I am struggling right now. Symptoms are getting worse 😓

[@JackpotArmy]

Don't feel too worried about me, I just sometimes have days where I feel bad and sometimes a bit better. When I made this video it just so happened to be on a bad day 🙃

[@mirayoon1992]

🥺💙 stay strong

[@kerriritter6591]

I will always be here for you infinity prayers for you dear I purple you 💜

[@christinafreeburn1888]

🤗💕

[@bunnyboopbubblesbcubed8380]

I'm so sorry you have to go through these types of days. Complain away. Be strong, Alex. I have days where I'm tired of everything, the pain especially, but needles and doctors and scans take their toll. You try to be as regular as possible. You're more cheerful than I could ever be. Your mom is just looking at everything that could possibly help you. Please know that I admire you so much. And I'm praying you recover as best as you can and that you'll have more good days than bad ones.

[@lizySuarez]

Olá aqui do Brasil Jack ,Desejo-lhe melhoras e cada dia é uma vitória saiba que nós estamos enviando boas energias a você ,fica saudável logo e quando toda essa tempestade passar venha ao Brasil irei amar muito de lhe conhecer pessoalmente🫂 SARANGHAE 🙆‍♀️🫰💜🇧🇷

[@StayAliveOT7]

힘내세요 알랙스. 알랙스를 위해 많은 사람들이 기도하고 있다는걸 잊지 마세요. 파이팅!! 리액션 잘 보고 있어요. Thanks!

[@กวิสราเฉลยบุญ]

The most important thing in illness is never to lose heart. Our prayers are with you. Fell Better Soon.

[@Gradgirl]

Please come here and share your progress AND burden with us! We’re here for you!! Continuing to pray for God to relieve your pain and heal your symptoms 🙏💜🙏💜!! Keep your spirits up and may you be comforted!

[@SBCinNC]

It is okay to say "I am having a bad day"! I too have multiple autoimmune diseases and understand some days are just bad. I am so sorry you are feeling so unwell. I am also a mother and grandmother, so I am SURE your mother is grateful she can provide aid and comfort to you (even if she gets tired!). Please rest /nap whenever you can and take care of yourself. You have many praying for you and wishing you better days ahead!

[@Cheyenne97w]

As with most medication it'll take a long time before you see results and it sucks because when you're sick you wanna feel better and go back to feeling "normal" asap. The impatience is excruciating and i'm so sorry that you're having a hard time. Never be afraid to come on here and vent to us. We're your friends and wanna wish you the best. 💜 Not every day will feel good but i hope you find some peace during your tough moments.

[@DrValkyrie]

Stay positive and keep fighting!

[@jiminswife2312]

You know what alex? Last night, someone, just make ranking about "who is the best BTS reactor in yt for Army" and YOU one of the top one 😊😊😊 so many people love you and wishing the best health for you,, i hope you know that. Be positive 😊

[@namaliperera4612]

Ooo yes our shiki 💜

[@iameternity849]

I was one of them there😊😊... I wish and pray for alex' healing🙏... Borahae alex, keep fighting, we're here for u...💜💜💜

[@SnapCracklyPop]

🥺 I’m sorry you have those harder days, but hoping for better days where you’re better

[@susan-lx1tv]

Dear Heart, that sounds so incredibly hard what you are going through especially being young and wanting to move forward. Being a Mom, try not to feel guilty, she wants more than anyone else to make it better for you. When I was really down I found BTS which lifted my spirits. I wish you the best and quickest healing.❤️

[@junesparks3145]

Thanks!

[@jlsc6847]

You don’t have to be strong everyday. And Moms will do anything for their children. ❤

[@mysugabytes]

Dear Alex, Stay strong, we will always pray for you... Take care..

[@mjan316]

😢so sorry Alex for all you're enduring. Could your doctor order a home health nurse or one who treats wounds? Praying you get relief. Sending healing hugs 🙏🤗🙏💞

[@jen-o9j]

This sound so fucking exhausting.. trust me I can understand a little, i have chronic illness and depression due to some factors I cannot take the full dosage of medication so it's much more slower and althought i don't have much pain, it's a lot of lethargy and unable to just do things in general it's nerve racking. I hope you start having more good days than bad🌹 it's okay to just complain and feel like shit you don't have fo try to stay positive all the time, it will pass soon... Also trust me i went through some bad stuff with depression and my mom still tried her best to get me all the medication and even bathe me sometimes, it feels like a burden but it's okay, you would do the same for her and care for her right.. i hope you can see more better days!!

[@chamrongsoun1150]

Praying for your recovery ,stay strong fighting 💜

[@debrawest4859]

Alex, I am so sorry you are having such a difficult time right now. Being pessimistic some days is only natural, you are going through a lot. I know you worry about your mom, but mom's are strong. Her back may hurt, she may be tired, but she will do everything she can for you. What you need to do for her is focus on getting better. It's ok to cry or scream, but don't stay in that mood. As BTS would say, just keep moving forward fighting all the way. Take things one day at a time. You may feel bad today, but at Zero O'Clock a new day begins and I will be praying for you a better day tomorrow. Come on and talk whenever you want, we are here for you.(P.S. I drool too, don't worry about it)

[@kimberlybrown-feay5902]

Awwww Alex I’m sorry you have to go thru this. 😢🙏🏽💛 Please stay strong you will beat this you are strong and a beautiful spirit

[@shannawynn7493]

We love you and are always wishing the best healing Alex. I'm so sorry that you're enduring all this pain and suffering. Thank you for the update. Much love and devotion.🫶💜💜💜

[@Siennaflower]

It's very understandable that you don't feel optimistic all the time. You have a lot of courage to be facing what you're facing, and you have already come through a lot. May you find strength within yourself each day, and may life and love carry you to happier times. 💜

[@RemediosMagbuhat]

Again you are here.❤️For days i’ve been worried of you. It hurts to hear the struggles you’re going through but better than wondering how you are and so quiet. Touched by the way you’re coping and enduring the painful and slow process of healing, my boy. Thanks you have your mom with you. Despite all the troubles you’re suffering, please don’t give up. Be strong and Trust the Lord. You will make it, you gonna recover, dear Alex. Pray constantly, it always helps. I ❤️ you, “son”.

[@cecillelazaro2516]

Praying for your healing, keep strong

[@lorennavalles4615]

Se vale ser pesimista, se vale desesperarse, se vale quejarse, se vale desahogarse. Todo eso nos ayuda a liberar emociones que si no sacamos a veces nos hacen sentir peor. Estoy deseando cada día tu recuperación, que aunque sea lenta, espero que vayas poco a poco viendo mejoría. Te envío un gran abrazo Alex y mis mejores deseos 💖🤗🙏🏼

[@kunilsen2519]

Everyone has bad days, even if they can be very physically hard and painful for some. We just have to keep going, enjoy the simple moments, and remember the good days. But I am not in your situation, and I can't imagine what you are going through. I know pity is generally not socially appreciated or encouraged, but I hold a lot of pity for you. I hold genuine sorrow for your situation and feel a lot of compassion for you. Stay strong and always remember the good you have even if pain and hardships are consuming💜

[@BansheePurple]

Oh no It must be so frustrating. Stay strong Alex! it's really important to stay positive or at least say out loud positive things that can happen in the future even when things are not going as you wish. The more you think about them more you get positive in some way and things like anxiety and anger decrease. I learned that when I was sick for almost 4 years and I spent a lot of time drowning even more with my negative thoughts. Of course, it doesn't solve the issue but it really helps you mentally and that's good for you after all We will keep praying for your health and hoping for the best 💜 Thanks for keeping us updated Also, there's nothing worse than feeling like you are a burden to your family but take in mind they are doing all of this because they love you. Your mom is really admirable!

[@LizbethOT7]

You’re entitled to share your frustration. We are here for you! Having you in my thoughts. You’re going to beat this!💜

[@lofvee]

We love you so deeply and I feel your pain and I want to take it all away :( but don’t lose hope ever, but it’s okay to feel angry and frustrated, it’s human .. but ur not alone in this Alex !

[@lingling10248]

Hope God hear your voice and heal you🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@ceetheninja1]

Sending prayers. You got this!

[@desireecarlson5496]

hello and I am here feeling what you're saying.....please take care and do what doc says.....when you're in pain it's hard to think about anything else.....hugs to you!!...try to stay positive dear

[@OT7tillheaven]

Praying for your recovery Alex...please keep the faith and look forward to the update that you're feeling better 🙏🏾💜💜🫰🏾🫶🏾

[@marcelavelasco7588]

Praying for your healing

[@AyeayeKhine-sy4ij]

Get the doctor treatments at the hospital. You will get better . Praying for you 🙏🏻

[@IdaSyoutube]

I'm so sorry. Stay strong❤ fighting

[@monicamoua-yang78]

😢 so sad to hear how much physical pain u are enduring. Stay strong and don’t give up. Hugs and well wishes just for u! U will overcome this!

[@TheresaAnderson-l6j]

Said prayers for you. I hope you feel better soon. It’s okay to have pessimistic days.

[@jiminie.]

Stay strong ..u will get better soon brother

[@jiminsrightearing7]

praying and i’ll keep praying for you:(

[@DrValkyrie]

I hope you get better soon. But please be careful taking other supplements not prescribed by your doctors. They may make symptoms worse, or counter the activity of your medication. Ask your doctor first before you take anything other than what is prescribed

[@sophiebac4381]

Have patience Alex, It's okay to feeling down and pessimistic but it will go away and everthing will be better. We all love you ❤

[@namaliperera4612]

Just take time to recover and try to stay positive. I know it's easy for me to say but just rest and do what the doctor says. You will be fine. I will pray for you. 💜

[@lory1352]

i am sorry to hear that. don"t lose hope, fighting! borahae

[@felisatapales401]

I'm praying for your fully recovery,,,, We're waiting for our Bangtan boys,,pls I want to be with you when the Bts comeback,stay healthy, I'm your subscribers,,,,i will always pray for your health, fighting ❤❤❤

[@gathanaranath]

Ill pray for u Alex

[@emeraldrosefelicie8510]

Its ok to feel down sometimes.. We're all himan after all.. Hugs and prayer for your speedy recovery Alex

[@Cheyenne97w]

Alex we love you. 💜💜 If i could, i would keep you company in your room.

[@Serene_Heart]

Praying for you. Stay strong Alex 💜💜

[@voura2927]

Stay strong, I pray for you, get well soon

[@mysticshining]

So sorry Alex, it sounds difficult. Sometimes there are online groups of people that have the same thing as you, and they talk about their experiences or how they cope with it. Sometimes it’s helpful to talk with other people going through the same thing, if you feel like it. Sometimes patience is the hardest medicine to take. Hoping the medicine starts working faster!

[@yantrityo879]

We will always pray for you 🤲💜, get well soon, and stay strong 🙏💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@Azhra00]

Fighting, don't give up, everything will be fine

[@marinaalvarez8242]

Lamento mucho que te sientas mal que estés pasando por un mal momento de salud y te deseo de todo corazón y le pido a Dios que te dé pronta salud que te calme tu dolor que tus síntomas rápido se aminoren y puedas estar mejor estoy segura que así va a ser con el favor de Dios tienes que tener mucha paciencia y no deprimirte porque me imagino que si tu mamá te ve deprimido también se va a entristecer entonces si físicamente no puedes ayudarla ayúdala siendo positivo y agradeciéndole el trabajo que hace cuidándote que sé como madre que lo hace con mucho cariño Y con todo el amor yo soy la cuidadora de mi papá que también está muy enfermo y hay que moverlo y hay que cambiarlo y hay que curar sus heridas sus llagas y sé que cuando uno lo hace con amor no es pesado ni es cansado y estoy segura que tu mamá está feliz de poder ayudarte

[@dinni9296]

Oh Alex I wish the medicine starts working soon :(

[@kavyasree7931]

praying for your speedy recovery💜🙏

[@VickieV-he1vq]

Alex, I wish things were better. Hang in there, you've got this. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. 🤗💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@vanessa_11z]

We’re praying for you Alex 💜💜 pls take your time and rest 🙏🫂✨

[@smoonchild9401]

Alex, maybe you can open a livestream here or in twitch. We can talk to you, just about random stuff, help you feel at least a little bit better. You can also collect donations. I hope it will make you feel better

[@joyoconer7645]

hope better days come ahead of you! fighting alex

[@lauriemartin490]

Your mom is an angel. I'll lift her up, along with you, in my prayers. I hope things get better for you soon.

[@jcalbamusic2985]

Prayers and patience can work… just have faith and believe that God listens to those who ask and believe in him. Sending you my 🙏 prayers.

[@alird1645]

Alex!! Las madres tenemos una fuerza increíble somos muy fuertes no te preocupes por tu madre ella es muy fuerte!! Siempre estare esperando buenas noticias se que pronto nos contaras de su sanacion se que tirnrs un corazón fuerte y esta prueba sera superada! Te queremos 💜 !!

[@annestevens7702]

Soms helpt het door erover te praten, dus als het helpt voor jou blijf erover praten, blijf vechten!!!!💜💜🥰🥰

[@lacon4]

Hang in there Alex. I can only imagine how painful and uncomfortable it has been for you. Don't worry about "complaining". You can vent as much as you want. Army will be here to listen and to comfort you. My prayers are with you.

[@shyfan68]

Easy for me to say, I know but please stay strong..you are in my prayers.. how can help you to stay positive . Hugs

[@lingling10248]

多謝！

[@hiriaceliajames9596]

Hope you're doing alright sorry to hear this please stay strong Alex please stay healthy and a good advice from your doctor i know it hard it comes.and gose please 🙏 stay strong

[@grbapostol]

Thank you for the update. Really looking forward to when you feel so much better! Hang in there - sending you hugs! 🫂🫂🫂💜💜💜☀☀☀

[@EG875AFBF]

Sending you hugs & pray for u Alex! 🫂💜

[@Roselindamuamad]

We will always pray for you Alex🤲 you can make it🫰🏼

[@amybtspurple]

Stay strong, sending many positive vibes your way, thank you for keeping us updated

[@delilah9185]

Im so sorry for everything that you've been through 😢 i truly hope for your fast recovering. i dont believe in any divinity but I'm sending you a lot of love and wishing you healthier days 💕

[@RemediosMagbuhat]

You are always in my prayers, Alex dear. ❤️❤️❤️

[@elizaaparecidakmick6590]

I am sorry to hear this dearly. But hang on. The medicine will kick out pretty soon. Remember that you millions 9f Armys cheering and praying for. Sending my Prayerss and my love from Brazil. 💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@feez6104]

Stay strong brotherman❤

[@jeylogan5299]

Thinking of you 🙏

[@squibsp]

So sorry for your myriad of pain all over your body. I can only pray for you that you get better soon ❤ I know it's hard but you ate strong and positive, keep at it ❤

[@Anna_k00]

Stay strong Alex, you are always in my thoughts and prayers 💜

[@missIrwindale]

Hold on to what you said at the start. The doctors said you WILL IMPROVE, keep believing that and your positivity will bounce back. Be gentle with yourself, God created our bodies to self heal, so trust Him and the healing process.

[@jinsteph2966]

Fighting Alex, keep praying, get well soon 🙏

[@Chimmyauntie79]

Praying for you Alex 🙏❤️🫶 I hope you will be getting good news soon 🙏💜🫶🙏💜🫶

[@cloyeegin3014]

Praying for u.. Fighting

[@roseK7569]

I don't want to say anything to put you down but listening what you've gone through, I can't imagine how hurt you must felt. I'm sorry to hear all the painful that you endured. Pls rest and stay strong. I pray for your health❤.

[@Cesia_B]

My prayers are with you. I hope you feel better 😢

[@hoseokline]

I’m always praying for you from here. Please be strong 💪

[@pennygibson3963]

Alex so sorry to hear that you are hurting. I'm hoping and praying that you will get well again and to tell you that you have alot of people thinking about you and praying for you 🙏. Please stay positive if you can. You can always come on and talk to us. I'm so glad your Mom is helping you she sounds wonderful. God bless you and your family. Love. Penny

[@altarehkugler4675]

Keep fighting dear one! You are loved, and cared for. Your precious presence in this community means much to me. I've only been Army for 2 1/2 yrs, and you've been a part of my journey since I was Blessed with the discovery of the guys. You're a part of it for me. I'm so sorry for what you're going through! Have you tried Silver ointment for your wounds? It has worked wonders for me over the years, for keeping infection away. i'm hoping that your medications get to working right away🙏Leading to a miraculously quick recovery!💜

[@cynthialim7002]

Be strong Alex… I know that it’s really difficult and painful to be in that situation. I’m praying that everything will be better soon. Praying for your healing and gives you strength. Our love and support be with you and your family. Gods blessings and grace be upon you. Take care Army! Keep Fighting!💜💜💜

[@AngelLily-m2s]

Oh Alex, please please stay strong!!! Dont feel guilty about your mom, ofc moms will do anything and everything for their beloved children. Be happy and dont give up ok. I wish you speedy recovery and come back strong and healthy!❤❤❤

[@mscheap]

Hope you get better soon. ❤❤

[@cruisack4090]

Stay strong and get well soon Alex. Will be praying for you always 🙏

[@nenramzartaq4346]

The name of Jesus I pray for you.

[@exlguns6417]

stay strong 💪

[@DanielleLim0218]

In our country we have alternative medicine, it's more like non medicinal but sometimes it works , just keep on praying, army fighting.

[@Nehnaaz]

Get well soon 💜💜

[@jikook1314]

Sending you so much love and healing vibes right now 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@DanielleLim0218]

Thanks for the update, just keep going, make your everyday memorable as possible, I know it's hard, but we are called army for a reason, your a fighter.

[@junesparks3145]

Praying for you to be healed In The Name of Jesus.🫂🤍🤞

[@marinaalvarez8242]

Dios te bendiga y ten mucha fe que pronto estarás mejor estoy segura un abrazo para ti y para tu mamá con todo mi corazón

[@مجهولالمجاهيل-ظ2د]

Alex, stay strong hope 🙏 fine soon

[@merrylimanto3050]

My pray with you Alex that God give you strength to fight your desease.. 😢😢😢I am glad to your spirit doesn't seem weak😊