I HAVE A STALKER AND HE TRIED TO KILL ME....

This is my survivor story from my Stalking domestic violence experience.
If you or anyone you know has experienced something like this
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[@gamesman0118]

As a survivor of abuse the best advice I can give is to let it go. You are NOT responsible for anything he did (guilt is a soul killer if you let it) He did it He chose to do that. Second let go of the hate. It will drag you down. Just remember the lesson you learned.

[@paulovechka7612]

Sorry to hear this happened to you, love your videos.

[@mja2873]

Im glad to know you are okay.

[@Adam_Le-Roi_Davis.]

I'm sorry to discover that you've been through all of this, but I'm glad to learn that it's finally over for you so, you can rebuild and move ahead with your life. I'll keep you in my thoughts, take care and much love from the U.K.

[@HappyValleyDreamin]

Oh my God! You are one strong lady to bounce back so quickly! Big hugs!

[@mattmorganRnR]

Damn you can tell a story. Shout out to you for being so strong and honest. WOW🔥🙏🔥🙏🔥🙏

[@edh3709]

I can't imagine how you must have handled all of that. You've definitely been missed, but obviously life just kicks your ass at times. Thank you for your honesty and hopefully your healing continues. ❤

[@johnforslund8186]

I’m really glad you made it out of that toxic situation and relationship. I always believed you definitely deserved a guy about a million times better than him. God was watching over you for sure.

[@BLINDSIGHT]

You’re not just a Survivor you are a conqueror 🌹

[@darinmetzger9346]

Wow. I’m just listening to this and I’m so sorry you had to go through such a traumatic situation. Proud of you for facing it up and doing what you had to do to save yourself, free yourself and find some justice. Wow. All my love. Glad to see you have come out the other side 🙏🙏🙏👍❤️❤️❤️🥲🥲🥲. You seem more relaxed and ‘full’. All blessings to you and your future🙏🙏🙏

[@eximusic]

WTH?!! I'm so sorry you went through that. Nothing is your fault in the situation, even not recognizing signs. Who gets training in dealing with horrible people, when you're just an honest nice person? You are awesome and super talented. Hope to see you more again on this channel.

[@Markrealguy51]

I’m glad it lead to a conviction and your survival.. I’m 73,we all have good and bad experiences.. Here’s hoping for a better present and future

[@gcats6059]

So proud of you! You do whatever you need to do to take care of yourself. And then you go after people like your stalker. Never back down from people like him.

[@gregoryalt9366]

I listened to the end. This is / was a very terrible situation and I'm glad you got out of it as best as you could. Your honesty and integrity are fantastic. I've been following / listening to you for a few years now and will continue to. You are a survivor and the best of luck to you !!!

[@Jervify]

This will resonate with someone out there. Especially the last few minutes. You may well save someone from the same sort of thing with this. Well done.

[@technoshawn]

I’m glad that you back on KZbin I hope everything is well, keep your head up high 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@bogluz]

Breaks my heart to hear this happened to you. Unfortunately had some of that in my family. It never is right, I am so glad you are out from under. He is where he deserves to be. You have always been a light, stay that way. I am 73 and it has never been permissable to mistreat anyone. Take care.

[@curtismartin2866]

Awwwww Scribe, I dunno what to say. You are strong and wise. Props to Pops for staying true to his Law Enforcement training and letting the system (slowly) work. Congratulations to you for overcoming. Long distance platonic hugs. ❤❤

[@diveplane05]

You're a smart, well put together and brave young lady, and I'm glad you came out of this on top! I've been subscribed to your channel for a few years now. The first time I came across your channel is when you reacted to Shinedown "What A Shame". I'm from Florida, and they're one of my favorite Florida bands! Incidentally, my Dad had just recently passed away when I saw this reaction. This song reminds me of him, as he was a Shinedown fan as well. Keep on Rocking!❤🤟🤙

[@Tuesdays_Gone]

Bless your heart. I’m so sorry you had to go through this, but I’m glad you’re okay.

[@markmyers6472]

God bless you. Thank you for sharing your experience not only to help your devoted fans know you are OK, but also for sharing information that may help another woman identify a bad situation before it blows up in her face. You have been missed.... welcome back!!!

[@KjetilHestvik]

Glad you got trough it and are doing good! Realised you are awesome from the first time i found your ac/dc reactions years ago, love all the way from Norway

[@MrHarryx62]

I am so glad that you were able to get over this bad situation, Kinnedy! And so glad you are back and share positive things with all of us! We love you!

[@wiseguysoutdoors2954]

So sorry you went through this, but also relieved that he got what was coming to him as well. Dont ever lose your joy. Prayers and hugs for you!!!

[@mainmac]

What a tough experience, I'm so glad you made your way through and out of that situation. When people show you who they are, believe it -- good advice.

[@AlexanderCalderon-kd6mh]

I'm sorry you've had to deal with this horrible situation. No one deserves that. I'm glad that you're ok. I love watching your videos. You're a great person. I hope you find the right man & that you're successful in all you do! 😃

[@jd4life936]

I just happened to see this video. I have never seen any of your videos, but I just want to say thank you for sharing your story. I suffered domestic violence of many kinds in a relationship long ago. No one I know can relate to my experience. I can relate to yours. I am grateful you are doing so well. God bless you.

[@dbruce8888]

Wow! I respect your courage to speak your truth. I have no doubt you will inspire people to leave toxic abusive relationships.

[@melvinwilliams5506]

Wow! So sorry for you having to threw that terrible ordeal stay strong and stay safe praying for you my queen.

[@davidzaghet8759]

I am sorry and I have missed You 💕 glad You are back

[@clutch236]

Wow, very sorry for what you had to go through. Wishing you all the best, with all "peace" going forward from here on out...🙏🏾

[@johnrichards2365]

vibes of love and peace my beautiful strong young woman✌

[@cygnus62]

Very sorry to hear this. I've always had nothing but respect for you. Praying for your safety.

[@ratiug75]

So glad you're ok. Crazy you had to go through trauma like that. It's nice to see you back. :)

[@openjools3606]

So sorry you went through this but thank you so much for sharing.

[@billgatt7816]

It's amazing cause your energy and flow is so positive you hide anything that was bothering you well also I know your a funny and good person us you tubers got your back ❤

[@ryankirkham8130]

I am so sorry to hear this. I am so glad you are okay. I know however, that you will survive and thrive!

[@chemingway1908]

I'm so sorry to hear about your ordeal. Glad you came thru on the other side. I love your channel. I hate that you had to edit your life for the sake of an intruder. Living happy is the greatest way you can overcome! Hugs and prayers.

[@Filard25]

I can’t believe all that happened to you. I’m glad he was convicted and you’re in a better place. Thank you for sharing and I hope it helps others to get out of similar situations. ❤

[@cocoann7681]

You are so strong brave honoring yourself honesty and sharing thank you so much. Your a warrior

[@NicoruAmarfi]

I've been a subscriber for years and I've wondered where you went. I'm so sorry you went through all of this. I feel you as I have too. I'm so glad to see you again and hear he got punished and you are recovering and coming out on top. Be well.

[@0s0n3gr0]

So sorry to hear you had to go through this but you are an amazing woman and have brought much joy to so many of us out here in the cybersphere. Stay strong.

[@texastedskol]

I'm so sorry that happened to you. I'm happy that you dealt with this horrible situation and rose above it. I have enjoyed your Weird Al reaction videos and seeing you smile and laugh. I commend you for sharing your story and giving your insight that will help others.

[@jaimepardo]

I’m so sorry you had to go through this and so pleased you’re free from your abuser ❤

[@christopherking4932]

I'm completely shocked to hear that this happened to you. Glad there is a conviction and that your ok.

[@teestoful]

i am glad you are sharing this. means you survived. stay up!

[@randykasky7120]

Bless you for stepping up and telling your story. I'm sure all who love you are extremely proud of you and rightfully so. I've missed your reactions and am looking forward to seeing you back at it. You have a ton of catching up to do lol ❤️

[@ladylisaromance8129]

I'm a survivor, too. I'm so sorry, and praying for your healing. 🙏 ❤

[@SIXSTRING63]

Thank goodness you are alright. That is a scary thing to deal with. Stay strong and prosper Scribe!

[@jimmyshineprovenzano3824]

You are a beautiful and very articulate woman. I'm sorry to hear that you had to go through something like that. Keep your head up and stay strong 🙏.

[@kencadby6586]

Wow, this was so insightful and enlightening. I could see this being shown to Abnormal Psych students. As a story of personal experience, thank you for sharing it! I'm sure it will be personally helpful to others. I've felt much value in everything else you've presented, too. :)

[@Usmc86]

I'm so sorry this happened to you I'm glad you are safe and in a happier place 🙏 looking forward to more of your content you always make my day with your reaction videos with your positive energy and smile

[@robertsplaylist6444]

Sorry to hear your traumatic news , domestic violence is a terrible and extremely painful thing for victims to go through , it really scars them for life , my heart goes out to you , I've watched a lot of your videos and always enjoy your bubbly and energetic personality , l pray for you a healthy , safe and happy rest of your life ❤️

[@Oneminutemindfulness]

So glad you’re okay. It is so weird. As I’m watching reactors last night, I thought I haven’t seen you in awhile and I told myself I should go to your page and see if you had been reacting to anything. Ironic this video pops up this evening. PTSD is real. I’ve gone through it. You fight with yourself trying to push through but our brains are wired for survival and teams triggers it and you have to “reset”. It takes time but it’s possible, with time, to overcome it. Thanks for sharing. Your words will help others. Much love to you❤️❤️

[@phillipmckinnon6883]

That's crazy. You need to be careful. Glad you're ok. Don't let it stop you from living

[@Rick-or2kq]

So, sorry dear that you had to go through this, have watched your videos for sometime now and enjoy them. Best of all to you.

[@TheStruggleUK.]

Hey Scribe from the UK 😊 Been a watcher and supporter for years and am so shocked to hear this story and sorry you had to go through it. I’m so happy your through it and healing 😎 I’ve never had this kind of experience myself and just don’t understand ppl that do this. Having said that my dad was extremely emotionally abusive to my mum and me as a kid which is a bit different. It destroyed my self confidence as a young man and my life was terrible but many years later my life is great because I made sure it was 😊 it’s all out there for you x

[@philshorten3221]

I'm stunned, and outraged, I just hope you can see all the messages of love and support from everyone here. Thank you so much for making this video. "So I throw the windows wide and call to you across the sky" ❤

[@uknowwho7408]

I hope all is well. I'm sorry to hear about this violence committed against you. You did good by using your head and getting help. Thanks for sharing.

[@ystava686]

Glad you're getting there. Used to watch you a lot... Good luck, peace, love.

[@galenstone9097]

I'm sorry for the things you are living through. I am late to your channel, but I want you to know I love your reaction videos to music. Especially Stevie Nicks Edge of Seventeen. :) You really make me smile and I hope you do more.

[@dcanup71]

So I watched this entire video. Scribe I'm terribly sorry for what you endured, but happy that you persevered through it. Also I'm a former subscriber and always enjoyed your content and music. God bless you my friend 🙏

[@TZ61]

It is important that you stressed that this kind of thing can happen to anyone, regardless of any, and all, extenuating circumstances. So crucial to talk to people, as difficult as you explained that can be, but everyone needs to believe that there are people who care and can help. Thanks for your courage.

[@walterpanovs]

That's such heartbreaking news but I'm glad you reached a resolution and are in a much better place. Where do these dreadful people come from? So hideous. Hope you can enjoy your life now and will continue sharing more of your splendid reactions.

[@aldoushuxleysghost]

It's good to see you again. I hate you had to deal with that. I had no idea. It looks like you're healing well. Looking forward to the new content

[@user-gf2tc1wv9t]

You are an amazing person. Brave to speak about this in such depth. Didn’t know you were in the Coast Guard, yet another reason to admire you. Cheer yourself up & do another AC/DC review ;p

[@jerryreding7369]

I haven't checked in on you in awhile. Sorry to hear about this, but glad for you that you're doing better.

[@jameshayes4390]

I'm glad you survived and learned so much. 🙏🏿 Stay safe.

[@user-du7pb3do4g]

Wow…I had no idea. You were one of the first reactors I started watching, and I was wondering where you went. I’m glad you’re doing ok, and I’m actually happy to see you back. As for what you went through…there’s nothing I could ever say to make anything better. I’m a stranger on the internet…and even if I knew you, I’ve never been good at having the right words. Just know that I’m glad you made it through and I’m glad you’re back.

[@marksardakowski4323]

So very happy to see you.❤ one day at a time and if you need it an hour at a time. Your heart is big and grounded. Don’t throw that away, gentleman like your dad are out there. Please for gods sake keep loving people.❤

[@tapduff]

I'm so sorry you went through this. Glad you made it through and are ok.

[@edgarbelmonte1655]

I was curious about you. I remember when you decided to serve. Did miss you. Thank you for posting. I'm glad you are surviving. Prays.

[@cmnderbob]

May God bless you, I am so glad you made it to safety, you are valued, truly.

[@JackXombi]

Sorry you went through that, I wish you the best with your healing.

[@PaulValerius]

Sorry you had to go through that. Thankful You are safe and well.

[@tobiassabot5851]

Glad you are OK. Man that has to be scary. More Healing to you., glad to hear you have a lot of positive things going on. Thank for addressing with your fans at the proper time. When I was young and stupid I had some toxic traits because of my own latent insecurities. But when these traits start to hurt others if you have any empathy you have to realize that if you are doing things that hurt someone, you need to be better. There comes a day when you look in the mirror and decide exactly what kind of person you are going to be. For me it was a big turnaround and I'm not saying I've gotten myself sorted out even now many years later. But I made a conscious choice to be a person that does their best to makes those around them feel better, not worse. Just having a glimpse of looking down that road and seeing how bad I could have gotten if I had let myself go any further down that direction, I am so relieved you are safe and I hope others get the word. No one deserves that kind f treatment.

[@SLYGARR]

So good to see you on here again. Always like your videos. Glad to see you are OK.

[@CraigBrown-sq9zy]

That’s f-d up. Had a similar situation. Mess’s your whole life. Hang in there…the world starts to feel back as more as normal as it can ever feel. Hang tight ✊

[@Studio64Productions]

Sorry to hear. Take care, lovely. Your videos are awesome. Be good to you. You deserve it.

[@alethamarsh6583]

I'm so sorry this happened to you, my heart and prayers are with you, you are very strong!

[@davep1103]

I LITERALLY just saw your channel, where you were reacting to Steely Dan. I am VERY SYMPATHETIC & EMPATHETIC to your situation. I am PRAYING 🙏🏾 for you and your family right now.

[@554K]

I am sorry that happened to you and you are a beautiful person inside and out I am glad you are out of that situation keep your head up and just keep being you because I know this is my first comment on your video but I think you are an awesome person! Much love and respect!

[@michaelrayii7102]

That's awful! I'm very sorry to hear that this happened to you. 🙏🙏

[@americanaforever6725]

So sorry 😣 to hear this terrible thing. 🙏 for your safety and enjoy your work

[@dg723254]

I have watched your videos for some time and always enjoy them. I am most certainly praying for you to have strength to recover and for God to give you peace.

[@stephanieallangarman5598]

You ARE AMAZING, STRONG 💪🏾 and I appreciate you. I’ll be praying for you dear 🤍 young lady. What helped me…I gave a heads up to my neighbor’s so, they knew to call LEO if CRAZY showed up to my house…he use to sneak in the alley. I finally moved out of the AREA, COUNTY etc. but I’m returning after 8 years. JUST Keep the PROTECTION ORDER in place. BE SAFE and BLESSED. 🙆🏻‍♀️🙏🏽

[@johncassles7481]

Hope your life finally starts to smooth out for you. God bless you and your situation.

[@JoseSantiago-yr9wh]

I am so sorry you had to go through that nightmare. I got your back no matter what Coastie. ***Salutes ScribeCash***

[@tommarks3726]

Dang Scribe (I won't say your first name out of respect for your privacy). I watched the video, and I am SO impressed with you. Life deals us hard life lessons and we can't always see what's in front of us. You are a survivor and so brave to explain all this to us. I am happy you are in a better place physically and emotionally and financially. I'm sure there is a normal, loving, working man out there for you. I don't know the laws in Cali but here in Florida it's safe to keep your friend Smith and Wesson close by. I know your said restraining order for 10 yrs. but just be safe and have a plan. Sad but it's the new world we live in. God Bless, you Scribe. Keep singing and everything else you love to do. Big Hugs.

[@randy5979]

Sorry to hear this and i hope moving forward you have no more problems with this.

[@robbytucker6496]

Holy shit. I am totally glad to know ur alive. Say or don't say has much or little as u want . Just know we hear for u. I am so so sorry. No one should ever go threw wut u lived threw. Ur a strong woman.

[@chrismcclellan2202]

Hey. I’m sorry to hear about what happened. I haven’t seen you post much on twitter lately. 👍❤️

[@dmarx600]

I don’t know you & probably will never meet you BUT I am very proud of you. You are a strong young lady. I have no doubt after watching you tell your story that you will be able to live beyond your nightmare. I have a daughter that was in a similar situation & it’s taking her a lot therapy but she will be able to live beyond her nightmare as well. It’s infuriating when people tell victims to “get over it” or “it’s time to put it behind you”. Those who have never had the experience do not always understand that a person can never forget. However, it does not have to define you & a victim can live beyond the bad experiences & have a full, happy & productive life. Even in this day & age with victims resources not always where they should be, It is extremely important to have the unconditional love & support of family & friends. Unfortunately many victims do not have that & have to rely on themselves & their inner strength to have healing. Just a suggestion, I think if & when you are ready, if you choose to, you would be perfect for producing a video on an abused & stalking victims options & resources. Again, very proud of you. You are an amazing & strong young lady. GOD BLESS YOU & YOUR FAMILY.

[@George-li8wc]

This is one of the best videos I've seen here. Very honest... and compelling. I am one of those who did survive the entire 47 1/2 minutes (I said that because toward the end you said, "I don't know how many of you are still here", or something to that effect). And I have no regrets. I have watched several of your videos in the last few years. Started with you rocking out to The Immigrant Song by Led Zeppelin, which was so good it prompted me to watch several more (I'm a huge Zep fan, and I like to see younger people recognize them)... I watched your Coast Guard video, and I was proud of you (I served in the US Navy many years ago, and don't regret that either. It forced me to grow up) I watched you rate a chicken sandwich. Then, more recently, I've watched you struggle. This video is very different. It was convincingly aspirational. You say you're better. And I believe you. You've been through a lot ScribeCash. And you came out better. I think you can do anything you want to do. Your entire story, from your lovely childhood, to your music career, to your KZbin experience, to this awful incident, and everything in between, might make for a great screenplay. Not something you could write overnight and without help. But you are an interesting person. I am older and have seen a lot. I find you and your entire story interesting. Just some thoughts I wanted to share.

[@mckjewel]

Glad to see you back.

[@sergioalpert66]

I'm so sorry this happened to you. I praying for you and I'm praying that he'll get his mind right.

[@PolferiferusII]

People like your stalker sound like incomplete persons and vampires of other's energy. This was a very enlightening video, and I'm so glad you've come out on top. I can tell that not only are you doing extremely well given your experiences (those described here), but that you have great emotional reserves as well as some of the best preparation to be able to overcome this, lets call it learning experience and temporary obstacle, in life. So glad your parents endowed you with so much confidence and love. Love your upbeat nature, it gives you great charisma! There is nothing I can add except to encourage you (if you haven't pursued this already) to master a marshal art or two. Given you were in the US Coast Guard, and may also be a reservist, you may have already had some good training in this regard, but I wouldn't know. Going further can both 1. obviously keep your defensive skills keen, but also 2. give you a ballanced physical workout. Like I said, maybe you've already been at it. I got suggested your video randomly via, I guess, KZbin's algorithm. Wish you all the best, and better!

[@louisbrooks8824]

Dang, I'm so sorry to hear that this happened to you! I feel for you!!

[@RCROX]

Glad you're ok, homegirl... we love you!❤❤❤

[@ggwalker55]

Yikes. Thankful you're safe now. You did it right. Stay strong.