HONESTAV - I’d rather overdose (Lyrics) feat. Z

[@marsha4253]

Song hits different when you relate to both perspectives

[@katnikole5466]

7 years clean off meth, a couple weeks sober off alcohol. Now coaching my mom towards sobriety from meth. She’s made it a week so far ❤

[@jessicahalcumb891]

My mom is also taking the sober journey.. i pray for them alllll every single step

[@katnikole5466]

@@jessicahalcumb891 I pray they keep on pushing through with everything they got and we get to finally meet our parents sober

[@Roger-ui2el]

Keep fighting the good fight

[@noooologic]

I pray 🙏 for everyone. I struggled with addiction for over 35yrs. I've been sober 8yrs now. I live with the destruction it caused to my family. Stay strong. There good days ahead, followed by weeks, then years. The sober life is out there. Get back to living. ❤I love you all.

[@slumerican3894]

Praying for all those who are suffering and everybody that gets caught in the cross hair (WE DO RECOVER!!!!)🥹

[@John-wg7pq]

First heard this song in active addiction and would cry when this played... now I'm 45 days sober and can't believe how beautiful life has been lately. We do recover

[@juliehernandez886]

congratulations 🎉just keep swimming!!

[@Chawnvasquez]

Stay strong. 20 days today myself.

[@titaforever891]

Congrats I OD a week ago I'm clean now, we got this. This song made me cry

[@Avtrprty]

I just want share this for anyone who reads, but I was really struggling with nasty things for a while and Jesus set me free and gave my life purpose and if he did it for me he can do it for you, God bless stay sober

[@killiancarolan4781]

​@@titaforever891I od ,5 years ago, stay here. We love you

[@user-ld4qy3ih3s]

My husband struggles with addiction and I felt every word of this song. 2 ODs later, 6-7 relapses in the last couple years and he’s finally recovering. Don’t give up hope 💔

[@eapinkerton17]

Same but mines doing life Never recovered

[@eapinkerton17]

It still hurts so bad when the kids ask where he is

[@crystalrael8517]

Mines is a PTSD depressant ,and he loses his mind when he doesn't take his meds . It's so heartbreaking 😭💔I don't wanna give up but man I don't wanna live this way forever...

[@crystalrael8517]

So in the end I'm the one who can't stop drinking because it's just to much to cope with....

[@chelseawhalen6381]

My ex fiance just passed away 2 days ago from an overdose , we split because of the drugs

[@kikiwilson9871]

I'm so sorry to everyone who lost someone to this ugly battle. To those still alive and fighting, it'll be the hardest thing you ever do, but keep living. Keep fighting to get clean. Every day you go without using is a massive win. Reach out. Seek help. Call a friend. Anything to keep going. I'm proud of you. You are wanted and so loved. I watched my sister overcome her heroin addiction. She was using up to 6 grams a day. She is almost 8 years sober now and living a beautiful life.

[@kristinterry2950]

i love this.. yes yes yes !! there is always hope and you deserve to feel okay again

[@angelgomez8523]

I was doing 30 percs a day🤦🏽‍♂️for 3 years im 40days sober and being sick for 2 weeks was worth it i finally feel free🙏🏽

[@WilliamRathwell]

I battled addiction for years progressively getting worse until my wife got involved in the drugs I was doing. She overdosed and past away and now I'm just about 7 months clean fighting for our little girls. Every day I fight the feeling of it being my fault. I felt every word of this song whole heartedly.

[@titaforever891]

You got this william addiction life is ugly I'm fighting right there with ya we got this

[@MichaelCozad-w9c]

I never did pills or drank beer but I smoke dabs / weedlost my mom at 14 ,lost brother at 19 , lost my aunt at 17 , lost my grandma at 23 never had a dad created a family at 18 never stopped smoking weed but this life is to expensive ima quite after Sunday cold turkey we got this h And hope yall are living your best lifes

[@mementomori9296]

Don't stumble my friend. Do her proud and do everything right by those girls. She's still with you. Don't let her down, you've got this

[@Solerebelterpz]

Tired of narcaning friends bargaining with God - making deals with fate. Lying to myself and others- mourning the loss of my brothers -

[@0n3_Ch1ll_P1ll]

I hope this song blows up. It deserves to.

[@dezcarter3948]

It’s been blown up for sure

[@hotlemonfrog]

it has

[@AlbertoMedina-f9l]

They played it on kroq here in LA it blew up

[@candicejas]

It’s so relatable

[@ashleygallegos266]

Losing my husband to addiction. Praying he overcomes it for his family. This song hits for me .. emotions on overload

[@lemlomm]

going rehab on monday 🤞i need to wake up and stop this deadly cycle

[@The_only_fem_remy]

PROUD OF YOU!!!!

[@GhostyB420]

Hope your doing alright!!

[@giaczochara4347]

Good luck 🍀

[@BlurryZurry]

Proud of you

[@Dawns_Creative_Carousel]

I pray you went babe! I NEED TO but I don’t want to! My wife died and I’m not ready to let her go! I can’t it hurts too much

[@tiffanicsak4687]

Almost 8 years sober off drugs and I’m struggling so bad the last few months to stay sober. I keep reminding myself survivors guilt is so very real… why didn’t they all live… why did I live? My kids are one of the only things that keep me sober

[@thisfamilydoeseverything]

❤

[@aaronwray]

Why did I live? Questions I ask myself every day

[@Iheartdrpepper-n6c]

Stay sober. I know it's obvious but my mom has stayed sober for 6 years. She is my hero. When and ot if they already are they come of age. They will understand all the sacrifices you made for them. Even though I'm 13 thus song touches my heart, as well as many others. Stay clean, don't just do it for your jids do it for your self to. You were meant to live. You have your whole life ahead of you, live it ❤😊

[@aaronwray]

@@Iheartdrpepper-n6c thank you. I needed this today. You are a beautiful soul.

[@kerriminer1754]

Keep it up man your kids will see how brave you are... You lived because someone still needs you!!

[@seanfitzgerald3438]

The hardest part of loosing your parents early is as you grow as an adult and start doing good, nothing feels like making your parents proud and sometimes you just don't get the chance

[@stayedsaucer168]

I lost my dad to an overdose when I was 14... I'm 20 now and I dont think I'll ever feel like I made it

[@vivianailic-flores8942]

:(

[@candicejas]

Your right. I lost both of my parents when I was 10. Growing up was such a struggle. I used for years to numb everything. This song is so relatable.

[@Notgay862]

My inner child felt this whole song.

[@juliehernandez886]

❤

[@S-H_A-N_N-O_N]

Same 😢

[@ValbbyRod]

Almost 4 years sober from alcohol and it almost took everything from me. Including my son . Glad God was able to turn it around. Thank you Jesus.

[@AvitalR88]

🙏🙏

[@mrandmrsturnergaming]

The relapse is real. It takes an addict to know the feeling. The comfort, and warm embrace when everyone has turned their back on you. This song hits hard with me.

[@candicejas]

Same.

[@marcosalvarez297]

Wow 😢 im been playing this on repeat since ive hard the song i can so relate to this song i was a addict on so many things and i lost my wife and kids but ive been sober for the last 10 months so im proud of the progress i made

[@juliehernandez886]

happy for you! keep going

[@sweetness67962]

This song reminds me why I need to keep working on being sober it’s been a struggle I’m one day clean and it only seems to last 2 or 3 days but lord knows I’m trying ✨

[@antoinettequintana1383]

You got this. One step at a time. I’m rooting for you. 🎉

[@CheyenneSadevanDaal-zk1nt]

WE got this ❤

[@vanmanuel1867]

Keep pushing

[@Healthhub-z9k]

I'm right there with you!

[@tonimckenzie103]

100% I’m 113 days clean today .. I love this song .. reminds me why I need to stay clean ❤

[@KentSchroeder-y5l]

This is how my life has looked like in over 37 years i have had an addiction but i am clean now and i had been that for over a year now so i shoosed life and not death ❤️❤️🙏🙏

[@MobileSudz.Lawncare]

Congratulations🤙🏽 keep going strong, don’t give in to temptation. Temporary satisfaction is exactly like it says, temporary

[@amandabailey5846]

Proud of you! We do RECOVER!! I now have 10 years free from the shackles of addiction 🫶

[@katiedixon265]

7yrs clean 🙌

[@devianajaramillo163]

Proud of you

[@ITLBGaming]

Almost 6 years for me ✊️

[@maryssavega8394]

Congrats

[@JP-yx7dl]

God Bless 3:16 Everybody Whos Going Thru it And Not Talking About It ! 😢😢😢

[@DakotaRoss-CustomRods]

I needed this song more then I’ll ever know

[@titaforever891]

"I know that you hate me and i hate me too I can't get over what i did to you" This song hits home 😢 i OD a week ago and to think of the people i hurt

[@DjStewart-l9f]

Keep going I know it hurts but keep your head up love💙 Your a star🌟

[@WullieCree]

Wow this hits home hard 😢 glad I’m a year away from illegal drugs now and will continue to do my best 😢

[@peetersrory1873]

My mom overdosed yesterday.. I distanced myself for this exact reason scared to lose her.. I can’t believe it

[@WFPbbk]

I’m so sorry honey 😢

[@peetersrory1873]

@@WFPbbk thankyou🩷

[@frankgillon8703]

I'm truly sorry 😢 my mother is also an addict and always has been. Same reason I stay away from her. I don't want to be close to someone that will only break my heart.

[@DukeJewel-mj1cv]

Let me tell to something I pushed my mom away the last 6 months because I was scared to find her dead and she died on the way to rehab Idk you but I love you stay strong bud

[@peetersrory1873]

@@DukeJewel-mj1cv Thankyou, i love you too, hope you will find peace ❤

[@jackhurley5352]

This song hits so hard, my mother struggled all my life with addiction and now into another addiction after 12 years clean .. Don’t know how much more I can do she breaks my heart everyday💔

[@Jonalisa754]

So sorry honey

[@tylerh866]

Been off fet for months now still can't believe how much my life has gotten better. Youre the strongest being in the known universe you can beat any addiction

[@motivatedbytheluvinspiredbyh8]

If only you loved me like you love getting high, damn those lyrica really spoke to me. I was on heroin and meth for 12 years and I'm sure this is how I made my family and loved ones feel. Luckily I am now clean and have been for 6 years and have made amends and healed relationships with my loved ones. Very grateful to be in a way better spot than I was 6 years ago.

[@melissastandingbear]

I'm proud of you. How'd you do it, cuz I'm stuck.

[@motivatedbytheluvinspiredbyh8]

@melissastandingbear I started going to a methadone clinic and got a psychiatrist who put me on the right meds for my mental health conditions. I talk to a counselor once a month and I have a lot of support from my family. It took me a while to gain their trust again and get some of them back in my life but I was able to the longer I stayed clean. Don't give up, keep trying, and if heroin or pills is your problem then methadone or suboxone really does help for the initial withdrawal and for the cravings that come after. Hope this helps!

[@daydayvirgin1999]

I love you Av, I loved watching you as broke boyfriend.. and now as a singer ❤️❤️❤️

[@levidyck1002]

This song is underrated I love it

[@vezaurys]

I am definitely proud of all the people who fought against addiction and are now sober.

[@alexrusson9033]

I grew up with a father who chose alcohol over me every single day, he was violent and scary to be around. I just wish he saw me and chose me just once

[@RoisinGallagher2024]

Same x

[@tintin1425]

One of the last things my ex told me was, "You love your drugs more than you love yourself." He was right. I want to love myself more than drugs.. I'm on my sober journey now 🙏🏼❣️

[@marklaffey4611]

It took me 12 years in prison failed marriage no fam or friends to get clean 9y 7m 12d and it feels good turned a disgrace into success I pray that all find the right path and make it out of the darkness

[@brandilee7646]

My mom has chosen alcohol over me and my sister since I was a child. I've been the parent in our family. She still doesn't see any damage she's done, she still doesn't see she's still causing it and leaving ashes in her path. She's not even fully here for my sister who just left an abusive relationship whos trying hard to regain herself and life. I hate my mom. I hate that I hate her. I love her. But I hate her. And she's blind to all of this. Today has been rough and today is the day I found this song. Thank you for writing this. Thank you universe for bringing it to me. I needed this so bad. ❤❤❤

[@mirandasapphire8203]

I like this song. My dad is currently actively using: pills, meth (needles). My mom was clean for years, and she passed away in 2021. I suffered a lot of neglect as a young child and became an addict to opiates and benzos. After we lost my mom, my dad started off fine but began using it again, and more and more. Now I'm at the point where I'm afraid I'll lose him too, and he has people in and out of his home. He has also become so mean and hurtful towards me when I only care about his safety. 💔

[@bethanyanderson2535]

I feel like this is a song to me from everyone that loves me...especially my dear brother who is the only one that truly understands me and why I numb my pain with drugs.

[@sarahhouse5412]

I had a boyfriend I loved more than my life as a teen, and this song describes it all.

[@trxpbunny1569]

I’ve lost my dad now 3 years ago.. I was 15. Hug your fathers cherish them you never know what’s going thru a grown man’s mind just love him that’s all u can do at that age you were just a kid .

[@ash-5047]

I miss you mom. This song hits harder than I thought it could.

[@jesseenns3247]

I don't know who needs to hear this, but i love you all. I struggle with drinking myself. We can get through this!! ❤️

[@Jade-h1m]

We sure can ❤

[@EmmaAllen-eg1gd]

my dad is a alcoholic and i know this isn’t abt alcohol but i just feel like this would also really represent him

[@paulaviolet8319]

This song is such a vibe!

[@DameonKeller]

Man this made me cry 😢

[@Nightshade_Faire]

Just sent this to my dad. I miss him being my dad.

[@titaforever891]

I'm sorry 😢

[@AliceInChains.]

I can't do nothing but cry rn 💔 God please help her I can't lose her too. Please please please

[@danarc9461]

Growing up my mom was high on pills a lot of the time, she still is abusing them and haven’t heard from her for almost a year. Last time we talked I told her if she doesn’t get sober she isn’t allowed around her grandchildren because they don’t need to see her like that and she blocked me out of her life. I suppose they are just that more important to her than us. I miss her but I don’t miss seeing her nodding off. This song has me in my feels in the lunch trailer at work lol

[@wallacehitchcock8526]

Six months clean, this song was with me when I started, it gets easier every day.

[@ShayTayyy21]

This song hits me hard 😭💔 my mom is currently dealing with addiction 😔 I miss her!, I miss who she used to be !!! I pray she overcome this 😢

[@shawnphillips1276]

This has been on loop 6× it'll stay there

[@LostJasonR]

These 2 sound like Jeremy Loops and MGK. What a combo OMG!

[@denisefarus8375]

What is mgk song called with i cant lets you go

[@mollymolls5425]

Love it very passionate and well done ❤

[@ericgonzalez-fc1ym]

Thank you

[@AlexKenyon-s9x]

It’s been 4 years since I lost my brother this song just hits different I could replay this song for hours just thinking about what could I have done differently…..

[@aimeewheeler6289]

It’s me and my brothers birthday today. He passed in Feb of 2019 due to a heart attack from drvgs.. tomorrow is my other brother’s birthday… he passed from f3nt last March… I’m almost 4 years sober.. it’s all for them.

[@bethanyanderson2535]

Finally accepting I'm not strong enough to do this on my own. Stepping away from the game to practice being better and healthy

[@k-xf6hs]

Excited sounds Good

[@theoneandonly1829]

12 years sober here!!!

[@honeyb331978]

❤💔 ugh this song

[@Biden666]

Well this song punches me right in my stomach

[@RemingtonEPearrell]

You can do it we believing you

[@DasAutotheoriginal]

My dad died a year into my military training, three months after my daughter was born and a month after he finally got clean. I took the chance to go see him while I was held over in my AIT. I went back early because he seemed fine. Two days later I get a call mid detail. They found him dead in his apartment. He went to sleep and just didn’t wake up. Have been drinking that one away for a while now.. can’t numb the numb dude.

[@caitlinlittle9480]

Hey brother, I know you already are thinking it, but, you got someone looking up to you, they were sent to help you thru this, hug them instead of the bottle, to you it will hurt, but instead of seeing a bottle in your hand she will remember the way you held her and showed her the safe way to navigate pain, don't give her a bad map where she can evac herself safely, Daddy's got her and your dad is looking out over both of you. Make em all proud. I'm already proud of you. Takes a lot to put yourself out there. Be easy, and live for her the way you wished he'd lived for you. You got this man. I believe in you.

[@DasAutotheoriginal]

@@caitlinlittle9480 i hug her every chance I get.. being in the military it’s hard to see my family all the time. But I have been working on my drinking. Cause I’d never want that to be a problem

[@MansaBello-uc3gy]

My current battle anyone ever felt so weak it made you really brave

[@kimsullivan3305]

Lost my best friend soul mate almost a year ago to an OD. I’ve been clean for 8 years and losing him has been the hardest thing I’ve ever done..still hurts! But till my dyin day I’ll scream his name this world will know he wasn’t just an addict. I miss u so much Travis!!!

[@johnlawlor8965]

Still struggling to this day I won’t give up

[@titaforever891]

Don't ever give up I'm fighting too

[@stefanvagngart9229]

My current wife has just run away over drugs . This song hit me so hard man 😢

[@jennifercole366]

Amazing song I also love stuck on the floor

[@veryshyguynone1165]

Also the grass needs mowed ❤❤❤

[@jennifercole366]

And no pilla for a heatbreak

[@pariscardinal7651]

This hit home. Including my parents and myself.

[@celestial2834]

This song really hits hard since my mother overdosed last year. The few times she was sober she would tell me I was her reason for living and that she was going to be done “for real” this time. It just makes me think…I guess I wasn’t a good enough reason to live. But I know that she had her own struggles and mental issues that she was dealing with and life was overall hard for her. It’s just so confusing

[@titaforever891]

Just know your mother loved you and you was her reason why she kept trying to get clean. You are enough I promise you I'm speaking from experience. I od and my reason to keep fighting is for my son

[@maryrussell6119]

My mom chose Meth over being my mother. The best thing she ever did for me was stay away. But it doesnt stop the feeling of abandonment. Like I wasn't enough. She's sober now but still chooses her life over me. I see her once a year. She was 3 weeks late to wishing me a happy birthday. She is an absent grandmother. I am almost 40 and it still hurts when she continues to fail me despite her sobriety.

[@jacklathem4819]

As someone who lost my mother to drug addiction at 13... I got addicted at 20 clean by 25 for my kids... sometimes I really wish you loved me like you loved getting high. R.i.p I hope your proud of me.

[@ItsDanielle226]

This song hits me on so many different levels 💔 😢 * I can't be with you i rather die today. " I know that you hate me. I hate me too. " " I hope that you miss me cause I miss you too. " Those three sentences hit me harder than I like to admit 💔 😢

[@katherineterriquez8789]

😢 Very very catchy song. Sad. Has touched my heart Everytime I hear it!! Good job Avery!!! ❤❤❤❤❤

[@marissamorrison2343]

I lost my mom 7 months ago to overdose. I spent years wanting her to get better and fooling myself into thinking she was. I tried to keep telling myself she was the mom I had when I was little but she wasn’t. I always had hope that she would finally choose us but she just couldn’t let it go and that kills me.

[@geefaith21]

I thank god everyday that my daughter never has to feel like this 2 years clean off fentanyl she could of felt like she wasn’t important enough to me

[@kimberlyhanson8614]

this song hit home so hard my dad his picked pills and now he is slowly dyeing i hurt but i know i cant let him go i just wish he loved me like he loves them pills good job on this song

[@St0nerforFr33dom]

10 years sober this year and Im more depressed and lonely with a family of my own than I was being alone, high on percs and crying about my life. I miss the drugs nore than myself most of the times

[@whatsshedoingnow3835]

my daughter is going thru addiction and is in a exreem domestic violent relationship. its hard, its so f%&ing hard. good song. it hurts listening to it but it heals at the same time.

[@buckkoronik4808]

My fiance of 4 years died November 13, 2021. I've been getting high since then. I have been hoping to just die without making it seem intentional. Don't want to put that on my family. Today I found out I have osteomyelitis, a bone infection that is traveling to my spine. I don't want to deal with this shit anymore. I'm staring at a couple bags and thinking of making all my pain, emotional and physical, just go away. This song is speaking my true feelings. God I fucking hate myself. If this is the end of my night, please everyone else, love yourself and know things will eventually get better. Everyone be safe and take care of yourself

[@Monilaschadt]

my english is really not the best anymore, but this song breaks through the language barrier, straight into my soul...i feel it so much, goddamn pills...let's never give up the fight, we can all do it 💚🫂 love 4 you

[@stimuncy]

2 years and 4 months clean from coke. It can be done!

[@PKMNMoxley90]

I can't stop, I'm sorry.... I tried so hard. I miss then too much

[@sqliffty5ive]

Pretty sure it's about themselves Very relatable Currently in the madness

[@OneShotUssop]

I can’t listen to this song without thinking of my mom she passed a bit ago to an overdose. I’m not the best example of a perfect life and persecuted her for her actions I can always try again in the next life. Remember brothers you have no enemies even if someone does you wrong it’s up to you to do them right the world is cruel to everyone equally spread positivity and change lives.

[@BreeNicklife]

I feel so this song so much my father died of a od on 12/19/17 then my mom left and know struggling getting life together ❤️‍🩹

[@emmamandella5109]

My brother overdosed April of 2023. I woke up many times last night to this song stuck in my head. Ig today is going to be one of those days but atleast I know you still here with me Bubu. I’m so sorry, I love you

[@Julie-pt3kn]

We both are so strung out and I check on you but you don't check on me. We've been running these streets too long.... youre so mean to me and ive been out here alone trying to watch my own back and track you down to make sure you're ok. Ive saved your life too many times to count. Why dont you check on me like I check on you? If something happened to me you wouldnt even know💔 I am so sad that idk who you are anymore😭 but ill always love you Brandon😪 Im sorry I dont have the energy to walk all around west Baltimore looking for you everyday anymore when you cant put any energy into doing the same for me💔

[@candicejas]

😢

[@fionahamilton-browne8405]

My mum's been a addict for so many years miss her heaps 😢

[@edencooper2240]

I love this song its to my poor husband I'm a addict been clean since 12/22/22

[@Demon_8778]

Today marks me being a month sober did it for my family❤

[@user-cu9jk5rq8]

One day

[@KalebWells-vk7fp]

My mom has been of drugs for 4 years now people ask me my favorite memory of her and I say when she got off of drugs she is still doing good to this day I get worried but I know god has our back

[@OnnalyshaGodsey]

The love of my life is choosing drugs over me

[@jenniferpallant235]

Mine too, husband of 9 years together for 11 and drugs are more important than me and this marriage it's killing me every day slowly

[@mseparker6]

I pray they make it back to you. I know this pain. My son will never know his Dad. He died in February. I hope you never have to feel thus pain. It's so hard. Sending prayers for comfort.

[@mseparker6]

​@@jenniferpallant235I'm so sorry. Sending you prayers he finds his way back into your arms and you both can heal and have a long beautiful future with your family whole.

[@jenniferpallant235]

@@mseparker6 thank you for your kinds words, unfortunately I'm not sure he can make it back now such a shame x

[@NatachaRubin]

Same.. and I just gave birth to our daughter a month ago but he hasnt seen her since her birth.

[@MIGGAMUS]

i want this song to play at my funeral -dri

[@abigailkilgore2352]

everyone is telling their stories about who the addict in their life is, I can't...I am the addict.

[@Abstract_strawberry]

Lost.my partner of 7 years to addiction, he was an alcoholic, and used cocaine. 4 x the lethal limit took him from me. Keep your heads up all you sober folks are winning the battle. 4 years clean for me

[@HalieghChampeau]

This is how my life looks rn but I don’t get high but my sister favorites my brother and her weed over me

[@kylenaylor-ef4xd]

Post malone ft with this guy be sommet different.

[@rachealrock3638]

2/25/15 ❤

[@AmberleeTeuscher]

And here I am just crying my heart out.. I live with my mom and within the last month I've watched her turn into someone else bc of her boyfriend and drugs... Now it's okae for them to both treat me like trash... I wanna leave so bad but don't have money to get my son and I outta here

[@alexisquesnel9648]

My step dad is an alcoholic and this song really hits home on how I feel . My parents divorce is final to.orrow and it was all ruined because of alcohol.