I BOUGHT A HOUSE + 5 ACRES IN JOSHUA TREE | Life Update Vlog Episode 1

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This is so very different but I am so very excited. Cheers to a new chapter my beautiful KZbin family - it is all possible ONLY because of your support. Love you guys more than you know! Thank you Hello Fresh for sponsoring the first of these monthly recaps xx.
00:00-01:58 Simple Explanation of Where I've Been
01:59-03:26 Owning Up
03:32-06:20 Talking About The Break Up
06:23-07:25 How I Moved Forward
07:26-09:42 How I Got On Track To Buy a House
09:50-10:44 Finding THE House
10:45-12:56 Hello Fresh Break
12:58-14:30 Putting in an Offer
14:33-15:36 Reaction to Putting in the Offer
16:01-16:42 Reaction to Getting the House
16:48-18:38 My Time So Far in Joshua Tree
19:09-19:39 Snow in the Desert
19:47-22:15 Sneak Peek w/ Wood Brain
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[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

This is the type of video you can simply listen to if you need something mellow! It's way different than what I typically do but this has been LONG overdue. I'm excited to end the craziest month of my life by starting a new chapter because of all your support. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH! What was your favorite sneak peek in the video?

[@1776rights]

I needed a video to help me sleep thanks girllll good vibes before bed!

[@Familia1928]

Cali 😍 still in shock to see snow in the desert. 😳😳😳

[@olbird7647]

Loved all of the intriguing sneaky peeks! So much to look forward to- WELL DONE MISSUS! 👏👏👏👏👏👏

[@fernandatrancoso2758]

I cried together throughout the video! Im so happy for you and im really sorry that you went through so much on top of everything bad of a year that was mostly garbage. You are awesome, congratulations for all you conquered!!!

[@clarissasteier5951]

Loved this. And you. Excited for this new chapter 🙌🌈🌻

[@blaccat9239]

I really dislike when ppl say “there are bigger/more important things” there’s nothing more important than one’s mental and physical wellbeing. We should never put anything or anyone before our own wellbeing, if we are not well within ourselves we are no help to anyone or anything else. Always put yourself first, always!! I’m so happy that you took the time you needed and that you’re continuing to heal and grow. Congratulations on all of it including your new home!! I’m excited for your future and what you’re willing to share. Can’t wait to see the transformation your home is about to take😀👏🏽👏🏽 Best wishes always❤️

[@Noelia1sol]

I agree saying “there’s more important things” is disregarding your reality. We do not live each others life so we should be honoring our own. We are allow to hurt and it’s okay to feel pain. It needs to be processed so we can move forward.

[@ajaymara]

Don’t diminish your personal challenges because “others have it worse”. Your stress is relative and valid. Good luck with everything you’re working on

[@TamarLitvot]

Yes, her stress and challenges are real but I like her even better for realizing how many people right now are suffering so much. It’s good to have perspective - first because you see that your problems, even though tough, are manageable but also because those of us who have resources, have enough to live decently should never forget the many others who don’t (and we should do what we can to help). Rachel is aware, one of many reasons I’m subscribed.

[@lashaimakaveli]

yes rach!!!! The “class for ‘ADULTING’” should exist lmaooo seriously. I’m just 22 and I have had so many mental breakdowns in the last 4 years, that I’m sure I should be in a mental hospital (but uses KZbin for ✨therapy✨). Honestly you’re the most relatable person ever in like the world hun 🥺😂 we all know there are problems above our own, but sometimes you just need someone to show you compassion, understanding, and just some time! ✨✨✨ always here for you Metz

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you for this xx.

[@alexlamontagne5702]

You are NOT the worlds ugliest crier. Or an ugly crier in general. Crying is a physical expression of your emotion and emotion is beautiful. I’m so happy for you(:

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

🤍

[@dusty1754]

From the perspective of a newer subscriber: I can't fathom why you'd feel compelled to apologize for recent content as I've been enjoying it. That said, CONGRATULATIONS! Can't wait to see what's next.

[@athru13]

Rachel is saying her content had started to flop lately and meanwhile I'm like wondering "when did that happen?" So happy for you and I can't wait to see future episodes of your house makeover !

[@ArtemisScribe]

RIGHT???? If the last few months have been poor content I'm literally afraid we won't be able to keep up when she's back on top of her game!

[@MatthewEncina]

Congrats Rachel! We're so happy for you! BTW Liking all the little animations at the intro!

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you!

[@Tayloram44]

Yes! The animations were adorable

[@ArtemisScribe]

The literal physical difference between December Rachel and January Rachel is incredible. Security and safety and purpose and happiness and independence really is life changing

[@SaschaDuvall]

I’ve been with you for years and can honestly tell you that I have NOT been disappointed in your content over the last year! Don’t be that hard on yourself. We all love you and I’m so excited about monthly vlogs, it’s nice to get to know you better ❤️ Congratulations on your achievement - I’m proud of you for what it’s worth!

[@alanna4499]

almost a whole decade you lived with someone and shared your life with. i can’t even image how devastating of a feeling when it would be when it falls apart. the fact that your content was still amazing afterwards is a great accomplishment. i mean i probably wouldn’t have been able to do anything after that let alone make content for other people. i am wishing you the best on your new journey

[@eanna1232]

Also don't minimize your breakup saying there are " larger and more pressing things" your breakup is large and pressing, and was a huge life changing milestone. Your feelings are so valid, you had one hell of a year and you should take as much time as you need!

[@ChelseaGenica]

Im the least emotional person EVER, but I can tell you that I cried when u heard that u got the house, I’m am SOO happy for u!! Congratulations! God, u deserve it so much ❤️

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

🥺

[@VIDEOEPPO]

Congrats Rachel. That's really good news. I can understand how you must feel

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you! So much relief.

[@chayasorah815]

Wq is p@@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz ftytyr re to do the

[@sabrina_sp]

I really loved how you say “it almost takes falling completely apart to come back together stronger”. And it’s true to any transition in life and it goes with what you do for a living. You need to demo first, have a process that is messy and chaotic to have a beautiful, new renovated space. I hope you take time to enjoy the process of renovating your new space, your way, rather than stressing about creating content.

[@vs71597]

Rachel, I’m sad that you don’t know that this is the type of stuff that we want more than anything, more than your technical videos. I know that’s how your channel grew (which led to your amazing house) but we are here for *YOU* !!!!!!!

[@heyytheregorgeouss]

I found your channel recently, I’m in the middle of a divorce from a 10 year relationship, bought a house on my own and immediately subscribed when I saw all your diy reno projects because I want to be able to do that!! And then I’ve heard your story of your breakup and can’t help think I was lead to this channel for a reason 💕 thank you for your raw openness and internal reflection. It’s really helped me a lot.

[@marissarichardson3150]

it’s crazy it happened after 30, i’ve been reflecting on my saturn return and it always happens between 28-30 years and how life changes so drastically after. congrats on your home and your healing journey!

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you Marissa!

[@hdmm9136]

What is a Saturn return?

[@uncorked2913]

It’s when Saturn returns to its position when you were born.

[@hdmm9136]

@@uncorked2913 it wouldn't be every year like a birthday right?

[@thesinfulyogini2073]

@@hdmm9136 no, because time on Saturn is different than earth

[@TheAbigailMeier]

Everyone’s level of “hard time” or “bad day” is so different. We’re allowed to have bad days even if it’s as simple as stubbing your toe. ❤️ congrats! So excited to see future projects!

[@EnCasaConPatty]

😁🎉Congratulations Rachel. I’m very happy for you and I can’t wait to see all the amazing things that you are going to do to the property. Hugs from Canada 🤗😘

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

🧡🤍

[@vtla_]

rachel: i’ve been watching your videos for the longest time - and have been on the same boat that you were in. moved out of ex’s house, moved in with friends then moved out and then bought my house at 21, sold it for profit and then moved into my 2nd house at 22. and i cant tell you how EMOTIONAL this made me for you. it’s like dejavú. it reminds me of myself and what i was feeling during what seemed to be the most emotional and eye opening time in my life. you mentioned so many things in this video that i was thinking but felt so scared or weird to say out loud.. the city here in phoenix, az made me feel suffocated. and i moved out when everything around us in the world made it feel impossible with 100 other major problems in 2020. the city life just wasn’t it. and creating your own reality and being you for YOURSELF is the most amazing thing i feel like ive witnessed on your channel. you keep it real. and you keep rolling with the punches and bust your butt off to being this amazing person it so enlightening to witness, and your power circle is thriving. this makes me so motivated to believe in so much. the intense validation of owning a house on 5 acres you must feel and creating your slice of heaven is such a privilege to watch on your channel and I AM so HAPPY for you for letting us all see this growth and be a part of your life in some way. CONGRATULATIONS ON THIS BRAND NEW CHAPTER OF YOUR LIFE!! you deserve all the great things life has to offer!!

[@tracys169]

Congratulations on your first house-land purchase! Whoo-hoo.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you!

[@minauddin7495]

“Falling completely apart, then to come back together, STRONGER.” I love this Rachel. Thanks for sharing this, it has helped me. 💕

[@marianaalmonte9145]

I didn’t notice how early I was till I saw the like button lol but I’m so proud for you and can’t wait for the up coming videos

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you for being early! And showing love.

[@michelletomasello1164]

Congrats, well deserved! Also, it’s not *us* that got you there, it’s you! Your insane DIY capabilities and makeovers are what keep us all coming back for more. Enjoy this moment!💛

[@laqueenie_art]

I'm so happy that you found a place that makes you happy. It's been quite the year for you. I love how you edited the video so that it was almost as if each room represented a different phase of this whole journey for you (idk if that made sense lol). Can't wait to see what you bring!

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

That's why I did it! So excited someone caught that 🥺.

[@MariMB08]

I totally felt your pain. I too went through a breakup, divorce. It’s been a long healing journey for me, but finally found a way to love myself. I have a lot of other things going on in my life that made it harder for me to move forward, but I have. It’s been a few years and I’m finally at a good place. I realized that it’s ok to have faults, learn from mistakes, and move forward. Always try to be the best person you can be. 💕 You are one bad ass with those power tools and always give so much of yourself to your audience. Thank you! Everything is going to be alright and you are going to be extremely successful! Best wishes and looking forward to new content.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you for sharing this!

[@Aka_Vanii]

I‘m so excited for you. And I‘m excited to see your new content all around the new property ☺️ It’s just amazing how the most heartbreaking things, can make you reflect on yourself and push you in the right direction. So ultimately you and up where your supposed to be.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

It's so crazy! I couldn't be happier 🥰.

[@SofijaDot]

From the bottom of my heart: thank you for this. I found your channel last year around the time of your breakup and you've been such an inspiration to me. I just turned 26 and finding someone whose humor, style, and life stages I can relate to has been such an amazing treat. I've felt this un-seen pressure to find someone, settle down and buy a place together and I felt like I was falling behind compared to my peers, especially as a young woman. Seeing you achieve this stunning milestone on your own all while being a bad-ass single woman is the relatable and raw content I need. You've inspired me this past year to become more financially independent and stable so I can become my own homeowner in this next chapter of my own life. I can't wait to see what you do with the place! Much love to you.

[@APnerd2011]

The term “boyfriend conditions” just made me so so sad. Sending love and good vibes for this new, personalized chapter in your life ❤️❤️

[@FirstLast-zr9cy]

You’re loved and supported, Rachel! When I left what I thought was “the one,” I took an entire year and half to just do me. You were a big part of that journey because I learned how healing creating can be. It’s now two years later, I bought my first house, and watch DIY and woodworking videos to learn how to make this house my home. You’re going to blossom even more, honey. Every breakthrough starts with a breakdown first. Much love to you. Can’t wait to see how 2021 will be for you. ❤️✌🏼

[@GoGoBanANNAs]

Congrats! It's been so nice to see your journey! I went through a breakup before yours. We were together 10 years and I had to move and get my first place on my own. I was without furniture for so long. That feeling of "damn I did this on my own" is one of the best highs you can feel in life! Rediscovering yourself after a long relationship is one of the weirdest feelings

[@Mike08651]

I literally so emotional during this entire video. You are such an inspiration. The way you are so open and vulnerable then bad ass and a doer! I’ve got to get on your level. Thanks for the fire to get me moving! Congratulations on all your success. Also good luck to Wood Brain on her home purchase as well.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Gosh thank you!!!!!

[@taylormaypassow8263]

This is so vulnerable and so amazing. Thank you for your honesty.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thanks for watching xx.

[@ScorpioWomanMoon]

Rachel! I'm so happy for you! I teared up a lil when I saw this video pop up in my notifications. Im very excited to see what you do with your new home. Its so surreal how watching you from a distance on KZbin has me so invested. I wish you all the best

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

🥺 this means so much.

[@claudialoera4862]

Can’t wait too see all the renovations you do to you’re new home ❤️ I’m so ready for it. Plus you look genuinely happy 😃

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you!

[@missrini7]

I just cried watching this, I relate to you on an extreme level. I'm trying to immigrate to Canada, because I wanna change my life completely and be happy. Hoping for the best. Watching this feels like I know you personally and my friend is finally bringing her life on track. Congratulations Rachel on the House!! ❤️

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you! We got this - we are stronger than we know!

[@SawyerMartoglio]

Love this. Also been going through it this past 6 months. Something I keep reminding myself is to not compare my problems to those of others because they are valid no matter how big or small they seem compared to others.

[@amyb.2207]

You have the kind of presence that quietly tugs at some of the threads of my depression. I felt it, truly, before even realizing the gravitational sway...a sense of comfort and creative escape simply bc of aesthetic, the way you speak, and the (seemingly)casual, organized way you present tasks and projects at hand. I just... appreciate that shit ♡

[@bjmatthews9615]

Wow sitting here sobbing watching you get the call that you got the house 😭❤️🙌🏻 I hope you know how insanely proud we all are of you! Your strength, resilience, love for your chosen fam, and outright vulnerability have all been so inspiring. You’re incredible. Also, I don’t know if you’ve ever read it, but Daring Greatly by Brené Brown sounds like it would REALLY resonate with where you are in life and in your personal journey right now. Can’t wait to see where 2021 takes you!

[@NaomiMacKeown]

How long it felt and how quick it happened. That is 2020 in a nutshell. Thank you for your content, even when you didn’t think it was at its best. It really helped me get through the past year and gave me the drive to finish redecorating my apartment (and start woodworking). Congratulations on your new home and can’t wait to see what you do with it! :)

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you for this xx.

[@ms.inspiration385]

Thank you for your honesty & for being true to you. I'm proud of you & purchasing a home at 30 is fantastic. Congratulations to you & your accomplishments!

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you!

[@amandacampbell1959]

Words cannot express how much I love this strong woman! I don't *actually* know her, but I feel like she represents everything I want to be! Rachel, you are brave, confident, strong, vulnerable, and a role model.

[@TaraCreel]

It’s so crazy to me where Joshua Tree is at now. When we lived there over 10 years ago it wasn’t the hip, trendy place it is now. It was full of gang activity, bare, and didn’t have much to offer in terms of real estate. It’s incredible how it has turned into a place of peace and tranquility for so many people. Wishing you the absolute best in all your endeavors and settlement 💕

[@brizzlefofizzle]

Ayyyooo im so proud of you!!!! Know that your hard work shows‼️

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you!

[@x0mercy760]

So so happy and excited for this new adventure I’m your life !!! You deserve it all 🙌🏼🥰🥰

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

I can't wait to share.

[@vanessatorres1741]

I love just how raw and genuine your content is. I've seen so few creators be so raw with themselves and their healing. I'm so happy to be a viewer and a part of your journey

[@Kkuts37]

Oh my dear Rachel, I am so very excited for your next journey! I heard you say that all of this is possible because of your KZbin family; I must say that if it was not for your strength, you could not have accomplished this. Break-ups are horrid, and you must grieve what you lost, good and bad. You are uncatagorically YOU, and YOU are awesome, gurl I can not wait to see what is instore for your future. Wishing you gobs of good luck and wonderful memory making events. Hang tight, stay strong and rock on, we love you!!

[@andyparra8998]

Enjoy every bit of it. Such a beautiful place to fill with your style. You deserve it

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you so so so much xx.

[@sairathealchemist]

“Sorry I’m like the world’s ugliest crier” While literally radiating gorgeousness (is that a word??? Lol)

[@AnnaYV]

Couldn’t think of someone better who deserves this and all the happiness and excitement that goes with it. It seems you’ve been through it the past few months and have been so gracious, but real, in my opinion, about it all. We love you, your amazing!!

[@ambersherman4717]

I just bought my first home January 21, 2021. I can’t tell you how many tears I cried over this home. I had to have this home. I thought I wasn’t going to get it so many times. It’s crazy you were feeling the same emotions I have been. It was the most grueling process I have been through emotionally. But it was all worth it. I’ve never fought, and wanted something as badly as I did for this home. I’m so glad I’m not alone, with the feeling and emotions that come with truly loving and praying something comes trues. I’m so happy for you. It such an amazing feeling. I manifested everyday. I am beyond proud! Love you Rachel Metz!!!

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Congratulations!!!

[@ambersherman4717]

@@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz Congratulations to you! Thank you for sharing you experience. Excited to watch this new chapter

[@katievancampen]

Congrats! I fought through a “situation” buying my first home... and while it took 5 years off my life in stress, it’s been worth the reward. I’m so excited to see where this all goes for you!

[@NicoleQM]

So happy for you and Callie, you so deserve this! Also, love this vlog, looking forward to more.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you Nicole!

[@1withwolves]

I'm SO happy for you!! Excited for what to come. But you were talking in the beginning about how your life falling apart is needed for you to keep moving. And it reminded me of a quote that legitimately changed my life because I lost everything I owned, husband, unborn baby, house,pets, belongings, everything. And I had to completely rewrite my life story to pick myself up. "For a star to be born, There is one thing that must happen: A gaseous nebula must collapse. So collapse. Crumble. This is not your destruction. This is your birth. " Hope everything becomes easier for you and I wish you the best. :)

[@katherinecabanas]

You have been one of my biggest inspirations. You have been the most honest person I’ve seen and even after your breakup. I was going through it as well but seeing how much you pushed yourself to get where you’re at today. Seeing your videos it’s helped me mentally and physically. After my breakup, I’ve pushed myself to fix my family’s home and design more. I’m so proud of you that’s you’re a home owner and I’m so glad to see you and Modernbuilds collaborating. Keep creating and I can’t to see more videos from you 👸🏽 Queen✨

[@jessicarivera1969]

Awww, you deserve all this. I know 2020 was a bit rough. Congratulations mama 🎈🎊🥂

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you lady!

[@jlynd5526]

CONGRATULATIONS!!! Wow girl, you bought a house with land! That is great news. You deserve it! You’ve worked really hard to accomplish such awesome adventures in your life. I can’t wait to watch you go through your home journey. Thanks for letting us be a part of it. Once again... CONGRATULATIONS!!!🎉🥳

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

I appreciate that xx.

[@francescabound3967]

The comments here are so inspiring and gives me faith in humanity again. Rachel, thank you for being so honest and vulnerable. As everyone’s already said you shouldn’t apologise or make out your problems are smaller. A class at school should definitely exist! And You’re a beautiful person inside & out and an absolute warrior. Keep doing you & in doing so you inspire others to do the same x

[@tejalpatel2052]

RACHEL, OMG! I'm not even sure where to begin. Firstly, crying is a beautiful emotion, embrace it and own it. I have loved the genuineness of this entire video. You are at this raw stage. I think it's so beautiful. Good things happen to good people, and you deserve this more than anyone. Truly have fallen in love with how excited life is about to get for you, after all the hardwork. Also saw you watching "Killing Eve" while cleaning containers and I just wanted to say I love that show.

[@hdmm9136]

Bawled my eyes out during this because I want something similar so bad ❤ it is one of my biggest dreams. I'm so glad you got it and I'm so happy we get to watch this journey you go on. It's inspiring. Congrats!

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you for watching and your love!

[@TheMegafit]

“Someone else's vision will never be as good as your own vision of your self. Live and die with it 'cause in the end it’s all you have. Lose it and you lose yourself and everything else.” ― Georgia O'Keeffe (who also saw the desert as a place to heal and create).

[@lechatbotte.]

I’m so crazy happy for you. Hen I bought my house in DHS I felt like you are right now. When I sold it two years ago for a new chapter it was such a blessing. Waiting to buy a new home in a new state. Thank you for sharing this new chapter. It’s your life, share what your comfortable with. Love you being you. Something someone who counsels shared, women too often lose themselves in a relationship, that’s NOT a how it’s suppose to work. Find you, be you never forget you are important. I just went through this same thing, love and prayers for you.

[@leahgolden7242]

Yay!!! I’m so excited for you Rach!! Woop!! I have soooo many videos to catch up on! Looks like it’s gonna be a Metz marathon for me tonight ♥️ btw every time you cry, I cry with you.. JoshTree is on my list next to visit! I’ve never been and I can’t wait! Cheers to you for being such a kick ass warrior woman!! I’m sure you are already starting to realize/see that this (and the journey that got you here over the last almost year) is the silver lining of the breakup?? Thank goodness for your friend Lindsay she is the true definition of a best friend! 🌵 🐶 🛠 🪚♥️

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Love you so much!

[@leahgolden7242]

@@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz awww love ya girl!!

[@staa53]

I'm so excited to see you transform your new house! It's going to be awesome to see you show us your true style! I already know it's going to be amazing! Legit can't wait to see it all come together and the end result! 😁👌❤

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you Stephanie!

[@samirasamira4555]

So happy for you! 😍 Congrats!

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you!

[@brendadudley3673]

Congratulations!!! you made me cry. I am so happy for you. I have to say, for me, there was no better feeling than stepping into my home after I closed escrow. My husband of 30 years died, I lost my cars, my house and filed bankruptcy all in a couple of years. I pulled myself together, reestablished my credit and purchased my own home by myself. I sometimes just sit and marvel at what I accomplished. I can't wait to see what you do with the place!!

[@terrirouleau4758]

Thank you for being so raw and sharing. This property was waiting for you. I know that feeling of this is where I'm meant to be. For me its by the water. I am sooooo excited to see all the projects you have in store. This community may help you but please know that you are helping many others (especially woman) to realize their potential. Knowing who you are is the best gift you can give yourself. Always take care of YOU first and the rest will fall into place. Congratulations again on your home. Cheers to the memories you'll make and hold near.

[@consideredwhisper]

Ah, your Saturn Return... mmm, it’s a tough one, 28-30 years old. Life changes beyond belief. Your house looks beautiful and what a great adventure you have before you. Best wishes from England X

[@heyrachel2323]

I see Rachel, I click.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you for this.

[@heyrachel2323]

@@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz wow! I am so excited for what is to come for you. I’m glad that you took your moment to have a pause and dig deep. I know I certainly don’t like that discomfort but by you sharing in ways I can’t explain, it helps. Can’t wait to see what’s to come and if it’s another month before we see you then I’ll know there’s a tornado of vids coming soon haha! So much love!

[@fiveamskatesesh]

Love, you NEVER have to explain yourself or try to excuse your absence and issues. It doesn't matter what's going on with everyone else or even the world. We appreciate you understanding that everyone is going through a hard time, but that doesn't make your struggles any lesser. You're allowed to have off-days and take breaks, even if unannounced. We still love you. We're still here for you. And we still appreciate WHATEVER you put out content-wise, no matter how long it takes. Focus on your needs first, then us. You've always got so much going on and you deserve the time to process it.

[@Rarjona74]

Congratulations Rachel, SO PROUD OF YOU... you are stronger than you think and in my eyes you are my hero there's nothing you do I don't like and remember please that life is full of complications is how you get out of these..GIRL BIG HUG!!!!! P.S. in the last few years...I loss two of my kids, my little dog die just die in summer and my older dog got stage 3 cancer and you make my days better..seeing you makes me happy.!! Keep going you are amazing!!!

[@robertjames-life4768]

So funny to see JT as “trendy” I grew up there and we thought it was sort of a shit hole back then. Lol

[@GloriaG1972]

I just started watching you in 2020 for ideas for my Wellness/Tanning studio, and immediately I started looking forward to each and every video. You have grown so much this past year and I commend you on that growth. Cheers to your future!

[@Sim1onelaro]

Congrats on the new house and new journey, thank you for sharing the real stuff and being so inspiring. All the best as you plan, reno, process, discuss, and heal. What you said about falling apart and coming back even stronger resonated so much with me because I'm still in the getting up phase and really hoping for the coming back even stronger part. While I know there are big issues in the world, your story is your story and your pain is your pain, I for one never felt like you made it seem like your pain was bigger, thank you for saying that though and for how you have shared your heart here, it helps, it matters. I love the realness of it.

[@sfjvbc12]

1. CONGRATS 2. Cali's little paw prints in the snow 3. CALI IS GETTING A BROTHER??? sooo excited about all of this for you! and so happy you are feeling more like yourself

[@medorakea7327]

Honestly this video gave me so much hope. I've been going through some unpleasant shit the past few months, and it feels like my life isn't going in the direction I want / need, and it was really uplifting to see you taking tangible steps to get out of that emotional place, and it made it feel like I can do that too. Thank you

[@Yommerss]

I LOVE the energy of this video! I’ve always admired your rawness and that you willingly share it with the world. I appreciate the videos you filmed while not in a positive headspace. It’s a reminder to us all that we are human and what we feel is real. We are allowed to break. Although painful, your breaking has been a beautiful lesson because it has lead you to this exact moment. As always, thank you for sharing such vulnerable aspects of you life with us! This was very special to watch. Oh and most importantly...CONGRATULATIONS!!!

[@lozxcam]

So excited for the future for you! For both the content and your exciting life moves! Thank you for honesty in this video, it is inspiring ❤️ As someone who recently got an MS diagnosis at 28, can no longer work and am staring down life in a wheelchair I still get this drive to never give up, life is hard now but I am going to keep pushing forward because I have no idea what the future could bring! I just really feel that never give up attitude in your content! I would really like to buy a property one day and have an off grid tiny house. ❤️❤️❤️

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you Lauren! I'm excited to see where 2021 - we got this xx.

[@SonyaReznitsky]

Rachel, I'm getting so teary eyed. I'm SO proud of you - I've been watching you for years and fell in love with your creativity and chutzpah. I didn't imagine such a difficult transition was waiting for you as so many bloggers seem to have this perfect coupled up life - marriage, babies, etc.... that always seemed so formulaic and unrelatable to me as I love independence and creativity. I'm so inspired to see you bust out this independent, hard, but clearly so rewarding path of freedom and self sufficiency. I dream of buying my own house one day and I'm so happy to see that you did it, and in a way that was so meaningful and true to you. I got so teary when it snowed. Winter was always my and my dad's time together, and whenever it snows I know it's him (I live in a warm city where snow is rare, Vancouver). And then the rainbow🌈 This obviously was destined to be your home. I've been meaning to check in and see how you're doing and I am so proud of you for everything you've achieved. Sending you and your perfect dog (that face!!) the biggest hug 🤗💕

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

This made my day...thank you xx.

[@accesstotheredcarpet]

I’m living for Cali being the crew boss to your journey. Congratulations girl! I look forward to seeing you do your own home creation that represents you! Bring it on baby!! And oh I see Cali has her seal of approval. So cute! 😘

[@makenziebenoit6052]

This was so so so REAL. Thank you, Rachel. For always bearing your pain with such authenticity. You have no idea how much I needed to see this. For myself. So so SO happy for you, Girl. ❤️🥲

[@kcanded]

Thank you so much for sharing this part of your life with us. Watching this made me wish I knew you personally so I could come and hug you and hold your hand as you're working through all this. It is extremely stressful buying a house no matter what year, when I made an offer on my condo I told my real estate agent I wanted to chew on her car just to dig my teeth into something! Buying a house on top of everything you've been dealing with in the last year takes a great deal of courage. And no one can tell you're flopping on your videos, girl! There's NOTHING that I have seen that isn't up to your usual standards. I'm so looking forward to watching you re-form your life in your new environment.

[@raesaarinen3585]

All possible, because of you. We’re here for you, because of who you are and what you create in this world. So thankful to be able to witness the journey

[@mariavbn2012]

I don’t think you know how inspiring you are by just being yourself. Super excited for the upcoming content and seeing what you make out of the place.

[@chel_hamelin]

I haven’t even watched the whole video yet but I have to say how much joy it has already brought me. I am SOOOOO happy for you!! You deserve this girl.

[@seewhydoubleu]

Seeing Kelly in the snow makes all your stress worthwhile! They say pets are a reflection of their owner - in this case, Kelly is a total badass girlboss sitting on her badass girlboss human.

[@natashahiggitt6496]

Such a beautiful, honest video. Rachel, I am so excited and happy for you. Don't feel bad/unhappy with your content last year. I learnt so much from you, and it helped you get to where you are now. All the best for your house plans! Be gentle with yourself and enjoy the process!

[@jenniferfriday24]

I am so excited to see what you can do with your OWN house, your OWN property, your OWN things. Celebrate because owning something by yourself and for yourself only is such a huge accomplishment and very freeing. Congratulations!

[@thisiscryswood]

Thrilled for you!!! It was a delight to hear the story of your house buy, so thanks for vlogging, and also...? From where I sit, you did a *phenomenal* job in 2020. Here's a partial list: You created some of my favorite videos, you set yourself up for success with your financial team, and, through Holly's remodel, you realized it was past time to own your own home -- AND you found and purchased that home before the year was out. Also, you took care of yourself and Callie, loved on your friends and family, and you motivated and educated all of us from beginning to end. And that was a *partial* list. #whew You did more than enough, you wonderful woman. More. than. enough. Please be proud of you 👍🏾 Buckets of blessings to you from the plains of Central Montana -- p.s. it's snowing here, too! ♥️

[@pugly838]

Look how far you've come, girl! You should be proud of yourself, as we all are of you. To be allowed to be on this journey of rediscovering yourself is a huge privilege to all of us, your viewers, so thank you for sharing. You're such an inspiration, not only to the DIY community but also to womankind. Looking forward to more awesome content from you and your monthly vlogs. Much love from Malaysia ❤️❤️❤️

[@thelittlemaldos1389]

Those videos post break up felt like you were grieving in the undercurrent of everything. Praying you continue to heal and find joy in the work of your hands❤️ you’re so creative! 😊

[@khloecathcart3754]

I have been following your journey for quite some time now, and you have always been an inspiration to me. Seeing how accomplished you are after your breakup is motivating to me as I just experienced a breakup myself. Keep doing what you are doing Rachel! Your videos keep me going! Thank you!

[@pharden293]

Well, WOW! You found your HOME. Not just a bricks and walls but a place, your oasis of calm. That’s big. I’m looking forward to this for you. Thankful for these vlogs, I get to watch this journey. Strapping in for this ride Madam Metz! 😘

[@kristenj4168]

You are a beautiful person and deserve wonderful things. I truly believe that things happen the way they are meant to happen. My dream house was bought while I was touring it. Sure enough a month later as I was about to settle my realtor called me and told me it was back on the market and for the last two years she has been mine. This home will be your pride and joy and all you. Enjoy it and love every second of it, including the ugly moments because those create those rainbows.

[@sheluxuries]

I am SOOO excited for you, Rachel. Not just for the dope content that's about to come out but just seeing you admit your short comings and being able to grow is just so admirable. 💓💓 Thank you for sharing this very intimate experience.

[@loveg1463]

soooo happy for you Rachel, you deserve peace of mind and a place you can truly call home. No apologies needed, everybody's battles are their own so dont ever say that. Yes its been a tough 2020 for everyone but that also includes YOU lovely. Now you get to start afresh in a place your soul is drawn to and we look forward to witnessing your journey !! CONGRATULATIONS GIRL - YOU DID IT !!!!! Now enjoy !!!!

[@rixanoz]

I'm so happy for you! Your challenges can't be compared to those of others, your best and your worst are yours, you're the one who has to live it.

[@audreybethel]

It’s so crazy to see how you’ve evolved over the past few years since I started watching your channel. Your strength and passion is amazing to witness. We are all happy and excited for you! ❤️🥳

[@AnnMarieKing]

Change is messy and terrifying and gratifying and wonderful. Now this new life is yours. Thrilled for you.