How Can I Make Lasting Changes in My Life? I Always Fail.

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Hi shoot I'm late. Thank you for posting! Packing for a trip. So stressed and excited! Merry Christmas! Will be my 1st time "back home" in 5 years! Bringing the kids. Gonna be crazy fun. ❤🎉

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I'm good at activation energy - how did you know about my closet?!? This time every year! 😂 We know how to organize a closet. And we literally jist made an AI clean up and clear put list for after the trip before school startsback up! Were you watching? My challenge comes after that. When something interrupts the flow or other more urgent if not important needs come up... and I switch tracts, and whike there, 3 others come up... and I'm ADHD and have trouble protecting the time I set for 1 thing because 4 children, 1 AuDHD...

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Plus real changes take courage. I'm terrified of my small town. I can't even go to church! And where we lived before we went every week, twice per week. Had a good church. Great congregation. Like a 2nd family. And... just feel so out of place here. So I self isolate. The effort of getting everyone fed, washed, dressed up, to meet some new to us churches... is scary. I have a runner. Like terrifying. But controlling us into being shut ins who barely leave the house isn't helping our dynamic at home either. So on some levels I gotta bite some bullets. Probably.

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Grateful for God's love, for our silly dog. For the safety of a small town that people look out for each other.

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Yes ahmein 😊

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Ooh "sometimes God's waiting on us" "Failure is not confir.ation of defeat. Try again." "Failure can be feedback." ❤❤❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉😅😅😅