guardin - monday (prod. astoriablvd)

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lyrics -------- yeah we cruise through life with our grip held tight if only time could tell cause our fears just might collide with dreams we had all these paths offline if i could make more sense of things i like regardless i create what i feel inside this thera-peutic place where my tears all dried it's blissful seasons change & the time flies by i always feel so strained and i don't know why be honest how many mother fuckers do what you do? you got everything you want but ain't nobody got you they're so amazed by the constant drops, the plays & the views but i'm deranged, fucking insane, spittin my pain in the booth it's a mad fucking world we chasin pennies & truth can you believe i fucking made it dodged a box & a suit i'm just a boy from outer space who ain't got nothing to lose so imma chase away the pain with 40 ounces of booze [hook] cracks in every wall but they ain't ever seen me fall they ain't ever seen me fall shootin like a star yeah your planet ain't that far you'll be home by monday i burn a blunt & bridge the gap to what is left i'm upset cause half my childhood was theft it's apparent that my scars all tell a story east to west but i can't tell it cause i'm occupied by beds i overslept in a second i'll feel fine, but in a minute i'm depressed all these voices in my head been telling me what to do next is there any fucking answers underneath the skin i'm dressed in i always think about it till i say nah & forget there's evil locked inside me but i don't know where it went so i practice tying knots in case the thoughts inside my head leave me manic watch me panic bout the past until i'm dead all because some fucking loser touched my dick when i was ten yeah they say men can't be raped but i'm a victim in the end let it shake up my whole world until the day that i ascend it's a blessing and a curse but what's worse is most men do not open up about it till they start to comprehend fuck [hook] cracks in every wall but they ain't ever seen me fall they ain't ever seen me fall shootin like a star yeah your planet ain't that far you'll be home by monday yeah we thrown in the ocean deep end swimmin with a pocket full of potions vices to commend the fallen ones that lost their focus i'm a toy solider moving weight in slow motion oh shit i'm losing focus how the fuck you fix it with a bottle and some roaches you ain't been yourself & it's been noted by the hopeless they look up to you & you've been stuck in a hypnosis no sis i ain't drunk that's bullshit i've been chasing dreams and getting money on the road shit i cut off my friends by being anxious on some ghost shit i don't like myself and i don't even think i'll post this fuck another track about myself you probably know this i can hardly breathe but you're too dense to even notice is it a.d.d. or apathy of all i know this year has been the worst for me but i don't like to boast chyeaaahhh so [hook] cracks in every wall but they ain't ever seen me fall they ain't ever seen me fall shootin like a star yeah your planet ain't that far you'll be home by monday

[@sebastianmitchell6202]

guardin i love you

[@jordan2430]

Sick song as always, but it's hella fucked up you've had to go through that. Much love to ya, Guardin 💓💕

[@ksisadboy888]

I'm sorry what they did to you I was 6 I'm sorry that happened.

[@janisrose7467]

👽💚 thank you guardin!

[@4u632]

by the grace of the guardin lords we get this masterpiece ❤✨️

[@dumbtothebone4995]

It means a lot when you know you are not alone, and when someone is brave enough to say the shit that happened to them

[@redtreeash3488]

Your music got me through my senior year of highschool I'm glad to finally catch a song when it first drops

[@FrigginRights]

His music got me through my early thirties. It's nice to know it trancends generations 🙏

[@redtreeash3488]

@@FrigginRights I'm actually turning 23 in a month so I guess it does though I believe it is more of the message in the lyrics that people bond too more than the melody

[@hamed2890]

We here boys

[@Andrewm-zq1sk]

💪

[@nolanstandley2386]

Sense day one

[@Switch._.blad3]

Yuh

[@Greyxghoste]

We are men now, and we got this 💪 Healing and recovery is possible ❤

[@Jimmy-no5gp]

Unga

[@drifter7002]

Absolute respect for having the courage to put this track out. Hearing it means a lot to me. A lot of us are only starting to learn how to talk about the shit that's been done to us and having support from the artists you love and look up to is empowering. Thank you. Sincerely.

[@ian.72]

Absolutely loving this. Been listening to your music for like 6 years and you're still getting better. Can't wait for Tuesday

[@enlightenedhd8776]

"i'm upset cause half my childhood was theft" damn felt that

[@shaunh1725]

This music left me speechless... It's just straight from the heart. Literally just found your music in recommended, and it ropes me in immediately. I'm sorry you went through everything you expressed, especially in that second verse, but wow, talk about turning your pain into a work of art. You my friend, are a true artist!

[@Jyshmusic]

Guardin, I’m so proud of how far you’ve come. I’m really glad you made this, a lot of people suffer in silence when it comes to these topics and you give all of us the words we can never find. I remember when I first listened to Sunday a few years back. And to think how many people you’ve helped with your music since back then to now. You’re the best, keep making the best music❤️🔥

[@TGBizkiit]

i- my heart is weeping to this song. Guardin you have grown so much and the fact you turn your pain and fear of what happened into art and a way to help others and give a place to relate is something far beyond great. what you do is amazing never forget that. you and your music saved me as im sure its saved others. theres a reason i come to you everyday and when im low. thank you for all you do.

[@walkerwoods6104]

I’m glad Monday came out on a Friday

[@nicorobin5978]

powfu and guardian songs dropping at the same time. It's a good night.

[@rewind7017]

Guardin is guardining on this one 🔥

[@johnathanbeats]

Guardin's voice, and instrumental choice is one of a kind!

[@havefaithtarot]

“No matter what others may say or do.. Light of heart and fancy free that’s the way to start There will be nothing to lose ‘Till you lose your heart.” This was not easy for you to put out I’m sure, but hopefully it will be healing. Good work. 🖤

[@donttellmomthebabysitterisdead]

we all appreciate you sharing shit close to your heart man, this song is amazing, love you guardin 💚

[@kaitomoxxas3322]

Anyone who disrespects you isn't a human being at all. You prevent so much and that should mean something to you as well. Guardin don't miss. 🎯🎯🎯🎯

[@altlosinggriponreality-hd9ds]

Holy shit I checked this at the right time Keep doing what your doing man I love your work

[@baker099]

One of your greatest tracks to date man. The raw emotion in this track is insane.

[@legatoblue8077]

It takes real strength to open up you've kept me going through my own traumas and shown me I'm never alone in that keep building and keep moving you pave the way and we'll always be right behind you brother ❤️

[@r.a.d.d.a.d.7903]

I’m happy you’re really sending messages. Keep it up, music needs more of this, not the trash that says nothing in the end. I appreciate you and the art you make. I’ll keep listenin

[@marenmead2463]

Ik bro put so much work into this and it came out great

[@brxndj]

Love guardins drop schedule cause it falls on my break at work

[@jakewilcox4776]

Bro you have no idea how much this song means to me especially the second verse man thank you so much

[@asymmetry392]

this song is absolutely beautiful. i love you guardin uve helped me get through so much tysm

[@kimberlybogert7031]

Haven't been feeling the best recently this song feels like a mood to me..

[@kwicksand2712]

Phenomenal, plenty worth the wait. 2023 is guardins year🔥

[@bigmovesjeydon3639]

I haven’t stopped listening since this came out man, what a blessing of a song

[@ijustwannasleep3545]

Thank you guardin for everything 💚

[@joshuamccormick7317]

Possibly the best song I've ever heard. Jesus man.

[@Greyimm]

This is currently my favorite song.

[@KuraiSomnium]

I like that this gives the same feel as “ Sunday” reminds me of “all I might be” and “all I ever will be”

[@jayyates1095]

Lovin' the new track. "Just a boy from outer space so ain't got nothing to lose"

[@hmackayla]

This song is so important! I’ve been listening to it on repeat since it came out ! Thank you for making such beautiful music 😢💖✨

[@teamzuk1515]

FINALLY!!!! EVER SINCE I SAW THE STREAM IVE BEEN WAITING!!!! THANK YOU GUARDINNNNN

[@Greyxghoste]

I feel your pain man. Got me straight up crying at work

[@kaspr1388]

amazing, one of your best songs by far and I love you entire discography.

[@zdedicate7565]

Every song fire 🔥!!!!!!! All and only Guardin’s music has been on repeat for the passed 2 months. I’ve been deeply invested into every single lyric he produces

[@singingwithwolves]

I love this Nic. I miss the old days when we would all talk on KZbin when you’d go live. Watching you come up from being in your room with the wall full of cans of Monsters and eating ramen to you traveling playing shows. Big ups old friend

[@joemama5287]

man this one hit deep

[@Magenskie]

Every song you drop is always a guaranteed banger and each one is so unique and it's exactly what I need. Keep it up you're killing it! 👽✨️🖤

[@jaketagimori6332]

been listening to your music for the last two to three years and i just gotta say thanks. To watch your music evolve and excel is just inspiring. Also just thanks for making music, i struggle with depression and cptsd and your music has been a huge help to me in my darkest times and worst panic attacks. So thank you, keep making your dreams your reality

[@cyndidaves4630]

Man this is really hitting me hard, I got in from work after midnight and checked to see if it was out and listened and loved it, and was like wait I gotta hear this again and today over and over and read the lyrics and my heart sank and just wanted to get out that I'm so sorry about what you went through, some shit like that but just repeated assault happened to my husband and led to an opiate addiction leaving him incarcerated off and on for the next 17 years and some of that is the justice system... But there's different outlets to take and your primary it seems to us is music and you've excelled at that and it's why your words are so deep. We can't see what goes on beneath the surface but know you always have a community to talk to. Writing back messages and responding to everyone is impossible and isn't helpful to you. But reaching out is something you can do, some people have no one, and above all that, everyone handles everything differently and what works for others doesn't work for someone else. It seems from your lyrics you gotta great mom that lets you cope and grow as you see you need to which is amazing. He does too, his mom has been there through whatever he does, bad or good. I've got two photos in particular on my phone, one the day he was born with her and her huge 1996 bangs and smile and another when he first got out of his longest bid in ga, towering over her with face tattoos and his history and record, arm n arm, ...same smile from her. He's got 2.25 years left and it's so hard every day. He introduced me to your music a few years ago and then this one comes out and I wish I could play it for him over the phone. Just know to keep going if it's helping and you got a world of community that supports you and has your back. And never feel pressured to have to write us all back cus that is insane but we got you, nick,, guardin, this one is beautiful. Your voice flows with the melody and it's just made from your soul. I admire how you handle past demons. I got my own and haven't figured out how to voice them to anyone yet and it's still dark secrets that keep cooped up. For now, all I have as an outlet is music, and yours is my go-to and on this next level of appreciation. I'll keep it at that, thank you, and you don't know me but I gotchu. Much love always.

[@cyndidaves4630]

I honestly really thought your major issue was a devastating car wreck you felt responsible for and felt awful about that and I don't know man I just want you to know you aren't alone.

[@cyndidaves4630]

But please don't end your life in any way, your last track left me unable to even say a word. Keep going please. Maybe your words sit with me more than intended but I am increasingly worried bout you dude and need you to know you will be ok. Thank you for reading all my whatever. It's nothing on par to your words

[@dannylordoflegs2826]

Jesus h christ

[@cyndidaves4630]

@@dannylordoflegs2826 dude I don't need sarcasm after opening up if that's where that's going if not I'm sorry.

[@cyndidaves4630]

@@dannylordoflegs2826 yeah maybe I should just keep everything bottled up inside. Sorry for speaking out.

[@ClutchOuya]

Gaurdin. Does. NOT. miss. 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@rinnequan]

this song is so good its so real

[@meekayacemetery]

You have a very beautiful soul. I don't know how, but you manage to impress me every time. You make me feel these stories that you tell in your songs. Thanks for your sincerity. You see how many people you inspire. I hope that some monday you'll be happy without any dark thoughts, you deserve it

[@maliki147]

Guardin will always be one of my favorites of all time.

[@madtinrex412]

lets go!

[@errorunkwn]

Absolute masterpiece

[@SantaBunny]

Guardin never misses. Keep it up!

[@aliceash9515]

Tbh hearing this has helped me so much and seeing the courage of this man with every song album and collabs just opens myself to an understanding of how others feel cuz we feel or have felt those things once or moe in our lives.

[@0x29a]

this is an absolute banger. keep doin' what you're doin' nick 💚💚

[@AyeLowkeyLoki]

Instantly a masterpiece ❤ this has to be some of the best work yet man. Keep it up, loving seeing you evolve and pump music out 🖤👽💚

[@itz_Lucidity]

Getting MAD "lost and found" vibes from this ❤

[@stckNsde]

i just now looked at the lyrics and i absolutely didnt catch any of that 💜

[@MrJessehalljrw]

The amount I relate to all your music is scary. Thanks dude... For helping me through all those sleepless nights.

[@Gravado]

Reminds me of All my friends live inside of my head, love it 🌠

[@Lelouch999]

Thank you for this. It’s good to know that genuine music is still thriving. I remember you back in 2018 in highschool. You would live stream with around 100 people n show off your music, vibe with the fans. That stuck with me all these years. You’re also from indiana where I’m from, so that made me feel like I could make it too. You’ve found a way to support yourself and your music, share that with thousands/millions of people. Take a moment and appreciate how far you’ve come. You deserve it.

[@AzaelTree]

W guardin

[@mmkec]

how much i love this mans music is undescribable

[@kevinavila4866]

I ain't even cry bro just goose bumps as per usual every song bro

[@NOW3Cl]

Why you gotta be like that. Tryna sleep but you're out here dropping bangers

[@Kilo-Clutch]

Swear guardin puts on some of the realistic music right now! 🙌

[@benwhiteford97]

Guardin, I’ve been a fan since like 2017. You’ve always made music that hits different in the soul. Every time I think you make the greatest banger you go and make a new one, this is definitely added to that list. This one hits different, but in such a good way. Thanks for the music you make man

[@fwsilent968]

I can really relate to the lyrics really hard to talk to anyone about what had happened to me but it's hard to talk about it

[@thomassmith5529]

Once again you hit me deep thank you

[@UrbanMisthios]

flow immaculate here 🔥🔥🔥

[@kurilz1]

I didnt like this song at first but it cinnects with what i feel you're like a lover guardin❤

[@kickqueensnowgaming5957]

I don’t even know what to say tbh lol but tears have fallen indeed

[@heathmorrison8129]

Another guardin godsend

[@kylestewart7416]

One of the best artists I’ve been listening to your music since I was 15 and it’s helped me through a lot of hard times i just want to say thank you and keep up the amazing work

[@lilliedoyle1044]

I still remember when Sunday first came out, this reminds me so much of it. I still remember when we got to meet in Seattle a few years ago and it really solidified why you're my favorite artist out there. 😊

[@til1076]

So glad I started listening to your songs back in 2017! What you do with words is not describable.

[@evanchaney938]

I don't just listen to your music, I feel it

[@HandsumJukes]

You are in every single one of my Playlists. It's like you literally write a soundtrack about my life. You are much appreciated man. @Guardin

[@kermitlynotfound1129]

This one really hits home 🏡, We appreciate all you do man!

[@sebxsu]

i love new guardin

[@Schmk1]

ly

[@LifeofJoshuaC]

Holy shit man, nick you really did it with this one. This has to be one of my favorite song of yours after listening for 7 years. WOW

[@lecanius]

banger banger banger, good job man

[@CastDown]

I can’t wait till my birthday April 21 I heard he’s dropping a song

[@iambecomejeff]

Wow guardin This is a whole other level of amazing

[@ITSZ0MBIE]

Vibe with me to the end of time. ☁️💚☁️

[@loganmichener1355]

I love you Nick, you've saved my life multiple times. Please never stop

[@theroninrenofficial9058]

This song unlocked some deep childhood trauma and shits rough but I think it's about time I face the shit and move on with my life. Guardin, you're a fucking blessing homie. 🤘❤️

[@anolaporras9347]

Teara in my eyes for this one, fucking powerful.

[@xach2897]

This is finally it this means a lot lets gooooo 🤩

[@matsesvraG]

Yes 🌪

[@Tiredrunaway]

Wow !! 🥺🔊💚😭 never missing

[@SirRapTureGames]

Holy shit. That took me by surprise when that hit.

[@joshuaaraya1087]

THIS IS THE HARDEST SONG YOUVE DROPPED IN A WHILE MY GUY

[@marenmead2463]

ong

[@ElyciusM]

Damn, this one snaps

[@TroWy]

its happening❤️❤️

[@thejamfishh]

A NEW GUARDIN SONG YAYYYYY A DAY WORTH LIVING FOR

[@r9ymond]

guardin ❤

[@psychoxsphere80]

Guardin you’ve saved me so many times n you have no clue 2:50

[@thisguy9202]

Damn this song hit me like a truck

[@petroyanthony6660]

Yesssss been waiting for another song

[@pewdiepiebro35]

been here since sunday man, proud of how far you've come x here's to many more years ))

[@samwheathinz9384]

Another goated song!