I can't do it without my brother

Pls. watch in HD and small screen (:
Spoiler till 10x18!
I know this song is basically overused as hell. And I also know that AlexProdz89 made this amazing video, which inspired me, with it about Sam and Dean. But I wanted to vid this song for a while now and I think that I found the perfect reason to do so.
Sam’s speech in “Book of the Damned” was amazing and I wanted to put him a little bit into the focus, even if I really failed in the end with that one. And I added this scenes from earlier seasons, because they’re fitting damn well with the storyline from my vid. I hope you’ll like it!
Dedication: Alina... my beautiful, strong, Alina. You know that this vid is basically your b-day vid, even when I’m uploading it earlier. But I wanna say a few things: the week we spent together was amazing. I learned so much about you, I got to know you better. You’re such an amazing person that I don’t even find words. I won’t say more now, because you already know what I think and I guess that’s all that matters. I hope you’ll like it. ♥
Comment, rate, subscribe :) the usually things.
xoxo
nathi
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• Vidder: Nat
• Fandom: SPN
• Characters: Sam & Dean
• Summary: I can’t do it without my brother
• Coloring: Alina0405video (altered)
• Song: Saturn - Sleeping at last
• Watermark: JazziBalkan ♥
• Program: Sony Vegas Pro 12
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[@xnataliegrey]

Guys, I wanna say thank you for all your comments! Unfortunately, I can't answer every single one, since youtube won't let me (there's no "answer" button) but srsly, thank you from the bottom of my heart. ♥

[@deeroddy6195]

What else? Can you say anything??¿😎

[@lucascurcio521]

The part where It flash backs to younger Sam saying how he isn't "gonna live this life forever" is heartbreaking looking at where he is now.

[@xnataliegrey]

Lucas Curcio yeah, young sammy and his dream. unfortunately it didn't work. :(

[@mariamessam6809]

He didn't he got the live he want finally But sadly without Dean 💔

[@Izzy-t4z]

Yeah

[@Maedchen001]

Greatest love story on television ( I don’t mean Wincest), brought to life by two great actors with the best chemistry I’ve ever seen

[@ravenkendall5727]

Jared's voice got SO much deeper over the years, holy shit.

[@nadaaboraya5318]

'This is my life , I love it .. but I can't do it without my brother .. I don't wanna do it without my brother ..' this broke my heart into pieces ... I wish I have something like that in my life .. but I haven't and seriously life is suck and awful to live it alone 😔

[@xnataliegrey]

Thank you so much. And the bond betweem Sam and Dean.. it's too much for me to handle.

[@lunazinsights4152]

Find us, your SPN Family

[@LolLol-dy9xl]

Nada Aboraya 😭😭

[@katiekokinos6546]

Same with me, it’s so sad

[@RwBguardian]

You're not alone keep fighting bc the WE the #SPNFAMILY have your back

[@limewave950]

It's okay ... I didn't need my feelings anyway..... *goes in the corner and cries my heart out*

[@xnataliegrey]

[@theblack67chevy]

You captured Sam's conversation with Charlie in the most brilliant way and thru your video have finally put this narrative clearly into perspective and told the story we have all pieced together over the past few years in one concise, beautiful, haunting and heart wrenching video. Thank you. You are very talented.

[@xnataliegrey]

awwww

[@lewishamilton.f1.44]

@@xnataliegrey so i,m rewatching supernatural again and i,m once again reminded why these 2 are the best brothers ever i,m on s2 ep18

[@xnataliegrey]

@@lewishamilton.f1.44 I’m actually working right now after years of abstinence on a video after rewatching it. But I can’t bring myself to watch s15 again

[@lewishamilton.f1.44]

@@xnataliegrey you have to try

[@xnataliegrey]

@@lewishamilton.f1.44 I did. And I uploaded it.

[@ariennedrewery8190]

the three people that disliked this had their hearts broken and they were angry about it

[@xnataliegrey]

+Arienne Drewery aww..

[@Desi1992]

I agree

[@moony9498]

true

[@paikeakehlani5392]

'I can't do it without my brother' I lost my brother. A part of my sound died with him. I miss him so fucking much

[@seizetheday8402]

GUYS MOST STRESSFUL/HEARTBREAKING 5 MINUTES OF MY LIFE

[@xnataliegrey]

Samantha The Penguin thank you for sharing! ♥

[@joeyshuny5]

Well thanks. I'm not a crier by any means but this made me tear up. Supernatural is literally the only show I watch religiously. I have for the whole 10 seasons. These brothers and their relationship is the reason I care so much for the show. It's such a beautiful bond that no other show has. I'm positive it has to do with the brilliant actors of course. They draw us all in and we genuinely care about them. They manage to make us laugh. They make us cry. They piss us off and then we want to hug them and tell them it will be okay. In my opinion no other show has that power. You have captured it all in one video. This is just brilliant. I loved it.

[@xnataliegrey]

Jackie Vester I can't add anything else. Your comment said everything. Thank you so so much. ♥ I'm so flattered, that all of you like it. THANK you *hug*

[@marymartindale884]

Well said

[@LoyalTotheOil85]

This truly has been one of the most amazing video tributes I've ever seen over the years. I watch this one religiously many times over because of the ties I have witht little brother and close friends who I consider brothers and how it hits close to home and how I protect them. I thank you for this video.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Great portrayal of brothers' relationship and the song is great to vid, kudos! :)

[@xnataliegrey]

SecretlyToDream thank you so much for your comment. :) Glad that you like my video! Means a lot! (:

[@unacceptablecodyberg1402]

I honestly have tears in my eyes being so proud of my little brother... awesome video. Everything in one perspective. Not many people can have this feeling.🙂✌

[@kkotansky16]

What gives you the damn right to open up the pandora box of feels and let them out.............. I can't even just ahhhhhhh

[@SonyStarTV13]

their love is so strong and inspiring, it pulls and puts the entire fandom together. this is why i love supernatural + the fandom because it's about the most important thing in life, it's all about family 😍😍🙌🏾

[@loas5154]

Seriously, lately I was so fucked up by Supernatural cause I think it's getting overdue and I pretty much forgot why I love this show so much... This made me cry, such a wonderful wonderful video. Beautiful editing and choice of clips, really nice. Thank you for that!

[@xnataliegrey]

Thank you so much. And I get you... I thought so as well, but the boys are dragging me in it again.

[@ImNaturallySuper]

This rendered me in two. So artfully put together, so perfect.

[@kandakaalele-nakasone9003]

It's a beautiful thing between siblings that is how me and my big brother are with each other family before anything 💖

[@kpaxil4516]

Anyone else crying like a baby? I am This was absolutely beautiful 😇♥️

[@anniceportland]

You did a better job giving Dean a proper send off 5 years before the show even ended 👏

[@ylee800]

Out of all the fan videos that used this song, this one, is still my favorite.

[@xnataliegrey]

thank you so much! this means a lot for me

[@jessicapowell4132]

This video. So well done. So emotional. This video touched my heart. How? Well supernatural is the one show that helped me cope with all the stuff i go through. Depression, and other things. It brought me out of my shell. Showed me I wasn't alone. That we all struggle with things and it sucks but life gets better. Yet it will always get worse before it gets better. Supernatural showed me that family is so valuable. It's something you keep close because we are all here for a limited time. And family is all we got. Family is what makes everything worth it. You fight for your family. You die for your family. They are your everything. This show taught me to remember thats life is short and family isn't forever. So keep the ones you love close and work hard to have the best life you. Because in the end. Family is all that matters.

[@bhavyagupta1052]

I have watched so many Sam&Dean videos. But this? This takes the prize. Thank you. Thank you for making something this beautiful. And if it isn't clear yet? I love it

[@xnataliegrey]

+Bhavya Gupta Aww. ♥ thank you so much for your words.

[@Claire511995]

That is a great, and I mean GREAT video about the Brothers and their relationship. I got so emotional after watching it. I mean, you did sooooooo great with Sammy's monologue ! My heart broke into thousands of pieces. I love watching SPN videos on KZbin, and yours is part of my favorites. Good job, really. And thank you for sharing. Keep going, you're GREAT ! Claire.

[@xnataliegrey]

Thank you Claire.

[@catejoshua6017]

I love it when Sam says "He saved me." It's like him being grateful for that, appreciating it. I loved S10, we could finally see Sam fighting for Dean - I always thought that Sam loves his brother more than he is being loved by him - maybe that's even true. However, after all the fucking grievous words he told Dean, he had it coming. And great work, I LOVE your vids - U nail it!

[@xnataliegrey]

+Bunny Visky ile Dean Thank you so much.

[@catejoshua6017]

+LaudeniaBonk Thank YOU, pretty! 😊

[@wilderthanwilditself6244]

Literally crying at this it's so touching to see what they have done for each other

[@xnataliegrey]

+Wilderthanwilditself yeah and I was crying while working on it :(

[@mollygrundy3388]

I both love and hate that I can: a) recognise the different seasons from Sam's hair length and b) remember both the season and episode each clip comes from.

[@xnataliegrey]

+Molly Grundy hahaha, I know that feeling :D

[@Alina0405video]

Nathi, omg, girl, I love it soooooo much! I just comletely sank in this video! When it was around 4:36 I was like "wow, I think I've blacked out for a few, where am I? what time is it?what is reality?" I love this video so much I want to try to explain how and why, but I don't know how to do it. I just love the whole feeling which this videos gives you. Like it gives you all these feelings from the first seasons how Sammy has looked up to his brother and how he was worried about him and in your video you see this Sammy in present grown-up Sam. Like you gave s9-10 the same atmosphere, you know what I mean? You can't say that they've been through SO much crap, you just see good old boys still clinging to their little family, still trying to do all possible and impossible things to save it. I mean not like you don't see it at all, but it's not the main thing here. And I really love how it's mostly Sam's point of view, but still you've showed really well storyline of s8-9 and how Dean has fought for Sam and how he's saved him. "Yeah, he saved me" and this face at 0:48 uuuuuuh feelings! And I just love how you've worked with the whole Sam's monologue, how you've showed it. I mean sometimes when you just show some speech in scenes it can be too obvious, you know? like 'yeah, yeah, I know which scene they are talking about, thanks', but you've made it really well! And it seems to me someone was working with the volume settings, huh? ;) but scene choices though! I mean the lyrics and 2:25-2:30 scenes? how dare you? and 3:05-3:15 totally broke me! uh what am I talking about? every second of this video is breaking me! okay I need to stop myself somehow. So Nathi,truly, thank you so so much for this video and for all lovely words you've written me! I'm very touched! Thank you very much!

[@xnataliegrey]

***** I still don't know what to say. I'm still overwhelmed by your words. By all of the words. I'm speechless. I don't even know what to say. Buuuut I know what I can say besides "thank you" - it's omg, THANK you! (quite the same, I know ;D) Alina, your words touched me pretty deep. I was so afraid, because I knew that you love that song. I was afraid, that you wouldn't like it at all. And you totally got the storyline, which makes me even more happy. I wasn't sure about it and you know that something's still bothering me, but reading your commend and the comments from the others... I'm just flattered by all of it. Especially from you. I'm a mess right now. I shed a tear yesterday after reading your comment and I'm still an emotional wrack at the moment. So... I guess I'll go with the huge "Thank you" anyway. And I truly thank you from the bottom of my heart. ♥ And not just for the comment - for everything *hug*

[@Alina0405video]

***** you deserve all these comments girl!

[@rachelmuir6525]

@@Alina0405video how are you guys doing?

[@rachelmuir6525]

this relationship is beautiful

[@Alina0405video]

@@rachelmuir6525 you mean me and Nathi? oh we fine, we've got to know each other over youtube a few years ago and now we're friends 😊

[@Earthstar444]

MY EMOTIONS

[@xnataliegrey]

(: thanks for your cmm.

[@Primo0897]

I mean when he said " I can't loose u"

[@homelessbillionaire4549]

I haven't watched a single episode of Supernatural, but I am in love with these boys. This is brilliant

[@itssylwia]

You should watch it. I think Supernatural is the best show ever

[@homelessbillionaire4549]

Sena i might check out the show one of these days :)

[@deeroddy6195]

There's nothing more to say! God blessed him with everything!!!!!!WOW 😮❤

[@emilyday9692]

This is the most beautiful portrayal of the brother’s relationship I have ever seen. Charlie in the background, the music, the effects, EVERYTHING! Everything in this video plays a part in showing how much these brothers love each other. This video is truly breathtaking and you should be very proud❤️

[@cydneybailey7205]

I will never ever watch this again...not because I didn't like it but because of how emotionally consuming it was...Producers, writers, Jensen and Jared, they need to see this. It's so beautiful.

[@Rukia212002]

OMG! this had me in tears. Beautiful video of our favourite onscreen brothers Sam and dean Winchester. Excellent video. Thank you so much for sharing with us. I really appreciate it.

[@xnataliegrey]

+Rukia212002 thank you so much for your comment

[@hannahwash09]

oh gOd ok when i opened this i was prepared for it to be amazing but then the SONG started playing and i flat out burst into tears, this is one of my favourite songs of all time, and this video absolutely does it the justice it deserves. This is so beautiful.

[@xnataliegrey]

+Tyler Thank you so much for your beautiful comment! means a lot.

[@user-xk9ri5nv8t]

Song name pls:)

[@arielsflics]

Watched all seasons and everyone brought me to tears! Dean and Sam were just sooo 😭💗

[@evelynsaldico1171]

Damn. My favourite song and my favourite line with my favourite brothers I can't

[@bobyvarghese9725]

Thank you for choosing this song! Saturn by sleeping at last. Absolutely beautiful video! 💓

[@reoars7140]

Each year, I come back to this video and I cry. I miss them so much. And your video is my favorite by far. You captured amazingly the feeling between those two... thank you!

[@joaoganske]

It's perfect! Thank you for share this with us. Your capture of greatest moments are so much beautiful. I love every time that I watch this video. I'm emotionally satisfied happy. Thank you so much! (And the music fit perfectly, well done).

[@tacosbell3143]

I'm in awe. This is just absolutely stunning. Gorgeous work. Thank you for putting in the effort!

[@VioMaus]

This video made me cry. One of the best video about the Winchester brothers! I absolutely love and adore ist.

[@Hey_its_bre]

All the emotions I felt watching this video were so intense. All the love I have for these boys and the love I have for the show just came pouring out. I am sobbing like crazy. Beautiful video! ❤❤❤❤❤

[@natalie8675]

Someone is cutting onions again😪😩😔😭❤

[@jumilsjukebox]

The heart of this show man. I'm so emotional.

[@lynnmarga4497]

I love this video. In my eyes, the most beautiful part of Supernatural is the brotherly love that has been there since the start. And watching this video adds a lot of depth to Sam's speech in season 10. Videos don't often put the focus on how the years affected Sam, but hearing him talk about how hunting with his brother is the only life he could imagine now just reminds me of how much they've been through. And Jared's performance in parallel with his lines from season 1 brings out how much Sam's grown. All of the scenes you chose (like from Pilot, Dark Side of the Moon and All Hell Breaks Loose) as well as the pace of the video are wonderful, and create an incredibly touching video. Thank you.

[@supernatuuralwitch3074]

This is the best video about Dean & Sam I have ever seen

[@leslieryan6300]

awww early seasons...they're so young...

[@xnataliegrey]

indeed, they are :)

[@heidifulwiler9574]

The song to this was perfect and the crying was real over here. You did an absolutely amazing job!

[@jamaicaisland3180]

This is so emotional tears in my eyes guys you're the best

[@saadiyahisam9543]

this is one of the best and emotional videos i have ever seen about sam and dean. amazing video. thankyou so much for the upload

[@amaladnan9719]

Amazing i really cried like a baby thank you for making this video

[@cydneybailey7205]

Well I said I wouldn't but I've watched multiple times and I still shed a few tears every time...Without a doubt this is the best video about Supernatural I've ever seen. People NEED to see this.

[@lexioliver7606]

I've seen this so many times. and I still cry

[@ieysismah6584]

Same!! 😭😭😭😢😢

[@johnssmith4005]

One of the best Supernatural videos , you did an amazing job

[@morymo7410]

This is the first supernatural fan made video I shed tears in 😢 it was beautiful!❤

[@1rhcp9]

I'm crying here like a little baby. :'( My favourite brothers. ♥♥♥ One of the best videos I've ever seen. All the feels and emotions, I just can't.. It's overwhelming..

[@xnataliegrey]

1rhcp9 thank you so much for your kind words.

[@Jennygeee]

Wow this is amazing, THIS is why I love the show so very much even after all this time - and I've watched since The Pilot and will continue to watch until the end. Thank you so much for this.

[@xnataliegrey]

+Jenny Griffiths thank you for your nice words

[@junejohn4023]

So many wonderful brother moments, and it's their relationship that has kept us transfixed for 11 seasons! "I'm proud of us" and "he's my brother" - heart breaks - again! This is wonderful, thank you for sharing :)

[@xnataliegrey]

+June John aww, thanks. ♥

[@wiktoriawasilewska1633]

It's the most beautiful edit i've ever seen. I cried every time watching this 😭😭😭♥♥♥

[@jessikacecchini8111]

You really chose great and unique moments of the show. That is an amazing video!

[@sweetiepie17]

This is amazing. Made me cry, it's beautiful. thank you for posting it.

[@xnataliegrey]

Miss Happy thank you

[@Paula-lo8pn]

I hardly ever cry but here I am... crying... This is beyond beautiful!! Thank you so so much!

[@Alina0405video]

real feelings, folks, real feelings here

[@xnataliegrey]

***** ♥

[@edenfouts8903]

This is so beautiful! Honestly one of my favorite spn videos!

[@Paula-lo8pn]

I started watching supernatural about a month ago and gosh I wish I would‘ve discovered it sooner. I fell in love with Sam and Dean’s realtionship from the beginning and I don‘t think a show has ever changed my life the way supernatural has. And this video captures their bond perfectly and I can‘t even begin to explain how much I love this. Wow! Thank you!

[@gheebuttersnaps8017]

One of my very favorite spn videos! So beautiful.

[@queenb2774]

This is one of the most beautiful and awesome fan videos I've ever seen! What a punch in the feels!

[@trishaurvan9439]

I'm not crying...you're crying. No, I'm crying 😢😢

[@xnataliegrey]

Sorry *gives you tissues*

[@JazzGagaLove]

oh man, these two give me endless feelings. wonderful video!! good job x

[@xnataliegrey]

Jazz Clark thank you so much.

[@aloversace]

wow... i'm speechless. thanks for this beautiful video. i'm also alina, i was shocked for a second at the end (lol). good work! thanks for sharing.

[@littlebird4091]

Ok. You made me cry. That was beautiful.

[@xnataliegrey]

Thank you soo so much. Means a lot.

[@pavel5472]

This made me cry 😭😭 this is amazing keep it up

[@inscape89]

Sam Winchester definitely won my heart back over with this speech. And maybe it's cuz I have a close relationship with my siblings, that I get Dean's love and need for Sam in his life, as much as it can appear selfish to some people. They're all each other has when it comes down to it. Hearing Sam say he needs Dean just as much as Dean does. Goddamn, my heart and feels.

[@leleewood]

This is the absolute best vid I've ever seen for the show. What its really about. Thank you. It's amazing!

[@xnataliegrey]

+Leslie Wood aww thanks :)

[@kaitlynkemp7931]

This just became my favorite edit, you did such an amazing job

[@alessiagalata9684]

I love the scene where Dean hangs up the amulet (even if it's not the original) in the mirror of the car.

[@CammieBlueSky]

Oh jesus..... heartbreakingly beautiful. I LOVE them. SO SO GORGEOUS!

[@winchestergirl6795]

This is my favorite video EVER. I already watched it like 1000 times. Awesome

[@LOUISELYNNMCMINEMEE1984]

I have watched supernatural for 15 years I miss this beautiful show so much

[@kellyclemmons914]

What a wonderful video. Truly amazing. Thank you so much for sharing. We have watched from the very first episode and are still watching. Your video had a true supernatural fans favorite moments. Once again Thank you for sharing.

[@xnataliegrey]

+Kelly Clemmons aww. thank you! *_*

[@vanessab9659]

THIS. This is the best video about Sam and Dean EVER. I don’t know how to thank you for creating this masterpiece. I watched it a million times and every time my heart breaks. So full of emotions❤️ I love every second of it, it’s just perfect!

[@drarpitashahvakil2514]

What a way to put the scenes with dialogues.... Touches heart

[@Zzajj]

I wasn't warned that my favourite song was in this and that made it so much better. A beautiful edit.

[@dudapayne8359]

I cried a lot! Thank you very much for that

[@xnataliegrey]

+Duda Payne aww sorry. but I'm glad you liked it.

[@Alyopelem]

This is so beautiful i can't breathe omg. Ilove supernatural, I love the Winchester. God I miss this so much !!

[@xnataliegrey]

+Alyopelem aww, thank you so muhc :)

[@Alyopelem]

thank you for this video love it

[@lilivarga3549]

This was so emotional and beautiful, you made me cry ❤

[@Loveurchannel]

This makes me cry every time I see it! Truly breathtaking.

[@xnataliegrey]

+Maha Waqas thank you

[@priyautd]

thank you so much for this vid.it was breathtakingly beautiful.

[@alanamechling8726]

I...I kinda wanna cry. I really love this and I hate that I wanna cry but this is so beutifullyy done that I am going to cry, you made me feel more then the shoe thank u

[@spn_for_life171]

man, i still come n watch it everyday 😭😭😭😍😍😍

[@wheretheparya2706]

Your editing skills are amazing! This is one of the first edits I saw when I started watching Supernatural and I just ended up on it again and I'm so glad I did. It's beautiful, amazing job! ❤️

[@zaig2696]

Geesus, please, never delete this. It's the most perfect thing ever

[@xnataliegrey]

well, I won't as long as KZbin won't :) Thank you ♥

[@jess-rob]

this is my favorite video of these two!!! it explains their relationship so well and this song is beautiful

[@xnataliegrey]

Thank you so much!

[@lisamariesoph]

WOW this is just perfect. I had tears in my eyes! GREAT JOB!

[@xnataliegrey]

Lisa Jung thank you so much! means a lot!

[@Drachenauge94]

Omg, what an amazing video!!! I don't care about the song being overused, your work is pure perfection! Thank you for uploading such a masterpiece, it made me cry! Love it :) ♡

[@xnataliegrey]

Drachenauge94 Thank you soo much. ♥

[@alinam1801]

This song always makes me cry, I love it. It goes so well with their story 😭❤️💀

[@sparksfly221]

So finally i'm here ;D And my opinion hasn't changed. Man this is your best video! So many feels and emotions omg .. and combined to that song.. literally * dead * And so many vieeeeeews! Wooop well deserved ;D I hope to see your unfinished dean video though ;DDD

[@xnataliegrey]

sparksfly221 hahahah I'm working on that other vid :D And thank you so much for your comment

[@hermionebaggins2732]

without any doubt the best dean/sam tribute I've ever seen

[@xnataliegrey]

Hermione Baggins wow. thank you so much for your comment.

[@RisaJuly]

Almost five minutes of perfection. This is so freakin' beautiful !!

[@xnataliegrey]

RisaJuly omg - you made me blush! thank you! ♥