RUAN MEI SONG - “Become a God” | HalaCG (Honkai Star Rail) [Official MV]

[@HalaCG]

I am on a boat and it took me 37 hours to upload this video on boat WiFi 🙏🏻

[@Lay_laa]

ENJOY BOATING!!! Wish you good luck with the boat wifi😭Such a yummy song tho, you always deliver so well,, even on da boat!!!

[@HalaCG]

@@Lay_laa thank you so much Layla 😅🥰❤️

[@RhyceRecords]

And it was worth the wait - we appreciate your dedication to the upload! 🫡🫡🫡

[@EclipsaEldrich]

Have fun on ur boat!!

[@ChiraProducciones]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@jaycemattox2007]

This song perfectly shows that while ruan Mei might be a genius she also has dropped morals out the window in the persuit of what she want to know and that no matter what it takes she will find the answer no matter the cost to herself or others

[@jinnah6524]

Stifiling the urge to scream in joy while waiting for my plane at the airport.

[@HalaCG]

OO hope flight goes smoothly!!

[@jinnah6524]

@@HalaCG it better, it’s a re-booked flight after being cancelled lmao

[@Zabilsya_V_Ugol228]

​@@HalaCG I LOVE YOUUUUU HALA CG YOU'RE THE BEEESTTTTTT PLEASE NEVER DIE!!!!!!

[@wittynickname4870]

2:14 I love how Aeon is muted just like it is in her original trailer! This song is great.

[@HalaCG]

@@wittynickname4870 tysm 😊 🙏🏻

[@sylvarblahk2652]

I love the fact that you put both the word "Eon" and the word "Aeon" in the song. My mind always associates the two, so it was nice to hear them being used together like this.

[@egg2gegg]

They *aren't* the same word? I had to double check just now and it's a case of British and American spelling.

[@nerotoxin0661]

​@@egg2geggyeah I've always heard them used interchangeably although I remember coming across another meaning for Aeon while randomly browsing Wikipedia that fit more with HSR's Aeons

[@CrossSilver]

The melody on "Winds of ancient call, petals start to fall, precious yet discarded let me claim them all" sounds SO familiar yet I can't point out where I've heard it before RARRRRGHH

[@HalaCG]

Hmmm if you figure it out please do let me know!! :000 ❤

[@unicorn_xxx3424]

OMG SAMEEE, AHHHH IT'S MAKING ME GO CRAZY

[@GiakomoDell]

my brain (as a sonic fan) goes to "Im here" Its like a sped up sound of that piano melody. BUT THATS JUST ME BEING DUMB-

[@KarmaBlueTrue]

I think it might be a touhou song but I'm not sure which one

[@Nyankko]

seasonal feathers? its what came to my mind immediately

[@yuko5294]

Lyrics: We bloom and wither away Loneliness floats among the calm waves Thinking back to my days with you In no man’s land Young and yet i knew Birth, growth,death Exhausting the process Pure Threading slow progress What makes a deity Searching life’s waning garden for eons I pick apart all of the greatest beings Oh just how much will it take to become a god What’s this empty feeling Overtaking hearts cultivating parts into worlds With love and color all that I am not More and more I realize what I want What went wrong Recently I’ve had different thoughts Devoid of grief taking me back to our start Winds of ancient call Petals start to fall Precious yet discarded Let me claim them all Where do my efforts end I will understand you And perhaps I, too can become an aeon What makes a deity Searching life’s waning garden for eons I pick apart all of the greatest beings Oh just how much will it take to become a god Cold wake from rest Where’s the home I miss Blossoms left a mess Sifting through the drunken bliss And still I will become a god

[@reginameyers]

Thank you

[@toninho10878]

Gracias por la traducción ❤

[@Sage-Simply]

That chorus blew me away... would worship Ruan Mei any day of the week ❤ Your vocals have so much range Hala. Each new song shows that wow just wow

[@HalaCG]

@@Sage-Simply Ruan Mei our goddess 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️ Thank you so much Sage!! 🥰🥰🥰

[@duc_huy_ngo]

Bro, an acoustic version of this would go HAAAARDDDDD

[@qiqiandklee2347]

YES

[@miguelc.8240]

This video made me rewatch Ruan Mei's promotional stuff, and I realized a lot of these lyrics are based directly on lines from her trailer and Myriad Celestia. Stellar songwriting, as always.

[@ninjacxvii]

Your voice in this is GORGEOUS hala!..yet another song that really shows your vocal prowess. Stellar job girly.

[@HalaCG]

Aa tysm Ninja 😊

[@ninjacxvii]

@HalaCG you're welcome Queen, keep up the good work, killing it would be an understatement at this point because you just don't miss.

[@ChoupiMimi]

At this point, my playlist is just going to be filled with Hala's songs now. :0

[@HalaCG]

Mwahahahaha >:))

[@PhoebeHe-ws4ik]

Same lol

[@dragonex4723]

no problem with that though

[@ChoupiMimi]

@@dragonex4723 you're right, there can't be too many Hala's songs :D

[@midnighttea0]

My playlist is 45% Hala 45% Rustage 10% couple other people lol

[@thevegan7101]

Oooooh now this is CHILLING, in the best possible way and I think it perfectly captures the feeling of Ruan Mei for me. Gentle on the surface, almost tranquil, a peacefulness, but you look deeper into her, listen to the lyrics, and what you find is unnerving. a fun genius scientist, but that level of intellect goes hand in hand with unknown dangers.

[@kaede_yuki]

What is this, I log on to youtube after sleeping 13 hours and my day has already ascended to the realm of the divine. 10/10 song artist forever.

[@neptxnaisthebestyoutuber]

Ruan Mei is by far my favorite character and this song definitely did her right!!

[@hotarusama3510]

I knew it would be good but it was more incredible than expected. As if I were traveling through Ruan Mei's mind, Hala's performance immersed me in...

[@HalaCG]

Thank you sm :,))

[@lalunenomikoto]

I'm genuinely in awe of how amazing this song is. The gorgeous traditional instrumentals with piano and violin make for a tranquil backdrop, but can feel unnerving together with the lyrics which perfectly fit Ruan Mei. The fact that "god" and "aeon" are whispered in such a low tone makes it feel like her wanting to become one is a "forbidden" ambition because of how bold/sacreligious of a goal it is. My favourite part is definitely 00:54/02:24, the music ramping up, the "i" almost sounding like a soft yell like she's determined, combined with your voice and the MV is absolutely wonderful. 02:02 is definitely a close second though, with the way the music almost stops and the lyrics convey Ruan Mei's true intentions for just a moment, as opposed to the rest of the song being more like what outsiders see, since she rarely, if ever, trusts people. idk, just my silly little interpretation lol. but props to you dude, this might've honestly become one of my fav songs ever !!

[@THEOCTOPUS-999]

I’ve been holding out for this ever since hala started star rail songs and I think it might be a new favorite. This song is incredible as always.

[@noahgardner5946]

Chills. No joke, literal chills. Can’t be getting me this hyped at work!

[@HalaCG]

@@noahgardner5946 😅🥰 super happy you enjoyed it Noah!! Hope work goes well 🫡

[@danielsantiagourtado3430]

You are the best Hala! Longtime fan! Your voice dynamic is such a joy to hear! Your dedication to your craft is a true inspiration! Another cover of you is another day made more bright! I’m so proud to be a member of this community! You're Truly Fire!

[@RhyceRecords]

Incredible song. Everytime I hear your vocals I’m blown away!!! You absolutely slayed this! 🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼

[@danielsantiagourtado3430]

This is gonna live rent-free on my head from now on! Another utter slam dunk Hala! BIG congrats to you ! You always knock it out of the park!

[@ShinkiMusic]

Yesss more Star Rail song, that’s what I’ve been waiting for good vibes Hala ‼️🤌🏽

[@valekstormhowl4999]

This is so pretty!!! The visuals, the music, the vocals, everything!!!!!

[@HalaCG]

I'm really happy you like it!!! 😊❤

[@leeespy3690]

HONESLTY you should be on the radio for how good this is or like something your voice is amazing!

[@Elysia-lt9bn]

Another amazing song!!! Love the notes in the background, they feel very calm and yet also a bit scary. And again the lyrics fit perfectly. If this doesn’t make her a god I don’t know what will. Amazing work!✨

[@Pheonix0324]

Don't know a thing about Honkai Star Rail but these songs are all so so good

[@devika2545]

If you want to know, you can watch the story quest let's plays

[@wianwelgemoed5408]

I'm supposed to be studying, but HalaCG's songs come first. Another banger as always. As a Ruan Mei lover I approve of this song

[@vincentp8603]

LITERAL CHILLS OMG I know Ruan Mei gets a lot of hate for her experiments, but shes a very intruiging character you did so well capturing her in this song, I love it

[@HalaCG]

I admire her ambition haha. Thank you so much for listening and I'm glad you think so!! ❤

[@vincentp8603]

@@HalaCG YOOOO Artist recognition goes crazy I just want you to know how much I LOVE listening to your music. I know you get hundreds of comments, but I want you to know I really appreciate your work. Keep up the awesome stuff, and have a terrific day edit: Sorry, I comment on like ALL of your videos haha

[@minkullumi7850]

There is no more words to describe this song that only "ABSOLUTE CINEMA", the melody, the lyrics, the edits of the video, everything is so good to show the Beauty and mistery that the quest of ruan mei to become God, and your is the Cherry on top to share that feeling, when then song he the chorus (which if my little knowleg of music don't fail me is o the part "what makes a deity") it give me such strong Goosebumps, You really become one of My favorites artist for special tour music is, amazing job :3

[@stefhonsmith6547]

The, Melody, Instrumentals, the Tempo, the Tone, the Suspenseful feeling, the understanding of going for something/someone, this is BEAUTIFUL TO MY EAR(Left Ear is currently Clogged and ringing at the moment).

[@Nix1280]

another incredible song! It's equally soothing and ominous making for the same slightly uncomfortable feeling I got when I met her in-game lol, it's perfect!

[@Kairyunma]

Been listening to this since the Spotify release yesterday. Absolutely killed that chorus. Amazing voice, love those Falsettos. Can't wait to see what they do with Ruan Mei in the story now that she is starting to become more and more important in the story. Beautiful song as always:)

[@royalhightrader2255]

The song is so pretty holy shit-. Amazing as always Hala!

[@_Qena_]

I never thought in a way that she acctualy tried playing God.... that gives some perspective. Great song!

[@Milowritings]

The voice of an Aeon.. You out did yourself

[@soup_serum5990]

i really like this !! the calmness of the bridges and the vocals/lyrics really fits ruanmeis character as well as the subtle insanity? of the instrumental during the chorus

[@Kyrbito]

This song is so AMAZING, I can't put into words how PERFECT this song is.

[@IgnitusG.]

Why did this give me such "villain song" energy? Also goddam that chorus my shivers rolls down my arms, great work

[@qtarolmd2629]

Man I love this song! I had forgotten how luch i love Ruan Mei's aesthetic and vibes, thanks for reminding me. I REALLY hope we see more of her, her character has so much potential and i feel like they could've done so much more than just her creations

[@MarTheWorstGaymer]

OH MY GOD, THIS IS SO GOOODDDD The high note and the „pick apart all of the greatest beings“ gave me fucking chills everytime and so did the last „god“ It‘s so unsettling and so calm at the same time, perfectly matches Ruan Mei‘s vibe Absolutely amazing, your songs actually just never miss!!

[@Nixxenitiiii]

OMGGGGG THIS IS SO GOOD THX FOR FEEDING US ^^

[@bilalgill6722]

a perfect song for my favourite character ;-; what an absolute masterpiece, you're the goat

[@yumirei]

It's such a wonderful song for such a wonderful character! I love how lyrics play around her feelings and past with her parents and intertwine this all with her desire to understand life and become Aeon, not for the sake of power or from pride or ambition, but for the sake of simple and pure desire to truly understand life and all around and behind it

[@IsJustJed]

Mihoyo should just hire you at this point. This song sounded exactly like something they would make.

[@Spider-Man.Geek.Oficial]

Wow, what a wonderful song, congratulations Hala You sing really well, the editing is impeccable and congratulations to everyone involved, you are incredible.

[@arrifox8888]

Had to show this to my Ruan Mei buddy and he approves of this song as much as I do. We both say this is very beautiful

[@jack_cb2252]

bro I just noticed the description. hala can literally do anything

[@possiblymira]

the chorus is so magnificent............. calm yet dragging you into like a siren song. :0 also the high notes!! I'm absolutely in love with your voice! ✨✨✨

[@HalaCG]

Ksjfkdjfj ❤ thank you 🥹

[@EclipsaEldrich]

This is so unsettling, i feel unnerved, i love it

[@buttr5659]

ruan mei is a certified ethereal beauty

[@maplesage]

I say this every time, but waking up to your new releases is such a wonderful capstone to my week

[@Westheral]

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH OH MY GOD, THIS IS MY NEW FAVOURITE SONG FROM NOW ON. I love how you've really captured her feelings of alienation and loneliness, her tendency to reminisce and think back to her family that she cherishes so much and her desperate journey in becoming a god just for the sole purpose of understanding. As well as weaving in aspects of her design too, like threading (her love for embroidery), cultivating (her specialty in cultivating lifeforms), blossom (the plum blossom motifs in her clothes). I also absolutely adore how "I will understand you. And perhaps I, too can become an aeon." was sung in a low tone much like the deep bass in her original trailer, hinting at something sinister and ominous, and "aeon" being slightly muted just adds the cherry on top too. The way "I pick apart all of the greatest beings" is sung just feels like a despairing descent into madness, and I'm living for it!! Not to mention the variety of instruments + sounds really drives that dramatic, scary and cinematic feeling. It represents the elegant surface and unnerving, intricate inner workings of her character so well. This COMPLETELY sent chills down my spine the first time I listened. 10/10 did not regret clicking on this video. Can you tell I love Ruan Mei? (。﹏。*)

[@dannyxxstupid9977]

The intro fire , the video spectacular results I can die happy now , problem theres more to come , recalculated result can't wait for the next one well freakin done this is purely just beautiful , that boat you speak of carried you to such amazing results. ( Seriously though what boat are we speaking about )

[@CMaxoknight31]

I'm actually having chills holy shit💀but this song suits her SOOOOOOOOOOO well, great work (as always lol)❤

[@FreshyKanal]

Very beautiful

[@HalaCG]

No u Freshy

[@SailorMusicCat]

I HAD NOT REGISTERED THIS WOULD BE UPLOADING ON MY BIRTHDAY OMG!!!! Only a few sentences in and just Oooooooo. You just always get the character in a nuthsell.The instruments, the melody, the lyrics all just fit so well and are sending shivers down my spine. This is such a good song for Ruan Mei. Just OMG! (And if I could find my hairpins it'd absolutely be a Ruan Mei hairstyle day.) Always dropping them perfectly suited songs I'mma go let this send shivers down my spine a few more times.

[@HalaCG]

AA HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAILOR!!!! ❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉 I hope you have a lovely day!

[@TrevenanttGD]

This song is beautiful, litteraly every song you've released the last few months has been beautiful, keep it up🙌

[@McScrap]

What a great song! Different vibe than i expected, but i love it

[@Calicohno]

This is absolutely gorgeous, I love it! The visuals also look incredible and match wonderfully with the song

[@HalaCG]

Aa thank you so much!! And Koi absolutely killed it.

[@furina-slash-focalors]

also transcribed this (the crowd cheers) --------------- We bloom, and wither away Loneliness floats, among the calm waves Thinking back to my days with you In no-man's-land, young, and yet, I knew "Birth," "growth," "death" - exhausting the process - pure - threading slow progress What makes a deity? Searching life's waning garden, for eons I pick apart all of the greatest beings Oh, just how much will it take to become a god? What's this empty feeling; overtaking hearts Cultivating parts, into worlds With love and color, all that I am not More, and more, I realize what I want What went wrong? Recently, I've had different thoughts - devoid of grief, taking me back to our start Winds, of ancient call Petals start to fall Precious, yet discarded - let me claim them all Where do my efforts end? (I will understand you - and perhaps, I, too, can become an Aeon) What makes a deity? Searching life's waning garden, for eons I pick apart all of the greatest beings Oh, just how much will it take to become a god? Cold wake from rest, where's the home I miss? Blossoms, left a mess, sifting through drunken bliss And still, I will become a god.

[@mirrorgem5931]

I must say you don’t miss when it comes to vocals, this was beautiful 💙

[@HalaCG]

Aa thank you! 😊

[@EclipsaEldrich]

A voice truely deserving of godhood

[@clailero]

THE HIGH NOTES OMG

[@JustADogLover396]

Incredible! Absolutely beautiful

[@furina-slash-focalors]

when i hear "what makes a deity?" if im not focusing too hard on the lyrics i can also hear "ruan mei's a deity" no idea if this is on purpose but still genius holy shit

[@NihilityEditz]

this is literally SO AMAZING. I AM OBSESSED WITH YOUR SONGS. THIS FEELS SO MAJESTIC! ✨✨

[@JakeSm4sh]

Love these animations for every MV

[@danielsantiagourtado3430]

ALL ABOARD THE AWESOME STATION! HALA IS BACK❤❤❤❤❤

[@xr_the_arts]

Saw this on Tiktok and rushed here - thank you for this!!! Gave me goosebumps. Time to binge listen to all your songs now~

[@rvb3l_the_gamer]

I was waiting for this song as soon as I saw it come out. Your voice is so amazing!!! I love your music so much!!

[@HalaCG]

Thank you so much!! I'm super happy you enjoyed it! 😊❤

[@danielsantiagourtado3430]

Thanks For all your hardwork hala! Your star trail songs are always great 😊😊😊😊😊

[@isabellaandrade4247]

Bro I can't stop watching as someone who is learning how to write songs MY GOD THIS IS SO GOOD and you did this all by yourself!!!

[@HalaCG]

Aa ❤😊 best of luck with your projects! I'm sure they will turn out very well >:)

[@isabellaandrade4247]

@@HalaCG hope so sometimes the lyrics are great and sometimes they're just ughhhh >_

[@kaytub]

GOD THIS SONG GIVES ME GOOSEBUMPS. you portrayed her so well ESPECIALLY with that chorus. genuinely stunning. im not sure if you take requests but if you ever made a dr ratio fansong i think id lose my mind

[@goldenkuchen3266]

This song seems to have a slightly different style to your others, the chorus is AMAZING, IMPACTFUL and the instrumental is PERFECT because it sounds like Ruan Mei herself is playing it but there’s also an air of… calmness, all throughout the piece. It could absolutely pass as a villain motivation song my god!!

[@Manhuntatmax]

Thank you for existing and making these incredible music videos I think the first one I saw was the void and I just got to say your to good your the hsr music goddess

[@HalaCG]

Osjfkskkgkdkf entirely my pleasure 🥹❤

[@EmperorIcePenguin]

beautiful art and vocals!

[@HalaCG]

Tysm!! 😊❤

[@Mivtee]

I love Ryan Mei, use her so much in combat and she is just so pretty :o this song is is just so melodic which represents her a lot imo And your voice is just so pretty legit and the way your voiced sounded at the end when you said God have me goosebumps only

[@HalaCG]

She carries my team honestly lsjgkskfk ❤😂

[@reginameyers]

Literally all of her songs give me chills. wtf Hala

[@hunterhunt2853]

This is just absolutely beautiful, you absolutely killed it once again Hala. Another masterpiece from the softer vocals, to the violin preformance which was perfect. Had me wanting to scream in joy while playing it in the store. 🎉 You are absolutely so underrated, keewp making those masterpieces.❤

[@Rockin_it_since_2012]

OMG LOVE IT❤Love ur music anyway but this 👏👏👏👏👏

[@calistermogita4827]

Love your voice on this ❤❤❤❤❤

[@tylerstewart1134]

This Is Amazing ❤❤❤

[@lambykin842]

PEAK PEAK PEAK PEAK PEAK OMG PEAK 😭😭😭 I CANT KEEP UP WITH SUCH PEAK MUSIC AAAAA THERES NOT ENOUGHT HOURS IN THE DAY FOR ME TO ENJOY ALL THIS PEAK

[@HalaCG]

Ksjfksjgkdkgkf ❤

[@Piszle]

I was about to sleep🗿 But oh My Goodness this SONG Is Truly a Lullaby just like Jade one. This is to good Hala😭 Feels like a song from a Movie FR, W W W W FIRE!

[@HalaCG]

AA so glad you like it!! ❤ sleep well!!

[@Piszle]

@@HalaCG I can sleep In Harmony now, New song to My Lullaby Song -Robin Rest In Harmony -Ruan Mei become a God -Jade Signed and Sealed -Firefly All I am -Furina I promise Perfection

[@AraragiSenpaiSay]

Loved all the references, with special mention to 2:14 min. Overall is a very beautiful song, another banger of our dear HalaCG.

[@dengkiriengti8486]

great as ever. keep releasing bangers.

[@HalaCG]

🫡🫡🫡

[@EmberBirb]

i remember seeing this on spotify like 2 weeks ago i think & i was like "lol i dont think thats supposed to be there" glad to see it's officially released!

[@HalaCG]

Ldjskgkskkg I made a mistake on the upload form 😅😭❤

[@EmberBirb]

@@HalaCG at least it gave me my answer on if you actually make songs in 2 weeks or if you just have a bunch saved up & the videos are made in about 2 weeks lmao

[@HalaCG]

@@EmberBirb sometimes I make them three or four weeks in advance, sometimes I'm making them in the week before release skfjksjfkd depends on the type and timing of project

[@EmberBirb]

@@HalaCG oh LOL

[@Sasala_0]

GIVING RUAN MEI THE MAJESTIC SONG SHE DESERVES ‼‼‼ Your voice is stunning like always, this song definitely captured Ruan Mei’s desire to become an aeon. The chorus had a really grand and mystifying feeling while displaying Ruan Mei’s enigmatic character amazingly!

[@HalaCG]

Aaaa ❤😊 I'm so glad you enjoyed the song Sasala!!! It means the world, thank you for the kind words! ❤

[@FelbyIkendy]

THIS IS SO GOOD AND IT FITS HER SO PERFECTLY AND IT LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL I LOVE THIS OH MY GOD IMMEDIATELY GETTING PUT INTO MY PLAYLIST

[@HalaCG]

WOOOOO 😊❤❤❤

[@leeblackwolf3158]

Bruh this was soo good, I love the switch ups on like this beautiful Chinese theme with the instrumentals! Ah man and I am glad I finally got her too, this be her thene song when I use her lol, amazing job as always Hala, and hope you had fun on your nature trip!😊

[@HalaCG]

@@leeblackwolf3158 I'm super happy you liked it Lee >:D tysm!! And congrats on pulling her haha

[@AyresPilot]

Havent reached this part of SR quite yet but OH BOY AM I EXCITED FOR IT NOW thank you once again for the amazing song AND music video!!

[@ninetailed_ink]

I'm gonna make sure the first song my future kids listen to will have your voice in it❤❤

[@HalaCG]

Ksjfksjfkdjg ❤ insane

[@ninetailed_ink]

@@HalaCG 😊💕

[@naraxboba]

WOOOO!!! I didn’t know you made another song!🤩 I’m going to go ahead and listen to it now!☺️❤️

[@HalaCG]

😊❤

[@fortui2913]

I feel like Ruan mei is so overlooked. So a fire song like this is just what I needed😍

[@Dagrestdiary]

Thank you for making this song so incredible about Ruan Mei. I'm so enjoying this song. ❤❤❤

[@makena_]

Honestly not suprised it sounds GODLY. I have never listened to an original song of yours without putting it in my playlist ans listening to it religiously.

[@KingOfTheSaltMines]

Everything about this is amazing! 🔥🔥🔥

[@foxmc726]

this song is both beautiful and chilling so I think it's a perfect representation of ruan mei it is truly beautiful piece of work

[@ToaofDeath]

Another banger for the playlist to listen to while I lose 50/50s. I want you to know these Star Rail songs have actually gotten me to play it. Same with your Genshin songs, and I don't even like gacha games lol. Your songs are just that good.

[@HalaCG]

I'm so sorry 😭😭