I'll Be a Good Boy

One of the most heart-wrenching, emotional clips I've ever watched. In this scene from The Basketball Diaries, Jim Carrol (Leonardo DiCaprio) has a complete meltdown when he hits bottom in his heroin addiction. This was pre-Titanic DiCaprio, before he became a heart-throb, when he still had to do some actual acting.
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[@jennapedersen2286]

"Can you hold my hand,ma?" 😭❤

[@Eleanor_dahlia]

Your profile tho 😂

[@jaycobgutierrez9683]

fuckingsad it’s 😢

[@jillc1526]

fuckingsad I am crying omg

[@vanessapanico7484]

Omg I cried and cried..I remember my 4 yr old son asking me 2 hold his hand when he was scare and I'm sure this is what this mom thought of when she saw her hopelessly addicted son hitting one of his bottoms...no matter what they will always be ur baby...😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@giannascars7959]

That part sent me

[@MDZS101]

Leo was robbed of so many Oscars during his life

[@gobpook4110]

Man, I wouldn't have said it better myself

[@ohmylorrd]

Honestly!

[@tobysmyth6637]

He’s still alive

[@inessa5923]

@@tobysmyth6637 Not on the inside

[@danielalkaria1849]

@@inessa5923 you look familiar is your Lily by any chance?

[@sweeperboy]

There's no doubt Leo's character was suffering hugely, but this scene also shows how even in the midst of his agony, he was able to be incredibly manipulative towards his mother. He knew that the cried phrases "mom, I'm in pain", and "I'll be a good boy, just let me in" are like arrows to a mother's heart. She knew she could not give in for his wellbeing, but she almost did because of the pain he was able to transfer to her. And while he was genuinely crying and in pain, he was able to flip from an attempt at being sweet and almost childlike to full on swearing and screaming. Top-notch acting from both Leo and Lorraine Bracco here.

[@supershepherd]

And that's why it's so heartbreaking

[@TexasRedOutlaw]

It's manipulation, but he really is in a tremendous amount of pain, and is receeding to childlike attempts to get it, going a few days without heroine, you will never quite understand the hell that is until it has happened to you, imagine this scene again except he is asking for water, he hasn't had anything to drink in 3 days, who would be heartless in that situation, his tears are not crocodile, he is completely humiliated, disgusted with himself for the man he has become, ashamed at how he treats everyone around him, but that only adds to the need for heroine, the absolute physical torture of withdrawal is coupled with the absolute mental torture of how fucked his life is and how fucked he has made everyone else, it's more than any man could ever take, which is why less than 3% of heroine users ever stay truly clean.

[@thetortoise4107]

she made the false accusation of him robbing the house tho lol

[@mumblezz__5890]

We all watched it also.

[@tee9519]

ever been dopesick? shit hurts like a bitch & will have u just like this, crying, angry, and everything in between

[@hotelmario510]

The way he doubles from $5 to $10 to $20 in a few seconds is an underrated moment. Shows how badly in the shit he is.

[@Rachel-1D]

Ikr😂😂

[@connorstandingready6312]

That’s me asking my bank for a loan

[@anjaemele8876]

He is not only acting it. He's feeling it.

[@brdblk]

He is it.

[@aob579]

Anja Emele fr

[@demarcusdequaviusdesahntet129]

Low key me

[@basiic9973]

Wdym

[@marisaa.tamayo]

this scene left me in tears

[@horrormgirl4979]

"Mom I'm in pain" gets me every time

[@karazimsabour7899]

Heroin withdrawal is litterally hell

[@oz2691]

Léo Bergeron-Cyr And he plays it to a T I’ve been there and obviously you’ve been there also I remember a couple of occasions when I got to that point with my own mom without cussing her or calling her names of course but I am almost 2 years clean hope you are too

[@maya-ds5ud]

IKR :(

[@trishamhitz7880]

That scene really hits me

[@anakinskywalker2409]

“i’ll be a good boy i promise mom” i cried

[@youtubeaccount5356]

This scene hits harder when you know people who live/lived like this.

[@halenahh]

My family is currently going through this with my brother. It’s hard.

[@Vfxovert]

@@halenahhSame man same

[@kmhfz01]

Its me but not drugs

[@whoknowswhocares885]

Dealing with these types when they are self-entitled and have a victim complex are the worst type of addicts.

[@maxi9539]

yeah fasho, its crazy some people say this is corny acting cause he is so whiny but those people never witnessed something like that ever cause thats exactly how it is. The manipulation and desperassion is nailed perfectly.

[@isabellawoofter67]

The way he said “I’m in pain” broke my heart

[@Fugitive685]

Couldn’t be me. Me personally I wouldn’t even use the drugs

[@chillbliss4256]

@@Fugitive685same here

[@alpasfernando8690]

Each like is an Oscar for leo

[@augustundergroundsmordum]

no its not

[@beastgirl7817]

Mvmble 乡 yes it is

[@f8hypnotical304]

(0.o]

[@silas8630]

damn 3k likes 3k oscars

[@kujachicken6943]

And he only got one.

[@scoobydoo4394]

He was only 21 here and so good actor this kid deserves an oscar

[@zeidlove0947]

He was actually 19 here. He's one of the greatest actor ever.

[@goldrush3562]

Kid😂

[@LeoLCDT]

That 'kid' is leonardo fucking dicaprio

[@diane8127]

Scooby Doo I’m sure he has many by now

[@jimmyjimbo7885]

@@diane8127 He has one

[@unformed-deshevel-mentUDM]

This movie changed my life thanks dad for showing me this when i was really fucked up on drugs. Saved my life

[@Laura-kl7vi]

I'm really glad for you. If you know anyone else who needs to see something, they should watch "Less Than Zero" with a young Robert Downey Jr. It's devastating.

[@unformed-deshevel-mentUDM]

@@Laura-kl7vi ima half to check that out

[@nodamsels7201]

The fact that Jim was in pain and crying and he was able to still be extremely manipulative towards hims mother shows how much of an amazing actor was and still is. Especially when Leo was ages 19-24 because he was super popular and that was his prime. What an amazing actor💕💕

[@rautaranka]

The way his voice cracks when he cries absolutely breaks my heart. He's a natural born actor and if nothing else has convinced people of his incredible talent, this scene will. It completely shattered my heart when I first saw the movie.

[@cav5659]

Karma Mussalo me too ):

[@ilianacampos5540]

Karma Mussalo I never watched the movie...........What was it about?

[@fadea8385]

Karma Mussalo this movie makes me cry it's so damn touching

[@nurnobisk5282]

g

[@iamcourtnymoore3406]

Funny bc I forgot he was acting it was so real

[@guchilooks]

When he says "can you hold my hand, ma?" My heart breaks every time

[@cosminconstantin8317]

buna ce film ati place tie frumoso

[@solodolo539]

When he cries after and says "aaawww ffuuuck" is so sad

[@VinnyVincenzoYo]

Its just so fucking true, the whole thing was based on a real addicts story and he absolutely nailed it, got addicted at 14 and went through some similar shit its fucked when its got those hooks in you.

[@melissapaschl7874]

And she looks at it like“this is my little son“😭😭

[@lian9728]

*hes just tryna manipulate her into giving him money and that’s what breaks my heart*

[@borhaptrash5454]

I remember crying like this when my mother abused me… so obviously those were different circumstances but I was just as desperate as he is in this scene. Not knowing nor caring what will happen next. Hitting absolute rock bottom. Man, when he says “why would do you this to your son” I couldn’t help but cry again. I was wondering the same back then. It’s just the worst feeling ever, words cannot describe it.

[@neesiexneedsxblunts]

As a mother... if I was your mother, I'd never treat you that way. You deserve love 💚

[@astha_yadav]

You deserve so much better ♡

[@rece5232]

@@neesiexneedsxblunts same name as my mother lol

[@masterjay4992]

Yo momma

[@sampletext1204]

​@@masterjay4992bad time to make a joke Bud.

[@pixelsnbits629]

If you've been through this before (Heroin addiction) then youll inmediately know the realism that both actors in this scene perform is just beyond as real as it gets. This is genuinely, word for word, act by act, exactly what this shit does to people.

[@minyoongi-py7yo]

damn his acting skills is on another level 👌

[@khushiramesh8986]

min yoongi AHHHHHH ARMY

[@kaylynschowalter1703]

This is more than just acting.

[@soniaaviaaihi2229]

And at a young age, so much talent

[@tracybates4128]

min yoongi that why he has been nominated for the best Actor

[@siennadesai4811]

min yoongi he was the only 19 here..

[@videogameanimator]

HOW DID LEO NOT WIN AN OSCAR FOR THIS????

[@vvsr4gss]

Ikr hiw

[@vvsr4gss]

How*

[@dylanenman3417]

Blond IVY there’s so many movies that he’s in that I can’t understand how he didn’t get an Oscar

[@ieatkidsfordinner2228]

You should see “what’s eating Gilbert grape” I’m pretty sure he was 16.

[@chuuu8360]

Blond IVY because the oscars are a rip off

[@fanso76]

So powerfully captures that his mom wants him to be around, but knows its best to have him taken away by the police. You can feel she loves him, but knows it will be wrong to have him around.

[@thewrathofdumbledore4867]

I think personaly this is Leo’s best acting. Acting out the emotions of Dread, fear, Pain physically and emotionally, confusion, heartbreak, hatered, attempting to fake emotions to convince his mother whilst simultaneously knowing its pointless and also meaning everything he says is nearly impossible to do in one scene. Its almost a little like trying to complete an entire asignment in one sentence and have it describe and explain 10 different things

[@dienishiaokai9628]

"I need you to I've me like 5-...like 10...like 20 dollars." That's a great line

[@missyhasbieberfever]

Honestly I’ve felt this when you can’t get your shit together and can’t think situations through and that was both hilarious and heart wrenching

[@cosmicbillie6608]

It's was "mom I need you to give me like 5- like 20 dollars"

[@BLUEMoon-vt2cw]

My mom will not even give me two dollars....Then two days later she will give me a purse. But that line really hit me. Even when she called the police. I was just so...what’s that word again...oh... the word is sad.

[@BLUEMoon-vt2cw]

But also why didn’t his mom give him the money and why did he need it?

[@cwross76]

He deserves all her money I haven’t watched the film so I don’t know what he spends it on

[@youareloved2719]

His acting tho- “ I NEED 5 DOLLA- LIKE 20 DOLLARS “

[@justthisgirl1284]

That part exactly seemed so real!

[@futbol5554]

He said 10 before 20

[@isabellaluna5762]

“I NEED 5 DOLLA- LIKE 10- LIKE 20 DOLLARS”

[@vvthetalentlessduo6976]

Ok

[@BLUEMoon-vt2cw]

Why did he need the money and why didn’t his mom give him it?

[@user-gk9pl6vl5v]

As an addict in recovery (alcoholic, not heroin addict, but a brutal alcoholic), I wanted to watch this movie with my mom during my first months of sobriety. It hit her so deep, she was crying all night. It's not something to brag about, but the thing is that this scene is so real, that a lot of people who were going through the same s*it feel like this is an autobiographical movie about their lives. Please, take care of yourselves. Almost one year sober, and I can barely acknowledge and take care of the pain and suffering I caused to my loved ones during my addiction. Things will get better. Take care, and if you're struggling through the same s*it, just keep in mind that you're an amazing person and you're lovely, don't let anyone say otherwise!

[@ramira9876]

Я горжусь вами. Мой муж был наркоманом и перестал употребление 21 год назад, у нас с ним 3 детей, всё хорошо. Я надеюсь, вас укрепит этот пример . Дай вам Бог снова стать собой и уже навсегда! Жизнь прекрасная штука! Привет вам из России!

[@user-gk9pl6vl5v]

@@ramira9876 Who told you I speak russian? I'm Bulgarian, either use English or Bulgarian! I can't understand s*it of your message.

[@albertdominick140]

Shout out to the thousands of parents that are going through this right now stay strong...

[@braddean01]

This scene is exactly why he’s considered an A-list actor.

[@thewateversho223gaming]

Leo is a Top 2 actor of all time and he ain't number 2

[@starguhl]

Right? He’s a phenomenal actor

[@ahogesupremacy]

Yet no Oscar for this. The world's unfair.

[@seekn.destroy4064]

@@ahogesupremacy Better off. If he had won his career would have went different. We would have lost all those great performance

[@vvthetalentlessduo6976]

Lol

[@kellogscornflakes2430]

I’m never going anywhere near drugs after watching this movie holy shit

[@NoName-wx7ri]

It's accurate... At least with hard drugs

[@-jb89-35]

Don’t. Drink is just as effective and cheaper but don’t touch that if you don’t need to. Nothing can get rid of your emotions.

[@alid3894]

peculiar boast but alas good bro

[@worldFamousPitbull]

@@-jb89-35 I drink eervy night and it makes me feel soooo much better

[@DANYXZ7]

Weed is ok.

[@kjohn2881]

This scene never fails to make me cry.

[@emily-wb4fv]

I don’t know how I’ve never heard of this movie until now, but holy hell. This performance brought me to tears. I’m shocked he didn’t get an Oscar for this.

[@HMistry100]

I can't imagine what it must be like for a parent to see their child like this

[@elvanmelikesutlu2611]

But why she didnt do anything?? She know she‘s not doing the right thing.(i dindt eatch this show im from another country)

[@char4980]

@@elvanmelikesutlu2611 he wanted money from her, so he can buy more drugs. his mother saved his life by calling the cops.

[@chandlerrose4545]

Elvan Melike Sütlü How did she do the wrong thing? He wanted money to go score dope. He was a junkie. She literally saved his life.

[@maya-ds5ud]

IKR!

[@silverkitty2503]

@@char4980 In America are you crazy? They prob would have shot him.

[@lenasanchez1060]

This is my worst fear, I never want to see my baby in that position I would be so broken :’(

[@tonylovesducks2501]

Selena Sanchez just Show your Kids this Movie and they will Never ever Touch opiates like heroin.

[@katelynr3422]

Well he is just acting

[@haroldh8314]

Katelyn R well it is just based on actual events

[@funandgames586]

Relax

[@funandgames586]

Worst fear? Piss off. You'd give the boy 20 bucks. I can spot an enabler a mile away

[@peace-yz2ic]

This will bring tears even to a stone hearted people ✌️..... The bond of mother and son is unbreakable.....❤️

[@yottatsikoya6647]

He breaks my heart. He IS an amazing actor. And an actor with range.

[@chrysoulakakania9690]

The sad truth of addiction! Respect to Leo for his acting

[@chrysoulakakania9690]

@Georgette Bershad fuck you i dont even smoke weed you ass!!! P.s and this is not me you fuck, this is a picture from the internet that i found here in greece, and they selling lipgloss, so FUCK YOU!!! I was 10 years addictet to heroin, so this is why i wrote this comment!! You cant jugde some one from the profile picture!!! And sorry if my english is bad!!!

[@chrysoulakakania9690]

@Emperor im gonna say it one more time man, you cant judge some one from a picture!!

[@wilhelmringstad1803]

Emperor hahahhaha Its fucking funny that this guy still has problems

[@aesthete5624]

Damn dude could’ve could just said “I don’t vape, it’s just a picture.”

[@Thuglife-mm2ej]

U know what ALLL of u can shut up u all are stupid pancake head lookin ass

[@chestrick2683]

How he didn’t get an Oscar sooner blows my mind

[@bender_8282]

Deserved one for Aviator the most

[@chestrick2683]

Eileen Hall one of his best movies he did an amazing job in that

[@Nydox]

I've seen so many movies where he deserved the oscar and I agree aviator definitely but i think out of all of them the departed was his best performance

[@livvybackupaccount800]

His acting as arnie in what’s eating Gilbert grape was most powerful for me

[@tryit742]

He was so good in What's Eating Gilbert Grape that people actually thought he was autistic until they interviewed him. He's that GOOD, and a testimony of how he shouldv'e gotten an Oscar at the very beginning of his career already.

[@nicolesmith5240]

I know how this feels, the withdrawals, the pain, the anger and tears. The thoughts that go through your head. 6 years of hell. Seeing this reminds me of why I’m not going back

[@ben6077]

Leo’s greatest acting performance that I’ve ever seen

[@startervisions]

OSCAR DOESN'T DESERVE A LEO

[@amayat3132]

I know right

[@karellano25]

That's right Leo has been brilliant on everything he does, I can't believe Jennifer Lawrence got one and he didn't. What a JOKE!! really hope they give him one soon. He deserve it more than anyone else. I mean he's been nominated since he's 16 year old. GIVE LEO HIS OSCAR ALREADY!

[@annarossi4006]

So right

[@madam-mint]

Ha! Now I'm laughing through my tears.

[@AbdulAziz-tj4gn]

+Rach Frisella hi

[@summerverity1300]

I will never get over how good Leo's acting is

[@xxlady3138]

I still admire it.

[@BettyM288]

He's simply the best 👄❤️✨

[@kaikulture8691]

To know there are people actually going through this… my father was one. RIP dad! 😞

[@VLAD_P_]

Sorry to hear that brother ❤️. All the best to you

[@user-yw3oe7xi5m]

God bless him

[@Marie-ru6ek]

He deserved a Oscar for this movie. Heartbreaking and true.

[@_summerrr_]

When she calls the police and says some one broke in and has a knife really got my heart💔

[@ryleewebb9279]

Gacha _life omg that hit me too💔

[@elkkumilkku407]

It was the right thing to do tho

[@ryleewebb9279]

Elkku Milkku yeah that’s true

[@angelican3874]

It was the only decent thing she could do for her son.

[@lilPopper]

Yes. Even when she reached into her purse to get money, and then crying when she hears him calling her a bitch. In the end she did help her boy.

[@Outd8tddais]

This scene was so heartbreaking, It shows the truth of actual addiction and withdrawal. I honestly don't know why Leo didn't get praised for his work in this film and why it's so underrated. It's 100% worth a watch

[@yadayada1663]

Daisy Anne it’s 100% how it goes down. Heartbreaking

[@anandadaquino3604]

As an adicted... he was perfect.

[@Iceis_Phoenix]

Because it's the cold hard truth about addiction it's always pushed under the rug.

[@sisyphus0324]

And now we have Beautiful Boy with Timothée Chalamet who just got snubbed of an oscar nom...

[@vanessapanico7484]

It's perfect acting on both parts, Lorraine Bracco and Leo...the pain on their faces, the destruction of addiction and the measures that need 2 be taken to try to recover...O.M.G

[@joet834]

Most DEFINITELY an oscar winning PERFORMANCE! So real and empathic. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

[@KUREHA3D]

and that is why this is my favorite movie ever. this movie broke my soul and leo’s acting is incredible

[@idlebrain4073]

I bet the whole crew's behind camera would have been speechless after that performance 😳😳😳

[@sophiem3794]

Idle Brain they were prolly like woah we didn’t expect dat whattt

[@mylabarrett6890]

Idle Brain ikr like how does he act when they’re done taking the scene? Is he just back to normal😂

[@v4mp.l0ver]

I know right

[@nolstaus]

Ikr.Leo is the BESTTT

[@letitbe1977]

@@mylabarrett6890 I think there must have been a heavy and long silence at the end of the scene.. Just to give time to people to come back to reality.

[@Pinochii6]

Mom I'm in pain. OMG I cry every funking time he is the best actor I have seen He can be a lover (Titanic,Romeo and Juliet) He can be a Junkie (in this movie) He can be corrupted some how (the wolf of wall street) He can be a murderer(shutter island) He can be a kid with special needs (what's eating Gilbert Grape) He is amazing 💟

[@7d7films3]

Bored Af - so true

[@notme9815]

Dont forget the revenant :)

[@5K34M420]

The Departed

[@wqkziii]

You mean fucking?

[@karahwillis3765]

Bored Af omg I knew it was what Eaton Gilbert grape, when he started crying that’s the voice that I heard

[@ObitOnichan]

Let me say that for the billion time … LEONARDO IS THE BEST ACTOR EVER EXISTED IN THE HISTORY

[@bilalahmed2123]

This scene would make even the toughest man weep a tear ! Both are outstanding actors.

[@shaden8617]

1:46 “can you hold my hand , mom?” 3:09 “mom , i am in pain” 3:42 “i’ll be a good boy , mom , please let me in” Always gets me 😭😭😭😭😭💔

[@farahdandashi5449]

SHAD Al-ENEZY I’m not crying at all😫😫😫🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭💔💔

[@kylenvlogz9226]

SHAD Al-ENEZY 666th liker😂😂😱

[@lilxanmybubbas4018]

Im literally crying

[@alicjapiskor9699]

Dx

[@deeznuts2980]

Can u tell me what the movie is called

[@CroPETROforeverNBA]

In this early age of his life he acted like this... THIS IS MOUNT EVEREST OF ACTING... I would give him 3 Oscars for this movie alone.

[@fridastangrd7547]

3!? I would Give him 10938391010

[@twooranges3731]

Me too

[@nadja3015]

More than 3 !

[@arianar7512]

CroPETROforeverNBA same

[@ratulbhattacharya5297]

CroPETROforeverNBA u r damn right bro

[@user-dc8wq5je6g]

"Mom im in pain" and "I'll be a good boy" hit rlly hard 💔😭

[@drkhven1614]

This is what a drug addict is actually like tho, one of my older brothers is an addict and he used to call literally every day and now it's less but it's still a lot and when my mum picks up the phone you can already tell by her face, wait no when our house phone rings you already know, its either my brother or something to do with my brother and its actually kinda sad because how much stress it puts my mum in, and you can just tell he's on one 24/7 from his voice, I spoke to him for a bit a good few days ago and I tried everything to get myself off the phone but he keeps going on and on, he's also so much on one that the lies he says to try and get money he forgets and changes them half way through the convo and sometimes you can hear either his addict friends or his dealer in the background asking about the money and 2 more things before I end this off ( also feel free to ask questions) my oldest brother does smoke a bit of weed but he has a job and he pays for it and he is cutting down which I'm proud of and my crackhead brother decided to think it was a good idea to steal £110 worth of my brother's weed, yeah when my brother next saw him he literally nearly beat the shit out of him but I don't blame him because he's even stolen from me before and i was literally 7 at the time, the last thing is that hes literally refused rehab help MULTIPLE times so this scene/movie really truly does show the life of a crackhead, truly well fucking done for the accuracy

[@kevnar]

My brother died a month ago. He got addicted to meth. He ran around in that life for years. Somebody finally shot him. They found him in a dumpster the next morning, thrown away like human garbage. Except he was a human being. He was my little bro. Fuck drugs. Fuck drug dealers. Fuck the whole damn system that keeps that shit going.

[@drkhven1614]

@@kevnar shit, I'm sorry to hear that, I'm not gonna lie I do have a lot of thoughts of just one day my crackhead brother would be stabbed or his head kicked in cuz to be honest that is what he really needs, theres no help for him, he's stolen from the whole family pretty much and he is addicted to literally anything and everything that'll give him a high, hes been round our house countless times one a mad one in front of our little sister and he would be sitting there and he just couldn't sit still and so to be in that state in front of a 6-7 year old is fucked up but I'm truly sorry for your loss

[@drkhven1614]

@@kevnar also another thing, some drug dealers arent bad, like some of them are just trying to provide an income for their family, like my mate knows one who is just trying to keep an income for his daughter and also pay off bills

[@ukiyoirose4884]

“I’ll be a good boy” 💔

[@i_am_crunch]

Ukiyoi Rose reminds me of Arnie from what’s eating Gilbert Grape :(

[@urboideath_6662]

Leo is amazing. The runny nose, the sickness and anxiety. And the frustration when they don't want to give you money. Junkies aren't bad people, they just don't want to feel pain. Withdrawals are the ultimate downfall. When u get a cut, the pain is bearable but when you experience withdrawals, your body goes to the fullest extent of pain which will cause u to act irrational or steal. Not because they are assholes, its because their brain is in survival mode. You will do things knowing its wrong but the survival extinct in your brain will cause u to do the wrong thing cuz the pain is unbearable

[@trinitylivingston1286]

Yeah, this is why people who are serious pain or have something wrong with them (mental or physical) get addicted to even pain killers. I know I almost have and nearly have overdosed on them because I was in so much pain.

[@funeralgroom]

Thank you for being rational and posting something like this. So many people tend to just write addicts off as losers, idiots, thieves, wastes of lives. But in reality addiction is a serious illness warping peoples' brains and perspectives and it can affect anyone. It's so important to see people making comments like this instead of negativity coming from an uneducated perspective. My mom is an addict very similar to this, and as much as it's painful to watch someone you love kill themselves and steal from you, it doesn't mean they can't love or have no morals. It means they are sick and need help.

[@tonylovesducks2501]

Trinity Livingston im addicted to Painkillers aswell. I really don’t know how to quit. And youre so right. I started to get addicted wenn i was really in pain, way before the drugs.

[@PhantasmaAdoria]

UrBoiDeath_666 well said. Some people don’t get it and judge so hard. Thank u for this 💙💙💙

[@Vonna-ui7ep]

This made me cry I’m still crying

[@asr1456]

Could you give me the context please

[@thesimplelife963]

This is exactly what it is on both sides of a door of addition. I'm a mom of a recovering addict and it was just like this for 4 long years. Pray for the world. So much heartache in it.

[@isabellaf8432]

imagine filming this and watching the emotion in the scene and when the scene ends Leo breaks character. it would be so weird.

[@brycethompson3094]

Leo: *crying soo much in this scene* Director: "*in tears* That's, uh, thats a wrap." Leo: *smiling* So, uh, how'd I do🙂?"

[@ririsuarau9831]

Bryce Thompson I can imagine that😭

[@user-eu8nd8fi2r]

OMG i didn’t conscious at all this what a weird

[@kiamaria331]

Honestly, it wouldn't be like that for most actors. Intense scenes like this one the actors (good actors at least) really put themselves in that headspace feel what their characters are feeling. Leo was probably emotionally drained and needed some time to 're-charge' after this scene.

[@itslynn9375]

What’s this movie called pls tell me

[@Mayachaduneli]

When he said “mum I am pain” “I am your son” “l’ll be good boy mum” That words make me cry 😭 leo I love you

[@zion9812]

Chaduniz I am your son you bitch

[@hikkariy]

@@zion9812 lmao

[@JimmySmith2441]

Okay so you gonna give me some money mum mum can you hold my hand? 😢😢

[@Mayachaduneli]

@@zion9812 oh really? ddd i haven’t son :3

[@brvkensouls4429]

‘How could u do this to your son’ made me cry

[@lunallena5594]

This is why no one should do drugs and why dangerous people should be locked up.

[@marycarroll-uf4jj]

An incredibly well acted scene by a very gifted actor.

[@jennyleeann7003]

“ I will be a good boy mommy” “Mom I’m in pain” 😭

[@sayrevile4115]

Do you know what's the name of the movie?

[@triciado2139]

@@sayrevile4115 The Basketball Diaries

[@user-pi3hd2bt3f]

God she was crying and holding the money. She just wanted to give him what he asked so bad but choosed what he needed instead of wanted.AND SHE WAS CRYING.suffering with him not like condescending. Best mom ever.

[@sydneysinclair1239]

Carla Petcu moms..that go thru this. This is what it really looks like. Coming from the sister that used to hear it from my window....they want to so bad

[@brandonbutchart5576]

Carla Petcu I wouldn’t tell the police that my child had a knife though how selfish I would’ve said “someone is trying to break in my apartment get me help”

[@davidth.482]

Best mom ever? If should have raised his boy well none of this would have happened

[@user-wc1ue6qe9v]

David Th. It was not her fault

[@davidth.482]

​@@user-wc1ue6qe9v So if your son comes home pale and on crack banging on your door asking for money that means it's not your fault for raising him this way? Stick to making coffee cause you dumb as hell

[@violetmcmullen]

this scene is impressive, makes me cry every time

[@timpierce2877]

When I tell you I cried on the floor of my friend’s dorm when I was watching this on my phone! 😭😩 Mr. DiCaprio is REMARKABLE!

[@yoyoilovebillie1776]

Leo is seriously an amazing actor. Like he deserves 4 oscars for this movie alone!

[@mjeltonfreddie]

It looks toooooo natural, I wanna cry every time I see this scene!... Jesus Christ Leo is incredible!!!

[@milakozarevska9751]

Polina omg Karen in your profile picture, she's gorgeous. 😍😍😍

[@matthewshinn5839]

this is real y don't know shit

[@Downey-2000]

I used to be an addict . 15 years sober 🙏✝️

[@elizabethmcmillen1152]

Congratulations 🎈

[@Downey-2000]

@@elizabethmcmillen1152 thank you Elizabeth . 🌷 . Why don't you do a more videos ?

[@alishbanadeem2596]

I watched this movie for the first time today after watching his role in Titanic (which i also watched yesterday for the first time)... This movie was great and Leonardo's acting seemed realistic..

[@mollybrown8361]

Woah he acted the shit out of this. How’d he not get an Oscar for this?

[@sniggity]

Best acting I've ever seen.

[@taya5304]

sniggity exactly he is amazing

[@hxntai_xander8230]

We'll if you haven't seen "What's eating Gilbert Grape?" That's some real acting

[@maya-ds5ud]

AGREED!!!!

[@janefullante6237]

I wonder how many take was this scene. Damn!

[@nolstaus]

Ikr,bc he's Leo

[@krazarkan]

I love when he played in titanic but it is really sad to see him die in movies i cry in every movie that he dies in

[@cheggycchig]

"I need like 5-..10..20 dollars" is such a small line, but it carries SO much weight with it. In his head, he's thinking of all the drugs he thinks he needs. At first he says 5 dollars to be less greedy towards his mum, but then he realizes 5 dollars probably wont get him much, so 10 dollars has more leeway for him. But then he realizes that he is probably going to need another dose at some point, and thats another 10 dollars, upping it to 20. Even when speaking to his mum, this scene shows at that moment, he can ONLY think about drugs.

[@annarossi4006]

Leo is a legend. That's all I need to say.

[@soufranco2709]

Yesss! literally.

[@alannahoran8643]

+Leonardo DiCaprio if you're the real Leonardo DiCaprio I just wanna say that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

[@zariyaseals572]

+Leonardo DiCaprio hey Leo

[@irinabentancourt5694]

fuck yes mean he is he will

[@gudurusampath498]

ha I

[@alliesalinas3992]

She made the right choice but his voice breaking when he cries makes me want to cry but she made the right choice 😥

[@da10mmsocket]

Literally my uncle and my grandma 😢. He was the oldest guy and my mom the oldest of them all. My father and my mom's little brothers took him out to get help 😔 now is his 3rd year in jail in Arizona. Hope he'll come out great. Love you uncle

[@rishdog100]

Been there.. hard to watch. Overcome this.. lived it and learned.. This really isnt far at all from many lives, Addiction , pain and suffering , mental health. Stay strong everyone , to the best of your ability.

[@xxmaggiexxyaa3242]

“mom can u hold my hand” “I’m in pain” “I’ll be a good boy” All just reasons why Leo needs to. Have all the oscars in the world

[@christiangigachad2499]

409 likes and no comments? Time for builder man to fix it

[@cash69gaming]

It's so sad. I can completely relate to this. I was a heroin addict, for 4 years, troubled my Mum so much. I went to a rehab center, now I'm sober for 5 months and running. Please Kids don't try drugs it won't only ruined you it always bring disaster to the family as well. 😔😔

[@spacechicken4551]

AlienGamer XD ❤️❤️❤️

[@briannajaneg5093]

Hope you’re still going strong! It’s a huge hurdle for sure.

[@samuelreams7670]

So glad to hear you got out and stayed clean ..my cousin battled it 3 years and couldn't shake it..RIP..jim Blair march 24 2020

[@michelleflores3237]

Hope you're doing well, stay strong❤️

[@squidysquares8410]

Thank u for this life lesson 💘

[@carlosflores287]

Man as a drug addict i think leo should have won 2 oscars 4 this movie.. He somehow portrayed drug addiction in the most realistic way I've ever seen in any movie

[@anthonymessinese3129]

Amazing. It’s so specific it hurts. Down to the fact of him sniffling from withdrawal.

[@valentinegineve6511]

Heartbreaking. His acting is si powerful.

[@jamesmason5146]

I feel like I've got heroin withdrawal after watching this scene

[@selenesmart5651]

I kno wot u mean its like ur living thru it wit him lol

[@trinitylivingston1286]

Yeah, ikr.

[@steffenbarton3134]

What’s this movie called

[@theresabuabeng9385]

@@steffenbarton3134 It's called Basketball Diaries

[@steph13326ify]

Please, Jesus, help all the parents and all the youth going through this exact same nightmare. 🙏

[@Ooopss85]

As someone struggling with MS & depression, I'd be lying if I said this scene didn't hit me right in the feels.. Knowing that I'm doomed and that life's never gonna get any better (only worse) makes me cry like this every now and then. I'm kind of impressed, though, that that tiny shred of faith I got left has kept me from doing the extreme things people do when they want to numb the pain. I don't know if this cowardice on my part, or if deep down I know that nothing's going to work

[@marinaibarra574]

Zendaya's performance in Euphoria, specially when she begs her drug dealer to open the door and cries outside of his house, reminded me so much of this scene

[@miixeddolly4133]

Marina Ibarra I think this was better

[@RDayan932]

That’s exactly what brought me here. This is a great movie and that show is absolutely insane.

[@annavartsibasova3434]

im pretty sure they stole that scene from here, but this is so much better

[@marinaibarra574]

@@annavartsibasova3434 I dont think they stole it, but definitely took inspiration

[@trincake2fat199]

@@annavartsibasova3434 they both did outstanding

[@elifabbricante2584]

SHE TOOK OUT MONEY TOO, I just can't, this scene is so heartbreaking

[@justcandace5701]

Eli Fabbricante hate to say but think I would have given it up! :(

[@sandythibaultlifecoaching9673]

He is like the only person in this whole world that can make me cry

[@burgundyyearwood7376]

This is real. From personal experience. It's like the break down is shame, physical pain, desperation, and hopelessness. Think this was an impossible moment for both. They were sharing those emotions in that moment. It's BRILLIANT.

[@Northerndwarf111]

Makes me cry, I put my mother through the same thing. Thank God I picked up my 2 year clean chip the 16th of september 2014. Im extremely blessed to have gotten out of that.

[@quadlegsxxxxx]

whats a clean chip?

[@Northerndwarf111]

In AA and NA meetings all around the world they give out these colorful key tags of inclements of clean time. Mine is black for 2 years. Before that I got a gray one for 18 months of clean time.

[@Northerndwarf111]

Drew banks I KNOW for a fact you can do it. I was one of the worst dope fiends out there and I was on heroin too. I went through it all, including the dope sickness. Just remember one thing tht always inspired me wen I had cravings 1. They will ALWAYS pass. They are like the devil's storm. A fight between yourself and your mind that has gone corrupted. The only way to clean it out to to continue resisting the drug. IT MAKES YOU STRONGER every time you survive through a craving, you get mentally stronger each time. You are literally changing your subconscious mind. 2. Fill your the void in your heart. Find help, dont do it alone. There are lots of places that will help you get clean. No money? They can help you apply for insurance coverage. Put effort in getting your old self back, I promise you, the whole time your riding out the storm of resisting, you will gain self esteem and confidence. 3. Pray to someone. A higher power. Idk what your faith status is but, plz, by all means pray to a higher power to cleanse your mind, soul, and body. Pray for strength when ur feeling weak. 4. AVOID, AVOID, AVOID....past people, places, and, things. 5. Go to meetings, get to know ppl, it REALLY does help, at first I hated the idea of meetings, but believe me, frm experience of a dope addict, they really did fuckin help me have some hope for once in my miserable life. Get some numbers from a support network that are recovering as well. Like a sponsor. Get one, choose one with multiple years clean. And callthem for advice and talk to one thats open minded. Drew, heroin tricks ur mind. It minimizes the painfull memories you've been through and makes u only remember the "fun" times. Remember only the pain you've gone thru. Because those are the ones that will make ur mind realize ur better off without drugs. I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT DREW, CUZ I DID IT !!! I GOT CLEAN OFF OF ONE OF THE MOST DANGEROUS MIND DESTRYING DRUG OUT THERE. U will get better.

[@kingbaumwater4203]

***** I really hope you stuck with it, relapse isn't failure, its just a step on the way to being completely clean.. Personally I shot up 1-2 buns a day for least 5 years. The hardest part is getting through the withdrawals because its so hard to believe that they will ever stop.. For me personally,I moved from NYC right to south Carolina and spent literally three months in a room dying.. Hot/cold, puking, insomnia, mental torture n hallucinations, pain everywhere, stomachs felt like it was being kicked non stop.. Personally I don't believe cold turkey is the way to go. Methadone or suboxen is a much better route to stop the sickness. Doctors only suggest cold turkey because they believe if you suffer more then your less likely to wanna keep doing it, but its wrong.. I have had friends go of and die because they tried cold turkey soooo many times and just couldn't take the withdrawals anymore.. Dr says it takes 3 to 4 days to get through heroin withdrawal, that b.s. after 3 months of being in a room withdrawing and getting worse by the day, I was finally able to get accepted into a methadone program. The minute I took the first dose, the withdrawals n suffering ended and I have been clean over two years now.. My poi t being sometimes cold turkey does more hard than good. I'll never mentally be the same again after 3 months of non stop torturous withdrawal, it haunts me everyday now. I def recommend methadone for heroin users, I havnt even had the urge to use after starting methadone. It gives you your life right back after your first couple doses. I know that everybody is different with treatment and what works, but I truly believe cold turkey from heroin is cruel and unusual punishment when someone goes to a dr for help.. Methadone and moving literally saved my life. I wish you all the luck in the world, itl be hard but anything worth doing usually is. I'm always here if you need to talk or just a question about getting through withdrawal. Withdrawal is the hardest part of recovery.. Expect to relapse, it doesn't mean failure, sometime ppl that relapse try even harder to get clean because that relapse was a reminder how bad the life really is.. The high is amazing, but too many bad repercussions n consequences.. Good kicker brother.I'm praying for you.

[@kevnar]

Dalia Sanchez Chris G has been deleted and blocked. Congrats on your clean chip. Best wishes.

[@Mrx2848]

"When he still had to do some acting" It's tough to imagine an actor who that applies LESS to than Leonardo DiCaprio. he's one of the best and most ambitious actors around, and always has been

[@kevnar]

There was a time about 20 years ago when he was known for for being a hearththrob, and he took on some roles that were more about how hot he was to the young female demographic than his talent. Thankfully, he's since gone back to acting.

[@TwelvetreeZ]

kevnar Fyi "the young female demographic" enjoys good acting as much as anyone else, and they're largely the reason his career took off and he was able to take on more ambitious roles. Enjoying his looks and recognising his talent are not mutually exclusive.

[@kevnar]

This is true, but you're an exception to a general rule. You appreciate exceptional acting, but that doesn't mean there aren't millions of women out there who couldn't give a shit about acting and just thought he was "SO DAMN HOT OMG OMG OMG!!!" I delete comments like that all day every day from this very video.

[@musicblind944]

Leonardo Dicaprio was dismayed that he became a heartthrob. What roles, post-Titanic, did he take on that were about how hot he was to the young female demographic? I think your timeline may be off. Romeo and Juliet was released two years before Titanic, but it saw a resurgence after Titanic was released. Man In The Iron Mask (horrible movie) was released after Titanic but was filmed before. Those two films are the only things I can imagine you're referring to, and they were done before he became a household name and had the luxury of dictating what movies he appeared in. After Titanic, Dicaprio did not film another movie for two years because he did not know how to deal with the way fans were reacting to him. He wanted to be known as an actor and not a heartthrob. His first film choice, post-Titanic, was a black and white, low budget, arthouse film in which he was fourth billed as part of an ensemble cast. A choice people found inexplicable. The first post-Titanic film he played a leading role in was The Beach, a modestly budgeted film for the era and one that was on the verge of not being made until he came on board because they couldn't get funding after Ethan Hawk left. Contemporaneous cinephiles and critics thought Dicaprio was making a career-damaging mistake by turning down outlandish offers in order to do a film that was anathema to the mainstream success he had stumbled upon. I have to admit, I was one of those film student cinephiles who was baffled by his choices at the time. I thought he was trying to sabotage his own career. I thought, at the time, why wasn't he going the Ben Affleck route? Where was his Armeggedon? The next film after that was yet another black and white, low budget, arthouse film called Don's Blum that debuted at the Berlin Film Festival. It never received a wide release and took in under $7,000 total. After that, he chose to co-star alongside Tom Hanks in Stephen Spielberg's biographical crime film, Catch Me If You Can. A film that was not, in any way, appealing to a young female demographic. After that he did Gangs of New York followed by the Howard Hughes biopic The Aviator. By that point, it was the mid-2000's and his 'teen heartthrob status' was well worn and gone. None of those post-Titanic choices, not one, could be construed as pandering to the heartthrob demographic. He fought so hard against that demographic that I started to feel sorry for him because it was clear he had been saddled with a label he did not want. As for young females who only view movies and actors in the most shallow of ways, the same can be said about men. It's not like Michael Bay is known for insights and wisdom. And, while she's actually not a bad actress, nobody fell in love with Angelina Jolie because they were dying for her next Oscar-winning performance.

[@EmpressLilith222]

Kevin Klawitter I agree. He’s always been an exceptional actor, heart throb role or not

[@jenniferparker2435]

This is hard to watch. My GOD his acting is excellent, the pain and emotions 😮

[@aniyaanderson3676]

His acting here-it’s literally heartbreaking

[@carl_anderson9315]

I used to do that for alcohol, which is a drug like any other. It was like living in hell. This scene gets me everytime because you become a monster. Thank god I'm 8 years clean and recovered. Groups are a great help also.

[@diaconualexandravasilica736]

I'm so happy for you. My parents were both alcoholic at some time in their lives and it shattered my heart into pieces. Thankfully, they're both sober and healthy now. I know some days are harder than others but never give up on yourself. You can do anything!

[@evamz9584]

Is it possible to be “recovered” when you still drink occasionally?://

[@namechange5292]

Alcohol please stfu

[@trrtuhfulllies5384]

Eva MZ probably not

[@goldrush3562]

Congratulations😊

[@alicelimbrick8521]

how can he still remain hot during this?

[@coolwolfluvs1D]

Omg IKR!

[@danthetalllesbian1945]

You have 69 likes 😏😏😏

[@vinny5727]

Dan The Tall Lesbian now she has 96 lol wtf

[@zeidlove0947]

@@vinny5727 no he got 143 likes now!

[@sena6074]

zeidlove09 160 now

[@christenlatzz2947]

If this movie came out in this day and age, it would win so many awards.

[@Harleesco]

This rips right past your soul! THIS is acting!!

[@macaelanicole221]

Im never touching drugs...leo i love you😭😭

[@kittykatt5780]

( Macaela Nicole ) i wanna like this , but it’s at 420 so .

[@fernthegreenfairy]

You don’t need to avoid all drugs, just the most addictive ones.

[@natimber3040]

Don’t fuck with anything other than weed shrooms or acid

[@yungwitch9325]

FaZe_Catfish_ exactly bro

[@potato-se7dm]

@@fernthegreenfairy it's still bad to do drugs

[@mikaelap8792]

Leo is probably the only actor that can make me cry

[@morganmom6143]

the scene from Titanic when he died of hypothermia now that made me cry my eyes out that one seeing makes me cry my eyes out all the freaking time!!

[@mikaelap8792]

Morgan Mom yess!!

[@misszeizei3038]

Me too omg 🥺

[@wendigovertigo]

I love Leonardo DiCaprio’s performances, I idolize him.

[@mikaelap8792]

@@wendigovertigo fr

[@jordanmanuelpillai2866]

This gave me flashback's from when i was younger and stole money from my mom(alot) to buy drug's at 14-15y/o. I'm thankful for everyone that helped me out, all the love and support i got. I even remember one time while i was blacked out at a bus stop but still conscious (Vasovagal syncope) this random lady i think was my mothers friend, but i never dared to ask her about it. She held around me stroked me on my back and made sure i was warm and said «everything is going to be fine, you are strong! You'll figure it out. Dont let other people control you and tell you what to do. You have a purpose». And when i opened my eyes about 15sec later she was gone. I have very little memory from when i was 14-15 because of the drugs. I don't regret it because of what i learned and what people thought me. I'm honestly happy to be alive, thanks to my mother, father and uncle that saved me. My mom found me alcohol poisoned in my room when i was 15, i couldn't breathe because i was constantly choking non stop. I tried to sleep it off but it felt like my body was going numb. It took me 30seconds just to say alcohol, i had been in this state for about 20minutes trying to gasp for air but it got worse the last 2minutes, i literally could not breathe in. My mom started to freak out and got my dad, she calmed down quickly and started helping me almost immediately. She forced me to drink water, she knew how to calm the choking down so i could drink. And forced me to take a walk, they even sprayed me down with the garden hose. I drank half bottle of 60% vodka, some wiskey, cider, beer, champagne and wine. I would have choked myself to death if she didn't save me. My uncle made me quit drugs, I'm not going to say in detail how just incase my parents read this. basically with me, he made me take less and less, and we started to go over to nicotine instead. Lets just say he knows how to use them without getting addicted. He started just to get me to stop. Without him and my mom i most likely would be a different life or not even here today. I love you all, i'm thankful for everyone and everything that has happened. Thanks to my closest friends that helped me out when times where rough❤️ Idk if i wrote it understandably, because i didn't read what i wrote😅 If you struggle with anything, talk to someone, there is always hope. You are stronger than you think! Don't let anybody stop you from being who you are, what you want and never let anybody hold you back from your dreams!

[@deluxxedits9949]

❤❤ I hope your ok now ❤

[@jordanmanuelpillai2866]

@@deluxxedits9949 much better ❤️thx

[@deluxxedits9949]

@@jordanmanuelpillai2866 that’s good :)

[@barrymchugh5612]

Such a sad scene of current & past realities like wow!!