Hayd-Suffocate 1 hour 💕✨

[@kebblot9085]

For some reason, this song makes me feel numb. Like, completely alone and rid of all emotion. And somehow I love it.

[@chocoais6601]

Same

[@cope_induced]

the tiks on the background is making me anxious in a good way..its like, very comforting but its also haunting me for some reason..

[@dazai6562]

thank you so much for this loop.I love listening suffocate on repeat while lying on my bed during midnight and cry it out

[@melaniemoreno8583]

🍃Relatable🥀

[@kaipanndaa1963]

Same here💔💔

[@fluffcinna]

same

[@dreamyclayton]

i hope things get better for everyone that can relate ❤️❤️

[@khinsoe5103]

I do the same

[@hippiehotbox7536]

I literally sleep with this song I love it sm!!!🤍🥺

[@randomweirdowhoexistsbutno9661]

Same

[@yourabot8173]

Thanks for the hour long version, I love this song

[@atroce9230]

Its nice to have it 1h when ur in ur phone u cant loop :D

[@sydgilbert1019]

Oh! I can help, if you add a song to a playlist alone and put the playlist on loop it works 🥰 hope that helps!

[@EX0ZON3]

@@sydgilbert1019 THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS!!!!!

[@sydgilbert1019]

@@EX0ZON3 No problem happy to help!!!

[@violetortiz1947]

Listened 1 hour and cried through the entire thing! -Mission accomplished.

[@ilovedogs107]

This is the only song that's ever made me cry when I wasn't already sad. Just from listening to it (granted on loop). It's so nice. It's good for when I'm sad but it also is very calming for me for some reason. I usually don't like the sound of a ticking clock but it's so nice in this song

[@froggieoggie1083]

This song helps me get rid of my tears so I can be happy like everyone want but it’s not what I want..

[@fortune9098]

Why do you have tears ?

[@layniehooten3128]

This song is so good. But gives me mixed feels

[@fashionkilla96]

this was his favorite song. i listen to it on repeat and think about him and cry. it hurts. i didn't want him to leave

[@cingnu5180]

Lmaooo your user

[@fashionkilla96]

Cing Nu *SLAPS PP* i like ya cut g

[@triptathind4074]

Thank you for the hour long version! 💜

[@EtheralCaelifer]

It’s unbelievable how all his songs feel like a reality to me. Thanks 💖

[@bigstrongmanlyman]

You are super underrated, your videos are really cool and I just love it.

[@maysterplayz8580]

Thank you for this. ❤️ When I saw this I turned my light off layed in bed and just though about my life. I cried, I smiled, and I realized this song is calming and helps me think about everything. It is the best feeling ever for me. ❤️❤️

[@locatingmemo]

i fall asleep to this every night 😍😍 thank you

[@thesupercoolveryawesome]

I had to hold back my tears listening to this song thank you for the loop it helps!

[@lovenotfound3004]

Imagine your comfort character sitting at a piano with no music. You slowly walk in about to say something when they start playing. Then they start singing. And as you stand there you feel the feeling in their voice as they sing. And when they're done they turn around and say "Did you like it?" with tears streaming down their face

[@totalled6739]

Life is like a game you can win or lose. And i think im slowly losing everyday. Idk if ill win or if the game will end. I hope i dont hurt anyone or push them to this point of losing. But sometimes you just have to know that you havent lost yet. And maybe you could win. How would i win ,by living? Is my existence really that important. Idk... idk anymore. Does anyone? But when we lose what happens do we reset? Do people care? Do i care? I think i LOST

[@seriah6970]

This reminds me of the question, are you alive or just breathing?

[@jiminslostmirror1131]

@@seriah6970 idk if I'm alive or just breathing anymore

[@amiranada6033]

I hope you're okay wherever you are

[@jiminslostmirror1131]

@@amiranada6033 thank u, i hope ur ok to

[@careohl4627]

This song is so calming, I love it!

[@angie-stevew6042]

I cry myself to sleep listening to this.. my advice: GO.. GO NOW.. GO TO THE PERSON YOU LOVED WITH ALL YOUR HEART EVER SINCE YOU WERE BORN.. GO!! NOW!! BEFORE THEY SUFFOCATE AND DIE.. WE ALL ARE DYING SLOWLY INSIDE AND I UNDERSTAND.. GO.. please.. HUG THEM.. OR EVEN KISS THEM.. EITHER ITS YOUR CRUSH OR YOUR SIBLINGS, FRIENDS, PARENTS.. WHOEVER THEY ARE.. we humans have limited time on this planet.. so cherrish every single moment you have right now..

[@fortune9098]

Malicious others hurt me with crime s . And i am constantly very frustrated and desperate . U know my situations - a few weeks ago -you said me 환멸. But now - why do you make different attitudes ?

[@fortune9098]

Early morning of yesterday - u showed me the poetry ✨️ that i believe in you and I will be fine . 1month ago and until now - you ♥️ make ♥️ me ✨️ depend on you . I anticipate your favor and consideration . Absolutely 💯 i believe in you ❤️ 🙏 ♥️ 💖 💛 💕 ❤️ 🙏

[@yektahaghighat7748]

Thank u for making the loop, I just spent four hours studying and this is the only song I can concentrate too and do my work without getting frustrated

[@flamewolf8007]

Who else going to sleep listening to this

[@flamewolf8007]

Hotly crap you are so underrepresented you deserve so many more subscribers and stuff this is amazing Im here for you Im proud of you

[@nataliebrown6586]

I love this song. Im glad you made a hour long version

[@serviator6177]

this song is one of the only ones that really calms me down

[@airamanaog7406]

Idk why this song is under rated, this is totally my vibe everytime I felt sad. My Fave song

[@brycelandacre9742]

The people that disliked it are the people that don’t know what good music is

[@RainyJayyy]

This is so relaxing. Thank you so much for making this loop I really appreciate it ❤️❤️❤️

[@mariacorona1040]

Listen to the song and close your eyes and remember your past your hardships and where you are now

[@wucin9631]

helps me sleep during days where i lay low. thank you for making this. art by: yoko tanji

[@abigaildv3859]

This song helps me in my situation. Thankyouu

[@whosme8327]

Ur amazing for making this!!:)

[@shataraamare6827]

I love it sm omggg but if only there's a way I can download it, I like this song cuz it fits my friends situation, she's having a bad situation. And she loves Hayd's music especially this one, now I can send to her and she can listen to it in peace for 1 hr 😌

[@truthmusic1937]

I've been crying for an hour

[@fortune9098]

Why?

[@fortune9098]

U ♥️ are more happy than me. But why do you feel sad?

[@kysjohnson2731]

thx i needed this

[@Kai-ul3zs]

Last year my friend died by suicide...This was her favorite song it brings so much happiness and sadness to me.

[@EtheralCaelifer]

*it will be okay.*

[@tatertot1660]

I love this song i just discovered it and i love it

[@diana-ll2dt]

I left him to focus on myself, I feel so guilty. No one ever knew me as much as he did, I’m afraid of the future. I’m afraid of waking up every morning to just silence and coldness because he’s not by my side. I’m afraid that I’ll never see him again, I know I’m going to regret it. Why does putting myself first feel so bad? I was afraid of losing myself so I decided to take some time for myself but I will always love him. I won’t love someone ever again as I loved him.

[@kianmcnamara5857]

Turn up speed to 1.25 sounds better

[@mistera-si5gk]

This song makes me wanna cry but i can't because i'm mixed up with emotions

[@fortune9098]

Why do you feel complicated?

[@lennonbabicz968]

(Tw) I wish my mom would listen to me. I'm not ok, why doesn't she get that? I've been dealing with this suffocating feeling for so long. She doesn't acknowledge me, just the happy girl she used to know. Not the sad, stressed, suffering son of hers. She doesn't even acknowledge that I'm not a girl. The feeling is... I know I keep saying suffocating but that's the easiest way to explain it. The cuts sting, yet they somehow just feel normal. The non- existant will to live is forever floating behind me as nothing more than a mass, telling me to end it. The tears leave small lines trailed down my face, like a stream that can't be stopped. Some days, the feeling is sickening. The feelings form into a monster, a creature made of the depths and darks of my mind. And the monster doesn't shut up on those days. It always mutters the most hurtful things like "you will never be enough of a man" and "people are only friends with you out of pity" and "you're fucking pathetic for only getting a 89%". But some days, the monster brings me a form of comfort. Not the best comfort, but comfort nonetheless. The monster changes its form, from a black cloud constantly looming over my life to a calm rainy day, both making me sad and bringing comfort. And, on those "rainy days" the monster often times takes the form of tears and pain and screaming into pillows. And why do I find comfort in this at the end of the day? Because it shows me I'm still alive. It shows me that by letting my emotions out, I'm still human. It shows me that I'm not.... that im not dead yet. But, the feeling is dwindling. The streams turned into rivers, the chains of keeping my family and friends happy while ignoring my own needs pulls me under. And though I may try and hold my breath, the feeling is suffocating. I don't know if I can hold onto that last breath, onto my last chance anymore. So to those who may care, if I die soon, I'm sorry. I love the world, but my breath is running out, and I fear I might drown soon. Ps sorry for being a poetic little SHIT if I can't draw how I feel, I go writer mode and do this

[@yua5152]

0.75

[@chocoais6601]

Can you do Safe n Sound next?

[@deazucar6661]

I would, but at the moment I can't, the device I used to make the videos broke down and at the moment I can't upload videos, I'm sorry

[@jaydenpowell4576]

could you do a 10 hr long for when im sleeping?

[@noahclairl8784]

what is this im in love whith thiissssssss

[@Delta354DLC]

It's a nice song...but it's making me think of my grandmother...i miss her...i hate 2021...but i mostly hate covid...if it wasn't for this virus...my grandmother would possibly still be alive...but she isn't because of this virus....😭💔😭💔😭💔

[@fortune9098]

did she dissappear lately ? How old is she ? Miserable that she ..

[@Delta354DLC]

@@fortune9098 why would you wanna know? 🤨📷

[@fortune9098]

Because we are friends

[@Delta354DLC]

@@fortune9098 I don't think I remember you :/

[@fortune9098]

@@Delta354DLC what is the meaning of this?

[@sebaskkk.5298]

0:02 1:36

[@fortune9098]

I hate this titles . Because I suffer from miserable environment . I like only optimistic and positive things ✨️