Happier then ever sped up

[@oro4158]

This song sadly reminds me of my parents so much

[@kim_mina4104]

same 💔💔

[@maribelferro8253]

I'm sorry 😞

[@arandomperson3464]

Sadly same

[@kim-tm9rq]

I know the feeling

[@Boba4_Life]

Sadly I can relate...

[@Yzracapcuteditgaming9983]

Every child deserves a parents but not every parents deserve a child

[@noemibajtek]

True

[@kathrynpadgett7214]

Yup....

[@hajrahnabi3246]

"Just fuckin leave me alone" hits differently 😭😭

[@ddrctivk-pp8643]

1:50 this part has my heart

[@Jadusables_child_ben]

Same😭

[@kikiee_uwu]

No tears left to cry🖤👍🏼

[@kellyhenny]

Same

[@Baldii4]

I relate to this statement on a personal level

[@fionarozay9667]

sameee

[@fionarozay9667]

i wish i didnt have act to act like th is

[@Yukiiilmao]

​@@kellyhennynever say same it hurts bu I relate

[@hiyaaaaa]

Sometimes I'm just watching videos about siblings or family and they're really nice to eachother i just wish my family was like that.. im always nice to them but i never get the same in return this song reminds me of my family do much

[@BrokenXDI]

Honestly same mate, it's best when we realize their not so good and don't look up to them as much as people tell us to- Wish ya luck with anything you have!💖

[@shisuw]

same. i hope, that you are okay. don’t worry about it, you did enough for them. sometimes, family is not your parents or siblings. if you have people, who will remember you and think about you, even if you leave, he/she is your family

[@bugg.c]

I’m so sorry but sometimes it happens and you can’t really change their minds but you can do what you can and keep holding on you’ll be ok ❤️

[@sharnjitrai5148]

I live in an Asian household trust me it's way worse for me I've never been to amusement parks I never get sweets there is strict rules of which time I get to eat I only have 15 minutes screen time limit trust me it's worse

[@latamishra4667]

I can relate with that

[@GumdropVoid]

Accidentally clicked this on my playlist, and absolutely adore it❤️

[@bvlaire]

Yay! Thank you!💗

[@x._lv4r3aa_.x]

When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two to think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do, mm-mm Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passin' through Was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to (When I asked you to) Be cool about what I was tellin' you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do (What you said you'd do) And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware that you made me misеrable So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you (When I'm away from you) I'm happier than ever (Happier than ever) Wish I could explain it better (Wish I could explain it better) I wish it wasn't true, mm-mm You call me again, drunk in your Benz Drivin' home under the influence You scared me to death, but I'm wastin' my breath 'Cause you only listen to your fuckin' friends I don't relate to you I don't relate to you, no 'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty You made me hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me fuckin' sad So don't waste the time I don't have And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends, so I Shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fuckin' leave me alone, yeah (Fuck you) (Ah) (Goddamn) (Ah) (Fuck you) (Fuck you)

[@DianaEilish]

Thx a lot💙

[@_av3ry_961]

Thx for the lyrics :')

[@Yukiiilmao]

'you were my everything'.....

[@arandomperson3464]

Some people might need this so here you go. It’s okay. I know you hate hearing this but you will eventually get through this. Please don’t give up just yet. At o e point in my life I went through a tough point. Time didn’t fix it. Time doesn’t fix anything. But I tried different things and it took a while, but I eventually got better and I hope you can too. All I’m saying is to keep on going and don’t let “it” take over. You got this.

[@bugg.c]

❤️

[@Ravensrottenravioli]

You ahve no clue how much I needed this

[@beeeeer_]

Thank you so much. Here is my story fsm: So i had cancer and my hair fell of (i had cancer for 3 yrs) so when it stopped i go back to school and i got alot bullys there beacuse i didnt have hair. Thank you for this ❤

[@Chaewon011]

@@beeeeer_ girl just dont listen to them your so freaking geourgous your so pretty and ilyy💗

[@beeeeer_]

@@Chaewon011 Thank you so much for this,you literally made my day! Ur very kind person,never think same about what i did beacuse ur absoultley beautiful! 💗

[@Student12391]

Who is a Student here👇

[@marshmewww]

Me

[@Insomnia_3am]

Sometimes I run to my room to stay away from family, in my dad's house though, my room is a walkway through the upstairs so I can't really cry or be emotional there so I usually save it for when I'm at my mom's. But when I get to my mom's, I've bottled it up for to long so I can't cry and I just lay in bed awake for hours at night. Sometimes I wish I could just run away from the world. Go to a quiet place away from everything where no one will talk to me or hate me. I feel hated at school after being stared at by people, and people avoiding me. Just know that you should keep going, because if you ever decide to try and end it all, it will leave a giant hole in someone's heart. I know because one of my friends died at a joung age, not suicide, but I still get sad thinking about it. Well, have a good rest of your day/night ❤️

[@Attorney-Tiana]

I know I’m late, I’m sorry for everything you’ve gone through. You’re so strong and I thank you for that, keep going you are amazing. Live your life to the fullest. And just keep going you got this!

[@bvlaire]

To everyone struggling with their mental health, family issues, relationships issues, friendship issues, and much more. I am so sorry to read and each every of your comments :(, it makes me sad because not one but many of people has the same problem they’re facing with. I really hope in the future you all will be finally okay and stable. I love you all so much.

[@bvlaire]

I’m always here for all of you. 🤍

[@bavi647]

​@@bvlaireI just wanted to say that you're so sweet and I love your musical taste, amazing channel ♥️✨

[@kathrynpadgett7214]

Thank you.. so much.. I'm 10 and I struggle with my mental health.. a lot.. your comment rlly helped, tysm..

[@wsirose]

*I am experiencing the same family problems that everyone else is going through* *I wanted to be a good kid, actually. But my parents didn't let me, as if it wasn't enough that they always made me cry, I also hear scolding... I'm tired of it, they come at me a lot, even when I sit in my room, I always hear scolding... I hear scolding when I read a book, I hear scolding when I look at the phone! I'm human, too, mom and dad! I'm human too. I am your child. But you see me as a stranger!* *Mom and Dad, I know I'm a bad son to you. Your Mom and Dad, I know I'm a bad son to you. You don't need to say. I've passed them, but why don't you love me? You know why I don't do bad things where I don't. I want back the days when I didn't get angry in the past. I want back the days when you cared about me.I don't understand you why. Just why! Why are you comparing me to my fucking friends! I hate you...* *I wish I had mom and dad like everyone else's mom and dad, why? WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND ME?!! WHY DO YOU COME AT ME SO MUCH, MOM AND DAD! AS IF YOU WEREN'T ENOUGH, I'M BEING BULLIED! I CAN'T TELL YOU THIS BECAUSE YOU DON'T LISTEN TO ME.* ~I hate you!~ *Happier than me..*

[@ariiiinaaaa]

I don't know but I feel you stuff too much inside yourself it's good to let it out...Hope you could have been happier

[@mullysinclair2288]

I always blast this all day n all night❤❤

[@billimean4877]

Here are the lyrics! When I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two to think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do, mm-mmm Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue? (My avenue) When you (when you) said you were passing through Was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to (when I asked you to) Be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do (what you said you'd do) And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you (when I'm away from you) I'm happier than ever (happier than ever) Wish I could explain it better (wish I could explain it better) I wish it wasn't true (wish it wasn't true), mmm-mmm You call me again, drunk in your Benz Driving home under the influence You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath 'Cause you only listen to your f*cking friends I don't relate to you I don't relate to you, no 'Cause I'd never treat me this sh*tty You made me hate this city And I don't talk sh*t about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that sh*t's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me f*cking sad So don't waste the time I don't have And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends So I shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just f**king leave me alone :)

[@renemejia1983]

pov : you have a abusive family 😮

[@user-random-1238]

1:50... FUCK IM CRYING AGAIN..

[@Lily_little_girl]

Stay strong ❤

[@GrayDSMPFanWithoutTheR-jb6vu]

1:50 I Have No Tears Left To Cry So I Sing It At The Top Of My Lungs.

[@smaltasmalta2104]

2:00

[@Eustef.eeu09]

Time passes, but this song will always remind me of how much he made me suffer..

[@OjVankramberg]

The wounds never really heals Do they?

[@Your.fav.floridan]

This just hits so hard when your sad

[@alexiaalain763]

Yeah I'm trying my best to cry I want to abandon it but I always wanted to die (I'm 13)

[@Erii_ll]

@@alexiaalain763 are u feeling alright now??:(

[@alexiaalain763]

@@Erii_ll maybe

[@Rere-Kj]

When it came out i thinked it was banger, but now i listen to it and think it is the type of song that every big artist made

[@Im7obsessed]

3:00>>>>

[@Leehyunok]

Giving this song to my mom and dad

[@sharnjitrai5148]

Has anyone noticed that billie hasonly been making sad songs ever since xxxtentationxxx died......?

[@_-.Cl0ud.-_]

Hey you there! Please read this comment. You might be going through something right now and time won’t always fix it. But just keep going! You don’t know how much some people will miss you if you decide to end it. I am sorry if you are going through something but trust me. It is never the right option to end it. I went through a tough time for me in my life. But I powered through it and I am here standing. Just please do not end it all. It may seem like a great idea but it isn’t! Just please power through it! You matter so much! Do not believe what people say! You are beautiful You are kind You are caring You are wonderful You are so amazing You matter so much Your smile is beautiful Your hair is beautiful Your eyes are beautiful Your face is beautiful Your whole entire being is beautiful! I hope that this has made you feel even the tiniest bit better. I hope you have a wonderful day/night!

[@blairemikaelson9562]

All the things she said by Tatu next pls

[@wsirose]

*I ask myself why they don't love me God.. Am I too ugly? Or am I not someone to love? Or maybe I can't be a good person to them. Why do I have so many questions in my mind? And why they don't have answers I've always tried to be a good guy. But now I hate myself for being a good person. It's best to be bad I couldn't be a good son, I couldn't be a good friend, I couldn't be a good confidant, I couldn't be a good lover. I've never been good at anything. I've always been bad. I listened to your secrets, I was bad, I valued them, I loved them, but they didn't show me the values I showed, their love, their secrets, their being a good friend. I haven't changed myself. They changed me.*

[@onkita8111]

1:50😩

[@stitchluvr43]

1:50 you called me again,drink in your Benz ecc...

[@Annavolgslife2000]

1:44 is the start of the best part! x

[@cherryblvdyum]

This song reminds me of my mom and dad

[@maribelferro8253]

Trust me anger... is not hate just hate in disguise this song use to make me angry you know part when it gets like rough I guess and expressing yk now I only cry to it that's just shit. I feel so bad for people I'm so grateful I have good family 👪 ♡ ❤️

[@bvlaire]

It must feel very cozy to have a good family 😊🤍

[@iamtheonlyandonepookie]

when im away from you im happier than ever wish i could explain it better i wish it wasnt true give me a day or two to think of something clever to write myself a letter to tell me what to do, mm-mm do you read my interviews? or do you skip my avenue? when you said you were passing through was i even on ur way? i knew when i asked you to (when i asked you to) be cool about what i was telling you you'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do (what you said you'd do) and i'd end up more afraid dont say it isnt fair you clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable so if you really wanna know when im away from you (when im away from you) im happier than ever (happier than ever) wish i could explain it better (wish i could explain it better) i wish it wasnt true, mm-mm you called me again, drunk in your benz driving home under the influence you scared me to death, but im wasting my breath 'cause you only listen to your f*cking friends i dont relate to you i dont relate to you, no 'cause i'd never treat me this sh*tty you made me hate this city and i dont talk sh*t about you on the internet never told anyone anything bad 'cause that sh*ts embarrassing you were my everything and all that you did was make me f*cking sad so dont waste the time i dont have and dont try to make me feel bad i could talk about every time that you showed up on time but i'd have an empty line 'cause you never did never paid any mind to my mother or friends, so i shut them all out for you 'cause i was a kid you ruined everything good always said you were misunderstood made all my moments your own just f*cking leave me alone, yeah

[@zynah_24]

this song gives me literal goosebumps

[@zynah_24]

I got fat shamed by a "friend" today for the 4th time. Usually when she makes comments about my weight I ignore it because I don't want to cause a fight. But today when I told my best friend that she could've atleast stood up for me she said that she didn't think I felt bad. For this, for simply expecting my BEST friend to stand up for me when I was getting humiliated, my whole friend group ignored me for the whole god damn day. They didn't even look at me once, didn't even ask if I was okay. What hurts the most is that my best friend was in it all. When I asked her why she did this she said "you were mad and I was scared that you'd ignore me so I decided to ignore you" So the next time you think your best friend wouldn't hurt you, think again :)

[@nbyfwalex]

Atleast you have a friend group even if they aren't so nice :(

[@zynah_24]

@@nbyfwalex trust me, not having a friend group is better than having a toxic one

[@heyhunnibear]

1:51 For anyone who is looking for the best part❤😢

[@BoiadeiraVaqueira]

2:06 e 2:16 man duas das melhores partes

[@Childofgod_182]

0:18 this is the besttttt❤❤❤❤❤ 0:27 ok now its getting a lil sad 0:39 ok i liv reading 0:48 ok........ 0:53 omg im in luv❤ 1:00 omg im definitely in liv with this songg❤ 1:14 omg ik what im doing tomorrow after my doctor appointment I'm listening to thissssss 1:53 ur ex was druck!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!

[@Childofgod_182]

Drunk*

[@U_loveme]

This song reminds me of my ex bsfs

[@bvlaire]

I am so sorry love, im sure you can find more better friends out there 🤍

[@WaheedMalik-fi9qh]

I'm crying in my room when I was listening to this song 😢 My parents do t deserve me

[@Formula1-racing]

If you truly understand the photo...it hurts.

[@Alexandria_fayee]

Reminds me of my younger sister...

[@spanieshy]

woon i like

[@ekana-me3hg]

I had crush on a guy years bck i still loved him after 2 years but i got to know that he had a girlfriend and i waited for him from 2 years now I have to move on🙂💔🥀

[@lizzy1215]

😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

[@Chuu726]

Felling this way about ur family

[@Officially.YanahRoseMary]

this song reminds me off my siblings,,they are always rude to me but billie ellish once said : all ik someone day ill make it out if here... and can i please get a pin🥺🥺

[@Archie_hodgson]

This song reminds me of my abusive parent and when i see them im nit happy but with my care parents i so happy

[@KristieJones-nt9yv]

I love Billie and her songs are just amazing in this one it started going calm to strong and powerful at the end

[@ManuellaIsadora-br9nn]

Essa eu canto com a alma

[@yukino_hana92]

lovely ♥

[@riad7764]

Who is after knowing that this song will feature in bridgerton s3?

[@safamusfira6952]

Ugh so good😙♥️😭

[@irine_sultana]

.....One question always lingers in my mind: why do those around me seem so happy while I don't have any reason to be happy?...

[@Yourfavitalian.]

pov he cheated

[@bvlaire]

Awhh i hope you get better and recover from him ❤️

[@Yourfavitalian.]

@@bvlaire thanks for being sweet here’s a follow :D

[@x._lv4r3aa_.x]

-pov- its not a pov

[@Str8wb3rry]

This reminds me and my friend fighting😢😓💔💔😭

[@Gh33szer_40oz]

1:51 2:04 2:52

[@suly891]

this song reminds me of me crying by myself on my birthday with a party hat on >_

[@Fordfocusmk3.5_]

‘I don’t talk shit about you on the internet, never told anyone anything bad coz that’s shits embarrassing, you were my everything and all that you did was make me fucking sad’ that shit hit me my ex cheated never told a soul while she slagged me off saying I did all the nasty shit to her I’d never ever touch a woman that way-

[@p3qrl_]

ler me tell you a story:today i argued with my "bestfriend" and she said i dont care abt our friendship... Then i told her 'Yeah i never actually never cared abt anyone or anything ,im actualy narcisit,i'm the most narcisist pesron you will ever meet(lie)' And she said 'I saw,very' and she got in on my nerves so bad and i always tried to keep her my bestie but when she starts an argument she says im the one who doesnt care when im always the one to try make her forgive me... yea i have anger isusess and everyone tells me it but fo they ever think or ask about my mental health probbably not think and never ask ,and i'm syill the crazy one and one that starts arguments with others for them💢 I'm a fool

[@selcouthvfics00]

my bestfriend did the same too me, she replaced me. spread rumours about me. my school life became shit. i eventually got better. do things you like, do things you wish you did. start a journal, wash your face, study and go out i hope you will feel better sooner

[@p3qrl_]

@@selcouthvfics00 Thank you❤

[@Wamika-ui3bp]

lyrics: When I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two to think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do, mm-mm Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue? (My avenue) When you (when you) said you were passing through Was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to (when I asked you to) Be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do (what you said you'd do) And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you (when I'm away from you) I'm happier than ever (happier than ever) Wish I could explain it better (wish I could explain it better) I wish it wasn't true (wish it wasn't true), mm-hm You call me again, drunk in your Benz Driving home under the influence You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath 'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends I don't relate to you I don't relate to you, no 'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty You made me hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me fucking sad So don't waste the time I don't have And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends So I shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fucking leave me alone, whoa, yeah

[@unapersonav4541]

1:50 - 3:01 :):

[@Hellokitty_Withagun]

This reminds me of my younger sister. I regret everything.

[@H1rlyf-ingquinn]

To the joker: When I’m away from u I’m happier then ever🥹

[@Brutal-in]

Öyle işte :)

[@Kpopforlife786]

When im 18 im going to a different State for college and im also gonna start a new life there since i stay in college for eight years

[@LeylaPrefers_No.1]

My favoritee

[@BradleyMorris-t7p]

This song sadly reminds me of my stepmom who makes me feel like shit

[@amytrenton]

The sign says lovers dead end😢

[@mecredescastellanos5458]

This song reminds me of my best friend cuz they always talk shit but I call them my brothers idek

[@Chaewon011]

Am going through same shit

[@bubbles-hm2jc]

2:05 2:57

[@javorv7914]

This song is remember a my small turtle

[@silvanapereira566]

Love

[@-Clawdina-]

This reminds me of my toxic friend I still haven’t dropped

[@user.unknowns.user.unknowns]

I reminds me of a toxic relationship i was in

[@جيني-ز1ف]

مع انو مو گادره افهم شسببب هل خلافات بيني وبينه بس بعدني احبهه 😞👊🏻.

[@gurdialkooner5418]

Bro are marks every thing ,,,,🥹🥹🥹🥹

[@MiaSmith-o1m]

Dad.

[@plsrewindd]

Son?

[@MiaSmith-o1m]

@@plsrewinddwhere have you been?!

[@marty_0089]

pov your best friend hate you

[@ven0m--]

There's a real lovers lane near my house 😭 my friend lives there

[@Annavolgslife2000]

or 1:51 x

[@Ilovedrpepper221]

Shout out to my mom ex who cause me to have trust issues

[@yukinohana8237]

Mat si aia mai mult coppy profiatta profitata ca fata asa da soate jale J teatru fake fiecare el mai ales ca profitat fata asa spate jale si serban cand dat ceva pt exzemn a 8 a in a 7 a cu chesti de pana acu foi cls 7 nu r inainte greva nu chef ca vineri zis I I

[@heiy_kpoper]

I don't relate to you.

[@romysspielewelt9324]

2:00

[@yuunak1]

2:12

[@kyleedoolittle]

1:40

[@Ems_zxc]

1:45

[@EmerieYaldo-lw1ub]

1:51

[@cookieemonsterz]

1:50