Healing my body in a quiet, secluded place - relapse, recovery, and forgiving my ED

[@maureenlewis4300]

Im a 72 year old widow,who lives alone. I'm so grateful for this channel. I m very lonely, lonely means believing no one loves you. Unfortunately, that's how I feel. However, iam realizing that i should love me, regardless of other people. Your a good inspiration. God Bless You.

[@ladyh2743]

This reminds me of my mother.... Living as a widow alone in a big house, and many days she hadn't talk to anyone when I call her in tve evening. I myself enjoy beeing alone, there are so many nice things to spend with, and I love to build a cozy Home and do art. Living with your own thoughts, you can get really depressed and lost- but you also are able to create a wholesome universe just in your mind, and you can relive lovely moments of your past again and again. I wish you the very best!

[@57msdeb]

I’m 65 and lonely also. I am working at studying the Bible and learning to be content whether abased or abounding. Bless you

[@auralit8]

Sending you lots of love, wherever you are ❤

[@kaelino]

I don’t know you, but I’m sending you lots of love and good thoughts. It may seem silly, but a stranger on the Internet wishes you well.

[@elisayoungblood7883]

I’m age 71. Going through a divorce. Feeling horrendous anxiety. I’ve had a heart attack, but I may be okay if I take care of myself. One thing I’ve learned is that it is very important to love yourself.

[@jenny_b_]

I’ve raised two kids whom I love deeply, separated from my marriage (but we remain good friends), and sold my home…now renting a 1950s fixer upper on the river in Florida, and I’m just soooo content being alone, putzing around the house, painting, decorating, gardening, exercising, watching a squirrel play, experimenting with power tools, taking lazy kayak trips down the river, or waving from my coffee cup at others as they joyously paddle by. Although we may be in very different stages of life, your words and videos resonate in my heart. God bless you, beautiful girl. ❤️

[@mystical_cupcake]

You're living the dream :')

[@tootscarlson]

Can I ask how you found the home to rent?

[@Elizabeth-de1uv]

love the peacefulness in your message Jenny B. May you have many years of joy savouring that sweetness, you sound like someone who truly appreciates your life. Beautiful.

[@jenny_b_]

@@Elizabeth-de1uv awwww thank you so much for your kind words. I wish the same for you🙏🏼❤️

[@mimi1o8]

As years go by, I believe the feeling of been more content and feeling at peace with yourself increasing, the need to be surrounded by people decreasing, at least that's my experience.

[@dianeknott3655]

Paola, you're beautiful. Never underestimate the power of your beautiful videos, your lovely voice and your gentle message. At 76 years old, I am not too old to learn, and you are a beautiful teacher as well as a beautiful human being.

[@jennalinke8975]

Aww such a lovely comment! 💕💕

[@janisasdrubolini147]

I'm 62 and have struggled with not accepting myself as I am. Your videos touch all ages. They bring a different perspective to all the negativity on social media. Thank you❤

[@Luir-gg1dk]

🙂

[@briandavid1355]

You are beautiful on the inside and the outside. Please know that you are greatly valued and appreciated 💚 💚 💚 💚 💚 💚

[@christined2495]

I am probably old enough to be your grandmother, I have watched your videos for a long time, sometimes at night when I am having trouble sleeping I will watch your videos and I fall into a deep sleep, you are so calming, and lovely Every time I view your videos, I think how sweet, pretty, and loving and caring you are, I always say this beautiful soul is how God wanted everyone to be like in this life… I look forward to your future, and see your new beginnings… I just felt I had to tell you how special you are ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@jeanninef2110]

I feel the same!

[@yanikeonpurpose]

😭 such a sweet message

[@charuuppal7043]

So agree. Her voice is so soothing. She should write children's books and record those in her own voice for audio version.

[@sabrina77769]

This message made my night and it wasn’t even for me♥️

[@Ninutss09]

True mom 😇

[@tiffanysnyder8673]

Paola....as a person that deals with depression and anxiety, your videos give me peace. Your soft voice calms me. I just wanted to say thank you.

[@emyBareTreeCrafts21]

So true, I love how clear and relaxing the way she talks.

[@yvonnedelories4780]

Ditto

[@sylviacarlson3561]

Tiffany Snyder - I feel the same way!

[@fprleite]

Same here. ❤️

[@michellelea8511]

Same here… so thankful

[@rhsc38]

Your nose is perfect, your videos are art, and your journey is of interest to many. God bless you both.

[@mystitin6769]

This! Simply said, and on target. ❤ Beauty, Art and sharing your journey is definitely soul sensual. I love all your videos! Well said @FuriousMayhem

[@CarolynsLoveRickshaw]

Don’t give up! If you have a ED and you’re reading this, we want relief for you. Others may not understand what you’re going through, but we care that you’re hurting. Keep going, you are worthy and loved more than you know.

[@ryanneclaritas]

Paola- normally, I have your videos on as an audio background to my morning routine, reminding this ADHD extrovert that it’s okay to take things slowly sometimes. I happened to watch the first part of the video just now, of you brushing your hair. My eyes filled with tears. “What a beautiful woman.” was all I could think as my eyes welled up. That combined with the matter of this video, wow. Thank you for your vulnerability, sister. Love from an LA City Girl, living an almost exactly opposite lifestyle from you. You speak to my heart ❤️

[@judybunnell9202]

Yes, she is beautiful inside and out. I love her hair and her braids.

[@juliehernandez80]

Maybe it’s a sign for you to consider a lifestyle like hers?

[@vanlifebayou]

I too play her for rest at night when the world has been too much. I’m ADHD adult also. Still fighting it :(

[@Opalmiller19]

Am too, loved the clip of her rabbit in the garden and the present wrapping I’ll come back to cause I like the pressed flower idea a lot 💛

[@HD-ni8ju]

Today my husband and I both make the biggest change of our lives, moving to a small rural town next door to Yellowstone National Park for my dream job, working with animals, like otters and wolves, and helping educate about conservation. Your videos have been an anchor when I have, historically, been Extremely Bad TM at change. There’s going to be a lot different, especially the winter, but you’ve helped me so much to remember to be brave and not scared of the future. Now, I’m on the way to my dream job. If you’re ever up Montana way, message me! Thank you so much! The next time I watch your video, I’ll be IN MONTANA!

[@georgemaxwell4984]

That fantastic, what an amazing job. A vlog from you when you settle into it would be wonderful. Congratulations from Scotland. 👍- Frances

[@jennykolbjornsen6805]

Wow!! Congratulations and Best wishes in your new home and life

[@nothingbutblue6387]

Welcome to the Big Sky! It's a lovely place to be. If winter gets you down too much, seek a hot spring.

[@judygillespie3242]

Just remember spring will come..❤

[@waldensiansylph4869]

😃

[@dbartz5510]

Your dog's face when you asked, "I wonder what happened?", he immediately looked for Mr. Darcy to blame, lol. So innocent 😇 ❤🥰🤗

[@TheCottageFairy]

Hehe he definitely tried to convince me of that 🤣 sneaky boy

[@littlelucieb7633]

Having a super stressful day but just sat down for a minute to do some crochet while I drink my coffee, turned KZbin on aaaaand yes, there is it, almost 14 minutes of bliss and that's all I need ❤️

[@tonyarolfe6107]

Agree best moments in time are her videos coming through. 💜

[@feelswriter]

Movie: Secret of Roam Inish.

[@marywalker2896]

The world would be bleak in deed if your not in it because u are magic.. u are calm sweet peaceful and hopeful full of faith and spiritual.. my u are beautiful and truly an artist. I am 71 and love the way u live. My husband passed away and just make my heart calm. Thank you sweet princess for making this old women happy..may u and Your sweet man always be happy..

[@lifeisagift.cherisheverymoment]

A woman is naturally beautiful just as she is, and yet, society places so many unnatural expectations on beauty. Love, and the expression and sharing of love, is the most important and essential facet of beauty.

[@tmdavidson1478]

Thank you 😊 I inherited a very prominent nose from my First Nations side of the family. The other side was from the British IsIes. I was told when I was young that I ought to get it fixed. It was never broken. But I was told that I might actually be pretty if I did. But I have always believed in the spirit world and life beyond the body. Because of this, I refuse to consider rhinoplasty because I was and am still adamant that when I cross the bridge and meet my Native grandparents, they will know I never denied their part of me. It hasn't always been easy but I feel a strong conviction about it. Now that I am a senior, I am glad that I had the courage to follow through rather than give in to pressure.

[@cherylwebb8340]

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life ❤✝️🙏 John 3:16

[@lydiadillard4417]

I am glad! I spent my childhood listing to my aunt tell me I'd be pretty if only I lost weight. Now I don't care what others feel! I like who I am even if I'm a plus size girl!!

[@jen9774]

Long squiffy nose and big, really big, ears. But my eyes made up for it.

[@NelCooper]

Thanks for your comment. Bravo for your bravery to keep your beautiful nose and for knowing yourself and standing up to social pressures. ❤️😊

[@hestiaharbington5720]

Imagine saying to someone to fix your nose. That's outrageous.

[@yaelpedroza125]

I totally laughed so hard when the “weird” cookie eating incident happened at the end. Oh dogs, ya can’t live without them and their shenanigans.

[@cheche2181]

Haha well if you ask me he was clearly being framed…we all know that Labradors aren’t greedy don’t we🤷🏻‍♀️😏🤣🤣

[@brecruz4832]

He was like: yeah what happened there???

[@lakemichigan6598]

One last thing I just have to mention: As a kid, my Aunt Paula wrapped Christmas presents so beautifully, while opening we were always careful to preserve as much of the wrapping as possible. Hers were the most exquisitely decorated presents I had ever seen, until I saw yours - so good anything wrapped by you deserves permanent display in the living room.

[@patriciamoran9143]

Your description of Christmas present wrappings transported me to past Christmas with friends and family whose wrappings were as much a gift as the item waiting to be revealed. I love your name. My favorite moments of the day are often sunsets at Lake Michigan.

[@lakemichigan6598]

@@patriciamoran9143 My Grandparents had a cottage on the 'Big Lake' where our family spent its summers. Designed & built in the Tudor Revival style by my Grandfather, it was truly where his & Grandma's hearts were. And as kids every night weather permitted, we would all stop everything to watch the sun set - & as it disappeared into the waves, Grandpa would ALWAYS remark, "Just as pretty as a picture". Now that's what I say.

[@patriciamoran9143]

@@lakemichigan6598 what a treasure that you're grandfather built and shared. For decades, going down to the beach with my kids, I always say, "most beautiful place in the world". Of course, that's what my heart feels, and they may not have always felt the same, but as adults I suspect they may agree. ❤️

[@lakemichigan6598]

@@patriciamoran9143 Our time at the cottage with our Grandparents is seen today as our family's 'Golden Age'. As a group, we were never happier, more content, or more in sync with each other. And our conversations about being with Grandma & Grandpa at that beautiful cottage have always been imbued with warmth, great reverence, & profound gratitude. I hope & expect your kids will come to those very same conclusions. My sister once told me that as a very young girl, she just assumed EVERYONE had a cottage on Lake Michigan.

[@lakemichigan6598]

@@patriciamoran9143 One very last comment: I think we never felt more deeply loved than we did while with our Grandparents at the cottage. I know that was definitely my experience. And it seems to me wherever it is you feel or have felt the most deeply loved is truly the 'most beautiful place in the world'.

[@sorinacapatina5120]

My dear Paola ,I'm a romanian soul ,50 years old and you made me pause this video several times to reflect and take some notes in my daily devotional journal.Is so much beauty and peace in pure and simple things.You are like that song inside of us that warms our hearts. I feel so blessed finding you beautiful girl ! Can't wait to dig into my forgotten drawers of crafts,books,you know,all the hobbies that you're putting on the side in hopes that one day ,you'll come back for them ,but never do , because you are so busy making someone else dreams possible ,and then you,re passing by a mirror and ask yourself ;who in the world is that mature looking woman,when inside you feel like 20 with unfinished projects ? Thank you ,and may Lord Jesus guide you,and bring you in that stage of complete stability in peace,health and joy.Love , Sorina.

[@Sperczynskakatarzyna]

Amen

[@barbsmart7373]

What a beautiful reply to read on a beautiful winter morning here in New Zealand. I haven't met anyone from Romania. But I watched a programme where a lovely NZ guy was helping people like himself who had been adopted by various couples to find out and hopefully find their parents. I loved seeing the families of the children who were adopted by Kiwis. It was very sad listening to the Romanian mother's. Anyway, back to the present... From a Kiwi soul.

[@Truth1561]

My daughter was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis at the age of 29 18 months ago. She lost her sight and although it has mostly returned, it’s the first thing that goes when she is relapsing. She lost her job, her boyfriend , he instead they quickly sold their home and she came home to live with me- not something that she wanted as she’s always been fiercely independent.I know she is in the middle of a huge grief, for the life she had planned and worked so hard for and I’m struggling to support her as well as I want to as I ,too, am dealing with grief for the life I wanted for her. It’s comforting to watch another young person dealing positively with their own problems. I wish you well.

[@Sophie-jf1nl]

Reading your story. How is your daughter doing.....sending so much love

[@khadijaalaoui]

I can not imagine the hard work you put in every single day to make this happen. People see the awesome videos but rarely realise the great effort, sacrifice and determination it takes to create this kind of visual art.

[@loaf307]

I wrote this down for myself, thought someone might also want this: “When I put value in things separate from my insecurities, over time, it took power away from them. I’m still on that journey, and alive struggled at times to maintain my health, and through that I’ve learned; how important it is not to expect perfection from ourselves; to recognize the power of your own voice; to have courage in the face of a world that is so scary at times; to see a seed of something beautiful inside each of us.” - The Cottage Fairy (Paola) Paola you are so beautiful, and it is from a much deeper place than your lovely face. I’m so grateful to be alive on Earth at the same time as you. Thank you ❤️

[@victoriaking8904]

Katherine, such a beautiful thing to say to someone. 🍂🍂🍂

[@juliemarie693]

So beautifully said. Thank you for writing her words. I needed to reread them. Very powerful.

[@TheCottageFairy]

Some BTS content at 8:38 ❤️I feel like I was talking super fast in the start, I’m sorry, I slow down I promise 😭 YOU are loved. You have innate worth that can never be taken away. No one - absolutely no one (including yourself) - should ever treat you as anything less than a sacred spirit. To quote another favorite princess: “I have to tell you a secret that will see you through all the trials that life can offer. Have courage and be kind.” It took me a long time to let go of the resentment I held for an illness that I had never asked for. I never wanted to experience a disorder of any kind. I felt like I could never be normal, eat normally, feel normally, or look normal to my own eyes. I am still on that journey, but the progress I’ve made is astronomical, especially since at my worst I truly believed things would not change. But they can, and they do ❤️ I used to pray that I could erase those years spent in the grips of a problem that was often invisible. But now I have taken back those memories and given them meaning and purpose by sharing and mentoring young people in my life who are experiencing similar issues. It has allowed me to forgive my illness, and use the experience to motivate me to keep building the life of my dreams: one of peace, of love, of appreciating the beauty of each and every day. I truly believe your body is the least interesting thing about who you are. Both as men and women we can struggle with our image of ourselves, especially in a world where photos and videos are so often filtered and edited to a point that they no longer represent normal human faces, shapes, skin tones and textures. I am seriously concerned about how so many individuals showcase images of faces and bodies online that are separate from reality, selling a narrative that our bodies are only worthy of being seen if they look a certain way: “Consequently, we have more worth if we are attractive, and more deserving of love and happiness”. This is a terrifying message that makes my heart ache for the young teens growing up believing this is true. It will never be true. In fact, real beauty is something that cannot be defined nor taken away. To be clear, eating disorders are much more than our relationship with our physical bodies, they are primarily an internal issue. In my case it was related to anxiety and wanting to control an aspect of my life when I didn’t feel I had agency. Someone with an ED may feel overwhelmed by a world that feels scary and chaotic, they may have experienced physical or emotional abuse, or using it to cope with a separate health problem or addiction. It is an illness that does not discriminate between gender and age. If I could only give one piece of advice to an individual dealing with it (or if you know someone who has an ed) is to take the problem 100% seriously no matter what (most ED’s are invisible, and no less serious). Some types have a very high mortality rate, it is a very real thing, and a very good reason not to participate in a culture that glorifies unnecessary weight loss and unrealistic standards of beauty. Disconnect from social media when you need to, get professional help if you are able, and remind yourself everyday that you have an innate worth no matter who you are, and you deserve help. In our world we may be made to feel less because of how we look, who we love, our background, gender, or race. But that will never be true, because you are sacred, and worthy of respect and love without fail ❤️ always. ED help: www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/help-support/contact-helpline Resources: www.eatingdisorderhope.com and recoverywarriors.com

[@cherryroseserrano3167]

❤❤❤

[@elle1014elle]

Your such a beautiful soul! Great full for these videos.

[@ny2philly765]

Eres 💯bella afuera y mas importante adentro.💖💯🇵🇷🙏🏽

[@chancbl]

I have a Shiba Inu - l throw something to Yoshi and he just stares at me as if to say you want it go get it yourself 😂🤣 the mini version of the Akita (the movie Hachiko) so yeah lab vs Shiba Inu very different.

[@mariarosaleon6708]

Thank you so, so much for these words on ED (or any D for that matter), they are true. And I have received your encouraging sentences with my whole heart. I will definitely use them to encourage others that need to hear them as much as I did. Thanks again lovely soul♥️

[@ayushhetta1265]

External beauty have limitations but internal beauty feel everyone's heart.

[@susiealavi1425]

You are a precious soul. The world and its quiet beautiful magnitude has a way of smoothing the damage that we and others do to ourselves. Reflect on God’s peaceful kingdom and your place in it. It is significant though small; the blessing of God’s peace is with you.

[@tuto108]

Paola, you have such keen aesthetic sensibilities that every frame is like a jewel box. Your gift presentations, oh my goodness, what treasures of thoughtfulness and artistry. Thank you so much for all the beauty seen through your eyes.

[@taylorgray3147]

Thank you for being so open in this, Paola. When I see someone sharing themselves like you do, it makes the world seem a little warmer, a little kinder. Please know that your videos are the highlight of my Thursday mornings 😉❤ Stay warm and cozy!!

[@chayanika8155]

So true!

[@Savannahstitcher]

I love your videos. Your voice is so calming. I tell people to never say goodbye. In my 79 (soon to be 80) years I have lost so many loved ones, including my husband of 51 years and the most recent, a grandson from a drug overdose, so I never say goodbye. Just “see you later” or “take care”. Something along those lines. You can end your videos with something like “until we meet again”. Just a thought. Stay well. Looking forward to your next video.

[@ANNtique]

So sorry for your losses

[@FancyRavenmoon]

Until we Meet Again!! I like that!!

[@josiahsmom3781]

I love " take care "😊

[@monicaravenwolfwilliams4755]

Someday .. I turn 53 in April. Going thru hell right now . I am dreaming of a content life life this . BRAVO...

[@norajuliet8373]

Success is not final, failure is not fatal, it’s the courage to continue that counts. That reminds me of your videos,thankyou

[@francescalayla3091]

🥰🥰🥰 my friend and I often talk about you, Paola, as you were a sister of ours. Some days ago we told each other "hey, have you heard? Paola's getting married!!". Our boyfriends asked "but who's Paola?". We both answered, simultaneously, "a friend of ours". 😂❤️ Anyway, wonderful video and words, as always. Good luck for your new job! I've just started mine as a school teacher ❤️

[@odinthorson1830]

Labradors are extremely loyal and protective. I'm glad yours is OK after his mishap. Amazingly even after his injury he was still able to inform you of Mr Darcy's treachery in the theft and consumption of the Christmas cookies.

[@craftdipper]

Lol 😉👌

[@normamimosa5991]

He looked so guilty! I think Mr. Darcy just watched.

[@thefarm6918]

Thank you for sharing this...it could save someone...I am a recovering alcoholic and being transparent can help others😊

[@TheCottageFairy]

That’s what I hope, it gives that time so much meaning when you realize you may be able to help others, or at least connect. Wishing you the best ❤️

[@jJust_NO_]

im becoming more like you each day. i take great comfort in my own pace. i just hope one day i can be more independent than what i am used to now.

[@kelliegranados6775]

I have found my twin , you are literally my twin in many ways, I cry every set you make, may the peace of Jesus Christ be upon you always.

[@rootsrocksfeathers1975]

Stay warm, beautiful lady. I would never have guessed that Mr. Darcy was a senior bunny! You take excellent care of him. And your pup is such a typical goofy Lab! I love him. ~Cynthia

[@debbiespitznagel1472]

I just wanted to let you know that I think you are very beautiful. I am getting older now, over 60, and my face is getting wrinkles and sagging, as well as other aging signs. I look at you and see a lovely smile, kind eyes, perfect nose and the bloom of youth. You and your videos are a pleasure to watch. Your calming music, voice, artwork and outdoor adventures give me insight into the life of another person who also likes many of the same things I do. There was something very interesting I watched once and I posted it onto my facebook page. It was about how people "see" themselves. There was an artist who worked with police in drawing out portraits of people involved in a crime, given what the witness saw and remembered. Well, this artist was involved in drawing portraits, one by one, of a group of people, who were seated behind a barrier. Neither the artist or the person could see one another, the drawings were based on the person's own description of themselves. Then, another person would give the same artist a description of that same person, based on what they saw. Then the two portraits were shown side by side. The differences between how they saw themselves and, and what the other people saw them as was like night and day. The drawings, as told by the person looked awful and not even like them, but the drawings, as told by another person's description was really close, or better than the actual person. I always think we are harder on ourselves than anyone else could ever be at times. I laughed at the last moments of your video today!!! It was so funny about your cookies and the missing ones. How can they appear to look so innocent and guilty at the same time??? He is so cute. Sending you hugs and sunny days from RI. XOXO Debbie

[@sofiab7287]

"My Octopus Teacher", one of the most amazing movies I've ever seen.

[@rupindersinghkharbanda1976]

After watching your video , I've come to realize that people with simple taste for living and pleasant nature still exist on this planet !!!

[@sallyadams9930]

I found your channel at the perfect time. I've been in a relapse for about a year. I live alone in a cottage as well but mine is a mess right now. You are inspiring me to walk away from my computer and take care of myself again.

[@TheDublincity]

How are you doing now?

[@marcelastacey890]

Best wishes, Sally 🙏🏼🍃🌻🌱 You’ll be in my thoughts today

[@goranbreskic4304]

Take care of yourself.

[@tomotube]

Sending you good wishes from Japan to get through this!

[@zyla1996]

Take care!

[@susie2157]

Your dog eating the cookies was the best part! When you said to the dog I wonder what happened and your dog looked away so guilty was just precious! I'm a dog lover and I lost my dog a year ago today. Thank you also for showing us the creative way you use nature in gift giving. Such beauty!!

[@marybarratt2649]

You make me want to live alone and bake cookies, slow the pace down and just "live" quietly, peacefully, enjoying nature and feeling safe. Many of us do not take the time to stop and smell the roses. Love your videos and love the prints that I sent for. Sounds to me as though you are extremely well adjusted. TFS x

[@geminigreywolf6655]

I love seeing how you spend the time to package and wrap the gifts. So much thought and care are put into them. I think everyone at some point has issues with their appearance. You are a beautiful person, inside and out.

[@whippet3784]

Yes, the wrapping and extra touches are so pretty I would hesitate to open the gifts!

[@marieb4]

"...not to expect perfection..." as she finishes wrapping the most perfect bundle I've ever seen. 😍

[@armitagehux8190]

I've been in the process of recovering from an0rexia for the past 8 years, I have ups and downs but it's getting better every day. Hiking has been really therapeutic, it helps me see the value of my body. Feeling my muscles work to carry me on top of a mountain is incredible. Take care ♥️

[@jasminkakuburic9708]

Only God can give you peace in His word and His beautifull creation

[@wiktoria__5193]

I've had a really bad day today and suddenly You came and changed it. Thank you Paola for what you are doing. Wishing you all the best and greetings from Poland ☺️🌾

[@claireneriah7877]

Finally, I am 24yrs also have been waiting for this, I have been rewatching the other videos alot they help calm my mind and I tend to fall asleep faster. Lots of love from Kenya💖💖💖

[@Cristobels-Green-Boots]

Your way of life, I think might chime with ‘Babette’s Feast’ - where barebones simplicity meets voluptuousness! 🙏🏻🌹🙏🏽

[@sandra.f7447]

Im in bed sick with the flu and your videos have gotten me through. They’re so calming . Even if I can’t open my eyes I can just listen to it and fall asleep because it’s so relaxing. God bless you 🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@evieheigis3433]

I didnt know you struggled with an ed. I struggle with anorexia, and i get what you’re going through. You are beautiful and strong. I hope to live like you one day.

[@Tasha-he1rj]

Your expression is profound and truly meaningful: "I appreciate what my body could do for me and not my looks." 👏

[@belindarosenheim2322]

💕 from Dallas/Ft Worth. Movies: A beautiful mind and The fisher king. Enjoy Love. 🤗

[@paulmaryon9088]

Thank you from an old man living in a cabin here in the UK, your softness and gentleness warms my heart, and... you have a beautiful nose, God bless you x

[@shaiofthehighlands5792]

I was literally smiling the whole time during that sit down chat. Aah the power of smile. Your smile is contagious. Sending you warmth from the other side of the world^^

[@designeriet-ullakorgaard]

I see you already have over 600 comments… but i would really recommend you The documentary “my octopus teacher”. It might strange and odd, but really it is such a moving story and all about connecting to nature. Beautiful! Thanks again for all that great inspiring content and beautiful videos. And your gifts are just beautifully wrapped!!!

[@evadriessenhypnotherapie]

great movie!

[@carlaeskelsen]

It was an absolutely wonderful film. So grateful I saw it.

[@jen9774]

Totally agree

[@MamtaNarang]

It's a wonderful love story. I want to see this documentary aka best love story on a big screen.

[@rlynnpierce2166]

I loved that story!

[@smokingrooves1]

I love the care and detail that you put in to wrapping those gifts. It's like a gift within the gift. :)

[@melodysnyder5278]

Hiatchi: A Dog's Tale Oh, what a beautiful story. This one really touched our hearts.

[@patraunick3985]

I am just shy of 80 years. You are a great inspiration to me. Your soul is lovely. I have watched a lot of your videos, I hope you can stay just as you are.

[@asianangel5400]

Snow is so beautiful and spiritual. Its God's way of reminding me that He is always lovingly there for me and He can make my life refreshed.

[@andypickard7314]

As a Great Dane family, we can totally relate to counter cruising canines. :)

[@karentucker1304]

Young lady, you are a beautiful blessing to this world!! ❤ Such a loving, gentle soul!! Blessings to you

[@britanny5363ify]

I think you’d like the Octopus Teacher. It’s about a guy who befriends an octopus and visits her everyday and films it. You learn a lot about these amazing beings and the images are beautiful, very calming.

[@gabriellewilder501]

I just reread some of my favorite “children’s” books: The Secret Garden, The Wind in the Willows, The Phantom Tollbooth, A Wrinkle in Time and the Narnia Series by C.S. Lewis. These authors all have such a masterful quality and amazing philosophy of writing that adults readers will find them highly moving and entertaining. Also, reread Tolkien’s The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings as I have done so before and enjoying every poetic paragraph. One of my other favorite English authors is Thomas Harding.

[@Theravadinbuto]

Those are totally part of my childhood library too… and books I still have and reread ❤️

[@carlaeskelsen]

@@Theravadinbuto Same. Delightful to find others who have been similarly shaped.

[@cycleSCUBA]

I'm a child of 57 (!!!) and love similar children's books. A C.S. Lewis book i adore is The Voyage of the Dawn Treader. I am certain i have read the Phantom Tollboth when a child (a true child!) but must read it again, so thank you very much for your suggestion.

[@robinr.770]

@@cycleSCUBA I adore Phantom Tollbooth with Rhyme, Reason, Tock and Milo. Your comment made me smile. Thank you for that.

[@momoso143]

I always had a copy of phantom tollbooth but never got around to reading it! I never heard anyone mention it until your comment! Really is it that good?! Insightful? I will read it now!

[@darcyferrigno]

We had a black lab growing up named Sage. He was such a lover but maybe not the brains of a physicist if you know what I mean. He too, would run full speed after anything one would throw (to the detriment of my parents beautiful yard) Once, he literally ran straight throw a lattice fence in the yard to get to said ball faster. But you just had to love that clumsy, energetic sweet boy. RIP Sage

[@lynngliottone2812]

Love starting my morning with a steamy cup of coffee, and one of your wonderful videos! That bunny pastry cutter is amazing !

[@darwiniquahopkins9835]

💛 I know others opinions of you do not matter but you’re beautiful. Thank you for sharing this video.

[@marineidebalzer3776]

You're sooo lovely. I hope your fiance know thath. God bless you and him be patient and courageous. Just wait. I love the boxes you make with flowers and erves it such kind. Be safe.

[@annieway35]

I recommend "The Secret Life of Walter Mitty" the Ben Stiller version. It was so inspiring and fun to watch and the scenery was truly amazing. The whole film is aesthetically pleasing.

[@evaraven11]

Oh yes, one of my favourites ♥♥

[@maryhoffman9551]

I just love how when you say "I wonder what happened?" your dog looks away immediately. He can't make eye contact!! That is too funny.

[@TheCottageFairy]

Hehe he’s very good at deflecting any guilt lol 😂

[@va1445]

I agree - that was so funny! He's just too cute. ♥

[@alyssacase711]

My favorite movie is called “The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society.” It’s on Netflix and is also in book form!

[@marypatmuich2130]

Best movie ever!!!

[@thealleypeddler]

That's a great movie! Another one you might consider is "A Walk in the Clouds".

[@dramaqueen3306]

I loved that movie!

[@haileywilldviola]

Love the book!

[@debbietodd8547]

Paola, I'm sure you will love this movie if you haven't watched it already, good recommend Alyssa!

[@grammiesspirit2667]

Yes. Dear Dear Beautiful Lady. You brought tears of awe to my eyes.

[@carolyningalls4580]

You have helped my Mom who suffers chronic pain.She is 80.You have helped me .I am a alot of things.. Too much for now.. But..I pray for you.I believe you to be an Earth Angel. Thank You.

[@DawnH123]

It is always a good reminder that we all struggle with things. I would never look at a beautiful woman like yourself and think she struggles with negative thoughts about her appearance. Thank you for your peaceful, calm videos. I thoroughly enjoy them.

[@monicarodriguez1353]

I'm really glad you've learned to love yourself just the way you are. Sometimes I still think I dislike certain aspects of my body, but when I think of being like someone else, I realize I actually prefer to be me and not change anything. I love myself, "flaws" and all. Prayers you find a great deal on a home perfect for you as your heart desires.

[@bethanyrose7392]

This is so beautiful, Paola. Someone close to me struggles with an ED and it’s so hard to watch them fight. Stories of recovery bring us hope. 💛💛💛

[@desiderata333]

Paolita, tu eres una mujer bellísima con un corazón de oro. Que Dios te bendiga siempre preciosa flor!!💐 🙏🏽🕊

[@anniwithacam]

“When I put value in things separate from my insecurities, over time, it took power away from them” wow. Beautiful & wise words

[@agatheinlovewithportugal]

Always so happy to see a new video popping up dear Paola ♥️ Thank you 🙏🏼

[@paradisemusiclibrary1756]

Hey, you. Whoever’s reading this, this is your sign. Everything’s gonna be okay. You did not come this far to give up. I believe in you. 🙏🏻✨💖

[@walterdrinker]

After a really difficult night at work, I needed this.

[@yssubed2]

Growing up out west I always enjoyed watching the snow line work down the mountains until it inevitably snowed in my valley town. I expect part of this progression indicated that Christmas wasn’t far off.

[@tynadarco9038]

You are such an inspiration. I am in my 50’s retired hairdresser. I had I high end super busy salon in the city. Now me and my husband retired and moving to a tiny beach town. Looking so forward to slowing down my life, enjoying nature and connecting with myself again. I have struggled my whole life with anxiety and depression so your videos give me a sense of calm . Something I hope to have. God bless you . You are a lovely kind soul.

[@mpat100]

Blessings and healing for you Tyna

[@monicadahiya4261]

Hello Paola, It is so healing to watch your videos, I live in India.The enormous population puts the children to go through an unhealthy kind of competition to build a respectable living.your video provides hope to our future generations to get rid of rat race,live life following the passions and live with freedom.Thanks for showing us the way.Bless you

[@christiannemacintyre6877]

I have had 3 labs so far and they have loved to chase for their flying toy !! A trainer told me to throw a little closer in order to prevent injury but also to prevent that burst of energy when they launch for retrieval. Apparently, there is as much fun putting the toy 5, 6 or longer feet out, putting him in the sit then giving him the command to go and retrieve. I hope this helps 💌

[@TheCottageFairy]

Thank you so much! I will try that, or he will be toothless by 4 😂 I appreciate it very much

[@africa642]

I struggle with and ED and hearing you talk about this and how far you have come on your journey somehow helps me, thank you.

[@CameoFarmer]

For books, my all time favorite for adult reading is Jane Eyre, but I also recently found Louise Erdrich, she has some amazing books. Also "Women Who Run With the Wolves" by Clarissa Pinkola Estes is like a bible to me.

[@lorilematta9746]

I also recently discovered Louise Erdrich. Love her stories. Reading another book of hers currently.

[@anneleonas7813]

You are such a lovely person, both inside and out. Thank you for sharing💕💕💕

[@jezrising468]

BBC's Sense and Sensibility from the 2000s, it's LOVELY!

[@laurierios6646]

🍂🤎Thank you for expressing thoughts and feelings that I haven’t been able to put into my own words. Sometimes it may take 50 years to realize our self worth is from the inside. Beautifully expressed. 🤎🍂

[@zakaryreilly]

Paola, the most important thing I've learned in recovery is that "I don't have to". I don't have to take part in addictive behavior. I don't have to be ashamed of myself. I don't have to hide my emotions, or use other negative behaviors to hide my emotions. And most importantly: I don't have to beat myself up anymore over what I do or how I feel. Wishing you peace. You are so inspiring to me and I watch every video you make (sometimes I wait for quite a few days after they come out for the perfect moment to treat myself to some peace and your genuine message)

[@lauriebrooks1457]

So well said. My new mantra.

[@grimnirnacht]

I just finished reading "the midnight library" by Matt Haig. It's a really beautiful story. Highly recommend. It's about discovering self worth, slowing down, and changing perspectives all from the viewpoint of one character. I loved it so much all the readers in my family and of my friends are getting copies for Christmas XD

[@letsmakeamesstoday]

Great book

[@jennykolbjornsen6805]

Count me in!! Sounds like a good and shareable read! Ordering a copy today ! 🙏

[@lilap8868]

Oh, that's so weird. I just read that as well! Did anyone else read it because Ruby Granger recommended it?

[@lorraineedmond5921]

I finished that book about an hour ago! Will be thinking about it for a while…

[@jeanninef2110]

Will be on my list! Thank you!

[@Sunworshiper-l7z]

You are such a gentle soul. ED is horrific, it consumes us and can destroy us. I have had an Ed since I was an early teen and I am now 51. I have dealt with all the physical and emotional aspect of this horrible disease. It has taken its toll on my body and I now have long term medical issues. We are strong, warriors that can beat it and survive. Your holistic healing approach is wonderful. The beauty of nature and animals is therapeutic. I have come to a point and understand I can have a relationship with food as I see it as my fuel, to keep me healthy and alive. Food is required for our bodies to function and survive so I have tried to change my though process and see food as a friend, that nurtures, cares for and helps me. Your chanel is wonderful and uplifting. Very calming and creative. Thank you for sharing your private experience, it takes courage. X

[@izabellaparuit8020]

The Way we see ourselves is too harsh at times. You shine a natural beauty both inward and outward. And look at your audience? A testimony to that shining light. Thank you for sharing your life journey. 😊🙏❤

[@ninik1134]

Our dog has at least twice managed to eat cake from the table when we weren't looking.... and her face told all! :) :) Thank you for your lovely video, it always calms me down and gives me things to think about! Lots of love from Germany :)

[@lindasteinbrenner8065]

At the end when you came back to your cookie, it reminded my of when, at Easter, my grandson and I were making a Bunny cake and the two layers were cooling. We went outside to gather some daffodils and yes our boxer Buddy ate 1/2 of one layer! Such sweet memories. Buddy passed away last summer and we still giggle about his cake theft! ❤️ It’s hard to be annoyed with such things. 🤷🏻‍♀️

[@jodobie6157]

Oh my hope his tummy wasn’t upset by eating cake.

[@lindasteinbrenner8065]

@@jodobie6157 Hi there.. not at all, it was a yellow cake. So glad we didn’t do chocolate!

[@barrywatler7482]

Nice video, the snow always looks amazing, we picked up our new Labrador a few days ago an 8 week old female named Gabby . Stay safe cheers from Australia 🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺

[@annsmith7207]

I stopped eating sugar 22 years ago through Overeaters Anonymous --- I attend 1 meeting a week and make phone calls to others in recovery during the week if I am feeling that I am going to pick up the first compulsive sugar bite. Sugar was my first addiction and it took awhile for me to recognize it but grateful I did so and glad to have the loving support of others. Addiction disorders are a disease of isolation --- but in recovery we do together what I could not do alone. Best wishes to you ✨❤️✨

[@patsyw4141]

Interesting phrase 'Addiction disorders are a disease of isolation'. Its made me think, why I continually bite my nails, pull out my eyebrows/lashes and eat sugary things daily - because I'm lonely! I'm a very sociable person, yet have lived on my own for 28 yrs!

[@kristiecox7350]

Even when you wrap presents they look beautiful. I don’t think for a moment you’re average. 😂 Everything about you is elegant and pretty. Your calm nature is so wonderful to watch and listen to. Hope your Christmas is magical and cheers to your new home adventure with your sweet man. 💕❄️

[@bananachicken2940]

I am really excited on your wedding. I am looking forward on how will it look like and I think it will be magical. Congratulations in advance Paola and to your future Hubby💚

[@xoxoysabella2451]

Thank you for this update! You are like a song in a lonely night, Like a sunshine that chases away dark clouds, Like a lifeline to me. Thank you for enriching my life, For filling the emptiness in my heart, For touching my soul. ❤❤❤