HUSBANDS MENTAL HEALTH CHAT

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[@nicolecloutier4923]

Thanks for sharing your story. I've been dealing with panic attacks for 16 years. It's such a pain in the ass. I've also got depression, PTSD, mood disorder. Finally in therapy with someone I actually connect with. I always have a panic attack before I go there. I don't really know why I have panic attacks 80% of the time. Which sucks because I can't work on it if I don't know what sets me off. I got on tablets and my depression isn't too bad now. All anyone can do is try the best they can to live life to the fullest with a mental illness.

[@lesleycrookes8170]

Watching this today made me cry as I went through this with my son for years and felt so helpless ..now he is 30 and absolutely fine ..so glad you are too

[@lauracurry9274]

Thank you for your video, my husband suffers from the same thing, we love watching your videos and have found comfort knowing someone else had gone through the same thing xx

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thank you. Most people have their own issues they are dealing with and its nice to know we arent alone with these issues

[@karynconner7478]

I’ve been watching sons of your older posts. Loved this one. Brave to open up & love you guys ❤

[@kts64]

Love home vlogs , thxs for addressing this vlog, my daughter going through it with bulling /harassment in the work, ended up going on tablets due to this bully, but how can you prove to your work place when they saying there is no problem, but ignores her, walks out the room when she their, following & watching her , hard to prove your not mad 🤗🤗🤗

[@dixielandfarm]

I have suffered with panic attacks since I was a kid. Finally found a therapist who has helped me through it, but that doesn't mean you don't get them, you just learn when they are coming and hopefully can short circuit them. He told me that it is triggered by you actually interrupting your breathing (due to stress, subconscious worries, etc.) and you are actually triggering a response as if you were drowning - the flood of hormones to prevent you from not breathing. I think Nick will agree that is EXACTLY what it feels like in retrospect. I had developed Anxiety attacks last year due to job stress/emotional state from that which is similar but not the same - that was much harder to control, but luckily I haven't had one in months. I think owning your own business amplifies the tendencies to have these (as we do with the farm, plus I have a normal day job on top of that).

[@adeloconnell1220]

Haha that’s not even a conspiracy anymore Nick,a lot of people do think pharmaceutical companies are making too much money out of people to be giving them a cure to cancer also where I live there are a load of factories by us and there’s a high percent of cancer around here...also Leigh thanks for talking about mental health I’m currently starting a mental health nursing degree and I am passionate about it having lost a friend from suicide at a young age and it changed me as a person so thank you for addressing it ❤️

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thanks Adel. What you are studying is brilliant. More people need to talk about it as I think more people are going through similar things than anyone realises Xx

[@adeloconnell1220]

The Lodge Guys So true and that’s what we endeavor to do,talking is the best therapy and just that initial conversation can do so much unburdening for the person xxx

[@sharonbagnall4160]

Love this guys ❤ . A regular viewer to your Chanel and enjoying every minute . I’m on catchup going through all your vlogs . Would never have thought you’d have gone through this . Having anxiety myself and hiding it watching this has made me realise it could all change and not be for ever . Maybe a then and now video would be good as mental health is at its worse . Thanks for keeping us entertained . I don’t live to far from Nicks home town but always around the east coast . It’s great as you find places we Haven’t visited . Take care you two . Xxx

[@lesleybenson8794]

I struggled a few years ago,. At the age of 49, I became a widow. As far as I was concerned, my life was over, I suffered panic attacks, I constantly wanted to be with my hubby, I couldn’t cope. Everything you discussed, I experienced. Luckily, I reached out for help, and I’m getting there. Your vlogs, help me, because if I worry about trying to do something, or I start to think too deep, ‘keeping things real’ makes me realise, it’s ok,. Hope you understand what I I’m saying. Thank you both.😘

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thank you for watching. Glad to hear you are feeling better than you were.

[@tallactordude]

Thanks, guys, for talking about this. I’ve watched a few other people on KZbin talking about their mental health journeys, and it’s very helpful to know that one is not alone in dealing with these kinds of issues. I have some OCD as well, and though it manifests itself differently for me than what you described, it is good to hear from someone else dealing with similar problems. I’m glad I have a therapist who I can talk to and and with whom I can work on these mental health issues. I think it’s better to talk about these things than to pretend they don’t exist.

[@claregeorge3075]

Lane Wright 💜

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thanks Lane. I almost didnt put the video out but glad I did as there has been a lot of response from Lodgers who are going through similar experiences. Its good to see that were all just "normal" and everyone has a little something they are dealing with. We are all in good company. Hopefully we can be a bit of help to each other as we go along xx

[@iaingrimes8225]

Thank you for this video at the age of 50 I went to a Therapist and I was told I'd been depressed for 35 years and my symptoms were OCD. Wishing you Good mental health

[@staceywoods7975]

Thank u to you both 4 vlogging about mental health. Having a bad day & found this vlog. Made me relate and know there is hope x

[@davidh2414]

I just wanted to watch one of your Vlogs Found this from years ago Leigh OMG well done you pal for sharing this take my hat off to you & you said you worry about things OMG I so do too not as bad when it comes to that point where the problem is being sorted I thought why the hell have I worried myself sick of that problem in the first place

[@Gymmom128]

This made me cry. Happy you got each other, and have done for so long. My hubby died and I miss him like crazy. Keep your relationship sacred.

[@TheLodgeGuys]

aww bless you sorry to hear about your husband, sending love xx

[@garycooper9802]

Hi guys , just listened to your vlog on the mental health issues , it’s something I am going through myself at present , and it’s slowly dawning on me that so many people are facing the same issues , I’m on medication from my doctor and slowly but surely the prescribed medication is working and I feel 100% better in myself , I don’t feel totally as though I have defeated my demons yet but my doctors assured me I will get there in the end , sometimes I almost feel embarrassed to tell people about my struggle , but with people like yourselves promoting the issues it becomes apparent that so many people have the same struggle , it’s just that people don’t talk about it , talking definitely helps , and listening to people from all walks of life going through their own personal battles helps also , cheers guys .

[@susans.6536]

Hi Guys! Thanks so much for sharing your stories. The more we talk about mental health, the more we chip away at the stigma. My daughter has anxiety, depression, and panic disorder, so I can appreciate that it's not easy to talk about, you have my most sincere gratitude for doing so. Much love from one of your lodgers/patrons. ❤️❤️❤️

[@TheLodgeGuys]

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[@HilltopFarmHomestead]

Thanks for sharing guys. It's a difficult subject to talk about.

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Hopefully it will help someone Xx

[@mandydavies7096]

Thank you for talking about your mental health. It was like listening to the internal chatter that I have when I’m having a bad day. I too used to catastrophise health issues...Dr Google was my best friend. I was offered antidepressants but the doc gave me a beta blocker instead (propranolol) Bloody marvellous!!!!! They helped so much with the panic attacks, definitely helped with my thought process in dealing with them. Not on them now, fingers crossed all good. X Loving the vlogs 💙

[@yeetno5232]

I came across this today and i honestly was nearly crying because i have the same issues and been having cbt for the same thing about death and things, it's made me feel that i am totally not alone and it's good to talk about itxx

[@TheLodgeGuys]

I think more people suffer with it than we all think. I think everyone has their own little or big issues. Love from Leigh

[@ecboyance5106]

Thanks for sharing about your anxiety issues.

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Always best to talk about these things

[@shanepeel7653]

i had a breakdown in work this last year it was the worst thing ever to happen to me. ii was off work for two weeks and then i was sent to talk to someone and it helped me out soo much its better to talk to someone then keep it to yourselfs xx

[@billm2124]

Thank you for sharing your story with us about your mental illness! I’ve been suffering from mental illness for about 30 years now I have severe anxiety and I’m diagnosed with major depression. I’ve tried all of the depression medications throughout the years they just didn’t work for me. I’m currently on anti-anxiety medication which gives you a quick fix but it doesn’t solve the problem. I have had the feelings of hopelessness my mental illness has been so debilitating that sometimes I can’t even leave the house or my bedroom for days. I’m 50 years old and it’s hard for me to believe that I’ll ever get control of this. But listening to your story gives me hope we know each individual is different and there are many different levels of mental illness but your hopeful message will make my day go by a little bit better I believe.... thanks again guys for sharing and I love your blogs!! Cheers from Will in Florida!

[@Sandy-zr5hs]

I’ve watched you over the past few years but I’ve never seen this vlog, today it came up on my feed, and bless you both it really touched me and made me love you even more 🥰

[@jeffporter4055]

GREAT topic guys. I have taken Welbutrin every day for roughly 25 years for depression. When I first started taking it people told me to not tell anyone, which I found very odd and frankly offensive because I 100% believe both clinical depression and anxiety are caused by chemical imbalances in the brain that you have no control over. Why should I ever be ashamed or embarrassed over something that is out of my control. Therefore, I have always freely told people about it, partly to help others who may be suffering...so that they understand they’re not alone. As we all have learned depression can be cyclical and twice in 25 years I thought to myself that I had been feeling great for quite a while and I stopped taking the medication...worst decision ever! I will never stop taking my medication again. I also have my unique kind of crazy...I have only heard of one other person with something similar. We are by nature deletion creatures. Think of each of your five senses individually right now and all the input that you are deleting as not critical (brightness of the room, sounds of kids playing down the street, the smell of the neighbors food on the grill, the feel of your clothes on your skin). Now amplify that by 10000, and that is how I feel on rare occasions. I take in all 5 senses times 10000 all at once....information overload! This started in my early 20’s and would last for 20-30 seconds at a time...then I thought it was kind of cool, like I had some kind of super power. However, over the years the duration of the ‘episodes’ has increased (the longest ever was 45 minutes) and it becomes overwhelming very quickly. On a very rare occasion (once every 4-5 years) I will have an attack brought on instantaneously for no obvious reason and Tim knows immediately what is happening. My go to coping mechanism is to grab anything to read to keep my mind off of my surroundings...it passes after about 10 minutes and I am so grateful that it very rarely happens. Funny story regarding Xanax, which I also take as needed for high stress days....because Xanax can be super addictive (I agree because if my Dr. would allow me to, I would take it every day), my Doctor would only prescribe me 6 pills at a time. So for the first year that I had the pills I was always so stressed about whether I should take a pill or not when I was having a stressful day, because then I would only have 5 pills left and what if tomorrow is even a more stressful day!!! So, after a year of this I went back to the Doctor to explain how his prescription of only 6 pills had been causing me a tremendous amount of...you guessed it, Stress. I now have 30 pills 😊.

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Looking at all the comments on this video so far it seems like most of the lodgers are a bit looney. We are in good company. :-D I was a bit like what you were talking about for a long time ,didnt want to tell anyone I took tablets. I liked to give the impression I was naturally "normal" and didnt need the help of tablets but I think so many people suffer in silence these days that its better to talk about it Xx

[@carlettemsstanley600]

Your such a lovely couple . I applaud you for broaching a subject that should be talked about more. I’m sure you’ve just helped so many people who now know there’s help. Excellent video !

[@TheLodgeGuys]

We had a favourable response to this

[@claregeorge3075]

Hey guys. I was diagnosed with depression at the age of 7. Had social phobia for years and at the age of 22 started having panic attacks with led to severe agoraphobia and me being housebound for 5 years. When I was 27 (2001) i met my sons dad. I fell pregnant within 4 months and he moved to Kent from Wolverhampton. I was still agoraphobic (and still am now) when our son was 7/8 we all moved to Wolverhampton. I took 10mg of Diazapam for the journey. After 2 years of living there I had a breakdown and my depression came back with a vengeance. I was having suicidal thoughts and lost a lot of weight due to panic attacks and stress. It affected my so much, I was scared to be on my own. Slowly I started to go outside again and was on 80mg of propranolol a day (still am) and had anti depressants too. I think they were citralapram? Anyway, things where getting better until October of 2016 when my partner was diagnosed with skin cancer. Sadly he passed away in November last year. Me and our son moved back down to Kent to live with my parents and I'm finding it hard to hold things together. But as you said Leigh, there's good days and bad days too. 💜💜💜

[@TheKeweFamily]

My mum's suffered severe Agoraphobia and anxiety since childhood, not nice. 😔💜💜💜

[@claregeorge3075]

Oh no. It's truly debilitating. It's even worse when it directly affects the ones you love. Massive hugs to your mum 💜

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Aww Clare. Sorry to hear about your Husband and your mental health issues. Looking at all the comments on this video it seems like you are in good company as we all see to have our struggles. If we can make at least one of you smile with our videos then hopefully we have done something good for you Xxx

[@claregeorge3075]

You guys always make me smile 💜👍

[@TheJojones]

Thanks for sharing this . I suffer from anxiety and it is debilitating at times . My son (17 ) has also suffered crippling social anxiety and his school years have been hell for him :( but he's getting there. Panic attacks are horrid! It's good to talk and share stories as it's great to raise awareness and not feel alone xxxxx

[@TheLodgeGuys]

nick suffers social anxiety, if we are shopping and it's busy and noisy he can't focus and God if someone pushes past him I have to walk away because he becomes rude and irrational, we therefore go shopping when it's quiet and limit it to 15 mins only lol

[@TheJojones]

The Lodge Guys yes can totally relate to this! I'm not great in large crowds or groups! I'm quite a worrier too. Totally irrational sometimes but you can't help it at times . Imagine us lot on a shopping trip! Ha ha

[@TheLodgeGuys]

oh god yes let's collab and do it lol

[@claregeorge3075]

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[@sonya7346]

Hi, I have just watched this. It seems you both have suffered greatly . I am glad to see you have both improved with regards to your mental health. I suffered with depression after the birth of our daughter, although I still have anxiety and panic, and I do worry a lot about things. I am still on medication years later, just to keep me calm and sane. I am so sorry to hear about your friend Leigh, that must of been awful. Unfortunately, there is a stigma around men and mental health, which there should not be and sadly the suicide rate is so much higher for males, than it is for females 😞 If you have a problem then there are people there to help, professionals, family, friends. It's great you have got each other to confide in and to talk to, never keep things bottled up. Thanks for sharing this. Love you guys xx

[@vegasvan702]

Brave on you for sharing, both of you. Yes, we all have our boogieman that torments us. I identify with your journey. Huge love to you both.

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thanks Van

[@lindahamilton3055]

Thank you talking about mental health I been through the same and came out okay every word you described happens it can be the worst thing in someone's life so yes talk to someone

[@joshk_dj]

thank you for sharing guys, I have panic attacks and paranoia from a previous experience of my mums, after watching I'm gonna try and be positive

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Just take one day at a time and try mindfulness. That helps a lot

[@joshk_dj]

Thank you xx

[@Disneycastle1]

I just welled up watching this one Thank you so much ,I now suffer from negative thoughts and anxiety thanks to being diagnosed with chronic myeloid leukaemia in 2015 ,I've recently changed medication and my mind is racing I know it will pass but it's one of those days/weeks. It's nice to know I'm not alone . Keep up the fantastic work, you don't realise how much happiness your vlogs spread x

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thank you. Glad we can help Xx

[@lynnebuck4587]

I am so proud of you Leigh talking about mental health, you cant explain why you feel down people don't understand and I think its not a bad thing being on anti depressants they do help. Also proud of Nick its nothing to be ashamed about I am glad more people are talking about it. Well done guys.

[@krprine77]

What a great vlog thank you for sharing

[@whatalexdid]

I love that cushion barrier, I have one of those 😂 I am a big suferrer when it comes to mental health issues, panic attacjs, anxiety and OCD! I was properly triggered just before my first was born, I was convinced my wife would die through child birth and since that my problems fully started... Like you my problems start in my stomach and as someone who is terrified of being ill, that stresses me more and brings on panic attacks and axiety! Its such a vicious circle.... I tried CBT and that made me worse, so I took up photography and videography as a way of distraction, it works great and has definitely been the best therapy for me... I am not fully back to what I was before however I am much better... Also like you, I have refused all the way to go on medication, I have avoided so far but never say never... I find you doing this video very courageous, I dont often speak to anyone about my problems, only really my wife, but I have umming and arring about actually telling my story for my channel one day as I think it would be very therapeutic to get everything off my chest... The only thing that puts me off is embarrasment of being judged and I would hate for people to think that I'm delicate and unstable.. Im not, but the internet is a cruel place! Any way, sorry for my essay but well done for getting your story out x

[@claregeorge3075]

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[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thanks Alex. I went for quite a while not telling anyone about the tablets I was on as I didnt want people thinking the "normal" acting me they see was due to some pills. I realise now that my head just didnt work the way a lot of peoples did and the tablets just put something a bit right and now my head is a much more calmer "normal" place to live it. It made all the crap less at the front of my mind and easier to put to the back of my mind. Looking at the comments so far on this video, most people have their own things they are dealing with. We are all in the same boat and I think more people need to talk about it so everyone knows they are "normal", in the best sense of the word. Xxx

[@rachelgennery8706]

Great vlog...thanks for sharing 🥰 definitely benefits in talking and sharing troubles, especially with everything everyone is going through now 🥰

[@martinwatts434]

Hi. Well done to the both of you for doing this vlog on what is a very hard subject to mention to anyone, I'm going through similar problems, mine started when i lost my mum 12 years ago, and struggling through a divorce, like you leigh i have my good days and bad days some days i would panic, feel anxious,sleepless nights and with me i always overthink alot about what might happen everyday sometimes it's hard to leave the house and leave my comfort zone. So in the end went to doctors and he asked me load of questions about suicidal thoughts and other things he asked me about anti depressants or counselling i opted for antidepressants, after sometime of being on them i came of them ( not a good idea ) trying to beat it by myself but it's not working so I'll probably be going back to them thats if i can push myself to get there, onwards and upwards my motto. Thanks again to you both for doing this this vlog it was very interesting and informative. Hope things get better leigh, well done to you nick for getting over it hoping it will happen to me one day.

[@marycandy2622]

You are made to be together❤ stay together for ever.❤😊

[@TheLodgeGuys]

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[@maplegrovethrifterspeggygi9859]

Big hugs to you both. That had to be hard to share, so glad you guys are doing better

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Its really important for people to talk about these things. Hope we may have helped someone with the video Xx

[@alexmcghie4022]

Thank you to you both for your open & honest blog tonight, I want to hug you both. I can relate to you & just how important it really, really is to talk. There is a stigma to mental health & there shouldn't be, I think you both very brave to talk & share your experiences, big hugs.

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thanks Alex. Up till the last minute of this video going out I was considering deleting it. Glad I didnt as it seems most people who comment are going through their own struggles so its definitely important to talk about Xxx

[@lasanta2]

Thank you for sharing these personal issues, I am so pleased that the medication has worked for you and resulted in a better life for you both.

[@jonnywhitley]

Great video chaps :)

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Xx

[@kingo4eva]

Nick and Leigh you are absolutely fantastic, I am so glad I have found your videos on here. My husband suffers with PTSD and you are so right please keep talking about the struggles it took him years to be able to talk about his struggles but I am so grateful that you have kept it real and show your viewers it’s not always easy but you really are fantastic. Thank you so much 😊

[@TheLodgeGuys]

aww thanks for an amazing comment xxx

[@StevsoS]

Thank you sharing your experiences. I understand and therapy helped me as well.

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thanks Steve. I think most of the lodgers are in a similar situation looking at the comments. Were in good company

[@archdragon2002]

Thank you guys for sharing your stories! I defiantly can relate. Struggling myself at the minute with anxiety and depression. I haven’t been to my GP though. I really need to go see him. :). My biggest fear is going in a tablet for this but I think it’s time to do something. Not sleeping at night is getting really old. Thanks again for sharing

[@claregeorge3075]

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[@TheLodgeGuys]

Definitely go see your GP Brian. A lot of us try to struggle on through it when theres help out there available. I used to think it meant I was weak and a bit bonkers if I had to go on tablets, I realise now it just means my head worked a little different than other people and the tablets made it work a bit better :-) Xx Leigh

[@archdragon2002]

I know a lot of mine is Not knowing what is going to happen with this immigration crap. Its the state of Limbo that we are in and not knowing if I'm goign to be kicked out of the country. I know once that is sorted it will get better, I hope, but in the meantime, I may need that support. :(

[@lesleybenson8794]

The queens father was diagnosed with lung cancer, but it was emphasemia, which killed him due to heavy smoking.

[@TheLodgeGuys]

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[@jhockney]

Thanks for sharing this guys ❤️

[@wyldstalyn84]

Thanks so much for sharing. I have delt with crippling anxiety and panic attacks my whole life and I relate so much to your stories. Unfortunately I have a great fear of doctors so it's been difficult to seek help. I will say watching your vlogs always cheers me up so thank you both for being my therapy. Much love 💜

[@daniolix88]

You two are wonderful. Thank you for opening up and sharing your stories with us. Keep well!

[@nichoffman6198]

Great video guys!!

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thank you for watching. Its so much appreciated. Xx

[@MrDazzlexx]

Thanks for sharong such a personal video guys, if one person sees this and identifies with it and seeks help you have done an amazing job! Xxx

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thank you

[@thelawgreens]

Thanks for sharing guys

[@TheLodgeGuys]

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[@TheKeweFamily]

You 2 crack me up 😂 food looked yummy, yet again making me hungry lol!!......Yes! not enough awareness out there about mental health, I suffer with depression and have done since the age of 15 been on pills for many years only way I can feel okay. I went through a stage of feeling suicidal too years ago. Mental illness is real and it annoys me when others don't understand it, they say go for walk etc and you'll feel better......yeeeeah okay 🙈😑!!. Loved this vlog & love u guys 💜💜 #MentalHealthAwareness

[@claregeorge3075]

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[@TheLodgeGuys]

Looking at the comments it seems like most of the lodgers are in similar situations with things going on in their lives. Were in good company :-D

[@byronlee2011]

I come across your videos a few days ago and I am so glad I did! I've just started taking tablets 6 days ago as I have always struggled with obsessions and feeling shitty, it was nice to hear that it was the best decision for you! Hopefully me too! :)

[@TheLodgeGuys]

Hi Bryon. Thanks for the comment. Hang in there until the tablets start to work. Hopefully you will be like me and start to feel what I call "normal" once they kick in. They can take a while to kick in but stick with it and it could be life changing. Feel free to message us whenever you want to let us know how you are doing. Do you follow us on Insta or Twitter ? If so let us know your usernames so we can keep in touch

[@byronlee2011]

Oh my you for reaching back out! I didn't expect a reply but yes sure I follow you both on insta and twitter..insta is better for me though? :) my tag is byronleeb thank you! :) @@TheLodgeGuys

[@jeffporter4055]

And after that super long comment I forgot to mention I have also been obsessed with death...specifically about Cancer. Every little odd feeling in my body for years Tim has had to hear, “I have a head ache, which is obviously brain cancer and I have two weeks to live...I have an upset stomach, which must clearly be stomach cancer and I have two weeks to live”. I don’t know why I always have two weeks to live but that’s the timeframe....at this point, I even laugh about it. In the past 6 months I am finally convinced that I’m not continuously dying because I have had every scan of every organ head to toe and they have never found anything. In fact, I have never had a major illness of any kind.

[@TheLodgeGuys]

We both used to be the same. Hypochondriacs. Thankfully we seem to have got over that now

[@lasanta2]

Like the sunnys Nick

[@maplegrovethrifterspeggygi9859]

Looks like no nap for you nick

[@TheLodgeGuys]

:-) Xx

[@sueboyd4692]

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[@TheLodgeGuys]

Thank you for watching. Its so much appreciated. Xx

[@sueboyd4692]

@@TheLodgeGuys just started watching your vlogs.. Xmas /benidorm. You crease me up. Got some catching up to do ❤️love you guys. 💞💞💞