I can go anywhere I want, just not home.

[@KingSatan]

Okay, i rewatched it already way too many times for me to even count, but i still can't find the words to describe how i am feeling, right now. I think the first words that comes to my mind is graditute. Because i am so damn grateful to you, all these years, and everything that happened, everything that passed - each year, you gave me a video. From the moment we started talking, and only knew each other for a few months, i remember you gave me the Dick/Malia video, and now look at this. Look how far we've come with videos, and the meaning behind it. There was the "girlfriend" one, last year the "Lois/Clark" one, all of the grasping a current fixtation of mine, and that just makes it a million times better. But this? - this feels like you took the chapter i wrote, you took Patch's feelings and turned it into live-action. I love how all of the video, is telling the story, that one storyline that i was so damn excited about, and how you were able to portray his feelings, and the scenes you chosen between like ??? everything. Like your brain, your talent, just everything really did that???? GOD I SWEAR - Like the intro is so damn beautiful, with the different aesthetic, and starting with Addie's voice, telling Patch, he's gone. Like i swear, what i would not give to see this messy story of ours in live action, to witness that moment, just > > > 0:24 - the manip, with Addie and Luna. Luna looking so damn sad, and Patch's voice with desperation like i swear, your mind really took my chapter and put it into live action, i will never get over it. IT'S SO DAMN BEAUTIFUL. 0:39 - WITH THE MATCHING SCENE, EXCUSE ME???????? 0:48 - ANOTHER NEW MATCHING SCENE JUST TO STAB ME IN THE HEART, YOU AND ANNE ARE EVIL, BUT MOSTLY YOU HERE AND NOW!!!! 0:56 - "i don't care who your dad is, i care who you are." 😭😭😭 AND WHEN I WILL WRITE THAT MOMENT IN NEXT SEASON THEN WHAT??? THEN WHAT??????????? 1:11 - the matching scene, with the lyrics there has my heart, like i swear i felt twisting it at the first when i saw it, i hate you for it. 1:13 - "i was going to tell you." "liar." ONCE AGAIN YOU LITERALLY TOOK MY CHAPTER RIGHT FROM MY HAND AND TURNED IT INTO LIVE ACTION WITH THE DIALOGUE AND THE MATCHING SCENE LIKE WHAT THE FUCK ?????? YOUR POWER IS UNMATCHED ISTG *pedro pascal gif* 1:19 - THE MOMENT WITH MY BABY LUNA, MY WALSH SIBLINGS IS EVERYTHING TO ME, LIKE ALL THESE SMALL CAMEO'S WITH MY GIRLS AND PATCH MAKES IT ALL SO MORE REALISTIC KNOWING HOW ALL OF THEM SUPPORTING HIM LIKE NOT ME CRYING BECAUSE OF THAT I LOVE THEM SM 😭😭😭😭😭 'we will find him" sO TRUE MY BABY LUNA PUTTING HOPE IN PATCH, BECAUSE DAMN RIGHT THEY WILL OR I WILL BURN THAT STORY TO THE GROUND 👏👏👏 1:23 - THE MATCHING SCENE OF THEM RUNNING, THE PARALLEISM, THE PEAK OF IT, WITH THE LYRICS SAYING "i can go anywhere i want, anywhere i want, just not home" KNOWING THEY ARE EACH OTHER'S HOME LIKE DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME THIS IS EVERYTHING TO ME, TAYLOR WROTE THAT SONG FOR THEM YOU CAN'T CHANGE MY MIND 1:28 - bUT THIS MOMENT ???????????? THIS MOMENT WAS WHEN MY LUNGS COLLAPSED AND I WAS RENDERED SPEECHLESS, THE QUOTE OF PATCH SAYING HE CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HIM, AND YOU THROWING A BRICK AT MY FACE WITH THE DIANA/ADDIE MANIP??????????? LIKE WTF????????????????????? MY EVERYTHING, THEY ARE MY EVERYTHING, LIKE YOU KNOW HOW OBESSED I AM WITH THEM, AND THEIR FRIENDSHIP, AND YOU HAD THE NERVE, THE FULL NERVE TO RECREATE THAT SCENE, LIKE HOW DARE YOU BUT ALSO THAT IS SO PERFECT, I SWEAR I CAN'T GET OVER IT, AND HOW THE MANIP LOOKS SO REALISTIC GOD 😭😭 1:30 - the little "S" i hate you - 1:34 - THE MOMENT OF PATCH WAKING UP ALONE WITH THE QUOTE OF SEBASTIAN STAYING THERE TOGETHER GOD JUST KILL ME ALREADY 1:40 - THIS MOMENT ????????????? OF PATCH REACHING OUT, AND DRIFTING AWAY, RIGHT OUT OF YOUR CHAPTER LIKE THE NERVE ?????????????? HOW FUCKING DARE YOU ??????????????????????????????? 1:53 - thE WAY THE LIP SYNC MATCH WITH WHAT BASTIAN SAYING GOD JUST THROW ME OFF A ROCK THIS IS SO FUCKING REALISTIC I KEEP REPEATING MYSELF, GOD WE NEED TO GIVE THEM EVERY SCENE POSSIBLE I NEED IT RN 😩😩😩 2:00 - with them running into the lake together 🥺🥺🥺🥺 and my painful quote 🥺🥺🥺🥺 of patch wishing for bastian 🥺🥺🥺🥺 fuck 🥺🥺🥺🥺 you 🥺🥺🥺🥺 gOD - This video was a whole rollercoaster of emotions, i don't know how you managed to do it, BUT THIS IS JUST INSANE, I SWEAR I WILL NEVER GET OVER IT, I WILL NEVER STOP PLAYING IT, LIKE I COLLAPSED RIGHT HERE AND THERE ONCE AGAIN BECAUSE OF IT, THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER, AND TO START MY 2024 WITH THEM, AND YOU IS JUST PERFECTION, IS EVERYTHING TO ME, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I SWEAR THANK YOU FOR THIS 😭😭😭❤❤❤

[@alvxprodz]

I SWEAR, YOUR COMMENT?????????????????? I'm so happy you love this video this much, it means a lot to me cause this is our couple and it will always be special because of that. I loved making you suffer with all the pain in the video and also how much you loved Luna, Addie and Diana showing up. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS COMMENT, YOU ARE THE BEST, I SWEAR AND I LOVE YOU TOO 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@Sweetie2566]

I don't think I'll ever be able to fully process this video because???? I know I say this literally every single time whenever you upload a new OOTD related vid but this truly is literally one of the bests, if not THE best Batch video you had made so far because it's just INSANE. the amount of quotes, voiceovers, lines from the story, MANIPS!!! which everything just fits so well with every single picked scene in this video, every voiceover fits with every single scene bringing this story to life in the most realistic way (I'm speechless again) I just have no words, I wish I could say more but you really left me speechless with this one. LIKE FOR REAL. The amount of work in this is *insane* 0:26 speechless literally speechless 0:57 “i don't care who your dad is, I care who YOU are” 🤯🤯🤯 kinda snatched my wig right there 1:29 ANOTHER INSANE COMBO AND THAT VOICEOVER I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HIM *pedro pascal gif* you're INSANE 1:42 “Sebastian come back COME BACK” TITANIC AU WHEN 1:52 LITERALLY IN AWE HOW MUCH MANU IT SOUNDS YOU REALLY MASTERED HIS VOICE RIGHT AND THROUGHOUT ITS BASTIAN 😩😩😩😩 SO PERFECT MY JAW DROPPED RIGHT THERE WHEN YOU SENT THIS FIRST TIME and that final quote.... this video is just perfect. It's everything. IT'S A MASTERPIECE TRULY AND YOU'RE A MASTERMIND FOR THIS ✨

[@alvxprodz]

OMGGGG ANNE, YOUR COMMENT?????????????????? PLEASE, thank you so much for your words, you know how much it means to me. I'm so happy that you liked it and how you were hyping me up with the previews I showed you THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING 🤍🤍🤍

[@Bellsilili]

wow, wow and wow! this was really wondeful i have chills

[@alvxprodz]

Thank you so much, means a lot 🤍

[@Sweetie2566]

i swear i'm just so speechless with all the voiceovers, scene combos, MANIPS you snapped the most with this Batch/OOTD video it's JUST YOUR TALENT IS INSANE I HAVE NO WORDS MY GODDDDDDDDDDD

[@alvxprodz]

THANK YOU ANNE, MEANS A LOT 🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@Sweetie2566]

I SWWEAR you snapped with this video THE MOST.

[@alvxprodz]

THANK YOU ANNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[@wiitchdaughter]

beautiful as always ❤

[@alvxprodz]

Thank you! 🤍

[@xDarkestDesiresx]

oh, wow! alvaro you never stop to amaze me with your work. you have this original vibe and type of vidding of your own, i could literally smell your vids for miles. it's always so creative - with the choice of clips, the coloring and especially text. it all creates this magical and aesthetic mood and i'm here for it. beautiful! 🥰xavier must be in heaven after watching this masterpiece 😇

[@KingSatan]

i AM EXACTLY

[@alvxprodz]

ANGIE OMG 🤍🤍🤍🤍 Thank you so much, it means a lot

[@carol___]

Excuse me sir but who gave you the right to create this masterpiece!? Wow every scene is perfect ❤

[@alvxprodz]

Thank youuuuuu 🤍🤍🤍

[@Sweetie2566]

(me and Anne laughing yesterday when I wrote in the group chat that I felt horrible for not doing a video, yes, she knew it all along, attack her) I YELLED NO THAT'S EVIL WEJDNEWNJEWNF

[@KingSatan]

ALSO NOT THIS SONG????????????????? JAIL

[@KingSatan]

gOD AJSHAKAAHAL I CAN'T

[@KingSatan]

THE FUCKING MANIPS IM CRYING

[@KingSatan]

1:27 IS WHERE I DRAW THE LINE AT THAT MANIP

[@alvxprodz]

🙈🙈🙈🙈

[@KingSatan]

I CAN'T AJSGAJL WTF

[@SWINDISA]

Great video. Is this a book? I tried googling the names, but I got a bunch of etsy stores in response lol

[@alvxprodz]

Thank you 🤍Yeah, it's a book I am writing with other two people at the moment so is not published!

[@SWINDISA]

@@alvxprodz That's so cool! I'm rooring for you ro get published :)

[@vordenstein]

🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@alvxprodz]

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