Hitori no Tame no Lullaby [2hour Extended] - Welcome To The NHK OST

[@RootafterAutumn]

I think I'm going to die a lonely death, I wish I wasn't the way I am.

[@smalltalkissocool9534]

Anything is possible my friend, you just got to keep moving

[@AKFGinstrumental]

take the pain life gives you and make somthing of it

[@EvilSapphireR]

I'm scared.

[@esteban7396]

Don't be @EvilSapphireR Find a way 🙂 Learn an instrument 😁

[@aangsama7198]

like yamazaki said, no dramatic death for us, keep on fighting my friend

[@justrandomperson9396]

During high school I was feeling a little lonely, but at least i had friends i could talk to during breaks. I remember during summer we just opened all windows in the class and just vibed in summer breeze.. sometimes even a teacher took us to a closest shop to buy icecream as a class...we were laughing and happy.. I would have never thought how lonely it is at CS university.. no breaks, just go from class to a class, every class there are different people and teachers. I am a big introvert and dont like new things(even people) but I feel its mutual... there is just a big silence. With this setting its hard to find someone to talk to .. Nobody talks to me and i dont talk to anybody. Everyone is learning/serious and since im local, I dont go to dorms and understand their insidejokes. Everyone wants to look dependable, smart and dont want any help- for that reason they are super unapprochable. Zero interaction except teachers and my family. Its been 2 years on UNI and I had only one GF at elementary school, one half baked relationship at highschool -(which ended fast after one outgoing so she wasnt even a gf but i still have feelings her till this day...) Now its nobody since we are all boys at school and I dont go out except school - because no one calls me out and i dont have anyone to call since all are studying abroad or in different cities. I feel so lost and lonely. I dont know how long i will hold out, but i hope after i will end my studies at bachelor and move to another country to pursue higher education, that I will find someone to talk to.. even in romantic way...i think im still waiting for a Misaki - waiting in this endless loop of loneliness. I hate growing up, i want to stay careless, i dont want to feel pressure to learn/work. Back in the highschool if there was anything I wasnt interested in learning, I just would go with the flow and in the end it worked out.... I thought now in college i will finally code and enjoy IT field.... no ... we are just learning more math, nothing practical...and if you cant keep up, get out. such a broken system .. I just want to vibe with my classmates like an old days. Even during covid we would watch some netflix on discord during classes and it was great, play cards Or during english lessons we would full stack on genshin, cs, valorant and if teacher called us out, we would respond with half-assed response. Those are the days i miss the most. Days when i wasnt lost, where I felt they are happy in my presence and I am happy in theirs..

[@Ken-yes]

Damn man I feel for you, as a senior in high school this has been a fear looming in my head. But some advice I say to myself is that life is never stagnant. Just because I've been lonely for years doesn't mean I'm doomed to be a lonely guy forever,. Insanity is trying the same thing over and over but expecting different results, when I feel like I'm caught in a loop I try and do different little things anything really to add something to my day. Even though we can never get the past back and the future is uncertain I think its in both of our self-interests to see what we can do in the present. Hope I wasn't too preachy it was just something I needed to let out of my head.

[@natckwan]

major L

[@user-kj4bp3tj8q]

I feel you on this.

[@reigun633]

I feel you brother, I can relate to almost every aspect of your suffering :c

[@thebatman3905]

I had a similar experience in high school. In high school I didn't have much friends, I was actually quite introverted as well and known as the quiet kid. I only had a few friends and my Little brother who I mostly talked too in high school . I was 15 years old in the year 2017. I would walk home everyday, go to the library sometimes after school to read manga or accompany my friend who was studying.It was during a time when I was just getting into anime and my friend showed me this masterpiece.and oh boy I cried so much to this anime because the characters were so relatable and I hoped I wouldn't become so lonely in the future. I would watch NHk everyday after school with my little brother then later we started watching more like Tokyo ghoul, cowboy bebop,soul eater, Clannad. Later on in my years, I got into a half baked relationship with a girl, took more classes like piano and photography because of my curiosity . From then on i started watching more anime and starting going to anime club with my friend. Those were the good old days. Then as I got older I got graduated high school and then everything changed. I lost contact with of all my friends from high school and they all forgotten me as well and went their own paths. Listening to this is so nostalgic and reminds me of my high school days. I hated high school because of the homeworks, waking up early , and off course having to be stuck in a classroom with a bunch of people like me if you had social anxiety but miss it because of those moments watching these animes. Now that I'm older I actually do feel like satou now. I feel lonely .

[@user-kp1kp9sm1g]

I guess this is all there is.

[@okaslexi]

This is real

[@zanehudson3680]

@@Mav822I understand what you say. I think the best way to be content is to not think too hard about life or take it too seriously. Fill my life with people and things to keep myself occupied

[@TheDoomer666]

​@@Mav822I think you stating your age ruins it for some of us who have lived way longer but couldn't yet manage to shape order into our life; thoughts of irreparable mistakes, missed opportunities, lost loved ones, unreachable dreams and hurt people come often to mind, in the big scheme of things you're still a kid, you can and will be fine

[@Mav822]

@@TheDoomer666 I’ve lost many people and I have experienced lots of things a kid like me shouldn’t have to. But you are right I still have my future ahead of me and I still haven’t even gotten my first job. But there was a point where I had lost all hope in life and had turned to drinking. Which is why I am able to understand people that don’t have a good mindset. I was just trying to help people have a different point of view. Though you are right, those were just some personal feelings of mine.

[@gosuhenke]

😢

[@chad4776]

this anime was perfect...

[@caslloverr]

Real I will rewatchw it on summer

[@ProjectVFlight117]

Same

[@Lurker27819]

Another day of boredom and loneliness

[@Lurker27819]

It’s over

[@Shinjii0]

another day to forget

[@TheDoomer666]

​@@Lurker27819you good, mate?

[@nothinggoodever]

misaki isnt coming

[@RoniloJrLawas]

That's the bittersweet message, satou helped himself in the end he is "misaki"

[@WitnessJurado-ld9fq]

@@RoniloJrLawas Yep, only when misaki leaved, he get out hikikomori life.

[@mikstury]

Dear diary, today I still want to die. When will it end?

[@shroomy666]

This is such great study music. I didn't have the motivation to finish my exam notes until I listened to about 10 minutes of this. I'm going to come back and edit my comment once I'm done with my notes :) Just for myself lol. EDIT: Finished 3 of the exams I studied for using this music. Love this so much, the song's practically imprinted in my brain at this point.

[@cynthiavom]

私が探していた動画です。 作ってくださってありがとうございます! Thanks😘

[@ohhnice1820]

I watched this anime around 2014, I was youngin back then hated the society, isolated myself, got into drugs (pills xanax), tried to kill myself, lost a lot friends and family members. I failed a lot private classes(medical fields) basically family problems and financially problems I was on verge of giving up.. then around 2019 i met this girl fell in love move out it with her, got clean no drugs, just going by the flow eventually we broke up around 2021 reason why is cuz were still young and got more things to do in life and I was more like a homebody and she's more like outgoing type so yeah we broke up , I felt more alive, maybe because of freedom and time for myself and realizing that I value my time more than anyone else.. started reading books, traveling alone thinking how precious to be alive and I'm just thankful for what I have and try to be content for what I have. Today I feel more melancholic than past few years I don't know how to express it but it feels like I'm trying so hard to be alive and be part of the SOCIETY .. I don't know where I belong, I'm scared all the time and I don't know why, anxiety is rising.. then again I'm taking pills again, smoking more weed everyday for my anxiety and stress. isolated myself lost my one and only friend last month. I am a loser and selfish guy, i admit i made bad decisions in life.... people come and go away... it is lonely and quiet but peaceful at the same time.. i think its fair trade for my opinion... I'm waiting for the right time to die maybe not.. we never know.. no matter how powerful you are or infinite money you have... we are all going to die..time is gold.

[@RoniloJrLawas]

Damn

[@RoniloJrLawas]

Just for a glimpse I hope for your hapiness

[@TheDreadedWhiteDevil]

みさきは来ない

[@Trinitas666]

私のみさきは来た。きっと一生の運をすべて使い果たした。友達は一人もいないけど。。。

[@frootloops02]

thank you :) I listened it all

[@Petrowskito]

Misakis don’t exist in the real life 😀

[@seproh0]

Sadly not

[@benzohhhhh]

Finished Hnk a day ago and reading punpun rn, and what do you know. The only girl I’ve ever loved who I met exactly like Pun and aiko texts me. At first I’m excited and then I realize I’m basically a Hikkimori and have nothing to show, give, talk about. Nothing. Damn I gotta do something

[@devilterror3733]

@@benzohhhhh I know that you can do it bro, goodluck!

[@AKFGinstrumental]

the world doesn't stop for a man who gives up just gotta keep going no matter what happens to feel the 10% that is happyiness and in that moment you feel happy doing simple things like looking at the blue sky and loving everyone around you despite they're problems and circumstances and realise we are all human at the end of the day and that nothing really matters in the end truly except the vague memories of happyiness that last for brief a moment in the present money or self validation can never give you that feeling

[@EvilSapphireR]

They do for some people I think. But holy shit does luck play a big role!

[@lucky.shonen]

눈물이 줄줄

[@cmboi486]

For a long time I feared I would end up like him, since I was lonely and a bit paranoid sometimes, but I think everything will be ok, I got a gf and a bff, I don’t feel euphoric but I don’t feel that bad, or at least not always, so yeah I feel as long as I keep being everything will be ok, Misaki isn’t coming, you have to be your own Misaki or at least search for her

[@PauloDEVWEB]

Obrigado por postar

[@kwangmin_kim]

제 인생 가장 힘든 시절을 함께해준 음악 감사합니다

[@AnprimGang]

I want you to know, that you are able to do absolutely fucking anything you put your mind to and take seriously. I dont mean that in some feel good bullshit way, but rather that you are able to do any conceivable task, even the grandest of grands, if you laser-focus on it. Thats all, have fun & good luck.

[@aliceglass1380]

고마워요 덕분에 잘수있겠어요

[@Frank-py5vt]

Lindo OST

[@user-vn1ck1zo9p]

Всегда соглашаюсь в большинстве с мировым топом по рейтингу. Согласен с мнениями в коммах о фрирен и фармацевте. Без шагэнсов уделали

[@charlylowiss7349]

Esta música es muy buena para leer.

[@aangsama7198]

just so good

[@caslloverr]

Damn it

[@TheJohnChairs]

Please do more!

[@AKFGinstrumental]

you gave up on making youtube videos that's unfortunate

[@TheJohnChairs]

@@AKFGinstrumental sad :(

[@AKFGinstrumental]

@@TheJohnChairs maybe give it a chance it might take you somewhere

[@KnoxUrahara]

Bom, já faz 7 anos q eu estou nessa depressao fodida... Quando eu assisti essa anime pela primeira vez em 2019, eu tinha apenas 16 anos e já me encontrava isolado no meu quarto sem amigos e ngm pra me tirar dessa maldita escuridão q me prende até hoje kajsjksa na época eu n entendia mt esse anime, pra mim era só um anime depressivo q eu acabei me apegando, mas olhando agora, vejo q esse anime é extremamente realista e fodido :v e meio q retrata boa parte da minha vida... Pra ser sincero, eu n sei se vou superar essa merda toda, afinal fui até diagnosticado com dois transtornos q acabam fazendo eu piorar no final das contas, kk. As vezes eu me pego pensando no quao merda e bela a vida é, ela te trás muitos momentos bons se vc saber viver, mas qnd ela te manda um momento ruim e q provavelmente vai ficar marcado na sua memória até seu último suspiro, vc se pega em um quarto sem saída :/ bom, pelo menos no meu caso, eu vivo de momentos ruins, kjaskjsa.... Eu não tenho ninguém, me sinto sozinho nessa merda, n importa oq eu faça, eu sempre quero morrer KKKKKKKKKKKKKKK eu me odeio pra caralho e a culpa é dessa merda de vida q me fez existir. Eu só quero sumir dessa merda de uma vez, isso é torturante, eu n aguento mais...

[@okaslexi]

Really bleak... I wish things could be like nhk

[@Lurker27819]

That would be nice.

[@kanika_d]

Si mañana vuelvo a amanecer con vida voy a llorar como una put4

[@TheDoomer666]

qué tal estuvo esa lloradera, bbe?

[@kanika_d]

​@@TheDoomer666 Pues aqui valiendo madres aun, un saludo a mi compa el Poncho que mañana lo sacan del bote

[@ozzyosbourne2911]

Eu sempre venho aq, hehe. Eu odeio minha vida de merda com todas as forças, odeio tanto q faria de tudo pra morrer...

[@abyrvalg_]

Is there any anime of that caliber?

[@henriquebucinskascarnaz1179]

I doubt it

[@Tikky503]

mushishi

[@sandertw2052]

Sonny boy, Flcl, agent paranoia, abenobashi..etc

[@Snugzzzz]

neon genesis evangelion

[@literallythelamest2177]

aaa