I almost quit youtube forever and here's why *not a joke*

[@josephinevera8]

And when we needed her the most.. she returned.

[@c0ra117]

Yes

[@choicethetaurus]

@ミlia_berryミ feefef kzbin.info/www/bejne/fIDMZaWIgcito6c

[@wonderland.5]

@@choicethetaurus wow, this actually sounds really good

[@noodlesandsprite7052]

Period

[@даниях]

@ミlia_berryミ ok.

[@jacoblol901]

"if you ever get a boyfriend, break up with him if you ever find a crush, spit in his face" - Antonio Garza 2020

[@FloverCleavland]

Okay but for real best advice 💀

[@Ana-wy1ek]

@@FloverCleavland was boutta just say lol no fr thats some good advice

[@girlontheedge2636]

i did it feels so amazing 😍

[@miranda9004]

Ok but what if your fruity? I need answers here.

[@cleanfreakqeeuntea3052]

Girl i would be glad to do that😂😃

[@kinlee9512]

“If you ever get a boyfriend just break up with him if you ever get a crush just spit in his face” -The one and only Antonio Garza

[@blugalaxy756]

We stan Antonio

[@GM-jo6hp]

She honestly snapped with that

[@E_420]

Legit good advice tho

[@neruevalith122]

Sounds like advice someone who’s feeling salty would give. Just because your relationship ended poorly doesn’t mean everyone else’s does too or that people should have a pessimist attitude. I always find it amusing how girls are always saying the don’t need dudes or that they suck but then they are all heart broken and secretly obsessed.

[@AllieBee00]

@@neruevalith122 I honestly don't think this advice is meant to be taken literally

[@ransonate1807]

Ok •her dog got cancer •she got kicked out of school •her grandma died •she had a breakup girl can i hug you wtf.

[@valentinarodriguez528]

and she has panick attacks

[@alliexcx5576]

:( I feel bad for her or them (I don’t know they’re pronouns oop-)

[@emil6936]

Wait why was she kicked out of school?

[@andre_karavia]

plus panic atacc....

[@tiffanyqr7907]

@@alliexcx5576 she’s a girl- literally stfu with that😩

[@XXallycat101XX]

Antonio is probably the only KZbinr that can not post for months and the algorithm still loves them lmao

[@ruvstar]

And Dan Howell

[@greenthinggg]

Yed

[@delanytario5829]

CoryxKenshin was gone for 9 months and still gained a million subs while he was gone and when he came back his video was #1 on trending 💀 Edit: omg Ik Antonio goes by she/her, I am clearly calling Cory he.

[@noey_]

@@delanytario5829took the words right out of my mouth 🥱

[@lajbear]

Nope cory too

[@AmbeEve]

Quality over quantity, as long as shes happy I don’t care if she’s posting or not. Mental health is more important!

[@sylviaalibrahimi291]

👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

[@pablo10302]

Preach my queen!

[@KrazyKitty01]

Period queen ✨✨✨

[@NickGrand]

Damn even as a small content creator this comment hit hard #facts #mentalhealth

[@lol-pw4jc]

uh it’s a boy

[@chloecoder4241]

“my life isn’t that bad” it’s not about that baby you were obviously not doing well it doesn’t matter how generally good your life is, anyone can go through a hard time. i’m glad you took time for yourself.

[@becca6492]

i just hope she knows how much we love her 🥺

[@Elena-xz7wj]

“my life isn’t that bad i’m just self pitying” girl. IF YOURE SAD THEN YOURE SAD DONT INVALIDATE YOURSELF

[@jae8378]

no, she should be acknowledging the fact that she has blessings that many other people dont. of course shes entitled to feel sad, but sadness should never be felt to the point where it has an unshakable hold on you.

[@sver1618]

*boy

[@BrookeKatherine.]

@@sver1618 why are you here lol

[@sver1618]

@depressed bisexual girl HE needs therapy

[@jae8378]

@depressed bisexual ok ‘depressed’ bisexual

[@siddhinaik8596]

Antonio's editing is low-key how my brain thinks I-

[@tommie42]

Dude me too, and it shows😂😖

[@siddhinaik8596]

@@tommie42 ikrrr, somewhere 2012 Katy Perry is playing and I have no idea where in my brain that happens

[@delaneyw.3914]

same

[@GleenAraya]

send a therapist cause same

[@ellajackson778]

literally meeee 💀💀💀

[@meltedkinderjoy479]

“My therapist looked scary” “So I canceled it” 😫😫😫 me.

[@hellokimchi3724]

I’m ur 1000 like boi uwu

[@meltedkinderjoy479]

@@hellokimchi3724 omg I wouldn’t have realized had you not comment lmao

[@campbellmae]

i’m actually worried about her, and none of the comments are addressing it. :(

[@skyco5395]

this comment :'' she has went through a lot

[@venusianaonline]

Same

[@accioyoongi]

@@skyco5395 you just gotta look through it, there’s a lot

[@Hannerknowsbest]

i know :(

[@Leo-bk5vf]

@Idk wut name to settle on its not really any of your business

[@itsguccigalaxy]

PSA: Just because someone else's life is harder than yours doesn't make your feelings any less valid

[@churro9838]

Thank you kind moth

[@tiffanyleong0616]

YES.

[@tasfi07]

thank you

[@jadawilliams2795]

Thankyou mom

[@imagineaworldlikethat4081]

Thank you so much for this my parents guilt trip me with that saying

[@Hanna-fz4wp]

“If you ever get a boyfriend just break up with him. And if u ever get a crush, spit in his face” Me: taking notes

[@kimmy2734]

I'm in a committed relationship with my bed.

[@ryebread431]

@@kimmy2734 yes

[@jazzzitjazzvsheready5774]

Me too ✍️me too ✍️me too✍️me 2✍️

[@ms.maliyah324]

lol right😭😭😭🗿

[@thestarswillshineagain1824]

My boyfriend just nade himself food after i asked if he wanted a snack. He said 'i'll do it' and made himself food and not me. Im gonna square up and spit in his face Edit: i broke up with him 3 days ago because i deserve better abd was done with his shit

[@leslieroque1854]

When the world needed her the most... She came back.

[@boiledP-nut]

She supercharged her Tesla with that taser nearly

[@alexiswilliams7141]

LUKE ILY

[@aliciau.6955]

omg luke

[@_macARONi_]

AAAAAAAAAHHHH it's the uggly piggly btch HI👁👄👁️

[@laylaledesma7718]

wtf are you doing here😭😭😭

[@abbirezac1982]

OMG LUKE I LOVE U

[@eastcoastprincess97]

no honey you’re actually going through a LOT. like forreal. and it’s okay to acknowledge that as well. it’s not a pity part you kept it short and tried to explain it to us the best you could. i’m proud of you for even posting after what you been through but keep on pushing!! happy to see you again.

[@MsOneOnTheMoon]

“my life isn’t bad” *continues to explain every valid reason for her to feel like her life is bad*

[@CherryTwistXD]

Nah it’s good she stay humble tho there’s always gonna be someone with worse problems than you but it should invalidate your own feelings. But bc it’s the internet people would’ve thought she’s bratty or something I stg

[@itsjustlukeRevive]

She's back! She saved me from boredom!!!

[@hello-mt3be]

never give up hope that Antonio will return 🙏🏾!

[@hello-mt3be]

@weeby weeb yes, yes, fellow KZbin user. we have been blessed by thy Antonio on her KZbin channel where dost thou post videos for her subscriber count to view 🙏🏾😩💗💗.

[@Itzluisleon]

I’ll save you from bordom !😚

[@switchbladesx5808]

@@Itzluisleon I’m Ngl your channel does look entertaining

[@Itzluisleon]

@@switchbladesx5808 you should subscribe I’m actually consistent with my uploads:)

[@HUNGRYCR4B]

Real footage of me talking to mirror to teach my introvert ass how to be more social and have more friends in 2021

[@nancyamadorhernandez88]

I could never relate to a comment so much.

[@shunuuu]

you are everywhere and it's iconic

[@catalinaayala1164]

You don’t have to call me out like that 😔🖐

[@baileighhadley8687]

Bruh I thought that was just me lmao

[@madi3914]

Lmao this hits too close to home

[@dang6477]

Antonio: I look like shrek Also Antonio: I look like my mom Antonio’s mom: 👁👄👁

[@astro9768]

LMAOO

[@mj-zl7kf]

i’m glad she doesn’t force herself to post... mental health is so important & she has a right to be sad... :(

[@kayslays13]

agreed :( also not to sound like im creepin but is your profile pic you? bc if so youre so so so pretty 🥺

[@mj-zl7kf]

@@kayslays13 it is me!!! thank you so much ☺️🥰🥰🥰🤍💗💗💗💗

[@kayslays13]

@@mj-zl7kf pls ur like a lil angel :(

[@mj-zl7kf]

@@kayslays13 STOP ITTTTTTTTTT🥺🥺🥺💗💗💗

[@sver1618]

himself*

[@HelloThere-cr4pr]

girl, it's okay to be sad. Everyone needs their own time to heal. I'm so sorry about your grandma.

[@mimiiii_88]

Off topic but luv ur pfp sis 🙈

[@Doubleboobs]

.

[@toughteddy4746]

Every time she comes back she just gets prettier and prettier

[@rylanwm]

facts

[@whatup4903]

Lie

[@keilaxoxo]

@@whatup4903 like ur life

[@thestarswillshineagain1824]

Ennit. Im just getting fatter and fatter 😂

[@moshimoshi3148]

@@whatup4903 STFU

[@user-ei5fx9mk9s]

I feel like all her videos are just gonna be her returning 💀💀 and all her intros are gonna be “I’m back now”

[@babyedits2004]

“i was sad”

[@mygirldarby]

You're right. It just happened again.

[@ani4305]

this girl was really recording with her phone WHILE she was driving..TO GET HER DRIVERS LICENSE

[@amandaforrester3948]

Antonio let’s be friends!

[@mhb33200]

She wasn't even driving there

[@kelseyshania8356]

she had someone in the car, if you have a permit that’s allowed not the phone part lol

[@olgapoutachidou1803]

I just liked this comment so it's not 666

[@emisuarez]

PLEASE I NEED MORE VIDEOS OF YOU DRIVING

[@macamenpuig8676]

omg emilio

[@milosilas8336]

In the end of 2021 maybe

[@thejimwellsv]

don't worry she's going to upload more in the year 2047

[@enzoenfilms]

este crossover>>

[@blaccore]

yeah ! its really a different vibe from antonio and i love it

[@vidasegunbrandon2819]

Antonio: “i think god is testing me” Me: *Gets an ad of church*

[@meekuhatsune5668]

LMAO I GOT THAT TOO

[@midnightfox5684]

Lmao

[@vidasegunbrandon2819]

PeachyBunnie LMAOOOO I thought I was the only one

[@hamnakhan7201]

lmaooo

[@vidasegunbrandon2819]

weeby weeb amén

[@avamarie127]

im rewatching this video and its making me so sad. her dog got cancer, her grandma died, has panic attacks daily, has been in a breakup, got kicked out of school, and more. this poor girl :/ i wish i could give u a hug antonio. i hope ur doing okay

[@ansleygilde7943]

Can we just talk about 1. how she’s literally glowing lately 2. She seems a lot happier to me, love you Antonio💞😔😋

[@wuzzyyy_]

"she seems a lot happier lately" *Not even 1 mins in this vid antonio being disappointed to be alive*

[@borokaferencz1883]

Everyone gangsta until Antonio reveals an actual SHIT ton of heavy things that happened...

[@hanarose9338]

This is honestly kinda sad like your still a teen and people expect so much from you, when you are literally going through real life and all this stuff and people go like "all you tubers say their life sucks and take a break for 2 months" but y'all she is still a teenager and is being forced to grow and be a role model and going through so much!! you are so strong and we love you

[@loretelorete3334]

Antonio gains money through us (subscribers and views) meaning she bought a new iPhone 12 and a Tesla with KZbin money, KZbin is a job same as any other job, we (as subscribers) deserve at least an explanation of why you are not posting as much as before (which she didn’t) until now. But anywayssss she is just a teenager and is being forced to grow and be a role model right???😍🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@fillemite]

@@loretelorete3334 youtube aint a job like any other, theres no consistency so its only natural for her to take breaks when she goes thru shit. all your comment is saying is that youre not a supporter of antonio youre JUST a subscriber and if you think she got that money from YOU youre wrong, she got that money by working hard.

[@maro8139]

@@loretelorete3334 I’m sorry if it’s that easy then why don’t you have millions of followers

[@loretelorete3334]

@@fillemite you are right

[@bridget2927]

@@loretelorete3334 it’s not like u r actually paying her money though lol - watching youtube vids is not the same as paying money for a service, she doesn’t owe us anything

[@boiledP-nut]

I have a feeling she’s gonna upload soon

[@polkafolka9724]

Your feeling might be wrong

[@babyedits2004]

Shes been posting teases of filming on her instagram for weeks lol

[@jaylibaby8438]

I hope so , I need new content 🤦🏻‍♀️

[@kadeforbeck3253]

I really don’t know 😂

[@fjnxtgdjsjeeh6073]

Its been 3 weeks and i think youre right 😳

[@freyahunter2416]

okay but on a real note, i really do hope you’re doing well love. we should really consider the fact she’s actually struggling and not put so much pressure on her to post. we love you and you can take all the time you need💗

[@annabeld7758]

i love this comment ^^^^^

[@kekelovesfood5176]

Antonio is like pennywise because she comes back every 27 years Not y’all fighting in the comments 😭🤚

[@mymelodyswag]

💀💀

[@osnapitzyomar]

And I’m the 27th like 😌💅

[@carlosdiaz8039]

HAHAHA PLSSSS

[@mikumoca3623]

NDKSJDJEKD NOOO

[@Darksoulcesar]

PLSSS

[@dariannaperez6683]

“My life is not that bad” girl it’s ok to be sad. Don’t compare your problems to other people’s. It’s all about what you can and can’t handle. And that honestly sounds like a lot to handle. I mean, I had panic and anxiety attacks everyday for the entire month of September. Not even an exaggeration. I cried for at least 3-4 hours a day. And it was all because I was nervous about starting college. That’s not that bad, but I felt like I couldn’t handle it. It is all about what YOU can handle. Don’t feel bad for being anxious and sad. That goes for everyone!

[@petitelamb]

Go off queen

[@shxxylophone8969]

Girllll i feel you I started uni but it’s online rn but next semester will be normal and I’m so nervous because I have anxiety

[@dariannaperez6683]

@@shxxylophone8969 my school isn’t opening until maybe next year, so I’m online until MAYBE 2021-2022 school year

[@blake3071]

it’s been 4 months sis we miss u wya

[@queenmelodee283]

Quarantine said: "Be depressed." Antonia said: "Nah, sissies."

[@II-ne3lp]

“If you ever get a boyfriend just break up with him” My husband sitting right next to me: 👁👄👁

[@kewi.]

Take his money. Gotta always put the bag first 💰

[@II-ne3lp]

@@kewi. If anything he’s securing his bag lol.

[@cerenity3578]

@@kewi. Gold digger-

[@emmyw7836]

@@II-ne3lp LMAO JEHEJEEJE

[@kewi.]

@@cerenity3578 priorities, miss mama. Men = Wallets

[@spencerbumpus2149]

I’m really sorry about your grandma, that sucks:( and we’re all here for u

[@b0njou.r]

Imagine how sad this would be without the meme-y edits. Please take your time, love you lots.

[@uniquenewyork3325]

It's kinda clear she's trying to smile and not make everything sound so serious bc people expect her to be this ✨happy girl w the funny edits✨ all the time

[@Avastatlaxt]

Sadness

[@mika_7846]

Or its her way of coping...? Idk its because i like to make my problems funny and joke about them, it makes me feel like they arent serious so maybe shes like that too???

[@uniquenewyork3325]

@@mika_7846 that's valid too

[@lily8796]

You guys are dramatic AF 💀 it's probably her way of coping, i do that too

[@uniquenewyork3325]

@@lily8796 u say it like I don't understand that lol I already said that's valid too, I'm sharing what I thought

[@Glory_voyage]

When she says it’s not a joke that’s when it IS a joke

[@envyrswie584]

@@michimusica no

[@Eva-nn3dl]

“It’s is”

[@Glory_voyage]

michelle no❤️🙏🏼

[@Glory_voyage]

Miss Keesha thank you Siri 😍

[@Eva-nn3dl]

@@Glory_voyage no problem dyslexiella 😍

[@cianasinterlude]

OMG YES SHE IS BACK

[@daysiachavez4012]

And I’m here for it

[@d4vd1436]

@@michimusica i’ll check it out!!

[@avab.6122]

@@michimusica you are very talented

[@Val-jg1gw]

@@michimusica ok I will :)

[@puptaort]

@@quesadilla9062 huh

[@f4ry1]

antonio: “if you ever get a boyfriend, just break up with him.” me: *laughs in lesbian 😎*

[@attacked7792]

Laughs in gay because gays are cool 😎

[@grrrrruwu8726]

Lol my best friend is a lesbian and her reason is “I dont know guys make me uncomfortable” 😂

[@attacked7792]

@Molly You don’t think gays are cool?

[@Fartiosa]

Cringe

[@f4ry1]

@@Fartiosa okay leave then 😐✋🏽

[@hptrrs5251]

The proteccs She attaccs But mostly importantly She comes bacc

[@mwalker238]

Not for long

[@yuhloic]

this was the last video for another 6,000 years

[@hptrrs5251]

@@yuhloic I mean, at least she came back to let us know she'll live again 😂😂

[@breenewi6405]

Antonio's youtube career like "I'm alive but I'm dead"

[@franceskak3528]

My whole existence

[@franceskak3528]

Is like that

[@VictoriaNdey]

anyone else literally randomly thought of her the other day and now she's posting again?

[@brute363]

I thought it was just me wtfff

[@timotheechalamet5797]

even if there wasn’t a reason for you to be sad, you should always be allowed to take a break to help yourself. mental health matters and I hope that everyone reading this also takes that in mind. if your struggling just remember that you’ve gotten this far and you’ve survived all your previous lows. stay safe guys and remember that your perfect xxx

[@addie8080]

❤️❤️❤️

[@wornishwasstolen]

Omg she’s a queen, dealing with so much, she’s still able to smile.

[@shanzaaa8532]

Girl that is ALOT to deal with :( I don’t blame you for leaving youtube, take all the time you need! Rest, and heal ❤️ Everyone will be here for you when you come back

[@infirestannielbb5823]

Okay let’s talk about how Gorgeous she looks in a ponytail

[@mymelodyswag]

Ariana Grande who ✋😳✨

[@Vampxiii_]

FOR REALLLLLL

[@dumbtxh7174]

And without makeup too

[@zeutzux]

Why’d I read that as “she looks gorgeous in a hospital” 😭

[@mymelodyswag]

@@zeutzux Nooo 💀💀

[@gavinpayton9880]

antonio: im going to e start posting more. i mean it. also antonio: doesn't upload again for 5 months and counting

[@sky9743]

I love how healthy she is about her channel she doesn’t post everyday or week because people want her to she posts as often or as not often and she wants to she does what’s good for her and i am here for that

[@StanDiggs]

sis really came to bless us with her presence once more before she disappears until 2021 lol

[@syd8159]

this comment was a cruel reminder that the new year is less than two months away

[@ky1eeeeeeee]

LMAO

[@tess9258]

@@syd8159 the new year is a good thing we need to get out of 2020 😳

[@zinnia4740]

@@tess9258 I mean yea but it is not going to change the pandemic or anything else just the number is changing.

[@nemanjinaporodicnaarhiva]

- Her grandma died - She had a breakup - She dropped put of school damnn

[@leewana1167]

And her dog has cancer ...😭

[@r3yl3na]

Developed panic attacks

[@Xayllie]

eh

[@Sara-jo3xm]

dead dead What do you mean by "eh"?

[@harryvaliente9425]

LET'S PRAY FOR EVERYONE

[@jayden1556]

Who else misses Antonio 🙋🏼‍♂️🥺😔 she has the best vibes 🤠

[@OGox33n]

she still active on tik tok

[@jayden1556]

@@OGox33n OOOH really. I completely forgot about that. Like I legit never go on tiktok, so I had no idea Antonio even had one lol. Well thanks anyways imma go binge her tiktok byeee 🤩🤩

[@OGox33n]

@@jayden1556 kk she is more active on her spam account which is "uglyhoe666"

[@jayden1556]

@@OGox33n OMG YES THANK YOU SM. I JUST BINGED HER ENTIRE MAIN ACCOUNT. OK NEXT BINGE SESSION LET'S GO 🤠🤠

[@vedhadas4238]

her therapist watching this like 👁👄👁 💧

[@kaitlynbosse-jaillet8838]

omg i actually feel really bad for you!! you got a panic attack, heart broken, grand mother passed away and your dog having cancer! i'm glad that you've spend time with your family! i hope 2021 will be a better year for you! ❤️

[@EmmaCOW93]

This is the support we need. The fact that she's been made to feel like her struggles are invalid... 🥺

[@maganihaziqramadhan7954]

the macys worker who arrested antonio be like: hi sissy

[@maganihaziqramadhan7954]

@frowgyy lmao im sorry, im talking about the store

[@munekamami]

It’s been 3 months since she posted 😭🖖🏻she literally be leaving us like damn we miss uuu

[@NessaH]

I know I miss her so much I check here every day lol

[@munekamami]

@@NessaH I just hope she’s okay And doing well

[@NessaH]

@@munekamami me too. I love her videos, but I would never want her to sacrifice her mental health just for youtube.

[@nivinkanjo1942]

@@munekamami same

[@y2kgabi]

Antonio: “Sorry if I look gross and ugly right now” Me: “WHATT YOU LOOK AMAZING.”

[@sxukablajt6299]

Amen

[@zi_vaa]

the queen is stunninggggg

[@fedwabakkali9413]

You can tell she struggles talking about emotion people should expect it and allow the fact she needs breaks

[@brandonyu7859]

Girl it’s been a whole damn year...

[@cindylou888]

it’s only been 3 months😭😭

[@Alluratheenchantress]

@@goop3263 dont be rude bitch

[@marcus7953]

👁👄👁

[@envyrswie584]

Calm down

[@yourwattpadmafiahusband2496]

@@goop3263 what's wrong with anime-

[@jennifertrevino995]

A lot of people went through mental break downs during this lockdown... don’t put yourself too much pressure. I was diagnosed with severe anxiety as a kid and I pretty much learned to control it at 19.... then this pandemic hit and my anxiety attacks went worst than ever over the most irrational fears.

[@Andres-cc5su]

No one: Antonio: My grandma died, my dog is about to die, I got my heart broken, I have panick attacks now Also Antonio: I ACT MY LIFE IS HORRIBLE ITS NOT WVEN THAT BAD

[@Katana-lo2vi]

“This is a camera not a vibrator” -Antonio 2020

[@abbyhorgan2055]

no one: not a single soul: Antonio coming back every 20 years:

[@candykizz3z68]

It’s been 5 months 🥺 hope you’re doing better and you have someone to talk to. Hugs 🫂!!!

[@laiisaaaa3718]

I hope Antonio’s dog gets better soon. Im so sorry for that.

[@nvldoo]

hola te amo

[@qqqqlona]

k wea wena po baldo 🤠✨

[@gasparz6147]

donde t encuentro naldo LAGSLSGD

[@janice2296]

:0

[@crystalwaters4438]

no mas tueva swerlay 💋

[@Deru-re5ms]

q xico es el mundo naldomares,,,

[@ald0671]

nobody: literally nobody: Antonio: 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒂𝒂𝒂 𝒚𝒂𝒂𝒂

[@davidlynchfemeie]

WHERED U GET THAT FONT

[@annikawiggins310]

@@davidlynchfemeie u can search up "copy and paste fonts" on the internet and be able to copy any of a variety with the text you put into the translator. 😌

[@audrinar4809]

@@annikawiggins310 𝑂𝑟 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑝𝑝 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑑𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑡𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑘𝑒𝑦𝑏𝑜𝑎𝑟𝑑 ♡︎☽𓆉𓃰𓃠𓅿𓆙𓅓𓃱𓃗𓅰𓅷𓆈𓃟 ☂︎︎☀︎︎♫☻︎♥︎✔︎☯︎︎☘︎︎✈︎꧁꧂☂︎︎𐂂ꕥ☮︎︎シ ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

[@icalossity]

I really hope you’re doing better now. I just turned 19 and I felt this video in my soul tbh. I know exactly how you’re feeling when it comes to being anxious about the future. I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my grandma years ago, and I still miss her everyday. We were really close. I lost my first dog that I had my whole life to cancer just a day before my birthday. It shattered me, too. Hoping your pup will get better🥺 Just remember you are super strong and can make it through this! Btw you’re not a clown whoever broke your heart is 😤

[@user2847-n9x]

GIRL WE’VE BEEN ROTTING WAITING FOR THIS

[@miia333]

“I feel like I look like shrek” “I feel like I look like my mother”

[@Ineke-hj9ok]

She rlly did her mom like that

[@ferielhadjer8541]

Oooop

[@elora8034]

LMAOOO!!😭😭😭

[@Jkjoannaki]

Oh no

[@lilymccabe2530]

imagine how depressing the first half of this video would be without editing

[@avi-kk3rn]

Gurl- I hope you get better soon girl I'm so sorry about every that u happended! You toldly needed a break!

[@skr8choppas]

happended, toldly

[@skr8choppas]

jkjk

[@anabelleb9919]

She showed us the Macy's she got arrested at what a queen

[@idek7392]

Love that 🤩‼

[@Caroline-qt9nn]

@@idek7392 NOT TARGET RESPONDING

[@nevaeh1362]

I hope she doesn't set bad example to kids because arresting for stealing is not cool 🙂 y'all can hate me but hope I help at least one kid

[@metalicrobot66]

@@nevaeh1362 how do you know she was shoplifting?

[@nevaeh1362]

@@metalicrobot66 I may be mistaken but there was a video of him being arrested for stealing a makeup , go search it up

[@iiamtatabby]

Everyone: Not even Larray: Antonio:I’m alive but im dead🥲

[@mridul7639]

Stop having caffeine if you get anxiety. It can cause panic attacks. Have hot choco or something else instead.

[@brookem2936]

Plz the caffeine is the least of an anxious persons problem kmao

[@neeren777]

Funny enough, caffeine calms me down

[@pinktactical]

your videos literally brought me out of the darkest part of myself being pregnant at 19 and alone, we need to be there for you to help you through the dark parts. don’t ever invalidate how you feel.

[@nat-ck2hn]

i'm so happy to know that someone like you is going through something similar as i am. i recently turned 18 in september and i was kind of forced to drop out of school my sophomore year due to family reasons. due to how long i've been out of school i'm basically unable to get into any public school and i'm having to get my ged. i was feeling very insecure because basically all my friends had left me behind and are about to graduate and are already applying to colleges. i know it's nothing i should be ashamed about, but it's just good to know there are others out there. especially someone who is as successful and beautiful as you are, it's very encouraging. :')))

[@camrynclark24]

You got this, everything happens for a reason and you're so blessed :))

[@lejordyn999]

God bless you

[@vaniwa8273]

Same, I dropped out because of mental health reasons, had to stay in a psychiatric clinic for a year and after that failed again bc depression lmao. Now I'm doing online school as it's the only way for me to finish school. 🙃

[@rhas20]

I love how she says something really serious like “my dog got cancer” but then adds funny editing right after and you can’t help but laugh. I feel so bad though 😭😂

[@niek_xoxo_8156]

L

[@dopeyasmrdemoimoi3057]

That’s not Funny wtf don’t get too comfortable she probably didn’t know how to react the situation sheesh people nowadays

[@mrsmuhk]

@@dopeyasmrdemoimoi3057 she literally intends for it to be funny like stfu 🙄 this is why theres age limits on social media sites smh

[@autumnwetsel]

i really hope she's okay :( i know she jokes about it but this is honestly kinda concerning

[@marlak4203]

all this joking until someday the relative or some other KZbin friend is going to give an update on how Ant is in the hospital or so. Smh.

[@stayswaggy6826]

Girl im happy you are taking time off, im sorry that bad things happened, Please Stay Safe!

[@jackgaunter]

“I wanna show u guys the Macy’s where I got arrested” *LMAO*

[@Rose-tm5kt]

Why did she get arrested??

[@jackgaunter]

@@Rose-tm5kt she stole makeup products in a Macy’s when she was younger and got caught when leaving haha she made a video on it a while back

[@Rose-tm5kt]

@@jackgaunter Omg 😂😱 i had no idea haha ! Thx

[@Enchanted471]

I was literally about to sleep and then Antonio post after months so...

[@Enchanted471]

@@michimusica No😀

[@diamondjones593]

@@Enchanted471 fr she keeps on commenting this like DO THIS somewhere else

[@leonasisterstewart7792]

SAME SHFUFUIF

[@elliegardiner5617]

Omg same UK??

[@wendell2466]

SAME! yeet

[@j.2869]

the fact that she still has noob up is everything 😣

[@skyehermsen3850]

periodt

[@gracek.t.7113]

Girl, that’s a lot to go through and I hope you’re doing okay.. like I can’t even imagine all that stress, it’s completely understandable why you aren’t posting or active on social media.. I’m happy you’re prioritizing yourself and I hope that things get better for you.. love you so much!!💕💕💕💕💕

[@TwoWhaless]

Antonio: adjusts shirt Me: IS THAT A HICKEY

[@clovinsky_]

WHEN ANTONIO SAID THAT SHE GOT HEARTBROKEN I SAID “story of my life” LMAO KMS

[@ashe5230]

ok i'll compliment her for not joining that tiktok cringe squads

[@Arrahss]

Okay but like I’m waiting for her to come back- her editing was godly

[@shugartihits3905]

I told my therapist about my panic attacks and how I got suicidal again during them and she explained how the mind and body’s natural response to panic is to get extremely depressed so now I know🤠

[@autumnreed2079]

Can you elaborate a bit? I'm kinda going through the same

[@shugartihits3905]

Ok I’ll explain the best I can remember she did so basically when your panicking your heart rate obviously goes up and you start hyperventilating that causes your brain to try and calm the body by using depression because depression usually makes someone sluggish and tired to calm the body yet I panicked hard so it went to extreme for me I’m not completely sure how this works but that’s how she explained it to me

[@huskielover319]

I’ll be your friend and say coming from a genuine stand point, go to therapy to help you learn how to process your thoughts healthily. It isn’t always the healthiest to process things with so much humor. Sometimes you need to step back and realize your emotions and know they are valid. Not everything is a joke. I love humor but realize sometimes you need to learn how to handle your thoughts calmly to have a stable mindset. Some situations and emotions shouldn’t be taken lightly and you need to give yourself time to process them.

[@konouzabdelaziz5287]

True dat

[@Celesteeee0903]

I cope the same way she does. I make the most traumatic and trAgic situations in my life a joke. Just so I don’t make others uncomfortable when I speak on the matter or when I’m asked. But you’re absolutely right ^

[@anthonya9583]

Yeah I feel like I also do that sometimes cause sometimes I get uncomfortable talking about sad..stuff or generally when I have social anxiety and I wanna be funny in other situations.. but lately I feel like I've been getting better at it and yeah a therapist will probably help a lot..and I also have a friend who is like that and she will make jokes even tho the mood isn't for jokes and it gets annoying and I'll be like: sis chill..

[@LariosFamilyy]

Whoever is reading this just remember: With this Pandemic, we are all together. Never feel you are alone, will get through this :) After every storm, there is always a brighter day. Stay positive, stay safe, and HAPPY HOLIDAYS :) kzbin.info/door/Ro4u-8tzq43H-M7pFckgwA

[@Maryam-ex9mu]

That is an amazing whole quote

[@zainabsultana4731]

Imagine how serious of a video this would be without all the effects and music... Stay strong Antonio ❤️

[@sxukablajt6299]

🥺

[@qrimango6225]

it's what i do when i talk about something i go/went through but instead of editing I try to make jokes out them

[@zainabsultana4731]

@@qrimango6225 alot of people use humour as their defense mechanism

[@qrimango6225]

@@zainabsultana4731 some people don't understand that oof

[@ccbub73]

I’m so sorry that you are going through some tough times, but you’ll get through it! Ilysm ❤️❤️

[@sxfttiexboiii8102]

THE QUEEN IS BACK YALL!

[@Sleepingwei]

She was meant to be blonde, I swear. She’s never looked better.

[@everyoneh8smonday]

Antonio: *talks about how much inconveniences is in her life* Me: “it.....just....kept......going...”

[@monicastyles1908]

yeah :( I hope she’s doing okay now

[@franka100]

we miss you bestie :( youtube isn’t the same without you posting