I have abandonment issues and I prefer women - podcast

[@macdevittr]

this is why being friends with a partner is so much better than just going in as strangers

[@MESSTOMODELL]

Building a friendship first and building it into a partnership you mean?😊

[@luniette]

i’ve always thought this way

[@nGUNNARp]

yes but very hard for a lot of people outside of school/work

[@idalismedina8486]

but what if you both meet each other and start liking each other immediately? like would it be better to ignore the feelings and try to be friends with each other at first or just go straight to the talking stage (genuine question)

[@adina8064]

@@idalismedina8486 ignoring never really works since your feelings slowly fade, and if they end up getting a partner you’ll end up hurt and regretful, i mean sometimes it does work if you’re willing to wait for that other person (months, years) but otherwise no

[@moonmelon7]

friend breakups are the absolute fucking worst, a close friend knows you in such a unique way it cuts deep when you lose them even if its for the best.

[@youzer69]

completely agree. i think people almost overlook how painful they can truly be.

[@anninrmbrg]

agreed like my best friends of most my childhood just slowly stopped talking to me so i stopped trying overall and then i realised who my friends actually are and how to be alone n shit

[@nihilisticnirvana]

it's weird cause sometimes it isn't even for the best; like you're both great for each other but u have to move or something and it's never the same

[@hollowsquad901]

My gf of almost 3 years up and left me on New Year’s Day we got in to a argument it wasn’t too bad of one about normal when we argue and she left didn’t say even why I was in the bedroom just staying away after it and then boom like 30mins later she leaves takes her cat and snakes and didn’t even say why then blocked me on everything 😢idk if it’s over over I hope not cause I do love her and now I’m in the apartment all alone with my cat. I’m confused tho cause she left her car and she worked today so like did she just quit everything yk?

[@number.2]

@@hollowsquad901she must’ve heard a rumour. had an assumption and finally believes it or i’m guessing it’s something very similar to this

[@Nushkibushki]

Feel like the main reason this podcast hasn’t blown up more is bc the people that can relate the most don’t have friends to share it with

[@ayan6880]

omg😭

[@RobsMotivationHub]

She has almost 700k views on the first episode though that's a lot. Is she famous from some other platform?

[@eeshakhan308]

lmfao yes

[@cutiefox6455]

Loool

[@VonJay]

I think it’s because she’s hyper verbal and she’s learning things/questioning things that her demographic has either figured out already and or trust that their own experience will provide them with answers. I’m old enough to know what life was like before the internet, all the advice I’ve seen on the internet works solely for the people who are doling it. We are individuals with specific needs and desires outside of “Maslow’s hierarchy of needs.” Society has outsourced those needs to institutions and most people in first world countries are operating in the Self actualization stages So all the great advice I was given was nothing compared to experiencing failure, rewinding the tape, interrogating my own emotions and desires. Intimate failure at friendship, at work, at love, at family is better than any advice I was given.

[@lilly-kk8kc]

these podcasts are so good for me. just sweet little reminders that maturity brings clarity but maturity cannot be forced and my solidarity is power

[@andrewa7405]

I could listen to Madeline talk for hours her mind is so intriguing

[@kezziahhh]

I actually just did without even realising

[@CaesarKnight]

If I was on a date with this girl I would be absolutely bored out of my mind, this is basic girl chat

[@adrianaxoxlol]

@@CaesarKnight how come?

[@CaesarKnight]

@@adrianaxoxlol no substance

[@tcorangemen]

@@CaesarKnight lol shes all substance. I think you’re projecting.

[@ilovemymummy]

12:36 i cannot relate i get extremely jealous when i hear a close friend talk about their other friends, obviously not as bad as if a partner told me about someone else but still grinds my gears

[@Alice-it9oc]

i love the symbolism on her videos! like she’s in her car, which absolutely represents that she’s running us over with some of her subjects. slay, girl! put in reverse and kill me again

[@Laura-sg6ss]

A😭💀✋🏽

[@Kyro23]

How did you come to this conclusion?

[@Alice-it9oc]

@@Kyro23 i’m insane

[@tegan1614]

@@Alice-it9oc real

[@calligraphy7147]

No it's not symbolism in her first video she said that she's filming in her car because that's what's trendy for podcasts xd

[@emmathoreau2485]

Monogamy just makes sense because when you have a partner your intimacy is much more than with your friends, it’s special and deeper. And it’s because it’s so special that you don’t want your partner to have that with someone else. It’s perfectly normal to want that to stay just between you two it’s what makes relationships special and unique, to not share the same intimacy with someone else besides your partner. Ofc I think some people are ok with it but I think you’re simply not built that way

[@kaziimtiazahammad1928]

My Dear Sister this life is temporary but not FUNNY. Just research and find the true religion of Islam in your life. Please read holy Quran in English version which is from Almighty God to find all the solution in your life and more peace and happiness. No one will go to heaven without accepting the true religion of Islam in anyone's life.

[@Dayo_kid]

I don’t even think jealousy in relationships is societal conditioning but rather we go into relationships knowing it’s fragility. Anything can set a person off to the point of ending it which is more rare in friendships so when a friend has other friends you’re less threatened of that person leaving than a significant other having another interest cause the quality of that love is different (someone can be a good friend to so many people but tend to half ass multiple relationships ) and also it’s so much easier to find multiple friends then multiple romantic interests of the same quality. I almost think jealousy is the “trauma” (even if it’s not that bad) or anxiety of knowing how shallow a romantic relationship can really be.I think people underestimate how much human behaviour and human reaction will shape our societal rules

[@iddotamir4261]

I like the way u talj

[@allielee]

this is a hard pill to swallow

[@Dayo_kid]

@@iddotamir4261 thank you 😂🤍

[@Dayo_kid]

@@allielee truly

[@elinasln]

wow that makes sense

[@aech6797]

who needs sleep when Madeline posts a new podcast… not me

[@minion2658]

the pace you talk at is perfect! usually i’d never watch videos of people just talking because i can’t concentrate that long but with your videos i can very well

[@xxxlegend6810]

Yeah same here haha, but I speed up the vid by 1,25 , so it’s make it easier:D

[@anchorsanvils]

Started on tiktok and now I'm here the amount of one liners Madeline comes up with lmao and her conscious stream of divergences within 1 topic is hilarious. She should be a tour guide.

[@KeyBoard-io8nl]

not a bad idea but i think she doesn't like being in front of people or something I think shes said before,,,

[@mika274]

Is there a type of person who have these divergences. I have seen people in my life have these types of characters

[@tiarra.]

This was so peaceful to listen to, I actually sat here 30 minutes straight despite my short attention span

[@Nico_lente]

It's awesome to see how your brain works, all those instant asides and by the ways, and 'should I say this, yeah I really should'. It's all so great, personal and relatable. And very important indeed. Happy New Year!

[@jadaw7819]

Def related to you talking about childhood friends making you feel weird and small, friendships can be so awful

[@Natalie-gv8my]

this was exactly what i needed rn. i don't know how to explain this but fate brought me to your video. i was breaking my heart over friendships and you put it into exact words, i am so in shock how true you spoke please keep doing more of these

[@samiraminkewitz]

Honestly this was so helpful. I’m 15 and hearing advice from an older woman than me is so so good for building courage and happiness, ty Madeline you’re truly a Kind soul!!💘

[@videosbymegan3612]

i’m 15 aswell :) i’m glad another 15 year old is listening to this ! gives me hope my future bestfriend will be like this ❤

[@graceless6103]

Older woman, man i must be old

[@jamesfranko1568]

@@graceless6103 these girls are gona listen to another girl their age and get hurt the same way anyway even tho it's the least of the problem in this world so let em lol white liberal girls lol

[@getoverhereloser]

saying older woman to a 23 hurt me and im only 16

[@claireisol]

i took one look at the title and knew this was gonna be good

[@alessiasutherberry]

Same😅😂

[@kierasmith2101]

Your takes on friendship are so healing

[@kaziimtiazahammad1928]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/hWbJk6x7i5hpprc

[@izlotus]

Your talking about the friend thing very accurately with how I’m going through life. Bless bless bless ❤

[@freekvonk2141]

Damn ur beautiful and smart, open minded and aware. I’m a 23 year old male and in this time of the world it’s not designed to benefit us. Especially mental health issues. And listening to women like u is a blessing. Especially about people and being okay with being alone. Maybe we’ll one day cross paths cause I’d love to have a convo about life with you. Love 🌹

[@royalfantasy9090]

She is just too beautiful honestly, like her personality. She is adorable

[@kidawesomeness123]

*small note a lot of people do have experience of being jealous their friends have other better or closer friends. I remember being especially sad when my friends would "replace" me with someone else. its kind of like the same annoyance you get when your friends gets in a relationship and suddenly they dont have time for you. anymore. The level of stability in friendships is also volatile unless the basis of communication and trust already strong. Id assume thats what makes healthy relationships too

[@kdovee]

hoping this will end up on spotify as a podcast because i cannot live without you mads

[@dumbbethany525]

i’m rly glad that madeline talked abt bestfriendships and how different they are to romantic relationships when it comes to jealousy and attachment. i rly want a romantic relationship, i love the concept of love and i want that for myself, but i’m also happy just having my closest best friend by my side. it may just be our specific friendship (we act like we’re romantically together half the time minus kissing) but she’s genuinely better for me than any relationship could be. she listens to me, she understands me, she validates my emotions and even when she pisses me off by teasing me and i can’t tease them back, i still love her. just to clarify, i’m not in love with her, at least not romantically. they are one of the only people in my life who i can breakdown, completely shatter mentally and emotionally, in front of and not feel awkward or embarrassed or as though i’m being stupid or dramatic. and the most annoying thing about all of it is that i can’t be attached to her the way i could if we were in a romantic relationship. i can’t be jealous of her other best friends, the same way she can’t get jealous of mine, because i love and respect her enough not to be completely possessive and ruin their happiness. even without that love and respect, society expects us cheer on our friends when they have other successful, healthy relationships (which is completely fair and good obviously) as well as romantic relationships. if we feel jealous of these relationships, we automatically have to feel guilty, which i most definitely do. i don’t know if i could handle my best friend getting into a solid romantic relationship where the partner could potentially be favoured over me in many or all situations. naturally i would and will handle it, i will be their #1 cheerleader because i want her to be happy, but i know i’ll feel jealous. i wouldn’t be surprised if she would be the same as me if/when i get into a romantic relationship. in a best friendship, there is no such thing as cheating, u aren’t dating or sleeping together or married, but we shouldn’t feel guilty abt our jealousy as long as it doesn’t hurt anyone. tbh i don’t know if any of this makes sense but i wanted to say it so 👍

[@AA-qb7ni]

How can you not love Madeline?? She's such a relatable, hilarious sweetheart 😂❤

[@lollipopmeow8656]

I can't talk as much as her

[@Theoneandonlybish]

@@lollipopmeow8656 she is a content creator tho😭

[@adrianaxoxlol]

@@lollipopmeow8656 its a podcast.. yk the type of content where you talk about things...

[@Warpzy]

this is genuinely bone chilling how youtube feeds me an echo chamber of my own problems god bless this video

[@1444venus]

girl you’re literally changing my life in the greatest way possible, for some reason i feel like i’m meeting up with a close friend everytime i listen to you talking

[@JuriattiChiara]

My opinion on monogamy has a lot to do with energy. When you decide to go into a partnership with someone your energies will align. Although you are two different and whole beings, you form a third being, your relationship, that develops its own energetical wave. That is so important for me to feel like my relationship is spiritually nurturing and helps me to extend to just my physical human self. So if my partner decides then to be romantically intimate with someone else, their energies start to mingle too. That is why I can feel that without the person even having to tell me - because the energy I created with my partner suddenly gets disturbed. The energies do not seem to align anymore, they want to rewire because the energy of the other person has undergone some change. If you tap into that you will see how destructive sleeping with other people outside your relationship is for the partners' spiritual connection and growth. And if you yourself are in tune and aware of energy around you, I bet, you will never have to wonder if your partner is cheating on you because you will feel that without any doubt.

[@saimounica]

u simply don't understand how much i need these

[@melsgf3790]

madeline u should do a whole podcast episode on ur opinions on relationships/marriage/dating/situationships etc. like u talked a bit about it in this episode!! I relate to you so much and I feel so seen whenever I watch your channel so that would help me w my relationships lol

[@sinsoull]

Yessssss

[@cutiefox6455]

🔝🔝🔝

[@kaziimtiazahammad1928]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/hWbJk6x7i5hpprc

[@lucyb7016]

Oh how I love crying to ur podcasts

[@alessiasutherberry]

Awh❤️

[@denarendall]

I just adoreeeee these podcast eps! Feels like a great conversation with my best friend. I often struggle to really feel connected or aligned with people, but Madeline makes me feel so understood💖

[@kaziimtiazahammad1928]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/hWbJk6x7i5hpprc

[@hannahc1719]

She is so good at this. can’t wait for the next one

[@sorayasdiary]

i love these podcast episodes so much. tysm for this madeline! 🫶🏻

[@lainadawn9436]

I love listening to you rant like I could literally watch a ten-hour video of you just talking to yourself if you posted one its so interesting to me Idk why

[@cookieterminator4389]

8:54 I strongly believe and relate to what she says about dating in the next few seconds. As a very young male for being 21 years old, with very little personal experience, I don't think it would change other than they are the same gender. Although it may look on the outside they tend to get along better. Edit: but that's just my assumption and what I can gather from general bias.

[@pomegranate-f2r]

this reminds me of the book everything I know about love, I loved it so muchh because the author dolly talked mostly about her female friendships and just how much they shaped her as a person

[@MonaToma]

I love ur energy so much. Youre literally magical

[@oopskye]

the cut off 😭 ily merry xmas CLEAN THE MOLD IT COULD GIVE U AN AUTOIMMUNE DISEASE

[@caro5620]

this is so fascinating but so fucking hilarious at the same time 😭😭😭 the abandonment and loving sleeping in the cold 💀😭

[@bellasmind]

you could talk about ANYTHING and id still be so thoroughly enthralled

[@Socsob]

randomly stumbled on this, honestly really relaxing and fun. when i first saw the title i thought the podcast name was "I have abandonment issues and I prefer women" which i love the idea of that

[@alessiasutherberry]

I haven’t started watching but I already feel the need to comment. I love this title, nothing is more relatable to me😂

[@hannahoesch2899]

madeline: "am i talking too fast?" me: **watching on 1.5x speed**

[@ashleyatmo]

*ADHD has entered the chat*

[@imdrifter534]

I am 34 and learn so much from your posts, I wish I knew myself as well as you do at your age. Merry Xmas!!

[@loading...7331]

This notification described me all too well

[@TanguyBlanchard]

She's just like me for real

[@xoowi9211]

"cause not that many people are insane here" had me screaming

[@earth-air-water-fire-aether]

Haha that is too true, good friends are authentic like that, and something to cherish.

[@haleymiller4488]

Madeline, on the monogamy vs polyamory thing, I’d definitely recommend the book Sex at Dawn: The Prehistoric Origins of Sexuality! Sounds like exactly what you’re interested in!

[@whatithoughtyouwere]

Please caution before anyone reading this book, it sent me in to a two year existential crisis! Engage in conversation with people from both camps

[@mephistopheles9644]

@@whatithoughtyouwere should I read it? Now it sounds more interesting.

[@sweetestaphrodite]

A review on the book reads: A much better book about the role of polygamy in human evolution (and one that sees it in much more ambiguous terms) is David P Barash's Out of Eden: The Surprising Consequences of Polygamy. Barash's comments on Sex at Dawn, by the way, are as follows: ‘a truly egregious misrepresentation of biological and anthropological fact…grotesquely flawed…shouldn't be tossed aside lightly, [but] thrown away with great force.’

[@demiworld1011]

I’m new to the channel and I must say, she seems like an amazing conversationalist. ❤ Now I want to see a regressionist/past life reader! 😂 Her accent is lovely too! Definitely see a mix between Natalie Portman and Kiera Knightley.

[@allysediting5813]

as a gay girl, who doesn’t prefer women tbh….

[@tahahagar7664]

straight girls

[@bebond3402]

Did she meant she prefers women sexually/romantically or as friends?

[@dylanm018]

@@bebond3402 if it is as friends im watching it

[@stephanieprice2497]

i relate to this in another level. Currently going through a break up and my best friend is in her honeymoon stage of a new relationship and i have absolutely no one..

[@kaziimtiazahammad1928]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/hWbJk6x7i5hpprc

[@leilastars456]

To be fair I can be quiet possessive over my closest friends. Like I've felt jealous before because my bestfriend mentions spending lots of time with someone else or having plans with them but I usually put it on my abandonment issues and insecurity.

[@jana-rs8fg]

Obsessed with this past life regression thing

[@mia____]

“emotional lobster” i’m so curious

[@moons4363]

I agree about the bad friend part so accurate sis ❤

[@_iamjiyamanchanda_]

She never misses writing the most explicit titles

[@mermaidchannel]

as someone ten years older than Mad but with similar tendencies, she has a right to change even because of a romantic relationship.. as long as you’re still being a good friend, people can’t feel entitled to your constant service and emotional labour, because you will burn out. The best friends also support your romantic life. Because as you get older, biological wiring only becomes stronger.

[@NEKO-mw9id]

Thank you soo much for making a video to this. I love podcasts like these but I need something to look at, I can’t just look at my wall it’s weird idk so like thanks, omg I love you

[@coffeeaddict3880]

these podcasts are EVERYTHING

[@IndependenceisAll]

Society doesn’t have a high or low. Most people have endured that very remark for ages. What we do to contribute to society is an understanding. If anyone tells you that society isn’t forgiving, they obviously don’t know the law…because I’ve witnessed society to forgive more than I could ever forgive personally. EVER.

[@ninabrazil1781]

where do u get ur hoodie??? only cause i lovvvee

[@kateprice7417]

I was rewatching/listening to this before bed last night and I had a very vivid dream that madeline and I went to a gift shop in Chile together, and she was weird about only liking things that were white. Like she got a bunch of candles but they all had to be white, and we both got paintings but all of hers were just solid white canvases. Then she came to my house and my parents were Amish (definitely not irl lol) so she had to pretend she only ate butter because eating anything else was a sin. I don't know what this means

[@mariafausti3128]

It’s a sign

[@kaziimtiazahammad1928]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/hWbJk6x7i5hpprc

[@silvietplus]

Your videos are so addictive 💕✨

[@sofiaasdine1798]

merry christmas! hope you and you’re family have a wonderful day 🤍

[@tegsbanana]

i HATE when people gossip about their own friends. If you dislike your friend so much that you gossip about them, stop being friends. Because if that friend were to find out, it hurts INFINITELY more to know that your current friend is gossiping about you, than to know your old friend is gossiping about you.

[@kaziimtiazahammad1928]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/hWbJk6x7i5hpprc

[@AJ.429]

It's because Keira knightly here is full of it. What she fails to realise is that Relationships nowadays aren't private.....or she does and is playing it because she's claiming to be bisexual and have only dated women 🥴 .... More to the point, she had a relationship with Central Cee because it was all in the papers and she confessed to it to the press but it was covered up because he was such a bad influence. Dating somebody doesn't mean sex. She had a open relationship aka sex buddies with cents. She is trying to manipulate her audience in these videos. She's a sociopath...

[@kayla_x3]

i made plans with my friend right after this, literally slapped some sense into me i cancelled plans with him today i felt bad but i didn't even have much of a reason too i just had anxiety about it

[@fruitybby]

omg the monogamous and undoing conditioning part - that part - I felt so deeply!

[@natalienorberg6482]

❤its like hearing myself speak. Feels good i am not the only one. Love from Natalie in Sweden

[@SisiphoAmelieLeeZinja]

THAT PART ABOUT WOMEN TREATING YOU JUST AS HORRIBLE? Yhe felt that. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@annatk8027]

I very politely disagree with so much of what you said it's honestly refreshing lmao. Merry Christmas everyone! 💕

[@CtotheA]

What parts ?

[@idontknowwhatmyusernamesho5540]

@@0.abbi.0 she said it is refreshing *to her* lmao stop being weird

[@annatk8027]

@Abbi Hilton oh I just think different opinions are interesting and that it’s important to challenge our thinking once in a while. Means I’m not in an echo chamber lol

[@laynap5993]

Juss found your channel a few days ago!! You’re doing absolutely AMAZING at this podcast 🤎🤎🫡🥳i fucking love it your realness,, went into a dive to find more videos but i was at the end of the uploads ,, v underrated you’re gonna blow up Fashooo keep doing your thing NEEEED MORE CONTENT 🤎🤎🤎🤎

[@bloombrains4555]

i love the setup with this, i swear i am always a god of advice in the car

[@fa1th100]

That’s so cool you went to New Zealand! Hope you had a good time 😊

[@BF-eb4xs]

She’s absolutely stunning, like unreal.

[@fay655]

i literally feel the samething about every single thing and u just read my mind. I feel like if anyone would take a spiritual interest or like astrology, you would rlly become a better person. The story the astrologer was not ur past life story its ur spiritual one which everyone has a different one they need to overcome in their lives.

[@xxxtp2178]

I have been waiting for this one !!

[@prerza]

love the authenticity here damn

[@will4us]

It’s about time, resources when we think about romantic relationships vs friendship both relationships are needed but play very important different functions.

[@DarrielMonae]

15:47 “I am trying to buy the Apple ecosystem” HELPP ur so funny💀😂

[@mia____]

the title. i’m sobbing. it’s me

[@shelleylyme6402]

26:16 We are really only ourselves when we are alone. It's also very good for spiritual development. PS. That's why most people don't like it 🙄

[@xoxo_gg]

merry christmas!! thanks for the lil gift

[@annebredeli5125]

where is that hoodie frommm love it and love listening to u

[@abigailcampos3]

Would love to hear more about this past life stuff and all your spiritual beliefs , here for it

[@anna-isabel]

the abrupt ending i cant 😂

[@kaitlynng7214]

and it ended perfectly on 30:00

[@JessieArt]

First video I’ve watched of you and all of a sudden you’re my favourite youtuber ❤

[@kimi1206]

Off topic but you’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen ❤

[@fionaguox]

this is so weird but sometimes i feel like madeline and i could be sisters.. she has a similar but cooler personality than me

[@iddotamir4261]

💀

[@jez7117]

what a perfectly symmetrical face

[@ashleyatmo]

I swear u and I are so similar it’s crazy 😭 it’s refreshing to see someone likeminded. EDIT: omg u have 4 cancer placements?! Fckng same 😭 that explains everything. Got Sun, Venus, Mars & Merc the 12th house.

[@txmaso]

i fall more in love with every episode

[@Brisun]

ok that nose and jawline is goals

[@bmoore-n-life]

I know this is besides the point but what mascara do you use and would you be willing to do a makeup routine?

[@jehehe76tcixi]

thank you madeline for this video

[@lorasanderson7469]

you inspire me everyday wow. I love everything about ur videos

[@elisazouza]

wheres your hoodie from???

[@hoibsh21]

You should be in a historical movie like a Jane Air epic.