Sorry for not answering again to cheer you up. But you aren’t useless vio, you’re useful for a lot of things, all though people can be rude and hurt you, you need to understand that you aren’t useless. You’re very useful. Im not trying to say this in a rude way. I’m trying to say for you to love yourself no matter what. Also, remember that the group and me will always love you, and if one of us are rude or not the same, they just probably need a break. Or maybe they’re just frustrated. Again just remember that i love you and many others do too.