Gumi - Ten-Faced (十面相)

[@david-sp8pu]

theres people saying "ah no more 12 year olds hehe" but guys... we were the 12 year olds... there are no more comments like that because we grew up...

[@Zexi141]

Makes me sad.

[@chopsuey555]

Ikr

[@chloew4435]

youre right but you shouldnt say it

[@octo8116]

oh shit youre right

[@uwu-0009]

🥺

[@kordact]

Gumi's talking to her 17 Voicebanks

[@goldfishenthusiast8710]

💀

[@Smoll_Beanie]

I thought the same thing.

[@miracletrasheater]

True?

[@kordact]

research

[@a_r2349]

Hello |(￣v￣)| I made a song with Gumi, it's called 'Limbo'. Maybe you would like to check it out please 😊 kzbin.info/www/bejne/j6G2eZh4rdmSr6s

[@fruitsmoothie2040]

“The tenants inside me” TENants Nice pun

[@shou_ga_nai]

the ten ants inside me 🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜

[@WelcomeToHypersHouse]

The ten doctors in me

[@wkwk2000]

NOSTALGIA. I'M CRYING.

[@pabloyak7070]

SAME

[@zanwrightmfwr756]

Yes

[@mackbutt210]

Umm I am killua

[@vogliocrepareo]

:v

[@terror7858]

me too

[@TheGamingBirdy1]

Writers: Ed Sheeran Okay

[@reflectlight1368]

Hilarious. how did I not see that haha. Probably to get more views.

[@Sillimant_]

@@reflectlight1368 this is KZbin, nothing is innocent like that. It's something by KZbin on their end

[@JadeEcho]

I agree.

[@myppmuchbik9348]

Wait which part is this

[@hancy3013]

Mypp muchbik description

[@emmameade9112]

I think the second personality is actually the one that ends up being concious. This is because we see the gumi that runs and in the end with a different hairstyle, and she seems to hold herself higher, then the one we saw in the beginning.

[@tsuntsunsweetie]

I think you just enlightened me. oAo) For as long as I've known this song, it never clicked in my head that the second, "Ni", wasn't mentioned. I'd noticed it, because I'd always try to say "ni" when I hummed the song, but it threw me off because that wasn't the right lyric. But everything makes sense now. @A@) Thanks bro~

[@emmameade9112]

TsunTsunSweetie But of course.

[@Thamstras]

The Gumi at the end isn't in the lineup. She has goggles. She has to be the original, otherwise she would have been in the lineup.

[@lilithlabelle1783]

Well Thamstras, but we never really see the second Gumi It starts with "The first me" and the countdown starts at 3... And at the Lineup where we see everybody there are only 9 People I noticed.....

[@a_r2349]

Hello |(￣v￣)| I made a song with Gumi, it's called 'Limbo'. Maybe you would like to check it out please 😊 kzbin.info/www/bejne/j6G2eZh4rdmSr6s

[@CrimsonDoesStuff]

I know it’s weird I’m fangirling over something this simple, but I love the fact that all of the alternate Gumi’s outfits have one part of their outfit (an accessory) that’s red, and generally all the same outfit. Gumi 2 has the hair clip, Gumi 3 has the heart glasses, Gumi 4 has the bow on the back of her hair, Gumi 5 has the heart on her leg, Gumi 6 has the hairband, Gumi 7 has the collar, Gumi 8 has the bracelets, Gumi 9 has the flower, and Gumi 10 has the two hairbands to make her twin braids. All the way in the end, the emotionless Gumi (and the original) has the goggles Gumi’s character usually wears.

[@oakfangplaxy]

Spot on ❤

[@Mizuuu1]

oh, and its good that there arent anyone anymore in the comments saying they have DID because "i totally act different some times :PPPP so i have multiple personalities" its much more than that. its not one person behaving differently, its multiple people sharing a body; multiple, whole people. -maxie

[@kylerivera3470]

Took me a second to realize you were saying D.I.D. instead of "did" in all caps. XD

[@mathsthetic]

|| my system has met people like that and even though this song has **some** correct information about it, it isn't all right and might send a bad message to the little mutiplicities with weebs who actively listen to this kind of thing but i can't get over actually having a song that even **talks** about this to care about misrepresentation. || anyway, sorry for my tangent just hearing this song for the first time.

[@bonhll8070]

I remember our host when we were like 11 commenting on this song like “oh i have that” and a bunch of people attacked him. it’s been like 8 years since then, i wonder if i can find that comment??? -A

[@mathsthetic]

@@bonhll8070 Yikes I'm sorry that happened to y'all. Y'all deserve better. - M / Host

[@epochii2756]

Theres another big part to it, as well. You literally dont know the others exist until being told by a professional, theres an amnesiac wall your brain puts up between each one to stop you knowing that the others exist, because they were formed to hold trauma and if you know of them that means it isn't working. You even feel a lot of doubt when you do find out. Each one has different life experiences and different memories, and are functionally different people.

[@nemodog6977]

This song is talking about dissociative identity disorder, right?

[@corbeaudejugement]

i dont think so. i’m pretty sure they are just fronts and she gets rid of them in the end, she’s standing with a broken mask towards the end

[@DemraSynfata]

definitely.

[@arisenspirit]

In the end they all come together as they have achieved their goal and are no longer nesesary

[@sniv2516]

@@corbeaudejugement i think that's exactly what DID is; things your mind puts up as fronts, that just happen to function differently enough to count as people (it's a coping mechanism to escape from some sorta bad feelings, from general stress to trauma). and then they all integrated at the end since the stress was gone and they werent forced to split further.

[@HanakkoLove]

@@sniv2516 that's honestly pretty ignorant and one-sided thinking.

[@aryehadventures9657]

I love how Gumis literally the human embodiment of a carrot

[@erosagape7944]

when bae says they want to see new people

[@fernandaluna3366]

You're not wrong xd

[@lunar_rainbow]

This comment just made me cackle really loudly, thank you lmao

[@cobaltJude]

the TENants? haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, i get it you little rascal

[@WannabeCanadianDev]

I see what you did there.

[@poni_poki]

Not to mention "juunin" can translate to tenants or ten people depending on the kanji!!

[@thegoodworldarmyhasmoved8671]

That's bad for MY standards.

[@wei9270]

+Sydney W that's- that's actually amazing

[@bakuryuthemole]

Since music can have different meaning to everyone, I feel that this song is about the "Me" that lives in other peoples mind based on the way we interact with others. That's why these "personalities" don't know they exist to each other as we don't act the same around everyone and we don't even notice it. We create these fake personas to hide the way we feel or think but doing so lose track of the "real you". Anyways, this song is awesome and so is GUMI.

[@ronin9361]

In the description Writer: Ed Sheeran

[@vercedia]

Yeah, why? Maybe he is secretly a vocaloid song producer?

[@chewy1921]

Vercedia Roku not sure Ed sheeran knows Japanese

[@ninarozenrad]

*Reads description* Oh I never knew Ed Sheeran wrote this song.

[@legallypumpkin]

I love Gumi. All of her songs are about psychological issues, and I just want to protect her

[@die_is_dead]

Big same

[@corbeaudejugement]

then you haven’t listened to enough gumi. it really depends on the artist and what they want to convey, not on the voicebank itself.

[@namine3023]

🤝🤝

[@lightdolce]

​@@corbeaudejugementI think the original commentor isn't aware that vocaloids aren't the artists...

[@meefling]

Imagine my surprise when this was one of my all time favourite songs when I was a young teen struggling with undiagnosed DID, and coming back to it now with a proper diagnosis :') That said, I can't imagine how painful it would be to force every alter but one down, especially to impress someone. Poor Gumi. Not only is that not how it works, but it would absolutely be super damaging to everyone involved. I think I'll stick to being honest about who, and how, we are.

[@whollycowmusic1833]

Having to push everyone down sounds horrible... I would feel horrible for anyone who would have to/has to do that. I mean, the dude doesn't have to date every alter, just date one and if the others end up fronting or are at the front when hanging out, just hang out!

[@namine3023]

That sounds horrible to push it down! In my mind, id like to believe gumi found someone who accepts all of her

[@a_r2349]

Hello |(￣v￣)| I made a song with Gumi, it's called 'Limbo'. Maybe you would like to check it out please 😊 kzbin.info/www/bejne/j6G2eZh4rdmSr6s

[@neonwitch1823]

So many people here are talking about their diagnoses and realizations and while I'm aware of the struggle of living as a system, I'm glad that we can have a chance of survival in a safe place now that we know what's going on. Good luck, stay safe and take care of yourselves!

[@corbeaudejugement]

it seems like they all integrated at the end, which sems really traumatic (i don't have DID, but it just sounds stressful). that being said, it was rejection that caused her to form alters in the first place (which doesn't sound realistic at all)

[@Tamanegi-P]

I rarely see anyone talk about YM; the guy who made this song. He has a whole world of songs and little characters and yet I've only found 3 people who are actual fans of his music.

[@montblue]

As I understood, GUMI fell in love with a boy and, after being rejected, she became emotionless and then started to act like someone she made up in her mind. That's because, since she's emotionless, she doesn't have any feelings to guide her or give her social tact; so a stereotypical behavior does the trick, 'cause its emotions are already premeditated. As time goes on, she starts to adopt new characters, maybe for mere curiosity, and that's possible, since she doesn't have any attachment to the previous one(s) - 'cause it's(they're) also fake. However, she ended up falling in love with a different boy, who, aware of her discordant behavior, told her that he can't love "all of her personalities", meaning that he can't love someone who acts so differently all the time. I think the smile she gave at 2:48 was because, even though others think she has "multiple personalities", she feels like she has none, since she has no true feelings, only projections made on made up characters. I feel that, in the end, the true her, the one that has no feelings, noticing how involved she started to get with the boy despite her lack of emotions, decides to take all of her characters down, remembering the pain she felt when dumped by the first boy. Now, acting like her again and, probably, giving zero fucks about the other ten GUMI's crush, she's safe from the danger of dealing with love. But, well, it can be about multiple personality disorder or anything else, so. xD

[@PatrickT22]

I think the GUMI that's actually singing this is the first made up personality, or the 2nd Gumi. The count actually starts from three if you look carefully, but also says "The first me." So my guess is that this second personality is telling us the story and is completely aware of all the multiple personalities. The 'first me' is seen at 0:30 looks different to the emotionless Gumi though, so perhaps the one she settled on was not her original self but the emotionless one, the one she considers to be her true self? At least, that's my interpretation.

[@montblue]

PatrickT22, yeah, that's what I meant when I said "after being rejected, she became emotionless". It was her new, but true, personality, so instead of "Gumi 2", I'd call it "Gumi 2.0"? xD After that is when she began to come up with all the others.

[@PatrickT22]

Perhaps since she was emotionless, those locked away emotions needed a vent of sorts, so they cropped up in eight new personas, which are numbers 3-10? I hear some people graph emotions into eight categories, so the numbers fit well there!

[@zaxkkun4700]

i have personality disorder

[@mielmedina3300]

Dissociative identity Disorder

[@mikanpecan8817]

this song made me think i had did when i was like 7 and then three years later i realized i ACTUALLY have did and now im 16 and diagnosed with did lmao

[@Chironexe]

so you as a 10yo realized you have did r/thathappened

[@ra1ny3y35]

Ah yes reddit, my favorite.

[@bearmelody9220]

mikan pecan // Also related to this song when I was younger and I just got diagnosed with DID

[@EpicGamerScout]

Uh... Is DID not typically characterized by trauma and development of symptoms at a young age? Are the /r/thathappened commenters here even vaguely aware of what the disorder entails before they start their bullshit? Realizing that you have DID at 10 sounds completely reasonable and valid. Good luck to all of y'all, however you end up handling your plurality.

[@mikanpecan8817]

@@EpicGamerScout yeahh did is literally caused by early childhood trauma so idk when else i was supposed to start realizing i have did if not in my childhood?? thank u for support btw! we do appreciate it!

[@annaferns1840]

I don't think their alters intergrated.... the lyrics at the end say goodbye, but also welcome back, which might signify different alters fronting, maybe they really didn't understand themselves and accept themselves for a long time, then decided to give up on chasing that particular guy (the white flag might represent giving up) bc he was forcing them to integrate ("I will only love one of you" ) Still this song's a classic haha

[@xxpainkillpills]

THIS !!!!! I agree with this so bad ESP THE LAST PART I never really noticed that up until you mentioned it !! Damn I wouldve given up on him too for that LMAO 😂😂

[@swallowtail8759]

For once, a non cancerous comment section.

[@mosuthra4563]

How bad was it

[@swallowtail8759]

+Lps Kawaii Productions So bad that I got Ebola and cancer in one sitting.

[@mosuthra4563]

I think if I remembered correctly everyone was comparing themselves with gumi right? Saying they had ten people in them too?

[@Uloveeverglow]

good thing I never saw the comment section when I used to be obsessed of this song

[@RajasaurusIrl]

*C A N C E R*

[@rysingsun4693]

The lyrics: describe DID. “it was done to protect herself”, “the personalities don’t share memories”, etc. outright says “multiple personality disorder” (old name for dissociative identity disorder) Some commenters: i don’t think it’s about a dissociative disorder… i think she’s faking it *note: yes there is some outdated terminology and it’s not perfectly realistic but this is one of the least depressingly harmful examples of (at least coded) DID in media that i know of so it sucks that some people are rejecting it as even a possibility*

[@cloudbrooks]

thank you for this comment :) this comment section gives me anxiety and then the comments of the ones who know better give me hope :) for the future of our representation. youre great

[@niar1726]

It's kinda depressing when people would just straight up admit "Yeah I think it's a song about her having 9 clones of herself" before admitting that...

[@takomerp]

Haha no. First of all, DID isn't universally clinically accepted. Second, while it is suggested by psychoanalysts that multiple personalities develop as a dissociative protective response to trauma that one *cannot physically escape from*. We're talking a kid cowering in a corner being belted by an abusive parent. Not fucking one-sided love. So yeah, she's faking it.

[@BlueLover707]

I know the description says differently, but. I think the "obedient girl" is actually the first split. It'd explain a lot. The "original"/host is actually the Gumi with the glasses/goggles on her head. That's why in the beginning (before the lyrics start) the glasses are shown. This also explains why when Gumi is talking about the "tenants" inside of her, the "obedient" one is shown among them. It also explains why she was able to split so easily. DID is a complex disorder, but it's said that in order for a split to first happen, the person has to go through repeated trauma. And not stuff like "oh all my relationships keep failing :(" or "oh my friends keep leaving me out of their hangout sessions :(" but ACTUAL deep trauma like repeated abuse. BUT, AFTER THAT, it's very easy for the person to have a split (this is when new identities show up) from smaller, stressful situations such as the failed love that is mentioned in the video. Also, it just makes the ending happier because that means the host is the one who stays dominant :P

[@eden_marie]

I know this was 10 months ago. I'm sorry. I support your opinion but I think that the second personality/first split is the one who is aware and is the one that stays or whatever, because the song introduces the first her, and then the countdown starts at 3, completely skipping 2. I know some stuff about d.i.d but not a lot so if I don't know something please correct me. maybe she completely forgot who she first was, so the strongest personality/personality with the highest self esteem, like that or whatever, took over and the other personalities got destroyed. or maybe she still remembered her first personality and got bored of it so she picked a different one. I don't think I have any disorder but sometimes I'll get really sick of myself so I'll just completely change how I look, how I act, who I am around, what I like, so maybe it's kinda like that. or maybe the 1st is actually the first split and the second one is her original and it isn't mentioned because they wanted to explain how the first split came to be. idk lol

[@raincandy1653]

I'm a little confused about what you said at the end. I only have a basic understanding but what you said at the end makes it seem like not all hosts are dominant. Is that true?

[@gigagogagagio]

"I know it's specifically stated that this is what happened, but..."

[@unlikelyprox7972]

@@gigagogagagio "but i just wanna share a small theory that doesn't harm anyone at all"

[@gigagogagagio]

@@unlikelyprox7972 literally conspiracy theorists

[@Lily80278]

idk if I got that this song was abt someone with DID as a kid lmao ,,,, looking at the lyrics though i feel like it's a bit of a misrepresentation of how DID actually works, like from what I know it's a response to trauma at a young age, so her developing it from heartbreak is just kinda... odd to me? theres a few other things I'm kinda ?? about but that was the one I was the most confused by but I dont have it so I'm not really an expert on it!! so take this w a grain of salt lmao

[@werisekk3]

I feel like she just hides behind different "personalities". Judging by the end - "I am just good old me" - it sounds like she could control herself. Now I am not an expert on DID works either but I am pretty sure you can't just control it like this. Also, "she built up new characters" suggests that she straight up plays pretend, maybe as a way to distract herself from pain (three refused to accept the memories), maybe because she thinks the breakup was her fault and is looking for a better persona (five behaved like a completely different person), but from the way she just decides to go back to her "good old self", it doesn't sound like a disorder to me, but like a bad coping mechanism and maybe loss of identity.

[@parasiticinvasion5370]

Yeah, I noticed that as well. The song contradicts itself quite a bit in the way it portrays Gumi’s “alters”. At first it makes it sound like she intentionally built up multiple personas to help herself deal with heartbreak, but then it goes down the route of saying she has DID. Like you said, DID can only develop from extreme, repeated trauma during early childhood. Since Gumi is in her late teens/a young adult in this song it would be impossible for her to develop DID. It’s such a shame that this song is a misrepresentation of DID, since tbh this goes so hard.

[@nidgithm]

@@werisekk3 it could be that the author was so misinformed that they actually thought people with DID can control it, wouldnt be the first person to think that

[@werisekk3]

@@nidgithm oh, absolutely, I just wanted to offer a different point of view

[@penistownlawyer3587]

right?? im glad people with did like the song, but the ending is very misrepresenting.. while integrating is normal and valid, it doesnt happen at the drop of a hat. I don't consider it weird that a split happened due to something fairly light like an seemingly unrequited crush, but if it means that the split happened BECAUSE of it, and not because of repeated trauma (like how did usually forms), than its just really misinformed. I like this song but i have conflicting feelings... theres also the fact that the ending implies she can control herself, so it could just be a personality disorder? Not necessarily a dissociative disorder? but then it says that they don't share memories so?? its just really hard because there is no author confirmation.

[@yummymarshmallows4556]

The comment section is clean and fresh! Ahhh.. No more 12 yr. olds roaming around

[@pageshade2231]

What about 13 year olds?

[@sucklet1791]

+Shadey Hearts (kgal6767) leave

[@pageshade2231]

+Yiff Off I'm not even 13 anymore. XD

[@soporepor5950]

Hi I like pie! Not relevant just because.......

[@sucklet1791]

Sopore por blcoked

[@spiralgraves7108]

huh, this is nice. last time i read the comments on this song it was full of ppl who are like "THIS IS DID, IT'S TERRIBLE AND NO U DONT ALL HAVE IT" but like. if ur into vocaloid im js we've all prolly got some sort of diagnosis or another. the ending always made me mad bc u can't just integrate your alters without extensive therapy, and while alters CAN fall for the same person, it's actually pretty unrealistic for all of them to, and to all be girls with that many, from what i've seen. i still love the song ofc, it just def isn't the best thing for ppl to see as DID. sry to be cheesy but any other systems out there if ur man says 'i can only love one of you' go get a new man. (as if trying to date as a system isn't complicated and often a challenge.)

[@nomochord3364]

Im the replacement 12 year old, hi

[@mr.oopsiedoopsie]

Same

[@ghostsider4425]

Same

[@yersinia3239]

I’m 14 😎 Haha losers

[@pokefantic1504]

13 here. Was a big fan of a cover of this song when I was 12 though

[@sabrinar90]

@@yersinia3239 Cringe-

[@sleepyy6332]

I heard this song in a vocaloid compilation and was so confused cause I’ve heard this before and then I realized that this was one of my favorite songs

[@rozgoodwin]

Hatsune miku 2 faced Gumi 10 faced Me 1 face I'm human Edit. 4 likes that's the most I've gotten

[@vercedia]

Eight likes*

[@clum2774]

Rosalyn Goodwin 71*

[@lucy-du8ye]

116*

[@resdientevil]

150*

[@rora_rin]

*164

[@berryjunkie]

I don’t know why but GUMI was always my favorite vocaloid character. I really liked her voice. It’s been a long time since I heard one of her songs but now I clearly remember why. Funny random fact: In my teenage years I had the same hair style as her, with the longer hair in the front, except I wasn’t allowed to dye my hair green. But yeah.. I really enjoyed it. Just wanted to put it out here 😂💚

[@enkuo605]

Ahh I'm so happy youre back!! I was angry when they took down your channel and videos. Reminds me of when they took down descent's channel for the same reason

[@JakauYT]

this song feels like it was meant to be about DID but ended up portraying BPD

[@lyrablack8621]

Ooo that's a good read. BPD is actually a form of plurality as well!

[@nymphia]

@@lyrablack8621 To be honest if you think about the second Gumi being the persecutor this song makes more sense: She realizes the guy is fetishizing her for having DID and thus breaks up with him for the sake of the whole system.

[@lyrablack8621]

@@nymphia Persecutors typically go after their own system members, but yeah they could be a protector for sure

[@scarletknight5522]

Finally, its back!Couldnt wait to hear it again :DThank you vgperson!

[@fluffyhugs6180]

now can i say i relate to this song as someone who thought i had alters when i was younger but realised i most likely have bpd with huge identity problems later without getting guns pointed at me saying the song has one exact meaning (clarification: i relate to this song as someone who has huge bpd symps but is yet to get a dxd, and this song feels very much like what ive experienced)

[@fluffyhugs6180]

(oh! by the way, be careful when it comes to systems, kids!! symptoms can absolutely overlap and if you have bpd and convince yourself your depersonalized thoughts were actually alters it can fuck with your head massively!! do your research, my guess is yall are a lot smarter than i was when i was 13/14!!! self dxd with sufficent research is valid but get a prof if you can!! also im not asking for sympathy here and i know what happened caused a lot of destruction to me and others but as someone who is now a whole ass 18 year old please dont scream at every minor whos 'faking' a system, trauma can be repressed so be aware of systems who say they dont have it, or they could be misinformed (which is why i say research: thats a huge mistake to own up to) and also if they really did fake it chances are something else is up. encourage em to get help, they need it. also another thing to keep in mind is pds arent usually dxd in minors. doesnt mean theyre not there!! just difficult to dxd!!)

[@nightsnightmare3938]

Thank you for your underrated comment and I apsolutley agree with you

[@Eosinophyllis]

this comment accurately summarizes everything I though thank you

[@gabrielepolido9292]

Nostalgia. Love Gumi

[@devinelovinsky8704]

used to be obsessed with this song when i was 13, but thats not what im here to say. i recently found out im autistic and while thinking about my past experience masking in the past, a big theory kinda popped into my head. what if in this song, gumi just has undiagnosed autism and to go through life without causing herself mental anguish, she has to mask in 10 different ways? so there's 10 masks and the real her that she hides to navigate life more easily. Then, she meets and falls in love with that one boy that sees straight through her masks no matter which one she uses on him. He lets her know that he doesn't want to love the masks she puts on, but the real her. He wants to love her full autistic self. In my experience, having to show my real self after masking so much does make me panic, hence why the song gets more fast paced at the third verse (might be different for other autistic people though). For the last chorus, she finally understands that all of those masks she made and used to cater to everyone else/not get hurt aren't needed anymore, so the real her smiles, finally feeling safe enough to come back out. In the end, the masks gets destroyed because she found someone that helps practice unmasking and let the real her live and love. Not saying she'll never use those masks again, but if she does, it'll only be some fragments of them that won't completely hide the real her.

[@v0m1tg0r3gutzz]

Im autistic too and I LOVE this theory!!

[@jasyillnel4402]

Wow. Girls get diagnosed pretty late common huh. I was diagnosed with autism when i was 7 back in 2002. But personally some girls get diagnosed so late . Till the point. They get into their adulthood vut generally boys get diagnosed early with autism because they were seem as the bad and active ones

[@confusedaf1112]

Would be hilarious if someone used all versions of GUMI V4 on this

[@goldfishenthusiast8710]

lmao-

[@erzapusheen3498]

I can't see the song "Matryoshka". It had 10 million views and now I think it's gone! Also, before your account was taken down, the original video of this had comments of twelve year olds saying " I have MPD. Blahblah...". xD I won't forget it rofl

[@elliot_rat]

Only 90s kids remember

[@keiko1614]

Hehehheheehhehehehe true (Since I actually have mpd, it triggers me SO BAD when 12 year olds fake it for attention!)

[@countersoprano]

@@keiko1614 IKR I HATE IT SO MUCH

[@a_r2349]

Hello |(￣v￣)| I made a song with Gumi, it's called 'Limbo'. Maybe you would like to check it out please 😊 kzbin.info/www/bejne/j6G2eZh4rdmSr6s

[@InfiniteThePhantomJackal]

Was the edgy 12-year-old. Thought I had split into 10 during my childhood. Then as things calmed down, we found there was just two actually. Until more recent years where our number's grown outta nowhere to seven.

[@quinevere]

wait that's actually really interesting. i used to be edgy and pretend i had DID when i was a kid but to find out you really do have it is an entirely different thing.

[@Strawberrypersonoffixial]

Ah yes. We have about 30.

[@laughatdarkness1286]

Not diagnosed, nor am I self diagnosing but I have had expereinces of having alters for over a decade. I remember seeing this song when i had three thinking “omg ten is so many, i cant even imagine”… fast forward 6-7 years later. We have ten of us now. (Working w someone to hopefully get an explanation on whats going on tho

[@coughin]

“Writers: Ed Sheran”

[@lioncake4757]

this slaps so hard

[@itsdigiorno9450]

Lion Cake You're one to talk.

[@MoonPoxX]

Thanks for the reupload man, i was shocked when i saw that your account got blocked. :/

[@citriosis]

Tip for people with DID: If you tell someone you have DID and they say they can only love one/some of your alters (especially if it's "The Real One™", ugh), they're not the one. Being parts of one whole-and yes, that is scientifically what DID is, ONE dissociative identity-means that you deserve to be respected as one whole. Alters' individual boundaries should be respected, and it's okay to have different feelings on different alters, but if they decide they can't respect the whole? Then get outta there. Also please stop spreading DID misinfo in the comments my god 😅

[@RotheAlien]

I don't think this song might be about DID (tho if it is I stand corrected) but more about someone that changes how they act every time depending on the person to feel accepted. And when faced with the guy she likes she tries every different act so that he can like her but when he sees right through her he tells her to stop acting in different ways every time and to just be herself (hence the "I can only love ine of you") but the DID interpretation is so interesting too. Also yeah if someone knows about your mental condition and tells you "well I can't keep track of all this just choose one" eff them to the moon and back😂

[@kotozaki-p]

*Romaji Lyrics* saishou no watashi wa otonashii musume koi ni yaburete kanjou wo tozasu no atarashii jinkaku tsukuri age watashitachi no kanjou wa ire kawaru aaa aaa aaa aa aa aa aa aa aa san, ukeiretakunai kioku wo yon, betsu no jinkaku to minashi go, taningoto no youni furumai roku, sou yatte jibun wo mamotta nana, kioku no kyouyuu wa sarenai hachi, tadai no sonzai mo shiranai kyuu, toki ga nagare nagare ima wa juunin no jinkaku ga koko ni ita watashi no naka no juunin ga onnaji otoko ni koi wo shita mina minna mukuwarenu mama otoko no kotae wa kimi no naka no hitori dake wo aishimashou shinzou ga takanaru watashitachi no hayamaru kodou wo osaetsukete kimi wa maru de betsujin no you ni natte boku no moto e otozureru sono tabi ni mune ga shime tsukerareru to douji ni hikarete itta demo ne, kimi ni wa iwaneba naranai hoka no kimi ni momou tsutaeta ga boku wa hitori no hitoshika aisenai jinkaku wa hitotsu shika erabenai watashi wa tajuu jinkaku? hohoende iru no wa naze? watashi no naka no juunin wa mina minna mou kigatsuite ita jibun no umareta riyuu to wa nani ka hitotsu no ai wo te ni suru koto ga yakumenara mou owatte shimatta ne saa saigo ni minna de warai masho sayonara okaeri watashi wa moto no hitori yo

[@YE4rt]

When I first got into Vocaloid I was about 7, I heard this song somewhere and I really liked it but then I somehow lost it. Then out of nowhere, I was watching a Minnemi video on 100 iconic Vocaloid songs and when this came up I literally couldn't believe it lol You know those dads at the military reuniting with their family? That's me with this song. If you're curious, I'm 15 now, so I had basically been searching for this song for about *8* years.

[@FeralxDino]

This song would be SO GOOD in PJSK

[@myordinarylife5306]

vouch

[@sweetchocodecoration]

Agreed

[@chellys.catbox]

but what if they do it gumi the music style and just cut off certain parts of the song for no reason

[@akiro_25476]

I believe I can sum up all of the personalities (WARNING! Before you have a different opinion, just know this is just my thought) 1: The Obedient Follower 2: The Self-Conscious one 3: The Abandoner of Memeroies 4: The Bipolar Girl (they took on different personalities = they acted differently anytime) 5: The Idol Copycat 6: The Stone-Faced (That's how she protected herself = she didn't show emotions/weaknesses) 7: The Keeper of Unwanted 8: The Inactknowledger 9: The Joyful 10: The Depressed

[@transwobbly1594]

I think this song is about DID. in the description, it says the second personality (alter would be the medically accurate term, MPD/multiple personalities is really outdated terminology) was her first "split", which is a medical term for when someone with DID/OSDD-1 gets another, new alter, due to high stress or re-traumatization. So, as a child, she got DID from trauma, and as time went on she split until there were ten of her. Alters can all integrate together, but it usually takes a lot of therapy, so she could just be hiding her alters?

[@minty111]

Yeah I think so too

[@YE4rt]

I don't think the song is specifically about DID, it doesn't really seem like it but maybe

[@Krowuss]

most likely yeah - or because it's a song and the storyline has to be contained to 3~5 minutes, the reintegration process was just magikked and ba-bam, whole again by the power of love.

[@cybergalacticnova]

Definitely DID, but whoever wrote the song is fairly misinformed on it, sadly.

[@liquidmantle]

Why are you talking about ''medically accurate terms'' when the actual medical community doesn't acknowledge DID as an actual real disorder lmao. This entire disorder is an outdated concept, no self-respecting psychiatrist would diagnose it post late 1970s. I know technically it's still in the DSM due to external pressure from the judicial system/military-industrial complex, but nobody in medicine actually believes it exists, and it has proven to be false time and time again through rigorous peer-reviewed research. BTW, ''repression'' of trauma in psychology, is also outdated, based on falsified data from late 19th century psychoanalysts.

[@akarigetsenergy4729]

WHY DOES THE DESCRIPTION SAY THIS IS WRITTEN BY ED SHEERAN

[@JoyManoppo]

I agreed with that

[@SZAliaBanks]

ALL OF HER SONGS REALLY JUST ATE

[@chaosyukariazerinemegaluna8192]

2021 and this classic never gets old

[@Arausita]

oh man im so glad youre back welcome back vgperson!

[@cat_with_a_rat]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUMI

[@Luxxcia]

As a person with a dissociative disorder, I love this song. Sure it's not the most accurate but I don't really care.

[@reyronu]

When that chorus kicks in I get FERAL

[@possiblypb]

my Goat

[@asuko-san7440]

I know this can be relatable for thoses with DID but for le it feels more BPD when you’re not sure sure what to mirror

[@jasontvghost]

I remember being a kid and dance the fuck outta this song. Bruh brings back memories

[@Len-KunDaisuki]

この曲が人生で初めて聴いたボカロだった…懐かしい…

[@oreo-sr2pq]

I RMEMEBER LISTENING TO THIS. Omg I was literally only 13 when this came out and now im 20. still love vocaloid to this day

[@revefstival]

the gumi song of all time, nothing will ever top this

[@silliisubbii]

omgggg it’s stuck in my mindd

[@Rurple]

The guy took "get a girl who can do both" to the extreme.

[@freeformboozler]

I don't have DID or any form of plurality, but I have a fair few good friends who do. Seeing them and many others relate to this amazing song is heartwarming to me

[@lesliemorganking3283]

I loved this song from the first time I listened to it on Spotify till now.

[@maymation]

As someone who has a high chance of having D.I.D this song is very accurate ( minus the romantic part of the story, also not all people in a system have to be the same gender as host or body)

[@Es-Flowers]

I also like this song for how relatable it is, as a system.

[@cloudyyoimiya]

This song is giving me the feeling that the producer of copycat knew the producer of this song. They are similar stories. Copycat is a song about someone completely changing their personalities for love once she realizes that their crush doesn’t like them. Then there is this song that is giving me the exact same vibe. Please tell me if I’m wrong.

[@g0reh0und]

Circus is a young 20 something from America and YM is an older vocaP from Japan in the early days of the fandom so it's unlikely

[@5millisecondsoffame314]

Do you ever watch a vocaloid song and get so invested in the story you end up missing the song part of it?

[@puppycharmss]

god i remember when i was like 12 watching this like “why do i fuckig relate so violently” and now like,,, ten years later i’m diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder. fuck i should cover this.

[@theseventhsleep]

Im here from Taiko No Tatsujin, ngl, I fell in love instantly w this song. I'm part of the vocaloid fandom, but somehow I never listened to this before. Masterpiece ✨

[@ArinaRiana07]

There are 1 impostor among US 😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮

[@clowndoppels]

tag yourself im the panda

[@hermitmizuki]

this brings back a bit of memories.

[@ARRIANH]

Still bops this 2021

[@SuchNameWOW]

Dammit, there used to be a male version on youtube with 10 link faces. That was the version of my youth. If someone knows where I can find that song, you'd make my whole year xD Just posting this on more videos, cause I've been searching for this for a while lol

[@NoNo-ou1yt]

I use to listen to this when I was a teen and now as an adult I was recently diagnosed with DID

[@leovenyua]

I feel like she doesn't actually have DID? Just my interpretation but in the past she had her heart broken by someone, leading her to separate her personalities in a way to protect herself, but I heard that DID is something that usually occurs when someone is quite young like a child, and she must be older if she already engaged in relationships (not trying to invalidate people who developed DID when they were older). For me, I believe she is just acting like she has DID so that not just any guy would come to like her, yes, it is also a way to protect herself, but not nearly to the extent of actually having DID. Also call me an optimist but I think the guy really does like her, and sees through her multiple personality act. When he tells her (2:33) that he's only choosing one person (her), he's also smiling when he does it (2:48), it's like he's smiling knowingly, seeing through her ruse and trying to get her to admit it. To add, at 2:51 onwards where she sings "The 10 people inside, their reason for being is... what?" and we come back to the reason to why she tried to act as if she had DID, which was because she was heartbroken. Now that she has met someone who likes all of her, why would she keep performing this act? Also it's been years and I'm pretty sure someone already commented this theory and I just forgot

[@AtlaniBonita]

Gumi is the most realistic vocaloid

[@ramo870]

大好き

[@chonchisss]

gumi is above everyone

[@whiteglovian]

I'm absolutely in love with this song and my goal is to eventually make songs as great as this

[@noahaskell9513]

Hmm I still wonder why' you disappeared... well the good thing is that your back!

[@theTNTslinger]

+Noa Haskell stupid copyright laws thats why

[@noahaskell9513]

Oh yeah ... those are really annoying!

[@nerida3347]

im still here oops

[@Schmoozr]

Could someone please explain Why the writer is ed sheeran

[@sufferingmeguca7919]

Because

[@aryehadventures9657]

Cus He’s also a carrot like gumi

[@WatchingLainrn]

Cuz he is a carrot

[@ValentinesGrimoire]

I love all of gumi anyways, 10 of them is just alright

[@animagflip]

borderline personality disorder PTSD and past abuse in one song … I relate to her now more than ever.

[@beatsbycossack]

Remember when this song was listed as being written by Ed Sheeran by youtube music?

[@very_tired_child]

I love the intro to this

[@north8894]

*This was the music video where I first discovered Vocaloid. I had almost forgotten about this song, until now.

[@roleye]

I don't have a crush. But I still never share the same personality. My true self never appeared to anyone, not even my mom. I can't help it. Idk what to do. I suit myself to what the people I'm talking to would like me to be. Sometimes I'm a wild class clown/trouble maker. Sometimes I'm a polite calm and matured person. Sometimes I'm a good advisor and a kind person. Sometimes I'm a sleepy head. And sometimes I'm just simply silent. It has been almost a year since the pandemic started and I haven't gone to school. I have no idea if I'm just gonna be silent like I am now or will I correct myself to the liking of the other person. I got no clue. I can't help it. I have absolutely no control over it and it just happens in a blink on an eye. I might be all social and charming until the other person leaves and I'm just with you. I'll maybe sound chill and easy-going. But the moment someone else talks to me I'll turn aggressive and energetic.. Is that a personality disorder? Or is it just because I hate myself in general? Idk and I don't want to ignore it but I have to...

[@syissuffering]

hello! so, as someone who has osdd (think dissociative identity disorder without the amnesia barriers) i think that you may have a poor sense of self, or are perhaps trying to please others to a harmful extent? i hope you can figure yourself out eventually, but you still have a long time to do so, please don’t worry too much about it.

[@roleye]

@@syissuffering thank you! I personally think it's both. Idk what I should do about this but again, thank you for helping me

[@xxluna_the_mutexx]

I don’t know if we’ve listened to this song before (probably have) but man it hits hard. (We’re in therapy for DID, not diagnosed yet) Looking at other people’s theories on this song we thought of our own; Gumi *was* abused during childhood, the first alter wasn’t the “obedient girl” but Gumi herself, this is shown in the very beginning when you see her goggles spinning. During her childhood she goes through trauma and splits her other alters, as the song progresses and they grow up and all fall in love with the same guy. But because of his constant rejection (“i can only love one of you”) ect. (which is blatantly shitty on his part) they hide themselves out of protection (this is *not* the same as fusion or dormancy) and have Gumi become the host instead. (To me it looked like Gumi, who is most likely the “core”/“original” aka first alter, didn’t front often (which *_is_* possible) so the other 10 took care of her day to day life.) Gumi still has DID, the others are hiding themselves out of protection and to please the other guy (which is harmful but yeahhh) - N & Damion influence (probably lol)

[@Justintheinsane]

I spent all morning looking for this song, I heard it several years ago.

[@bengreene8795]

Ah yes. The glory days of vocaloid 💕

[@quinevere]

hello fellow grown up vocaloid fans.

[@cpoko.1552]

太鼓の達人からこの曲聞いてほんとハマった。最高すぎる。

[@sofies.]

last time i seen this, it has 538k views. its growing so fast!

[@babaiya3393]

SHE HAS DID

[@ThisRandomPerson]

This song is still so damn good ❤

[@ExoticBankai]

Really fun song, i like the vibe !

[@JPニバース]

I don't particularly like the lyrics, but i do like how she sings and the background music. It's like something you hear it in a default ringtone