I Almost Took My Life Last Year (Full Story)

[@officialalexeubank]

The Parable of the Lost Son 11 Jesus continued: “There was a man who had two sons. 12 The younger one said to his father, ‘Father, give me my share of the estate.’ So he divided his property between them. 13 “Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. 14 After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need. 15 So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs. 16 He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything. 17 “When he came to his senses, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired servants have food to spare, and here I am starving to death! 18 I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. 19 I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired servants.’ 20 So he got up and went to his father. “But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him. 21 “The son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’ 22 “But the father said to his servants, ‘Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. 23 Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let’s have a feast and celebrate. 24 For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’ So they began to celebrate. 25 “Meanwhile, the older son was in the field. When he came near the house, he heard music and dancing. 26 So he called one of the servants and asked him what was going on. 27 ‘Your brother has come,’ he replied, ‘and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound.’ 28 “The older brother became angry and refused to go in. So his father went out and pleaded with him. 29 But he answered his father, ‘Look! All these years I’ve been slaving for you and never disobeyed your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat so I could celebrate with my friends. 30 But when this son of yours who has squandered your property with prostitutes comes home, you kill the fattened calf for him!’ 31 “‘My son,’ the father said, ‘you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. 32 But we had to celebrate and be glad, because this brother of yours was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’” I was lost but now Im found

[@TheVortex2000]

Great pin ❤

[@mariovazquez4110]

Hey Alex my name is Jesus vazquez I have been following you since you started and thanks to you I made peace with god and with myself. And within that time the same thing happened. I thought god had given me an amazing girl for the rest of my life. Now she has completely changed and we have been together for 2 years and since then I threw away a lot of people who loved me for her and now I just feel like I can never keep her happy. No matter what I do. Ik it’s a long shot and probably even impossible but I would like to see if maybe you can give me a little advice. I hate how I am feeling I’m smoking weed now and cigarettes and other then being with my girlfriend all I do is really work out and it’s getting to a point where I don’t enjoy life anymore. And I’m here for you brother. I have always been a seperated person and always felt a little different. Thank you Alex and keep your head up man we all love you and know you can get through it

[@baseballstream174]

Love a good parable

[@asmrzlayer4625]

Hey Alex. Just leave your problems in Gods hands. Surrender to him. Ask the Holy Spirit to guide you. Self sacrifice is key to this walk.

[@BrysonPriceHealthAndFitness]

@@officialalexeubank 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@gregdoucette]

When someone breaks up with you thank them for doing so. Most people just stay together and then 10+ yrs later they finally do. They a ARe giving you the opportunity to actually meet the right person. If they break up with u no mater how good u thought it was it really was not

[@officialalexeubank]

Facts Thanks for the comment Greg

[@franbernardez3259]

​@@officialalexeubankKeep it up Alex! We all love You and listen to You, You are not alone, Hug from argentina

[@ChairBear56]

100% correct Coach’G!🙏💪💖

[@JesusisLord7770]

Bro pastor furtick talks about that if someone walks out on your life it’s GODS PLAN you don’t understand now but you’ll thank him later he has something better in the future. Keep fighting the good fight and you’ll see his plans he has for you to prosper you not harm.

[@calebshargel7582]

actually good advice, and true. Better to waste a few years than a lifetime with the wrong person.

[@ericclavet058]

I understand you completely bro. I used to be lost in life. No friend, no family, no passion. But my life changed massively after I started to read books on Mindbloomery. I was more focused, I became more confident, I felt like my mindset finally was in the right place. It's honestly kind of knowledge that stays with you forever. It was like I started living new life after I implemented things from these books.

[@mattm5821]

Rock bottom is beautiful Alex, the struggle is what builds character. Your emotional maturity is light years ahead now compared to last year, it takes a lot of struggles to manifest into something beautiful. Truly an inspiration!

[@k.i.a.r.a.]

being vulnerable to help others >>

[@SkylitSyn]

I’m was broken up with by my girlfriend of over two years who I was prepared to propose to right before the holidays. Days after the breakup she was making out with “just a friend” blackout drunk right in front of me and all my friends and is now currently hooking up with another guy. She kept reaching out til a week ago I told her it had to stop. I prayed that God gives her back to me but now I pray just that God will deliver her from worldly temptations and her own vices. She’s not the girl I knew or loved and has been so cruel to me since the breakup. I saw my whole life with her. It’s hard, but I’m moving along. Trying to stay close to God even when it’s hard. It’s been so hard.

[@Mangolifts]

I know what your going through. Don’t give up on God. I did but like Lane did to Alex my friend reached out to me and no one knew I was falling away from God. Gods so amazing and loving trust him fully. I love you God bless ✝️

[@Scallywag855]

Keep being you and following in gods footsteps he has a much greater plan waiting for you❤ ✝️

[@None-j1l]

wish you best buddy

[@ChrisM-h5u]

DO NOT take her back. She belongs to the streets

[@WilliamVC24]

Sounds like God saved you from a lifetime of hardship. Works in mysterious ways.

[@Coastinc]

Bro that’s so insane, I literally had the SAME timeline and went through absolute hell in 2024 cause of this breakup… it inspired me to flip my life around and now I’m proudly protecting my country as a U.S Marine! Keep turning to god and know that everything happens for a reason❤️

[@Themix274]

Joining the war machine because you ended up single... genius

[@ChrisM-h5u]

​@Themix274 a patriot, would be good for you to leave your parents basement

[@imaginebreathing8819]

Thank you for your service

[@lifeofap7676]

Happy to hear that crazy I went through a breakup that messed me up too

[@savannah39946]

I’m a female, but I’ve struggled my whole teenage life. Depression, anxiety, ptsd, loneliness, suicidal ideation, etc. Lost all my friends in high school. Never had anyone to go to prom/homecoming with. I almost took my life last year. Thank you for posting this video. Mental health has to be talked about. No more mental health stigma.

[@josephmcnew34]

glad to hear that you didnt . Stay strong

[@azziek3246]

In this day and age, mental health is very delicate. I hope that things get better for anyone who's suffered like this. A quote that helps to uplift me goes something along the lines of... If you seek his monument, look around you... Something in that quote just speaks to volumes about what life can offer to everyone

[@yoeddy]

love you bro, thank you for being so vulnerable with us, you never know who that could help, God bless you brother ❤

[@PackAPuncher]

As someone who’s in a VERY similar situation (24 years old, been doing full time content for 6 years now, but in the gaming space), I get it. I really do. You’re not alone on so many of the topics you mentioned in this video. Thankfully I’ve had my journey with Christ throughout my way and the one thing that truly’s gotten be through A LOT over the years is the simple phrase of “Jesus, I trust in you.” Knowing that He has a plan according to his will and it WILL work out just the way it’s supposed to. This life isn’t meant to be easy. That’s not why we’re all here. But we all have our own purpose and that’s what we’re all journeying to figure out each and every day! You gotta trust in Him that He’ll give you the strength to get through anything that’s in your way; and I know he will. Good luck brother and I’ll be rooting for ya 💪🙏

[@WesSatterly]

Yo pack been watching you since the bo3 zombie days. It awesome to see you in the faith. Hope you are hanging in there and trusting the lords plan for your life. We are not supposed to know Gods plan for us but he knows our plan and it is perfect no matter how hard it is. Having faith in that has changed my life

[@BenjaminSanders-v9x]

Thank you needed this so much! Struggling with financial issues and I’m 26. 3 close family members passed away last year and has been so hard for me to move on. God is good thanks Alex appreciate vids like this gives me inspiration and hope!

[@BrysonPriceHealthAndFitness]

@@BenjaminSanders-v9x sorry to hear that 🙏🏼 God bless you brother

[@BenjaminSanders-v9x]

Thank you!

[@smoothz01]

Show a girl to much love and it pushes them away faster then you can blink. Learned that the hard way

[@KyleVertoch]

Same

[@emmanuelamaya511]

Same g

[@IndicesDon]

Only the wrong girl bro, they to evil to accept your love

[@Lollypop101xox]

Same goes for men

[@dura102]

What would be too much I feel like this happened to me in my previous relationship and I don’t want it to happen again in this one.

[@SpencerAnders44]

We all here for you alex. God is with you too stay with him he will guide you.

[@officialalexeubank]

He brought me back to him last December :)

[@SpencerAnders44]

@@officialalexeubankYessir WWW❤

[@juniore.bazaldua4682]

@@officialalexeubanklet’s goooo

[@dda35828]

@@officialalexeubank God bless you Alex

[@pharmztko]

I know breakups can be devastating and our love for someone can feel so real and strong.. but you deserve so much better than what you got from her. Not that she’s a bad person but all the breakups in a short time just means it wasn’t a good thing. Thank you for sharing and I hope you are able to have your family soon ❤

[@Hoodlanderr]

we got it at the same time and almost same shit. around july almost did that. depression, anxiety from relationship and damn.. couldnt eat and million things. hardest pill to swallow is you gotta go through it by yourself all alone. i was going crazy, late night wood walks and many crazy things. but here we are, stronger. iam very glad I stared watching you Alex, you are a piece of real man. stay strong!

[@termixx9139]

Alex, you've been an inspiration to me for more than 3+ years, I really appreciate that you took the time to be vulnerable to us. This is truly inspiring, thanks man. May god bless you.

[@joethomas3593]

The most authentic and inspirational fitness influencer in the game. It’s so sad anyone could hate on you man. Much love

[@techniquephysique]

I was on and off with a girl for 8 YEARS! we got engaged and she called it off. Its been 5 years since then and i still feel the pain. But i know God always has the perfect plan! Stay strong man God > everything!

[@mccalllucy1735]

I was in a 5 year relationship that ended pretty abruptly. Its okay man, i still havent healed and its been 1 1/2 years for me. It does get better, everyone has their own healing process. Love you bro

[@PostFinasterideSyndromeNorway]

guy makes millions of dollars and gets on trt and still wants to take his own life. just goes to show everyone can suffer.

[@officialalexeubank]

Wasn’t on trt at the time of the event

[@PostFinasterideSyndromeNorway]

@ gotcha! Best regards.

[@officialalexeubank]

@@PostFinasterideSyndromeNorwaystill valid anyone can truly suffer, one of my favorite actors robin williams for example RIP

[@KyleVertoch]

@@officialalexeubankexactly bro and you would’ve never know he was suffering. People judge before they know the true person.

[@VectorSpector385]

@@KyleVertochthey may not deserve to know the true person.

[@franciswanek598]

I feel like I could speak for everyone in saying we appreciate you sharing your story with us. You are not alone brother! I pray for you and I pray you continue to be vulnerable and continue to talk about your relationship with Christ because even though you may not feel qualified hearing your journey and hearing you thought process behind it all genuinely helps us all. Helps us feel like we are not alone.

[@TurboFoxx87]

@franciswanek598 you spelt "cries for attention" wrong 🤣

[@Zoomesiey]

went through almost the same experience at the same time man. Girl i had been talking to for 2 years lived in West palm beach and i live in AL. Went to go see her this summer and when you said "i could tell she had no love for me anymore at that point" i felt that heavily. I drove 10+ hours to see her for 4 days all for her to end things 2 weeks later. I genuinely started to despise God for letting me follow my heart instead of my mind. Now i look back and see I needed that lesson, and God had to show me in the way of heartbreak to bring me back way closer to him. It hurt for awhile and i would cry and beg God to bring her back every night but one day i woke up and was finally able to realize its all in Gods hands and his love is infinite.

[@KyleVertoch]

Women can truly be detrimental to our mental health. I’ve been through it and it literally shook me to my core.

[@15fsufan]

Bro you’re so strong. This helped me as far as forgiveness in relationships in a way I didn’t know. Thank you for your vulnerability

[@PhilipDiTeodoro]

You’re not alone, Alex. I remember my ex-girlfriend. We’re no longer together anymore, but I still miss her and wish her the best. We used to date for 2 years. She was my everything, and whole entire world. I thought I would’ve married her at some point. She cheated on me July 4, 2022. I still remember the day. Last year, 2024 I reached out to her again, and told her I loved her multiple times. I even bought her multiple presents. It gets better thought time and no-contact, my G. Keep trusting God, and Jesus. God Bless 🙏🏻!

[@BrysonPriceHealthAndFitness]

@@PhilipDiTeodoro sorry to hear that 🙏🏼 if she was cheating on you, at least she showed her true colors before marriage / children. Wishing you the best brother

[@nicowins]

Your story Reminds me of me when I was 21-23. That will haunt you a long time and you need to perform good as a goal to show her what a bad desicion it was of her, but it’s still sad days. Don’t worry, as much as it hurt me back in the day to even doing drugs for years like OxyContin and Xanax, I still managed to escape the sad days. Now I am calm about what happened, and there are a lot of great woman out there for you 😊

[@Thgamingkillrr]

Thanks for being strong and posting this bro, you dont how much this could help other people going thru the same thing, god bless man

[@ПерепелицяДмитроКБ21]

I recently went through a breakup as well. Listening to your story I had so many times deja vu feelings, it's like you telling my story. That was the first time when I ever felt love. I'm only 20 year old boy, but we had so much in common in everything with that person, that I really thought we could have a family in the future. Now I'm realizing, that time that I was with her is the happiest time in my entire life, and it's felt like it passed in a second. Feel like I was sleeping and had the happiest dream of my life. I thank you a lot for this video, Alex. I believe we will find true love.

[@mirandacollins7]

I came across this video; & can’t help but shed a tear. Thank God you’re still here, & thank you for this video. I know this feeling so well; here recently even more. I’m behind on rent; I lost my dream truck, now I drive a lemon 😢, literally have 50 to my name rn; this the month I lost my BEST friend. She was just 28 when she passed. It’s like the devil just keeps coming at me. I just have to keep thinking positive; bc got will bring me through it. After I lost her tho I never wanted to pass so bad before. Thank you for this video. God bless you! I’m thankful to see another day; just have to tell myself everyday : it will get better with time & god.

[@mac1lambo2]

Give your life to Jesus ✝️. Jesus is King

[@daniel.m5278]

I cant tell if your joking or not

[@mac1lambo2]

@@daniel.m5278 why would I joke

[@mac1lambo2]

@@daniel.m5278 why would I?

[@officialalexeubank]

Amen

[@naailable]

King? Sure, not god lol. And did he give HIS life to you 😭, he never claimed divinity and never asked to be worshipped, rather the opposite lol. Blind 👏🏻 christian 👏🏻 follower 👏🏻

[@felixdeubler1180]

Glad youre still around mate, you got this. Youre the only fitness influencer that I ever found to be authentic. Keep doing you, youre unique in this industry and do good for a lot of people. 🙌

[@Zacharythorsen]

Speaking from personal experience we fell so hard and away from God because we subconsciously made them our God. We became dependent on them. I know the pain more than you’ll ever know, but with time, God heals. There will always be a part of you that cares for them, but you will move on and God will take care of you.

[@BeamHam]

Bro you got me in the gym. My life changed bc of you. Thank the Lord youre still here bro. Glad to see youre doing better

[@MBTradez]

You don't realize how much I need to hear this. I am going through a breakup and feel like everything is crashing, and seeing how you went through the same thing and still manage to succeed in life really did encourage me to keep pushing because everything will be okay. Thank you for this video; it really touched me !!!!!!

[@thekamperreport]

I’ve been dealing with a girl breaking my heart, to a few months ago having a horrific car crash that almost ended my life. I’ve had a hard time connecting with myself, so this helped more than you know!

[@VinesOfIvy]

You actually helped me enough to pull me through when I was going through my breakup about 3 years ago. One of your videos just hit me to the core and gave me motivation to keep going. I’m glad you’re here man, you have more of an impact on people than you’ll ever know. Thank you so much for staying, and as always we love you brother.

[@yogds1386]

hello alex, I myself deal with derealization anxiety and depression and Im a lot better from 2 years ago that I actually wanted to off myself, thank u for spreading the mental health awareness I follow u since the old tiktok days and wish U all the best brother we will be happy and the struggle will be justified, amen

[@coltonheuker1497]

If a girl is breaking up with you then you gotta realize that she’s not the one for you. I’ve never understood the point of getting back together and dating again after that because she obv doesn’t feel the same as you do and that’s the most important part of a relationship. Also, finances are a huge part of getting married and stuff so be thankful she didn’t marry you and divorce you and take half your worth. It happens all the time.

[@BrennanRT]

Exactly, speaking from experience I believe that getting back with a partner after breaking up for toxic reasons is equivalent to eating off of a broken plate; it just doesn’t feel the same and isn’t sustainable. Settling is just not a good part of being in true love.

[@SpiritWave52]

If anyone thinks its stupid, then they havent been through it or lived long enough. Going through it shows what life is really all about. Thank you.

[@iamjason1279]

I def feel you bro. She broke up with me last year in March and got with someone a week later and has been with the same guy to this day, after being with me for almost 5yrs. We were Highschool sweethearts that met in senior year of 2019. I will never love the same way again. Focus on yourself bros, 9 times out 10 it’s just your turn with her.

[@TheTruthAintInYa]

Going through the comments on here, I’m seeing people saying their relationships made them question themselves. I’ve been single my whole life!! Could I have jumped in a relationship, yes! But one thing my parents taught me and my siblings was put yourself first. No one is worth the headache or the drama. In my opinion society has conditioned people to think happiness results from someone else. That’s why people can never be satisfied because they spend most of their life trying to find that “happiness” in someone. The greatest thing I’ve learned is that the happiness comes from having peace, loving yourself so much more that nothing can break your stride, and someone else loving you is a bonus not the end all be all! NO ONE IS WORTH IT ALEX!!!!! You have to believe you are better than that. 7 months shouldn’t tear you down, you are young man. This is teaching you that you love love you don’t love the person and you are trying to fast track everything. Take your time with life.

[@LeoZzChosen1]

I’m glad you posted this. I’ve been going through the same shit. “Sorrow is better than laughter for by a sad countenance the heart is made better” ~ Ecclesiastes 7:3

[@arberzere6762]

I commend your strength dude. You’re putting yourself out there being vulnerable thanks for your story and showing courage to help others.

[@Mitch7179]

remembering how happy i felt and knowing that i havent felt that since then.. felt that so much bro.

[@TheVillageBeast]

God is good all the time ! All the time God is good ! Stay strong Bruv

[@chrisl8854]

I just got broken up with 4 weeks ago after doing long distance and then turning it into short distance of a 2.5 year relationship. I was so happy when she moved from west to east coast for me and had zero signs of a breakup coming to me. When she said “we’re going on 2 different paths and wanted to leave” it broke me. She hasn’t spoken to me at all since the breakup and I found out she’s going back to the west coast and it has been very hard rn but been trying to distract myself and follow people’s footsteps like you. Thank for this video 🙏 I will keep trying to push forward and work hard

[@oscardiaz9862]

It’s crazy how parallel my situation with my breakup is with yours, got into crazy amounts of alc use, blew money, partied hard, and now coming down from all those things with that kind of life. I too ended up losing the idea of a family life and even really considered getting a vasectomy operation but always been a Catholic and I’m now having that religious moral and sense back now that spring semester started for me. Hearing your story definitely helps cuz there is so much overlapping and it sounds like it is and will get better. One thing about being a man from what I’ve heard is that we are more than capable of coming back from any situation that is rock bottom for us.

[@ethanroberts4736]

I basically had the same thing happen to me. I thought that I was going to marry the girl I was with. She randomly broke up with me around the same time my grandfather passed away. It was the darkest time in my life. Everything you were saying in your video is exactly how I felt during the whole thing. I ended up turning to God and it completely changed my life. Looking back on it even though I thought I was going to marry this girl, I realized God was actually looking out for me in the long run. I’m still not completely over it all the way but I’ve realized that I’m going to become something greater than what I was if I would’ve stayed in that relationship. I also would’ve never turned to God and for that I’m forever grateful. Jesus is king!!!!

[@jpthevirgo]

I completely understand what you're going through. I had a similar experience with a woman with whom I shared an incredibly strong bond. Then, she suddenly changed her behavior, manipulated me, and ended things. After some time, she came back for a second round and tried to manipulate me again. However, you have so much going for you-money, fame, looks-you don’t have to worry about paying bills or the struggles of everyday life. Don’t take that for granted. If you truly want to find a good woman, make sure to love yourself first. And, by the way, maybe consider cutting that hair! Haha!

[@MikeSandoval-hm6hr]

Hey Alex, thanks for the video… this year so far my mother has been in the hospital for 6 weeks. I also found out my father has cancer and I lost my job that I’ve had for 3 years. My wife’s family (mom, dad, sister, brother in-law and their 2 kids lost their house. I’ve been feeling kinda empty and definitely needed to hear that story. My faith is a lot like yours and I’ve been trying to lean on God in all this and see his plan. Im sorry all this has happened to you and I hope you find peace . I will be praying for you.

[@lukelsfpxin]

Thanks for being vulnerable bro love it and love the vids like this more than anything

[@AA-xx1me]

Same here still struggle with depression. I work 60-84 hours a week just to be broke. And the woman treat me like a doormat. Barely have any family because they’ve done me bad and I don’t have friends anymore. I have horrible trust issues and I honestly see no point in moving forward

[@EricFIT]

You need a vision brother. Think about your dream life and develop a plan to reach it. If you can't think of what to do, start fixing the pain/problems in your life. You got this man

[@AlexWilson-b3w]

Thank you Alex for posting this video, I’m currently going through the same thing with a girl that I liked in college. I feel like God wanted me to see this to help me through this tough time. I needed this thank you. 🙏

[@MicahFarmermad]

Bro, this video hit home for me! I went through an extremely rough break up right before Christmas. There are details in your story that is almost identical to how I felt. The two weeks after the breakup, I went to alcohol and late night bar scenes. Week three I got invited to a prayer and fasting meeting that was happening at a local church for 14 days in Nashville. I lost my dream girl, a friend group, church community, my job and where I was living. Just over a month later and I’m just starting to get some positive energy going again but the emotional anxiety still hits hard randomly. There’s a lot more to the story but I really appreciate what you talked about! I also attempted to take my life 3 days after the breakup on the Nashville walking bridge.

[@AdithyaNair-tm4iu]

alex youve inspired generations ; we'll always root for you

[@robbbve]

Truly amazing to have the courage to speak up about something so important to your personal life on here. We all hear you Alex, wish nothing but the best to you brother.

[@123MRGAMEANDWATCH]

Love you brother, wish I could hug you and be there for you, im glad you're okay, thanks for staying with us

[@mryoungweakling8385]

God puts his strongest angels through the toughest challenges.

[@davisj7973]

Who told you that? The devil? He has quite the challenge, never being able to get into heaven again but still being used by God until the world ends.

[@JackMumford-x9w]

Glad you’re still here bro. Sending love you way brother in Christ❤️

[@lino_mayer]

My girlfriend just broke up with me and I loved her I still do and its very hard for me rn. I started drinking and bad habits. Im in a shit mental state rn but I just bought a bike and my gym membership again and im trying to heal. This video helped me. Thank you Alex.

[@Lwedlock92]

i went through the same exact thing when i was 24. had same after thoughts and all. was terrible. but after some time and focusing on myself things got much better. now at 32, i’m married to my gorgeous wife of 4years and have 2 beautiful kids. keep your head up and may god continue to look over you & guide you to where your heart desires. you WILL have that family you want. just do you man and it will all fall into place. hope to run into you one day, Im in Gettysburg, PA, so not too far from your neck of the woods. much love 🙏🏼

[@gabriellavizcaya2087]

ur honest and open videos never fail to speak to me on a true spiritual level . The hardest and darkest time of my life took place roughly 6 months ago . Listening to other believers talk about facing the same struggles a lot of us are going through currently , is such a reassuring and hopeful feeling . Thank you for this video . And in a way , being a sign from the Lord to me . Thank you Jesus 🤍

[@Zacharythorsen]

I had a very similar thing happen a few years ago. Love of my life was together for 3 years, soon to be engaged and it all ended out of nowhere. I never saw it coming. She was a big reason I came to Christ. All I can say is Christ has bigger and better plans man.

[@danielstaystrong]

The younger generation needs people like you. Amazing job to show that a person who kids and seem has everything still its empty without g-d. This physical world will never be enough showing that we are spiritual creatures and that's the only way to get the true fulfillment. Amazing job to you this world needs this

[@AnthonyJay]

I went through the most depressing point of my life when I finally got everything I thought I wanted. Made millions at 26 and went into a dark place. We need purpose & something to constantly work towards that is larger than ourselves or else it’s a lonely dead end. Glad you’re still here with us brother.

[@All_love123abc]

Talking out a break up after some time has passed is the best thing you can do. I had girlfriend of 3 years and I was holding a lot of emotional baggage I didn’t even know I was holding and after talking it out loud to myself I felt that weight lifted off. Thank you for sharing this Alex, God bless!

[@nedah1103]

Man I’ve been watching Alex for years now and this is one of the most real things I’ve watched or listened to. I’m glad you’re opening yourself up and being vulnerable and talking through it with us because not a lot of people can. All love ❤

[@landoncarnevale238]

Alex I don't think I've ever commented on a video before, but I felt like God put this video in front of me for a reason. I too went through something similar recently, and have been trying to fill that whole in my life for some time now. The pain of loving someone immensely and them not being in a place to love you back has to be the heaviest pain I've felt in my life so far. It feels as if the only thing separating you from them is a sheet of glass. You can see them on the other side, but no matter how much you try, there's nothing you can do. For now I've been trying to indulge myself in my passions, trying to keep my mind off of it, but selfishly my passions turn into me trying to improve myself solely so she might see me differently again. When you do everything right on paper and nothing seems to work, it feels wrong. But God's plan is always good. Take this as an opportunity to recognize the beauty in God's plan. How the trials and tribulations shape you into the person you are meant to be. You must first face problems before you can reach solutions. Don't be surprised when you pray for strength, and God's allows troubles to come your way. Are path was never meant to be easy, but luckily we don't have to walk it alone.

[@jayceechace]

I appreciate you opening up on this touchy subject, I can relate with you on so many levels and you’re videos have helped me to overcome the challenges it’s brought for me but it’s kind of nice having someone to relate to especially someone I look up to. So I appreciate the transparency and got nothing but love for you as a brother in Christ to another another thing that’s kinda helped me is , “if God can take away something you never thought you’d lose, he can give you something you never dreamed of having “ stay blessed bro 💙💪

[@Hamrixk]

Went through a breakup 3 months ago just after giving her a promise ring, and still going through it. God’s been the only thing keeping me going. Thanks for being open and vulnerable Alex I pray that the Lord grants you peace

[@joshvii5073]

Hey brother I just wanted to say that this video is really needed. I was in a relationship with this girl for 2 and a half years that ended just over 2 months ago. I was looking at rings and we had talked about having a family together for a while. But about a month before things ended I realized things had changed and she was being very cold. Mind you I would see her everyday and I put her above literally everything including God at the time because I wanted to have a family and I thought we truly loved each other. But it all came to an end and the reasons she gave me were very vague and didn’t really make sense to me. That completely tore me apart and I felt like I didn’t know what to do with my life. So I just prayed and prayed to make things right, but all things led me to going back to church. That first Sunday I went my pastor (who i have known since I was 15) came to me and just knew I was in distress, he prayed for me for clarity and just to take the burden off of me. It made me feel like someone knew what I was going through and I was being watched by God. It still hurts, I try not to think about her but I still do, but that’s just part of breakups unfortunately, especially ones that truly meant something. But with this I have been able to spend more time to the people who truly made a difference in my life like my friends and family, and I have been able to focus more on my career, physical, and mental health so I can truly say I am doing better now. I know it’s only been a couple months and things can change but we just gotta keep up in Gods word and know that he will make things how they should be. Again thank you brother this video meant a lot to me

[@carlosramos-ramirez3733]

Going through the same thing with a relationship and I found it very comforting that I found this and that a can relate to someone so I don’t feel alone. God bless you Alex ❤

[@MisterMacabre12]

I always remind myself that it is okay to put myself first before everyone else sometimes, this is one of the problems with many men because they don't know how to put themselves first and see their own self worth to the point that even when they are better than someone they still let that person control them and decide their worth. When you never put yourself first before others who loose yourself and loose meaning in your life bc you feel that your life is always about other people when it's actually not suppose to be that way. A lot of men feel worthless after a breakup bc they base most of their life and worth on that person which is sad. Part of living is to sometimes make yourself the center of your own life. I've broke up with ppl and ppl have broke up with me but I have never once thought of taking my life because of that reason.

[@thepreduo]

I know this video is few days old but i definitely agreed with every words of you said. I gotta admit that I was on the same page as you. I was a lover boy just like you. She was 8 years of my life, yes we been on and off. She was the dream of my life and willing to give everything to and for her. Two years ago, a year after we got engagement, she left me and felt so empty for 6-7 months straight and made up my mind but I don’t know how I’m still living to this day. You are not alone, God saved us and continue to God. Much love

[@imp2280]

Alex, your story is incredibly relatable. The way you used your hand expression to compare your relationship with her to other women, the moments of begging for her back, even reaching a point where you resented God-it all hit home. I used to be hard on myself for how I reacted to my own loss, but seeing someone I look up to go through the same situation makes me feel less alone in it. I especially relate to the part where you believed it was a God-given relationship. When I first met her, man, I was stunned-she looked almost identical to the girl I had a thing with before, and even their names sounded alike. As I got to know her, it felt like God had taken something away just to replace it with something even better, like He was listening the whole time. There was so much more to it, but I’d end up writing an essay if I tried to explain it all. I just wanted to say I really appreciate your vulnerability and that it gets better, this happened to me on May last year, I’ve been very reflective of my life ever since and generally more at peace. Before I met her, I used to doubt whether a connection like that even if it did exist would be something I would experience, God showed me I could. He put me in a situation where I had to deeply reflect on who I am as a person and why I am this way. Thanks again 🙏

[@zachhkeenee]

just woke up to this, don’t even have enough time to fully watch it (100% will later) just wanted to let you know you have always been my inspiration. First ever person to really bring me to Christ and you truly changed my life. Now I’m on social media trying to follow in your footsteps. I don’t know where I’d be without you man❤️ god bless I’m glad you’re better now man. Stories like these really will change lives!

[@watermelons22]

Man Alex thanks for being so open to us with your personal life. May God bless you and guide you trough your whole life. And remember he will never leave you he’s always there for you. And remember I’m rooting for you and always here for you. 🤗 much love to you brother.

[@nateflores8160]

Break ups with your love feel like the end of the world but if you have to beg for someone to remain in your life, they were never the one for you. It shows they don’t value you the way you value them which is why I’ll never make that mistake again.

[@Joshuabond-e4c]

Literally made me cry bro, and I'm a young guy that barley ever cries 😂 Thanks for speaking out and being open, things can only get better from here, God Bless🙏

[@lewischicaiza2386]

I feel u bro hopefully you find a way to get through this and come back stronger.

[@aidendominick]

Your not alone man, rn I’m going through a breakup with a girl I’ve been with for almost 3 years and it sucks, for a while I lost faith in god too. But we gotta keep moving forward, there’s a reason for everything we just gotta find it. Throughout the years you’ve inspired me so much and helped me with my faith in god and got me into the gym, and times like when you followed me back on tiktok or replied to my insta messages made my day and I can’t thank you enough for being that kind of person. We all go through struggles in our lives but it’s always worth moving forward. The sun has to come up at some point. It can’t stay dark forever.

[@bigdilfdanyy]

I could tell you were going through a rough time cause I’ve been there too man. You’re never actually alone brother ❤ love ya

[@KyleVertoch]

Some of the people in your comments are purely hate driven devil like words that I can’t even comprehend. People legit have no compassion for anything anymore and men’s mental health is SO real bro. Appreciate you being vulnerable and always never be afraid to share your thoughts. Breakups are HARD.

[@willp33]

trusting God in that moment, family issues, and the breakup thing really hit bro.

[@Jake-mp9yc]

Thanks for sharing your story man. You mentioned the world feeling like it's black and white. The color will come back. Some day it'll just hit you again how beautiful life is. Praying for you bro. Keep going.

[@Autophile-s8v]

dont do anything bad bro we love you so much.we already lost so many fitness idols and we are scared to lose you........

[@kourosh5165]

Not even joking I went through the same exact thing, broke up with my gf of 3 years, at the same time my mom went through depression due to my aunts sudden death, both my grandfathers died one of them a day after my birthday. I started dealing with the worst anxiety I’ve ever had and I crashed out and tried doing things that I knew wasn’t me but I wanted to fill a void. Now I’m getting closer to God and trying to read more focus on my studies and build my dream business I’ve also built the courage to go to therapy. Thank you for being vulnerable with your audience we a family here bro ❤️

[@martindabravolskis]

I went through a tough breakup too, and I completely relate to what you’re saying about being scared to build a family, only to risk losing it. There’s a quote that really helped me: 'A man was so afraid of getting his heart broken that he closed it off. Ten years later, he was still alone.' The truth is, nothing in life is promised. But just like with anything worthwhile, it’s about taking the risk again and again. There’s someone out there for you-you’ve got this, champ!

[@522Nazar]

Thank you for being so vulnerable Alex. I really appreciate you for that. A lot of it resonates with me personally and shows me that there is still hope. God Bless❤

[@AdamHenson-e5y]

Dang bro thats intense dude and im praying for you brother I been praying for you Gods got your back man. So many times were so mad at God and he's hugging us the whole time but were like an angry toddler who wont be held. but because God is good and loving he doesnt give up. Praise God your still standing man. Keep pursuing him first and foremost.

[@BrysonPriceHealthAndFitness]

@@AdamHenson-e5y yes , love this 🙏🏼

[@reedthornhill]

I recently went through something similar. I was completely atheist prior and incredibly stubborn on that fact. Sure enough out of no where the woman I thought was my soul mate completely switched after 14 months, we were long distance and she just blocked me on everything. I also have had abandonment issues and had overcome them going into that relationship and had a secure attachment style. By the end I was anxious attachment and had new abandonment issues. After reaching rock bottom I finally surrendered to god, since then I have felt genuine happiness I had never felt in my life. The only person who can fill that hole that has always been in you is you through the word of god.

[@daniel-c4e5y]

with you here man the grace of god is amazing i’ve been struggling with lust on and off for the past 2 years and one of the biggest thing that has helped me stop is remembering that no matter how far i go from him he still runs back to me and chases me down and love me

[@bcomingjack]

Brother to brother, don’t let the lies stop you from sharing the present moment. We are all sinners, we are all hypocrites in a way. It’s not our call to determine if we are “allowed.” God qualifies people, He doesn’t ask the qualified. People need your story. Your pain and struggles are hopes to someone who needs it now. If we wait for the perfect time, it will never come and we’ll miss the chance to help someone in this moment. You may not feel it or see it, but that’s where God steps in. Please don’t wait to be “perfect,” there’s someone who needs today’s version of you to encourage them to keep going. God bless you Alex 🙏🏼🫶🏻

[@tyacka]

This is so true ❤

[@ethantruax]

Yeah, it's been hard lately ngl... I've been just begging God for his mercy. I don't want to be the person I am, I don't want to hate myself anymore, I want to feel fulfilled and passionate. I cannot tell you how important it is to keep around people you love, because when it gets quiet, it gets loud. I've been doing shadow work and pursuing my best version. But at those lowest times when I had 0 confidence, anxiety, depression, bad thoughts, etc. I am and was sitting there telling myself if this doesn't get better I want to take my life, I cant suffer anymore. I don't want to be a slave to this matrix anymore. I want my soul to be free. It's also hard when you have no one to open or be vulnerable to. I felt the only way I could inflict pain on myself without actually hurting myself was just dying in the gym, dying doing cardio, I am then able to meditate and actually feel as if I have "freed my soul". I have had encounters with the holy spirit lately and that's what helped me keep going. God acknowledged me, therefore I knew it was going to get better. I am A MAN OF GOD, I am a servant of god, not this matrix. I can feel as if I'm slowly getting pulled away from Satan's claws after I let Christ in my life, no more partying, no more people pleasing, and there's been a lot of isolation lately. I'm praying to become the best version of myself so I don't have to mentally struggle anymore because I cannot take it any longer. I am walking in perfect utterance from my diet, training, self-love, meditation, prayer, etc. I know my situation is prospering and I know God will prosper me.

[@SamuelBrewer-wj3cj]

Always praying for you, Alex

[@AlexGarrett-k6t]

I’ll love you man, thank you for being so vulnerable! You’re my brother in Christ so I will be praying for your future family and that God brings love back into your life 🙏

[@mathiasaasboe1377]

Alex i love you and been watching from the start, just know that you have people that love you and look up to you. Rock bottom sucks but thats what makes you grow.

[@PlanOfActionz]

I love you speaking on this, I went through this at the same time you did my brother.

[@alecbrickner997]

it hurt to hear what you went through, glad ur doing better and still here w us brother

[@jzeph1743]

Praying for you. I went through the same thing with harsh feelings after a breakup. At the time I felt like I didn't have anyone to turn to so I remember seeking God with all the strength I had, pouring out my heart to him and yeah. It took me 3 months to get over it but god changed me. All of a sudden during the pain the bible hit different, I understood parts of the bible I never did and began to be consistent with god. As of today the past was hard but I've walked with god everday for 450 days, and by the grace of God I've moved on. I'm a senior in highschool and I've decided to live for the glory of god and I've learned serving others is better than being served. I pray that you will find opportunity's to serve God as your doing with this video and find joy in making people's day. I feel like that's a big goal personally that I would be able to serve more and find joy in being like jesus

[@Vandal1zer]

Hey Alex. I tried taking my life last year. November 4th 2024… I have had a tough life with bullying and so much other trauma and when I started this year with dropshipping and tough finally God is bringing me out of this darkness of depression etc I had to get emergency surgery 4 days ago so right now I really need people to pray for me. I was late celebrating my birthday that day I had to get surgery. They recommend one more for my own safety. I am so tired man, of watching people as an 18 year old having fun. So many people don’t know how dark it is to watching people have fun in their lives when ur own life is just pure darkness. I still believe in Jesus and I have had my anger problems and hate problems against people because of all trauma but I still love Jesus in my hearth and just hope that I one day can be free from all this trash

[@CurrenPardoe]

Love this bro. Never got why Alex got so hated on ( you’re not doing something right if you’re not getting hated on) such a genuine guy. The type of genuine kind hearted creator I strive to be ❤ keep going bro love it