Have I Lost Too Much Weight? | Life/Health Update

[@BreeAnn823]

*First off, I was not expecting this many comments and second, this many POSITIVE comments! Wow! Thank you you guys SO much for all the overwhelming amount of support. You have no idea what it means to me. I unfortunately had 2 slip up's but the last crash I had made me so sick I never want do feel that again! I love you guys so so so much. Thank you I'm glad I have you guys with me on this.

[@MissMalikaA]

keep going strong! you can do this!!!!

[@PlanningWheNeva]

As a recovering addict, you need to just call it what it is...an addiction. There’s nothing wrong with knowing you have a problem. You’re brave for talking about it. Get the help you need with it but it is an addiction if you had begun to rely on it. Much love to you, babe❤️🖤

[@taisvv1284]

I was thinking the same thing, she was very careful to not call it addiction, and that could be dangerous

[@Iamglock78]

To the 4 ppl who thumbed down this video, why? Just why? Do you realize how much courage this took for this young lady! You 4 should be ashamed of yourselves. Keep pushing Bree, we love you so much chica!! Such a vulnerable video and I'm proud you shed light for awareness..sending love n prayers your way..

[@missxsxhausman]

You're human! Proud of you for getting off it and I'm glad you're doing better. Scroll passed the negative, they don't matter💕

[@michelebrandt1323]

You are something so rare in the KZbin World ... A 💯 HONEST, REAL PERSON!!! Most KZbinrs only show their best, air-brushed, filtered side. I loveeeee you so so much Bree💞 & I want you to be healthy & happy. I'm sending prayers 🙏 & good vibes🙌 your way.

[@daniellecribbs1138]

I’m so glad you’re comfortable with us to talk about your health and addictions and such. You’re supported 100% and everyone has their issues and I love you so much! 🥰

[@alexculbreath9975]

Just another comment in the void, but I really appreciate how you bared your soul like that to us. We may be strangers in life, but there is something to be said about the relationship and dedication that we have to one another. You record and we watch once or twice a week. We watch you, we laugh, cry, and struggle along with you and you let us know that it is okay to live our own lives. That is so very commendable, Bree. I don't know if you can ever understand how much you influence the world by being so yourself. You know you are not perfect, but you share your imperfections to the world. And that helps people like me everyday. Just thank you. Much love and positive vibes to you, girl.

[@K_A_R749]

Very well said, I agree with this 10000% :)

[@ashleybostelle7913]

I love you Bree❤️ it takes a lot to open up to something like this. Both of my parents were drug addicts and they both passed away by the time I was 15 years old. Addiction is no joke. Get better💓

[@shortstacked1980]

Yes we do enjoy you and for me it’s the fact that you are a real person ! Living a normal Life like the rest of us ...even going back to your you tube start the videos really haven’t changed and I love that about you ...you should be proud of all you have cause you worked for it and it’s yours. And sharing this with us is awesome we all struggle ...I was given a Rx once for weight loss and I was hooked super bad and the crash was horrible ! So I get it ❤️ I love you keep doing your thing and being You 😊

[@kaylindubberley5713]

I just quit smoking last week. Monday will be 2 weeks with no cigarettes! I used chantix and it worked great!

[@jennom2195]

heck yeah girl! So proud of you!

[@K_A_R749]

Congrats, that's awesome!

[@rileygrace1195]

Thank you so much for opening up about your struggles and what you have been going through! I love when people I watch on KZbin open up about stuff that we as viewers can relate to. Ive been supporting you for so long and I appreciate that you feel comfortable opening yourself up.. Love you Bree!!

[@keriwalker2535]

Bree, your so strong and courageous to share your truths and stories. Keep up with the good fight. When I was younger shortly after my folks split I drugged myself to go to sleep for months, my mom caught on and got me help, and here I am happy and healthy. It's hard and makes you feel an inch tall sometimes but if youtalk about it your definitely not alone. Love you and your content and pups

[@ambrosia_333]

It’s really amazing that you noticed you had a problem and started to fix it a lot of people don’t, so proud of you!

[@izzy8149]

My mom struggled and continues to struggle from adderall addiction. Please, please, please, stay strong, safe, and healthy. You have been a role model to me since I was 14 years old (now almost 20!) and it would really break my heart to see you go through what my mom struggles with every day. You are so brave to make and share this video, one of the many reasons why you are a role model to me. Much love and support 💕

[@undeniablygifted1]

Admitting you have a problem is the first step and the hardest step. So very proud of you for sharing this with all of us. Take it one day at a time and dont beat yourself up if you have slip ups. You can do this & we are all here for you! Also... chantax can have some super crazy side effects especially for someone with depression. So please please please discuss it with doctors and others who have taken it and do your research before trying that route.

[@brittanylephew4744]

Very proud of you for trying to stop the adderall use and for trying to quit smoking. My husband has tried to quit for years now. I do want to mention that chantix can cause mood swings and horrible nightmares. Every time my husband has tried to quit, he started chantix and his Dr prescribed welbutrin to take with the chantix to counter act the mood swings and nightmares. He would be cranky but that's to be expected any time you quit smoking. He never had the nightmares either. Just wanted to let you know in case you wanted to mention it to your Dr! Again, super proud of you for gaining control of your health!!! ❤❤❤

[@thescorpioatlas]

So proud of you for everything let alone sharing this video with the world girl. Love seeing this type of openness online, sheds light on real life struggles and situations that a lot of influencers keep in the dark. Thank you for doing what you do✨💕

[@amethyst4990]

Proud of you for checking yourself and getting better. Be gentle with yourself in recovery. Thank you for sharing. Alot of us can relate you arent alone. Your a awesome human. Take care sis. 💜

[@leslietraverse9476]

I definitely understand where you’re coming from :) I’ve never struggled with anything like that, but I struggle so much with my ego and self esteem, that it honestly takes up my whole day. I had an eating disorder at 10 years old, I was addicted to excessive exercising and counting calories and worrying what everyone thought of me. It got to a point where my weight got dangerously low. I know that something like that will never truly “go away” but there is support love for me and I really appreciate it. Watching your videos is the best part of my day, because you’re an everyday person, you are relatable and it’s okay to struggle ❤️ I hope you are doing super well and this video was amazing! You sharing your story on here, was extremely powerful of you! I would never have the guts to share something like that, so thank you for sharing this!

[@Mary_Heeren]

Your bravery and honesty is very refreshing. I like knowing that there are youtubers out there that are real people, with real life struggles. You’re doing amazing girl and you should be proud of your goals and what you will achieve 💪🏼

[@lotuspeace8730]

I was addicted to a few prescription drugs before. I've been almost 2 years clean. All it takes is your mindset. I am so glad you're feeling better and you're healthy again. I will always be a subscriber because you're one of the best Bree! Love you and Jackyl and Avril! 💕

[@alishawilliamson8707]

Thank goodness you realized it when you did! I'm so proud of you! I'm a lil over 4 years clean from opiates. It's hard work but pays off in the end!

[@darialevac4759]

Congrats on four years!

[@ellebales3606]

So glad you recognized the problem and decided to fix it! 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 so proud of you! That’s amazing self control and discipline.

[@carrolhathcock4941]

Thank you so much for sharing this with us BreeAnn. We love you very much and just want you to be healthy!

[@marybelle]

Thank you for sharing, Bree! I feel like the most non observant worst subscriber that I completely missed the change 🤦‍♀️. I watch all of your videos too and follow socials! Sometimes things go right over my head. I am glad you recognized what you were doing wasn't good and stopped before you couldn't. I have addiction running through my blood (from both sides of my family) and I have gotten very lucky. Quiting smoking was one of the toughest things I have done. Getting help is what helped me. My father in law used Chantix and it worked really well for him. It is easier when you are in a good/decent place to try and having tools to help like medication helps so much! Love you, Bree! I appreciate your honesty and trusting us 🖤

[@sydsgigadventures2751]

Thank you so much for sharing. This video is deeply personal and I can tell it was difficult for you to talk about these issues. Abusing any sort of drugs is extrememly common and I know so many people who have struggled with it, including myself. I am so proud of you for being strong and self-aware and having the willingness to try to help the issues that you have recognized. Sending much love and support. You are such an inspiration to me. ❤

[@EpicEmilyyx3]

I'm glad that you were able to get off the adderall before it got really out of control. Its definitely hard to do.

[@SourLoveIsMyGame]

Im so happy that you realized that it was starting to become a problem. And that medication alone will make you never want to eat! All we want is for you to be healthy and happy. But it is refreshing to see someone on KZbin be real and honest about something going on. Love you girl!

[@brittanythelen8412]

Love you bree! Glad you are getting healthy. I had a drug addiction I know how hard it can be to stop, but I'm 8 years sober now. Sometimes that urge comes back but you just have to stay strong.

[@lilacs.and.lace92]

I smoked for 10 years, and recently quit about a month ago. I used the patch, and it helped decrease the cravings significantly. I won’t lie, it was hard. Especially when I woke up and had my coffee, and after I ate. All I wanted was a cigarette. But I powered through it. I had a sore throat for about two weeks after quitting because of all the crap I was coughing up. But I knew that it was just temporary, and again, I powered through it. It was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. I didn’t want to quit. I enjoyed smoking. The wake up call was when I guy that I really liked told me straight up that I stunk, and he could taste cigarettes when he kissed me. I hated that he said that, but it was what I needed to find the motivation to quit. So I totally understand your struggle with quitting, but it is totally possible! I seriously thought I was going to be an old lady at 90 years old, still smoking. But here I am at 27, and I can say that I had the success of quitting. I wish you all the support and love through out your journey, and just know that YOU CAN DO IT!! Much love, Bree. Thank you for sharing your story. ❤️

[@LeslieMessick]

I'm really proud of you, Bree. I admire your courage in making and uploading this video. With the proper steps you're starting to take your health will improve greatly, and you will feel even better.

[@Heathababe48]

We love you Bree. So glad you’ve put this video out and that you got it off your chest. I’m thinking of you and sending you positive energies to get thru all of this that you have going on. You’ve got this gurl. Love and hugs to you.

[@alysshamarie8755]

Im the same way with eating.... The minute I'm stressed or upset I don't eat at all 😩 HUGE props to you for opening up about your struggle. You being able to realize it became a problem and you want you step away and take care of yourself is huge!!! We're all here for you, you've got this beautiful!!🤘❤️❤️💋I just wanna say I LOVE your videos...every single one you post, you're my fav!! 😍 & Thank you for being so open with us, it makes us feel like we're so close!

[@HelenaEngstrom]

Very proud of you! Keep going strong you definitely have the will and strength to get through this! ✨ much healing and love to you!

[@kilarahstormshadow]

I applaud you for your willpower not a lot of people are that strong to give up addiction. Way to go bree

[@lenajones8150]

I would like to say I'm so proud of you for bein honest with yourself and us. Your videos have helped me so much. You are a smart woman. Please dont change and continue to be the best you💛💛💛

[@juliannagoodrich3686]

You are so freaking strong to share something so personal with us. Thank you Bree. I’m glad you’re doing better❤️

[@jennysylva9479]

I’m so proud of you!!! I absolutely adore you!!! I ended up addicted to pain killers that I WAS prescribed. It’s an awful feeling! I’ve been off them for four years. However, I can’t kick the cigarettes. I have an appointment in December to talk about Chantix (Sp?) as well. So I completely understand your struggle! I also lost my mom three years ago. She was my best friend, my soul mate, my rock. So I can’t tell you how much I relate to you and love love love watching you. I may not comment, but I promise I’m one of your biggest cheer leaders!!!

[@racheljenkins3750]

I am very proud of you for addressing your issue with the drug and working on improving yourself and your health. I love all your videos and look forward to every one you upload. Keep working on being the best you can be!

[@KittyWitch27]

Super proud of u, you know there is a problem and u are addressing it. That takes courage and strength.

[@jessicalittlefield6294]

Praying for you Bree. I know it's hard for you to have these health problems. I hope everything turns out okay with the lumps! 💜 supporting you every step of the way! Much love! 💯💜 and i really hope you can kick the addi habit. You're a great person, and you got this girl!

[@twanisha6]

Hey you’re human.. Things happens and we all fall sometimes.. no one is perfect, opening up today and sharing with us... means you’re on the road to healing!! Blessings and hugs to you.. I’ve lost both of my parents within the last few years and it’s the hardest thing to live through.. just take it one day at a time..

[@ScreamoQueenx]

Bree I love you so much. I've watched you since 2012. You are amazing for opening up like this. I wasn't addicted to adderall, but I was addicted to meth. I completely can relate to the high and feeling invincible. I understand how it makes you feel and you become addicted to the feeling. I agree that the coming down is horrible. Addiction is so hard to overcome but the strength is within you. You have the strength to stay away from it. I'm 6 months clean from meth. I was clean for 2 years and relapsed. Addiction was trying to steal my life and I knew i had the strength to stop and I did. I know you can continue to stay away from adderall. I support you so much and always will. We all love you Bree so very much ❤

[@User75966]

I know it was difficult for you to share your use of Adderall but I think you are so right it is so important to share if you can. I personally haven’t struggled with that kind of dependency but I do know multiple people who have. Most have said the same thing, they were nervous to tell someone or ask for help. People should know that it’s not something to be embarrassed about especially if they are actively working through it or asking for help! Good for you for sharing real life, real people things! Of course everyone deserves some level of privacy regardless of their presence on social media but I do think being transparent about common struggles is so helpful to others! I hope all is well with you and your health going forward :)

[@summermelton465]

You are super brave for doing this video. I’m glad you are ok and you are working on yourself to become as healthy as you can be. Everyone has their addictions whether it be drugs or even fast food. No one can judge you! Love you! ❤️ It always gets better! 😊

[@TheSkaterzchick]

I'm happy that u admitted u thought u had a problem, that's the first major step cause most ppl cant even admit that they could of had a problem.. take care of yourself, your a very beautiful young lady... 💞💞

[@tinnamashina]

Girl i am sooo rooting for you,you will get better❤️❤️❤️sending you a lot of love

[@SpiritCherokeGaming]

Love you so much Bree. Good on you for looking after yourself. Just be careful with the champax. I had a friend who had the mood swings side effect. Please make sure your sister and mum monitor you. Xoxo

[@bertrodriguez6889]

You are one brave women, Nothing but best luck to you Bree

[@nikkip868]

Bree I just wanted you to know that I’m praying for you and I support you always !! I think this is commendable that you are sharing this with others and it may help someone else too! Love all your videos. You are one of my favorite youtubers. Hang in there and know we are here for you !

[@DeadZero_]

I'm sorry you've been having so many health issues. I totally understand feeling like you can barely drag which for me is definitely a depression symptom. It might not be present every single day, but when it hits, it's intense and lasts for days at a time. You may feel like you don't have time to slow down because you have so much to do and life isn't going to slow down for you to catch up. I'm sorry you ended up getting addicted to Adderall, but I'm glad you've been able to get away from using it on your own. I'm sure that has been difficult. I wish you luck with being smoke free. That's no easy task either. I wish you luck in life and with your health and thank you for the honesty you poured into this video.

[@krystalefirefly156]

You are awesome for sharing such personal experiences....that takes bravery. So glad you've recognized the issue and are addressing it. Much love to you.

[@K_A_R749]

Oh jeez :/ I did notice your weight loss as well but I didn't want to say anything cause I didn't think it was my place or seem rude :( I am so glad you're doing better Bree, you definitely do look better (not saying you looked terrible before) I am a heavy smoker as well so I know exactly what you're going through with that... Like I've said before if you ever need someone to talk too, vent too or whatever I'm here for you ❤ Thanks for sharing, you're a very strong person and I know you can and will get through all of this.. XO So proud of you Bree ❤😚

[@dave6794]

im glad you realized that it became a problem and stop taking them, thats great and you can consider yourself lucky that you realized it quick enough to not need any professional help and all that. i was hardcore addicted to amphetamines years ago and i took a lot. i usually was awake for 3-4days...fall asleep for 1-2days, eat a bit...been awake the next 3-4days and so on-for about 3 years in total. ive lost about 40kilos in that time and it ruined my body and menthal health completly. it was a struggle to obercome it and i felt like a zombie for over 6months til i start feeling normal again. it was hell and i really hope the best for you! take care of yourself!

[@Sami86K]

I am grateful you are so open and honest. This is why I will always be a subscriber!!! I have 3 auto immune disorders and a bad heart. So I definitely know the struggles of health problems. My depression is attached to my lupus. It flares up with it. I have adhd, but all of the medications that I have tried have made me throw up. I think they don't interact with my other medications well!! I will never look down on anyone who is trying to better themselves from addiction!!!

[@sarahlalla]

I watch to the end... so sorry. Glad you made the video. Very proud of you. Love you. Keep doing what's best for you and take care of your health please !!! 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻☕☕♥️♥️♥️🌹🌹🤗😋😋🥰🥰🥰😎😎😎🌚😎✨🍾🍾🍾💫💫😁😁🌷🌷😘😘😘🥀🥀💟💟😘

[@sfelten]

This made me tear up. I see so much of my younger self in you and am proud of you for realizing this is a problem. I work in the addiction field so I see the effects on the addict and loved ones as well as have personal experience.

[@biancalarae7448]

Bree I honestly had no clue you were struggling with this and if you need somebody to talk to I'm here! I've had family struggle with substance abuse and it's definitely not something that's easy to break. My sister use to take aderol (prescribed) for adhd and I'm pretty sure my family was told that it's basically like a legal speed. She lost a lot of weight and since she had adhd it calmed her way down so it probably did the opposite for you since you don't actually have adhd. Definitely not something you want to play around with which I'm sure you know that. I hope it doesn't get to you. You're an awesome person and wouldn't want that life for you. It took my family years to knock their habits and they still struggle to stay away. We all love you bree and want the best for you as your friends! 🖤🖤

[@iChica002]

Do you realize how strong you have to be to recognize yourself that you have a problem and take the necessary steps to correct the issue and help yourself?? I’ve always looked up to you but this just took it to the next level. You’re amazing Bree, baddest bish ever 😊🤪

[@KarinaCappucci]

You're really brave for uploading this video. I've been watching your channel for years and I've always loved your content. I'm proud of you for being so open and honest about your struggles. Just know that I and many others love and support you. ❤

[@tokiokaulitz559]

Thank you for sharing something very personal with us. I hope things will get better for you. You have my support. You're amazing! Please stay strong doll! 💖

[@hannahxg6624]

have you ever thought of trying cbd? i do and it helps alot with anxiety and my migraines. it also helped me get off my anti depressants :)

[@jennifervacha7382]

I'm so fucking proud of you girl , that took alot of courage to talk about . I'm so happy your addressing it and have the courage to get thru it . Lots of love girl and so much respect for you hunny you are so courageous.

[@elinsivkaradottir7767]

I am honored that I got to hear your story! You are so strong just seeing you talk about this! I have watched your videos for years and I wish you all the best! 💖

[@BubblyBrunette84]

This is why I love you and have loved you for years girl. Your so open with your fans. I never abused meds BUT I am a former self harmer. I struggled with it from age 17 til about 2 years ago when I cut for the last time. Ty for being so open with us and I’m glad you are getting better. Love you. Always and will always be a fan

[@haleydanielle485]

Glad you talked about this girl. Really proud of you. Keep your head up babe. Youre strong and can get through anything

[@HaliaStone]

I don't usually sit and watch these types of videos 'cause I feel your problems are your business and you're not obligated in any way to share with us, but major fucking props talking about all this, especially the adderall thing. Must've felt like a massive weight off admitting it properly. I hope things work out for you in the long run and you get better. All the best, Bree! :)

[@matthewlongdue8416]

I been watching your videos for a few years now , honestly I’m so proud of you to be open to have these kind of discussions because nobody else will have them! Honestly keep up the good work and keep focusing on ur health ! You got this and just to let uk u are my favorite youtuber . I look forward to ur videos !

[@Psych0Cutie]

I love your videos Bree! I’m glad you opened up to us. Pure bravery! I myself has had very bad addiction to hard drugs and prescriptions. Unfortunately I suffered for three years of hepatitis c. Now I have stage 3 fibrosis but I’m glad I opened up to my parents because now I have the support I need to get thru everything

[@onlywithyou32]

Thanks for making this video and I know that it can be hard to share but I also have abused prescription pills in the past, some prescribed to me and some not, and I know how hard it is. It's especially hard to stop once you convince yourself that you can't get through a work day without talking a pill or many. But I made myself stop because it was consuming my life and I wanted to do more without being dependent on a drug. Working out and keeping myself busy really helps me when I feel the urge to take a pill again. I hope you can stay strong and thanks for sharing! 😊💕✌

[@sweet07cakes]

Thank you for sharing with us. So glad to hear your getting back on track to a healthier lifestyle. Stay strong, we all love and support you ❤

[@WyKydTr0nx]

Your not alone. My mom has struggled with medicine addiction. She was hooked for years on a pill that made her loose weight and she loved it. So I promise you it gets better and easier. She has been clean for over 10 years

[@Lovepolish777]

Happy to hear your doing better. Thanks for being honest you may have just helped someone. Hope you have a great day ! 🥰

[@bakalaurel]

I'm glad to hear you acknowledge the things you're dealing with and working to improve things for you! Good luck!

[@kaytlynnparton6816]

Girl, we all love you and want the best for you! You are so brave to be open and honest about something so personal. We are all with you cheering you on!! 💕

[@JustSheilz]

Oh sweetie :( Im glad you caught this in time to stop and admitting the problem is one of the most important first steps in recovery. Please take care of yourself. Also, please know that Chantix has some serious side effects [depression] (Im sure your doctor has discussed those with you)

[@darriangalbraith776]

Chantix is so scary. My dad had a co-worker who killed himself while on that.

[@amberbamber1776]

Good job taking control of your life girl, lots of people don’t have the insight or self evaluation skills to know when to stop or seek help, keep it up 👍🏻

[@jordanbrooke4704]

I relate to this so much! I have also had some health scares recently. I had an abnormal pap last year. Went in for another one a year later which was back in August. It came back abnormal also. So i had to have 5 biopsies on my cervix. My biopsies came back and i have the beginning stages of cervical cancer. Im supposed to have another procedure but I've been putting it off since August. I too am a heavy smoker. A pack will only last me sometimes 6 hours. My obgyn said that smoking can progress the cancer way faster than if i wasn't a smoker. But finding out all this bad news at the age of 25 with 2 kids has stressed me out more. Smoking is definitley something that's not easy to quit. Thank you for being brave and sharing all of this with us! I know it wasn't easy.

[@katieandrews197]

Glad you quit Adderal. My brother abused it. Stopped eating and barely slept. Eventually the drug caused him to develop severe psychosis that took years to overcome. Its not a drug to be taken lightly.

[@stellahumberdross]

Thank you for your honesty Bree! And I hope things get better with you soon, you're a strong person

[@darialevac4759]

Hey, girl. This was so brave of you. You have all of my support with staying dependency-free and with quitting smoking. I hope your health continues to improve and you reach your goal weight. I'm glad that you already feel better as a result! I love you, Bree, you're my favourite KZbinr.

[@noelhardy336]

It's good you are keeping yourself in check tho for the right reasons. Love you girl hang in there getting older sucks and taking care of yourself is what's most important besides the obvious other things we have to do daily to get by. Happens to the best of us sometimes. And I completely agree with you on the smoking thing I am a daily smoker about a pack a day at most and I wanna quit before I'm 30 as well no rush but as long as we monitor and take it a day at a time to cut it down and off you'll be gucci💕💕💕💕 this video was great and we as your fans give you full support to be here for you and cheer your success on whatever it may be.

[@vallerand251]

I'm sorry you went through the adderall addiction! I'm glad that you have been able to get off of it and I am proud that you are going to try to quit smoking again! I have an addictive personality as well so I try to avoid all of those! Even just recently I was dealing with a shopping addiction (to the point of opening credit cards and having thousands of dollars in debt from it) and I have recently fought that. It can be very hard with addictive personalities because other than the obvious things such as cigarettes, alcohol and opiates you dont know what you could get addicted to. I am praying for you always girl 💚

[@davidandstactheil3405]

I’m quite a few years older than you & I’m a smoker too. My husband owns a Smoke Shop, so he can smoke at work. So it makes that much harder for both of us to quit. Thank you so much for sharing your personal story. You have a large audience to reach & hopefully if they’re struggling they can see that a” addiction” can happen to anybody. You were so raw & honest and I hope your subscribers see that as a positive. I personally have been a smoker for 20+ years and am a lung doctor’s daughter lol. My Dad has tried to get us both to quit, but the cigarettes 🚬 always win. I’m not a drinker or do illegal drugs, but those fucking cigarettes have me by the “ balls” . Also since you were so open maybe this may help someone by me sharing my story. About 20 years ago my right arm was injured really badly by a nurse who was taking my blood because I had thyroid cancer and I have to get monthly blood tests to make sure I’m on the right dose of Synthroid since I literally don’t have a thyroid anymore. Well that so called nurse hit my median nerve instead of my vein. It was so painful. I seriously wanted to die and I wanted to kill this bitch that clearly didn’t know what she was doing. We sued and she was fired. But this led me down a path of being on all sorts of prescribed painkillers. You name it I took it over the past 20 years. These pills 💊 caused me to get stomach ulcers, which caused acid reflux which in turn rotted my teeth 🦷. So that was awesome. So now I have a full mouth of dental implants which no joke cost as much as at least two full years of college maybe more. Thank god my parents had the money to help because my hubby and I have a mortgage and two kids and it just wouldn’t have been doable without their financial help. As for the pain medication I will always be on some form of it for life. Hell I had to take it will pregnant twice. My babies thank god we’re fine and not born addicted which was my biggest fear. It just sucks that I’m stuck taking opiates for life, my stomach & teeth were a mess, just because this so called nurse took my blood and totally messed up. So now I’m stuck seeing a pain management doctor for life to get these narcotics that I wish I was never on in the first place. Unfortunately there isn’t some surgery to fix the problem she created. So to function without insane amount of pain I have to take them. Sorry for my long drawn out rant, but I thought you needed a backstory to fully understand. Thanks for sharing & I will always be a supporter. 💜, Stacy

[@edgylordes]

love you girlie ♡ we’re all here for you and it’s a big step that you were able to acknowledge there was a problem whether small or severe and work to fix it. I’m glad you’re trying to get better and working on yourself ♡

[@felicia0225]

Good on you for speaking out about what you’re been going through. I commend you for posting this and sharing what’s going on and your story. Getting bette takes time and don’t get discouraged during your recovery. Love you videos

[@amandabennett6957]

Im glad you noticed the signs and made the decision to stop the cycle. Its not a easy decision or task to do.

[@karinpapjes9979]

Thankyou for sharing this. I hope you feel better and happy now💕

[@Debi_R]

You're so strong and to realize what you needed to do for yourself is so amazing. You've got this.

[@Samantha_Rose709]

Omg girl, I never noticed about u losing weight but now looking back, I can kinda see it.im soo glad u got off the drug, it’s not worth it. ❤️ ur subscribers want u to stay as healthy as long as possible. ❤️ hugs 🤗

[@ellebales3606]

I started smoking at 16 so that I could get a break at work. Every smoker got a 5 minute break every so often. On long days I wanted that break. So I started smoking, went from a work smoker to social to regularly. Now I socially smoke. 😩

[@kaylareid8798]

Girl I know all about being a walking...or in my case rolling (because I'm in a wheelchair) health problem lol. I have all kinds of medical and health issues from my disabilities and other things.

[@OnlyLivingForYou]

I love you and I'm thankful you talked about it. If anything happened to you, and we didnt know... I know I'd be scared. I'm 24 and I want to stop smoking too. So hopefully we can quit together. I'm glad you're okay. I'm proud of you, no matter what.

[@fastasfawk9819]

Thank you for trusting us enough to share your experience. You're so strong, I wish you nothing but the best!! ❤❤

[@sleepyriver320]

Love you bree! Super proud of you for trying to make so many positive changes. As a pharmacy tech i see a whole lot of addiction everyday and it takes a big person to realize what is going on and to make an effort to change. 💓

[@sophtb123]

SleepyRiver I’m a pharmacy tech too. I’m happy that she was able to take the step to see what she was doing isn’t right and isn’t a step that many of the people I see possibly won’t get to to because they’ve fallen to far down the rabbit hole. So proud of you Bree

[@Minniepup]

Stay strong. My husband is an alcoholic and AA really helps. You might try NA for support for the future. You can do it

[@togiebear444]

Good for you Bree I used to do some things back in my day nothing hard but I know what you mean! Exactly what you mean don't let your depression get to ya! I love you keep your head up. Looking gorgeous as always! Xoxo

[@jenniferphillips7031]

Oh Bree, I love you girl and you are soooo strong to share this bit of your life. I would never say a harsh word to you. I’m so glad things are turning around for you. Love ya girl. ❤️❤️❤️ you are an inspiration to many girls and your audience. Thank you for sharing. your amazing! 👏🏻👏🏻💜💜💜😍😍😍

[@cheyennemarie6116]

I was diagnosed with a heart abnormality called wpw syndrome 4 years ago and had 2 surgeries in the last 3 years. I’ve been on beta blockers since September and I feel like I’m doing a lot better. I just want you to know that you’ll get through this and I wish you the best 🖤🥰

[@Blovee3]

Wow Bree I was shocked but you are very brave for making this video & maybe now you can help others:) praying for you❤️