i gave you everything and it still wasn’t enough

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[@disgracey569]

title: “I gave you everything and it still wasn’t enough” description: “happy n chill vibes :)” uh huh

[@miweergrum7279]

melancholy

[@jimbob-jn6jz]

If they gave everything how are they alive to make this song?

[@syrosmusic]

changed it :D

[@apossesivemask7535]

@@syrosmusic well now im not happy listening to this anymore because now they're sad vibes :(

[@disgracey569]

A Possesive Mask it’s all in your perspective son, when you rely on others to fuel your thoughts it turns into chaos - the only thing anyone can control is themselves. Be as happy as you want to be and no one can argue otherwise :)

[@manusiajawa715]

"i gave u everything and it still wasn't enough" this quote was first heard in a complex Monopoly match

[@peachblood555]

time to mortgage some chit

[@nargarex2390]

Man, I recently lost a match 1v1v1, what a coincidence 😅😅😆😆

[@Hailey--]

Happened to my sister when she went against me 😂 I still won by 3$ tho

[@poifish7442]

I like how most of the characters in these thumbnails are facing left. The commonly accepted notion is that progress is made from left to right, which in this case would symbolise the characters being stuck in their past, not even being aware of the reality outside of it.

[@kurokun07]

um where did you learn this? like omg that is such a great knowledge

[@poifish7442]

@@kurokun07 random film deconstruction and symbolism vids omegalul

[@user-xh6yf1jh7c]

That's interesting but I think most drawings are drawn facing left because most people are right handed and it's more comfortable this way

[@angelaji230]

in China, Japan and other Asian countries, we actually read from right to left

[@Obinnto]

also to everyone one in the comments whos going through something, i hope it gets better. try to be your own source of happiness because when you let someone else be the only thing that keeps you happy and it disappears then what are you left with? nothing... just dont let other people abandoning you lead to a feeling of seclusion because you are a shining sun capable of keeping yourself and the others around you warm😊

[@hazelgray2251]

Wow thx for this like this rlly helped with something I'm going thru

[@bakielh229]

this is what I told myself on NYE... don't make the same mistake she did, don't give up on me... I know it's silly but it made sense, what's the point of waiting for someone to light your candles for u if you aren't willing to do it yourself

[@ryandavid453]

You have no business making me cry like that, Obinnto, but thank you.

[@papaimpact]

I’ve known this girl for 9 years. We’ve been best friends ever since and we’ve always had feelings for each other that we couldn’t act upon because of distance, relationships, and life. But last month we had a chance to express our feelings for the first time in 9 years and the anticipation was so high. We’d be with each other for a whole week. We talked everyday until we saw each other and once she landed and I picked her up from the airport, it was like seeing her for the first time. We kissed and it was amazing. But that feeling didn’t last - not for her. She got scared, retreated from me for the week we were together and when we finally sat down to talk it out she mentioned she wasn’t ready for a relationship. She left a few days later, she cried as we said our goodbyes and despite being weeks since we last saw each other, I still think of her everyday. Hoping. Waiting. “Maybe this time?” I hate that I do this to myself when I’m just setting myself up to get hurt but I just want to be with her. And it sucks that she doesn’t feel the same. Not sure why the fuck I’m writing this here in the comment section, but it just felt right. Merry Christmas and Happy New Years everybody.

[@javi3947]

Hope it gets better

[@imnotstupid5058]

She probably does feel the same, the reason is probably that she's scared

[@neozhiyongdominic5197]

@@imnotstupid5058 Ye, that kinda shit happens often

[@papaimpact]

@Bready Toastyy Thanks! You're so right and I appreciate you taking the time to write this. This comment section is so goddamn wholesome I want to cry.

[@sleepysaturn9120]

I just scrolled through this for the first time in a year I read this a year ago and now I have to ask what happened? I’m super curious

[@unknown-yi7sh]

I love this community here, I feel like everyone could learn something from the beautiful people in the comment section :)

[@apossesivemask7535]

Six more days. Five more days. Four more days. Three more days. Two more days. Tomorrow. Today. Yesterday. What am I counting? I'm not really sure. It was meant to be something important, but i forgot what. I wrote it down on my calendar, but it doesn't mean anything right now. When I wrote it down, I felt sad. It was a sad day. Was that supposed to be the day I died? I'm not sure. I'll just wait six more days. Maybe seven.

[@frankwest7995]

Stfu

[@sparklin.]

Joel Diccums chill

[@ruqiuu]

Is that a poem?

[@andrewlaloo4813]

@@frankwest7995 lmao

[@toastlikes2draw357]

360 Diccums How d a r e you. >:(((

[@misseve3467]

(made this as a bookmark so please don't mind it unless you wanna use it too?😅) 0:00 - Composure ft. Lomtre 2:33 - Warped ft. Mvdb 4:27 - Serenity ft. Spencer Hunt 7:33 - Equanimity ft. Aimes 9:50 - Self Surrender 11:54 - Repose ft. Twindex 14:55 - End it (all)

[@hansothelion6744]

Thank uuu

[@satouru1692]

you left. i cried and you didn't. were those memories useless? did you even care? it meant everything to me, probably meant nothing to you.

[@Gogetaa]

:(

[@noellesato311]

“It really was everything, wasn’t it? Gifts, money, or any physical object was *nothing* compared to what we gave each other. When you needed to tell someone the worries in your life, I was there for you. When the woes of the world boiled over and set me ablaze, you put out the fire. When the chills of life caught us, we kept each other warm through our storms. So why is it that I’m so alone now? What was it that made the memories we had turn to this hollow pain between us? Where did it all go so wrong? It’s only now that I come to realize that it was everything that you gave me. You gave me a chance. I gave you everything and it still wasn’t enough... ...because there’s nothing else but the chance I wasted.”

[@Rainstorm_100]

That was beautiful, probably my favorite poem ever even. I was sincerely moved

[@anchqr8892]

That was amazing

[@rey585]

I have 2 reason why i subscribed 1. Because the songs 2. Comments section

[@charlieredfox5958]

I cant describe the emotion I felt once I heard the first second. A sort of hollow ness in me as my heartbeat echoes the memories of the past you evoke. This is so hauntingly amazing x

[@matuili2633]

recently, I felt so bad about this girl... I know her since we were on 7th grade, and we did like each other at some point, but now I feel like she just doesn't think I was something that mattered much to her life, and to me that's soul crushing. I'm not some nice guy who thinks she's a bitch for not liking me, I don't even think of her in a romantic way anymore, but she made me develop as a person so much, and to see her just drifting away is almost like as if I'm stating to have an abstinence... Contrary to me, she now has a boyfriend and a great support sistem, and I guess since she was my main support sistem, I just feel lost... Edit: Thank you all for sharing your stories and wishing me happiness. I wish all of you have a happy 2020 and that we all find whatever we need! (≧▽≦)b (Also, thanks for the heart Syros... Love your videos...)

[@matuili2633]

@미리미리찌리찌리 What did you do/are doing then? I think lots about her but I convinced myself that some time, time will heal my "wound". Maybe there's something better to do about it... If you find that answer plase tell me, haha. I hope someday we can be happier again.

[@gonkillua14]

Same, there is this girl I've liked for the past 2 years and then I finally built up the courage to tell her how I feel. And the day after I told her she said that she only thinks of me as a friend. And my feelings are still there but they've lessened a lot. And I have noticed that my way of thinking has matured a bit and that I've also grown a bit and the people around me have noticed that. I do have to say that I do miss the feeling of having a crush. And the feeling of happiness that I had over the past few months. But I'm sure that If she Is'nt the one I'll find someone else and that if she is the one she might come back. But I do feel a lot more down and depressed. But I'm trying not to show my true feelings because over the course of the past month's people have come to rely on me to get their dose of happiness and strength to keep going. But I know the feeling you're talking about. I wish you all the best and I hope that you find your path 😉👍🏾

[@matuili2633]

@@gonkillua14 Thanks, I actually aprecciate that a lot! I think it's so interesting how lots of people can have these similar feelings. I too felt that recently people have relied on me, and because of that I can't show them that I'm sad... Guess we all need a little break :P

[@DNW000]

Matias Beschizza I was bullied and didn’t have a support system and didn’t trust people but the one time I did I was betrayed and it hurt me. What I’m trying to say is you need to accept what has happened what you saw than and what you see now. Remember that you are important and someone will care now or in the future. Smile and look forward.

[@justinheriot649]

I wanted to Marry Her, but She threw me away. Wouldn't even tell me why. Just cut me off. I made a vow of celibacy for Her and traveled for 2 years. When I came back Home, She wouldn't even See Me. Just left me out in The Cold... I don't Want to be Bitter. She means so much to Me it's beyond my own Comprehension. I LOVE Her. What's most painful is Just that things between us turned Negative Even though I did everything I could, for years, to not allow that to happen. In order to keep going in my life I Focus on being Positive and Productive Faith that what I Need will come to Me Hope that Her and I will be Good, one day. I can't... Control anything. I'm Powerless. And that's sad and frustrating too. But I Forgive Her and I CHOOSE to Love Her as Unconditionally as Possible And if I meet anyone that can Give Me what I Need That can Heal the damage She's done... Then I don't think I can stay Celibate But there'll always be a Part of Me that is Wishing for Her and I to come back together. I can only be alone for so long...

[@lazychairleg3086]

Imma just vent out some shit I miss him so much every single day. I don't know why but every time I'm with him I feel alone. He makes me happy but I yearn for more. I miss what we used to have. I miss talking to him for hours on end. I miss all of the wholesome love we had together. Even though it didn't last, the words exchanged between us mean so much to me. Even thinking about it puts a smile on my face. If I tell him that I miss him, will he tell me he feels the same? Who am I kidding, of course he doesn't. Damn it, I just want him back. I know I'm never going to get the relationship back. I fucked it up so badly there's no way that its ever going to come back. He's so hard not to love. I love him. I miss him. Fuck I just want to let go but I can't. It's like he saved me from falling and now He's telling me to let go. Letting go and falling back into the darkness and the unknown is not something I'm willing to do. I know it has to be done, and I know that it'll eventually happen but I can't. There's no reason to keep holding on, but my own doubts and fears are keeping me from letting go. Aneurin, I love you. So, so much. I want to pour my heart out to you but I don't know how that would make you feel. I want to give everything to you. No matter what it is, as long as it makes you happy I'll do it. I'd kill to see that shining smile of yours and those beautiful blue eyes that I love to get lost in. You may never know how much I truly care. You may never know how much it kills me to know how much pain you're in, and how much you want to end it. I would die for you if it meant you kept on living. We need more people like you in this world. I hope you'll still be here when I'm gone. I love you forever and always. You will always have a special place in my heart. -Charlie

[@karmaisspacingout9055]

im not going through anything but ill come back when i am. in the meantime, thanks for helping me sleep ♡

[@Natalie-Bowen]

There's this person I like, but I struggle with expressing myself at every possible turn. They have said they have feelings for a mutual friend of ours and that they think that this person is "the one" and they have told me that they have no interest in anyone else - they told me that and it has really rattled my bones because I like them so, so much. I just want to be the person who's there for them and can tell them "Everythings all right, you can do it - everything will be okay" I'm supportive of them liking our mutual friend because they mean so much to me but honestly every time they talk about how much they care, and love, our mutual friend it... it hurts so much. It's like a bite is taken out of whatever is left of my soul. I just want them to be happy, but I want to be the one to make them happy, the one that they want to be with... rather than just listening about how perfect they think this other person is while nodding away dying inside. Why, why can't I be stronger, or tell them how I feel. It makes me so sad and makes me feel truly hollow...

[@matuili2633]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/j3XGaat9ebt9aqM This song is about a boy who likes a girl that eventually ends up dating his friend, who was helping him to date her. In the end she breaks up with the friend and both of them confort each other (In the video the friend is the orange star bear). Maybe this helps you trough this situation? A really special person showed this to me, so it obviously has emotional attachment for me, but who knows, maybe it'll make you feel better. I hope you find happiness, even if it's momentaneous.

[@Natalie-Bowen]

Well I got dumped guys

[@unusualturtle3938]

The title hit hard. the first note hit even harder. but i don't feel anything. it doesn't hurt anymore. am i getting better? or am i getting worst? has the wound healed? or it ripped the heart apart till there is nothing left? well? i'm fine.

[@ariemayz6551]

I gave her my heart and she couldn’t even give me a second in her life. Maybe she was moving too fast for me, Maybe my heart wasn’t worth it for her. But his was, so as long as she’s happy, I can live with that.

[@machina188]

You wouldn't have been happy with a second lol

[@CarboKill]

Because of your name I thought you typed "I gave her my milk"

[@guimarini9015]

(Sorry for my english)This playlist makes me reflect on a girl I met in college. I was always an introvert guy, shut in my own world. I leave the classroom to go home when I suddenly see the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my life. I can't even describe the intensity of the feeling right. It was something unique, I had a feeling that the world had stopped for a few seconds. The next day, I did everything and found her name. Bianca Venturi (The most charming girl in the world). The date was 03/21/2013. I was going through a very troubled moment of my life, my mother dying of cancer, my head was totally confused. In a way, Bianca and I approached for a while. I woke up and slept thinking of her smile, her smell, her kiss ... She had just gotten out of a three-year relationship, so she didn't want to have something serious with anyone again right now. She wanted to breathe. a little, live her life. And since I've always been a lonely person in my corner, I ended up falling for her in a surreal way. Because of this moment in different attunements of our life, our story ended up not working. And a story that until then had everything to be wonderful in my view turned into a horror movie. We haven't talked to each other for years, we broke up with each other. With my sadness to see the girl I really loved in my life go away and my mother who died. My life collapsed, I ended up in depression. I was closing more and more in my world, I lost 15 kg, I almost never left home. Until finally, in 2019, I was able to take a deep breath and "come back" to live, go to the park for a walk, to reflect, to seek my professional success. While I am saddened by everything that has happened, I am "happy" because I have managed to mature in an incredible way. I'm still an introvert, it's me and always will be, but today my mind is evolved. Anyway, I see life in another way. I decided that 2019 would be my year to solve all my depression problems to get lighter by 2020, and be a new guy. And one of the most important debts I had, in fact the most important, was being able to talk to Bianca and try to explain / apologize for not understanding her timing and ultimately "discount" my mother's illness on her. I took courage now in these last months of the year and texted her and we ended up talking for a few days. Virtually each explained their view of what happened in the past. After we had this conversation, my mind went light. I ended up saving the words I'd like to say to her for years and it was wearing me out inside. Today she is engaged to another guy, she went on with her life. No matter how deep I am "sad", I'm glad she found someone to treat her well. One thing I always want is for her to be super happy in her life, achieve everything she dreams of and succeed professionally. By the way, we study architecture lol ... Just to finish. With her I discovered that love really exists and that it is really painful. I hope to meet you in another life. I also know that no matter how many women go through my life, none will have the same intensity as her! Bianca Venturi, thank you so much for introducing me to love! I will carry you in my thoughts forever! You deserve to be very happy in your life! I will always love you and always have a surreal affection for you! 💜

[@meatbeater3000]

you are so brave that must have been so incredibly hard. i can't imagine not only having the one i love leave but also having my mother pass. i wouldn't have had the courage to ever "come back to life" i would have just died in my house grieving. this is just a testament of your strength. i don't even know you and i'm proud and impressed

[@guimarini9015]

카미 Thank you for the words. It really was a very complicated time in my life! But I'm glad I managed to find the strength to move on with my life. 🙏🏻

[@killmytime]

Feelings are weird. One moment everything would be perfect, then the next an absolute mess. I just want to find my soulmate in this world. Someone that gets me.

[@drkpink]

Virtual hug 🤗

[@killmytime]

Gamer Girl Thanks🥺 Right back at ya

[@moonf4iry_]

can I screenshot this and put it on my twitter? This is amazing

[@killmytime]

jen Of course, ty!

[@misudenshi264]

I don’t even have the energy and will to give my 100% to a person anymore, it’s just painful to realize that the person you give most of your precious time and listens to what you’re saying doesn’t really mattered to the person itself, it’s painful to realize that all of it was a bluff, the lies, the acts. Better to tell the person honestly what you felt, whether you like him/her or not, not letting them feel that they have a chance to be with you, it’s more painful than breakup, believing in false hope and chances.

[@makima1628]

i liked this boy for my entire 8th grade year and into the summer. we always talked about things, usually really difficult topics like religion, politics, etc. we grew really close, and eventually he began to ask me to do certain things after we became a couple. i told myself it was ok and i trusted him, so i consented. the instant he saw my real self, he basically ran away, and betrayed my trust in him. i’m still getting over him and the whole situation, but somehow i still miss him. i feel like a skeleton without him but i know i shouldn’t because he just used me, so i’m just in this cycle of disappointment of myself and i can’t get over it. it’s hell

[@DNW000]

numerocker I’ve been in a similar position but you just have to accept what has happened look forward and not back. Remember and learn from your mistakes.

[@makima1628]

Plants and Tea the only thing i’ve learned is to not trust dumb boys lol

[@abzalonga]

It will never be enough, no matter the hardwork Life just... keep taking everything little by little

[@scrumpery8103]

hi guys! I hope you guys are feeling okay. When I read people's comments here, I feel so sympathetic (and empathetic). I understand how you guys feel about giving up everything for someone, but not getting it back in the same return. I was in that state. but I just want you guys to know that everything will be okay. All bad things come to an end. Don't worry guys! Don't give up yet! I believe you can go through your pain! Happy 2020 guys!

[@k2kabunakatta112]

Cheers ~

[@Itisheylel]

HAH good thing I’ve never fallen inlove with someone yet. I don’t think I ever will, but I’m okay even tho I feel lonely sometimes. Atleast I’m away with these sad experiences.

[@lostdraft]

Yep, being single has lots of benefits.

[@eliasmartinez1990]

Yea true but I would love to experience being in a relationship. I am 20 and still no girlfriend😥 maybe one day

[@aurora6256]

@@eliasmartinez1990 you're still young, btw don't pressure yourself into a toxic relationship you don't want to be in or a relationship you're not interrested in

[@undeniablySomeGuy]

It’s not magical, but it’s worthwhile. Some things are exaggerated by media and many parts really aren’t portrayed enough. Just keep in mind that no relationship will always be better than a bad or draining one.

[@stephen.4045]

no dislikes yet.... good

[@Asharalofi]

chill vibes again

[@samanthuhyuh]

i lost everything just to give him anything.. yet he saw something better in another girls eyes.

[@joshuapaterson6201]

How can I make anyone happy, if i can't even make myself happy?

[@howinsensitive3027]

I wasn't good at being a thief, more like a clown.

[@dijanakosik6855]

Is that a quote from smth ?

[@moonf4iry_]

I met a girl this year, she became everything to me, she was my light and my only source of love. We dated for 8 months I think. Then she suddenly started to fade away right in front of my eyes, I tried talking to her so many times and she ignored me. After some time I decided that she was no good for me and I was hurting so much, I decided to end our relationship and she just accepted without saying anything, she couldn't care less. After a while we got into a fight because of a thing my friend said to her, she told me so many horrible things, she even said that she wanted me to kill myself. I gave her everything, she knew everything about me, she knew how I was with depression and she knew all my struggles. I had anxiety attacks in front of her after that and she did nothing, I almost killed myself. That happened only 3 months ago, I spend my entire year loving her. I think that I'm still very hurt, I hope I can get through all of this, I hope in 2020 that I won't be so hurt like I am now.

[@lilyclayton8128]

good luck, i truly hope you find something that takes the pain away. im so sorry for what you has to go through

[@k2kabunakatta112]

Personally ive found more luck finding comfort in solitude than short or long lasting companionship.. Its not something you should endulge yourself in all your life cause you would be missing out on all the amazing things actual mutual love can offer. But dont fear solitude.. for it can let you slowly recover on your own strenght.

[@moonf4iry_]

@@lilyclayton8128 thank you so much, I hope I find something too.

[@moonf4iry_]

@@k2kabunakatta112 thank you for your advice, I will try not to fear solitude, but sometimes I just felt that I couldn't be happy without someone by my side but now I'm starting to understand that I can be happy on my own, not dating someone.

[@alpo2722]

I fell in love too fast. I always give it my all. It’s never enough. It makes me feel like I’m not enough... I don’t think love is meant for me...

[@acid542]

It's the worst when you were giving them your all and they say it felt as though it was the opposite and pushed towards fault on yourself..... : (

[@DNW000]

Hay it’s all going to get better one day. Just don’t look back.

[@mitsukami_FM]

I gave you everything I had and more. I did all I could for you and for us and in the end it wasn't enough for you. We had our first real fight in all of our 3 years together. My remarks made in anger and hurt were what caused the initial downfall of our relationship, like a rock tumbling down a cliff. You let your thoughts get to you. You spoke to the wrong people. You turned that tumbling rock into a landslide and forced 3 years and a lifetime more down the drain. You moved on to someone else. Someone that saw you were weak and went in for the kill. You let him do it. I hope someday you find what you need in life Joanna. I wanted to be it but I wasn't enough for you in the end.

[@purpleman959]

Im not going through anything right now but this vid makes me feel like i do

[@Obinnto]

whos the art by? id love to have that as my desktop background😃

[@hazelgray2251]

Same! Dk who it is by tho

[@Zopporillo]

twitter.com/soyacomu/status/1203354689833562112 You can always find an answer in the description

[@hazelgray2251]

I love your videos and I love the lofi beats u include, I love the athletic pictures in your videos and I love the names of them - I just love your whole channel so much ❤️

[@soasteven1638]

Hang in there Syros

[@nonosomi2261]

I didn't go through a break-up, but I went through an acid trip of imagination. thank you

[@LarissasExotics]

I know this feeling, but I never will again

[@catflores311]

amazing xx

[@re7fhatguy]

I dig this

[@over_the_stars]

The title, relatable. I literally tried my best with her cause she was my first relationship but she was... Toxic and everyday she maked me feel bad like if i wasnt enogh, she didnt say it like that but it was like that. So i broke up with her cause i was tired of the fights and she don't trusting me, and now i'm so much better :)

[@meesemurger]

“I gave you everything and it still wasn’t enough” I say, screaming, whilst playing overcooked.

[@SananLoom]

Twelve years. One hundred and forty-four months. Four thousand three hundred and eighty days. Even though she cheated and left me for another, god do I miss her. ;S

[@GoblinHero]

why must you make me feel things at 3am?

[@lwinmoe1409]

I just want to be a main character in my own life

[@D3wd20p]

That's an entire fucking mood man, but it's one of those things that changes inside. Lemme know if you wanna talk

[@abdou9383]

You gotta start some good consistent habits and you'll feel great, its gonna be hard but it'll get easier

[@toastlikes2draw357]

MarsMorand Awe, you are very kind. I hope there are more people like you in the world. 😊

[@D3wd20p]

@@toastlikes2draw357 That's a new sentiment to hear.

[@toastlikes2draw357]

MarsMorand It’s because you offered to listen to someone who is feeling down even though you don’t know who they are or anything about them. You just offered to help no strings attached...

[@digtizedmoon1814]

That title quote made me click on it honestly. Literally minutes before I clicked, I wanted to self harm. I haven't done it in years, but I feel so awful that I want to. Decided to listen to a song before I did it, and this the first music related thing in my reccomendeds. Everyone else was sharing their story of why they clicked it, so I did. As to why I wanted to hurt myself, that'd be thanks to feeling abandoned by my childhood crush/bf, who left to do chores and never came back on August 26th of 2019. I dunno if he ghosted me, because before that his job life and school life was awful to him, or if he genuinely can't talk to me... But I dunno if he's ever going to come back. If he does, I dunno if I'll even want him after what he did.

[@ExtraordinaryFate]

I can relate to that. Knew a girl that was the only one I talked to during the summer. One day just up and left. Vanished. That sting is one of the worst, but I know you'll push through it. I know you will.

[@digtizedmoon1814]

@@ExtraordinaryFate we've known each other for 6 years. We were dating for 3. We hardly ever fought, and we loved each other with a passion. We were best friends long before we ever got together. That's the worst part about it. I have 0 clue as to why he would just not come back. He always had before. I'm not upset at him really, I'm just extremely confused.

[@ExtraordinaryFate]

@@digtizedmoon1814 I would be too. Anything could've happened I suppose. But I am sorry, even if that doesn't change anything.

[@digtizedmoon1814]

@@ExtraordinaryFate it's okay. I'll survive without him, I'm sure. I mean, I did it before. I can do it again. Thank you for the kind words, even if they didn't help anything other than my mood. It's nice to know people have gone through something at least similar to me.

[@Lofi.z34]

@@digtizedmoon1814 you seem like such a loyal, caring and worthy second-half. Hopefully some day you'll find out why such a thing happened. Keep your head up. I have never dated someone for more than maybe 2 months because back then I made stupid mistakes or said stupid things. But that makes your situation that much more important. For me 3 years is an impossible dream and you lived that, and it hurts to hear how he just disappears without you knowing why. (edit) he might need time to gather his mind together. Give him patience and I'm sure he'll eventually come back to you.

[@armieswan]

This is what i'm exactly feeling right now :

[@koreanbbq3497]

i relate to the title...

[@THEHOLYDEMON351]

this title just captured my whole mood fuck

[@apsalt]

Never give everything to any one, because not everyone thinks everything that you believe to be something to be anything. In some games running out of cards is the winning condition, that is because those games are short. But in life, you should never play all your cards. Never loose all that is of value to you. Never run out. Never burn out. But remember that you never have nothing.

[@seregahv7531]

Cool drawing! )))

[@greenstripedkid9817]

one time i knew this girl about 2 yrs younger than me and she was kinda famous in our school. we had this event in our campus and after that she asked me if we could take a picture (both of us) and i was like "whoa, is this girl serious like man I'm a nobody why would you take a picture with me" and that started it all. after that we talked a lot, we stayed up all night long talking about stuff. it was Christmas eve and she texted me that she was having a mental issues and told me that she aint ready to continue our relationship and up until to this day we havent talked. its really kinda sad because as far as i can tell she is mentally stable and that she doesnt wanna be with me anymore thats why she is making an excuse but maybe im wrong idk :(( sorry for the bad english ✌️

[@davimag2071]

Whoa...

[@KanekiW]

this title hit hard. i gave them everything. i gave them my all. but it wasnt enough lol. shit happens ig.

[@daniel10alien]

i recently left my first relationship. we were together for over a year, and then i got too scared and ran away. it makes me sad to see how many people have also had relationships end recently, especially because it seems like the person who gets left behind has to deal with a lot of difficult emotions..

[@izdagrimeyone]

I hit the like button from reading the title only. Before I hit that blue little comment button , the beat set in............ I wished I could hit that button again so I subscribed instead. Thanks!

[@japsergg107]

let me tell you a story. you dont have to read this story! but it made me feel so relieved that i could vent. and its weird, because i dont know anyone in the comments, but you all seem like amazing people! anyway, into the story. some weeks ago, i met a guy. lets call him smily. me and smily were bestfriends, we did everything together. one day, smily finally stood up and asked me out, and of course, i accepted. we went out for some days but i was having a weird feeling. like everytime he complimented me or treated me like a princess, i would freak out. i dont know if i would call this anxiety or just something that is wrong with me but i didnt want to mess up anything and everynight, i had a panic attack. i loved smily a lot! he was everything i couldve wished for but i wasnt stable to be with someone. i told him this and he was a little mad at first, but he understood and we continued as friends. the weeks went and we were having so much fun all the time! but later on, smily met a girl. at first, when we were texting, i'd tell him it was cute he'd found someone, that i was happy for him. i was, i really was. i thought i could handle seeing him with someone else face to face, it broke me. i think i'm a great person at hiding my emotions. i'd laugh when they'd make jokes and i was happy, or atleast i convinced myself to be. weeks went on, and it kept on getting harder and harder to accept that he didn't love me anymore. i felt horrible because it was my fault. i messed up. we had something, and i ruined it. and here i was crying that he was finally happy, horrible right? i dont know what im going to do. i want to get over him, because im not in the right state of mind right now to be with someone, but i love him and its hard. the worst part is knowing that its MY fault, and i couldve stopped it, but i broke his heart and know what it feels like. ps: please ignore that im not using grammar and that i might have spelling mistakes, i made this at night while i was crying, and i wasn't in the mood to write properly. thank you! :) if youre going through something hard and you can't seem to find a friend that is actually there for you, try and write what's happened and it will help, i promise you its going to be okay someday.

[@Snowbomb6]

emily gomez you shouldn’t beat yourself over your choice at the time. If it wasn’t the right time, maybe things wouldv’e turned out worse. Concentrate on yourself again, good things will naturally come if you are only truly happy and comfortable with yourself. Its hard but you gotta learn to love yourself before you can really love someone. If he is the one, he will come back one day and it’ll all work out better :) if not, there will be someone else for you, there always is! Wish you a good 2020 friend!

[@matuili2633]

But still, you did break up *for a reason* . If that reason seemed right at the time (as in sufficiently important to break up), then you did the right thing. Maybe it feels lonely right now, but don't let that get into your head, because that's a rabbit hole. I hope you find happiness again.

[@sageofthepsychopaths341]

This is the first time i comment something this weak, but i do, i do feel depressed, over the wars, the unsettling feeling that occurs when i recall the state of this world, of today's people, where have the times of honor gone, times of wise men leading the masses to fight for a just cause, not a competition of control, competing in destructive power, fighting over authority, on the expense of the weak and the poor, many great people have passed away, over the past few years, i grieve the state of this world, in my land, people have gone through many wars, divided themselves into factions and took sides, fought mercilessly over power, for 10 consecutive years now, and now it is sparking the trigger for the third world war... people of this land have grown tired of this war, have grown desperate for peace in this world, i remember hearing some of the youth who were previously heated for battle, "i just came back from my friend's funeral, when is this going to end, we've both suffered enough losses, when is this war going to end" barely holding his tears, i have been ignoring the state of this war for too long, been distracting myself with games and shows, but this is getting hard to bear, human life have never been this cheap, this expendable, i yearn for true morals, not ones forged and scripted to appease the people, or not to offend some other people, i yearn for the truth of people, where every man says his unsolicited opinion... laws of humans were made to protect our rights, and preserve peace, not to be manipulated and taken advantage of, to do underhanded deeds and steal other people's rights...

[@cryinglemons58]

Source of the picture??

[@francisreyestalusig8432]

Aw man

[@fabioioffredo9]

Just keep going

[@tmetz.2292]

"I was there when he wanted me. It was...enough for him. And when the light of his love was off me, I realized that I did not love him, and I never had loved him." -Thessaly (The Sandman: The Wake)

[@drkpink]

My life in one sentence

[@vinsmokesanji9551]

Oh dem

[@TheSisterDemons]

I remember when I was first told 'I don't care anymore' by this ex friend of mine. I remember just how much it crushed me. I always did my best to try and do as they asked. Which was mainly to shift and change for them. In the end, I couldn't give them what they wanted exactly on time. I had only later realized that they would ask for so much from me... while I only asked for time or for some patience or to be understood. I didn't see that they couldn't even afford to give me those things; all the while expecting me to change in a whole manner of ways to suit their needs. Eventually I managed to find a new friend who cared more than they did... Who didn't hurt me like they do. But the other friend expected me to follow these strict rules when it came to me trying to hang out with this new friend. It got to a point that they would become furious with me several times over this friendship. They would yell and lecture me over it. All until they said, "I don't care anymore." It was just such a swift and sudden strike into my very being. I never felt so low, so unloved. I had gotten so use to being mentally beaten over the head to the point of tears by their yelling, lectures, and arguments... I didn't even realize it had gotten to the point that... the fact they weren't going hurt me with those anymore, made me cry. In the end, I'm still with the friend who cares more and I haven't cried at all in the time I've spent with them. I couldn't be more thankful for this.

[@NoBreakz]

For some reason this music reminds me of Sim City

[@another9799]

It happened to me 3 times. Blindly hoping they won't be 4 in the future.

[@glyphic4232]

Im not great at showing emotion.. i've had a rough past with showing and expressing any emotion, i've been laughed at for near everything. ever since I was little and got laughed at for my emotions I easily grew very accustomed to not talking to anyone about how I actually feel about certain things or just withholding certain thoughts or feelings. I have really bad trust issues as well since i've had people leak information that was rather personal. When I read the title of "i gave you everything and it still wasn’t enough" the only thing I can think is of my current girlfriend who has given me nothing but love and trust and yet I still have a lot of trouble telling her things and expressing how I really feel about certain things regardless of that. Over the years since my initial lock down of trust issues and trouble showing any real emotion, ive gotten a lot better about telling those i trust things and actually showing emotion, but even then its still hard, and i feel bad. She has no trouble telling me if something is wrong or if she is really happy about something or just in general her telling me little things, but i have trouble with that. She trust me more than anyone and im always the first to know whats going on, but on my side, I trust her more than any of my friends but its still hard to express to her some of my thoughts or emotions and i dont know what to do. She accepted the fact that i am this way and she doesn't care as long as i keep being myself. Still i cant help but hate myself a little for not being able to tell her things due to my past problems with stuff like that..

[@derringer1072]

Show her this comment. Or maybe make a journal and then show it to her to read.

[@glyphic4232]

@@derringer1072 that's a good idea in all honesty, thank you, generally I really like writing stuff so this could work nicely

[@user-kl9np9om5q]

Y e s

[@simonghoul3602]

somehow I found this again

[@StarCourtesan]

i want that background so badly ! the one on the artist's twitter is cropped ahhhhh

[@birubiru3306]

from where do you get these images they're so cool and also the music olala

[@ssssssloth]

me @ school during the pandemic

[@chspls6448]

I know I'll never be enough for you. You don't have to tell me. I know you gave me all you have. You didn't have to. I would've loved you all the same, Because you taught me love. And because you taught me love, I'll share it with you. I have to repay you somehow.

[@edgar4552]

I can't reach my plans and goals that's why this title hurts so much...

[@edgar4552]

the worst part is that I actually tried

[@edgar4552]

and failed...

[@edgar4552]

that's why it hurts...

[@pekcul]

Sacripanta ok

[@kimichi_6540]

Me sitting in my bathroom listening to music.

[@vizor7789]

I gave this girl everything and did everything for her and we just split for stupid reasons... It was mostly on her but I'd always say it was our fault. Been with her since March 2018 and we split early 2019. Messaged her a couple months back and she tells me that she forgot all about me. lmao literally wanted to end it all when she told me that shit..

[@tsukitcifer5496]

awh no,,,i’m sorry to hear that,,that’s rude of her to say that,,

[@Sparrowly1]

I have a bad habit of giving nothing and expecting nothing with other people... I hope I can break it one day

[@purpleman959]

Bruh im just chillin and Spotify just decides to jumpscare me and now mood is ruined

[@LG-kg4sp]

Maybe the quantity was right. Just the quality was wrong. In a pearls-before-swine kind of way. Some people are just mismatched. See the dark abyss from above, see it for what it really is. Take a deep breath and move in the opposite direction, leaving it behind you.

[@JLucas-hz4vh]

I've been through both sides of the story, and I can tell you this my friends, it fucking sucks Humans should have the control over rational-emotional bind to another

[@spoons9865]

Who was she? I can’t remember But I loved her way back in September Only if I could face my fears Only if after four long years The memory in my mind is covered with fog Every little detail seems all wrong She’ll be here soon, it won’t be long At least for right now I find comfort in this song The playlist she always loved She hummed with the voice of an angel sent from above I stood by her when the weight grew tough I gave her everything and it still wasn’t enough

[@thantarawon7424]

That my mom quote

[@trxxshed]

[@anonymousperson3999]

Man... I can't find Equanimity ft Aimes at trxxshed SoundCloud or anywhere. Where did you get the music btw?

[@SheagleArk]

How they head not gone and sploded

[@mariawalley2410]

Me to my grades

[@maestrofrags3436]

Am sorry ❤❤

[@ouroboros3705]

Haha 69k

[@kyle-pg8xm]

My boyfriend left me 2 days ago. Oof. Thanks recommendations.

[@minarose8723]

The title reminds me of tom from Tom & Jerry.. that eps when he falls in love with the white cat but she chases after the rich dude : (

[@Genesis-dt5hz]

I gave you my *heart* and it still wasn't enough?

[@retrofox255]

Well this is ironic

[@Pr0totyX]

maybe one of the worst feeling ever...

[@k2kabunakatta112]

Maybe the worst feeling... Not the worst outcome. The worst comes when you become numb to it all and lifelessly drift along life. Never let it get that bad.

[@Pr0totyX]

@@k2kabunakatta112 thanks for the advice, stranger

[@dewdrop101]

oof..

[@simonghoul3602]

can't

[@simonghoul3602]

what?

[@bukanorangpenting2044]

Give everything and got nothing.. Maybe i am just too kind. Or maybe i am just stupid. :(

[@cosmetictune8402]

First