I Feel Like I Am NOT Ever Getting Better [My Life] - 20 Jan 2016

Sigh. It's down again and I hate my mood swings. I am good at messing up my life.
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[@sweetxharmony]

I like the mental health videos and also the day in the life videos because they are really relatable 🌸

[@dreammyrainbow]

+foreverasunflower thank you for your comment. I really appreciate feedbacks. at least I am doing videos that you guys are interested

[@naesworld3472]

I watch all of your videos when i can

[@dreammyrainbow]

+Naomi Thompson You're amazing gurl. thank you so much for your words and support.

[@sweetxharmony]

Stay Strong❤️

[@dreammyrainbow]

+foreverasunflower Thank you lovely. you stay strong too. :)

[@beachnachos]

Also, therapy really helped my eating disorder. As far as mood stabilizers, I use lamotrigine--so definitely look in to it. It's great!

[@dreammyrainbow]

+Ern Era I don't have specialised therapy for ED. There's only general psychiatry treatment over here, most of the time. For specialised ones, it's private and really expensive since they are so few of them. I was put on lamotrigine coz my dr thinks it may help, i got adverse reaction within a few days. My skin was itching and rashes came up. I had to have urgent apt to stop the med.

[@beachnachos]

Keep the vlogs!!!!! Love you

[@dreammyrainbow]

+Ern Era ok. sure. take care

[@person8325]

Maybe telling your doctor the truth would help? If the medication makes you sleepy, they could give you something to make you more alert. If they know how badly you're doing with your binging/eating, they might think it's better to give you an antidepressant. I think that if they don't know the truth, they can't help you. I'm sorry you're not feeling good, but you are strong and you can make it through this. Being honest is a huge part of recovery x

[@dreammyrainbow]

+Esther Tickettyboo I agree that I have to be honest. Most of the time I am, but my dr can easily ruin my study, which she vowed if I am unfit for school like mentally, plus forced hospital admission. I can't take anti-depressant, not even with other psych med. Taking anti-depressant gets me into mania very fast, so my dr is never going to prescribe me those. I wish I have them when I am down. I hope you are doing well hun. thanks for watching and commenting xoxo