HEROINOHIO

[@JackBQuick79]

My addiction was in the drivers seat for 15 years. I didn't understand that until i got clean. I have been clean for 5 years now. I never quit quitting, and my wife never turned her back on me, thats how im still here working 12 hour nights keeping me busy enough to stay out of trouble. Much love from west Michigan, never give up.

[@dawngarcia8021]

Staying busy is crucial to survival and to staying sober😇

[@codydillon6413]

Them 12 hrs shifts r wassup me to been clean for over 6 months now getting my money. Legally lol I send mine

[@michaelsiengo1]

Fantastic documentary

[@LaPatolina]

God bless you, Jack. Best regards from Brazil. We do recover! ❤

[@jenniferdaulby5519]

That's great Jack, buy your Wife some flowers today & tell her you appreciate her! 😊 Best wishes from Australia 🇦🇺 ❤

[@jojot2020]

I’ve seen alot of “heroin” or drug documentaries, and this was one of the best ones I’ve seen. I’ve dealt with Heroin addiction for over 20 years. In and out of programs pretty much my whole life. Almost have 3 years clean. As of right now the desire or even the thought of getting high. I pray for everyone out there still struggling. The streets are only getting worse. Be safe out there.

[@KyaSimonsLife]

You stay safe as well great comment 🙏💙

[@jojot2020]

@@KyaSimonsLife thank you.

[@KyaSimonsLife]

@@jojot2020D@m Am still watching the doc it breaks my heart Mike passed Wowwww

[@jdukenukem6488]

Have you watched black tar heroin the dark end of the streets? It's old. But still.gold

[@Quin_79]

Bawled my eyes out! Lost my husband to drinking a year ago!!! 2 days before our 32nd anniversary He was 44!! We'd been together since we were 11 he was a federal prison officer and veteran!!! 💔😭🕊️🕯️🙏🏻!!! I am disabled and terminally ill, he couldn't handle it!

[@jenniferbryn]

The guy at the end, thanking life for his bookshelf full of books...worth the whole watch. I wish we could all live with this mentality.

[@zexnynex777]

@@DB3-937there you are, i was hoping i would find you. Keep rockin and rollin brother, you got this shit. Thanks for giving us a peek into your journey.

[@TashaWimberly-r3b]

God bless everyone in addition and in recovery, God 🙏 bless everyone who's scared,feeling useless, unworthy,or feeling hopeless,you aren't alone,,God hears and answers prayers..one-day ata time it truly works ..❤

[@DB3-937]

@@jenniferbryn ❤️

[@sk-23.]

Rest In Peace to all we've lost to addiction.🤍

[@Northeasternbuds]

Chucks phone call at the end broke my heart. I hope he is doing well now its been 5 years since that

[@kshermm]

I looked him up on Facebook he seems to be doing great! ❤

[@charlesrollins110]

@@kshermm Thank you, I'm doing pretty good.

[@lisah9139]

@@charlesrollins110 So happy to hear that. All the very best to you and your family in the coming new year.

[@ryanlarose2687]

This was one of the best documentaries about addiction I've ever seen. I was rooting for Mike the whole time. I've got 17 years clean from opiates. We do recover. Each day is a chance to get it right. Don't stop trying.

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thanks for watching and the compliment. A lot of heart went into this over the course of 10 years.

[@davechristian7543]

really, wow 'well try watching ONCE UPONE A TIME IN CABRAMATTA lol a real heroin epademic - wat was in sydney australia.

[@kingwiththeaxe8322]

My wife and I were functional addicts who got into a nasty car accident which left me in a coma for over two days , when I got out of Grandview we both volunteered for rehab which wasn't court ordered and we both started rehab on 9/9/21 and haven't relapsed once ... Thank God - dope wears u out , thank u for the documentary.

[@TylerO_O.]

I'm an Ohioan. I've been clean 3 years now. I had a little over a decade there were drugs completely consumed my life. A majority of the people I ran with back in those days have also passed away due to opiates. I've built an alright life for myself, but I could lose it in an instant. The film really drives that point home. Tragedy happens every day.

[@joeleberle3]

I hope the guys who had the two kittens running around in the beginning keeps living for those little dudes. ❤

[@just_nate_8694]

Oh man 2016 I was deep deep in heroin. Been clean since May 2021. Life is so much more meaningful on this side. I was on methadone for 5 years and successfully weened off going down 2 mg a week and no withdrawals except sneezing 30 plus times a day. The clinic absolutely saved my life, my family and also allowed me to work full time without issue.

[@stevenherberts968]

Congratulations on getting clean, I don't know you but I'm very happy for you, well done and all the best. 💓

[@just_nate_8694]

@@stevenherberts968 appreciate that!

[@davidlawson7786]

I wish I could get off methadone, but I know it’s saving my life as to my many relapses I might stay on for life at 54 years old

[@BreakingBradOfficial]

Same here man. Saved my life. I cant stand the stigma around it. People are ignorant. COngrats!

[@BreakingBradOfficial]

@@davidlawson7786 Hey if it aint broke, don't fix it. Ive been on it for almost 20 years and it allows me to be a father, husband, business owner, etc

[@richardcameron5699]

Brothers , I am also one of the few who have recovered from opiate addiction. Next year marks 15 from me!

[@Desaree1]

Strong work! Congratulations for your clean time. A diamond in the mix. Coming from a lifetime of opiate addiction over 30yrs. This drug is evil sometimes!!! I envy you.

[@angelamccrackin5243]

Great job 10 years for me....

[@itocarloschitown1089]

Happy for you my Brother stay strong I'm rodding for you,,

[@annpieske1557]

Holy cow congratulations

[@Jmitchpen1013]

That kicks ass Brother. I'm working on 1 year, almost there!

[@bricehale6593]

I hope anyone struggling has a good day god bless you all

[@LamiaHadjahmed]

much love from Tunisia ❤struggling with tramadol 😢 ...

[@Jmitchpen1013]

Well said.

[@englishmenintown8622]

Addict here and clean for 6 years and i can confidently say that so much of this documentary hit straight to the core of my addiction. This is raw and real as i have ever seen it and i 100% believe any addict would agree. I got off through the grace of God and I will never ever go back even though I miss meth like the desert misses the rain. Fuckdrugsitsfromthedevil

[@gurumayne8684]

Drugs ARE the devil yes

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thank you for watching and your comment

[@gurumayne8684]

@@JordanCTerrell hey Jordan can you plz make another raw documentary like this ? If want I could get u in touch with the addicts here in Cincinnati

[@JordanCTerrell]

I have more docs coming out on my channel soon. One is a 15000 ride trip on Motorycles during 2020 that’s still in the cutting room but this one was enough for me on addiction. It’s too emotionally draining. I’ll do some follow up but this is it on that. Thanks for wanting me to continue.

[@scniccawhois]

Also from Springfield, was on dope when this was shot... 5+ years clean now!

[@10dollatommy27]

I usually get bored watching these after 5 or 10 minutes.....this one I couldn't stop watching....all the way from start to finish. Excellent !

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thanks for watching!

[@zexnynex777]

@@JordanCTerrell Same. Very likeable characters.

[@alrhewannDee]

Absolutely the best documentary ever produced on addiction. Jordan- ol’ Mikey jr sure does think the world of ya. Ty for being his #1 fan. So heartwarming.

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thank you! Watching him grow up has been a treat!

[@lebronjj6279]

Between that and unguarded 30 for 30

[@JordanCTerrell]

Great compliment

[@DoZer6004]

As an opiate addict myself in recovery and also born n rasied in ohio this really hit me hard incapable work man seriously I've lost over 100 people to overdoses literally in a little less than 10 years that impact it has on Ohio is absolutely devastating thank you for this amazing documentary❤ peace and love to all and remember one day at a time we do recover❤✌

[@Molyholy55811]

Wow this was a hard watch. My heart goes out to Chuck and their family. Poor Mike 😢 thank you for such an eye opening documentary, I look forward to seeing what you do next.

[@tedplotts8588]

Wow, a very powerful story. Can't believe how relatable this was, we'll done Jordan!

[@augustwest5487]

Wow, this was one of the most powerful, close to home hitting docs I have ever seen. Coming from an addict of over 30yrs. This literally made me cry.

[@Nimoy48]

One of the best documentaries on the issue of addiction, this film follows souls through hell and back-and back again. It captures the raw, unfiltered reality of addiction and recovery, showing that the journey is rarely a straight path. The resilience, setbacks, and small victories stick with you long after watching, reminding us that rebuilding is a process. This is not just a film-it’s a powerful reflection of life’s struggles and the enduring human spirit to keep starting over, no matter how many times it takes.

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thanks that’s what I was going for.

[@Jmitchpen1013]

Could not agree more.

[@Leo_5154]

Watching this on New Year's Eve by myself because my partner took molly with a heart condition and died last month. This documentary needs way more attention, but speaks such a well known story that so many overlook it. It's never too late until it really is too late. Don't think you are fine. DO SOMETHING. Much love to the producer, all the people in this, and the people reading this comment.

[@luvblakkitties1417]

❤️‍🩹 so sorry for your loss

[@bevomcbevenstein]

At this point there isn't a single person or family in America that hasn't been affected by drug and alcohol addiction. It takes no prisoners. Be safe out there people and check on your love ones...they need it.

[@PaigeDavis-df1hh]

I am watching this documentary in absolute awe. This is a very timely glimpse of wisdom that I am certain is helping people to be closer to understanding the actual gravity of active substance addiction. Being Gen X means that I have witnessed so much of this loss, and more than half has been the loss of the children of my peers. It is so devastating. The only way out is through and I honor and admire those who guide others to true recovery.

[@TestKitTaylor]

Born, raised and still living in Ohio. This one hit very close to home, lost both my parents in the early 00's when the pill stuff was just really starting up. Have had my own struggles on and off with everything I could get my hands on and a few intentional overdoses that I thankfully survived. Sadly these sort of stories are far too common anymore, thanks for documenting this. Hope Chuck and yourself are doing good.

[@joshlambert299]

Ive been an IV heroin/fenty user for 21 years.ive lost both or my brothers to overdoses.almost all the guysbibgrew up with are dead and gone along with alot of friends ive made over the years.all it has ever done is take.sobwhen i see you guys going hard to help people and actually make some differences and change lives it makes my heart happy.keep it up fellas👏🏼👏🏼

[@tanasue77]

This was one of the best documentaries I have seen. Very powerful and truthful. I hope Chuck is doing well. RIP Mike ❤

[@anthonymarvell153]

I’m watching this again, because it’s so powerful. Every addict and those affected by addiction should watch this. ❤ What it with hope that tomorrow will be a better day. Good bless you all. ❤

[@JamesSchmidt713]

I didn't read the comments before or while watching, and I'm actually not even done watching yet (I just hit 52:00) I was really hoping for a good ending for Mike, but as soon as he relapsed and you could see on his face him lying and/or not answering certain questions and avoiding them, I knew he was in trouble... Especially after the 2nd time. I felt it coming, as a recovering addict, the behaviors and mannerisms and such are so relatable. And it just seems once someone has been clean for a long period of time, they either never use again for the rest of their life, they have a one time relapse and get right back on track and stay clean for the rest of their life, or they let it spiral into the way things used to be and eventually OD.... It still hit so hard, even though I saw it coming from that initial point :/ R.I.P. Mike Rollins, thank you for all the help you gave to other recovering addicts 🙏🙏

[@Bolentiff]

I'm bout to be a year clean next month I'm from Alliance Ohio was a fentanyl user/crack was abducted and human trafficking,for over a year.now I'm working towards a bachelor degree in addiction counseling 😮🎉I love my life now having a home family friends kids God's Grace anen

[@anthonymarvell153]

Incredible, moving and it definitely captures the reality of the opioid crisis, that’s becoming a global epidemic. The best documentary by far. 👌

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thank you for watching and the compliment.

[@mnmgreenemoon]

For my beautiful daughter, my brilliant son, my mother, father and too many shining souls that you, the person reading this, will never get to know, I would like to thank everyone who helps us to fight the Dragon....with Luck, Love, Truth and Heart. I love everyone of you, and I will carry those who lost their wars with honour and gratitude for all the time I have. ❤🇦🇺🖤

[@SedB101]

Did they all pass?

[@mnmgreenemoon]

@SedB101 yes.

[@trufamilia1731]

As a former full blown fenty addict it really hits home about the kids,nobody’s kids deserve to have addict parents I thank Jesus for pulling me out the pit if you are in addiction and can’t do it alone reach out to Christ

[@artiedevlin7055]

I was an iv drug user for 45 years and now very ill but alive.Is life perfect?NO WE DO RECOVER

[@LukeFreday]

Oh man, this one got to me. I was rooting so hard for Mike, and truly was thinking I would see him happy and healthy and thriving :( My heart breaks. Rest in peace Mike.

[@joecampbell7719]

This is a great documentary keep up the great work and hang in there to the people out there that are struggling your not alone!

[@flip998]

Great documentary. Chuck said it best, "Recovery is a long hard road." The insanity of it. Knowing full well the consequences and all the pain, we still go back.

[@kristenflannery3092]

That hill (over pass) at the end I used to sled down when I was little, I grew up in that same neighborhood, my grama used to live rite their on warder st, they passed her house on here, we used to get .25 or .50 cents from grama and grandpa and go to that tire shop and get penny candy, oh wow the memories, I’d give my life now to go back.

[@charlesrollins110]

We still live here. If you ever get back this way say hello!

[@cynthiaarseneau8446]

Amazing documentary. I've watched hundreds of docs about addiction. By far one of the best. Thank you for humanizing addiction.

[@PaulShields-qq4kf]

Was doing drugs for over 25 years I'm in year 5 of been clean and sober poor Mike goes to show the power of drugs

[@JerryWhite-jd6ku]

R.i.p. big mike didn't know you but I know you're a hero to many

[@djbarnes11]

What a story. Fantastic people. No one understands opioid addiction if you haven’t been there, I was a street addict, heroin then I stopped I was 17 , two years later I broke my kneecap in two and got put on Opiats and Valium for four years, back doing the cold turkey I’m 60 now , I go with the flow I understand that addiction is for life, I’ve been clean since my mid twenties, it’s hard work these people deserve respect there trying to change society from the ground, it’s the only way it can be done. I do hope that your work is still going strong

[@davidmcguire7479]

Great capture of what the recovery process looks like...thank you for putting the truth out there for the world to see. I appreciate you.❤

[@SedB101]

Mikes son is extremely intelligent, great kid. I see amazing things in his future. Sorry you lost your dad kid, praying for you.

[@Mikeyiswatching]

Thank you❤

[@lawandabrown8823]

Thank you for sharing this. I love the realness of your story!

[@catherineveazey2654]

How did I miss this absolute gem 💎❤Im born n bred in Cleveland Ohio I have 8 years of sobriety please stay blessed n giving back to your community by all means necessary I lost my whole childhood in one year 2020 it started with my brother n then the other 5 childhood friend s followed 90 day's apart ripped my soul out recovering is what we make it I'm thankful to still be here keep pushing....one love 💕

[@ShepherdschapelYTexplainsbible]

What a blessing. I got clean and off the streets in 94 praying for strength.I went to treatment and work Rehabilitation.Here's the best thing I ever found Shepherd's Chapel YT explains the whole Bible God bless

[@williamwilson6499]

In 1976, I was in Springfield, Ohio as a homeless 17 year old high school dropout. I knew I wanted more out of life so I joined the Army. Fast forward 39 years, I retired from a non military career that took me around the world with enough income to live out my days comfortably. Why people turn to drugs, I just can’t understand.

[@DB3-937]

You must not be an addict William so you would never understand

[@jungjeru3348]

You know the last minute of this documentary where Chuck calls Jordan and admits to having smoked crack for the last 2 days after 11 years of not using it really shows just how insidious and neverending addiction truly is!! It's the times when I think I'm doing great and I'm strong is when I'm most vulnerable... Great job on this film!! Very powerful and realistic, and I'm a 20+ years addict who's been struggling to get sober since 2021 with some success, but also crushing setbacks.

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thanks for watching hang in there.

[@Jamiegirl79]

This is the hardest, realest most incredible documentary I’ve ever watched will be showing my clients. ❤😢 Please do update. This needs to have so many more eyes on it. As someone in recivery who works in addiction this hit 😢

[@absolutelynonameslef]

Wow. This is heart wrenching. Mike, pre- and post-accident looks and sounds like a completely different person. I live in Ohio and see this every day. It's a plague on our society.

[@robertbragg9364]

I thank God that pills and cocaine are as far as I'll ever go. I've been on suboxen for years now, trying to stay away from pills and any other drugs. It's been almost 3 months since I've done anything other than suboxen. I honestly regret ever doing the suboxen. That drug is harder to come off of than any drug I've ever done. I live in North ridgeville, Ohio. A man in ohio has a tough time finding places to help get sober. If you don't have insurance or a ton of money, good luck. I feel so bad for this man Chuck having to watch his twin Mike get high and ruin his life. I hope the best for them all, and I just wanted to say thank you for what they're doing. I really do appreciate it, and please never give up. I'm sorry for your loss, Chuck. 🙏🏽 ❤

[@charlesrollins110]

Thank you

[@nfapeng187]

Sad story, alot of positivity also in this. Wonderful video to watch. RIIP to everyone that's passed from this disease.

[@T4YT0R]

Couple hours from ya in Southeast Ohio. Fighting this fight, 12yrs clean. Mine all started in High School as a Sophomore, Running Back neck & back injury from getting speared while defenseless with my hands up to catch the ball. Doctor gave me Perc 10’s. Keep fighting the good fight brothers #GoBucks #OhioAgainstTheWorld

[@naaomas5280]

Wonderful Documentary! Recently just passed the 1 year mark. This hit hard, just a reminder of how precious life is and how recovery is an ongoing journey and at times a struggle. I hope chuck is still helping his community.

[@Jmitchpen1013]

Almost a year for me, hang in there, I will be rooting for us all!

[@tehlumpster]

addict watching from UK, this is a lovely doccumentary. thankyou. love you mike RIP dude & thankyou chuck for your work man.

[@tehlumpster]

@JimmyJaime-su5px 1.how do you know ive never met him? 2. i think your battling some problems if you cant love someone man, i hope you get better soon. Im sure youve never met your favourite music artist but "love" them. kind words help people.

[@GaryDavis-lk7ut]

Help on our fellow brothers and sisters is stressful man shout out to you for keeping it together

[@augustwest5487]

I cried a whole lot throughout this, because any true addict can relate to this. I'm still trying to recover and get my mind right after watching this

[@tomtiddler1]

Powerful documentary, I was a 22 year heroin addict, and almost 18 years clean for me now, if you don't get out it will kill you!

[@opiumdensRus]

Great relatable doc. One thing is common, these guys who get some recovery want to become coaches,sponsors,and house runners, but really need to focus on their own recovery more first. Of course the fact that one brother can be that guy and the other can't does exemplify an exemption to every rule. Mind ya I am only halfway through this doc.

[@Jmitchpen1013]

Jordan, it's a damn shame that this never made the festival circuit, it would have been very well received. I have watched quite a few of these both as an addict and as a recovering addict. The brutal honesty and truth about the daily struggle to remain sober is what separates this from other documentaries. The ending isn't good more often than not but that makes the success stories all that more important. Thank you for a very well-done documentary.

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thank you I appreciate the compliment. Chuck and Mike said in the beginning we’ll only do this if you tell the honest truth. That’s why Mike confess to me before anyone. As did Chuck. Appreciate you watching

[@Jamiegirl79]

20 yrs as an addict comin up 3 yrs clean. I’m an addiction counselor/case manager and never dreamed I’d be here. Never dreamed I’d be alive ❤

[@SonjaBlade608]

The Lord is ALWAYS with you! Break free from your anguish & suffering, all who are struggling. ❤ There's hope, there's help, there's a better YOU! 🙏

[@Slick420Pgh]

I got 7 1/2 yrs clean....this scared the sh*t outta me FR. I never took my recovery for granted I don't want to be over confident but i feel for mike alot. Crazy how in a blink of an eye it could be over. I thank these guys for putting themselves out there like this

[@myreasonforlife.9511]

Jordan I enjoyed every minute of this thank you for the Post. Sadly this problem is never going away. We're the ones that have to be stronger, cuz if there ain't no sales, there is no dope man to make loot. It's like you don't pay attention to something it eventually goes away.

[@kimberlygilpen3597]

This is so humbling. It shows no matter how long you have in recovery it can be gone in a moment if you don’t stay on top of it. It makes me want to fight harder to help others to get in recovery and stay in it.

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thanks for watching. I hope you can help others also.

[@laraoneal7284]

I’m so proud of Chuck staying clean.

[@michaelschneider9305]

Did you hear the ending phone call?

[@charlesrollins110]

Thank you!

[@charlesrollins110]

I did fall off and use once back then but, not since.

[@needmoreramsay]

​@@charlesrollins110 God bless you Chuck. You've done a lot for your community and your family. Your strength and determination is inspirational. I'm sorry for the loss of your brother; that's heartbreaking. Keep up the good fight ! R.I.P. Michael. 🙏

[@Pecnluv]

​@@charlesrollins110i pray you may never fall into addiction again, not just for yourself but because those little boys will be right behind you. Hugs and prayers. I have 31 years sober and I'd rather die than go back. My son has 140 days clean , the apple never falls far from the tree. Remember they are looking at you all the time .

[@maryhaney1273]

Excellent documentary!!!!! Absolutely the saddest I just knew Mike wouldn't make it watching this halfway thru. So sad for his children an brother. His son looks just like his dad such a sweet kid. I've been clean since 2016. I overdosed 7 times lost everything became homeless several times. Thank you God for saving my life every time I'm eternal grateful I chose life over death an drugs. My friend Ronnie Soukop died in 2020 he was 3 yrs clean an a manager at a men's halfway house. He met this girl an they both got high an unfortunately it took his life. He thought he could go get high after 3 yrs but he wasn't prepared for the Fentanyl mixed in his heroine. He left behind his mother an 2 sisters. In those 3 yrs clean he met his father for the first time. He died he 43 yrs old. RIP RONNIE❤❤❤❤

[@WilliamJRWolfe]

Amazing story. Hits so close to home. For all of us on the “Road”………. Cheers

[@Bus6091]

Great film and subject. One of the better films on addiction ive seen anywhere. Congratulations to you and your team👍🏿👍🏿👍🏿👍🏿

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thank you

[@donfaulkner852]

Added to my Americas Broken Public Housing System Playlist!

[@dougwilson6778]

Over 10 years clean from opiates, I too have lost so many to addiction, I offer my condolences to chuck

[@Neph-v5r]

Great documentary. This was hard to watch. I've spent over 30yrs messing with opioids & lost many people close to me. One year clean now but all it takes is a single small slip to be bang at it again. I wish Chuck & his family all the best, he's doing good things. RIP Mike.

[@shhy5003]

its crazy how he was LITERALLY A DIFFERENT PERSON when he relapsed ... smh drugs are so scary bro we dont even notice how crazy it actually is

[@rugs_mcfly]

Great documentary. Very well done.

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thank you!

[@fufulove1436]

11 years clean and this bought me too tears . I hope all yawl are doing okay and taking it a day at a time, or a minute at a time, or second by second take your time breath it will be okay .I promise it will be worth. RIP Mike❤‍🩹❤‍🩹🧡💓💓❤❤

[@adamg574]

Great documentary. Very real, raw and honest. Really depicts the reality of addiction, you can be 5, 15, even 25 years sober but it’s always there bubbling under the surface and ready to take you back under if you let it. Relapses are also a part of recovery, and chuck is bang on that as long as you are actively trying to get better, you are still in recovery no matter where you’re at.

[@staceyloeffler6795]

When I quit using cocaine IV, it took me 6 months to rewire my brain. The cravings, fatigue, anxiety and depression were intense. 28 days in rehab are just not enough.

[@EA-xp7hm]

This was a beautiful doc. Felt so real and raw. RIP Mike 😢

[@lindareinen1259]

I sure hope Chuck got back up on his feet again! We need more people like him to help with these drug issues in America. It sure is sad that Mike ended up on drugs again and died, and I really hope Chuck can gain some inner strength and fight the habit!!

[@charlesrollins110]

Thank you. I'm doing well. After that, I got right back to life, I have 4 young men that need me, or it might have been different.

[@charlesrollins110]

I'm doing well, thank you. Life can be a struggle sometime but it will always be a gift in my eyes.

[@_CharStar_]

​@@charlesrollins110 man YOU are the real deal!!!

[@athomesongwriting]

Superbly done. Real. Honest. Thank you.

[@mlcs179]

His brother must have been so sad watching his brother relapse.

[@charlesrollins110]

I can understand relapsing but I'll never understand why he couldn't stop. We had the best jobs of our lives at a treatment facility not to mention our own npo working. I tried so hard to get through to him but he was a different person.

[@ScottSheridan-t9w]

Powerful story, God rest mikes soul ❤ God loves those who were broken in spirit. This hit home hard all the death and the endless struggle. Was in recovery many times myself but would always come unstuck its only Gods grace that I am one of the lucky ones. What i have learned in all my years looking for healing was that its a spiritual illness first before the emotional and mental and it was only when i asked Jesus Christ into my life that i finally became free and he started to Break of the strongholds in my life. Today i walk in freedom, Praise God and may you all come to the knowledge of the truth in Jesus name Amen ❤️

[@Desaree1]

These guys are awesome. What a gem! Please let us know if the kitty is safe we heard they're eating the pet there

[@freddiesanchez-cx6gy]

I pray 🙏 for Mike...man you got this you did it once you can do it again you are 1 strong mf 💪 you got this my dude ...I'm half way through the video and I hope and pray I here nothing bad in the end

[@charlessheridan3865]

Being a recovering addict myself no matter what good or bad people say about this video all I know is this is the real story of what addiction is 💯

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thank you!

[@andrewcbsi]

powerful and heartbreaking. this really touched me so I wanted to write something. but am having trouble finding words. wishing peace to everyone out there struggling and those around them that are affected.

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thank you for watching

[@80_vee39]

Great documentary, I to am an addict in recovery and it’s a sad road. Seen lots of friends die or go to prison. This was a great story, RIP MIKE.

[@kristenflannery3092]

I live in Springfield Ohio and I was on dope about 20 yrs and been clean 10 yrs now!!!

[@howlinwulf]

Dammit man i knew that dude couldnt quit. Man i feel sorry for Chuck! Chuck if you see this hold your head up youll meet again.

[@650AFTERHOURSOC]

Rip mike! I know how dangerous addiction is I just wasn't expecting that at the end😢

[@KelUK46]

I really hope Chuck made it. Never judge anyone until you have walked a mile in that persons shoes. My prayers are with everyone in recovery or going through it in addiction.

[@JordanCTerrell]

Chuck's alive and well now. Thanks for watching.

[@KelUK46]

Gotta love a happy ending 🙏🏻

[@jacobcarrillo7896]

Also from ohio lost 5 very good friends since childhood from opiates ive been clean 3 years now . Sad man sucks

[@onOnewheel_jay]

im at a low point in my recovery hav a beautiful family and life and everything to live for overdosed 2 days in a row living in the fast life rideing harleys drinking and drugging this documentary and the brothers have motivated me to keep on going working out and enjoying life with my family thank you rest in peace mike and god bless you chuck

[@charlesrollins110]

Hang in there! I'm still hanging on, too. I will say it can get better.

[@onOnewheel_jay]

@@charlesrollins110 thank you great documentary great job

[@onOnewheel_jay]

@@charlesrollins110one question how is chuck doing today? really hope he is alive and well

[@RoseBack-cm6zk]

Outstanding work Jordan . I'm from Middletown ,Ohio a hour south of Springfield very similar cities .Blue Collar cities . I never thought in my 58 years I would see so much death and hopeless young people but I see it everyday and I've been to so many funerals I have lost count .My friends grieving the loss of their kids who died of Overdoses.its heartbreaking .You really captured the essence of what addiction does to you .

[@SedB101]

Wishing you the best on your recovery journey. You can do it!!

[@TopMommy53-z1w]

@Jordan C Terrell thankyou for sharing this story

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thanks for watching!

[@TopMommy53-z1w]

@@JordanCTerrell No problem buddy will be back to the channel in a quick second Lol have a good day god bless you

[@ChrisfromGeorgia]

Great work on this documentary film. It was really interesting to see the addiction from this perspective. New subscriber here. Take care👍🏻

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thank you!

[@MsLilpeach]

I can honestly totally relate to this video. I've been sober for about 26 years now, & when Mike said "I can't trust my addict brain.".....WOW, does THAT ever hit home. You CAN'T trust your addict brain because it will ALWAYS tell you why you "need" to use, or how you can use without getting found out, or how you can lie to get the cash to use....it goes on & on.....At the end when Chuck said that he'd fallen & used crack, my heart broke. I really hope & pray that he has gotten back into his recovery & STAYED THERE!!

[@JordanCTerrell]

Chuck's doing well now. Thanks for watching.

[@charlesrollins110]

I'm doing well, thank you.

[@MsLilpeach]

@@charlesrollins110 Hey I feel for ya, brotha. It took me a few times before I really got knee-deep into my recovery. I’m taking care of my elderly mother right now and I am so terrified of doing something stupid when she passes. I don’t want to, & don’t PLAN to, but I know how I can get when I’m feeling all alone. Not really drug-wise but alcohol, I’m afraid I might stumble. But glad to hear you’re doing good. Keep on keepin’ on!

[@chanceschmidt5307]

That phone call at the end really hits home. I hope that chuck got right back on the saddle. I live in ohio and would love to know if anyone knows if he's OK or not? I really hope so after everything he built for himself and fought through. This was a great story. Well done to the director and editor.

[@JordanCTerrell]

He's doing well and living a good life. I showed him this doc afterwards. It was shocking for me as well. Thanks for watching!

[@chanceschmidt5307]

@JordanCTerrell absolutely!! It's kind of you to reply to. You did very good telling this story. Thank you for letting me know that chuck is back to living good.

[@ProfessaJ]

Absolutely amazing work, and truly a heartbreaking reality.

[@JordanCTerrell]

Thank you very much! Appreciate you watching! A lot of work and an older project now that lives with me.

[@eustab.anas-mann9510]

​@@JordanCTerrellThis documentary deserves a thousand times more views.

[@eustab.anas-mann9510]

​@@JordanCTerrellAwesome documentary! PS: It's _"Vivitrol"_ not "Vivatrol"

[@Davanillaguerrilla]

This documentary was actually incredible

[@JordanCTerrell]

There’s a reason I went from newspaper reporting to documentaries haha

[@MusicalMoonMan2]

Wow. Truly inspirational. Live life while you can my friends.

[@josephwinkler4863]

And I did not see that coming God bless all these guys I’ve been battling addiction since 1990. The only people that should have an opinion on opiate addiction are the people who have experienced it really can’t be explained in words.