I'll Likely Die Alone & Angry

[@KARJAKR]

the strongest superpower a man can have is to know how to be alone. when a man masters this he is unstoppable.

[@connorscanlan2167]

And you know this from experience?

[@KARJAKR]

@@connorscanlan2167 yes very much so

[@connorscanlan2167]

@@KARJAKR Okay. What have you accomplished?

[@AdventurePawz]

@@connorscanlan2167 You’re pointing at the elephant in the room. It’s obvious you won’t get much done pertaining to aspects of life when you’re just alone. But you’re mentally equipped now with the ability of dealing with loneliness and are wayyyyy more mentally hardheaded compared to people that rely on being around others to feel some type of gratitude, “you” that is.

[@connorscanlan2167]

@@AdventurePawz Sure, but I'm still looking for any specifics about what the people offering me these "life lessons" have actually learned through experience.

[@mikemashburn155]

This dude is one of the bravest and truest voices on the internet.

[@lw1913]

I agree.

[@qwertyqwert2772]

100% straight up the guts!!!

[@atlfun08]

Thanks for sharing! It’s hard out in the streets. But just love yourself…that’s all you need! ❤❤❤

[@lhays117]

Funerals seem so pointless and weird to me. Getting together to mourn the loss of someone doesn’t make sense to me. I’ve always felt like mourning is a private affair. I find being around others when I’m mourning to be irritating and uncomfortable more often than not.

[@JustDatBoi]

Well put

[@dustygatrell-ru7tg]

Yeah an half the people at the funeral don't even really know the person who died that much. But thry act like they were best freinds or something. N

[@toddpacker1015]

When I die just throw me in the trash

[@user-account-not-found]

This is why I'm getting composted, no funeral, no nothing just back to earth.

[@OG-BIG-SHEPHERD.]

​@user-account-not-found that's pretty much how my Mom wanted it to be. And when she died, no viewing, no funeral. Just cremated and we invited some people over a weeks later for a remembrance BBQ since my Mom loved cooking out. Then me and my Dad spread her ashes on her mother's old property in Northern Michigan. Keep it simple. Same way I wanna go out. Quietly

[@dojocho1894]

as a Cardiologist I have seen many people die........the reality is we are all alone at that time.......regardless who is in the room....we have a new journey to make and the life you had and all the troubles will be gone......I can honestly say from my experience is, I see calmness and tranquility with people who die....not anguish and pain............

[@pasthuman]

That's perhaps because they know they're leaving Hell. Dimensionally speaking anyhow this is most definitely a sort of Hell, the lowest realm of existence the third dimension.

[@rashadhouston]

As my Father was dying of sepsis they said he was smiling. I believe he was happy to finally be leaving this hell.

[@alliwishis_2]

Remember that is where you are at not on some Battlefield or in the middle of some street.. and definitely not getting ready to end up in a car crash or in a airplane crash

[@alliwishis_2]

​@@pasthuman👍🏿💯

[@Sowseap5858]

@@pasthuman mann atp its like living in purgatory, you would of thought you woke up and flames are up in the air taking a walk to dante infernos, no just another mental battle to get through these days ..

[@3mindgame]

We all die alone bro. Don’t die angry. Don’t take any of this shit too seriously. Muscle weigh more. Peace!!

[@franklinbrandon5283]

Exactly

[@alliwishis_2]

We all come into this world by ourselves and naked and we shall leave here by ourselves -and no matter what anybody can do or say they can't take money with them

[@IzzyIntrospects]

I was born with both of my fists balled other than the middle finger, I literally came out of the womb flipping off the world. I'm 100% sure I'll be taken out the exact same way.

[@acceptinglife6491]

so true, no one can escape the wrath of this place

[@slimfit1017]

Easier said than done is all ima say man. Life is volatile and treacherous, let alone the fact we’re at spiritual war.. and everybody has a breaking point bro.. even you

[@findingmaitribe]

By the age of 22, everyone who actively raised me...died. And I have no relationship with my dad... or his side of the family. I feel you 💯. So, I created my family... ... meaning I choose the people I meet throughout my travels, and who truly love me... to be my family. Love your authenticity 🎉. You're not alone ❤.

[@sp123]

A'ja Wilson with a PhD

[@leafyishereisdumbnameakath4259]

Dang you're strong

[@tempnew7330]

XDDDDD

[@corybealer2188]

This is all pointless. You're right. Your honesty no matter how dark is very helpful. There are young men that are experiencing the same feelings, that are isolated. You make them feel less so. Thank you.

[@alliwishis_2]

🎯👍🏿💯

[@Shallowdarkpit]

Alchol video games and cars ate my only anti s side remedy. Though I'm checking out well before I get old. Unless one of these common cancers do the heavy lifting. Not getting screened, f that. Be in crippling debt so I can live a life that has no meaning? Nah.

[@preciousunderwood1512]

I don't understand why people say life is a blessing when most of the time we are silently fearing deat*, or constantly worried about losing a job. Not to mention all the heartache from losing a family member or an intimate relationship. All you can hope for is that deat* is not as painful as life.

[@lifeisabadjoke5750]

Humans love lying to themselves about life.

[@Shallowdarkpit]

Its the greatest lie ever. Probably a fable instilled, so the cattle continue contributing to the gdp, for as long as our mortal shell can operate.

[@AdventurePawz]

Life is for sure a damn blessing Mr. Negative. You were born 1 / 400 “trillion” odds. Find a purpose big or small and just keep on doing it till death, meet others along YOUR OWN LANE whether that’ friends or a lover and it makes the hobbies and job a little bit more meaningful.

[@Shallowdarkpit]

@@preciousunderwood1512 you're right, undoubtedly.

[@Shallowdarkpit]

@@preciousunderwood1512 although it's far worse than you described it to be.

[@RamzaBeo]

I feel you when you said “what’s the point into getting to know somebody when they’re either gonna turn their back or just leave you.

[@creolesoul7993]

Man i realized the other day i have no one to talk to. Smh..im scarred of dying alone too. This life is very hard. God bless us All

[@Girlwithapurse03]

What’s your IG?

[@batmancharles]

same, i just want real love but ill probably end up also dying alone and angry. what a life

[@TonyTheTiger1000]

@@batmancharles I feel you same might die alone too this world is a joke

[@Mikey85inNV]

why be angry about stupid women, just do what you like

[@Mikey85inNV]

use the free time to travel

[@puhbrox]

The whole problem is everything in USA is an industry. Every. Thing.

[@theebonymaw]

🎯 can barely even enjoy one's God-given talent without the pressure to figure out how to monetize it in some way.

[@ExpertContrarian]

No, it’s not.

[@BigSnakey]

Lol imagine trying to blame capitalism for your problems. Go live in Africa, India, China for a few years.

[@sheffner590]

​@@BigSnakeyimagine probably never setting foot in those places yet believing the propaganda that those places are inferior. Africa is a continent not a country btw.

[@MaddSpazz2000]

​​@@BigSnakey"lol stop blaming capitalism for your problem go live in *lists countries highly affected by capitalism and imperialism*" People who defend capitalism don't know why they do it and can't backup their worldview. If capitalists could back up their worldview, The CIA wouldn't have tried to overthrow and sabotage every single socialist or communist project that ever existed (Yes, literally every single one)

[@mikephipps6178]

Dude! Finally! This is the real shit. No filter. Real fucking words. Speaks to me to a fucking T. Dude, don't ever be sorry for expressing this shit. I've waited years and years to hear someone say this shit. Thank you, man.

[@casey-zd5mj]

everything is harder when you isolate yourself from society, friends, women, getting jobs. Being a sigma is cool if it works for you and you're happy, but alot of people are just avoiding others & life experiences out of fear of rejection.

[@arealone100]

You may not feel your content is entertaining, but it is needed for people like us. I rather watch your channel than some KZbinr that has never been through nothing. This is that real raw shit people need

[@Brandy3319]

This…!!!!! 🎈

[@arealone100]

@ we need to start a KZbin community. We need to go live together and build

[@myaccountability3080]

We watch to be entertained and informed. Yes. Your ability to be vulnerable in front of us all.. is greatly appreciated. Thank you bro.

[@Ghost-td2ye]

Your content is special. You’re strong-willed, creative and knowledgeable. You’re not afraid to be vulnerable and that’s POWERFUL. Your videos help many people feel less alone. You ARE living your divine purpose. We are all co-creating this reality together. You’re never truly alone. As long as you’re operating out of love, you will receive love.

[@elomahfee]

Your honesty is next level, hang in there young lord, just keep living!

[@YolichM]

Bro, i don't talk to anyone in my family either. Conversations, and even seeing my family has greatly diminished the past 10-15 years. My family moved to Alabama in 09, i stayed in Chicago. They eventually came back years later, but ever since then, it's seldom we are ever all in the same room, unless it's a Christmas or Thanksgiving or something. No one reaches out, and when they/I do, there's a lack of genuine connection. It's always a quick hi and bye kind of convo. The indifference between us is maddening, but i don't know if they are even aware of their own indifference.

[@ohnowhathappend]

Same here. Feels like something happened that disconnected everyone that use to be close earlier. Something happened

[@assembled_101]

Don't speak it into existence man. I am very thankful for your honesty, as I am almost the same way.. about to turn 32. I see that Fight Stick behind you, don't ever, *ever* give up man. I am pissed off about many, many things too and I definitely relate. My heart goes out to you and your family, and your Dad.

[@SpectrumAce]

The best way to get out of your situation is to forget anger. Honestly, other than instincts (like someone provoking you actively) its a waste of energy and emotion. Anger doesnt help you if its a constant emotion you’re feeling. Theres like zero benefit to it. Its self sabotage

[@PureNapture]

You aren’t alone❤❤❤

[@DevoidVoid]

It's so hard but the first step is reaching out. You can't do it alone. ❤️

[@brewmaster-bq7gu]

I’m 37. Gentlemen look 25-35 years old. I get what you’re feelin. I was raised in Vegas for 31 years of my life. Recently I spent 4 years in a new state hoping to get away from the city where the world dumps its problems. 3rd most visited city in the United States.. I too have concluded I will die alone. The dying angry part is a balancing act. Somethings I totally understand to be furious about and somethings you’re wasting your energy. I get it’s hard to trust people these days, but in the end be on guard, but impose assumptions, have them but don’t jump to conclusions on a first or couple encounters. Let their actions speak for themselves. No manual or guide to this life. No magic quotes to live by because some of them were never recorded due to a number of factors. It’s just like online and offline. Don’t believe what see or hear, deposit the information in compartmentalize categories and go from there. Master the difference between a want and a need. “I want a kid, but I don’t need a kid”. Remember the purist and corruptionists are on the path of self destruction. Humans are designed to learn, not designed to be gods of destruction or justice. Without balance you have fallen from your path.

[@MosELtheSufi]

Praying for you. I empathize with your situation. We need each other. We weren't meant to do this thing called existence all alone. But you still got so much more potential in life for amazing memories and meaningful relationships. Keep on pushing bro. Keep faith and love.

[@WaterSong432]

My heart and thoughts are with you. I’m sorry for the loss of your Dad. I know loss well, especially lately. and every death diminishes us- yet Here you are. Talking about it and being open and real. Thats strength. That’s healing.

[@foldormanup]

Family comes with complexity. There are so many layers to every relationship we enter into. Sorry to hear about your Dad passing.

[@ashleypeterson340]

I'm having the same exact problems with my so called fake family!! My dad died back in 2017 from cancer did I go to his funeral F no that man was very evil towards me growing up and my mom is a narcissist who tolerates me but has no interest in me like she does with my half sisters who do not acknowledge me what so ever!! In my family if you don't follow along your pretty much cut off, if you don't go to church cut off, if you don't vote the same cut off, if you have your own mind cut off etc.. Strangers have treated me better its a shame!! Narcissist are every where today protect your energy my dad was one too!!

[@Icouldnevergiveup]

MGE. Don't speak bad things into existence

[@mckennasweda3614]

To me everything is lined up. You speak because you are set up to it doesn't bring it into existence it's a premonition of sorts that can show up in real life, in a book, or on tv ect

[@Icouldnevergiveup]

@@mckennasweda3614 The tongue is as sharp as the sword

[@RealityRenegade-bv2ww]

Bruh, try speaking a million dollars into existence and see if that shyt works. @Icouldnevergiveup

[@no.1spidey-fan182]

​@@mckennasweda3614 no its simply cause and effect. Whatever actions and thoughts you put out you tend to receive. Its not 100% but its nore often times than not

[@mckennasweda3614]

@@no.1spidey-fan182 that is not my experience but I understand you

[@mzmonicaallday6615]

You are entitled to your feelings, whatever they might be. I truly appreciate your openness and honesty. Hold on young man. For there is light along the way of life. AND it’s up to you to rewrite how your seed views you going forward. I’m praying for new beginnings for you. Just hold on. ❤

[@tonylavern901]

You're speaking for a lot of people that don't have the strength wisdom or courage to speak for themselves 💪🏾✊🏾

[@ThePlatinumOwl]

We are never alone if we Got God brother he is our path to the kngdom of heaven

[@mariamcshay9101]

You are not alone🙏🏾 You are speaking truth ❤

[@Pjnc-r6g]

NONE OF US GETTING OUT OF HERE ALIVE !

[@Hobbyrants]

I live in my car. 43 years old , have a son who lives with his mom. Been homeless over a year. No love or respect out here. Might as well be dead

[@billyharper5925]

Better go steal from Walmart like I use to💯🤣

[@TerenzoGino]

I'm sorry for your loss. I recently lost my mother a couple of months ago. I hope you pull through.

[@DeluxStart]

You have no idea how alike we are in so much of what you said. I have 3 brothers, similar situation with my father. I lost him 4 years ago and all I can say is you're not alone in these thoughts you have. I respect you.

[@dave8484]

Man I'm sorry to hear..I always think about when I lost my pops from cancer and it's been 13 years. Keep your head up

[@tammyclark8882]

CONTINUE TO EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS. GET IT OUT. YOU ARE LOVED AND AMAZING.

[@letabih9433]

I’ve been very depressed too and had a lot of the same sentiments. Hopefully this year things can get better. I think so many are losing hope. It’s really sad and we can only be there for one another . Even if it’s online.

[@nicolelochren9560]

❤

[@MisterT-uw2di]

Hang in there, bruh. You got your whole life ahead of you. Just don't give up!🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@citizenearth1656]

RIP to your father. Lost my mom in 2021 💫 It gets easier but the feeling of loss never leaves you, helps you remember them and not forget. Wasted 7 years in bad relationship and my mom lived in another city back home, we had a group call one day and she told us she was sick and only had months left. She deteriorated quickly and then she was gone. I regret not checking in more and wish I could go back, I told this to my mom before she went to heaven, she told me, I raised you and then you grew up, then it was time for me to let go of your hand so you can find your own way, so dont regret abything son. I miss her so much everyday but I carry on, its what she'd want for me to try my best and do well. Keep your head up bro 💯💫

[@finaldestination41]

Marriage sucks anyways stay childfree stay single guys dont bring any innocent kid here in this cruel existence #antinatalism #osho #alanwatts #Charlesbukowski #nikolatesla #Leonardodicaprio #leonardodavinci

[@TheSomeman13]

Nigga you can always find happiness I'm alone too and I'm happier a lot of people are in a competitive mindset where you at a keep up with everybody in society you do not have to play that game you better off doing what you love in holding down a job that pays decent that you can maintain for your sanity it's not over for you look you on KZbin and you got a following by speaking through your heart you here for a real reason just do whatever you love that's the only thing that makes life worth living man a labor of love is a hell of a lot in a labor for survival. ❤

[@ACreativeSpace92]

It's better getting the feelings out then keeping them in. Your content and candidness DOES HELP PEOPLE.

[@mixtapewizardkelly]

appreciate your authenticity through your journey

[@SolomonGordonX]

I appreciate you man. I suffer from the same feeling of having no one but my parents. I have tried to date and find people to create networks with, but nothing seems to help. This is a painful but real realization.

[@QuantumBunnyyy]

Find peace Brother. I’ve also only been really talking to an ex, not many friends. But I’ve been trying to grow some sort of presence online. And instead of a mansion, I wanna buy like property and allow it for homeless people. Especially people out there in cold weather like this, or people whose property burned like in California. I pray everyone find peace in the world. There’s too much war and hatred.

[@mommymommy6093]

Hi @Machine God Eats. New subscriber here. I send you my condolences. I appreciate your vulnerability. I completely resonate with everything you just said. This world has really gone downhill and changed so very much since my childhood in the 80's. Please keep your head up. Keep being you always. Sending positive vibes, light, and love to you and yours.💯💖

[@georgemartin7522]

I hear you bro, dead parents, younger brother don't talk to me, no friends, czn't trust the neighbors, crap jobs, crap bosses, snd a constant feeling that something BAD is gonna happen. We're all just trying to hang in there.

[@authentictalkpodcast]

Life is suffering. Enjoy whatever little bit this life has to offer.

[@jayebro3366]

🤍 sending you healing man and relief, acceptance and peace. So sorry for your situation and I resonate. I hope for compassion for yourself as well.

[@cyranosinatra]

I feel like a kindred spirit to you brother. Almost everything you said mirrors my story beginning 24 yrs ago when my Pop worked himself into a sudden death at 56 yo. Your testimony in this moment mirrored my feelings and life choices after he died. Grief broke my heart and I broke my life despite many chances and opportunities to grow and blossom into being my best self. Things changed after years of pain and grief within me, although outside life hasn’t changed much. I went thru agoraphobia and I pray for you to not fall into that comfort zone. What you’re doing here is brave. But it might not feel that way immediately. RIP to your father. Don’t give up on life, family, love, care, and hope. The hard times are BS, the grief and pain you feel is making you stronger for another part of your purpose for being here. Why is this happening? I believe both our fathers had tragic endings not to break us, but to show us that the trials of men have no other reward except being true to your life’s purpose. His purpose brought you here and you made your children. You made a KZbin I happened to see and respond to. Gods plan doesn’t make sense to most people who believe right now because there are more people here who don’t believe in anything and they are working overtime going in the wrong direction. You gained a follower in me today. Keep telling your story💯🙏🏾

[@ianmills9659]

Hey brother. Feels like getting swallowed up by the darkness I'm seeing around me. Also finding it hard to feel connected to and not rejected by people, no fault of theirs or mine... just going through different spaces when pretence and reflexive programed reaction is said and done I end up further away from myself. Guess I need more practice, but life has its own plans. Well nothing for it but moving through it, take it on the chin or the balls sometimes comes more natural than humoring it, rising above it. Anyway thanks for sharing Amigo. Helps to not feel so lost and alone in the storm.

[@crazydudeqqqw]

It's nice hearing you have a gf who still cares abt you. I havent had one since the 8th grade and im 30 now. I understand the family attachment thing, but everyone is the main character of their own stories and they're not thinking about most ppl unless they're always around them. Idk the situation with your kids, but you cant expect them to idolize or want to care for you if they havnt interacted with you as a father for most of their life up to this point. Whether its their mom's fault or not, it simply is what it is. As far as relationships, I dont leave the house much, but I do understand that it's the small interactions you have with ppl through their lives as they grow that builds your "relationship" with them. I dont like socially interacting that much, but I have learned that ppl really do care the more they see or hear from you

[@youngj00]

Man, I respect how real, open and honest you are! Please keep posting! Keep the content coming!

[@NicksHEAT1995]

Family is everything if you are fortunate enough to have family. Family is all u got at the end of every day. Family got your back when nobody else does, including yourself. Not everyone has family to fall back on. Like he said, if u have it and you are close, treasure that. It won't last forever. Nothing and nobody will.

[@MemeRider]

Im sorry to hear that he passed, and its easy to get into a rut or detach, but the Lord is willing to give peace and eternal life. The book of Ecclesiastes is very insightful about life itself, and its pointlessness without the Lord who created us. I will be praying for you and that God will bless His Word and wisdom to you

[@mikes7487]

God bless you my friend. I totally live that everyday.

[@Caleb61210]

You're in my prayers and I respect you for talking about your situation.

[@youngj00]

Bruh, you are so real and honest! Keep your head up. Don’t give up. Keep the content coming!

[@Princeofpeace-r9m]

Love you brother, things will get better

[@GarsotoFilms]

Alot of us come from broken families...alot of what you are saying or experiencing is the same as me...its sad but its our reality...we have each other...

[@Oneida33]

Come through… we are here to listen… Get that off your heart. Keep your head up… Don’t give up

[@DonChristliving]

Listen to some gospel music once in a while it calms the soul once you get in the pattern

[@divinemystic7777]

@machinegodeats Whenever we lose a loved one, it is hard. Keep the faith. You will not be angry and alone. You didn't ask, but I suggest that you consider healing your Heart Chakra. You are valuable. 💚🦋🙏

[@emanuelsanders2030]

Perhaps you’ve been assigned this mountain to show others that it can be conquered. Here are a few quotes ~ People enter our lives for a reason, a season or for a lifetime. We only get disappointed if we try to force relationships beyond their purpose. Man cannot discover new oceans unless he has the courage to loose sight of the shore. I saved this one for last because even though your family has let you down, it doesn't mean that you have to cut off relations with everyone. We are neuro-biologically hardwired for connection with each other. In the absence of connection there is always suffering. Connection is why we're here, it gives purpose and meaning to our lives. So I hope that in time you'll obtain the courage to lose site of the shore and discover new oceans with other people that you choose as FAMILY. I know I've had to do it. The family that we choose for ourselves is more important than the one we're born into!

[@T.Maximus]

Sorry for your loss, hope you find healing and strength. God bless

[@jacjackson4768]

I just lost my dad as well and it had me questioning a lot. I still haven't figured much out but it has motivated me to live harder

[@sasthebarber]

Keep going bro. I know you are depressed as you say, but the fact you are making these videos, and said you’re making a cartoon, these are the things that will keep you going, and you have love for obviously, Salute! 💪🏽

[@DarrienDixon]

Don't be sorry about how you feel. I understand you. Keep your head up as high as you can brother.

[@bossmancino]

Man this touched me …I felt every second of this video bro 🙏🏾❤️

[@HumbleTestimonies121]

You’re actually verbalizing my daily thoughts!!! When I thought it was just me going through this…❤❤ I don’t even have a mom-she deceased and my father abandoned me…my kids don’t talk to me molded by bitter ex.. Today 1/21 is my birthday none of my estranged family never reach out first or even when I’m having hardships so I’m definitely 💔 everyone i helped has turned their back on me at some point…

[@Aeon2Flux]

Birthday to you ...Here here..I left out the word at the start,ɓecause it usually jinxes everytime it's wished to you.. Keep enduring ..

[@killer4kash]

Man, my condolences bro 🙏🏾😔. At least you still have your Mom. We lost our Mom but still have our Dad. Not much can prepare you for the loss, but the memories sometimes are better to dwell on than the end circumstances.

[@TheMAM]

I also feel like all the family/friend relationships I had never lasted besides a few, and even they've dissapointed me severly at some point. Today's society feels so distant.

[@tp8271]

Thank you, this helps people you are doing the right thing

[@defeatisfinal]

I completely relate to you. I probably have more family connections than you but outside of my immediate family my extended family are complete strangers. I have my mother and father but that is it

[@MrSamadolfo]

😥🙏 sorry for your loss, yes its really hard when your parents pass away, but its normal, they cant be around forever to accompany us, try to worth thru it and get out of that rage pill, as for Solitude its not really a big deal but its going to take time for you to get usta it, in the meantime try to be strong and keep moving forward, God Speed 😇

[@khismet]

When things are at their bleakest, the light is just around the corner. No matter how much pain you're going through, never forget that little flame of hope and bravery inside you. Stick it out, and don't give up. You're God's child, blessed since the start.🙏🏽

[@aocleader7950]

Be careful out there with those fires 🔥

[@malkiamweusi7203]

I feel most of what your saying. I don't care about connections anymore. People just disappear seem like no one has time for building any relationships.

[@labelmeposh]

I'm subscribing! Thank you for expressing what I can't on my channel. I thumbs it up too!

[@Alphadog220]

That is such a difficult, and painful situation to be in. I'm sorry you're going through this. I hope that you can find something that will bring you fulfillment. I do volunteer work, and I used to pay for other people's meals. Making someone's day can do wonders for your mental, and emotional health.

[@thrdworld5596]

Sorry for your loss bro. One of the best ways to honor your father would probably be to try to heal the relationship between you and your kids. Strength and peace to you and yours. 🙏🏿

[@brsvideos8143]

It would be easy for people to criticise some of the stuff you've said. But the truth, I think, is a lot of people are where you are and in the same mindset as you. They just try not to think about it or say it out loud. They fake it but never truly make it. I definitely relate to a lot of what you're saying, especially in regards to feeling "done". I just wish I could live a life where I can have my own little nook with a nice little garden and just be left alone. No job to soak up my free time. No coworkers pretending they like me so that I'll open up and give them something to gossip about. No judgment for not having a social circle, even though the people judging never call or ask to hang out. No feeling bad about my poor social skills or being laughed at behind my back for not dating/being in a relationship. Just let me enjoy my coffee in the cold morning and sleep at night. It's not much to ask for but people are always coming out of the wood work and bringing their BS with them.

[@BrokenBrain100]

My family is violent and cruel. I moved 2500 miles away from them when I was 18, from Pennsylvania to California. I'm a thin yogini looking woman, have a Master's, live in San Diego, walk on the beaches with my rescue dogs. It seems that I have everything. Nope. I'm done with humanity and I have isolated myself. I quit working, went into poverty, and am finally collecting disability. Trauma, C-PTSD, severe anxiety, Type 1 Diabetes (formerly Juvenile Diabetes). I live in a small mobile home that's falling apart but it's in a nice park with very low HOA fees, 12 minutes from the beach. I climbed the roof myself the other day to try and repair a leak and almost fell off. I focus all my love and energy on animals and rescuing animals. Since I don't have a lot of money, I come up with healthy holistic recipes and remedies to keep me and my fur babies happy and healthy. When I leave this awful planet, I'm leaving my mobile home to a grassroot animal rescue group.

[@pondurosa3792]

Being real doesn’t pay when everything in the world is fake (including our desires). Theres a shift happening and that’ll change soon. Hang in there until then. You’re already rich

[@puhbrox]

Until money becomes obsolete and people learn how to grow their own food we will be stuck in this system. There is really no escape from this entire machine, especially with global warming and habitat loss creating feedback loops that will further limit soil fertility and biomass.

[@BUSYMOMFITNES]

I am praying for you! This is your cocooning moment DONT die right before you emerge as a butterfly!! 🦋 The best is yet to come for you!

[@gregoryahl5117]

Friend, I encourage you to explore the concept of The Dark Night Of The Soul, Ego Death, or what the christians call The Wilderness Experience. You are at rock bottom right now. (I've been there). This is typically where God meets people. Life has stripped you to your foundation so that the foundation can be fixed and then built upon. Opportunities will eventually present themselves to begin that building process. Take them. It is just not possible for you to know right now where they can take you. Continue to put one foot in front of the other and shrug off the setbacks. What you are dealing with right now will never fully leave you, but the burden gets lighter. Life, by the way, is far more meaningful as you carry this burden. In time, you will find that you would not trade this experience for anything, for it was dearly bought.

[@desiderata333]

I am so sorry for your loss. May your father Rest In Peace. Sending love.

[@anoblestyle290]

This guy succeeded in the first well being test and that's recognizing his life. Very important to recognize your truth good or bad, in yourself and in others. Graduating to his next step.

[@PureNapture]

You are not alone! The best thing about life is we get to choose! I send you peace, love and ascension❤

[@ettahuff4990]

Being angry and dying alone won't stop the problem people will just moved to the next person you are the only one who can keep your head above the situation you are going through because once you get off the camera no one knows you anymore may God help you and keep you moving in the best way possible and be strong because the world we live in does not care about the week so look up to God who gave wisdom and understand to keep you so put your trust in him and you will overcome 🙏

[@wecameasnoobs9343]

I refuse to give up and I will tear my soul apart again and again and nothing will make me quit , I will live for you dude as a testament to your legacy .

[@gangly_fox]

Indeed. I feel the same way. I don't have kids for similar reasons. My father died (pancreatic cancer) about 2 years ago. We were not very close either but we did talk. He also died angry and alone. None of his children died by his side. When he died I soon realized I would probably have a similar fate. But like you, I don't give up. I try to stay goal-oriented and just push myself. Cheers

[@williamm.9255]

MAJOR SALUTE MAN!!!!! WOW EVERYTHING U TALKED ABOUT IN THIS VIDEO SOUNDS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL AND HAVE BEEN FEELING FOR A VERY VERY LONG TIME!!!!! JUST LIKE YOURSELF IVE LOST ALOT OF WEIGHT TOO BECAUSE I REALLY HAVE NO DESIRE TO EAT !!!!! MY ANXIETY AND STRESS LEVEL HAS BEEN OFF THE CHARTS!!!!!! AND EVEYDAY NOW IM WONDERING WHY IM I EVEN HERE AND STILL ALIVE!!???? IM SORRY MAN YOU ARE GOING THREW ALOT NOW LIKE MYSELF BUT IF U EVER NEED TO CHAT IM HERE TO LISTEN AND I HOPE AND PRAY THINGS GET BETTER FOR THE BOTH OF US !!!!!!! IM SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR FATHERS PASSING ...... I LOST MY BEST FRIEND ROXI A WHILE BACK AND NOTHING HAS BEEN RIGHT OR THE SAME SINCE SHES BEEN GONE MAN!!!!! GOD BLESS U MAN AND KEEP YOUR HEAD UP ......THIS ISNT THE END FOR US NOT BY A LONG SHOT!!!!!!🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻😔😔😔😔💔💔💔💔🏴‍☠️🏴‍☠️🏴‍☠️🏴‍☠️🏴‍☠️

[@karsenpeters2404]

I can’t tell you how much respect I have to just hear someone in this society say honestly how it is for many people. Why pretend? Why even say it shouldn’t be like that, if it shouldn’t be like that then it wouldn’t be, but it is. I can’t pretend with people. It’s the one thing that I just can’t do. Like, you know if you have a “family” or not. Nobody has to tell you that. It doesn’t make you any less human.

[@imsotumelo]

Nah bro you don’t need to die alone, Jesus loves you, and He wants to speak you. Prayer also helps. And also besides your relationship with God He is also wants you to have healthy relationships in your life. You don’t need to be lonely. Might’ve not communicated this in the best way but i hope it blesses you. God brought you here, not alone but with others to life with, He also blessed you with the ability to have good character and there is also others who want to bless you and be there for you. Ask him to place the right people in your life.

[@Omaree-p1y]

Bro I wish you were my family I’m sure I’m not the only one who is feeling this type of way…gratitude bro

[@Kiki-m8e6g]

You do sound extremely depressed, but I hope and pray that you are able to find a way to your idea of happiness ❤

[@atlfun08]

I don’t think he sounds depressed. He is really just telling it like it is ya know.

[@thedragonchaser]

You have to force yourself into stoicism and indifference to survive in this world

[@scout24140]

I wish only but peace upon you and your rapidly flowing thoughts and want the best for you and to do so the best way that helps you if only we could snap things into alignment. Wishing you the best my friend that I might never get to know but know to well.

[@jp32123]

I can’t be the only one who read “Hungry” in the title and was even more intrigued when I saw the channel name has “Eats” in it