I feel like an alien

[@uglycat452]

Dawg u seem like such an amazing person but i fr understand what you mean

[@nat_cat2923]

be strong my brother, this life is full of shit

[@griddxi]

yo i saw u in a corn wavecomment section

[@professionaldingus2289]

there are a lot of points you made in ur video which i want to comment on but the ones off the top of my head are: the desire to be someone else so you fit it. while changing your whole brand(interests, manner of speaking, walking, etiquette, etc.) is heavily discouraged by basically everyone on earth, i do think that having aspirations to be nicer, looser, more calm etc. could help you feel more at ease. if your current situation is making you feel miserable and alienated then your best shot of getting out of this slump is changing your outlook( which in turn changes your daily mood and how you act). on the surface, this may be misinterpreted with the message that "its necessary to change urself to be able to fit in" but its simply a way to make the routine a little easier on the mind. it wont be easy to change your view of the people and world around you. but tbh youre just surrounded by shit people but yk gotta do what you gotta do to survive in different terrains. andd the second point i want to cover is not something you said explicitly in your video but key observations i made about you. youre such a kind person. its genuinely my first time seeing your face and hearing your voice, the things you talk about. i guarantee, youre an amazing human. from the way you corrected yourself to say that all people are neither normal nor abnormal says a lot. youre thoughtful, most likely, and you concern yourself with societal issues more than the average person which is hopeful for the future of our generation. the 'the cure' sweater is a nice touch as well which just shows how your passions reflect in your identity. it just goes to show how much you feel. i hope this doesnt come off as creepy 😭 you very much reminded me of no longer human by osamu dazai and for the record, at the start of the book, in the translators introduction, theres two sentences which perfectly encapsulate the hardships people like you(as well as a lot of others) face : "In a superb epilogue the only objective witness testifies "He was an angel," and we are suddenly made to realise the incompleteness of Yozo's portrait of himself. In the way that most men fail to see their own cruelty, Yozo had not noticed his gentleness and his capacity for love." what im trying to say is, notice and nourish your worth. the right people will come eventually

[@Broskimikrob]

@professionaldingus2289 damn that’s a lot, thanks I really didn’t expect anyone to pay so much attention to whatever I was ranting about there, thanks man

[@WhatTheScoots]

I don't know you and we will most likely never meet. But you seem to be a good person. My advice would be to not focus on belonging to a community. Or to make it right for them. What makes us happy are the close relationships with other people. Friends and Family. Not groups or communities. all the best for you!

[@Broskimikrob]

You’re probably right but my point is that It’s odd how alt communities that are supposed to accept have standards for who’s good enough and who isn’t

[@griddxi]

6:40 i like you brother

[@eternalfacts1]

what an accent

[@Broskimikrob]

Ye idk anymore I speak 3 languages fluently so it all makes an odd blend

[@griddxi]

@Broskimikrob same darling

[@SPOOKIEMOOKe]

Im so sorry that our alternative spaceship crashed on this blue world. Dealing with humans can be suffociating, and I've turned to isolation to handle it. I've often found it really hard to handle other people because of the orchestra of anxiety that plays inside of me. No one just likes what I like, and if i dont talk, share things, repeat what there interested in. If im just my boring daydreaming self there just going to leave me. But my friends have already left me. No one gets me, truly understands me. But thats understandable. nerd, a emo, failure, boring, pathetic. The only way I know how to live is to change my internal self, to change my external self. Is that what God truly intended for me? Or maybe im just too stupid to find a path. I wish we went to the high school, i feel like we at least would have bonded over history (im currently learning about dinosaurs ^-^)

[@Broskimikrob]

@@SPOOKIEMOOKe don’t talk down on yourself like that, I’m sure it’ll get better soon. My thoughts in video are rather depressing but that doesn’t mean that there’s no way out of loneliness. I mean even the thing I said about my friends not really understanding me it can change with time and I see it changing so just don’t lose hope and keep living your life eventually you’ll find good people. For me it’s not until I turned 16 that I got friends and began to feel somewhat understood

[@Juanpidevil]

I don't think you're annoying, and i don't even know you. (im the guy who asks about your Instagram.)

[@Broskimikrob]

Did you ever get my insta though? I can’t remember if i ever got the chance to reply or not

[@Juanpidevil]

@ no, I don't have your insta haha can u give it to me?

[@Juanpidevil]

@Broskimikrob you haven't given it to me yet haha

[@Broskimikrob]

@ its mothhtoaflame

[@griddxi]

bro think he morriseylmaoooo 😂😂😂😂😂😂