough to help me figuring out the songname. This song is FIRE !! definitely gonna stop by regularly now. peace

[@HeartlessKing1]

Hey guardin, i love this :) I feel you man. I hope you have a better day from now on.

[@bailey6227]

Wow 4yrs and I had a flash back of this song ☺️

[@b.2854]

Listening for years to this, you've got my literaly tearing up.

[@sawano3437]

u really deserve more views than that, i usually dont like songs at the first listening but ive been falling in love with ur's

[@vorlde3571]

This is the most relatable and great thing ive ever heard

[@JaxMax]

coming back to this brings back a rush of memories and emotions wowowowo

[@864dragonballz]

First song I ever heard from Guardin, Never stopped listeing too this amazing artist

[@lilixfan1]

wow... every song i hear is so good. Its like you are creating music that ive been wanting to create or want to hear (lol if that makes sense). So Thank you.

[@adamhutchins5422]

This song is all my emotions I love this dude

[@Kachikooko]

I come to this song when I feel like I don't belong in the world thank you so much for this past 2 years Guardin

[@StillBK_TTV]

bro im telling you ur gonna be famous soon, just keep up the good work and in no time this shit will be all over the radio

[@guardinmusic]

i just wanna be a voice for the people. just knowing i can help you guys out helps me get through a lot. much love ❤

[@thatstrictnick1850]

Just here to say I’m still vibin to this still. Never has failed me and won’t ever. I hope you’re doing ok and same with everyone else in the chat. ♡

[@tufgbhw6986]

i remember when this dropped, cant believe it's been so long already..

[@hollow8630]

Bob was here. Bob does not forget. Bob sees all.

[@guardinmusic]

long.live.bob.

[@ohkay1333]

I heard this song sometime around when it came out, I’m 16 now and this shit hits harder

[@CabumG]

U r the best bro and with the description I totally agree

[@Delarohsa]

I just found this, and my god this is beautiful.

[@jasminewilson6918]

These songs have helped me with things in my life. There just to relatable. I luv this channel to much xx ❤💓

[@JJ-rm3db]

Your music is just so amazing, jeez, everytime I hear one of your songs I'm blown away, everything's on point and the lyrics are so touching. Keep up the good work and always remember that you're absolutely fcking rad.

[@guardinmusic]

thank you so fucking much dude. this comment made my night

[@KiyoshiMakoto]

Recently just found you with this song being the first i heard from you and just simply an amazing song, I know this an older song but I still love it and wish nothing but the best for you. Glad i found you, keep it up :)

[@RSClassicAngel]

damn, i remember being in your livestream when you showed a sample of this. sounds so damn good, way better than i expected.

[@guardinmusic]

thank you homie ❤

[@laprasblizzard7128]

You're a God. Love your music

[@guardinmusic]

there's a god living in each & every one of us. you guys bring out the best in me. i love you

[@laprasblizzard7128]

Guardin ValleZ is literally working on his 200 subs special using ur song again xD :3

[@guardinmusic]

that's exciting to hear. be sure to send it my way when it's up. i'd love to check it out

[@laprasblizzard7128]

Guardin im definitely going to :D

[@vallez9228]

[@swuishiiibby4490]

Okay i know this is my second comment but thank you thank you thank you. I promise i'm done now lol but your music means the world to me

[@georgenadian8230]

Wow I can’t even explain how deep these lyrics really are

[@anaya322]

Thank you so much, Guardin

[@meechmeech9874]

this is truly beautiful

[@josephmelendez3065]

im like a fish out of water trying to swim my favorite part of this song also this beat is amazing bro i loved it keep it up bro make more amazing songs and ill be here all my life :]

[@angeltrevino9489]

brysen brought me but I'm glad he did. I think I've found both my new favorite artist and song. keep up the good work

[@guardinmusic]

thank you so much. s/o to the homie brysen. nothin' but love out here

[@SPARTAN-B312-bx1pj]

I've been listening to this every day since I first heard it a week ago