HKFiftyOne - you completely destroy me

this is something very different, more of a poem. I hope u like it as much as I did.
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You completely destroy me
You destroyed me like you never knew you could
I'm not over you and I never will be
The thing about love is that simple things like her lips and her eyes break my heart
They're not mine and I don't know who's they'll be
Her hair is therapy to my cold and brittle heart
I used to find safety in her smile
I used to feel warmth in the look on her face
I've been left an empty shell to whither and fade away
I used to think of all the things that we'd be
Now I only think of all the things that we never really were
I used to call you mine but now you just don't know
What am I left to do but stand here in the cold
All I've got left are some photos of you and your voice stuck in my head
Saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end
You were everything to me, and you always will be
Deep in my heart that aches for the sound of your voice
But no longer will I have the choice
I'm sorry for anything that I've done
For the person I've become that you learned to love but then turned your back like a setting sun
If I hurt you I pray that you forgive me
I mean all the words that I say please believe me
And see me as the person you always knew I was
I've never been perfect not in a single way
And that day that you saved me is when I fell from grace
I only needed you and I pushed everyone else away
So now I'm left alone
To live this life all on my own
And I hate the fact that someone else is holding you close
And how you broke my heart when I needed you the most
I've always been too scared to be properly diagnosed
Because you were my pill but now you're nothing but a ghost
And I still have your pictures and that letter you wrote
Where you said that you loved me and you'd never let me go
And you saved me from myself and that's something I hope you know
But you cut me down so quick and I've never been so low
And my stomach aches with every breath of air I breathe
Because you were the one that gave me everything I need
But now this pain won't subside I just can't believe you chose to leave
You were my reason for living how could you do such a heinous thing
I was like a boat that got carried out to sea
And I trusted in your waves, that you wouldn't harm me
You protected me from the storm and gave me a chance at life
And I love the way you cared and asked if I was alright
But something died, something changed and I sunk to the ocean floor
You no longer wanted to hold me up and I drowned from within my core
And every essence of my being is still just too afraid to fight
Because I'm terrified to keep on living without you by my side
And all the things that people said I guess this whole time they were right
Love can never last this way when the flame burns too bright
But I hope you're happy
I hope you're doing fine
I love you still today
Just like you were still mine
I still love the way you laughed
And the things you said to me
You'll never leave my heart
Nor my memory
I just wish I could understand
Why you had to leave
I can't do this on my own
I need you here with me
But you've turned into a ghost
And you're nowhere to be seen
And I can't hear your voice
I won't see your message on the screen
We won't have a family
We won't have a house
We won't raise our kids
You won't be my spouse
We won't grow old together
Like we always planned
You disappeared forever
And alone here shall I stand

[@Kyotospeak]

Thanks so much for uploading this

[@deannaonline8899]

Good luck. We love it! Keep doing more! 💕💕

Good luck buddy! i loved how u expressed your feelings. I wish i could be able to do the same

[@Damon3825]

HKFiftyOne She's probably watchin no doubt, I'd send it to her straight forward but idk who it is. This is deep af. There's soooooo many people that can relate to this.

[@DailyScratcher]

HKFiftyOne I lived with my ex for close to 5 years. Dated her since her son was under 2 years until he was almost 7. One day at work (youth sports) I severely broke my ankle and would need surgery (almost immediately) like 5 days later. We had just rented our new place, which was a single house (small) but with a garage and a yard for the dog and her kid. I now couldn't help the move because of my leg so she got her dad and step mom and brother and someone else to help the move. We weren't in this place less than a week did she leave on Friday (2 or 3 days after my surgery) and never came back. (Went to beach with ex boyfriend and moved in with him) in a blink of an eye. All while I couldn't walk or drive. Never thought I could feel so low. There's way more to story but fuck all that. Thanks for this

[@DailyScratcher]

At least I still have mentioned dog right next to me

[@nit1723]

"We won't grow old together, like we always planned, you disappeared forever, and alone here shall i stand."👏🏻👏🏻💔

[@johnnyjost27]

and alone here shall I stand* Still a good quote.

[@nitizemrajem]

💔deep

[@vibe8743]

"All I've got left are some photos of you and your voice stuck in my head Saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end"... that hit me the most.

[@LeftxBehindx]

Welp.. I'll be drinking to this.

[@xmissrage3402]

Cheers buddy

[@Demons972]

Cheers mate.

[@Nam3lessd]

Fucking cheers brother❤

[@tomyrf]

Cheers, and to better days.

[@vanngoghh8505]

Glad I'm already drinking. Just listening for a friend though. I wish I could help every one of you through your pain. Don't forget that the most unexpected people can be there for you too. You just need to show the slightest bit and you'll be heard.

[@ijustexisthonestlylol3629]

its actually how I'm feeling right now... it hurts a lot...

[@alex_the_lich_king1613]

same

[@NicoleMae]

to : the person who falls in love so quickly with everyone, but me

[@GODLIK3]

man you got me fucked up

[@Immolator772]

love? More like lust.

[@yaoi_girl101boyxboy9]

AlphaLeader772 omg right

[@clips5628]

Star Dust fuck

[@honestwhisper2710]

that got me rly deep in my heart .. like if he was talking about my story ..

[@honestwhisper2710]

And now after 6 years of break up im still here remebring him with all the love in my heart ... and he just got married 💔 He completely shaterd me💔💔

[@Neilasa]

wow.

[@crylesschill]

@@honestwhisper2710 i'm so sorry do you need someone to talk to? i'll be glad to help ya recover in anyway i can ):

[@SMILE-gp6ro]

He uploaded this because the people on this channel connect with it and it does not matter if its music or poetry.. sad chill thank you for sharing this

[@majojamar127]

Wow...I'm...this is so emotional, it really is❤

[@rawrxd7870]

makes me think of my current relationship. im scared of returning to this video in a couple of months, able to relate to every single syllable of each word. this has me in tears. beautiful.

[@DailyScratcher]

rawr xD oh but you will. Hate to say it. Nothing ever lasts. Especially if it's how you so briefly described. My ex of over 5 years left almost 3 years ago and she's still in my head everyday

[@rawrxd7870]

@@michaelmillington9444 nah, He was right. It all came crashing down

[@DailyScratcher]

rawr xD hope it all worked out

[@222vessel]

fucking same :(

[@rawrxd7870]

@@222vessel how u doing now bud

[@suwafannow6036]

Was listening to this yesterday out of the beauty of the song. My gf of 3 years just broke up with me and now I'm listening to this song since I can relate and cry to it. It's funny how life works. One moment you think that your life is getting better but then the euphoria is taken away. I'm beginning to think I'm not meant to be happy.

[@kaladin7487]

SuwaFan Now Mine of a year broke up with me about a month ago. She was the one, I was gonna marry her. No one I have ever met in life made me feel the way she did. But now, I'm left here with the things she's given me and myself.

[@bradleyhowe2385]

@@kaladin7487 same here bro my ex did the same thing to me

[@kaladin7487]

@@bradleyhowe2385 Damn it's been 2 years since my comment already? Either way, I'm doing much better these days. And I'm certain that you will be too, it just takes time. Keep your head up dude, there are good things ahead

[@R3gu1arcar69]

@@kaladin7487 it's now been 4 years

[@kaladin7487]

@@R3gu1arcar69 Those 4 years have flown by so quickly. Looking back I don't regret for a second having known and loved her, but at the same time I understand that it wasn't meant to be. That relationship taught me many things and helped guide me to where I am today and I will always be grateful for that

[@michaelstaples1743]

This part hit me hard 😟 We wont have a family We wont have a house We wont raise our kids You wont be my spouse We wont go all together Like we always planned You disappeared forever And right here shall i stand

[@MeiunEnishi]

This made me sob so much.. it brought out all of the hurt I feel right now. Everything I'm going through right now.. I love him still today, just like he was still mine. Thank you for posting this.

[@deannaonline8899]

It feels like I'm hearing pain, but from words. Like someone is talking to me, but..with looks. without words, but..sounds. I honestly love this. I relate to these words so much. Thank you! MORE!

[@amy-tb6fr]

i get sad where all i want to do is die, but this kinda sad? ive never experienced it before.. im crying but i dont want to die, its just like ive agreed with myself after all these years what my life really is instead of what i thought it was. this actually made me move on..

[@CryingXCX]

[@noellthomas381]

Flatsound is another artist who does similar things to this.. :)

[@amy-tb6fr]

i'll check em out then!

[@putrid_tv]

+amy I want you profile picture 😓

[@heather4757]

im saving your comment into a google doc, nice inspiration (:

[@bliblablo0]

This poem broke my heart. Lovely

[@mariabitsch1005]

Its beautiful! The voice give me chills. ❤💕

[@_whitewizard]

q_q

[@indictmntt]

Making me miss people I never even met...

[@Hyp3rSound]

Poem lyrics: you completely destroy me, you destroy me like i never knew you could im not over you and i will never be the thing about love is that simple things like her lips and her eyes break my heart that they'r not mine and i dont know who's they'll be her hair is therapy to my cold and brutal hearth i used to find safety in her smile i used to feel wormth in the look on her face ive been left an empy sheel to whether it fade away i used to think about the things that we would be now i only think about the things that we really never were i used to call you mine but now you just dont know what i am left to do but just stand here in the cold all i got left are some fotos of you and your voice stuck in my head saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end your everything to me, and you always will be deep in my hearth that aches for the sound of your voice, but no longer will i have that choice im sorry for everything that i've done but the person that become that u learn to love and then u turn your back like a setting sun if i hurt you i pray that you forgive me i mean all the words that i say please belive me and see me as the person u always knew i was ive never been perfect, not in a single way and that day u saved me is when i fell from grace... i only needed you and i pushed everyone else away so now im left alone to live with life all on my own and i hate the fact that someone else is holding you close and how you broke my heart when i needed you the most ive always been too scared to be proprely diagnosed because you were my pill but now your nothing but a ghost and i still have your pictures and that letter that you wrote where you said to me that you loved me and u would never let me go and you saved me from myself and that something i hope you know but you cut me down so quick and ive never been so low and my stomach aches with every breath of air i breath because you were the one that gave me everything i need but now the pain will subside, i just cant belive you chose to leave you were the reason for living, how could you so such a heinous thing i was like a boat that got carried out to sea and i trusted in your waves, that you wouldn't hurt me you protecting me from the storm, and gave me a chance of life and i loved the way of cared, and asked if i was alright but something died, something changed and i sumpted in the ocean floor you dont know how to hold me up in that drop from within my core and every essence of my being is just too scared to fight because im terrified to keep on living without you by my side and all the things that people said i guess this whole time they're right that love can never last as long the flame doesnt burn too bright ... but i hope your happy i hope your doing fine i love you still today just like your still mine i still love the way you laughed and the things you said to me will never leave my heart nor my memory i just wish i could understand why u chose to leave i cant do this on my own i need you here with me but you've turned into a ghost and nowere to be seen and i cant hear your voice or your message on the screen... we wont have a family we wont have a house we wont raise our kids you wont be my spouse we wont go all together like we always planned you disappeared forever and right here shall i stand

[@xpolarnyy]

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[@johannajanko9593]

OG. Nixz you're cute lol

[@jazmyneknapp4777]

OG. Nixz 😭

[@woozworldvideoreviewwithju9939]

You messed up in certain parts

[@Hyp3rSound]

@@woozworldvideoreviewwithju9939 because i was writing while listening...

[@JoyBoyTM]

Did my heart just spoke ? Man, this girl...

[@hatefulbeats]

this is a fucking masterpiece

[@lavh4406]

Never did I found a song 100% relatable to what I feel for already a year...

[@CripplyDepresion]

wow.. this took the words right out of my chest with what I'm going through right now.

[@zorraks8984]

Took me 3 hours to find this again...worth it

[@222vessel]

This couldn't be explained better in my long distance relationship:(

[@222vessel]

once again, here i am

[@justinmoorhead2930]

Literally same here...

[@pocketsizedanna]

@@222vessel hi, how are you now?

[@222vessel]

@@pocketsizedanna gradually getting better, there will always be the absence i can feel but it's not as bad as how it was

[@222vessel]

feeling relatively better i suppose.. iv'e learnt to let go, to ccept and to know nothing is ever truly permanent

[@preeminent4171]

so powerful hk, I love you bro i hope you get the one you deserve someday

[@user-wd5iq1fb2y]

Songs are meanings and feelings. And this song makes alotta sense.

[@LilAirbender]

This is beautiful

[@spartans545]

Well, this song just destroy me, but the thing is...ah yes, i hope your happy now...and hopely i see u again, for one last time...huh

[@catspiracytheorist2138]

A song that gives chills

[@grungesammianne4352]

this made me cry

[@user-hu2hc9qu8z]

too

[@FknDopey]

Crazy how i related to this so much felt the pain and it brought back memories of my situation Nd struggles with someone i truly loved and cared for

[@swoonraps]

very very deep

[@rutakr.753]

Wtf im crying

[@TheMusicjunky25]

I can relate to this so hard, this gave me tears, its been over 1 an half years since I lost the love of my life, the one I thought I would call my wife. but here I am, still single and unable to feel as tho I can love again, every word he said is how i feel & think day in an out. God this feeling of loss, time can only numb the pain, but will never truly get rid of the memories of you. the light to my world. a Beautiful angle stuck in my heart till the day I depart this earth.

[@vampiricdomain4385]

The way this made me feel deep inside though. I didn't deserve to feel that way. I never deserved to be treated that way. It sucks because my heart is cold. I used to be so happy now I snap everytime I feel something because I don't want to feel because I don't want to cry Infront of others. I'm terrified to feel because I'm scared to trust anyone now because someones words and someone's hand wasn't so kind. My fucking soul just broke again.

[@daylenescriver9922]

i remember me and my ex were laying together for the last time, he was toxic and he knew. He wasn't the type to cry to anyone.. he was always pushing people away except me... but he knew he was hurting me emotionally, the day I cut him down was the day he knew he wasn't right. he told me i was an angel, then i showed him this song as a reminder of me. he cried his heart out to me saying sorry but i was the one who was sorry, for letting him knew me. to this day i don't know where he is, but i'm sorry.

[@nvteradplume7284]

Getting a hotel books vibe from this, love it.

[@clowee6406]

I listen to this when I think about him...

I love everything you post man. Your music taste is amazing glad i found ur channel

[@lunchboxa]

If she knew how this pain has changed me she would be proud .

[@tomyrf]

Jesus fucking christ. This song hits home way too hard. My life hasn't been the same without her. I wish I could go back and do everything different. But I hope she is happy.

[@midnightdays850]

I think I'll miss him forever. Even after everything. I don't want this to be the end.

[@nadrenders4149]

THIS IS SO PERFECT

[@Creative_Flame9170]

This made me cry the first time I heard this, while not every single thing in this is relatable there is enough. There is meaning and emotion in this. I came back to this today because I needed something to just connect too. While I haven’t really been in and very very serious relationship this still speaks to me, too many people out there I care way to much about, and I wonder, I truely wonder, if they feel the same. I’ve given so much to people, so fucking much. I wonder if things, if they went farther, could’ve been different. But people change and so do times, and you can’t control it. Eventually I will embrace this fully and move on with it, but for now it’s just me and my emotions

[@y0kai_slim3]

How could i enjoy this while i'm this feeling down!!!!!.... i now have a new fav poem or somg or whatever!!!!

[@vampfo]

this is literally the best thing ive ever listened to. thank you

[@GangstaPenguin91]

No matter how old this gets. I’ll always come back. The poetry in this song is powerful. I hate how relatable this is...

[@kurosakidaisy518]

The lyrics and the music are as good as it gets.. I don't usually like poems but there is no words that describe how much I like this one.. this is maybe the first poem I listen to until the end.

[@sora2249]

Thank you for this,it's beautiful.Keep up the good work

[@averyschamber4962]

This video is such a blessing❤ Thank you so so much.

[@lalathesaddoll]

I so understand and feel the same way. Really amazing and your voice you can feel all the emotions

[@jonathanharrison8469]

“...but I hope you’re okay” Damn. Just, damn

[@sitix9309]

I have a playlist on and as soon as this started I knew exactly what it was. Bad memories.

[@flxza5217]

Im feel in it, close your eyes and reflex🚀💕

[@DailyScratcher]

Flxza reflect you mean bud

[@flxza5217]

Daily Scratcher yeah sorry lol

[@harleyzanon6655]

I honestly love this so much. Like, it’s not technically a song but the way the words are said just really gets to me emotionally. I really connect with it in a way. This is truly beautiful. Amazing. ❤️❤️❤️

[@remi7092]

Feeling alone is the worst feeling ever..

[@MariaGomez-ux8ko]

My heart literally aches, this is so beautifully written. Nothing had ever made me feel the way this does

[@FlaimYCSGOMore]

This is so beautiful, made me cry ;'(

[@kittycatisthat728]

This song is incredible, like, the poem speaks to me on a personal level omg. Its literally me and my boyfriend.

[@Xoid97]

god DAMN that hit hard!

[@ethan7600]

This really hit me hard 💔

[@therealbutta5955]

i support this guy no matter what keep doingg you brother 👌

[@Exx777]

How can you express your feelings in such a perfect way? I'm just impressed you are an amazing person

[@Demons972]

Amazing how a broken heart can define and shape our personality, emotions, goals and view of the world in general.

[@kingjoss.2238]

I felt the pain I felt you throughout this whole video I swear I did this is 100% everything I could never put into words

[@bbeara_]

hits the feels so heavy..

[@Andres13456]

This is sad but I love it bro I feel like this sometimes

[@matildatwd3755]

This explains every feeling I couldn't

[@shaggy1566]

This is EXACTLY how I feel! Thanks for posting this, I thought my break up was my fault but now I see she ran off with my one and only best friend and left me like this.. I feel this word for word..

[@nylo3537]

Holy shit dude... These are some strong words, I'm so sorry... Hope she heard this

[@oliviamai6392]

i just waste my days clinging to hope that he will come back to me.

[@1v1z]

This hurts when you’re heart broken.

[@mentalhurricane4203]

It's so fucking hard to miss someone you can't have this poem is hard to listen to but in the end its helped in more ways than none

[@CarlosGuerrero-pg8kc]

I love this so much.

[@LeoCalderoC]

Reall.. really great work ❤💙

[@JawShawty]

hk51 bringin that hotel books 2013-14 vibe,i love this dude,stay safe and strong everyone❤

[@JeRrYxVaNcE]

Staring into the night sky as snow falls down...... this song is perfect vibe to this experience

[@yolobathsalts]

I'm not crying. There's just an extremely localized rainstorm on my face.

[@c9viperz860]

It's actually scary that I relate to nearly everything this man said

[@Voulvre]

When you know you've moved on is when you cannot react sadness or shed empathy to this poem. It's something mystical.

[@shira3684]

This is amazing. now I just want to cry...

[@PandoXPvP]

wow just wow amazing 😭

[@minatolaingek_9012]

Beautiful 😔

[@Hory126]

This is si beautiful This is like my crying soul ...i hate my feels

[@l.-..l.l.--l.l]

this is ironically almost exactly like my life. The moment I read the lyrics, my body shivered and I started crying...I'm not a crying person

[@UniversalChill]

+Last Raven im glad you could relate

[@berrycrepes]

Every word resonated with me...

[@tristonyork2363]

Beautiful

[@parker24brue]

Oh my god, this was just beautiful gosh don't really know what to say other then wow

[@carltontheweenie5000]

Yo this is powerful.

[@justjon8254]

This song makes me hate myself but it doesn't make me mad at the person that left me it just makes me want someone to hold even more.

[@midnightdays850]

I've always been to scared to be properly diagnosed, cause you were my pill but now you're nothing but a ghost 💔

[@shaedelea]

love your channel

[@toxictotodile]

This reminds me of hotel books so much and I love it

[@lil_villen1394]

Hits hard..

[@zzirFeaRzz]

I really love this ❤

[@hexedhero6159]

I’m in tears....

[@lo-fiislove]

The poem started off, i started thinking of her, i get the feeling that i know i'm going to cry, i'm drinking some coke and as soon as i hear "And I still have your pictures and that letter you wrote'' I almost spit my coke out, that made me bust out in tears, so sad to think that the people you love the most is the one who hurt you the most, i wonder if she even thinks of me? We were together for 5 years, she broke up with me 8 months ago, still can't believe it, in the meantime she has had 2 boyfriends and i can't believe it, it just feels like she didn't love me, i just can't believe that the girl i did everything for just did me like that, i was the only person that showed her love, we have done so much together.. everyday is a struggle, depression is no joke man, respect to everyone else out there struggling.. i can't sit here and say it's gonna be better, but i started training martial arts and it has helped me for sure, without that i don't know where i would be today.. i understand that training isn't for everyone, but do something you enjoy, it might be just going out for a walk everyday, thinking about everything, just remember, that person doesn't deserve you, you deserve SO much better, that person might regret everything someday, but then it will be to late, because you have already found yourself a beautiful girl/guy. Much love everyone from a 18 year old boy from Sweden.. 🖤

[@aia1190]

This breaks my heart every time I hear it, and I always think of one person, one face, one voice. -M.B

[@AtoriKushina]

This was ahead of its time.