I am not Okay (Multifandom)

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“I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.”-Susanna
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[@zerozero2166]

"I'm sorry I'm not a person anymore I'm a problem" -to the bone That shit hits hard for me

[@celestialphoenixqueen9258]

i feel like to my older female cousins and and aunts and uncles and my ex and ex besties and my 2 ex guy besties/ crushes that i am a black sheep in the fam and too different than everyone else and that i am ok regardless of what happens or what is done and said about me or otherwise , but emotionally i'm not and haven't been for a while yet they are a major part of why i am this way cause they abandoned me and there's no fixing it ... " trust is like paper , once it's crumpled it can never be perfect again "

[@georgestylianou7175]

song name

[@Resilience93]

you must be Gen Z

[@basilhenry-eyo6522]

@@Resilience93what?😭

[@papercutswithsalt]

@@Resilience93 Grow up, you're acting as young as them.

[@Lath_xz]

"No one realizes how strong someone with depression has to be just to do daily stuff like shower, brush hair or get out of bed.” 😑😞

[@Czwe8803]

It takes every bit of strength just to wake up.😔

[@tweetee2142]

Please, can anybody help me with the name of the movie? I mean the second to last one, where she put on something like oxygen.

[@chimagodfrey514]

@@tweetee2142 The movie with the lady with oxygen pipe is "THE FAULT IN OUR STARS"

[@adonaitdaniel-fg6jt]

@@Czwe8803I feel u😔

[@jonpowell4246]

It only feels hard when you're young, but once your youthful years are behind you it makes you hard against the world that put you in that frame of mind. Once you've realized nobody ever cared you begin to realize you don't have to care about them anymore and the pain will go away and things start getting easier.

[@b3ccac311]

It’s so much easier saying your ‘Okay’ than explaining all the reasons why you aren’t

[@bradtipton4860]

🤔

[@asiancracker839]

Especially when you cant explain why you're not okay..

[@prettyJoyce-zp3te]

Mostly when u feel like explaining but no one wants to listen😢💔

[@JimBischoff1184]

I don’t believe that anyone would ever be interested in anything concerning me .

[@unsinnkim3690]

@@JimBischoff1184 and you are right about that. Nobody cares, not your parents, not your friends, not your enemies. Welcome to reality, brother. Work on yourself. Get smarter. Calm down. Learn to resist. Learn to let go. Get stronger.

[@keepingupwithmazzarati4460]

I always say I’m okay because I don’t want people to know how I’m really feeling inside.

[@aubrianawinters9618]

Me too I do the exact same and I am struggling now again

[@supravietuitoriblog547]

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

[@Alen-sm5vw]

You should tell, that are your feelings and they are importnat... they are wery important and you shpuld tell... Believe me.. After 15 years my girl left me.. but I was leaving my feelings inside and now I am letring them out.. I will tell everybody how I feel cause if I/You domt it will eat me.. Inside.. But You/I we are worth normall life despite everything.. say what you feel nothing bad in that, let your soul outtttt.. 💪💪

[@anamikasiddhu9578]

That's true but inside,there is something screaming trying to tell everyone that I'm not okay but it never turns into words..

[@aprilbyyy1705]

Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️

[@goldenskles1861]

for those who are struggling rn its gonna get better please don't give up

[@superdgam7575]

It won't

[@goldenskles1861]

@@superdgam7575 I know it hurts but the only thing we have to do is to cope with it, stay strong, love

[@mamaadura9831]

My friend it never gets better..i have been hearing that for 7years in a row and it hasn't gotten better

[@goldenskles1861]

@@mamaadura9831 I know my friend, we are stuck here, but the only thing left is to not to lose hope, I believe in u, love Stay strong ❤️

[@mamaadura9831]

@@goldenskles1861 I will my friend I will

[@destinybumpers7549]

Sometimes I come to these and just read the comments, to physically stop feeling alone so many people are feeling this way as well and I pray we all make it out 💘

[@natasha4008]

Be strong… i can feel you

[@Basshunter16]

One year ago you posted that comment. This is my first time seeing it. I’m in the same boat as you. I pray to God you are getting through life’s battles.

[@darcychriston2209]

We say it because we don't want to burden others with our own drama while everyone else has their shit to deal with. We just let it build and wear a smile on our faces until the feelings and the emotions are to much and we crack.

[@uchegeorgewill2172]

Hi🥺

[@nunya6704]

Pretty much

[@glorychembezi8191]

True and I'm tired of faking it , I'm gonna let it all go now

[@debra9681]

Fact

[@miguelangel-ez1bw]

@@glorychembezi8191 don't. please.

[@aishwaryatri]

You know it's getting really bad when even these videos are not sad enough to relate.

[@lumbhasancley3336]

The pain the anger the hatred the emptiness sure kills a person

[@olwethungcebetsha178]

You not alone

[@rivet321]

That it does I pray for death every night

[@atugonzabrenda5700]

If you happy,you solve human attacks easily

[@lewys9786]

@@olwethungcebetsha178everyone is alone

[@Playpopss]

yes it did to me broke me into pieces

[@kimberlyk6682]

For everyone saying “Don’t Give Up” for some people it’s not giving up its stopping all the pain. And It’s Harder to End It than it is to keep going.

[@nayyabmughal1123]

Tbh I was on the verge of just stopping the pain but I remember my family shouldn't go through the pain and than I just pushed through and knew my brother wouldn't survive without me.

[@rivet321]

Right for some of us it's a better option to let it all end

[@allynewman4616]

I like watching these videos to remind myself Im not the only one inlife who struggles we all struggle and some of us make it through those struggles and others dont make it.

[@rivet321]

Yea life doesn't matter

[@prateekraj710]

It never gets better. People lie abt this but the truth is we learn to live with it or just give up.

[@manuelkriederer3258]

Always go on, never surrender, its not about "better", its about different. You will feel different spactacular things, you will see things u never believed to be true or able, u will achieve and accomplish more than you ever thought. As long as you keep fighting. Never give up, never surrender, go on until you fucking make it. Trust me on this, join me in fighting. We are the people who fight until we get it all. It is worth it. Love, success, family, everything, its worth fighting for, but its not easy to achieve. The silent fight, join, never give up, and see where it brings you a year from now, two years, and if you are at the same point in 5 years you can still give up, its not running away, but I bet my left nut you are at a completely different point.

[@conquerer13124]

Hard to motivate myself from quitting life. Remember the brightest smile holds the biggest tears

[@beaunaraghi1]

I hope you're OK now mate , never quit , the bads times pass as quickly as the good times do . Remember that and remember you're never alone

[@neelamsharma-wj8mw]

Hey hold please. I know it's hard but we will go through. We will pass. Just hold. I know it's painful, but it's gonna pass.

[@conquerer13124]

@@beaunaraghi1 Thanks mate 👍🏻

[@conquerer13124]

@@neelamsharma-wj8mw I hope it does pass. Thanks friend 👍🏻

[@user-lr1nh3uq7m]

So true💯😔

[@serumser1]

you know it’s gettin worse again when you start watchin these videos..

[@AnnabelleMicheal-vq6xz]

2024 anyone watching this ......guys am in pain

[@amandakimbrell2775]

" there is so much pain it the world, and everyone wants to die , feelings are underrated, life is a mess, everyone if afraid of losing ppl yet when we try to keep them we fuck up, love is great but only when understood, and love isnt everything, being happy matters , but losing those we love hurts so fucking much and the pain becomes greater then anything, so we bury ourselves hideing all feelings so we dont get hurt but inturn hurt others"

[@LetsCee_11]

Ur last line is so deeply thought and said..

[@Nobody28817]

People say I'm a good person but I know that's BS I've done nothing for anyone truly i always feel like I annoy people I would either say something stupid or I would be too awkward I feel like a fuck up I am a fuck up I hate myself so much I hate being here a world I have no place in I fuckin hate this I just want it too stop I want it all too just stop! I don't know what to do with myself I'm just worthless I'll never make my mom or grandpa and grandma proud and happy I'm scared of everything I don't wanna hurt nobody I didn't mean too anyone I wanna live but I just don't know what my worth is I'm just a waste of space I wish I could just do this cruel world a favor and just disappear I'm fuckin worthless I don't know what's the point of me being here

[@Nobody28817]

I'm fuckin pathetic I don't understand why I'm still fighting too stay here I'm not helping anyone bye being here

[@TamilSelvanc1706]

Today I felt that, my gf broke up without any...... You know. I felt so pain,

[@TamilSelvanc1706]

Why people we love never says goodbye

[@om16oday]

The baddest thing when you figure out that everyone left you with no reason and no one cares about you You figure out that there’s no one reliable to tell him how you’re feeling and that you’re not okay 💔

[@Imtrane15]

Yeah,I can relate. There's no way to still like her without having so much remorse, after what I did. But the first two times I didn't know it was so wrong. I was just trying to talk to her. And I was trying to apologize for it. But I fucked up and she got mad at me. And for certain things I said on Reddit. I made myself look like a creep, but I'm not. I didn't mean to. She hates me ever since. But I still like her. There's no way to fix it. And if there is,or was I... I- I don't know if it'd work. Somethings are meant to be and some things are not.😢

[@b0redomee703]

I’ll continue saying I’m fine or I’m just tired. I refuse to tell people how deeply sad I am. It’s hard to explain this numbing empty void inside of me

[@agbekorodevictor7675]

At some point in life, virtually everyone goes through the moments described in this video. That hurtful feeling you get when the love you give isn't returned, when your expections and desires are so high but get blown off or when things just don't go the way we ever planned or wanted it... We still try to say "I'm okay" whereas we're not. All of this, so we won't bother people around us, whom we believe to have their personal lives, even with our own problems. Life sucks, life's fun and life can be one-sided. And you know what, some people still don't know this and they don't care I hope everyone going through their tough moments find peace, relief and satisfying happiness.

[@LetsCee_11]

Truely said 👍 It's seems like you too have lived these phases and passed through. The way you described shows how broken u r..

[@agbekorodevictor7675]

@@LetsCee_11 yeah...I did but then I phased through.

[@jeremyaustin7671]

I hope your right

[@rivet321]

I found it at the bottom of a bottle

[@arun_s]

Watching this made me realise, I don’t even have friends to get mad at 🙂

[@rivet321]

It's the joys of life it isn't worth it

[@La_kitheneeve]

Those battles you fight silently on your own, the traumas , the silent tears at midnight you'll rise above it all someday buckle up it's going to be fine

[@denniskipngetich1842]

Amen😢🇰🇪

[@Enhle_]

Why do I enjoy watching these when I'm sad 😔

[@jfj876]

Because it makes you feel a bit??infp???hi.

[@betterkris]

Because it makes you feel better (endorphins) and you "romanticise mental illness". It is quite common actually, but it can become a problem when you keep returning to these kind of videos to "relate" to the feeling the video is trying to give you (instead of actually dealing with the feeling itself)

[@honor6465]

Because you feel you aren't alone and you aren't the only one who feel like that

[@dustinquintana]

The power of a believable smile, no one ever knows how you feel inside, until it's to late. Signed everyday for to long now.

[@m23peanut96]

One thing I have learned through my battle is you won’t always feel like this. In that moment of your deepest darkest despair. You wont always have this overwhelming unimaginable pain or numbness. Your mind tricked you into believing that for the rest of your life you will suffer and this pain will be here forever. But it won’t so please stay

[@lillianrose9725]

it's hurts and I don't know how much more I can take

[@lillianrose9725]

it has not stopped and ive had no breaks

[@kwenanapoleonngoepe7274]

Will it not , stay forever this way or get more worse😭😭💔💔💔?

[@marrz5266]

I put on a smile each day. I tell everyone that I am happy and that I’m doing okay. I act as if I’m happy and they all believe it. I realized that when I tell people my problems they all disappear or criticize me for it. So I learned how to keep my mouth shut and to fake it. But the truth is. Everyday I wake up and I don’t feel happy at all. I go to sleep and I’m not at all happy. There’s no changing it. It’s been like this since I was a kid. Medicine just numbs it, therapy is stressful and there is no on and off switch. The truth is I don’t know what happy is. I see people who are happy and they are like aliens to me. I am so distant from happy. I have depression disorder and anxiety disorder with PTSD. Im not okay at all.

[@honestcomment1993]

Hey buddy

[@stormyproductions89]

Or they let you open up and listen to your problems just to use any and all informatuin against you or to exploit you. Be glad you wisened up and began holding back sooner. Its okay to be totally honest. Just knkw who you can open up and be honest to, dont share it all to the world. Just find the ones you have no doubt want the very best things for you... the ones that run away and disappear are probably just scared that they will have to open up eventually, too.

[@StoicStocks99]

Me too ✋️ waiting for my last day so eagerly

[@sanjanatatikonda9156]

I am so sorry for how much you have gone through, but I can’t even begin to explain how strong you are going on everyday with so much pain. I am so proud and happy that you are here. I promise you there are so many people that love you and want to listen. There is a reason you are fighting a reason you are going everyday. You will find it and you will slowly start to feel what happiness feels like. You will feel joy and peace. I am rooting for you!!

[@MightyKondrai]

your medication actually does something? I'd take numb over this.

[@kev_innit6582]

Honestly growing up i never saw people with emotional setbacks or anxiety or depression but as i grew up i began noticing more and more people are battling with these issues in they’re lives, ngl i feel bad, not for the people but because from experience ik that other people don’t really see what your actually going through and it sucks cuz no matter how hard u try no one can really see your perspective of things. I wish i had noticed this sooner but hang on ya life has so much more to offer, were blessed to see life day by day and for some it gets harder but ya cant give up. Its just not an option. Hope ya get better.

[@bradtipton4860]

Very well said

[@rogerthevirgin7592]

These videos help so many people ! It allows them/us to feel like we’re not alone even if they are t.v shows. Which is the core issue, feeling alone.

[@joncaplan75]

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

[@Loretto-jw2vb]

Thanks!

[@Priyankasjoshi12]

How do u know me so well! Everything you said described my pain , my life as right now. I will forever remember u because u knew about me enough then my own parents and sister. It's crazy how this world works. I am so grateful to u. You are a beautiful person I have never seen such a beautiful person in my life

[@joncaplan75]

@@Priyankasjoshi12 What’s your life like?

[@Meg-yq8oj]

Thank you so much for this. I've been coming back for several days so I can reread this comment and keep going. It's hard to stay. It really is. But knowing that there is someone in the world rooting for me even though they don't know me is everything to me. Thank you. ❤

[@gracie2879]

Losing someone is painful. But when you realize that you lost yourself all along trying to get back the person you loved or crying for the person who don't wanna be with you is heartbreaking

[@reeceruns]

You’ll get there from someone older trust me

[@wanjohi]

I see there are a lot of people who wanna know the name of some of the movies in the video(me too)... I am going to write down the ones I know: 0:00 The perks of being a wallflower 0:20 Ginny and Georgia - (Netflix Series) 0:27 Revolutionary Road(via Varnit is Live) 0:38 The secret life of the American teenager (via Varnit is Live) 0:51 Elite (Netflix series) --> Not sure about this one :) 0:57 The perks of being a wallflower 1:05 Lucifer (Series) 1:14 Ginny and Georgia 1:16 Teen wolf (series) --> also not sure 1:24 The fault in our stars 1:40 The edge of seventeen 1:48 ? 2:10 After 2:15 How I met your mother 2:30 To the Bone (thru @HeyKathi) 2:37 How I met your mother 2:44 Spiderman: (Garfield's) The amazing Spider-Man 2:50 Chemical hearts 2:57 Ginny and Georgia (Netflix Series) 3:15 ? 3:34 After 3:46 Ginny and Georgia (Netflix Series) 3:54 How I met your mother 4:13 The fault in our stars 4:16 - 5:40 Already mentioned above Background music: Tessa - Steve Jablonsky

[@katharinamalia9818]

2:30 is to the bone (?)

[@wanjohi]

@@katharinamalia9818 Thank you

[@randomstuff95559]

Can i be anymore thankful to u

[@wanjohi]

@@randomstuff95559 🤗welcome

[@laklomp]

Legend

[@mr_younis53]

I wonder how a guy of just 18 years of age can have all the pain of the world. RIP me! 🩸

[@moxiemedia4350]

Stay for one more day, every day. Just one more day at a time.

[@mhanmhan97]

Tell me about That🥲. I’m 22 and I lost myself cz I loved and cared so much for people who didn’t feel the same way

[@batamurizasifa6946]

Hold on there is a better life

[@SnollyGhostah]

I know it's not easy for you, living this life, but try to remember, always try to remember, you're not the only one with troubles.

[@e_vidz]

So emotional. I love it

[@sachimanzano3550]

the word OKAY can really cover a million words that' hard to say.

[@annabellc6599]

Keep fighting they say, till when, till I bleed out. I can’t keep fighting

[@AychNoir]

Stay strong instead

[@GeeiFuggedurMa]

If you need a ear I'm here

[@Rugbygorilla]

My current ongoing experience with depression is that I am merely existing. Like standing in the middle of a storm but not feeling a single thing. Becoming a ghost in your own home, your marriage, your duty as a father and branded as selfish for feeling nothing but anger, disconnect and pain. Clealry hurting loved ones because of how you feel. Like taking punch to your chest everysingle day. The urge to cry all the time for no reason whatsoever. Feeling like this is now it for you every single day. Depression doesnt always lead to suicide and for me depression is walking in a place where you accept the heartache, rejection the 'what could have been', the acceptance of loneliness, never finding that "place" of peace and eventually being okay with that and that merley existing is the best you can do.

[@blaiseplayz-3409]

Ok I want people to know. Do. Not. Lie. Even if it hurts people. It will just hurt them more when they find out you have been faking it for days,weeks,months,even years!

[@rivet321]

It doesn't matter because isn't worth living so let people do whatever because nothing matters

[@lugezi2850]

Yeah it's hard. Everytime I tell myself to stop lying. I lie again and again and again. Tf is wrong with me I can't even trust myself anymore 😞

[@jamesbriansubagan6908]

"I don't like to feel very happy..Cause in the end I always pay a big price of heart ache"That is why i choose nothing👌😁

[@applepie5921]

That's how I am I could relate

[@davidreynoso221]

The Hazel Grace part at the end hits really close to me 😭

[@naomimersinger]

All of this hits so hard, but it hurts so much, because they just say I'm fine I'm ok, and no one ever is when they say that, I love all these movies and shows though

[@kosaialbermawy62]

"The wrong fault in our stars"was the sadest of all.

[@matiopeaaronclark2210]

These four letter word LOVE holds a force stronger than any anywhere...

[@kimmyb8276]

That scene when Shailene cried over Peter...fuck I cried SO much and I cried again. it's the hardest scene I ever watched. ugh

[@Tina-hq7lb]

Loving someone who does not feel the same is the hardest thing i have been going through 😭

[@Mr.Dunnuyt]

im watching this every day....

[@emptywithnotes]

The thing is im so tired of pretending that im fine .i feel like i have no heart any more im so destroyed

[@rachaelmezger1995]

i hate the fact that the statement "everyone wants what they cant have" is true in everyway.

[@thabangcollenmotswakae-wn3ce]

I've learnt that depression is real no matter what one has been through 😢

[@Panacea9]

We've all said that to each other. Even them.

[@Kingofthemoment]

Love is NOT everything It’s part of our lives and we have to remember that.

[@NoTalentGuy]

I am back listening to Sad Multifandom :( I pray you all are doing good and happy

[@rohitsharma-ik4li]

the reason everyone come to see this video is this that they are holding too much, pretending to be all good in front of but when all alone they are all alone , years don't come , time don't pass and u stay still and still and no encouragement makes u better , it's a vicious cycle u carry on each day and u live for another day that next day it will be better but it's not

[@Zefiin]

I started watching multifandom after getting sure that I'm losing my girlfriend. She said that she is not happy with me, and when i stay next to her ,she gets mad, she always says she wants to be separated. And. After trying for a month. I've decided to set her free. Because, she is getting hurt inside for living with me. How can i hurt her? I set her free so she stays happy. Maybe with someone else.... I Love You Zerin... 💙

[@rosaaaaaaak.3120]

To anyone reading this. You got this! Keep pushing ! God's got you♡

[@Joemikelray]

[@lillianrose9725]

I cant do this

[@lillianrose9725]

@Justin Shannon BLAIR it's so painful and hard and I'm weak

[@presleynotalt5530]

Nah man god's one of the reasons I'm in this mess in the first place.

[@morganreigns1984]

I know he does. That's why I went downstairs

[@landonlinevision8481]

I’ve told someone how I felt they didn’t feel the same I still feel the way I told em how I felt and I see them hanging out with someone else and it tears me every time I see it

[@theresaopoku9408]

The broad smile on everyday kills me little by little....

[@Hamza______YT]

Idk whos reading my comment or not but why its true whenever u see these sad moments and its comes in your imagination that its happen to you and you feel so numb cold and its hurt fucking bad

[@mr_younis53]

It sucks man 😔

[@kinsleyjackson4035]

This was posted the day my brother turned 2… I’ve watched this at least once a month and it kept reminding me about all the shit I’ve been through. Thank you for getting me to get a good cry. I’ve been trying, and this video helps me cry. Thank you

[@I_am_the_one_who_knocks310]

Hurting somebody feeling easy as throwing a rock in the ocean but do you know how deep the rock goes💔👌😕

[@mikehawk4856]

These actors are incredible

[@betterkris]

Truly a masterpiece, great work

[@d31so]

I learned not to express myself over time. As long as they are seen as the bad person when I express, they never will understand. It creates more problems than it solves. Feelings don't matter until that person is gone.

[@barishankhonglah4690]

Sometimes words don't measures up the pain within. Sometimes we overlook the cause but from the reaction and judge without realising or giving importance to the cause. It's sad but that's the world today Are we intelligent.

[@Foxy-ve1oh]

"you are not hard to love,youre just used to the kind of love that hurts you more than it heals you,someday somebody is going to show you that that is not the kind of love you deserve,maybe it will even be yourself"

[@williamlawson7613]

I’ve been sad for years, so lonely inside on the outside I’m like everybody else!

[@nayyabmughal1123]

Whoever is reading this God bless you. I nearly gave up on myself but I knew my younger brother won't survive without me so I just had to push through from the mess I was in and I am doing fine. You're unique in your own way just be patient with yourself and seek someone who could help you.

[@rivet321]

God hates us he only loves those people that hurt people.they are the ones God loves

[@josephhlubi7230]

You're going be alright, whatever happens the sun will shine again.

[@applepie5921]

It won't

[@eobard1328]

It just breaks my heart, seeing people hurt.

[@isabellakroon5321]

My father sexually abused me from age of 12 to 17. Last year I was 24, I met him again for a coffe, One hour, just simple talk. And when we were walking and saying goodbye at the end, he put his hand on my back and I was thrown 7 years back in my life. His hand, it burned right through my winter jacket. And since I was around people, I had to hold back my reaction, my panic attack that was coming. Everything inside of me screamed to me to get the hell out of there and I just had to smile. It took me a long time to realise that I had been abused by him, but one second for my body to remember it. Waking up every day and remembering that your father has done that to you, and that he can't be punished and he doesn't believe he has done anything wrong. That is real pain. But I'm still waking up, I'm still doing my very best to live a life without him in it! He doesn't deserve my love, he doesn't deserve me!

[@mr.randomness]

I have put this mask in for so long I say I'm ok even though I'm diffently not ok

[@emmahultman92]

I hate myself. I hate myself because if I went back in time and met my younger self. She would be so scared of me. She would be scared and disappointed that this is who she would become 😔

[@soulaimenezzoiaoui6030]

Me too

[@rosepowell2840]

Fun times watching these before going into treatment again

[@blakenahrstedt1779]

It was real but she shattered me into pieces and I never cheated either but every time I needed her she kinda just was happy with her friends or just treating me as an option

[@OkHarley]

I got diagnosed with epilepsy a few years ago, its changed everything. I lost my job, had to quit going to college. Lost friends, seen some don't care or understand. Pushed people away and just let myself go. I didn't have good child hood growing up either. I just wanna feel comfortable, happy, I just wanna not feel down 24/7. This wasn't me 3 years ago.

[@hillaryked2475]

Dats cool Harley, I can't understand it all but I also don't know y I feel like I do understand u so much. I don't know u but am happy DAT ur breathing..

[@davenewcomb7292]

After 28 years of marriage, my wife said she doesn’t love me. I tell our children that I’m ok but I’m not.

[@Godschild77786]

Hey man I hope you find closure and some goodness again in your life

[@veerchauhan4646]

Only A good guy can create this kind of thing.. good job bro 🙌

[@recyclevideo1638]

One thing lets me feel better is all that bad feeling and suffering will be ending when I die

[@bella-ep9ek]

Love this

[@nunmawiaralte7157]

I wanna tell anyone reading this ,'we all fight something,everyone of us are fighting for someone or something,you are not alone.Be strong, you will get through whatever you are fighting'.

[@ptertosh2001]

We all go threw this emotional roller coaster, they are not worth it😢

[@utkrishth8]

"only if you knew"

[@user-jf7gq9gg2k]

Every f thng hurts rn Its like A knife being passed through my heart And me consciously living tht moment

[@petershedrack9885]

"Im good" my everyday lie

[@Mr.Dunnuyt]

im currently watching this video every day and yes i admit it im not okay :(

[@arieswar0353]

You are all beautiful. You are the reason the world is amazing

[@charletvanlente]

im in love with these

[@soulaimenezzoiaoui6030]

In fact, I'm tired of finding love.

[@tyan9736]

I'm tired of life right now... I've endured bipolar disorder for the past 5 years now an my parents ain't really helping. The just keep making me feel as if I'm adopted or I'm just useless. I wish I wasn't born

[@errorissinsan]

do you want to talk? I am here if you need to be listened. I relate what you're meaning. ♡

[@tyan9736]

@@errorissinsan I just wish tears was all I need to be okay. I'll appreciate if I could share how I feel though cause nobody is listening

[@zimasandamase8486]

Very emotional and touch

[@Florida_boy23_]

Years have passed and somehow I always end up here , I keep trying but idk sometimes I don’t wanna wake up I wish I didn’t have to

[@user-ol6eb5tv4e]

For those who are struggling rn its gonna get better please don't give up

[@ITzV1ck]

how do you know it'll get better?

[@gasconnectzambia4023]

Now understand why some take their lives😔 It's not being selfish or lack of reason☹️ But being tired of the pain that seems not to end😓

[@courtneyrichmond9471]

just want peace. sick of being a burden

[@rivet321]

It's the only way out of the never ending pain I deal the thoughts everyday

[@angelfuturejob]

I don’t know why I’m watching I’m not even going through anything

[@riddhibora973]

Love is a devine thing. You can get hurt. You will fall down. You will be brutally destroyed. But still love is devine. It's a new dimension which connects soul to soul. Love ❤️ is simply just an unavoidable element in the universe. Believe it or not. You can't get away with it, no matter how much you try hard .

[@rivet321]

Life isn't worth it the only thing we do is let it all die see you all on the other side

[@lunasmokezim1718]

I'm not okay.... It's not the end of the world, it doesn't even feel like it. I know it will be okay. But right now, in this moment, I'm not okay...

[@MuradAli-gs7sn]

It's more fun to watch when you actually go through it in real life...

[@applepie5921]

Fun? Going through this shit is definitely no fun

[@MuradAli-gs7sn]

@@applepie5921 hhh have a 🚬 and see it as the worst thing that could've happend to you and then, only then make yourself strong enough to laugh at it. belive me, you'll enjoy it....

[@applepie5921]

@@MuradAli-gs7sn that's not the solution.

[@MuradAli-gs7sn]

@@applepie5921 yeah but it's fun

[@applepie5921]

@@MuradAli-gs7sn It's bad. Don't do such things for fun.

[@shaneoconwell2945]

I just lost everything. Again. I'm so heartbroken and blinded by my own anxiety and depression. I've lost everyone I've ever loved bc I can't fix myself. I've tried antidepressants, therapy and exercise. I can only beat it for a little bit, but it always comes back.

[@usmantafida7253]

Sometimes you most lost 😞 someone you love 💔in this life 😭crying as over come over and over and I know it’s end😭😭😭😭

[@ziyzie2122]

is been almost a year im facing this problem n feeling, alot of ppl say "you'll get better", "you're fine". but actually im not. ntg can change :"(

[@adolostv6107]

Maybe because u are still holding on to the past and holding on to what is hurting you🥺🥺

[@eggfryedrice]

I hope you are reading this ❤️

[@olwethungcebetsha178]

Nothing anyone says will help you honestly whether you like it or not you have to be strong for yourself I hope you are reading this my friend

[@courtneyrichmond9471]

same

[@MightyKondrai]

I'm almost on year 5 now. 'getting better' is starting to sound like a myth.

[@ismailzeghina4011]

Even if nothing is gonna be alright and for those who are struggling and having a war that no one know a damn about it just keep fighting and please don't give up move on change your city change your entourage maybe you will find peace and maybe then you will see and enjoy your life 🖤 just don't give up

[@rivet321]

Life isn't worth fighting

[@taytay9085]

@@rivet321 it is give it time I was in a very hard and tough battle but keep going keep fighting

[@rivet321]

@@taytay9085 I wish I could give it time but life isn't worth it the only thing that makes me smile anymore is when I cut myself or try and hang myself..it's the only time I'm happy anymore is when I feel like I'm going to die ... Life is hell and I got no reason to try and make it better I'm sorry but I'm worthless

[@taytay9085]

@@rivet321 listen to me you are nit worthless this right here is the time to fight you may have given up alrady but get back up and do it again you got this

[@rivet321]

@@taytay9085 there's no point in trying

[@osmundmillion3299]

no longer living, just surviving

[@unsinnkim3690]

Do you know that moment when you feel that you have reached the very end of what can happen to you? That's how I feel.