Hallelujah - Susan [V E N T]

There are a lot of emotions that have been circling my life a lot recently. And the main ones are confusion and anger, towards a selected few people.
To these selected few people, this is what I wish to say to you but I wont :
I was where you were once too. I knew what it was like. I moved on you need to too. Relate to what we are going through. Dont just expect that we change everything for your sake because here's a reality check:
1.) You have not proved your worth changing myself. Not one bit.
2.) Im not giving 100% if you wont either.
3.) Do something about it yourself if I am truly valued by you. When I SEE that. Ill DO IT.
I miss what we had just as much as you few do. But Im not going to ruin the blessings I have because I do all these things for you and you dont do anything in return. I love you all still, but I am really not sure if that's a mutual feeling anymore.... It's a new year. Let's start it well and keep it that way.
This video is dedicated to two very special people. Kaylie and Ethan. You are my bestest of friends and go beyond the call of friendship all the time. You two have been there for me in times when I truly needed help and have supported me and given me wise words through the years we've been together. And I really cannot ask more from either of you. I hope you know that I would do the same for both of you and I love you both so much. You mean the world to me!
WHY IS A DEPRESSING SONG DEDICATED TO TWO PEOPLE WHO ARE AWESOME? Because these two people keep me from becoming what happened to susan. So they're like my own little Aslans. Yes, they are my own little fluffy Aslans of awesomeness,
If you took the time to read all of this. I hope a sort of knowledge is gained from it. And I appreciate you for reading it :)
Thank you to all you viewers for watching, I LOVE YOU ALL TOO!!! I hope you enjoy!!!
link for this beautiful cover of the song: • Video