How My Manipulative Ex Friends Ditched Me | Storytime | (REUPLOAD)

[@hadriel2914]

Toxic friendships aren’t talked about enough. Thank you so much for talking about this.

[@raspberry1054]

Pax I am so happy you were able to get through being vulnerable online. Just know that I appreciate you👍💕

[@some_wild_moss869]

I had to up and leave my best friend because she was abusive and caused my depression. The reason I stayed with her for so long (7 years) was because I had a huge crush on her. I was hoping that she would realize that she liked me back, but that never happened. I’ve now gotten a group of friends that I trust, I still flinch when they come to hug me, or when they give me a high five

[@sandythedaydreamer9402]

Dude, just so you know, we all LOVE you. You're an incredible human being and we're all so proud of you for being so strong! Don't you dare give up, you are a warrior! 💕

[@gohhyome9280]

I'm so sorry to hear that! I know what it feels like to lose people like that it's pretty sucky...Your stories and art always move me and it's so cool that you can open up so much to so many people on youtube!

[@painfullysweet123]

Yo I'm NEVER this early! I love you pax. Your art is beautiful and your stories always compell me to promote kindness and paying forward

[@carrot9250]

7:18 this nose hates me lol

[@GreviousIndustry]

most what I like to call fake friends were manipulative as well it took me ages to gain some common sense and walk away I really wish I had of done it sooner but if anything I can relate to you RadPax and I'm glad you were able to talk about this subject as well

[@creative_chaos]

i luv ur videos, pax. one of them actually helped me evolve in my drawing and now my art is way better. i draw anime but, now i can do it so much better and love the way it looks. so thank you so much for that. remember, you're awesome and you have the love and support of your fans!!!

[@_.ATLAS._]

I up and left one of my own friend groups, I don't know why I chose to do it, but seeing how you felt about your friends leaving makes me want to do better. I'm going to actually make an effort to be their friend.

[@otterpuplover]

I've been struggling with this recently actually. I'm finding it hard to say I shouldn't be friends with people because I'm not actually sure if they're in the wrong. Like...when do you draw the line and when do you self reflect..yea

[@singularmile]

Thank you for being so vulnerable online, that takes guts and thank you for sharing and acknowledging that you also make mistakes like a real human person, but take it easy on yourself and hopefully things get better :)

[@yandereskitty]

This is like what happened to me with a person in college. She went insane with me and was hell bent on making my life a hell. Which she did for 2 years before I got a restraining order.

[@yandereskitty]

The only thing I recall is telling her friend that she shouldn't let her control what she did. This person would tell others how to role play. What their oc should do or say and I got fed up of seeing her do it to the person who was the victim. (also turned out said person was a terrible person too. So go figure.)

[@psalmsart]

You 👏 deserved 👏 better 👏 I'm so sorry those people treated you poorly 😩 You seem like a genuinely nice guy and tbh I'd be honored if I was your friend! 💗

[@sansydoodle1805]

this is actually a really good story to listen to as i see a lot of myself in this and it's only serving as a further affirmation for current events in my life. thank you for posting your experience, and i apologize you've had to go through these kinds of traumatic events. it's never fun, for sure. hope you're still stayin strong + love the artwork with this vid. stay safe.

[@gentle_madman]

Ah yikes this reminds me of this situation back in November :( However, instead of having friends break off from me, I broke off from them for the wrong reasons They were great friends, I miss em and regret what I did but I don't think I can take it back anymore Like,, I literally went off on them and blocked them all, yet I poorly explained why I did what I did, it was a mess I was in an awful state of mind at the time, I blame that but still take responsibility for what I did,,, ssohshosho sorry for ranting--

[@mitarsu3927]

Love you tons dude, you've really showed your strength with this video :)

[@sceera1]

Man, now I feel like a jerk for not keeping in contact with my online friends.

[@ryker6168]

Hi Pax I love you and your art is amazing! If people say NEgAtiVe words, just do you girl!

[@SketchPaige]

Pax is a dude

[@ryker6168]

Oaklie’s Side Ik

[@c.c.865]

It was great watching this again🙂 Something like this was definitely something I needed to learn in my younger days. As much as I didn’t like not always being nice and giving people the benefit of the doubt, I needed to remember that my feelings and my preferences needed to be considered as well and if the person was right to be apart of my life. Thanks for this video again Pax and I do hope things have gotten better for you in your friendships 👍✨

[@xxplayerunknownxx5694]

I can not get that Simpson picture out of my head

[@Alexboi-ey5ut]

I understand why you would be upset about this, I was and I guess still kind of am in a similar situation. I had this really close friend who we’ll just call Cathy. So me and Cathy were super close, like she was kind of my only friend at the time. Some drama happened between me and her mother so me and Cathy stopped talking for a while. We eventually talked about what happened and I though we were fine, even after we made up we still didn’t talk much. So recently I became friends with someone who was friends with Cathy, and she told me that Cathy had spread a bunch of false rumors about me. I was very confused because as far as I know I never did anything bad to her and I tried messaging her and asking her what I did wrong and she wouldn’t tell me, instead she cursed me out and threatened to out me to my mother (I’m a gay trans guy). After that I just stopped trying to talk to her.

[@mycobacteriem2540]

something similar happened to me with a group of 3 friends I had. I think that I messed up telling one of them about my feelings for them twice. They had said they didnt want to reject me, but wanted to see where things went, so i waited like 5 months then told them my feelings still stood and got another answer like idk. i'd also felt super lonely and like isolated after seeing my local friends for a week, and when i mentioned it to the other group the one said that i should be ok with feeling alone and not depend on people. she then just got really distant towards me and stopped talking to me for like 3 months while talking to the others privately. i got depressed and left the group chat, still talking to 2/3 people separately, and now they all have me blocked because the "leader" decided none of them should like me even after i had explained why i left.

[@black123exe5]

this is so sad because i had a friend that acted just like these people and she was deaf so i kept forgiving her and i was thinking that it is hard to be deaf and she goes trough a lot blah blah blah and that over all made me have trust issues

[@StaileyGoodworth]

Hope you are doing ok. I love your art and you are a great person. I don't think you deserve to go through all of these things.

[@naranciaghirga1809]

Eeeeeeeeee I’m early :0 also I’m sorry to hear that :(

[@beanieboon7000]

Pax... Thank you.

[@rubymack4914]

I'm so sorry! You may have not handled it perfectly,but that's no excuse for how they reacted, That's just cruel and uncalled for... Screw them...They didn't deserve you,

[@BadEggsGrimm]

Literally the same thing happened to me, stay strong

[@boneenthusiast2052]

this sounds a little similar to a situation i was in where i was one of the people who left the server. it was a group of just buddies and there were two admins, one of which invited me. it was a pretty niche group of people and even though i only really talked to three of them, i thought it was nice. i should admit that i have really bad anxiety and problems with psychosis and delusions, and i never opened to any of them about it. eventually there was too much change and i'd felt like an outsider since the beginning, and honestly the server made my anxiety flare up really bad in general. i'd sit up at night and just be stressed about them not liking me or if i'd made dumb jokes no one reacted to, upset that i'd been too repetitive or if i over reacted to things the admin that invited me said and worried that she'd kick me out. and that's just the small stuff, i don't really want to open up about it too much because that's weird to do in a yt comments section. but it's very hard for me to distinguish what is my gut feeling and what is me being delusional because they both feel very real and even though they were good people trying their best i just couldn't handle the constant anxiety and fear, and after one of the guys i was close with left i did too. i waited a bit because i didn't want the admin who invited me to feel like she was doing anything wrong or driving people away, but after it seemed like everyone got over him leaving i quietly left. i thought no one would notice because i didn't play a big part in the server so i didn't say anything until the admin messaged me and then i just said it was too overwhelming because i didn't want to say "hey i've got this thing that makes me believe you all hate me and literally no matter how much you guys refute it i will never get over that feeling and will always be breaking down about it" i don't know if that really makes me an ass but none of them talk to me anymore and even though they were good people i find myself relieved to longer have to be worried about them liking me and they're probably relieved that i'm not blowing up the vent chat at 3 am

[@ability3945]

hey, love your content, you even inspired me to start my own channel (is there anything i can improve on?). i been watching you for ages just keep it up!!

[@RadPaxOfficial]

awwww omg

[@JawslinJabers]

It's sad but more often than not people can be realassholes and there can be a number of misunderstandings. Try not to let it get you down. Yeah I know that's easier said than done. Do I ever.

[@macboyce3909]

2 videos in a two day span..... what does it mean

[@de7ail519]

This is the easiest I have ever been sorry for what happened but sometimes if it doesn’t work it just wasn’t meant to be

[@zefiro6829]

"Don't forget to drink some waterrr." ＊smiles knowingly at glass next to me＊

[@jellofish1455]

Who disliked this? I want to know why, unless it was an accident.

[@sweetstuff6691]

Glad youre back

[@charlesstaggs6751]

I'm sorry to hear that and the title made me mad and sad

[@trapqt5111]

I relate so much

[@scribblehideout7504]

Whats this song called?

[@zachwright200]

Hey Pax! Hope your doing alright, and I hope you have a good day! Love you

[@moninahill1295]

god dose the school yard never end .......? depressing :(

[@carrot9250]

We wont leave :)

[@SkunkGunk420]

AhHh my preferred name is Jay..........ehHhHh I’m dying

[@RadPaxOfficial]

oh no!

[@sakifujimori]

Having friends sounds hard. I am 22 and I am still not sure I want any haha I don't know maybe its worth it since everyone has friends or want friends.

[@jesseapauty294]

Losing a friend is really depressing I lost two friends I really love and cared on discord They're names are AV-VA and SprinklesSkiesVA When I met them they we very kind and funny friends I had ever met But one day one of our friends (A bakugo VA) was being a creep to SprinklesSkiesVA that we had to block and kick off of my friends server so it was taking care of But sadly SprinklesSkiesVA left because of him and I was sad and depressed and I wanted SprinklesSkiesVA back and AV-VA was getting irritated She decided to leave us I was even trying to feel better again for AV-VA and she still decided to leave me and block me I mean what kind of nice and caring people would do such a thing? I mean I can understand leaving and blocking a creep but you're friends that helps loves and cares about you? I've been depressed and angry ever since that happened 2 months ago I want my friends back we both know our friendship wasn't supposed to end like this All I got to say is unless they come back my happiness has changed forever...

[@IrkenErin]

Honestly it just sounds like were the start of this drama because you couldnt properly handle rejection, and held it over someone until it culiminated into more.

[@filo4854]

Twilight sparkle staring a at me: 👁👅👁

[@ezfail]

Oh nuu

[@ittybittykibibyte]

Man what's up with your imune system?

[@RadPaxOfficial]

its bad

[@J_a_therian]

Dude my name is j and my friends all just left me 😅 lol coincidence

[@ryker6168]

Hi

[@pilondimudjer]

Love you let me know what I mean wiv e like

[@isabellasevillaaguilera9679]

Oof

[@calimorale9880]

You seemed to only have done one thing wrong by yelling too much to that person according to what you said, but other than that you didn't do anything!