【Hatsune Miku】Solitary Hide-and-Seek Envy / Hitorinbo Envy 独りんぼエンヴィー PV (English Subs)

[@LanxPenzenpepper]

When you click a vocaloid video it comes with a package of Depression .

[@tartacaco]

Yeah

[@zaxkkun4700]

ikr

[@phuphu1867]

*gEt* *yOuR* *1+1* *dePreSsiOn* *pAckaGe* *!*

[@watermelon5123]

Especially +IMPALE That shit was sad

[@acethefox]

And that's the tea sis

[@melonchaa07]

if you're a parent and you're in an unhealthy relationship with your significant other, please don't ignore your child. You can ignore your partner but please don't shut yourself out from your kid(s) especially. This song basically explains that if a child is ignored from both parents, they'll feel unwanted or like a bad kid. So please at least give your kid(s) some attention.

[@jenfuentes2803]

I grew up in a broken home. When I was a kid my parents were constantly fighting like 24/7. Most of the time they were actually not home since they didn't want to be around each other. I spent most of my time with babysitters. It was really lonely for a while but then when I was 6 my little sister was born. For a little bit stuff got better but unfortunately that didn't last long. My parents were still constantly fighting and away from home. My mother was basically never home I only saw her for like an hour at most a day since she was always caught up at work or at her church activities since she didn't want to be home. My dad would be home after work but he would stay looked up in his room drinking. It was always just me and my little sister. I practically raised her since our parents weren't around. The fights and absence weren't the things that hurt me the most tho. What hurt me were the comments they would make. Sometimes when they would start arguing I'd try to step in and ask them to calm down but I guess it really wasn't my place to say anything. I still vividly remember them yelling in face face and telling me it was all my fault and that if they fought it was cause of me. I heavily struggled with anxiety and depression throughout my childhood. In middle school I started self harming and had several suicidal thoughts. The only reason why I never went through with it was my little sister. At that time she was all I had and I was all she had. I could never do that to her. I simply couldn't leave her behind like that. My freshman year of highschool my parents finally divorced. Not going to lie i was sad about but at the same time relieved. It was still hard at first since each side of my family would talk shit about the other all the time and tell me things like "your mother is bad she never looked after you or your sister she was always away and neglected y'all" or "your father is an alcoholic cheating asshole" even tho back then I wasn't in great terms with my parents I still didn't want to hear all this crap being said about them. However as time went by things started to get better people stopped talking and my parents mended their relationship they actually get along as friends now. They're also way more involved in mine and my sisters life now. (This didn't happen till like my junior year of highschool). Even tho my relationship with my parents and family in general is better now I still struggle with many issues like low self-esteem, depression, anxiety, abandonment issues, over thinking, and while I no longer self harm (I am 1yr and 4months clean) the urge is still there at times. Don't get me wrong I am pretty content with were I am in life now and I am happy overall but every now in then I'll still feel and think that I am just an annoyance and burden to those around me. That any day they'll get tired of me and cast me aside.

[@pyrgames5319]

@@jenfuentes2803 I feel bad for you

[@happypanta9448]

@@jenfuentes2803 my dad cheated, but I guess, for me, I didn't really care. I always thought If I tried to kill myself, then that's basically me saying I can't live in a broken family. I want to live so I can tell my dad that I'm fine without him, that I don't need him(which I don't). I guess I'm just a salty hoe👁️👄👁️ I do feel sorry for you though. Life will get better 😜

[@mint_chan2474]

Yeah

[@That--One--Guy--ä]

@@jenfuentes2803 you've make up with parents Or Still cold treatment going on?

[@SuperAwesomnesscom]

Damn. that little girls got a future in sewing.

[@frogberriez]

well when your parents are too busy fighting to acknowledge your existence what else can you do

[@aohu7505]

@Weeba loves shadow :D

[@azerqwer5310]

@@aohu7505 well i mean I would bUt ThEy AlLwAyS wAlK iN aT tHe BeSt PaRt

[@ellis4091]

@@frogberriez Use the power of "Imagination🌈"and you will find what you need

[@kuma-kun9777]

This was supposed to be a flipping depressing song and you just made it so much funnier xD

[@chrisdarcyxx8747]

Someone's probably said this before, but I just thought of something. She's probably the child of the blonde haired guy, and she knows it. The girl with brown hair is her vision of what she would look like if she was the actual biological child of the man she calls her father (the moment where she sees her father with the brunette girl and drops her doll , that's a metaphor for the moment she realises she isn't her father's daughter). It haunts her because it's all she ever wanted to be. She makes the dolls and drawings to fantasize being part of a perfect family. I know a million people have said it, but it hit me suddenly.

[@kingofstrangeness7014]

I read another theory here that makes more sense

[@Kasseet]

Fuck, this is so sad

[@kattiswriting3935]

@@Kasseet alexa, play hitorinbo envy----- I need help, urgent help ;-;

[@MochiBunKhoi]

Mozzarella Stick Yes, someone’s said that before. In fact EVERYONE has said they theory. You’re not special. Or original.

[@maopark]

@@MochiBunKhoi lmao chill. They're just stating their own theory. No need for you to jump on someone like that. And HIGHLIGHT THIS, you're NOT special either by writing your dumb reply. Try again.

[@kolya2732]

so it takes her alomst dying for them to think of their kid like tf

[@kolya2732]

really sad

[@tranlenamphuong6192]

People only know things are precious once they've lost it.

[@GaomonAndLucario]

Sadly, it usually takes a slap to the face for people to realize that they need to wake up.

[@heinrode7631]

for most people it is. And it usually becomes a never-ending cycle until one side succeeds.

[@h0rcrux774]

Pretty normal considering many people think "Maybe if I died, someone would notice me"

[@butterspice8817]

Who else just really loves this art style though like it fits the song perfectly

[@CalaisShore]

me

[@jamesboogo7699]

Butter Spice same :3

[@thanhvychannelpham3838]

me

[@randomperson2832]

yes

[@fxycutebunnyminyuko5161]

Me

[@isabellascafe4648]

Oh wow what a great song!, i bet this is Luka or Gumis voice *Sees Hatsune Miku* .....HOLY SHI-

[@ItzMe_Samiya]

I have to agree, the tuning is so flawlessly done that I thought it was gumi at first. Miku is pretty hard to tune ;-;

[@itoangchannelko]

miku has a more high voice ;-;

[@summerroses8841]

I thought she was Luka, honsetly

[@th3lostw4nderer]

Same---

[@lillibrowning2082]

“HOLY SHI-“

[@fcantil]

Here's what I got from this: It's about a child that hasn't been given enough attention because her father is busy working and her mother is having an affair. This leads to her being alone all the time. She wishes for them to go back to the way they were, when they were all bonding together and having fun. She starts thinking that she isn't needed and is unwanted by her parents. Later, she sees her dad with another daughter, who's wearing the same clothes as her doll, which she really loves. Which means, this other girl is just imaginary and is just a symbol for a version of herself that's love by her parents, and she's really envious of this. She goes to the beach they used to go to and tries to drown herself. Next, she's in a field of flowers and she sees her parents waiting for her to come to them. She says "bye bye" and walks towards them, meaning that she's going towards heaven. You can see in the field that her parent's clothes match her dolls' clothes. The dolls are basically the family she wants to have. But, it doesn't exist at that time. So, you could say that she wanted to not exist just like the doll versions of her parents. Then, her real parents pull her back and decide to care for her because they realized it was foolish to neglect their only child. At the end, the doll version of herself disappears and goes back to a doll because she isn't envious of her anymore, and she's finally happy.

[@obsie2267]

fcantil omg. That makes so much sense thank you!

[@fcantil]

@@obsie2267 Happy to help! I'm not the best at analyzing things but I do try my best so I can help other people that are as slow as me at understanding concepts.

[@colin5463]

@@fcantil I don't think that's her father, she refers him to "Kun" in the song which is used for close friends, a lot of people say it's not her real parents but she calls her "Mother" chan apparently it's based off one of them cheating on the other etc

[@fcantil]

@@colin5463 wait, now i'm confused. can you elaborate more on that?

[@colin5463]

@@fcantil Near the end look at the hide and seek part, look at how she names them, "Kun is referred to a close friend or friend"

[@lys9215]

Am i the only one crying here

[@kkalevan]

The feels are real

[@kawaii0verload80]

+Shirohane the FEELSSSSSSSSS OF DEATH

[@kkalevan]

Kawaii 0verLoad 0verLoad of FEELSSSSSSSS

[@kawaii0verload80]

RAWRRRRRRRRRR FEEEEEEEELLSSSSS

[@kawaii0verload80]

THIS IS AS SAD AS TOKYO GHOUL

[@hirim.]

That moment where you cry over a fictional character and their problems because you can relate to everything

[@__darkfuneral]

*sigh* same......

[@maringonzalez367]

trixie the gamer i can relate

[@__darkfuneral]

@@maringonzalez367 :( I can relate to this song since my parents are divorced and before that they used to fight always and I somehow felt it was my fault (I s like 4 or 5 if I remember) and one day the just broke up and....they havent got together since then.....and I remember how much they fought that they started ignoring me and my brother....and they still fight even if they aren't together. .......isn't life beautiful :'D?

[@maringonzalez367]

trixie the gamer same but recently I found out my father has a girlfriend and that really upsets me :(

[@__darkfuneral]

@@maringonzalez367 I have a step mother :0 ......my father fights ALOT with her.....I ask myself if that's why my parents broke up

[@sunnyshine715]

I can relate to this song a lot. I feel like my mom has no interest in what I have to say, and doesn't even want to listen to me. She always sounds irritated and annoyed, I'm scared to open up to her. In this time of my life, I need her the most, but it feels like she isn't there. She doesn't want to be there.

[@bakatoaster6000-yt]

Same :(

[@shodowofdanightgacha1416]

I'm sorry to hear that, I'm 12 years old and my family were always there for me. In the age of 7, my mom and dad usually gets mad at me, at first I thought they hate me and sometimes wish I want to die. But I finally learn that they were trying to teach me in the basics in life. And there the most important people I need today...omg....I sometimes wish I can go back to the past and know right away they want me to learn..

[@jacobrzeszewski6527]

Yeah, I grew up in a foster home like that. All I can say is hold your head up and look to the future. Find your passion, whatever it is, and hold on to it. Because it will get you through the years. Getting back with my biological parents made my life infinitely better, because I actually felt cared about for the first time in years. Someone loves you out there. Just remember that.

[@sumonovee6759]

Most normal asian parent

[@suziebelle4113]

My theory This little girl is neglected (unintentionally). Her dad is always at work and her mom is having an affair. Her parents never pay attention to her, and her dad started to catch on to her mom's lies. They have arguements 24/7 and pay no attention to their child. The little girl is deppressed and has an imaginary friend, symbolized by the doll and the kid in the park. She resembles who the girl wants to be, a kid with a loving family. She makes dolls of her parents, and has fantasies of her being in a normal, healthy family. The little girl plays with her imaginary friend at the park regularly, because that's the only place she can get away from her parents. Eventually, she sees her mom singing to herself, in a cheery mood, ready to see her secret lover, and later sees her imaginary friend playing with her dad (the fantasy one), and that's when the girl is completely done. She just wants to get away. She just wants it to stop. So she runs away, sitting in a train and waiting until night to get as far away as possible from her family. But that's not enough. She goes to the beach, her favorite place. She then sees her fantasy family, waving at her and coaxing her to come forward. She walks in the water and drowns. She wakes up in heaven, her fantasy family cheering and waving. Smiling and laughing, she runs out the other end of the water, but, just as she was about to enter heaven, death grips her arm and chucks her back into the water, making her wake up in the hospital room, her parents weeping and hugging her. Her imaginary friend smiles and leaves the room with the two parent dolls, because now, she has attention and will not be ignored anymore.

[@KandiBghit]

your theory r great! we almost thought the same thing only i dont imagine she goes to heaven, i imagine her in coma condition? something like that.

[@Nyahinn]

Yay thank you!!

[@amia-n2500]

i think its not their child. The man which the mol is having an affair with has the same hair color as the child. She was most likely born because the mom cheated on the dad, hence the dad probably disliked her or didnt care about her, since she wasnt actually his biological child. This is so sad and it brought me to tears😭

[@colinmnar]

meh weird theory: The blond girl is NOT the mom and dad's child,she is the child of the mom and the man at 0:40, thats why the girl looks so different,then the dad found out about the mom's affair and thats why they fight alot,so the child thought she was unwanted and left the house,the girl on 1:38 is the girl she WANTED to be,to have fun and all but that girl with the child's dad is only an imagination of the child,the child thought that was real so she wanted to commit suicide by drowning herself on 2:13.On 2:14,she imagined that she was playing with her parents like before the dad found out about the mom's affair.Fortunately someone found her like how the child said on 2:28 when she was drowning.She than arrived in the hospital with the parents regretting what they done at first,HAPPY EVER AFTER!!! Thx for reading my long theory,a cookie for you! :)

[@michuwulleconfusion9510]

Yay COOKIES

[@catlovercami717]

thank

[@tylermcmurray2232]

holy shit i didnt even notice that man

[@tylermcmurray2232]

My question though who is the other girl when the main one is in the hospital there is a second girl there

[@mikaela4998]

+tyler mcmurray I believe that that child is just imaginary and that it's actually the doll she made.

[@missseaweed2462]

I thought I had escaped this fandom...

[@missseaweed2462]

XD

[@ハッター-r5h]

Miss Seaweed THERE IS NO ESCAPE!!!!

[@missseaweed2462]

Sophia Donais Nope!

[@clarajesus1798]

ai miuram love 😖😩😩😢😢😭😭😥😱😱😖😖 que pena que ela só e um progra de compitado hatsune miko mais love

[@missseaweed2462]

Fio P Really? I don't think I've notices that. But, weeaboos and vocaloid fans intermingle a lot, don't they?

[@levionthedragon4654]

I legitimately haven't heard this song in years until it got random picked in co-op thanks project sekai

[@Totally_not_an_alien_]

YEAH SAME

[@stardustpie1992]

Ditto.

[@Sncyuki]

Random picked? Bro people pick it about 10% of the time based on my experience, the other 10% are super hard songs like disappearance & intense voice of hatsune miku, don't fight the music, emperror, etc... The other 80% is just recommended

[@doritoarts9878]

This was the first song I ever fced on hard :D

[@FaustedExistence]

Ppl pick this in co-op thousands of time.

[@cianotsia_]

I'm listening to this while hugging my niece and then I realized this niece of mine is neglected by her parents, they both abandoned her and never really paid attention to her, then that's where I thought " ahh this girl will struggle in the near future so she might put a lot of burden to her shoulder" I hugged her and whispered " I will love you as a mother would" even though she still doesn't get what I meant, I will take care of her so when she grew up she wouldn't be sad knowing what her parents did and won't hold a grudge on them knowing she have me who took care of her as a mother would, she would not feel being unwanted at all. AM NOT GUD AT ENGLISH SO PARDON MEH

[@x_meow_x1289]

Awww that’s so sweet!!! I’m really glad you realized that your poor niece I really wish the best for both of you ♥️

[@cianotsia_]

@@x_meow_x1289 thank you :'>

[@Hatsune-Miku_Fan]

@@cianotsia_ How is she now after a year ? ^^

[@l-exist]

you just drive to your siblings house to hug your niece and say I will love you as a mother would and just drive back home

[@rinkagamine4187]

How the hell did I get here from Kaito in a cat outfit singing electric angel to this and rolling girl?!

[@Satou_Rin]

Because welcome to Vocaloid You thought it'd be a fun ride full of cuteness, happiness and leek-spinning. But no, welcome to hell! Escalation scale: Ievan Polkka- Wow, cool! Popipo- EEEEEEEE! Electric Angel- So cute! Cantarella- Wow! Ah, It's a Wonderful Cat's Life- yay! Hitorinbo Envy- Wasn't expecting this, but happy ending ;-; Rolling Girl- wHAT'S GOING ON Fear Garden- nO, NONONONONONONOONONONONONOOOO- Okaasan- nOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Suicide Song- wHY IS THIS A THING Anything from here on out- wELCOME TO HELL

[@shloomple]

Rin Kagamine Im scared because I was watching that and ended up here also kaito was FABULOUS

[@atotalfiasco4213]

And then you get to the song I'm Sorry I'm Sorry and you are officially traumatized.

[@meowsterperson4483]

Rin Kagamine idk

[@warpspeedscp]

you forgot "the lost one's weeping"

[@awristbone9707]

1:54, look at those li'l breadstick arms!.

[@roastedya8874]

Anna Dragneel Lmfao

[@mikaish6858]

thanks for ruining this pv foR THE REST OF MY FUCKING LIFE

[@strudelh]

Anna Dragneel OMG lol

[@mei_may-chan5052]

Anna Dragneel XD

[@MommaJDesigns]

Anna Dragneel it's cute (*˘w˘*)

[@idislikemints]

When I first heard this song, I related to it so much it was almost scary. I cried a few times and I would play it everyday, but at the same time I thought that the ending was unrealistic a bit (maybe because I can't see that ever happening to me), but very welcomed, since it fit the story and this is what I wish for others too: to be pulled up by the ones they love. I wish more families would realize how harmful their actions and words are. Maybe it would stop so many children from 'drowning'.

[@Mundane_InTheMembrane]

I cried the first time I heard it, I relate with that little girl too much it's concerning

[@rorokkubs]

8 years later this song is still relatable

[@You-ot7vb]

Agreed

[@LooDoesStuff]

i feel you

[@loverkunii]

WANDERER MENTIONED

[@rorokkubs]

​@@loverkunii certified wanderer enjoyer

[@dimitriese]

9 years later and this song is still relatable

[@CrescentMoonDancer15]

This is what I got from this video Father is always working, Mother is having an affair Thus the daughter is home all alone and constantly wishing they could go back to how things used to be Finally, she gets tired of feeling useless and unwanted so she leaves to go to the beach they used to go to like in the picture in her hand She tries to commit suicide by drowning in the ocean at said beach hence when she says "Alone, I say 'bye bye'" The two adults she's seen walking towards are seen standing in a field of flowers so that's her when she starts to walk towards heaven to hopefully finally be happy again But at last second we see a hand pull her back and that's when she wakes up in the hospital to her parents who finally snap out of their little world and realize they have a daughter as for the dolls I think the two adults she saw in "heaven" were them. If you look closely the woman is wearing the same dress as her "doll mom" so that's why I think it's them. The arm that pulls her back is real father so at the end when we see her little girl doll smiling at her I think that they sort "planned" it all so her family would get back together Also, at the park when she sees her "father" and a little girl. It's actually her dolls and she seems to care more about her father because she drops her "mother" doll and it's her father that pulls her back and who she hugs when she wakes up EDIT: Oh, and to those that think she was born from an affair. If you take a look at her eyes they are blue like her fathers. As for her hair, it could either be a mutation or she inherited it from a grandparent. I, for instance, got my hair AND eye color from my great grandmother. My family says there isn't anyone else since her that inherited her specific shading for either of them so not only am I the first but I'm also the only one. So her eyeshade could also be a mutation or dormant genetic from a grandparent.

[@animemusic3439]

CrescentMoonDancer15 😫

[@theneongeek]

OMG

[@lucyheart1288]

CrescentMoonDancer15 FUcking Akidearest

[@muskanchhetry6580]

Hi 👍 XD best explanation of the I've ever heard from someone

[@animemusic3439]

Muskan Chhetry agreed! Lolol

[@nez6496]

For some unknown reason, I kinda forgot the name of this song. And obviously, being the forgetful person I am, the only lyric I remember was, you guessed it, "ratata" ...So, in order to find this, my stupid ass tried to search: "ratata japanese song" and, somehow, I literally found it. Instantly. It was there, sitting on the top of the list. Am I right to assume that I'm not the only one who did this? XD

[@gayasssix9028]

I searched up clap your hand song Gumi

[@nez6496]

@@gayasssix9028 OMG how HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[@rainIiIy]

@@gayasssix9028 LOL

[@Detec_]

I found a list full of depressing vocoloids

[@whoopsieskk]

its rattatta- theres a difference

[@abaguiltygear]

I love breadsticks

[@nova-ib9ul]

Don't we all

[@yuzuu9235]

random opinion: i love garlic breadsticks

[@maxvillareal6996]

Hey look it’s a magician!

[@colliee39]

@@maxvillareal6996 ShEs A mAgE

[@veryepicname1232]

Himiko Yumeno I love seesaws

[@ashmintyrina]

KYOU MO WATASHI WAAA WARUI KO WARURAN KO 🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯‼‼

[@heleenmalherbe1827]

君が意味がある、だから、君の笑顔を受けるください。だって誰も君が大好きだよ！頑張ってくれ〜！

[@Anry1ty]

YOU ARE SO RIGHT 💯💯

[@Aniware]

shit's 🔥

[@merodipurin]

its actually iran ko not waruran ko :o

[@izzy5500]

​@@Aniwarefrr

[@arcaderabbit7788]

I didn't expect to cry when I clicked this. ;-;

[@koala9112]

you though wrong, so very wrong ;-;

[@ominouswesterianow362]

honk, nobody did jade...nobody did..

[@arcaderabbit7788]

o-o

[@ominouswesterianow362]

xX TheAussieFyre Xx lol, it happened to me one time, it was embarassing as hell

[@spleakerphone]

same omg

[@isabellaessien2043]

Why she so eager to catch rattatta?

[@brookeswagmoney]

Thats a good one 😂

[@hitboi1943]

lol

[@MarcelloThe1st]

Well, she gotta catch 'em all.

[@imaginationfox0453]

well done, my child 👏👏👏

[@dragonkingofthestars]

TOP PERCENTAGE!!

[@dustthefurry8251]

To me, the upbeat melody makes it all the more depressing.

[@dustthefurry8251]

Also, I'm pretty sure she's like, 10.

[@amia-n2500]

honestly its kinda upbear, but theres something so haunting about the melody especially after watching the mv and knowing the story. the ending sounds so bittersweet

[@otakugoddess4850]

bring backs memories :( I was in grade 3 I watched this :( found you again :(

[@corso793]

Otaku Goddess same i watched in grade 2 tho

[@mai-chan4330]

@@corso793 SAME

[@sharkboats]

When I was 3rd grade I didn’t know something called vocally existed D; (I first saw this in grade 7 lmao this is what I am in rn)

[@girstacobowl]

same :')

[@aimlessequation5390]

I think we all watched this when we were little guys. I wonder how it made you feel...

[@ningu2916]

In a way, I love the part were the song gets distorted. This sound weird, I know... But in a way, it makes the song feel somewhat scary and something that draws you in as death approaches. It makes you feel like the world she was having fun feel like she needs to escape, she accepts it and make you feel like as if she was drowning in the sea, making it not only more intense, but like this is a way to escape the negligence from her parents and live in an ideal world where she somewhat controls it and has the choice to set her free, but it could also be her depression, making her want to stay in the water to just end it. Then, it get back to normal once she is in the recovery bed, issuing the idea that she was saved before the water killed her, allowing her to see her parents (The source of why this is happening) crying, either giving the audience like us an idea that her parent have realized how bad they were, how they were only making the little girl suffer more as they drifted apart. But, even though they have a happy ending, it just doesn't feel right.... The reason it doesn't feel right is the fact that in 1:05, she is in that playground equipment at night, making me feel like the ending of this song feels off, since she was in the playground alone at night, then how long would have she been missing? It just doesn't feel right, because if that was happening way before, then how did her parents realize this? My head may just be crazy, but if she was outside for that long and her parents didn't notice, then what would have happened if they didn't reach her in time? Because that seems like a valid option which could have occurred. If she was neglected to the point where both parents didn't even look at her throughout the MV, then could it be that she is dead, and that the people she was surrounded by are her world. THE WHOLE SONG IS ABOUT HER PARENTS NEGLECTING HER TO THE POINT OF SUICIDE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! Anyway, I'd like some to explain to me what that scene means or how that scene had occurred, and how she was able to get back inside without a key since I don't see her purse, pockets or even a zipper on the doll she had? Also, I probably need help. (JK) Anyway, remember that things like Kids Helpline, Friends and your Parents care about you, so if you are having problems, don't be afraid to tell them!

[@minhthunguyen2054]

Ow

[@minhthunguyen2054]

That hurt

[@CrowAkechi_The_Luminary]

I have a feeling that she snuck kut at night and when they had realised, they had started searching for her and found her drowning

[@oolongtherabbit9131]

Haru- Brown hair, green eyes Hiro- Black-Blue hair, brown-ish eyes Affair guy- Blonde hair, unknown eyes Kid- Blonde hair, blue eyes Doll- Brown hair, brown eyes By this logic, she’s the affair guy’s kid. I know people already theorized this, but still.

[@MarianettesGifts]

Even though it started off dark, the ending is cute

[@kawaii0verload80]

it is sweet : -)

[@pinkelephant6814]

Are you sure? It might be something else...

[@MarianettesGifts]

+B Ghoust ........No, I'm pretty sure about the ending.

[@twilightangel3696]

True, mabey it was her sister and she just didn't know it and thought that her Dad was cheating on her mom, she had enough and tried to commit suicide. then her so called "sister" saw her and went to her mom and dad and they called the police and hospital. So at the end when the girl smiled it was almost like she was saying "I'm your little sister, and I'll always look out for you anytime." and it's almost like the girl in the hospital said back "Th...th....thank......yo...you..."

[@MarianettesGifts]

+TwilightAngel Well, like i said, the ending is still cute. No matter how you or I see it

[@ClaireJamesLadybug]

this just made me think of an extreme game of hide and seek. Like the little girl is it, but she has to search the whole earth to find her parents. So I can just image she's in a foreign country when she's older and saying, "I'm playing hide and seek with Mama and Papa, and I'm it." and then smile creepily.

[@xxsugakookiesxx5247]

Claire James To add up to your story, The little girl then says, "I've been looking for 14 years, And havent found them" As soon as she finished talking, She cried. Da end .-.

[@rosewood4297]

Nihon Sam Dang

[@anvongocphuc8531]

What's the name of that game?

[@yuzuu9235]

@@anvongocphuc8531 hide and seek but you never find the people who weren't it

[@melindad3643]

Good idea

[@HaruHarune]

You stay mischievous but your face hasn’t changed You make excuses while sobbing all your fake tears I am so lonely I want to go and play It’s all mixed in a honey like mush I say this to you And to even you I really don’t need any kind of comfort you know But all I try to do is filter out the cheers That festival in town must be fun… So, walking walking, come over to me! Clap your hands in rhythm ratata I get tired of hearing the cheers But at the end of the day.. I’m a bad, unwanted child While I am thinking of, bright colors so clean In reality I only see my brown hands It is an endless cycle still With all the happy singing I hear So, tonight, tonight, come to this park’s end Where we all are running ratata It’s nice out here but I’m still jealous But at the end of the day You’re just a foolish,happy kid (music break) 1 and 2 and 3 and 4 hey let’s play hide and seek Hiro papa, haru mama, looks like I win Running out of breath we start to play a game of tag You got me back when you caught me! So, walking walking, come over to me! Clap your hands in rhythm ratata I would take a trembling step forward then I say bye bye So, love you love you, come over to me! Grasping at my hand ahhh ow ow! It’s fine? It’s fine? I open my eyes I and to say to you all, Let's play forever c’mon

[@HaruHarune]

I did my own translation so there may be errors... sorry

[@poutinepush7863]

Haru Koharu But there are subtitles

[@HaruHarune]

I know I couldn't find an unsubbed video ':(

[@poutinepush7863]

Bummer :-[

[@HaruHarune]

Yeah so after i subbed it myself i wanted to post it and i wanted to put it on an unsubbed video :(

[@mamabear2885]

3:48 why would they just now worry about their child now I mean they're a bit to late

[@mamabear2885]

even the girl is shocked

[@shutupdiana420]

There is no 3:48

[@mamabear2885]

+Anime Otaku sorry 2:48

[@shutupdiana420]

IKR

[@oculus6923]

the parents didn't know how the girl felt,and minded too less about her.But when she almost drowned,they understood that the girl felt unwanted but deep inside her parents really loved her.

[@bananapeel2256]

Anyone else notice that at the part where she tries to drown herself she had a photo of her and her parents enjoying the same body of water she's drowning herself at? Like she wants to at least die at a place they all were happy at

[@jamilleyomtown]

Thats fucked up

[@bananapeel2256]

@@jamilleyomtown fr

[@saveramathur1914]

*tries hard not to cry *fails, but keeps trying anyway ....judging by the comments section I'm not alone.....thanks for making me sentimental Aki

[@0yanderexchan010]

Try not crying at Hocus Pocus.

[@UnicornChanOwO]

I love hocus pocus, I cryed!

[@kayleensworld1196]

Unicorn -Chan Wait what, you mean the movie "Hocus Pocus", because I know that.

[@xoindicreexo]

AKI!!!!

[@UnicornChanOwO]

Kayleen's World No, is a song called Hocus pocus, the song s singed by Hatsune miku and Gumi

[@user-ip3yu6wc6l]

The kid looks life fran bow XD

[@user-ip3yu6wc6l]

Like

[@dtlinh]

true

[@cc8661]

xD yap

[@user-ip3yu6wc6l]

XDDD

[@DOG-NIGHTMARE]

omg truuuu

[@peachiegyaru]

She must be really desperate to catch rattatta

[@randomnekoqueenkittykat2625]

xD

[@meowsterperson4483]

Artsy Slytherin! XD

[@faithtenorio4164]

Me:*gross sobbing* *sees this comment* *gross sobbing with laughter*

[@godcantsaveme7377]

My mom keeps comparing me with my brothers and she keeps on saying oh your brothers wouldn't do this or that. One day there was an elderly woman in a wheelchair at a Wendy's and all my family say her having trouble with carrying her food so I got up in the middle of my brothers sentence and helped her carry it to her car. When I got back I looked at my mother in the eyes and said "Ya, my brothers wouldn't do that." and sat down. Update: Karma is a bitch! You know why? My mom found out that both of them smoked weed and where drinking underage. She also found out that one of them did lines in college. Also thank you for the kind comments! I nearly committed suicide more than once and it warms my heart to read these messages.

[@kaysu4540]

Everyone’s mum compares them to your siblings. It’s a way of teaching you how to behave.

[@661blackcat]

@@kaysu4540 yes but do you know how it feels to be compared? It hurts really bad because it will leave you thinking that you're not good enough.

[@kaysu4540]

Of course I do, it happens to me everyday.

[@wakeupandsmelltherain6351]

Kaysu45 there’s normal comparison between children and then there’s what commonly happens when it gets out of hand

[@ren7220]

@@kaysu4540 No it's not jesus christ. Its damaging and hurtful and the child will live their whole life feeling like they're not good enough.

[@katmintgi]

This is Miku? At first I thought it was IA or something cuz this does not sound like Miku XD

[@CHO-sx3in]

KatlinGamerGirl V it sounds like luka

[@katmintgi]

***** omg i love your name and prof pic

[@vyaidao8110]

it sounds to me like gumi

[@katmintgi]

Vyai Dao yeah sorta

[@jenniferc9712]

sounds like a mix of Luka and Len

[@vn2709]

the blonde hair dude the woman was with matches the hair color of the main protagonist girl so maybe she was like... married to the black haired guy but had an affair with the blonde dude so then she gave birth to the protagonist and that caused like some serious family issues and through it all the little girl that was born was neglected lol

[@koala9112]

yep! that pretty much is the story

[@danifitz3839]

also note that her doll has brown hair. The doll represents what she wants to be, i.e. if she was brunette had brown eyes and looked like her mother and (assumed not-biological) black-haired 'father' instead of the blonde hair and blue eyes that matches the dude the woman had the assumed affair with, life would be better.

[@vn2709]

+Michelle Neblett holy shit!!! lol

[@BaconEaterHBCError707]

That was i thought LMFAOO, i was like "Where the fk do the blonde hair of the daughter came from?," and i see the guy with blonde hair and her mother XDD, i was like " I get it!, that woman is a btch!"

[@ItsJustChri5]

WHY IT THAT A LOL?!

[@aoi-up1]

Solitary Hide and seek for Project diva X confirmed! Nice!!!

[@lys9215]

THE TRAILER IS OUT ALREADY

[@MrVocalover]

+aOi-up! the song is only 3:22 minutes so its most likely the full song that will be in the game

[@TheSpellShell]

+aOi-up! Great. I love to see more dark themed songs for this games. In my opinion the first one was Rolling Girl from original 2009 game.

[@Natphiliaa]

+MrVocalover what game?

[@MrVocalover]

+natsa amv SEGA feat. Hatsune Miku Project Diva X

[@justinkianaalfredo6843]

The song: is about parental issues Project sekai fandoms: THIS SONG IS ABOUT TIERING

[@PocketBilliardsKBH]

REAL

[@mickohhh944]

Sad reality is that I did this when I was younger but instead of my family coming together they fell even deeper and I was sent to a place where they treat children with mental disorders. Except mine was a family issue. So if your In that situation don't try and do suicide cause if someone catches you. You'll end up in a mental hospital.

[@yourmetalness7044]

Your parents are selfish

[@melissarodgers6460]

+Your Metalness Dude! Honestly, try and be subtle about it!

[@BarbatosLRWMM]

I'm so sorry

[@aisakasan5496]

I can relate to that ...

[@mickohhh944]

+MeshMabloo Kwishiburger Charlotte?

[@SweetDarkling]

rattatta... wHOS THAT POKEMON??????????¿¿¿

[@NoBody-gq1hl]

xD

[@juice4810]

XD omg

[@eviiee.]

WHO DAT POKEMON *ITS JUGGLYPUFF*

[@coffeeking9565]

its charmander!!!

[@Kurosmya]

ichigo

[@silvermoon3177]

Does anyone else feel like they want to hug those kinds of people and make them happy for some reason?

[@williambenedictiodesinto823]

"that's deep" is probably not the best choice of words

[@redTrickster]

IT JUST HIT ME ACK

[@greg8510]

LMFAO

[@Dannysocool1]

STOP

[@MIZUKIISMYWIFETRUST]

😭

[@eclairzy3400]

OH.

[@poppy-ep5ti]

Oh wow. Out of all the PV's I've seen of this song. This one is the happiest. Finally, it's time this song got a happy ending.

[@poppy-ep5ti]

Exactly. But is it weird that I like the other one actually more than this?

[@poppy-ep5ti]

Yeah. I wouldn't normally like this but it pairs so well with the song and it makes me wanna cry!

[@thousandsofcupsofjuice3655]

actually this did get pretty dark 0___0 that poor little girl wanted to commit suicide... now that's just plain dark man

[@ericatran646]

Wild Princess Gotta admit though, at least it ended happy. I mean the other PV... the girl got decapitated (oops spoilers) and the family messed and played around with her decapitated head. at least this recovered from the darkness, the other one just kinda stayed dark. -shiver shiver-

[@willkaye3875]

My favourite out of the bunch is the first one I saw, the doll who comes to life and kills the "monsters," the children who play with her too roughly.

[@xenasorceress7486]

Wh- OKAY WHO LET THE ONION NINJAS INTO MY HOME AGAIN

[@kiramki3049]

Xena Sorceress XD

[@RD-pv2pb]

Xena Sorceress It happen to me too!!! SOMEONE CAPTURE THAT NINJA OF THE NINJA ONIOS!!!

[@qq838]

Xena Sorceress Same they attacked me with countless water attacks

[@meowsterperson4483]

Xena Sorceress I did

[@meowsterperson4483]

I opened all ur windows to let them in

[@panicatthetwentynepierceth5729]

Who is cutting onions?!?!?!?!

[@meowsterperson4483]

panic! at the twenty øne pierce the black viel *cuts onions in ur face* I m

[@eira6844]

Do you know who... Its my invincible ninja and they are the one who always chop onions for you and its free btw

[@eira6844]

I mean cur

[@eira6844]

Cut

[@lalafnaf7255]

ME.

[@what-nd2vu]

I found out this song existed years ago and I'm still listening to it,,, it's such a beautiful song ugghh 💘

[@somniara]

What noise makes a mouse with a gun? Rattatta!! xD!!!

[@katherinemercado168]

XD really yandere Chan

[@flowercrownhippie3207]

I don't get it

[@kibo5813]

TWITCH

[@chesirecat5719]

+Kawaii Emo wow 7 out of 10

[@chai4493]

10/10 XD

[@emsxd2889]

*holding in tears* *failing horribly* *Sniffs* "Why the feels?" "Urgh, the feels have got me...Why?" *sobs into pillow* "WHY MIKU!? SHE'S SO CUTE >.< NOOO!" My Mum: "KEEP IT DOWN!!" Me "...........Rattatta........" *cries louder*

[@emsxd2889]

***** RATATTA FOREVER >:O

[@emsxd2889]

***** YAS

[@MLPMoonlightStar]

DUUUDE SAME XD

[@sorbetsorbet]

Why is this comment funny to me...... Oh god..

[@emsxd2889]

***** RATATATTATATATATATATATATATATA

[@kiramki3049]

I know I shouldn't be loving this, but.... COME ON. DAT BEAT.

[@ifeellikespider9739]

I feel like everyone’s stories are so much darker and more life changing and damaging , but here’s mine. I’m shit in school. I’m numb to all the Fs I get, and I’ve just accepted that I won’t get better, because this shit’s been going on for years. I want to do better but I can’t find the motivation I need to do it, so I’m stuck in a small hell where I can’t improve or even try because most of me is just accepting that I’ll never do any better, even if I try, because I’ve failed so many times before. When I was in 6th grade, most of my friends abandoned me, leaving me alone to wander around at school. Almost no one talked to me for two years, and it wrecked my self esteem and my social skills. I also go from being too clingy to my only real friend and mostly strangers, to losing relationships due to my lack of communication and general awkwardness. It’s probably why I ended up being dumped out of my first and only relationship this summer. I’m kinda scared of my parents, mostly my dad. I love them and they’ve done so much for me. But, they’ve done bad stuff too. And I have bad memories relating to them. I once made a joke to my mom that I was getting better at lying or something like that, and the next day, my dad came into my room at 6am before school, and threatened to kick me out of the house if I kept lying. Then I had to get ready for school. He never mentioned it again, and I can’t remember if he apologized. All I remember is being terrified of him and that possibly. It made me feel like I could never come out to him. And they spend more time with my sister than me. But my sister is on the spectrum and needs help with school and some basic stuff too. And I love my little sister a lot, and I don’t want to make her feel bad if I just want some more hugs every now and then. I know I have really bad anxiety. And I think I may have BPD and/or ADHD. But I can’t find a comfortable time or any comfort moments to tell my parents. Or anyone. I’d like to tell my best friend, but I feel like I’ve been clinging onto her too much lately and I want to give her space, but I don’t want to stop talking to her out of the blue, which is what happens whenever I try to give someone space. I’m having a period where I’m questioning my gender and sexuality. I’ve identified as bisexual for a little over a year and a half. But I think I may but a demisexual biromantic (I could only fall in love with someone sexually if I’ve known them for awhile, and they could be male or female). And that’s easier to accept than my gender. I feel like I just kinda exist. I don’t always like my she/her pronouns, but I can’t find anything that really fits me. And I don’t really like my chest. I got big boobs, but they don’t feel that comfortable all the time. And I can’t decide if it’s their size, or if I may be trans or non-binary or another gender identity or not. And it just makes me confused and wonder what I am. Sorry for venting all this shit, I just felt kind comfortable putting this here

[@ifeellikespider9739]

Emily Tian thank you. Right now, things have tipped a bit more on the worse side, but a few things have gotten better. Like I went to the doctor today, and asked to get recommended to a therapist, so I may be able to get one by January. And I feel like I’m getting closer to my gender identity now. And even if you’re a stranger on the internet, you have the power to make someone feel better or worse. Glad you decided to make me smile a bit :)

[@thedabisme61]

random stranger popping by. I uh, sorta have the same story. I also have mostly all F's best one is a b and thats pe/health. I never really had any friends so I never really got hit too hard by anything emotional. Though I have been trying to make friends. But covid aint helping. Anyways, my family is uh.... lets say more "special". Everyone knows what each others doing but we don't talk about it. My sister tells what she knows, and she's the only person that's normal in our house. And we all have this love hate relationship. Oh and also my mom and dad has been argueing and on the verge of devorce. I usually am just that random bystander in the house, not being able to do anything. and i get threats on a monthly basis, or even one each week, which, honestly, barely matters to me. having pressure on a daily basis is a really weird feeling until I barely care anymore. honestly surprised i dont have anything wrong with me, which is good. or i guess i just dont care...

[@rachaelbrown3656]

Hope you’re doing better now

[@-.__]

0:56 'clap your hands and walk, rattata' POKEMON CONFIRMED

[@fizzykai2632]

Wetgizmo231 - Gaming, Vlogs, And More! lol

[@TheDerpyANDMuffinShow]

Wetgizmo231 It was foreshadowing towards Pokemon Go coming out! >:3

[@lanzhan1920]

itazura wa shiran kao de ii wake wa namida wo tsukatte sabishii na asobitai na hachimitsu mitai ni doro doro anata ni mo anata ni mo watashi wa sa hitsuyou nai desho yo no naka ni ken mo hororo tanoshisou na omatsuri ne saa anyo anyo kocchi oide te wo tataite aruke ratta tta yan yo yan yo soppo muite kyou mo watashi wa warui ko iran ko yume mite wa gokusai shiki samete miru dosu kuroi ryoute watashi dake tsunzaku tanoshisou na utagoe ne saa konya konya ano basho e minna de ikou hashire rattatta ii na ii na urayameba tanoshiku odoru kimama na shiranu ko ichi ni no san shi de kakurenbo hiro-kun haru-chan mitsuketa iki wo kirashite wa onigokko kimi ni tsukamacchatta saa anyo anyo kocchi oide te wo tataite aruke ratta tta furueru ippo fumi dashite hitori ni baibai nee ai yo ai yo kocchi oide te wo hiraite fureru acchi cchi ii no? ii no? me wo aketa kyou mo ashita mo minna to asobou

[@KT-sq5wr]

Thanks 4 this 😁

[@KT-sq5wr]

@Games Only LOL ikr?

[@KenshinFanForever]

that’s just the pronunciation, how about the actual symbols?

[@KT-sq5wr]

@@KenshinFanForever It should be on the screen

[@KT-sq5wr]

@@KenshinFanForever As well as an English translation to the song The only thing that wasn't on screen was the romaji And well... Now we have that too

[@azbaakhtar6386]

I nearly cried...

[@deangoddard977]

well i actually cried ;-;

[@bakaningen9808]

man i remember listening to this song when i was like 9 not knowing what its about or even what vocaloid was and just enjoying the way it sounds, now years later i come back to it knowing what its about and loving vocaloid, but im now in a terrible terrible mental state...i wish i could go back to the days where i didn't even know what suicide was, let alone contemplate it...

[@bon-bonyourkawaiihappylitt9969]

Everyone: *Trying To Figure Out Story* Me: *Thinking It Looks Cool And Sounds Good*

[@randomnameforarandomnerd8400]

+Bon-Bon Your Kawaii Happy Little Blue Toy Bunny 〈3 Exactly.

[@musicalhaze4617]

Same here!

[@maikumiku9696]

This is a very hard not to cry challenge

[@maikumiku9696]

I'm cold hearted

[@stabbykahl538]

not if you get used to the feelings

[@deaddreamer7127]

not really

[@noellemason6249]

not after you've listened to feathers across the seasons

[@vyaidao8110]

umm i didn't cry am i heartless?

[@omgoppar5777]

Mom- *Haru chan* HARUHI?

[@bbrattzzz]

Tiny Kay ikr

[@MommaJDesigns]

Tiny Kay Oh shot she got some explaining to do

[@lanzhan1920]

Tiny Kay AND HER HAIR. IT'S COLOR

[@Jenny45721]

Wow now I miss the anime welp gotta go watch it again BYE...

[@cricketjumper8004]

카일라 ᄏᄏᄏ AAAAA When I first saw the dad I thought: Rei? But then his name is different so yeah Yaaayyyy

[@eunac3037]

I listened to this as a kid way back when. Can't remember but it seems like forever ago. Then a kid without much of any friends, I understood the feelings of loneliness and unwantedness found in the few lyrics I could understand. Now, I return to the video with the same feelings while being able to understand the lyrics better. It almost brought me to tears.

[@eunac3037]

EW YOURE SO EMO!!!!🤮🤮🤢🤢🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮

[@luka7515]

they dragged me back shit man

[@woopwoot5817]

I feel like this song could be related to "You're A Useless Child" but i'm not sure... maybe I just find it similar because the child seems unloved in both? I dunno....

[@danganronpatrash4751]

OMG best plot twist of all time

[@hvvryijjzdkk2033]

The child is like me. This song speaks me out the soul. This is my theme song when I'm in a depression hole again as a child and wanna die - than I left home (6 times now). But of course not same like that etc. And yesterday this happened again. I thought it would be better without me. 'cause father's mood is bad because of me I thought and he said he would feel even more worse when I'm not there. My mother was also very worried about me and almost cried. And I, I don't really understood. I thought it would be better without me 'cause I only bring trouble and stress to my parents especially to my father - I'm a burden I always thought. I'm a burden for everyone. I'm a 'problem child' and you can't solve problems - you must eliminate them. I'm a bad child/sister/student/friend. I don't really believe what my parents said after they found me. I thought that these are lies . But the only thing I can see now is that my views and my interpretations are not normal for anybody and I'm very distructful. I can't help it. That's me - I thought. But that's only a side of me. Without this side I'm still me - my best friend said. I still have those thoughts and I thought I would never fall in depression again. It was only 1 year when I felt really good and I was very motivate like a mania/obsession - and all the bad-moods people are boring. And at the beginning of the new year...I was relapsed. Sigh. Since 4/5. grade I felt bad and only in the 9. grade I felt good. And now...I don't know. I want my happiness in 2016 back.

[@hhhhhh4720]

How come I can relate to this? This happened to me though my parents or nobody knew. I am at the point now which anything turns into nothing for me.

[@galaxydragons6244]

THIS VIDEO IMPACTS ME SO BAD AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I'M TOO BUSY CRYING

[@ryuu1051]

I feel you

[@nimu-chan3888]

Kids who have parents going through a divorce can kinda relate to this song. The meaning is so powerful.

[@avrilcardenas8351]

Ikr

[@ticcitoby6504]

My parents already went through a divorce. My mother left my family when I was only one. But I'm glad she did.

[@XFirefox45X]

Man, it pains my heart to hear when family's divorce Marrige was ment to be together "till death do you part" my family's always stuck close to God so we really never even considerd the thought of divorce sure my parents have fought but in the end they say sorry and go on.. hang tite people

[@tairanunez46]

well the child may not be the 'father's' so yeah the guy have to be pissed about that

[@liezart-9502]

My parents have never gotten married but they've had 6 kids Mom's not perfect always but Dad's a douche and I kinda wish he would leave but when Momma told him to get out she locked him out but the back window doesn't lock (and we're on the second floor of an apartment complex) so he climbed up the back wall and got in again....when will he take a hint and just leave? Like oh my goodness, you're my dad and all, but please, get lost -.-

[@livvyrose9190]

Random Theory Out of Nowhere: The little girl was once paid attention to by her parents, but it is soon discovered that she was not the biological daughter of both the parents. It turns out that she was the result of when the mother had an affair with another man (explaining the blonde hair and turquoise eyes), which caused her parents to fight a lot and keep to themselves, somehow forgetting her to dwell on their own problems. So she keeps sneaking away from home to go to public places which she deems "fun" so that she can try and forget about her misery for a while. But when she keeps seeing the happy families, she gets envious and wishes her life could be like that. One day she hallucinates herself if she were the real daughter of her dad, and feels like she couldn't be happy unless she was. She decides to kill herself by drowning, but is found and taken to the hospital, where her parents make up with her and promise that they'll be a happy family from now on. *THE END*

[@bannanmonster7991]

(ಥ_ಥ)

[@PioPuyo]

I think that the little girl had a sister and her sister got more attention then the little girl, her mother had been having affairs and her father was busy with his work; she had been carrying a doll that looked like her sister and was reminded that she kinda had hatred and love for her. since the little girl's sister was all the attention to the parents she had time to step out on the play ground day and night. then she became miserable with herself that she tried to drown herself, then when someone caught her just in time and the hospital called her parents and when the little girl woke up to her parents and saw her sister she bursted into tears.

[@HatsuneMiku-tm3do]

*claps*

[@preciousbeb8159]

+Blupixxel What I thought was that the daughter was born to a different man, so when the father found out he kept to himself. Since the mother is too blinded by the man she had the affair with the daughter is able to sneak out of the house to go to the play ground. Then I thought, "Why would she sneak out to a play ground? " so I played the video from the beginning and saw that whatever it was that she was under when she went to the playground must have been the one that her and her parents were under in the beginning of the song, and so when she sees other families, happy and together, the happy memory fades away. The "girl" that she sees with her "father" is but a memory of her and her "father" before he found out. But instead of the girl, her imagination replaced her with her doll, the doll that it seems that she made herself as a representation of who she wished she was, the mans biological daughter. Everyday she feels more and more unwanted by her father until she is driven towards suicide. When she sees her mother and "father" she is seeing HER heaven, a place where she feels happy and loved and wanted, and the hand who pulls her away is her body telling her that it is not time to go, and she is pulled back to reality in the hospital. Her parents finally realize that this happened due to their lack of attention and promise to spend more time with her. When she sees the "girl" ,the girl who she wanted to be, holding the dolls she is saying her farewell because the daughter has a new perspective on who she wants to be. Herself.So, what do you think? It took a lot of concentration to come up with that and I hope what I typed out is clear and doesn't confuse you.

[@PioPuyo]

Alyssa Morse that's a really brilliant explanation about the little girl, it's alright you didn't confuse me. You literally put the video into perspective and threw it into a paragraph.

[@yogiboo5339]

Here is my theory about this song that I've put together by listening to this song and reading translations countless times, please understand that it's incredibly long because I've put so much detail into these assumptions. In addition, I truly think this is what could be considered cannon for this pv. : The little girl in the song constantly watches her parents fight, her father [Hiro] works constantly, and the mother [Haru] felt that he wasn't paying enough attention to her, so she has an affair. The little girl is also not Hiro's real daughter, she is the daughter of Haru and the man the mother is having an affair with at 0:39 and the protagonist has somehow become aware of this. With this in mind, the girl creates her own fantasy life and creates a doll of her mother, her father, and finally, what she believes she would have looked like if she were Hiro's biological daughter. She imagines what life would be like if she had been born from the right man, and therefore carries this doll around with her constantly both as a way of stepping away from the real world, and to punish herself because she is aware she is an illegitimate daughter or bastard child. She literally is a bad, unwanted child. [being a bad child (because she is a bastard child) and an unwanted child (because she is of a different father, and certainly, the man Haru is having an affair with either doesn't know about our protagonist, or doesn't want her.)] Throughout the song we watch as she tries constantly to change her views and get away from her family because everything they do hurts her; hurts to watch, hurts to hear, etc.. She watches other happy families come and go, and this also reminds her that she can never fix the problem she faces: Bastardization. However, halfway through, she sees a man and his daughter and mistakes these strangers for her doll [the happy version of her] and her father. She realizes she can never be happy and that she will forever be a sort of mistake. Fed up and ultimately destroyed inside, she leaves and plans to drown herself. She sits away from everyone and this gives us a good idea that she no longer wants to try and pretend, she is done. She imagines what life could have been like if they had just been more loving to her, and weren't always fighting. When she drowns herself, she goes into a dream-like state, and imagines her mother and father reaching out for her happily. She attempts to go towards them, but something pulls her back. It's her biological father, a sign that her mind will never fully heal and will never allow this little girl to forgive herself for being born from the wrong man. She wakes up in the hospital, she has been rescued, and sees her parents show a great amount of concern over her. This is the most attention she has been shown by them during this entire video, and while she's happy their giving her attention, it hurts her that she had to make them sad ["Love, love, come here" (the parents showing their love to the daughter) and "with open hands I touch it; owch!" (stands for her ready to accept their love, but she knows she has caused them pain, and this is also one of the only times she has ever felt such a strong emotion from them.)] She is embraced by her parents and sees her dolls sitting in the corner. This reminds her again that she is only an illegitimate child and she can never live happily, knowing the secret of her mother, and the uncertainty of her fathers knowledge of the affair. She imagines the doll as a human once more, seeing who she could have been, and the doll smiles, holding the sewn dolls of the parents [because the doll doesn't need to pretend to be someone else, she would already have her parents love.So she holds onto them like the little girl did the doll.] and begins to cry. Our protagonist, the little girl, begins to cry with all of these emotions that rage within her that she can never tell her parents about. She also realizes that, no matter what, she cannot be happy. The final line of the song states that tomorrow and forever, "everyone" being the family, will continue to play the "game" [her parents arguing and her leaving and the little girl pretending to be someone else.] She will never have a happy life and clings to Hiro, her father because she knows it is the only time she will feel this affection.

[@user-fd6wj2ox4t]

Am i the only oe that read this all? Sad but awesome theory tho

[@yogiboo5339]

Thank you very much!

[@user-fd6wj2ox4t]

Yogi Boo ayy no prob ;v;

[@awristbone9707]

Yogi Boo Your theory is nice , but I like to think she was crying out of happiness at the end. Instead of despair I mean

[@dantespardaswife7379]

Yogi Boo grate theory hun! it does make a lot of scene and explains the video.

[@MajimaGoroEnthusiast]

Even after 5 years this song is golden...

[@wattu-her]

Thinking about this, i actually kinda teared up from listening and watching this a few times. I get how a child feels now :'(

[@karyme413]

you know this song tells a story of a little girl lost in the thought that parents don´t love her because of their actions she almost gave up on emotions. kinda like me right now.

[@encendercolores1684]

Hang in there.

[@gwennietv7579]

Hey,dont give up

[@fixtureofthesun]

Im sorry :( hang in there friend

[@Jesus-wh4sm]

Hang in there, buddy.

[@silversoul3037]

When the guitar kicks in around 1:45 it just...instant feels

[@elliethefujoshi9535]

I gotta listen to these songs before net neutrality ends!

[@justinfrench6040]

When is net neutrality going to end?

[@zooliwrites2419]

I know right?

[@acethefox]

What is "net neutrality"?

[@blueinsunlight]

@@acethefox I wanna know too

[@smileofadreamer]

@@acethefox I wanna know it too

[@gracem.6979]

This is such a sad song. She feels horrible about herself thinking that its her fault :slaps mom silly: and pats dad on the head for working hard:

[@gee7787]

Working hard? Didn't you see at roughly 1:45-ish the dad was walking holding hands with the little girl from the end of the vid. What could this mean? Or am I just stupid?

[@gracem.6979]

The little girl was an illusion she was imagining her and her dad going to play at the park. And she felt like she was useless, that's why she slept inside the little thing, I honestly don't know what it is. Of course this is just a theory I don't absolutely know if this is just her imagination, she does appear again in the end. This could be a sister. Do you remember when the mom was with that man? She could be the child of another man. And the other little girl be her sister. But you'll have to ask the creator if they are two separate people. Like i said it could be her imagination, if you do find out let me know, it'll be super helpful to all the other people who question who she is. :)

[@gee7787]

+Grace Milliken I looked at the video more carefully and other comments and they say that the little girl is a real life version of the doll in the beginning that she was carrying

[@gracem.6979]

G.I.R. Thanks so much G.I.R this will help others find out

[@oculus6923]

to be honest it was kinda obvious,the doll and the girl looked the same,the girl was holding the dolls then on the next scene she is one of the dolls.

[@HE13272326]

1:46 (love that part) Gosh, this song gives me goosebumps. Brilliant!

[@mamapajama314]

This is a story of a girl that's being neglected because her parents were fighting and having affairs of their own. The father even had a child a year younger than her, she found this out at the park when she saw her father with another little girl who called her 'dad'. This caused her stress and to feel unwanted. This becomes an unbearable loneliness that later transforms into depression. After the child goes suicidal and tries to kill herself, her parents realized how they were acting and repaired their relationship with their daughter. The part where her life is flashing before her eyes is when she's remembering the times that she actually felt wanted.

[@xxholic4955]

Just a theory:the mc is not the actual bio daughter of the dad and her dad is the guy her mom cheats with cuz of the dads work so later on they fight and yeah that other lil girl is imaginary

[@kingofstrangeness7014]

@Neko Noir yeah I Olso don't think the dad had another daughter but it was just a vision of herself

[@pokemonsushi-chinglao8235]

@@kingofstrangeness7014 also

[@kingofstrangeness7014]

@@pokemonsushi-chinglao8235 cool spelling nazi

[@pokemonsushi-chinglao8235]

@@kingofstrangeness7014 I'm not a Nazi, if you can't spell also then you're stupid.

[@QueenofTNT]

This song hits twenty times harder when you realize what you suffered in childhood was genuine emotional neglect and that's why you're so fucked up now. They never really were interested in me or my hobbies, it felt like. They never really ever played video games with me as a kid, and I couldn't figure out how to play online, so I always played against the computer when it came to multiplayer games. Whenever I had meltdowns over school assignments, they never asked what was wrong, they just told me to do better. Turns out I had undiagnosed adhd which crippled my ability to do tasks without treatment and they just never took me to a doctor. I just felt like a pet that they fed and kept entertained, and when I would do something good they'd call me a good child, then they would forget the next day. Now I'm 21 severely mentally ill and trying to survive college with a learning disability. worst trade deal in the history of trade deals, maybe ever smh

[@avourrito1819]

Exactly same. Probably have undiagnosed adhd too and have been dismissed of my struggles since I was 10... it's been 8 years. I swear I wasn't lying when I said I forgot what I have learned in class, mother why are you blaming me saying I purposely forgot it?

[@Gold21337]

When I was younger I had meltdowns and now when my mom gets upset about something and I try to calm her down she gets mad at me and brings up all the times she had to calm me down from my meltdowns

[@swillthesad]

Crackpot theory time just from the ending alone that it was the first thing I thought when the PV ended, the other girl died. The parents had a miscarriage and the stress and emotion was pulling the marriage apart, affairs and the like spawning from it (why they were with other people, the mother crying, etc.). Having of already been told that she'd have a sister, the girl made dolls of them as a big happy family including her "sister" or what she thought she would look like, explaining why the girl at the end and the doll look so similar. When the baby died she was too young to understand that, the main girl simply believed that they didn't want her anymore and only wanted the other baby she had been told was coming and that was why they weren't paying attention to her anymore. Carrying around the doll of her "sister" she wishes that she was the one getting the attention, jealous of the happy families. She leaves the house often without her parents noticing, and one day she goes and finds her father, possibly grieving at the park and, again too young to understand, assumes he is there with the other child. Wandering off, she tries to drown herself figuring her parents didn't want her anymore, only to be rescued and brought to the hospital. Realizing that her parents truly do love her and have pulled themselves out of their haze for her, she's able to find comfort, even if she still doesn't understand exactly what happened, and the idea of the sister is put to rest, the family can move on and go back to being a loving family, yay. Another similar thought is that the second girl (Call her Brunette for convenience sake) was already there, the main girl (Blonde let's say). Brunette died somehow, causing the same problems of affairs etc, and Blonde was in denial, pretending Brunette wasn't gone (a highly common thing to do in the face of serious tragedy, especially in children) Going on adventures with the doll of her sister to get away from her fighting parents, she again found herself envious of the other families, seeing the doll of Brunette as her only friend and family member. She makes dolls of her other family members to fill in the void her parents left. Sees dad grieving loss of sister in the park, Blonde still in denial tries to reason he had another child, and the grief caused her to flee and attempt to drown herself. Saved and brought to a hospital, Blonde comes to terms with the fact Brun is gone, tearing up after seeing an apparition of her in the corner of the hospital room while consoled in the arms of her parents, the apparition hugging the parent and momentarily taking the place of the Brunette doll as Blonde finally allows herself to mourn her sister. Finally able to move past Brunette's death, the family moves on. Probably completely overthinking this in a horribly depressing way but y'know just how my brain works huzzah brain spew completed goodbye good sir have a wonderful day.

[@saamu853]

_Perfect sense (well, I think so at least)_

[@sanderp9768]

What if the girl at the end, the brunette, drowned(And plus, the brunette doll was in water, at the start.)? She looked a little but older, could of been an accident. We can also see it's warm, judging by the dresses they're wearing, so they could of been on a summer vocation. It might be that, because we also see the blonde girl want to drown herself, too. Maybe she's trying to be with the girl?

[@thejackal9834]

Sokk Monkee I like both of your theories a lot, especially your first one.

[@corbyn198]

That explains a lot and I like these theories

[@TheAnimemangagirl16]

I saw two versions of this song. This one, and one where Miku is a serial child murderer. It's hard to say which one I like more, though...

[@TheAnimemangagirl16]

It's basically a younger miku killing a bunch of children...

[@TheAnimemangagirl16]

It's the same song, just with different visuals

[@cupcakesprinkles4559]

I like this one better I couldn't sleep tonight with the other one

[@cupcakesprinkles4559]

+C Pm it was

[@basedokadaizo]

+NekoMarina Chan she's not really a serial child murderer so much as a possessed doll in a game of "hide and seek alone"

[@LocalLizardFound]

i love how most are talking about theories and i’m over here blasting the music to dance and sing to at night.

[@fabulousroy]

I havent listened to vocaloid for like 6 months and I just put on a random vocaloid playlist on shuffle. This started and in my stupid muffled memory i thought it was spice. I got excited and jamned tf out to the instrumental. This isnt spice and im going to hell.

[@oldmulti-nerd3784]

Weird theory : The little girls parents were fighting (thank you capitain obvious) her dad was a workaholic and her mom had been cheating on her husband. The little girl thought her parents fought because of her When she sees the happy photo of her family at the beach she turns it over due to depression. The little girl makes dolls to look like her parents so her life could be sort have lived.... one day,she sees a little girl who she thinks is herself. she sees that the little girl is with her father. the little girl thinks she is unwanted causing her to run away. she takes the photo of her family at the beach and goes to the exact same beach and drowns herself there. she sees her father and mother at the end of the ocean and tries to to them only for her to go into the light but her real father stopped her causing her to wake up and be reunited with her real parents screaming for her. She hugs her parents, only to see her doll and realize,she isn't the doll and the doll never came to life. She "opens the door to the real world" Bad theory,I know

[@cory9152]

No no that's very interesting, not bad :D

[@oldmulti-nerd3784]

Double K thnx

[@dastinky1085]

Ikr

[@charmander7938]

NO!!! GOOD THEORY!!!

[@irenelincoln6296]

that is an awesome theory

[@user-mx2vw9ep1w]

mfs playing this song for the 4392th time in prosekai

[@alwayshavebeenmoonsun]

Me 😭

[@th3lostw4nderer]

fr

[@orangedesigner5280]

I'm addicted to this for some reason .....

[@ningu2916]

Agreed

[@eunac3037]

I was of the impressionable age of 9 to 11 when I first listened to this song on repeat. Loooovely.

[@lanzhan1920]

seriously. WHY. IS. THIS. DAY. HAS. SO. MANY. FREAKING. FEELS.!? like wth! I'VE BEEN SEEING/WATCHING MANY ANIME AND VIDEOS THAT'S SAD SINCE THIS MORNING!! I DON'T KNOW WHY! IT'S POSTED IN FACEBOOK SO I WATCHED IT AND DANG!! THE FACEBOOK AND KZbin WAS LIKE:BOOM! BRUH! GET HIT BY THE FEELS TRAIN!! AND HERE I AM CRYING LIKE A LITTLE GOAT TTATT

[@Ziggerath]

i usually never watch the videos for these (just listen to the music and change tabs.) but damn, this one was nice. glad i decided to watch.

[@lunamooncat7926]

"Would you like a side of depression with your vocaloid menu?"

[@ellil1190]

I can relate to this so much. My parents got divorced when I was 5 and ever since then I've felt like a burden to them. They'll argue over who should take care of me and my brothers and make it seem like neither of them want us around. We're just being pushed around. This gave me major attachment issues. They have gone through many different partners over the years and building any meaningful connections with them or with people in general has gotten increasingly harder for me and my brothers. We've grown up in a dysfunctional family and we've been left with so many mental issues. People call us weird or cold, like we lack human emotions, which isn't true at all. We just don't know how to express ourselves anymore. Me and my feelings have always been a nuisance to others, so I've learned to hide them.

[@KYC17_YT]

I am sorry for you all. How are things now?

[@crierpsycho]

I'm 16 and I still feel like this.... /.\ Wish I could run away like she did, just me and my panda...... but, I dun think I'll get that happy ending she got. ;~;

[@thelittlehelper12]

she didn't run away she tried to suicide

[@crierpsycho]

thelittlehelper12 same either way :/

[@Vavek356]

Gwendolyn Rose be strong, I know how horrible it feels, embrace your independence, Ganbate!:]

[@smollibean1313]

I tried those kill meself when I was 8 becuz me crush loves his cousin (I kinda kill em )

[@lovelymelay]

Trirage ah now i get it. thanks

[@lemonkirby628]

This doesn't sound much like Miku. More like Gumi or a higher pitched Luka... But I'm sure it is Miku; right?

[@sko7571]

This is Miku's dark append, it's lower and softer compared to her regular voice.

[@esthellaarano234]

Yeah I think so too because gumi makes more dark songs than every vocaloid except Rin and len

[@heiheiuu]

I totally thought it was Gumi before I read the title, ( I was on a playlist.)

[@esthellaarano234]

Castele on a Playlist of gumi's songs?

[@heiheiuu]

nah just a vocaloid playlist, I was drawing on a another tab, I only switched to add the song to my watch later because I actually liked it.

[@yuukkas]

i used to be able to listen to this song before project sekai

[@SeiyaKikuyuki]

how did i cry

[@geeseispluralforgoose]

I did too dont worry

[@olivia25144]

Her father looks like rei from free and now I just can't unsee it

[@bon-bonyourkawaiihappylitt9969]

+Dobbytt I Thought He Looked Like Rei From Love Story xD

[@bannanmonster7991]

you just ruend this song XD

[@christina.l4368]

Yay finally, im not the only one

[@christina.l4368]

Lol

[@cupidduhlocke]

+Dobbytt I thought so to!

[@mitroujk]

60% People crying over the story 20% don't feel sad 10% Wow the song is good 10% people who are writing pokemon comments 9% Others 1% me: Wait this doesn't make sense. HOW in the world does the puppet girl come to life????

[@MommaJDesigns]

Kawaii Bunnie in the story the main girl has a different father (hint beginning where we see the mother with blonde hair like the girl) therefore she goes to wonder what she would be like If that was her real dad so she made the doll. You can tell through out the story that she cares more about the situation with her father than the one with her mother.

[@anvongocphuc8531]

That is just her imagination. She thinks like that because she feels really sad and lonely when her parents don't pay attention to her.

[@beatrilll]

OMG A BIG OL 110% but u left out the people who are scrolling through the comments like wtf is a rattata

[@zenothecubone2022]

I'm wondering that too, so your not alone pal

[@ellis4091]

As SpongeBob said,IMAGINATION

[@pixelpudding3914]

Ok but tbh I’m still impressed that they made Miku sound like this. I still remember when I first listened to it and I thought it was Gumi

[@dioscouch8321]

Same

[@eve_rose_1983]

This song makes me cry.. *replays song over and over again*

[@blsmcherry789]

6 years later and I'm drawn back to some vocaloid songs, this one included, so I thought I would give a 2019 theory. Granted, this is literally in the video and I'm sure other people have commented but o wEll. The girl is the child of the mother and the mothers affair. The father is always busy with work while the mother goes out a lot, both neglecting their child they chose to raise together (whether they realize they are neglecting her or not). The daughter carries the stress of not being able to have care from both parents, and also the stress of not being their child (mother neglects, father isnt biological father). In the child's mind, the mother and father only are there to take care of her since she is the consequence of the mothers affair (child has different hair color than father). So this makes her feel depressed, not good enough, and an outcast in her own family. A waste of space. Which is why she makes a doll version of their family; one that would be happier, and normal if she was actually their daughter. She envies other normal families. She always feels alone, even in her own house. The stress and depression is so much that it makes her decide to drown herself in a suicide attempt. But of course, depression makes you miss the significant things. It makes you believe in things that have a different side to the story (like how her father is actually working to take care of her and the wife despite the child not being his or how the parents do actually love her and care for her). Depression stems from many things, with your own opinions or because of how others act (parents arguing makes child more sad/guilty, depressed). TLDR; Depression sucks yall. Anyone at any age can have it, whether they know or not, so please be kind to yourself and to others.