I hated myself.

[@sabrinacarolan6461]

I'm watching loads of these & still not even tearing up

[@saddepression3420]

same

[@luciek5196]

I watch these every night and ball my eyes out until morning

[@Denzel_Watchington]

If you felt the way I did inside, something like this will shed light on true inner feelings so fast, it will make your head spin. Don't take your loved ones for granted. Some of us have no one at all. When I say no one, I mean no parents, no friends, no aunts, uncles, cousins, no one to make a phone call too. no one to tell you love them, no one to tell you they love you. Everything in this life is a result of the loved ones around you. It hurts so much to have to try to use youtube comments to reach out to someone. If there is a God, I don't understand why he would want us to feel so much pain. I'd rather feel nothing, than all pain.

[@relatedreality7690]

Tbh I've watched too many of these that they don't have the same affect on me as they once did.

[@lailasultan811]

Natasha Carolan me too makes me feel like something is wrong with me

[@hollykm]

AGH I didn't think supernatural would be in there, then BOOM

[@ratioofadorito4523]

Where is the "you don't have to be angry at yourself anymore" from and "you're right I hated myself I'm ready to let go now"

[@fairylights4891]

that's both the tv show Mr. Robot ❤

[@shadowmarvel0737]

This is beautiful really meaningful and it shows how i and people have been feeling lately just with how others treat you and what you feel like afterwards and no one relized that some peoples lives arnt perfect that's why I believe you should treat others how you want to be treated life is hard sometimes and it's difficult to do things when you feel like crap....

[@danigomez3442]

I see you everywhere. (Not in a bad way)But I see you so much in comment sections

[@fairylights4891]

Lydia Oswald Winchester that's true. You should always tread others the way You want Them to treat you ❤ Sometimes there are dark holes You Fell Into and you need someone to pull You out again and there won't be any help if You didn't give help to others before.

[@shadowmarvel0737]

Dani Gomez sorry I'm a really big fan of these types of vids they're just so creative I wanna make sure people know how much they're work is appreciated :)

[@shadowmarvel0737]

FairyLights I couldn't agree more :)

[@yourmum7697]

the flash!!!!!

[@fairylights4891]

Baby Girl Kxnnxdy I Love the Flash ❤

[@sedra5195]

Kennedy J. P

[@Raniaaaa]

This is beautiful, hope you're better now❤️ thank you for making something that resounds with many because it's often things like this that remind me that I'm not alone ❤️❤️

[@fairylights4891]

+Rania. You're never alone, hun!

[@Raniaaaa]

+FairyLights thank you so much❤️

[@beautywithuroosa7320]

Yeah it is my fault, it's all my fault...

[@sabrinaleos8776]

Beautywithuroosa I may bot know you but its not your fault. You have been through things but its not your fault Always remember that.

[@dr.almost7553]

As soon as I saw the thumbnail I was like........ the flash is my boo so I gots to see this. And it was wonderful

[@fairylights4891]

Dr. Almost Thank you! ❤

[@butterflyeffect.94]

This is so amazing!!

[@fairylights4891]

+xLittleAnny Thank you so much, it means a lot!

[@loveebosnia1015]

OMG!! I love this video, good job girl😉❤

[@CamillaZahn]

I really loved this video so so much. It is very simple yet more emotional than a lot I've seen here, and it perfectly portraits daily struggle with mental illness. I have to say watching this made me feel less alone tonight. Thank you!

[@fairylights4891]

Cassyzp I'm glad you didn't feel As lonely As before, that was exactly what i tried to do, to Connect with others so none of us has to feel alone ❤❤ Thank you so much for this comment ❤

[@VioletEmerald]

I hope a year later maybe you are having an easier time. You're absolutely right that nothing's harder than a battle with your own mind. This is beautiful in a very sad way, and I love this tribute. Amazing editing and clip choices. I know a good percentage of the fandoms at least to some degree, too, which helps.

[@VioletEmerald]

Btw I'm participating in a Walk to raise money for Suicide Prevention & helping those affected in about a week. www.theovernight.org/index.cfm?fuseaction=donordrive.participant&participantID=22000 And so I'm trying to work on creating a fanvideo around this kind of theme right now as well.

[@20somethingsworld97]

wheres the boy in the room saying shut up to the therapist movie called

[@fairylights4891]

GooglyEyez it's a show called Mr. robot ❤

[@hannagille7418]

I love to see Heroes in here, I'm not alone in the fandom

[@laiettath1028]

You're not alone

[@sts5038]

this is so sad and so beautiful edited at the same time

[@fairylights4891]

+STS thank you so much steffi

[@sts5038]

+FairyLights oh...Ja stimmt sorry hab's vergessen 😂

[@EternalAlana2001]

This really hits VERY close to home with my Hannah.. As you know. I'm truly crying What a gorgeous well done video My lovely musketeer you are so talented this video was very touching

[@fairylights4891]

thank you soooo much Paige! i think we all feel not good rn, or not as good as once :/ but i'm so happy i have got you and the other musketeers. we'll always be there for each other ❤

[@alicelee7502]

Thank you so much, this is beautiful

[@fairylights4891]

+Amber Helart It's ME to say thank you!

[@superjr9416]

What series or movie on 0:17 ??

[@amandawiesbrock9892]

Every time I watch this it makes me cry because I feel the same things

[@fairylights4891]

oh, hunnie, i feel so sorry for you. But you're not alone! You can talk to someone, even me! i made this video in a rough time, but i have good times too! i'm sure, you won't always feel like you do ❤

[@MiaWinchester794]

Oh my god Hannah, this is DEFINITELY one of your best videos, if not your best! I love how you matched all those scenes, that were completely fitting to the theme. And this is seriously very sad. But I love how it turned out!

[@fairylights4891]

+Mia Winchester (Mia794) Awww thank you

[@larzy6887]

I am angry, not just at myself, everyone, everyone made me go through things like those and even more at myself because I let it happen. The hate I feel is not normal it makes me crack to even the smallest things. It feels like my head wants to explode.

[@roseblackwood3869]

This was beautiful multifandom. Im from Czech republick an no one making this fandom....thank you..

[@fairylights4891]

Thank you so much for the comment. This means so much to me ❤❤

[@rachelbhanks3067]

I once was at that point GOD BLESS

[@syahdin5613]

isaac scene always get me.

[@borderlinebuffy989]

Beautiful... just beautiful.

[@fairylights4891]

+xXKatherine „xXKatherineGreyXx“ GreyXx thank you

[@hmln2103]

1:14 my beautiful baby😭

[@fairylights4891]

Damn Lerrie Barry deserves better 😭❤

[@raghad4356]

FairyLights what movie is that ?

[@ellieesh]

raghood alqaisi From the flash, it's a series

[@raghad4356]

Ellish S thank u

[@Amitynightlock]

oeioeioei You said you had uploaded a new video and I was VERY happy. But then I saw the title... HANNAH! You should have seen my face! xD What did you do to my happy mood?! NEVER MIND This video is very touching, and it came very close to me. WOW. But it is so incredibly amazing! My talented Hannah, you've made such a MASTERPIECE! I love it! One of your best videos! ❤ BTW; Don't forget the deadline for the Crossfire collab, you have still more than one week left! :)

[@fairylights4891]

+AmityNightlock WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAT; I HAVEN'T ANSWERED YET? Emma! I thank you soooo much for this comment! I'm sorry for your face xD I didn't want to steal your happy mood :( I THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!

[@yulibarel935]

Barry and scott😭😭

[@fairylights4891]

yuli barel they both deserve better 😢❤

[@yulibarel935]

FairyLights leaders always suffers😪

[@fairylights4891]

in every single show they do :(

[@Courtneywwr]

love this x

[@fairylights4891]

Courtneii Taggart thanks ❤

[@MayaxaDeadline]

Beautiful Hannah

[@fairylights4891]

+Mayaxa Deadline I already feel much better! But thank you anyways! I love you too!

[@MayaxaDeadline]

+FairyLights I'M SO HAPPY

[@relatedreality7690]

Honestly, I'm down to one last person out that doesn't hate me. Like everyone else does, even my parents. They hate who I've become, they disown me by saying "this isn't who we raised", like I get the whole nurture thing but honestly with where I've come from, nature plays it's part in me now. N tbh I don't hate it.

[@idyllic_dae]

Aw, I'm sorry sweetie. I hope you're doing a lot better now, and I can definitely relate. It will get better, trust me, because I've been in the same exact position you are in right now. If you need anybody to talk to, I'm here, and as the Supernatural fandom would say, #AlwaysKeepFighting .

[@george_aydin]

Ik the main voice over is from a ted talk about depression but I can't remember what it's called and I'm still trying to find it

[@faithjones1193]

What was 1:01? I've seen that scene with the girl about to jump so many times and it's really intriguing me

[@faithjones1193]

Lonely Bats thanks!

[@lisabloemers4084]

😢😪💔🙏please don't give up I am still here so please don't give up kids please

[@Saratrs]

Where's the voiceover at 0:38 from? And u did such a great job btw wow

[@luciebrown6263]

Got sad as soon as I saw sylar.

[@cupcake2443]

What the program/movie at 0:11 please and great video😃

[@fairylights4891]

That's from the tv-show Heroes and thank you

[@karolinasakopowska6607]

What films 0:51?

[@mizore007]

Karolina Sakopowska it not a film it from a serie named "heroes" ^^ or if it not i just know that the actor is Zachary quinto ^^

[@fairylights4891]

mizore s it is from heroes ❤

[@jadeescobar3678]

Idk what to do anymore I feel nothing with life i wanna end it but I don't want to hurt my parents I am stuck here and I don't know what to do

[@sandra3617]

can someone pls tell me all these tv shows or movies?

[@celixalti_7391]

what's the movie at 0:45 called?

[@fairylights4891]

That's the first episode of 'Mr.Robot' :3

[@celixalti_7391]

+FairyLights thanks

[@dominikahochmanova3900]

FairyLights

[@andybiresack7174]

AMAZING OMG IM CRYING

[@fairylights4891]

Andy Biresack Thank you so much! ❤❤

[@ParallelJora]

The flash 😍

[@leonieelena1071]

How do you do this? Its amazing! But how do you get these clips ?❤️🙄

[@fairylights4891]

leonieelena i got Most of the clips from tumblr accounts who Post Episode s logoless, Just search for 'logoless' ❤

[@gvancakvinikadze9939]

what called tv-show on 1:40?

[@fairylights4891]

That's a movie called cyberbully :3

[@jessiejames174]

If people hate their self then you are not alone because all of people had a story behind them...and now I hate myself just for bring here

[@vesperastraea]

can someone please list all of the fandoms in this video?

[@lainagreen8215]

sansyboiii idk all of them supernatural,skins ahs, cyberbully,teen wolf,

[@renesmee463]

1:03??? Please someone..

[@user-xx7qt4bl7f]

I hurt everyone around me 😔

[@hellenbeatriz3044]

qual o nome dos filmes/series?

[@stormi_edits450]

Fantastic 🖤🖤

[@ambyke2316]

what was 1.25 ? it's with Daniel sharman, damn I love him 😘👅👑💞😂

[@desireaperez1095]

Amber Raes teen wolf

[@ambyke2316]

+Desirea Perez thanks❤

[@jessicajones162]

What's the piece of music called, the link isn't working💗

[@fairylights4891]

Jessica Jones it's a Piano Version of Hans Zimmer's Time ❤

[@paulinerain2867]

what's the movie or tv-show at 1:11 called? this is so beautiful, i'm crying

[@fairylights4891]

Thank you so much! It's the tv-show The Flash :)

[@vvv7175]

Heyy, what movie 2:35?

[@vvv7175]

And what's charakcher's name?

[@rxmanoff9150]

Agne Vinnn The movie was Avengers: Age Of Ultron, it's Wanda Maximoff or Scarlet Witch :)

[@skzftw2489]

Heroes❤

[@awallei_o3727]

Tears, oh my gosh good job! and what's the last clip the girl with the red jacket

[@ArtemisRayne94]

that is Wanda aka Scarlet Witch from Avengers: Age of Ultron

[@fairylights4891]

Awallei_O Thank you so much! And it's Wanda Maximoff from Avengers: Age of Ultron, but that was already Said ❤

[@alicegodal1791]

Oh god your video is just amazing, i'm literally crying now ! what's the show on 00:18 please ?

[@fairylights4891]

+Alice Godal Thank you! it's no show, it's a mobbing video i found on youtube! It's called Cyberbully Virus or something like that, just search for it, i hope you will find it!

[@lanamalinov9513]

first scene ?

[@fairylights4891]

Lana Malinov heroes ❤

[@paigetume4333]

whats the speech called when the guy says "if they don't like you then who will?"

[@fairylights4891]

+Banshee Runner Here's a link!: kzbin.info/www/bejne/fpWTZp6mgMaMqJo

[@Zacharoula09]

0:19 What Move?

[@leeasyy]

what's the speech? the first one

[@alaaali7064]

Audio in 15-22 pls?

[@aniamoosavi2780]

whats the audio that starts at 00:20?

[@skycollins5670]

It's Nick Vujicic and he's school speech. I can't recall the name but you'll find him easily typing his name

[@bryansanchezfranco3207]

I hate myself for be so vulnerable

[@mirttam4876]

1:30 what is it pls ? *-*

[@elisaeclercy1086]

what are the serie

[@hemanthprakash7857]

what is tv series in 1:51?

[@saraomanovic1722]

hemanth prakash Mr. Robot

[@MsRealitytvfan]

amazing!! 😍 what is 0:57?

[@fairylights4891]

sorry for the late answer! it's the tv-show z nation! and thank you ❤❤

[@villianellegraves5820]

i'm ready to let go.

[@rakelsusanneh7159]

Song?

[@shanedragonborn146]

I think it's Hans Zimmer - Time It's from a movie called Deception I think

[@fairylights4891]

Rakel Susanneh it's a Piano Version of Time by Hans Zimmer (Link is in the description)

[@noellehoen1001]

What Show is 1.00?

[@SaritaRistova1311]

Noelle Hoen skins

[@eleaqureshi3897]

0.17 ? Please

[@eduardameireles3561]

1:19, what movie is?

[@idyllic_dae]

It's a TV show called The Flash.

[@helen-sy6jn]

0:55? please

[@fairylights4891]

That's a show called Z Nation :)

[@izzyc127]

What are the clips from?

[@fairylights4891]

+Izzy C (Sonya Pryde) they are from the webside: Uloz.to :) You can make the language to english :)

[@lainagreen8215]

Dean 💗😢

[@soilandsnow8990]

please what is 1:05 ?

[@fairylights4891]

Mr Robot :)

[@moonlitefreeze2503]

That is like me to be honest no one see my demons

[@niamhy670]

What is the show at 1:30 ??

[@fairylights4891]

Teen Wolf :)

[@niamhy670]

+FairyLights thanks do u know which episode??

[@niamhy670]

+niamhy670 awesome video by the way

[@notused9812]

+niamhy670 it's episode 3x06 - motel california

[@fairylights4891]

niamhy670 thanks! ❤❤

[@nepchan5367]

Oh.. buckyy♥️

[@andreadaniliuc9930]

What's 1:02 to 1:04?

[@nikolapurkertova9633]

Skins :)

[@kayw.8974]

Danke einfach nur Danke

[@nvrmd9353]

Mr. Robot, supernatural, captain America, flash, heroes,

[@sophiefurstenau6274]

0:20?

[@theasanzen1376]

What's 1:08?

[@fairylights4891]

Mr Robot Season 1 :)

[@tiah4096]

what's at 1:22

[@notused9812]

1:21 is the flash and 1:23 is teen wolf :) (both tv shows)

[@audreymajor5474]

there is two tv show at 1:22 : the flash and teen wolf ;)

[@SaraRose24800]

I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVEY LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS Video OF ME FAVOURITE Fandoms... Marvel, Supernatural, and Teen Wolf :D :D :D FANTASTIC AND AMAZING! :D :D :D :D :D :D I WILL FOREVER AND EVER LOVEY LOVE LOVE LOVE THESE Fandoms UNTIL I DIE! :D :D :D Btw... I messaged you me awesome, Mate! :D Btw... Btw... This Video had a perfect Message because meself I have 2 Mental-Illness' which are Aspergers and Autism...

[@fairylights4891]

+Sara Rose I'm sorry for you hun! Hope you'll find a way to accept and live with these illnesses until you can do something against them, if you haven't done already! (did this make any sense? xDD) I'm so happy about that comment! I answered your messege now

[@georgiacunningham2627]

0:12 ??

[@superjr9416]

the series is called Heroes

[@saraidrissi1100]

1:18?

[@kelsey4ler165]

The voiceover is from Mr. Robot, but the footage is from The Flash

[@saraidrissi1100]

+Kelsey 4ler thanks

[@kelsey4ler165]

+Sara Idrissi np

[@socialsuicide8824]

omg 0:56 is Znation!!!!1

[@alessiapirruccio409]

1:28-29?

[@fairylights4891]

Mr Robot :)

[@Richard-kp9wm]

Hey, who speaking at 0:19 ?

[@alaaali7064]

Wanna know too

[@jansen6074]

what was 0:47?

[@saraomanovic1722]

Emma Jansen Mr. Robot

[@alessiaandolfi4789]

0:57-0:59? Please.

[@idyllic_dae]

Z Nation

[@kapilravani7375]

I hate my life so much 😡😡😡😔😔

[@Countryrebelempress]

THAT DON'T MEAN YOU PUSH PEOPLE AWAY OR TAKE THEM TO COURT FOR SOMETHING THAT SOMEONE ELSE WAS GUILTY OF OR LIE TO THE COURT SYSTEM ABOUT EVERYTHING INCLUDING THE PERSON YOU PUSHED AWAY WAS CYBERHARASSED BY YOUR SO CALLED EX GIRLFRIEND

[@clover2321]

0:49 me.

[@amandajoseph8325]

Bruh people in the comments need to chill how tf is this sad?? I can watch this so much times and not cry y'all people need to chill😂

[@luke_hladik]

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