Hurts Like Hell - Audio

© ℗ 2015 Fleurie. All rights reserved. www.fleuriemusic.com
As heard on MTV Scream. Available for download 7/29/15.
"Hurts Like Hell" (Written & produced by Lauren Strahm & Tommee Profitt, performed by Fleurie)
How can I say this without breaking
How can I say this without taking over
How can I put it down into words
When it's almost too much for my soul alone
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Yeah it hurts like hell
I don't want them to know the secrets
I don't want them to know the way I loved you
I don't think they'd understand it, no
I don't think they would accept me, no
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Yeah it hurts like hell
Dreams fight with machines
Inside my head like adversaries
Come wrestle me free
Clean from the war
Your heart fits like a key
Into the lock on the wall
I turn it over, I turn it over
But I can't escape
I turn it over, I turn it over
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell

[@focuskiing6934]

This is the kind of song you don't just hear. You feel it. Through your bones.

[@erwadvi]

Especially when you have someone that this song explain your feelings about him .

[@kdeggraham895]

Exactly. You feel it in your mind, your heart and soul. Your mind could be thinking a different thing from your heart. Different emotions. It really reaches out. She has such a beautiful voice. You can hear her vulnerability. When her voice goes louder and quieter. 🙃

[@AlmaRakelK.]

True

[@marianaavms]

yessir

[@thegoliath9310]

@@erwadvi or her.

[@yourmamasdolmiosauce8060]

Last year my best friend sent me this song late at night before I went to sleep. We went to school the next day and our whole grade was called into this assembly, and the principle told us that at 11:45 (Ten minutes after she sent me the link to this video) she killed herself. So when I listen to this song it feels like my heart has been ripped out of me and stomped on..

[@_bridgeman]

It pains me so deeply to hear that. Hope your heart is on the mend. ❤

[@lizaabeyratne5983]

Jesus christ! Im really really sorry!

[@harshscissors6991]

I’m sorry but I read that and was sad until I saw your goddamn name and picture lmao

[@danifields6805]

Damn man. I’m so sorry

[@Kitcat-bg5pf]

YourMama’sDolmioSauce I’m so sorry for your lost :(

[@ginasipos4373]

"Your heart fits like a key Into the lock on the wall I turn it over, I turn it over.. but I can't escspe" The imagery of someone's love being so complete, yet not enough to help free you from the war in your head is so powerful here

[@rachelross5829]

Wow

[@michellewilson2395]

Such a beautiful, haunting song. That's what I'm here for.

[@enidalex3335]

This is such a beautiful song and is exactly how I felt losing the love of my life last year when he walked out on me after 13 years of marriage. Apart from Jar of hearts it is one of the few that perfectly captures the pain and secrecy of giving your all to someone who just fades from your life. Chills me every time I hear it. I know it is about the death of a person but the words could easily relate to someone grieving the loss of a marriage. "I loved and I loved and I lost you..it hurts like hell.." So simple yet so meaningful.

[@abbax9941]

I'm sorry for your lost:(

[@johnreed4123]

I’m so so sorry love

[@veganpeanutss6080]

OMG I LOVE JAR HEARTS 😭😭 that’s actually how I found this song.

[@єкк-с1в]

I hope youre okay after 4 years..

[@PerpetuallyTori]

The grief of a lost marriage is very similar to the grief of death according to my therapist.

[@n0th3rviewer85]

When you want to be with the one person you can't have...

[@fatmanurakyldz6349]

It hurts more then hell :)

[@Official_Sunako]

It does I mean what do I know but I loved all my animals I no longer have I loved my dad I no longer have and I loved my crush (grant) and I no longer have because I confessed my love and she hasn’t talked to me since it been a year then later he finally messaged me I didn’t open it for a hour because I was scared when I did it was this song and it turns out he hung his self he also messages me saying i always liked you I just never got the chance to tell you and when you told me I couldn’t think you will find out at school tomorrow why I sent you this and I thought he was going to tell me we had a assemble at school and I found out never be afraid to tell him... of her

[@juliamelazzo7339]

I can relate

[@edwardanimsyujinamuka6203]

Why not go to the person who likes you?

[@user-cw9ez1oz5m]

@@edwardanimsyujinamuka6203 if our hearts were that convenient, there wouldn't be people suffering from heartbreak... don't ya think?

[@tamdicosola]

I don't know why but I'm crying. This song is beautiful.

[@sarahriddle7211]

This is my unofficial grief song now.

[@єкк-с1в]

Youre probably listening to this in 2020 or i made you come back, hello.

[@feelingfreaky409]

I just love how at the beginning she smoothly slides in her upper range while singing "I loved and I loved then I lost you" for the third time, changing some of the notes... Beautiful.

[@hongyisnotcool]

we don't care if a teletubbies edit brought you here, just appreciate the goddamn song

[@dragonias6725]

hongyisnotcool i didn't come from anything

[@crypticchaos9715]

Teletubbies edit lmao

[@violetrose25]

☠😂 i'm dead

[@Kate-xd9bq]

That's a teletubbies edit I would like to see...

[@shaznolivia]

preach

[@klyx8826]

He's gone There's no more mischief His eyes were shining with tears before he died His eyes wasn't close after he died He'll never jump out from somewhere and say "surprise!" I know, this time, he's REALLY gone.

[@triz6229]

Where is this from? It brought tears to my eyes

[@roshanfey]

...fred weasley...

[@neftaligenaro2423]

Bro...

[@macheriecola]

I thought it was Loki

[@kenmasbitch9899]

@@macheriecola me too

[@martajacob2577]

How can I say this without breaking How can I say this without taking over How can I put it down into words When it's almost too much for my soul alone I loved and I loved and I lost you I loved and I loved and I lost you I loved and I loved and I lost you And it hurts like hell Yeah it hurts like hell I don't want them to know the secrets I don't want them to know the way I loved you I don't think they'd understand it, no I don't think they would accept me, no I loved and I loved and I lost you I loved and I loved and I lost you I loved and I loved and I lost you And it hurts like hell Yeah it hurts like hell Dreams fight with machines Inside my head like adversaries Come wrestle me free Clean from the war Your heart fits like a key Into the lock on the wall I turn it over, I turn it over But I can't escape I turn it over, I turn it over I loved and I loved and I lost you I loved and I loved and I lost you I loved and I loved and I lost you And it hurts like hell

[@Richter8]

Its almost like the lyrics are in the description.

[@straggerthelupinragi1337]

@@Richter8 cuz they are :3

[@justapsychopathwalkinginyo2190]

Stragger the lupin ragi r/whooosh

[@kindcrimson8415]

@@straggerthelupinragi1337 r/wooooosh

[@Atrii-uc3li]

I used to listen to this song when I was in school. I found this song again after 7 years and it's just nostalgia now.

[@brendalopez5561]

Why can’t music like this go viral 😢

[@In_time]

"I don't think they'd understand it, no I don't think they would accept me, no" 😖❤️💔

[@azreilnightsky8877]

It does not matter if "they" accept you or not.....first and foremost is accepting ones self. If one is comfortable in ones skin....then the "issues and hangups" lie with the others......in a way, I pity them for their shortsightedness.

[@keeleycurtis1954]

azreil nightsky you are an oncredkble human. You are too, in time

[@azreilnightsky8877]

I am but a mere speck in the endless cosmos of creation...It has never been my desire to "leave my mark on the world"....but rather.....hope the world leaves "its mark " on me. Meaning...I hope the world, one day, can change so dramatically as to alter the way I see it...and become a world full of hope and light. A lofty dream , mayhaps, but .....so was traveling among the stars not too long ago.....

[@thesun5068]

Am I the only one that randomly found this video while listening to another song? Like I didnt come from anything

[@krisnicoleb]

nope. same.

[@trondunn1829]

me too...it's so beautiful

[@nachthell1117]

me too

[@shanerowell6943]

Same here and it really hit me. This is a powerful song.

[@coolcam055]

I was listening to Ruelle on Spotify and found Fleurie from the related artists list. This is my favorite song that I've listened to so far.

[@shanelli1624]

this song is to die for. I play it over and over. someone needs to make this on an hour loop oml

[@dainty3614]

on the video, right click with your mouse and click loop. there now you dont have to replay it.

[@blove3849]

Shanelli there is one and one of 10 hours

[@justiceforeverpeace4875]

One of the most beautiful songs i've ever heard, kind of gives me hope

[@karngurnanime]

How did the hope work out for you?

[@cierral1170]

2:35 is what really gets me. Like omg that's when the tears literally start falling. It's such a beautiful song

[@xunniehan]

Comments section : 99% - "_____ brought me here." 0.9% - "I wasn't brought here by _____" 0.1% - People actually talking about the song.

[@simplyatrocious6170]

TRUTH

[@yamiletd.8268]

Ikr😕

[@lilyflower8573]

I know right! right now I was looking at the comments and most of them are talking about how they were brought some random shit

[@indostomus]

0.2% is actually this comment c;

[@i7era1998]

I was looking for sad songs a year ago and I found it...on my own. No video brought me here, no movies, just looked up "sad songs"...

[@madalynyoung2906]

Still here after all these years 🖤

[@alecsu6501]

i never really watched bratayley, but i did remember watching one vlog and i was absolutely mesmorized by youre kindness and care. its been a day or so since you passed but i still cant get over how young you were. never forget 10/1/15 #ripcaleb

[@emmao5077]

caleb💜

[@2004Jordyn]

😭I miss his beautiful voice and smile daily

[@xxalwayzn4evaxxx1]

+2004Jordyn I'm just thinking how it's like in hevin with caleb I don't care about money or life I just want you back caleb!😵😓😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙀😿😿😿😿👦

[@tobymidnight1957]

Immortal Dolphin of this is month/date/year format my aunt killed her self at age 50 4 days later

[@jeesepabraham7492]

I dont know if I can ever describe how beautiful this song is.

[@naviasamarie3743]

My brother, Randy, died 6 days ago from a hit and run. I was just listening to music to get my mind off of it and then this song played. It's a beautiful song, and I cried my eyes out. It hurt like hell the first few days, but now I just feel numb. I feel like I lost a part of me and I'm never going to get it back. I just feel like theres nothing left to live for. My parents are always gone, my sister won't talk to me. People keep saying they're sorry and it makes me sick. The house is so quiet, I can bathroom faucet across the hall drip. My house was never quiet. I used to wish I was an only child just to have some peace and quiet but now I'd give anything just to have my brother back. I can't talk to my friends because whenever I'm around them I don't think of them as my friends but his. We had the same classes, the same teachers, the same friends. It was us against the world and now he's gone and i don't know what to do. He wasn't supposed die. How could he leave me? How could God take him from me?

[@saman1650]

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. May he REST IN PEACE

[@Eri-vz8sn]

God is always watching over you and your brother 🥺😭

[@crazydiamond5366]

How are you?

[@bringbackdislikes3195]

Your god watched his brother die and decided to do nothing.@@Eri-vz8sn

[@river737]

I won't say I'm sorry like the others but I will say that this life is only temporary and soon if God allows, You will see him again🤍

[@kathleenm.potter1792]

The luscious show Queen Sugar brought me here! WOW what a gorgeous voice and incredible song!

[@SurprisedChocolateStrawb-uc2jc]

Who here in 2024 still listening to this

[@leomtuwa120]

❤

[@aliendawn3182]

I cried listening to this.

[@koshadeliwala7562]

You voice, this song, the feels. AMAZING.

[@aruf__ii2709]

This song creates so many emotions and brings back many memories

[@skarapeacetalon2800]

Song: ends Me: almost in tears because of depression Add: Grammerly is a digital writing assistant- *CAN YOU STFU* I AM HAVING A MOMENT HERE

[@dandelionhood4508]

Same situation. Got an ad for a vacuum cleaner. Didn't make it any better.

[@that.man.js.yawned]

I want to destroy all adverts.

[@music.love.life.9503]

I know you will never find this....I hope you never do... Just wanted to say I LOVE YOU....

[@sumcebychmoh]

luv ya too :)

[@jordosvitalia895]

Love you too

[@Mikowwaa]

i love you more

[@Dipsxi]

Her instrumentals are mesmerizing and her voice is enchanting.

[@softprincesss]

That "Dreams fight with machines" Hits so hard when you really think about it.. people don't have mind of their owns and they are basically like a machine being controlled by someone else and their dreams are being held off by that person..so selfish and cruel the world can be💔😭

[@chazel7588]

I have a person whom I cared for deeply they couldn't stay with me and the next two verses are his. I never let him truly let him know how deeply I loved but time space life and marriage was my life and he was so much more than I deserved

[@Vaz44]

I love this song so much 💖

[@farnregen]

I lost this song and now it came random back in my memory

[@sarabaker354]

This song is amazing!! Thank you Scream!

[@benjaminmorales3348]

Such an amazing song. I'm really moved by the honesty and cryptic confession. It's absolutely beautiful to hear this on the weekends when I'm alone.

[@MLELELELEL]

Omg this was 8 years ago??? Omgg!!!

[@squidwarddiesel8462]

9

[@once_blinkmelanie3091]

This song is so emotional, you can’t help but listen to it, the song captures you and it makes you feel sad and then all your bad memories come rushing back making you feel so sad all you want to do is cry and listen to sad songs. A sad song always captures you, you don’t leave, you stay and think of everything bad that’s happened, you go back over what happened and think of all the questions what if, why, what. You don’t think of them unless a sad song is played and you fall into the music. We’re all here for one reason. We’re sad. We’re so terribly sad from something that’s happened in our life, whether it was years ago, weeks, months or days. Everyone that is here has one thing in common. We’re sad lost people that want to feel ok again

[@andrew-anderson]

Thank you

[@iwasaloa]

I first came across to this song when i was having my first heartbreak 4 years ago. Guess who’s heartbroken again ;))

[@rachelshannon4498]

Sorry to hear beautiful :(. It will heal and there will always be better. Never forget your worth :)

[@iwasaloa]

Rachel Shannon thank you for your nice words~ Three months later, I’m actually feeling better. Stay safe 💓

[@rachelshannon4498]

I am glad to hear you are feeling better! Stay safe and healthy :)

[@angelanajera1036]

I loved and I loved and I lost you. Almost 6 years and it still hurts like hell.

[@hayleyc7463]

I came from NF. This is such a good song she’s so talented and deserves literally the whole worlds attention

[@StallionFernando]

Talent doesn't mean anything in today's world.

[@imnotsure870]

@@StallionFernando sadly true...only singers with pretty /sexy things get popular..

[@єкк-с1в]

@@imnotsure870 made me actually stop crying to get annoyed

[@sol-pg8rn]

love nf ❤

[@Remmy-iq3bs]

You are brilliant and your collaborations with Tommee Profitt are amazing!!!

[@anastasiayulianti820]

I loved and I loved and I lost you, And it hurts like hell when you're die.... (in memory, my dear husband who die 1 year after we married)

[@єкк-с1в]

Im so sorry for your loss

[@Mikowwaa]

ik this is late but im sorry for your loss

[@trishpennington2740]

I felt this song...

[@ashescat99]

Scream brought me here beautiful song

[@rvb9606]

Me too

[@norvellegross5295]

Me Three, love it

[@tuntuyetvoi6550]

Josh Williams me six :D

[@rcs902]

Me seven xD

[@aggelosavraamdoulmes1931]

me too I love scream so much I like one more song from scream the name is rescue my heart it's amazing too

[@mamtapradhan8784]

Most beautiful lyrics ,I ever saw........I am obsessed with this song.......

[@elifcetin887]

I first listened this song with a marauders edit and now I just can not leave it. I dream the world and that song filling up the holes

[@queeneliane7745]

This song is so beautiful

[@evanlferguson]

Rest in paradise Caleb Logan, words cannot describe how much I’ll miss you.

[@aaronarrieta1845]

I'm a closeted bi teen that had a crush on a guy,I remember sitting in the back of my science class in middle school and I would always try to make eye contact with him,he was so nice to me like no one else and I was going through things with my mom and her abusive boyfriend and my father who found another family while I took care of three of my siblings,my crush was the reason I got up in the morning and It felt a little more than a crush but near the end of my eighth grade year he was shot by his friend who was messing around with a gun and he died a couple days later and this song was the one I would listen to and a little bit after he died my mom tried to kill herself because of her boyfriend,this song might just be another song to somebody else but it has so much meaning into it that it's beautiful

[@koa1565]

Aaron Arrieta c'mere....have a hug...I wanna make you feel better*holds out arms to sides for a hug*

[@aaronarrieta1845]

Laura Palanga Thanks for adding your comment,it's good to see someone who can understand

[@aaronarrieta1845]

Kathy Dragon awww thanks haha,it was a very dark time for me and I'm still learning to move on

[@koa1565]

Aaron Arrieta

[@awesomebaconunicorns8256]

Aaron Arrieta ;( I'm going through hard days

[@DerpyICEcube]

Depression brought me here anyone else?

[@Ressi_TV]

Some

[@anamelchior7194]

Same

[@cherry_blossom5372]

Sadness brought me here so kinda same I guess?

[@sol-pg8rn]

me too sister! 🎉

[@afraanjumkhan1209]

This is THE MOST underrated song ever! Such a beautiful melody! It deserves so much more!

[@fujbfdth5703]

I am absolutely in love with this song. I first heard it on ShadowHunters and I now listen to it daily.

[@sj-lz6er]

One of my faves. This isn't just another song to me btw. It's much more in something words can not explain. This song helped me get through depression. Thank you Fleurie.

[@c_blossom]

This song is beautiful. I have instantly fallen in love with it. It is just so inspiring!

[@jnne4048]

reminds me of 'kiss from a rose' and I absolutely love it

[@raniel.charming3415]

This is the song that allows you to accept they’re gone. It let’s you cry on its shoulder. It let’s you sing it, even though you are still crying. This song is amazing. It hurts. But it isn’t wrong. It Hurts Like Hell.

[@za3269]

Remind me to memorise I love this song Makes me cry

[@user-br5rp1ji9e]

I found this song myself and im so glad i did, a song to fully express how i feel.

[@ThewallofCurtis-Italy]

Image is master piece or piece of the master 🤹🙄🧹

[@shadywolf2767]

Just saw the episode with this song in it,I hope it gets to iTunes soon

[@asiyyaaaxoxx253]

This song is the best

[@maaaarseeelooooo]

they loved them so much, every smile it was for them. they didn't had anything but their lover, they were happy after so many years but everything broke apart when their lover disappeared, no one knows if they died or just disappeared, they were gone, their lover was gone. it was horrible, it hurts so much. and one of the bad things is that the love that they were feeling wasn't something that everyone would understand, it was more deep than everyone would thought. that's why no one needs to know about the feelings between them, the way they loved each other, because no one will understand them.

[@UnNormalSoup]

This held me through the first year of high school 5 years ago!

[@whitneysaunders3131]

Scream brought me here and I'm loving it :)

[@donn372]

me2

[@viniesunia9747]

same

[@roxxyliciousgaming3298]

I knew I heard this somewhere!!! What episode was it???

[@StripesAndHearts]

season 1 ep 5 at the candlelight vigil

[@emily-lt7xc]

Whitney Saunders me too

[@PaoloNestico]

heartbreaking , intimate, deep feeling... thank you... swaying in my sensations

[@shellicharpentier8000]

Gosh I love this song so much! Fleurie, the composition of the song and emotion in your eerie beautiful voice - they really take me to a place. That's so rare to find. Keep doing what you're doing. :)

[@greenblade9620]

This is the most BEAUTIFUL song I ever heared

[@jordanwashington1854]

Loved how this song was used in Queen sugar!

[@felipeoa9474]

Finally, someone who came here because of QS too :)

[@nafsiyyaharshad1599]

One of the most beautiful songs out there ❤️🥺👑😍

[@meishamasdon8478]

Scream brought me here . 😍

[@alicyaeggel4954]

fleurie needs to be more known, her songs are beautiful

[@ForeverWeirdx3]

Just wanted to thank Scream for showing me this song.

[@TheBjjones48]

Jasiraley is it on Netflix

[@katiehayden4981]

This song is so beautiful 😫❤️

[@nadineravenclaw]

There are so many emotions in this, so many tears... 😪 It's just amazing! 👍 In life you loose dear people all the time (not only to death) and this song displays the sadness and the hurt perfectly ❤️

[@PDriizzy]

That person or animal that u can never see again… Just makes u wish u had more pictures and videos of them.

[@horaceholloway]

SOOOO GOOD

[@heleneleni2321]

Thank you. This says it all. Nine years since my husband died of a heart attack.

[@za3269]

Hurts like hell..

[@marcktendresse9725]

Simply a song that says about my in this incarnation... Wonderful Fleurie, I Love your songs!!!! My Loneliness, my pain, my agony... Sadly, very tears... Waiting for my life go away...

[@Lindsey-Lou]

I didnt even know this was in a movie or video. 😕 i like the song tho ❤

[@izzathea]

the projection ughhhhh like you can actually feel the heartbreak by the way she sings it.

[@k20090924]

It's frighteningly sad... :D My stomach literally started to hurt while listening to this.

[@kapiljain7680]

This song is so deep and so darkkk.. it literally give me the chills🥺

[@thespacerace8488]

I was listening to the song and the bass drop scared the hell out of me

[@elle-kb6ji]

This song feels like heart break.. The feeling watching someone you love go through hell.. It's beautiful

[@l.s.839]

Losing someone is like losing a part of your body .... You would survive but you will never be complete

[@Ressi_TV]

This Song saved me from many panic attacks. Tue connection to this song is like the connection to the thing you love more then everything... thank you

[@nataliewilliams6491]

It’s your birthday today...if you ever find this I want you to know as I’m writing this I’m still very much in love with you. You never left my mind the day we broke up. Maybe we were too young to know how to make it work. Maybe we just weren’t meant to be. But I do know one thing. That if I had just stop being so selfish and jealous we would still be together just for a little longer. You were always so understanding and amazing. You never failed to make my day. I love you so much. And I know that at one point you truly did love me back. Just knowing that make me a little bit happier. Whoever has the amazing opportunity to date you is truly lucky. I’m so jealous of them I wish I could be in their shoes. I would give anything just for you to hold me like you used to. Anything just to hug you. I love you so much.

[@alexandriabrown3427]

Thank you so much for this comment. It was not for me, not even about me, but it helped me heal a little bit of the pain that resides.

[@thatsfroggievoice9264]

I used to listen to this in middle school, I forgot about it when my old phone was wiped. I'm in college now and so many things have happened since then that makes this song cathartic and painful. But it's good to come home.

[@angelshakir]

Reign brought me here 🌹

[@angelizll]

Surrosh omg finally!!! I knew I got this song from somewhere but forgot

[@themotherofcats7148]

Shadowhunters intrducing me to this bangers is like heaven😖

[@arianagrothe4815]

rip Caleb u meant so fucking much to so many people and ur just so amazing and I hurts so much that the person u look up to is dead but god decided it was your time and ik u are watching over all of us and ur family

[@person_hi4786]

This is an amazing song 🥺 and if I'm 100% honest it's my new fav

[@stefigraf100]

I came here because my long relationship just ended .... and it hurts like hell

[@houdaamaly691]

+Just asking Guy im sorry dude x

[@Abby-hd5li]

I know I'm 3 years late, but u ok dude.

[@NikolaiWowe]

How you doin dude?

[@brealea8520]

Me too..

[@almondmilk6312]

Brea Lea im so sorry 😞

[@roya0701]

One of the most beautiful songs!!! It touches my heart.

[@ElMulerito]

Fleurie, I dont know if you will see this comment, but this song is the best from you❤ thanks for exist and be my favourite artist. honnestly since 2016

[@Jana-ub4nw]

شكراً عبير كنت ادور الاغنيه

[@septiplier1883]

Beautiful. I came here because of a video edit someone made of Daniel Kyre from CYndago. Rest in peace, Daniel

[@ena_ina]

+Septiplier he will be remembered

[@gman_7112]

I will miss him forever

[@sophgrimmond]

+Septiplier I will never get over his death

[@CinematicCami]

Such a beautiful and atmospheric opening.