How Did I Get Here? (Demo)

I'll be honest, this song has no place on my album right now, but recently I've found myself in such a detrimental state of mental health, and so writing this song was formed by me writing down all my thoughts and feelings on a page and making it into what you hear above. I feel it's a true representation of how I was feeling at the time of writing this, and showing you it feels extremely therapeutic to me.
Thank you to my brother Pomo and Raptors Gym in Sutton for allowing me to pour my heart out to you (yet again).

[@JamesVickery]

If just 1 of you reading this can relate, I encourage you to speak out, especially any Kings out there, toxic masculinity has no place here.

[@treebeard2297]

When I first heard you on the radio I thought you were a black women, no shade at all, you betta SING!

[@guinichie]

Funny how men are taught not to show emotions because it's not manly, and yet that's the thing we seek out the most. Maybe we don't know how to demonstrate, but we know how to feel, and there no shame in showing them

[@bruceleeorr9414]

I can relate 100% to what your feeling, singing and spirit. I have been playing this particular track since you posted it. Relationship and moving while questioning yourself how did get here. Thanks for gift of beautiful music and telling your Truth. 🙏🏼💪🏿💯

[@alllovelyfacts161]

You have a strength that is unmatched and I hope you know what you put out is always appreciated. The lyrics are wonderful and I’m listening to this track each day to remind me of my worth as you should know how worthy you are of everything as well James! Believe in the adoration for you, you are gifted.

[@Loudassbmw]

@daB wtf

[@mookieluciano_faent9962]

My uncle passed from drugs, my auntie goin blind, my daddy on the other side of the country with stage 4 prostate cancer, my momma died in my arms after i came back from seeing my dad cuz i thought he was worst then her, but worst part of it all is my girl dont understand me or my pain so im fighting with her just to live. I listen to this song purposely just so i can cry n talk to myself. THANK YOU FOR THIS.

[@imanil.5753]

This is lovely James. I can't wait for you to release this song! Stay healthy~

[@sleepygorl6657]

This is beautiful, James. Sending you lots of light and strength rn!

[@ayanda_pbr]

I love how James can sing about such sadness and make it sound so beautiful.

[@alanisrussel968]

Y E S ❤️ Absolutely love this James, so beautiful and raw

[@joshualim2079]

This is beautiful. I'm sorry for whatever it is that you're going through mate, stay strong. pain is temporary. The only way is up, it comes in our time, in our turn. You've such a gift to turn such emotion into beautiful music to share with the world. I can truly say your music has brought me inner peace and empathy.

[@SeniorManRichy]

I liked before Listening. James is 🔥

[@bruceleeorr9414]

Same here..🔥💪🏿

[@laurix7980]

This is so beautiful, boy u have a great talent, an angelic voice, you transmit calm and a lot of love!!! I think I'm going to cry, you are magnificent!!!

[@allmeallday]

Forgiveness is knowing he put me in this space, but still wanting nothing but the absolute best for him in the future.

[@Kay-vu3wi]

This is so beautifully written and composed, one o my favorites from you 💜

[@smabuza4815]

What a great track thumps up to you Mr James Vickery i bow down to you.

[@matthewestante3179]

So lovely ... okey, favorite artist added to list

[@emov8326]

Your each song is a great remedy for a person who has any mental health issues, you are doing so much, with putting your soul into public, you can't even imagine!!!! Lots of love from Armenia

[@lauracollins2894]

massive respect for the great words works and honesty... I know so many of us can relate right now, upheavals and tilting of the norm has made me readjust so many of my previous judgements. James Vickery Hotter Fire

[@gabiosorio5179]

I love this song. I know exactly how you felt. But you know? Even when you can not see it yet, when your heart is so broken, there's is a mayor purpose for your inner growing. You turned the pain into a beautiful song from that empty place. Sending love and healing to your soul. Namaste James 🙏💜

[@alllovelyfacts161]

Can’t wait to purchase your track and add it to my playlists :) for now I’ll gladly be on this video all the time!

[@khalidz4398]

We need this on apple music😍

[@75lt31]

Thank you for sharing this with us. I really love it and it definitely resonated with me as well. I hope you're doing well and in a better space!

[@lungeloaphiwe]

You are SUPER TALENTED !! Keeep on going!

[@henrygrace138]

I'm gonna groove to this for the next 50 hours straight 😃

[@refentsesebothoma7126]

😢😢I am going through this right about now, this song hits home

[@lourdesdurand607]

His Voice me teletransporta a otro mundoo no seeee🥺❣️

[@poppygod1345]

Y todavia no es la cancion oficial No puedo imaginarme como sonara cuando salga 🥺

[@bruceleeorr9414]

This song is feeding my soul right now 🔥♥️🥰💪🏽

[@IssaL828]

This is so good. Love your voice! Stay strong and positive.

[@isaiasfleytas2831]

Escuchando tu música desde Argentina. Me encantan tus temas!

[@rialacambra3427]

This is huntingly beautiful and poetic 😭

[@darrylcornish165]

I am loving this joint. Good job bro

[@M4y_000]

Sending you much love King ❤

[@janet8387]

Love it ❤️ waiting for more

[@briannarivera3211]

Damn I felt😞sending u love james😥💗💞💞

[@monabouzid7387]

U just bring me alot of emotions 😍😍😍😭

[@davidrarey437]

The fact that he does boxing is wow

[@thatgirlk5602]

❤

[@schergzckydostroyevsky3576]

With this song officially came out

[@marieoakes6751]

Love 💗

[@davida2199]

Man why You don't record follow me? It's fire!

[@lucasfisher4696]

💪🏼💪🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@Marcos199.9]

💕💫

[@hebercorreestrada2136]

Agreguen los subtítulos en español 🙏

[@rialacambra3427]

1:34 - 1:45 😭

[@lungeloaphiwe]

Can you blow up already 😭😭😭😭