ppl says he looks normal here but I personally don’t think so, he do seems kinda off, sad and withdrawn to me and in pain, at least physically I noticed him very uncomfortable. He looks like as if he didn’t wanted to be there that moment and just wanted to go home idk. This is so heartbreaking, I don’t know what to think💔 I just miss him, everyday even though I was like 4 yo in this 1st May and didn’t have a clue abt his existence. it’s kinda weird yes but I really miss him and wish he was there in 11092011 when XJapan came to my country in São Paulo - Brazil. I attended the live, I went w my hide doll and just couldn’t stop hugging it and crying during the entire show. Although my heart was hella happy seeing and singing along my beloved XJAPAN right before my eyes, it was also sad and my heart hurts a lot bc he wasn’t there. I’m typing all this while crying it’s just so unfair and cruel, it smh so hard to accept even today. After dying, this gonna be my very first question to god: WHY and WHAT tf happened that day.
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Thank you for your comment.I understand your feelings😢😭