HONESTAV - I’d rather overdose (Lyrics) feat. Z

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Күн бұрын

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@John-wg7pq
@John-wg7pq 4 ай бұрын
First heard this song in active addiction and would cry when this played... now I'm 45 days sober and can't believe how beautiful life has been lately. We do recover
@juliehernandez886
@juliehernandez886 4 ай бұрын
congratulations 🎉just keep swimming!!
@Chawnvasquez
@Chawnvasquez 4 ай бұрын
Stay strong. 20 days today myself.
@titaforever891
@titaforever891 4 ай бұрын
Congrats I OD a week ago I'm clean now, we got this. This song made me cry
@Avtrprty
@Avtrprty 4 ай бұрын
I just want share this for anyone who reads, but I was really struggling with nasty things for a while and Jesus set me free and gave my life purpose and if he did it for me he can do it for you, God bless stay sober
@killiancarolan4781
@killiancarolan4781 4 ай бұрын
​@@titaforever891I od ,5 years ago, stay here. We love you
@marsha4253
@marsha4253 2 ай бұрын
Song hits different when you relate to both perspectives
@emilyglasgow5982
@emilyglasgow5982 Ай бұрын
God it so fucking does.
@xwolf.mother420x
@xwolf.mother420x Ай бұрын
FOR REAL
@jasongroves7379
@jasongroves7379 Ай бұрын
Facts.😢
@emmagifford5844
@emmagifford5844 Ай бұрын
It sucks man
@jessbryan1361
@jessbryan1361 13 сағат бұрын
So true. This song makes me cry my soul out from the things I wish I never did and all the ones I loved that are gone forever now💔
@katnikole5466
@katnikole5466 3 ай бұрын
7 years clean off meth, a couple weeks sober off alcohol. Now coaching my mom towards sobriety from meth. She’s made it a week so far ❤
@jessicahalcumb891
@jessicahalcumb891 3 ай бұрын
My mom is also taking the sober journey.. i pray for them alllll every single step
@katnikole5466
@katnikole5466 3 ай бұрын
@@jessicahalcumb891 I pray they keep on pushing through with everything they got and we get to finally meet our parents sober
@Roger-ui2el
@Roger-ui2el 3 ай бұрын
Keep fighting the good fight
@noooologic
@noooologic 3 ай бұрын
I pray 🙏 for everyone. I struggled with addiction for over 35yrs. I've been sober 8yrs now. I live with the destruction it caused to my family. Stay strong. There good days ahead, followed by weeks, then years. The sober life is out there. Get back to living. ❤I love you all.
@slumerican3894
@slumerican3894 3 ай бұрын
Praying for all those who are suffering and everybody that gets caught in the cross hair (WE DO RECOVER!!!!)🥹
@tiffanicsak4687
@tiffanicsak4687 6 ай бұрын
Almost 8 years sober off drugs and I’m struggling so bad the last few months to stay sober. I keep reminding myself survivors guilt is so very real… why didn’t they all live… why did I live? My kids are one of the only things that keep me sober
@thisfamilydoeseverything
@thisfamilydoeseverything 5 ай бұрын
@aaronwray
@aaronwray 5 ай бұрын
Why did I live? Questions I ask myself every day
@BAHAHAHA-c9h
@BAHAHAHA-c9h 5 ай бұрын
Stay sober. I know it's obvious but my mom has stayed sober for 6 years. She is my hero. When and ot if they already are they come of age. They will understand all the sacrifices you made for them. Even though I'm 13 thus song touches my heart, as well as many others. Stay clean, don't just do it for your jids do it for your self to. You were meant to live. You have your whole life ahead of you, live it ❤😊
@aaronwray
@aaronwray 5 ай бұрын
@@BAHAHAHA-c9h thank you. I needed this today. You are a beautiful soul.
@kerriminer1754
@kerriminer1754 5 ай бұрын
Keep it up man your kids will see how brave you are... You lived because someone still needs you!!
@WilliamRathwell
@WilliamRathwell 5 ай бұрын
I battled addiction for years progressively getting worse until my wife got involved in the drugs I was doing. She overdosed and past away and now I'm just about 7 months clean fighting for our little girls. Every day I fight the feeling of it being my fault. I felt every word of this song whole heartedly.
@titaforever891
@titaforever891 4 ай бұрын
You got this william addiction life is ugly I'm fighting right there with ya we got this
@MichaelCozad-w9c
@MichaelCozad-w9c 2 ай бұрын
I never did pills or drank beer but I smoke dabs / weedlost my mom at 14 ,lost brother at 19 , lost my aunt at 17 , lost my grandma at 23 never had a dad created a family at 18 never stopped smoking weed but this life is to expensive ima quite after Sunday cold turkey we got this h And hope yall are living your best lifes
@mementomori9296
@mementomori9296 2 ай бұрын
Don't stumble my friend. Do her proud and do everything right by those girls. She's still with you. Don't let her down, you've got this
@iamAurel1us
@iamAurel1us Ай бұрын
I'm sobbing man. The songs playing in the background. You love your life for your daughter's. God bless you. You did what you could with what you had. You will be forgiven. God is loving. Become the messenger of good. God bless you and your family
@Millaan84
@Millaan84 11 күн бұрын
I wish you all strength 🙏🙏
@user-ld4qy3ih3s
@user-ld4qy3ih3s 8 ай бұрын
My husband struggles with addiction and I felt every word of this song. 2 ODs later, 6-7 relapses in the last couple years and he’s finally recovering. Don’t give up hope 💔
@eapinkerton17
@eapinkerton17 8 ай бұрын
Same but mines doing life Never recovered
@eapinkerton17
@eapinkerton17 8 ай бұрын
It still hurts so bad when the kids ask where he is
@crystalrael8517
@crystalrael8517 7 ай бұрын
Mines is a PTSD depressant ,and he loses his mind when he doesn't take his meds . It's so heartbreaking 😭💔I don't wanna give up but man I don't wanna live this way forever...
@crystalrael8517
@crystalrael8517 7 ай бұрын
So in the end I'm the one who can't stop drinking because it's just to much to cope with....
@chelseawhalen6381
@chelseawhalen6381 6 ай бұрын
My ex fiance just passed away 2 days ago from an overdose , we split because of the drugs
@0n3_Ch1ll_P1ll
@0n3_Ch1ll_P1ll 8 ай бұрын
I hope this song blows up. It deserves to.
@dezcarter3948
@dezcarter3948 6 ай бұрын
It’s been blown up for sure
@hotlemonfrog
@hotlemonfrog 5 ай бұрын
it has
@AlbertoMedina-f9l
@AlbertoMedina-f9l 4 ай бұрын
They played it on kroq here in LA it blew up
@candicejas
@candicejas 4 ай бұрын
It’s so relatable
@marleysgrandmacp
@marleysgrandmacp 9 күн бұрын
It definitely has ☮️☮️☮️💟💟💟
@ashleygallegos266
@ashleygallegos266 6 ай бұрын
Losing my husband to addiction. Praying he overcomes it for his family. This song hits for me .. emotions on overload
@kikiwilson9871
@kikiwilson9871 6 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry to everyone who lost someone to this ugly battle. To those still alive and fighting, it'll be the hardest thing you ever do, but keep living. Keep fighting to get clean. Every day you go without using is a massive win. Reach out. Seek help. Call a friend. Anything to keep going. I'm proud of you. You are wanted and so loved. I watched my sister overcome her heroin addiction. She was using up to 6 grams a day. She is almost 8 years sober now and living a beautiful life.
@kristinterry2950
@kristinterry2950 5 ай бұрын
i love this.. yes yes yes !! there is always hope and you deserve to feel okay again
@angelgomez8523
@angelgomez8523 2 ай бұрын
I was doing 30 percs a day🤦🏽‍♂️for 3 years im 40days sober and being sick for 2 weeks was worth it i finally feel free🙏🏽
@Millaan84
@Millaan84 10 күн бұрын
🙏🙏❤️❤️
@mrandmrsturnergaming
@mrandmrsturnergaming 6 ай бұрын
The relapse is real. It takes an addict to know the feeling. The comfort, and warm embrace when everyone has turned their back on you. This song hits hard with me.
@candicejas
@candicejas 4 ай бұрын
Same.
@ValbbyRod
@ValbbyRod 4 ай бұрын
Almost 4 years sober from alcohol and it almost took everything from me. Including my son . Glad God was able to turn it around. Thank you Jesus.
@AvitalR88
@AvitalR88 3 ай бұрын
🙏🙏
@Solerebelterpz
@Solerebelterpz 8 ай бұрын
Tired of narcaning friends bargaining with God - making deals with fate. Lying to myself and others- mourning the loss of my brothers -
@atomic7520
@atomic7520 Ай бұрын
I'm that friend and im so thankful for you . I love you.
@ninumatshamuntu8359
@ninumatshamuntu8359 4 күн бұрын
Feel well brotha.
@lemlomm
@lemlomm 5 ай бұрын
going rehab on monday 🤞i need to wake up and stop this deadly cycle
@The_only_fem_remy
@The_only_fem_remy 5 ай бұрын
PROUD OF YOU!!!!
@GhostyB420
@GhostyB420 4 ай бұрын
Hope your doing alright!!
@giaczochara4347
@giaczochara4347 4 ай бұрын
Good luck 🍀
@BlurryZurry
@BlurryZurry 4 ай бұрын
Proud of you
@Dawns_Creative_Carousel
@Dawns_Creative_Carousel 4 ай бұрын
I pray you went babe! I NEED TO but I don’t want to! My wife died and I’m not ready to let her go! I can’t it hurts too much
@Notgay862
@Notgay862 5 ай бұрын
My inner child felt this whole song.
@juliehernandez886
@juliehernandez886 4 ай бұрын
@S-H_A-N_N-O_N
@S-H_A-N_N-O_N 2 ай бұрын
Same 😢
@seanfitzgerald3438
@seanfitzgerald3438 8 ай бұрын
The hardest part of loosing your parents early is as you grow as an adult and start doing good, nothing feels like making your parents proud and sometimes you just don't get the chance
@stayedsaucer168
@stayedsaucer168 7 ай бұрын
I lost my dad to an overdose when I was 14... I'm 20 now and I dont think I'll ever feel like I made it
@vivianailic-flores8942
@vivianailic-flores8942 6 ай бұрын
:(
@candicejas
@candicejas 4 ай бұрын
Your right. I lost both of my parents when I was 10. Growing up was such a struggle. I used for years to numb everything. This song is so relatable.
@katiedixon265
@katiedixon265 8 ай бұрын
7yrs clean 🙌
@devianajaramillo163
@devianajaramillo163 7 ай бұрын
Proud of you
@ITLBGaming
@ITLBGaming 6 ай бұрын
Almost 6 years for me ✊️
@maryssavega8394
@maryssavega8394 5 ай бұрын
Congrats
@sweetness67962
@sweetness67962 8 ай бұрын
This song reminds me why I need to keep working on being sober it’s been a struggle I’m one day clean and it only seems to last 2 or 3 days but lord knows I’m trying ✨
@antoinettequintana1383
@antoinettequintana1383 8 ай бұрын
You got this. One step at a time. I’m rooting for you. 🎉
@CheyenneSadevanDaal-zk1nt
@CheyenneSadevanDaal-zk1nt 7 ай бұрын
WE got this ❤
@vanmanuel1867
@vanmanuel1867 7 ай бұрын
Keep pushing
@Funnyvideos4u2025
@Funnyvideos4u2025 6 ай бұрын
I'm right there with you!
@tonimckenzie103
@tonimckenzie103 6 ай бұрын
100% I’m 113 days clean today .. I love this song .. reminds me why I need to stay clean ❤
@marcosalvarez297
@marcosalvarez297 6 ай бұрын
Wow 😢 im been playing this on repeat since ive hard the song i can so relate to this song i was a addict on so many things and i lost my wife and kids but ive been sober for the last 10 months so im proud of the progress i made
@juliehernandez886
@juliehernandez886 4 ай бұрын
happy for you! keep going
@aimeewheeler6289
@aimeewheeler6289 2 ай бұрын
It’s me and my brothers birthday today. He passed in Feb of 2019 due to a heart attack from drvgs.. tomorrow is my other brother’s birthday… he passed from f3nt last March… I’m almost 4 years sober.. it’s all for them.
@KentSchroeder-y5l
@KentSchroeder-y5l 8 ай бұрын
This is how my life has looked like in over 37 years i have had an addiction but i am clean now and i had been that for over a year now so i shoosed life and not death ❤️❤️🙏🙏
@MobileSudz.Lawncare
@MobileSudz.Lawncare 6 ай бұрын
Congratulations🤙🏽 keep going strong, don’t give in to temptation. Temporary satisfaction is exactly like it says, temporary
@amandabailey5846
@amandabailey5846 6 ай бұрын
Proud of you! We do RECOVER!! I now have 10 years free from the shackles of addiction 🫶
@tylerh866
@tylerh866 Ай бұрын
Been off fet for months now still can't believe how much my life has gotten better. Youre the strongest being in the known universe you can beat any addiction
@motivatedbytheluvinspiredbyh8
@motivatedbytheluvinspiredbyh8 8 ай бұрын
If only you loved me like you love getting high, damn those lyrica really spoke to me. I was on heroin and meth for 12 years and I'm sure this is how I made my family and loved ones feel. Luckily I am now clean and have been for 6 years and have made amends and healed relationships with my loved ones. Very grateful to be in a way better spot than I was 6 years ago.
@melissastandingbear
@melissastandingbear 8 ай бұрын
I'm proud of you. How'd you do it, cuz I'm stuck.
@motivatedbytheluvinspiredbyh8
@motivatedbytheluvinspiredbyh8 8 ай бұрын
@melissastandingbear I started going to a methadone clinic and got a psychiatrist who put me on the right meds for my mental health conditions. I talk to a counselor once a month and I have a lot of support from my family. It took me a while to gain their trust again and get some of them back in my life but I was able to the longer I stayed clean. Don't give up, keep trying, and if heroin or pills is your problem then methadone or suboxone really does help for the initial withdrawal and for the cravings that come after. Hope this helps!
@peetersrory1873
@peetersrory1873 8 ай бұрын
My mom overdosed yesterday.. I distanced myself for this exact reason scared to lose her.. I can’t believe it
@WFPbbk
@WFPbbk 8 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry honey 😢
@peetersrory1873
@peetersrory1873 8 ай бұрын
@@WFPbbk thankyou🩷
@frankgillon8703
@frankgillon8703 7 ай бұрын
I'm truly sorry 😢 my mother is also an addict and always has been. Same reason I stay away from her. I don't want to be close to someone that will only break my heart.
@DukeJewel-mj1cv
@DukeJewel-mj1cv 7 ай бұрын
Let me tell to something I pushed my mom away the last 6 months because I was scared to find her dead and she died on the way to rehab Idk you but I love you stay strong bud
@peetersrory1873
@peetersrory1873 7 ай бұрын
@@DukeJewel-mj1cv Thankyou, i love you too, hope you will find peace ❤
@marklaffey4611
@marklaffey4611 4 ай бұрын
It took me 12 years in prison failed marriage no fam or friends to get clean 9y 7m 12d and it feels good turned a disgrace into success I pray that all find the right path and make it out of the darkness
@DakotaRoss-CustomRods
@DakotaRoss-CustomRods 7 ай бұрын
I needed this song more then I’ll ever know
@sNOwaeYT
@sNOwaeYT Ай бұрын
Going on almost 2 years clean on the 20th of February, shits been hard. People expect for things to just get easier after getting clean, but sadly that’s not the case. But it is always good to have supporters around you. Good way to boost your confidence and keep up with your journey to recovery
@Danicasmom1124
@Danicasmom1124 4 күн бұрын
My boyfriend passed away thankgiving 😢 he was clean and relapsed. Never give up!!!! I have 8 months clean jan 9th. This is by far the worst pain in have ever went through. 😢 god bless. Kenny rest in the sweetest peace ❤ thank you for showing me how to live without drugs
@maryrussell6119
@maryrussell6119 2 ай бұрын
My mom chose Meth over being my mother. The best thing she ever did for me was stay away. But it doesnt stop the feeling of abandonment. Like I wasn't enough. She's sober now but still chooses her life over me. I see her once a year. She was 3 weeks late to wishing me a happy birthday. She is an absent grandmother. I am almost 40 and it still hurts when she continues to fail me despite her sobriety.
@JP-yx7dl
@JP-yx7dl 3 ай бұрын
God Bless 3:16 Everybody Whos Going Thru it And Not Talking About It ! 😢😢😢
@AndrewKeith-ep6fm
@AndrewKeith-ep6fm Ай бұрын
Holding it in till the implosion
@titaforever891
@titaforever891 4 ай бұрын
"I know that you hate me and i hate me too I can't get over what i did to you" This song hits home 😢 i OD a week ago and to think of the people i hurt
@DjStewart-l9f
@DjStewart-l9f 3 ай бұрын
Keep going I know it hurts but keep your head up love💙 Your a star🌟
@DaisyCharles-yj6ye
@DaisyCharles-yj6ye 7 ай бұрын
Almost 7 years clean 🙏🏻 never give up, its hard for awhile but you will get a hang of it ❤
@juliehernandez886
@juliehernandez886 4 ай бұрын
proud of you ❤
@levidyck1002
@levidyck1002 7 ай бұрын
This song is underrated I love it
@tintin1425
@tintin1425 4 ай бұрын
One of the last things my ex told me was, "You love your drugs more than you love yourself." He was right. I want to love myself more than drugs.. I'm on my sober journey now 🙏🏼❣️
@alexrusson9033
@alexrusson9033 5 ай бұрын
I grew up with a father who chose alcohol over me every single day, he was violent and scary to be around. I just wish he saw me and chose me just once
@RoisinGallagher2024
@RoisinGallagher2024 5 ай бұрын
Same x
@mirandasapphire8203
@mirandasapphire8203 8 ай бұрын
I like this song. My dad is currently actively using: pills, meth (needles). My mom was clean for years, and she passed away in 2021. I suffered a lot of neglect as a young child and became an addict to opiates and benzos. After we lost my mom, my dad started off fine but began using it again, and more and more. Now I'm at the point where I'm afraid I'll lose him too, and he has people in and out of his home. He has also become so mean and hurtful towards me when I only care about his safety. 💔
@WullieCree
@WullieCree 6 ай бұрын
Wow this hits home hard 😢 glad I’m a year away from illegal drugs now and will continue to do my best 😢
@paulaviolet8319
@paulaviolet8319 6 ай бұрын
This song is such a vibe!
@laurenbrennan3720
@laurenbrennan3720 8 күн бұрын
This song reminds me of my friend. He died from an accidental drowning. I miss and love you Draven.
@trxpbunny1569
@trxpbunny1569 4 ай бұрын
I’ve lost my dad now 3 years ago.. I was 15. Hug your fathers cherish them you never know what’s going thru a grown man’s mind just love him that’s all u can do at that age you were just a kid .
@stephaniewendell9117
@stephaniewendell9117 16 күн бұрын
This song speaks to my soul...
@sarahhouse5412
@sarahhouse5412 7 ай бұрын
I had a boyfriend I loved more than my life as a teen, and this song describes it all.
@jesseenns3247
@jesseenns3247 6 ай бұрын
I don't know who needs to hear this, but i love you all. I struggle with drinking myself. We can get through this!! ❤️
@Jade-h1m
@Jade-h1m 5 ай бұрын
We sure can ❤
@EmmaAllen-eg1gd
@EmmaAllen-eg1gd 4 ай бұрын
my dad is a alcoholic and i know this isn’t abt alcohol but i just feel like this would also really represent him
@DameonKeller
@DameonKeller 7 ай бұрын
Man this made me cry 😢
@stefanvagngart9229
@stefanvagngart9229 6 ай бұрын
My current wife has just run away over drugs . This song hit me so hard man 😢
@ash-5047
@ash-5047 3 ай бұрын
I miss you mom. This song hits harder than I thought it could.
@Kmoney2k
@Kmoney2k 6 күн бұрын
Real 🙏🏻
@daydayvirgin1999
@daydayvirgin1999 6 ай бұрын
I love you Av, I loved watching you as broke boyfriend.. and now as a singer ❤️❤️❤️
@perrydamsgaardandersen2678
@perrydamsgaardandersen2678 Ай бұрын
There a some lyrics in here that grapped my heart not for lost females but for the loss my kids had to endure for my failure in maturity. Never going back and hope this goes out to all fighting false love in the world. Thats the real issue. Love aont real Love anymore…
@jessicablack9852
@jessicablack9852 22 күн бұрын
Today is my 365th day choosing to be sober. You can do this. We can do this. I'll love you through it my friend. It's so worth it.
@wallacehitchcock8526
@wallacehitchcock8526 3 ай бұрын
Six months clean, this song was with me when I started, it gets easier every day.
@Finwilldie
@Finwilldie 24 күн бұрын
2 months late to this comment, but I'm so proud of you.
@brandilee7646
@brandilee7646 2 ай бұрын
My mom has chosen alcohol over me and my sister since I was a child. I've been the parent in our family. She still doesn't see any damage she's done, she still doesn't see she's still causing it and leaving ashes in her path. She's not even fully here for my sister who just left an abusive relationship whos trying hard to regain herself and life. I hate my mom. I hate that I hate her. I love her. But I hate her. And she's blind to all of this. Today has been rough and today is the day I found this song. Thank you for writing this. Thank you universe for bringing it to me. I needed this so bad. ❤❤❤
@vezaurys
@vezaurys 2 ай бұрын
I am definitely proud of all the people who fought against addiction and are now sober.
@Nightshade_Faire
@Nightshade_Faire 4 ай бұрын
Just sent this to my dad. I miss him being my dad.
@titaforever891
@titaforever891 4 ай бұрын
I'm sorry 😢
@DasAutotheoriginal
@DasAutotheoriginal 6 ай бұрын
My dad died a year into my military training, three months after my daughter was born and a month after he finally got clean. I took the chance to go see him while I was held over in my AIT. I went back early because he seemed fine. Two days later I get a call mid detail. They found him dead in his apartment. He went to sleep and just didn’t wake up. Have been drinking that one away for a while now.. can’t numb the numb dude.
@caitlinlittle9480
@caitlinlittle9480 6 ай бұрын
Hey brother, I know you already are thinking it, but, you got someone looking up to you, they were sent to help you thru this, hug them instead of the bottle, to you it will hurt, but instead of seeing a bottle in your hand she will remember the way you held her and showed her the safe way to navigate pain, don't give her a bad map where she can evac herself safely, Daddy's got her and your dad is looking out over both of you. Make em all proud. I'm already proud of you. Takes a lot to put yourself out there. Be easy, and live for her the way you wished he'd lived for you. You got this man. I believe in you.
@DasAutotheoriginal
@DasAutotheoriginal 6 ай бұрын
@@caitlinlittle9480 i hug her every chance I get.. being in the military it’s hard to see my family all the time. But I have been working on my drinking. Cause I’d never want that to be a problem
@LostJasonR
@LostJasonR 7 ай бұрын
These 2 sound like Jeremy Loops and MGK. What a combo OMG!
@denisefarus8375
@denisefarus8375 6 ай бұрын
What is mgk song called with i cant lets you go
@theoneandonly1829
@theoneandonly1829 4 ай бұрын
12 years sober here!!!
@iraawtf
@iraawtf 4 күн бұрын
If you ever see this I’m so very proud of you my dear. I love you so much and I’m sorry you went through what you did but you’re home now and that’s all I care about. We got this ❤️
@chadhysell2161
@chadhysell2161 Ай бұрын
Been sober now for almost three years and I’m proud of myself and all of you 🤟🏻🤟🏻🤟🏻
@shawnphillips1276
@shawnphillips1276 6 ай бұрын
This has been on loop 6× it'll stay there
@kimsullivan3305
@kimsullivan3305 5 ай бұрын
Lost my best friend soul mate almost a year ago to an OD. I’ve been clean for 8 years and losing him has been the hardest thing I’ve ever done..still hurts! But till my dyin day I’ll scream his name this world will know he wasn’t just an addict. I miss u so much Travis!!!
@bethanyanderson2535
@bethanyanderson2535 2 ай бұрын
I feel like this is a song to me from everyone that loves me...especially my dear brother who is the only one that truly understands me and why I numb my pain with drugs.
@Biden666
@Biden666 5 ай бұрын
Well this song punches me right in my stomach
@mollymolls5425
@mollymolls5425 8 ай бұрын
Love it very passionate and well done ❤
@ericgonzalez-fc1ym
@ericgonzalez-fc1ym 3 ай бұрын
Thank you
@geefaith21
@geefaith21 7 ай бұрын
I thank god everyday that my daughter never has to feel like this 2 years clean off fentanyl she could of felt like she wasn’t important enough to me
@danarc9461
@danarc9461 7 ай бұрын
Growing up my mom was high on pills a lot of the time, she still is abusing them and haven’t heard from her for almost a year. Last time we talked I told her if she doesn’t get sober she isn’t allowed around her grandchildren because they don’t need to see her like that and she blocked me out of her life. I suppose they are just that more important to her than us. I miss her but I don’t miss seeing her nodding off. This song has me in my feels in the lunch trailer at work lol
@WETHINKTOOMUCH555
@WETHINKTOOMUCH555 25 күн бұрын
Still battling alcohol gave up weed doesn’t seem that way but I guess I can say I’m half way there 🥲
@whatsshedoingnow3835
@whatsshedoingnow3835 5 ай бұрын
my daughter is going thru addiction and is in a exreem domestic violent relationship. its hard, its so f%&ing hard. good song. it hurts listening to it but it heals at the same time.
@ShayTayyy21
@ShayTayyy21 2 ай бұрын
This song hits me hard 😭💔 my mom is currently dealing with addiction 😔 I miss her!, I miss who she used to be !!! I pray she overcome this 😢
@katherineterriquez8789
@katherineterriquez8789 9 ай бұрын
😢 Very very catchy song. Sad. Has touched my heart Everytime I hear it!! Good job Avery!!! ❤❤❤❤❤
@ninacampos4797
@ninacampos4797 Ай бұрын
Song makes me cry everytime. It hurts so good.
@honeyb331978
@honeyb331978 5 ай бұрын
❤💔 ugh this song
@pumpkinnugget9092
@pumpkinnugget9092 25 күн бұрын
Me: a year and 4 months sober off of crack, 3 moths sober from coke...My boyfriend: a year and 4 months sober from crack, and a year and 7 months sober from alcohol. Im so proud of how far both of us have come. Even though we crave it everyday. We keep going, and so can you ❤️
@Finwilldie
@Finwilldie 24 күн бұрын
So proud of the both of you 🩷🩷
@buckkoronik4808
@buckkoronik4808 2 ай бұрын
My fiance of 4 years died November 13, 2021. I've been getting high since then. I have been hoping to just die without making it seem intentional. Don't want to put that on my family. Today I found out I have osteomyelitis, a bone infection that is traveling to my spine. I don't want to deal with this shit anymore. I'm staring at a couple bags and thinking of making all my pain, emotional and physical, just go away. This song is speaking my true feelings. God I fucking hate myself. If this is the end of my night, please everyone else, love yourself and know things will eventually get better. Everyone be safe and take care of yourself
@jackhurley5352
@jackhurley5352 4 ай бұрын
This song hits so hard, my mother struggled all my life with addiction and now into another addiction after 12 years clean .. Don’t know how much more I can do she breaks my heart everyday💔
@Jonalisa754
@Jonalisa754 2 ай бұрын
So sorry honey
@sarabarker5945
@sarabarker5945 28 күн бұрын
Just be happy to have her and love her unconditionally that could all change in a split second and you won't have her anymore I know it's hard but love isn't easy I would give anything to have my daughter back
@courtneythenurse1
@courtneythenurse1 9 сағат бұрын
As a mother of 3 kids. I see you & understand. Addiction is a fucking SOB!! Please know that the people who once loved you, still do, even if the drugs fucked up their perception. It takes an addict, on any level, to understand the mind of an addict. I’ve never been addicted to anything more powerful than my will. Thank you God! I love my children more than anything, and I seriously understand why this happens. The drugs are lying, they never loved any of us!! ❤
@krowthebro3333
@krowthebro3333 20 күн бұрын
Worked with z, glad he made it, now keep going.
@kimberlyhanson8614
@kimberlyhanson8614 8 ай бұрын
this song hit home so hard my dad his picked pills and now he is slowly dyeing i hurt but i know i cant let him go i just wish he loved me like he loves them pills good job on this song
@marissamorrison2343
@marissamorrison2343 3 ай бұрын
I lost my mom 7 months ago to overdose. I spent years wanting her to get better and fooling myself into thinking she was. I tried to keep telling myself she was the mom I had when I was little but she wasn’t. I always had hope that she would finally choose us but she just couldn’t let it go and that kills me.
@bethanyanderson2535
@bethanyanderson2535 2 ай бұрын
Finally accepting I'm not strong enough to do this on my own. Stepping away from the game to practice being better and healthy
@celestial2834
@celestial2834 5 ай бұрын
This song really hits hard since my mother overdosed last year. The few times she was sober she would tell me I was her reason for living and that she was going to be done “for real” this time. It just makes me think…I guess I wasn’t a good enough reason to live. But I know that she had her own struggles and mental issues that she was dealing with and life was overall hard for her. It’s just so confusing
@titaforever891
@titaforever891 4 ай бұрын
Just know your mother loved you and you was her reason why she kept trying to get clean. You are enough I promise you I'm speaking from experience. I od and my reason to keep fighting is for my son
@AliceInChains.
@AliceInChains. 2 ай бұрын
I can't do nothing but cry rn 💔 God please help her I can't lose her too. Please please please
@OnnalyshaGodsey
@OnnalyshaGodsey 6 ай бұрын
The love of my life is choosing drugs over me
@jenniferpallant235
@jenniferpallant235 6 ай бұрын
Mine too, husband of 9 years together for 11 and drugs are more important than me and this marriage it's killing me every day slowly
@mseparker6
@mseparker6 6 ай бұрын
I pray they make it back to you. I know this pain. My son will never know his Dad. He died in February. I hope you never have to feel thus pain. It's so hard. Sending prayers for comfort.
@mseparker6
@mseparker6 6 ай бұрын
​@@jenniferpallant235I'm so sorry. Sending you prayers he finds his way back into your arms and you both can heal and have a long beautiful future with your family whole.
@jenniferpallant235
@jenniferpallant235 6 ай бұрын
@@mseparker6 thank you for your kinds words, unfortunately I'm not sure he can make it back now such a shame x
@NatachaRubin
@NatachaRubin 5 ай бұрын
Same.. and I just gave birth to our daughter a month ago but he hasnt seen her since her birth.
@AlexKenyon-s9x
@AlexKenyon-s9x 2 ай бұрын
It’s been 4 years since I lost my brother this song just hits different I could replay this song for hours just thinking about what could I have done differently…..
@abigailkilgore2352
@abigailkilgore2352 4 ай бұрын
everyone is telling their stories about who the addict in their life is, I can't...I am the addict.
@fionahamilton-browne8405
@fionahamilton-browne8405 7 ай бұрын
My mum's been a addict for so many years miss her heaps 😢
@bradenstewart3050
@bradenstewart3050 2 күн бұрын
“Im too high Please don’t look my in my face” very relatable
@ottawavalleystoner
@ottawavalleystoner 3 ай бұрын
10 years sober this year and Im more depressed and lonely with a family of my own than I was being alone, high on percs and crying about my life. I miss the drugs nore than myself most of the times
@El1ott._.S4nit
@El1ott._.S4nit 23 күн бұрын
Nearly 5 months since my most recent attempt, which was an od. I'm about 3 months clean from drugs that my parents have no idea about still. Never give up hope, even when it feels like there is none!
@sqliffty5ive
@sqliffty5ive 7 ай бұрын
Pretty sure it's about themselves Very relatable Currently in the madness
@k-xf6hs
@k-xf6hs 2 ай бұрын
Excited sounds Good
@RemingtonEPearrell
@RemingtonEPearrell 3 ай бұрын
You can do it we believing you
@johnlawlor8965
@johnlawlor8965 6 ай бұрын
Still struggling to this day I won’t give up
@titaforever891
@titaforever891 4 ай бұрын
Don't ever give up I'm fighting too
@jacklathem4819
@jacklathem4819 2 ай бұрын
As someone who lost my mother to drug addiction at 13... I got addicted at 20 clean by 25 for my kids... sometimes I really wish you loved me like you loved getting high. R.i.p I hope your proud of me.
@Finwilldie
@Finwilldie 24 күн бұрын
I don't know you, but I'm proud of you. I'm sure she's proud of you, hun 🩷
@jennifercole366
@jennifercole366 9 ай бұрын
Amazing song I also love stuck on the floor
@veryshyguynone1165
@veryshyguynone1165 9 ай бұрын
Also the grass needs mowed ❤❤❤
@jennifercole366
@jennifercole366 8 ай бұрын
And no pilla for a heatbreak
@Julie-pt3kn
@Julie-pt3kn 5 ай бұрын
We both are so strung out and I check on you but you don't check on me. We've been running these streets too long.... youre so mean to me and ive been out here alone trying to watch my own back and track you down to make sure you're ok. Ive saved your life too many times to count. Why dont you check on me like I check on you? If something happened to me you wouldnt even know💔 I am so sad that idk who you are anymore😭 but ill always love you Brandon😪 Im sorry I dont have the energy to walk all around west Baltimore looking for you everyday anymore when you cant put any energy into doing the same for me💔
@candicejas
@candicejas 4 ай бұрын
😢
@Monilaschadt
@Monilaschadt 5 ай бұрын
my english is really not the best anymore, but this song breaks through the language barrier, straight into my soul...i feel it so much, goddamn pills...let's never give up the fight, we can all do it 💚🫂 love 4 you
@Abstract_strawberry
@Abstract_strawberry 5 ай бұрын
Lost.my partner of 7 years to addiction, he was an alcoholic, and used cocaine. 4 x the lethal limit took him from me. Keep your heads up all you sober folks are winning the battle. 4 years clean for me
@ItsDanielle226
@ItsDanielle226 2 ай бұрын
This song hits me on so many different levels 💔 😢 * I can't be with you i rather die today. " I know that you hate me. I hate me too. " " I hope that you miss me cause I miss you too. " Those three sentences hit me harder than I like to admit 💔 😢
@stimuncy
@stimuncy 5 ай бұрын
2 years and 4 months clean from coke. It can be done!
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