I Have Been Waiting for THIS PEN! - Pen ASMR

[@Robertdbd20]

I'm very sorry for the Loss of your Wife Relaxing ASMR. Sending positive prayer and healing vibes. May her Soul Rest In Peace

[@frododododo]

Maybe it's best we don't bring it up too often for now

[@VisionOfFreedom]

@@frododododoWe’re not going to remind him… he’s already thinking about her all the time. I remember hearing from someone grieving that they did not at all like when people avoided the topic with them. People grieving often like to know that the life of their lost loved one meant enough to be honored and remembered.

[@Turb0_]

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[@rbanderas3]

@@frododododofacts

[@Halster1]

Just saw this 😢 you were one of my first asmr subs. Way back in your 3rd video im sorry for your loss just know you have this entire community for support and anything you need I can tell you without hesitation we all have your back, Just as you have supported us and our sleep and with your knowledge!

[@peeperkorn76]

I am so sad: I send you my deepest condolences for the loss of your wife. Misses Relaxing ASM was part of this channel, so important to all of us: her matches, her pens that you used to refill, her gifts, her green owl, the colors she lent you.... This is only my second time writing, from Italy, on your YT Channel, but I wanted to tell you how precious your presence is in so many of our moments of tension or sadness. Your community is close to you in this moment

[@herecomemacOnTT]

I've watched for years, and you have my sincere gratitude for your videos and condolences for the loss of your wife. Thank you for always sharing a glimpse into your life with us, even this difficult time.

[@RapturedSloth]

Remember, you’ll see her again. You’re just taking the scenic route. Don’t forget to take in the sights so you can tell her all about it. Sending love.

[@kaydenhutchcraft4425]

This is beautiful

[@youdontseeanoldmanhavinatw4904]

I wish that was true

[@lorstress]

I didn't know if I would see a new video for awhile, but I do hope that doing what you excel at and highlighting your interests and passions in these relaxation sessions will be healing and restorative over time. Thank you, again, for your content.

[@WowRixter]

Thank you for your continued content. May you find peace through your work during your time of loss. So many viewers appreciate and enjoy your videos

[@erethjallsen8819]

One of the most genuine and caring ASMR creators, we love you and we appreciate you more than words!

[@whisperienced]

Very sorry to hear of the loss of your wife. Thank you for the upload, the community loves you.

[@audhen1]

You really remind me of my to soon passed granddad. Giving life advice, perspective and meaning. (I've been too young to fathom the real value of his wisdom at that time.) My grandma passed before him and he struggled for quite some time - as we all did. I think time never heals all wounds but I think it makes grief and sorrow fade away and happiness and remembrance of the good times become more prominent. My deepest condolences. Take care. Thank you for everything. (apologies if it is difficult to read/understand, not native speaker)

[@zearthv]

I know that we will never speak or even meet but i want to tell you that you and your videos have been some of the best help i have recieved in my 26 years of life. Im sorry about your loss, i can't imagine losing my wife but also i hope to grow old alongside her, just like i think you did. Thank you and all the happiness and peace to you my friend.

[@sp4rrowh4wk]

Never commented on your videos before; but I am sorry for your loss. You have given me a lot of peace over the years. I am hoping you can find some yourself in the wake of your wife's passing. I wish I could give to you, what you have given to so many others.

[@philconnors1417]

The sound of rain in the background is just perfect. I love it just like the sound of your spinning knife and your soft, slow, natural speaking.

[@_UpVector_]

I follow you since the catfish drawing video: an asmr masterpiece I have listened to countless times. Thank you, yours is one of the best intentional ASMR channels and, in my opinion, a very rare pearl. I am very sorry for your loss and send my condolences and a big hug to you and your family. 🤍

[@sickn0te581]

Long time listener, first time poster. I wanted to let you know how fantastic your videos are and to also pass on my condolences. Deepest sympathies during a difficult time for you and yours. Take care

[@jerryhibberd1268]

Love your videos! Condolences on the loss of your wife.

[@mrfoodarama]

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Please take as much time as you need to heal and grieve, I'm sure I speak for many when I say that we're all here for you, R

[@charlesmartinjr3971]

I second this.

[@ndgee9141]

“The physical returns but the connection still stays strong” May the memory of your wife live on with you and her loved ones. My deepest condolences.

[@suzek999]

Thank you so much! Brand new viewer here as one of your videos just showed up in my feed for the first time this morning. This is the second one I watched and have enjoyed both immensely. After watching, I clicked on the comments to write my thanks and discovered you have recently lost your wife. My deepest condolences to you and your family.

[@RelaxingASMR]

Thank you and welcome to my channel:)

[@jackh.864]

You are in our prayers. Losing someone very close is one of the greatest sorrows in one's life. I sincerely hope you can find comfort and solace in this time of grief just as you give us with your videos. Thank You for all you do.

[@synapticburn]

I have been watching you for 11 years, hearing your mentions of your wife here and there. My sincere condolences on the loss of your partner and friend. Please take care of yourself.❤

[@unadventurer_]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Wishing you and your family strength during this difficult time. So so sorry.

[@Caniacforever]

being able to share the love you have for your wife with 166k friends must make her so proud. I wish for you the courage and strength to continue loving your life and those in it. to keep dropping those marbles every now and then. to color your own blue coloring books.

[@don9140]

Been watching for years now, my condolences to you friend. I will always support your videos, thank you for all of your blessings.

[@bubbleblows7498]

I’ve been watching your videos for many years now and have helped me through some bad times. My sincere condolences and love to you and your family on the loss of your wife. ❤❤❤

[@samjafton565]

My deepest condolences to you. I have been following you since 2015, thank you very much for all the videos.

[@george958]

It is a miracle you have uploaded this video. I hope you and your family are doing just a little bit better than yesterday. Our thoughts and prayers are still with you and your loved ones. Please be well

[@dustintucker51]

Im very sorry for your loss Mr R. I hope you find peace and comfort during this time. Sending love and prayers to you and your family. Thank you for all you do!

[@donnasimon9972]

I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my prayers. I have enjoyed hearing about her through the years, and it is so clear that she was at the center of your life. I hope that you will find moments of peace and take all of the time you need for yourself.

[@monkeeatbanan6524]

I'm so sorry for your loss.... I recently had a loved one die this month and it hurt me beyond what I ever imagined, I'm sorry for your loss and I can somewhat feel your unimaginable grief and sorrow, and hope you can recover from this mental anguish 😔😔

[@Snoozeknights]

Im very sorry for the loss of your wife. I couldn't imagine your pain. May her soul rest peacefully. I have been watching for about 8 or so years. Your ideas and perspective on life have made me strive to be a better person. I really enjoyed hearing what you had to say and even sometimes disagreed, but with some age I have realized you were mostly right (who would of guessed ha ha). Your slotcar videos were some of my favorite. Thank you senserly. Ps. You got me to buy my first fountain pen about 3 or 4 years ago I now have 6 or 7 lol. Cheers!

[@MootsieMama]

We’re all thinking about you and praying for you and your family. Your wife was precious to all of us just as you are. She has been part of this channel from the beginning. Praying that you find peace and comfort in the days ahead. God bless you and your family.

[@monicag84]

First off, I'm so very sorry for your loss. 💔 Watching your loved one's slow decline is truly heartbreaking. and I can very much relate. 😢 Secondly, I LOVE your videos and they've soothed me on many evenings when I was feeling stressed and anxious. Thank you for that! And third, I absolutely LOVE these pens! I discovered them about a year ago and recently purchased a pack of 15 pens in rainbow 🌈 colors on Amazon! 😊 I've used your idea of writing with each pen, to write what the color name of each pen is. 😊

[@anthonybkr]

I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your wife. I just hope the many messages sending you love helps in even the smallest way. I've never so much as seen your face but when I learnt of your loss my heart sank. You mean a lot to many people on here. May she rest in peace ❤

[@dropkick79]

Been falling asleep to your content for years (in a good way). You have to be by far the most underrated ASMR creator on the KZbins. We are all here for you as you have always been for us. My deepest condolences to you and your family. Much love to you all as well. Take all the time you need, no need to rush out any newer videos. We all completely understand. And...Thank you!

[@rhythmrobber]

Just wanted to let you know how much peace and comfort your videos have given us for so many years, and hopefully we're able to give you back even a small fraction of what you've given us with our condolences

[@benjaminrobinson7203]

I’m still saddened by the loss you’ve suffered, but I’m glad to see a video of you doing what makes you happy. ♥️

[@incrediblepony]

I love your content and your enthusiasm. I look forward to every video. I hope you and your family recovers from the grief over your loss. May Mrs Relaxing ASMR rest in peace. I wish you all the best.

[@yato2180]

Love your videos, been here for a couple years. Very sorry for your loss, life just doesn’t always go our way. Hope u have support from close ones. Take some time to reflect, we’ll be here waiting when you get back. Love from the Netherlands

[@jeremybernstein7794]

I can but fuzzily recount the first time I came across your channel- a young, young teenager at the time- it feels like ages ago. Through both the whims of fate, the all powerful KZbin algorithm and my own curiosity, I came across this video after, admittedly, a long hiatus away from your content. The person I hear now, listen to stories from in this video is the same voice I heard all those years ago; gentle and kind, curious and calming. There is no doubt your wife spends her days listening to that same voice, wherever that may be.

[@EC-xx5uq]

I'm very sorry for your loss. I truly can't imagine what you're going through, but my heart goes out to you

[@TC-re7nv]

You will always be loved, those before you, those who are with you, and those who await for you. Thank you, from this life to the next

[@helensoulsby3230]

I’m so sorry for your loss, I hope your pain eases soon and I express my sincere gratitude for your videos, they have really helped during my times of loss and for that I am extremely thankful. May she rest in peace ❤

[@philconnors1417]

I’ve been using Pilot Frixion pens for about two years and never noticed that X goes yellow. Thanks for your meticulousness, R🏆

[@QuietCardboard]

Love and condolences. You bring so much to everyone, but it sounds like she brought everything for you.

[@honeybunneey]

I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope you’ll find joy in life again. I’m praying for you and I’m praying for your wife to find peace 🤍

[@arturobandini4078]

I started watching you when you had a few hundred subscribers, and have re-visited your channel over the years and enjoyed many videos and listening to your stories and wisdom. I am sorry to hear about your wife. Best wishes.

[@redv.7686]

Thank you for sharing glimpses into your life. I am a long-time watcher who occasionally watches your older videos again and again, and they continue to exude the same quality of charm that only you could express. I wish you and your family well.

[@huntedbreed3602]

I am so stuck to hear about your wife. Prayers to you, this life is beautiful and we just can’t get enough. Thanks for coming and continuing the videos, it’s helped millions of people. Everyone has their path, this is one is definitely one of yours

[@4gags]

So sorry for your loss…you’ve helped me through many tough times of my own and I hope that we can all help you through yours❤️

[@lukecucumber3495]

Hey I’m really sorry about your loss and just know that you can always turn to your subscribers for comfort. We love you as much as you love us.

[@mse3700]

A video about pens? This is unprecedented! Seriously though, I 'm always thrilled when you post a new video. Thanks very much. I hope you and your family are doing well.

[@MootsieMama]

His wife just passed away 😢

[@mse3700]

@@MootsieMama I had no idea. I feel terrible.

[@emanuelediiorio-gp7wl]

I only recently discovered your channel and still you already found a spot in my heart. I genuinely love your perspective on things, the beauty you manage to see in the little things. I was just about to write a comment suggesting you try a caran d'ache ballpoint pen (i'm sure you'll love how smooth it feels) when i read about the loss of your wife in the comments. My deepest condolencies. I lost my mother in May, and i see what my father is going through after having spent almost 60 years with her. So I can only imagine how you're feeling right now. All my love from Switzerland. You are a precious presence on the web and an enrichment for so many people. Thank you, from the deepest of my heart!

[@manoflego123]

I hope that you and your family are doing well right now, and sorry again for your loss. Your channel and viewers will always be here if you need to take some time for yourself; I'm sure I speak for everyone when I say we want you to be ok more than anything else.

[@gobit7852]

Thank you for all these years of helping me sleep R, Sorry to hear about your loss. I hope your alright.

[@averageillegalmemesdealer]

You've given us countless nights at rest where we would've been stressed. I wish we could give you something of equal measure in turn for all you've done for us. Thank you for your continued content. You're an amazing influence, bless Miss Relaxing ASMR and bless you.

[@jonhenderson8328]

I’ve watched you since back in the 360p days when I lived at home with my parents. I’ve grown with you and your videos. My deepest condolences to you and your family. May she rest in peace and may you keep a smile on your face.

[@JamesV674]

I’m going through a very difficult time at the moment in relation to my own health. Your ability to push forward despite what must have been a deeply upsetting, scary period of your life is a real eye opener for me and something I consider when I’m feeling worried. Sometimes I struggle to find the motivation to compete even the most simple of life’s tasks, I wish I had your endurance/perseverance. I am so very sorry for your loss; but you help people in so many ways, you are so valued. Thank you for playing a part in keeping me going. Let’s get through this together.

[@ego430]

I am so sorry for the loss of your wife, my deep deep condolences. Just know that we, (your fans) are always here for you:)❤

[@TrebleWoofer1]

Been keeping up with you since your first video. I'm so sorry about the loss of your wife. Sending my sincere condolences and a happy and healthy recovery for you and your family. :)

[@K0IBEE]

this video is so nostalgic to me for some reason.. reminds me of when i was younger and trying to stay up late to see my family when they were visiting my house.. good video :)

[@ajbubbasw]

Thank you for everything you've done and all the work you've put into this channel. I'm very sorry for your loss and hope you can find peace in these troubling times.

[@jojodelacroix]

I love you showing off your Packers shareholders meeting tickets. Not a packers fan myself, but I do love that they're owned by the common man. I know what it's like being a big fan. Hopefully they have a good season.

[@ShaBoogieBopp]

I am so very sorry for your loss and I send the dearest condolences

[@theityouwhenitmeanyouarewh5303]

i am so sorry for your loss. i know the passing of a loved one is more difficult than words can describe. your india ink youtube video was the first one i ever watched, the first time i ever got tingles. i was in a very rough place in my life, and this discovery genuinely helped me relax through the distress. know that you have made many peoples' lives better. stay strong, it will all be okay.

[@mattkaczmarek1152]

Very sorry to hear of your loss. May she rest in peace. Regarding the frixion pens, they're quite popular in Japan. When I worked there, I also found they have notebooks designed to be warmed up in the oven (cleaning them of notes to be reused).

[@Cobyba]

I've watched your videos on and off for years now, I remember the fish drawing one the best. Thank you for all the years of videos and I hope you continue to find happiness in your work and the world.

[@tr239aol]

You’re the sweetest man, My prayers are that you my find peace with you’re loss, I’m so terribly sorry. I understand losing someone you love. God bless you!

[@funkym0nkee77]

Thank you so much for everything you do and I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope that you find making these videos as therapeutic as we all find watching them

[@verite]

Been watching you for perhaps a decade - and your stories and presence have been a part of my life over this time. So sorry to hear about your loss, such a profound thing. Of course, I know from the glimpses you've shown us of Mrs. ASMR that she was an extraordinary person (matchbooks!) and that you had a special bond with her. Sending condolences and love to you and your family.

[@CLOUD_7_7_7_7]

I’ve watched you since I was 13 and now I’ve grown up I hope you’re doing well my friend it must be extremely hard going through what you’re going through but just know you’ve helped millions of people through your KZbin career sending love from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@liamwalker8611]

Definitely been in my top 3 favourites since you started I especially love you wandering around antique shops or when you take things apart/fix things … it’s a rarity asmr artists keep their identity a secret which shows you are a true artist not looking for likes… my sincere condolences on your wife

[@water..8320]

Thank you for everything you have done for all of us , you brought peace and relaxation to millions of people and I wish you only the best ,thank you

[@CassiusClown]

So sorry for your loss. Sending you all the positive and healing vibes. From the U.K.

[@ceilingfan7030]

R, thank you for such a lovely video. I’ve been experiencing more anxiety lately after a great month (it’s frustrating that I get better only to feel anxiety all over again). Watching this before work is helping me feel more at ease. There are no words to let you know how sorry I am that your wife has passed. I pray that you stay strong and feel her presence until the very end. Life is beautiful, but sometimes it sucks. Sending you positive energy as you go through this difficult time. Much love, and many prayers. 💕

[@navmhere]

I'm so sorry for your loss, you and your family will be in our thoughts, and please don't be obliged to make content if it helps you and your family heal and grief. Take care!

[@cksoup]

My deepest condolences RelaxingASMR, I hope you’re able to find the comfort that you’ve provided so many of us for years now- you deserve it.💛

[@marcoslima3946]

I am so sorry about your loss. Wishing you and your family force and all my love from Brazil

[@MankindFilm]

I know what I’m watching before bed tonight. My condolences, thank you for doing what you do!

[@Excalibagel]

Wow it’s honestly so impressive to me that you drew those with your finger, great job.

[@TylerC_]

Thank you for this video. I hope you know how much all of us have appreciated your dedication to this channel over the years. Wishing you the best, godfather.

[@akimbojimbo8393]

You are quite literally the best. I have actually grown up watching so many of your videos every night, listening to your stories. My thoughts go out to you and family - just know there is so much love for you from your fans here

[@JohnJDNB]

It’s clear to see how many people care about you in these comments. I’m very sorry for your loss. Thank you for being here for us, now you can see we can be here for you too in this small way

[@curtisnewton895]

love this videos when you speak softly and stuffs, you're the best

[@jakjac645]

I’ve been watching your videos since I was a child, thank you for all you create. I’m so very sorry for your loss.

[@comradechill]

thank you for everything that you do. it means the world to me and whole lotta other folks out there. you have helped me through some pretty rough times in ways that i'll never be able to fully put into words.

[@RyanSchweitzer77]

So sorry to hear of your wife's passing, my greatest of condolences to you. I thank you as well for all the videos you've shared with us, and will remember how your wife was also a part of them, through her matchbook collection that you reviewed (some of my favorite videos of yours), her pens that you featured, and such. May she rest in eternal peace, and I give you my most heartfelt sympathies.

[@rolanddeschain470]

I am so very sorry for the loss of your wife. May her memory be a blessing. Much love. ❤

[@jairusbarringer7525]

Wow, I've never left any comments on your videos, in fact I'm just now subscribed to your channel.. but I've always been a fan of your content. I dont expect you to respond or even see this message. I am praying for your comfort and peace. I cant imagine the feelings youre going through but you found something that many folks cannot in several lifetimes, a real true love who loves you for you. Great content as always my friend. Blessings and prayers from NC

[@RelaxingASMR]

Thank you Jairus.

[@fforever1989]

I am so sorry for your loss. My dearest condolences friend. You helped me through so many night's with you calm way. I hope you find some comfort coming from so many people supporting you here.

[@dancinswords]

I never would've expected that pen feature to work so well. It looks just like it would in a commercial

[@Neza1524]

I fell asleep to this and im very sorry for your loss

[@BlackwingTT]

Thank you for the new vid! Wishing you and your family all the best!!!!!!!!!

[@NobodySpecialtv]

Been watching with love for a while. You deserve nothing but all the comfort and peace you’ve given us over the years. Thinking of you and your family ❤

[@TheLiquidlane]

Good evening R, glad to hear from you. ❤

[@TheKasasKid]

so incredibly sorry for your loss. Keeping you and your family in our prayers!

[@EternalNyappy]

Hugs and my condolences. Thank you for doing videos during such difficult time. You got our back so many times, I hope we can somwhow help you to heal 🩵

[@gusgus_22]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your wife. I haven't been watching you long but you truly do have my deepest condolences.

[@RelaxingASMR]

thanks Gus

[@gusgus_22]

@@RelaxingASMR of course man. I wish you the best luck

[@annie42890]

Your very good at drawing!!! The dump truck was cool!

[@jansturk]

Good night. Thanks for the video. Always nice to hear you tell and show things.

[@DankTheGreat23]

Thank you for uploading, Mr. R! Your content is always appreciated!