I Lost My Dream, Toughest Month In The Cabin // Story 9

[@ChristineKjaer]

This is a very personal video for me and my hope is to give you a feeling, that you are never alone, and that there is always someone else going through the same as you. ❤️❤️

[@minkanal2179]

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[@ChristineKjaer]

@Lilli Of Norway Thank you ❤️❤️

[@ChristineKjaer]

@@minkanal2179 ❤️

[@hearttoheart2466]

Unfortunately, I had the same experience. ☹️ This was probably the most terrible day in my life. But there is one thing I need to tell: you should have been hospitalized once you got to the 1st doctor for cleaning up the rests. I just don't understand how they could let you get back to the cabin after this. There's always something left after the baby comes out. And even after 1st cleaning something may be still left. When it happened to me, I was getting injections (don't remember the name) which helped the uterus to get rid of the last pieces. From the very 1st day I was also getting antibiotics. Anyway, Christine, thanx for sharing this story. As Kalle said, you are the most beautiful woman in the world. Be healthy and happy, babe. And take care of yourself. Lots of love. ❤❤❤

[@ChristineKjaer]

@@hearttoheart2466 Thank you so much for sharing ❤️ I can’t describe how much it means, to hear that you are not alone. And yes, if it will happen again, I now know better. Much Love C

[@jonnajinton]

Im so deeply sorry for your loss Christine and Kalle, and for having to go through this nightmare. This was really hard to watch. Thank you for being so strong to share this with us. It can help and comfort so many others who go through the same thing. Sending so much love to you both ❤️❤️❤️

[@ChristineKjaer]

Thank you so much for your support and sweet words Jonna ❤️ That means a lot to us.

[@thesmokingyogini1111]

Sweet girl, YOU didn't lose anything! The sperm wasn't strong enough to develop. We are the carriers love. The after effects are sometimes harder, than the actual event. You are perfect, your womb is perfect.... A'Ho sweet child, you WILL carry, perfectly, in due time.

[@LeenaHenningsen]

Oh Christine, I can not put into words how sorry I am. For your loss and all you have been going through. You are so brave. I am sending a big warm hug, soft healing energy and so much love to you. You are not alone ❤️

[@ChristineKjaer]

Thank you so much Leena ❤️

[@fatimashaikjee6408]

Leena really miss your videos how can I access them without a monthly subscription as I used to enjoy them Soo much. Really sorry about Christine's loss, God be with you Christine

[@enmanuelreyes9406]

Hi Leena henningseen I'm surprised sée one comment of you here Love your vidéos also😃 I'm New hère in this Channel God bless to both

[@ndan3746]

As a woman who struggled with infertility issues for years I understand exactly what you are feeling. Time will heal you and you will succeed with your dream as did I

[@Emma.Andersson]

When you talked about how sweet Kalle was with you in the shower, I just burst into tears 😭 I know how it feels when you are so weak and vulnerable and someone takes care of you. So so nice of Kalle to just be there for you. This is just to sad and I'm so sorry for your miscarriage and you got so sick out of it. Thank you for being so open with us. I hope you can feel better soon ❤ Take it's time to feel all your emotions ❣

[@Fiffi_sound]

Dream partner❤️ someone who is there without question.

[@outdoorhannah]

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[@nicholasdonin1465]

We lost our second baby. Being with my wife when she passed the baby was awful. But now, we've had 3 more since. Don't give up hope. You put your heart into, and I think determination is a huge factor in making a baby happen. My wife made a beautiful hand made mural that hangs in our house is 7 years later.

[@SFlaidlaw101]

Christine your voice and storytelling is beautiful. I felt so many emotions while seeing the way your story unfolded. Speaking up about how much the experience affected you was heartbreaking. Many women have experienced this and I KNOW they are crying with you. I am so glad you are okay and healthy. 🙏

[@ChristineKjaer]

Thank you so much ❤️ Your words means a lot 🙏

[@localyokel83]

There was an article in yesterday's USA Today (when this video posted) about a woman who is advocating for more mental health support during pregnancy complications, like miscarriage. It really is so hard and needs to be talked about more. I'm glad you shared, but so very sorry you went through this.

[@outdoorhannah]

Yeah it definitely needs more attention.. so glad that Christine is speaking about this though I can imagine it must have been tough..

[@feelinguru-vywiththepaingu9808]

@J.Shelby It's perfectly fine! Women ride horses all during a pregnancy, my daughter-in-law did two triathlons the first in her 5th month and the second in her 7th month, women play tennis, run, teach aerobics and dance classes, compete in sporting events. Think about what women did a hundred years ago. These are things doctors agree on. The sled is a perfectly healthy and fine thing for a normal, healthy woman like Christine. You shouldn't talk about things you know nothing about. It can be very, very hurtful to others. Miscarriages are normal, though painful in many, many ways. It happens in about half of all pregnancies. It's normally something wrong with the baby that makes it not viable. Women don't have miscarriages because they did something wrong, especially not so early in a pregnancy.

[@Talasbuan]

We're so sorry for what happened to you ♡ Know that we're here for you!

[@ChristineKjaer]

Thank you my friends ❤️ That means a lot.

[@NahuelPedernera8]

I know a woman who tried to have a baby for years. She lost a lot of them and suffered so many really awful situations. But one day finally she got pregnant and nowadays she has a beautiful son. I am sure you are gonna recover from all this nightmare and you will have your reward guys. Big hug for you both.

[@islandbirdw]

I too had many MC’s after my husband and I married, hoping we could have a child. I was the most devastated with the first one. I recall just howling and paroxysms of tears and sobbing. I didn’t need a D&C ( dilation & curettage) but I had 6 more over a period of 2 years. We were older than you are so my age was possibly causing we decided to seek help with fertility clinic that helped us achieve a successful pregnancy. You too will successfully achieve a full term pregnancy. Sending you healing and compassion 😘 Kalle you sound like a fabulous husband. You both will make good parents some day. Your English is very good.

[@SusiM.37]

I also lost a baby in May 2021 and struggled with the same thoughts as you: what did I do wrong? How could this happen to me even though I live such a healthy life? Your video has touched and strengthened me so much. You are not alone! We are not alone! There is no stronger power than love and to see how Kalle gives you this love so unconditionally and truly makes me so happy! Thank you for having the courage to open up. You are a wonderful and inspiring woman! ❤️

[@SusiM.37]

@@lm5608 Oh thank you very much ❤️❤️❤️

[@amrutha.pkumaramrutha7650]

@@SusiM.37 How that happened god will give you another one

[@SusiM.37]

@@amrutha.pkumaramrutha7650 Thank you ❤️

[@shaylenelson474]

“We are going go get strong together” when you said that all i could think about is how strong you already are Christine! My heart breaks for you and Kalle and what you are going through. I am so happy you have so much support and your Woman Circle stands with you! So much love to you Christine, we hold you in our hearts and you move through healing ♥️

[@ameliabray1428]

This is so heartbreaking, and brought back so many emotions I had almost forgotten. Such similar feelings I had. I had 3 miscarriages over the years, somewhat strangely, but maybe it’s normal…the first was the hardest. The biggest shock perhaps. I have 2 beautiful children now, so the sad experiences have softened in my mind…but I shouldn’t forget them, they were part of my journey. I am so sorry for the horrific pain and illness that followed…it’s like an arrow to an already broken heart. I am sending you warmth and hugs from New Zealand. Seeing something like this back when I had my first miscarriage would have helped me so much, so your sharing this will help women, I know it will. ❤️

[@DeerheartStudioArts]

I’m a 75 yr. young woman on Vancouver Island, British Columbia, Canada, and have been through a few health crisis in my life. Thank you for sharing your story. I came across your vid by chance and am now subscribed. You attitude is such a strength for healing and recovering. I’m another one in your circle offering my view from this age of my life.🦌💌❤️🙏😌 namaste

[@fallensilent]

I've lost two pregnancies and have two healthy girls. You will think about the ones you lost everyday but it will make you cherish your children so much more. I am so grateful for everyday. Wishing you strength and love in your recovery ❤

[@NoBrain161]

I watched the video from Kalle's side soon after he posted it. It took me 9 months (weird) to watch yours as I knew how tough it was going to be. Though I don't wish to have children, I can only imagine the despair you've been through. I cried with you listening to your story. This is such a deep human pain, it broke my heart knowing that some of the wonderful humans like you have to overcome such challenges. You've been so courageous, so brave. I hope you healed a bit and that you sorrow is bearable now, as much as it can be. And I hope that Kalle and you will have the optimism to get into this project with the same freshness and energy as the first time, because you deserve it and you deserve to be well. All my love with you.

[@rozannaherring1578]

Holding you both in my heart at this time. I believe that the soul of your baby is not lost and will come to you again when the time is right.

[@ChristineKjaer]

Thank you for your sweet words, that means a lot ❤️❤️

[@DebraCarmona]

I had read that 9 out of 10 women experience a miscarriage. I lost two back in the 80's but people didn't talk much about it. We just went through our silent pain. I am glad to see women today being more open about it and sharing the experience to help support one another. My daughter, and three daughter-in-laws have each lost one child. It is never easy for each life is precious. God bless you and may you find strength to carry on.

[@outdoorhannah]

It's really good that so many women are speaking up about this these days. It's so common..

[@MarillaBlythe]

Oh Christine (and Kalle)… my heart aches for you both. There are no good words to say but I wish there could be something I could do to help, to make it easier. So no words, just sending my hugs and love to you. ❤️

[@ChristineKjaer]

Thank you for your love ❤️ That means a lot.

[@zencat17]

This also feels like a personal video for me from me 6 years ago, in my early 40's pregnant for the first and last time, exactly on the eve of 12 weeks the same thing happened. I still feel the event deeply in my womb, as the baby came out I was on the toilet and remember becoming so dizzy and shocked at the sight of it in 2 pieces in the bowl there that I flushed it straight away without thinking. Later my husband said he would have like to see it and say goodbye or bury it. That is a regretful feeling but at the time, maybe a water departure was all it was ever supposed to know. Thank you for sharing, you have youth and a strengthening uterus on your side, blessed that we carried that star child life for a time and it didn't feel it wanted to come to earth yet. XXX

[@ek7390]

So sorry for your loss.

[@K0GNITION]

Christine! I am so sorry for your profound pain and loss. I know what it is to hope, dream, and fear during the early stages of pregnancy. I feel for the two of you soo deeply. The world isn't always fair and the two of you deserve to be wonderful parents. You mentioned how everyone naturally explores whether or not a miscarriage is somehow their fault. No one could live a more clean and healthy life. This was definitely not your fault in any way. The way all this played out is traumatic beyond words. Please continue to take care of yourself in every way you can think of. We all know you are in good hands with Kalle's support and love! Wishing the both of you continued strength, positive energy, and the mental fortitude to process this loss. May this only bring you closer and stronger together to have survived something so painful.

[@ChristineKjaer]

Thank you so much Kevin, for your supporting words ❤️ That really means a lot. Love C

[@MsFall82]

Your vulnerability is so admirable. I feel honored to have heard your story. Thank you.

[@miepenloch]

I’m so sorry for you both.. this is so sad, I can’t imagine how hard this must be.. thank you for sharing this personal video with us. you have a very strong personality, Christine. Sending you lots of love and positive energy!

[@ChristineKjaer]

Thank you so much for your sweet words ❤️ That means a lot! Love C

[@northangel30leather6]

I am so sorry my darling girl you went through all this. Take good care of yourself and give yourself love and time to heal. You have been through huge trauma but rather than push it aside and forget really try to sit with it first, accept it all had happened and then move slowly forward. It’s really important to do this so you don’t develop things like Post Traumatic Stress Disorder or health anxiety in the future like I have as a result of a traumatic health experience. I send you so much love and healing prayers. Be kind to yourself. Xx

[@joanneaustin7767]

My dearest Christine. I'm so so sorry for what you've gone through and the pain. You are so lucky to have such a caring and wonderful man in Kalle. I wish I was there to give you the biggest hug on the planet. Be brave but not too brave as it's so important to talk about these things. I Know it's not easy but please take heart in knowing that you're not alone and that you're well and truly loved. Xx♥️

[@MiaD.B.]

It's a gift that you can turn even a bad story into a "beautiful" video that leaves your viewers with a good feeling. Hugs and thanks for the authenticity and truthfulness. Dagmar

[@jillneves531]

Thanks for sharing. I hope you have a wonderful New Year 🥰

[@SAROXBAND]

I admire your strength, courage, endless hope to continue through the darkest storm. Sending you both so much love. Thank you for sharing this with us ♥️♥️♥️ And thanks to Kalle for the way he loves you.

[@ChristineKjaer]

Oh thank you so much for your sweet words 🙏💕

[@xenabjorklund8875]

I have lost 4 children with lots of complications following. I’m so sorry to hear what you have gone through and just want to send all my love and prayers for both of you.

[@jolly9872]

Dearest Christine, I'm so sorry for your loss and what you've both been through. I'm glad you're experiencing so much support and I wish you both lots of gentle healing love and a peaceful recovery. You're beautiful inside and out and strength rises up from being able to be vulnerable and sharing this story to not only help yourself but also many other people. Much warming love and soft healing hugs for both of you ❤️❤️

[@thesmokingyogini1111]

You are NOT alone beautiful. It happens way more, than we admit. You WILL be a great mum, at the exact time, you are supposed to be, mum. Our bodies are such a blessing, but can be so very tough. Big hug sweetheart!

[@SuzannesSimpleLiving]

I’m so sorry Christine and Kalle….thank you for being brave and sharing. Bless you both 🙏

[@ChristineKjaer]

Thank you so much ❤️

[@alejandrobasualdo9334]

Christine, I'm so sorry for your loss. It's so hard to go through this pain, my wife and I lost a baby, of 12 week, 4 years ago and sometimes I blame myself for anything I did wrong, but it's something it just happen. I admire your strength and willness for sharing this to all of us, your're so sweet. I send you a big hug

[@cass7658]

You shared such tragic news in such a beautiful way, rest and recuperate and when the time is right for your body right, you are going to be a wonderful mother. ❤️

[@occhimoore]

there are no words… you are a very very strong and beautiful soul 🤍

[@gwendelyne]

You are so strong Christine, body and soul ♥️ there's little that I or anyone can say to make this process easier, and I don't think we're meant to run away from the pain. I cried through almost the entire video with you. You will absolutely get through this and emerge on the other side with so much more wisdom and love in your heart, and we're all sending you lots of love and healing 🙏♥️

[@ChristineKjaer]

You are so sweet Gwen - Thank you ❤️❤️

[@yvonnebeck9578]

I’ve just watched this in tears for your strength and your loss. I know it’s been nearly a year since, but I know it’s not something to simply “get over” and I wish you both much healing, comfort, love and light.

[@wellnesseve6424]

Sorry for your lost,Christine.Sending you both a lot of love,strenght and many many hugs.🥰💞🙏 Love from Norway 🇧🇻

[@moniquevelasco20]

Christine, I am so sorry for what you and Kalle have been through. Our bodies are smart but unpredictable. You are a strong and beautiful woman and I know you will get through this with time. Take care. Love and be safe!🤗😘💕🇻🇪

[@diane9247]

Christine, this was such a tragic event and my heart goes out to you. Thank you for sharing your experience with us. Love. strength and peace from the USA. 💔❤️💐

[@Diego_Leon]

You had a lot of courage to record this video, you are very brave, you both are, an example of how to do things well. Thank you for sharing it, it can help many people, a lot of strength with everything, you will get ahead and better times will come. You are the best !! A hug

[@DreamsInWild]

Christine, I am so deeply sorry for you both. I lost a baby almost 3 years ago and it still feels like a hole in my heart. I totally understand what you mean when you said it makes you feel so alone... I had no idea it was so common either until it happened to me, and I also kept wondering if I had done something wrong. But I am so proud of you for sharing your story. When I first shared mine, I had SO MANY women reach out and share theirs with me, and I felt this sense of community and support that I never would have gotten if I had kept my story to myself. Too many women keep this topic private, and a part of that I think is because they feel ashamed. But we have nothing to be ashamed of, and having that support from others who understand our pain is so healing. This is not a tribe we would wish anyone to be a part of, but it is a tribe of strong, resilient, and brave women who will have your back and help carry you through this. You are not alone, lovely, brave, Christine, and if you ever need someone to lean on, you have so many women who will lift you up and hold you when you need to cry. Thank you so much for sharing your story, and my heart is with you. ❤

[@ChristineKjaer]

Oh Thank you so so much!! And thank you for sharing ❤️ I am sorry for your loss as well. And yes, you feel so ashamed, and that is why this talk is so important. Your comment means a lot, thank you. Much Love

[@DreamsInWild]

@@ChristineKjaer Love to you too ❤

[@Brucha1966]

i send you both so much love and health ❤❤

[@lilahphoenix4109]

I am a more recent subscriber to Kalle's channel. I just learned about this terrible loss from his video and decided to check out your channel for the first time. You tell such touching and beautiful stories, and as a woman, as a mother, I feel so close to and moved by this subject. I know it is not easy to speak about these things, but letting other women know that they are not alone is so important, and I admire your courage to speak about it, when so many women are not able to. I'm looking forward to watching more of your inspiring and beautiful videos, and wishing you and Kalle a peaceful and beautiful 2022.

[@diannevanalstine6378]

Brave, strong, beautiful and wise you are! I am an old woman who understands pain very well. I have my own story and can say to you young woman that you will not only survive but thrive. You have a beautiful heart and I know from life experience that your pain is being and will be rewarded. Thank you for your gift. I will treasure it and hold it and you close to my heart.

[@KristenMcNamara]

Ohhhh Christine I am weeping. I can’t stop the tears leaking from my eyes I am so so so so sorry for you both. This is heart shattering. You are not alone Christine. I am sorry I haven’t been able to keep up with the women’s circle lately, but I am excited to in 2022. I send all my love to you and Kalle. Love to you 💞

[@ChristineKjaer]

Oh thank you so so much sweet Kristen ❤️❤️

[@KristenMcNamara]

@@ChristineKjaer I didn’t realize my membership was not active, I believe I have fixed it! I am so proud of you, as an artist I could paint the visual picture in my mind with your descriptive story. I know that was very hard, so hard words probably cannot express it. However, your story is so powerful and it took guts to share it. While my heart just bleeds for you, I also know this will intensify your emotions and being so fragile, you have Kalle for support. You also have all of us. The only thing that got me through the video listening to your story was seeing you tell the story knowing you were ok and not still in the hospital. While you heal, please use your creativity to do whatever you need to do, share or just hide for a while. We love you so much. Also, what would it take for us to help you get water or a shower at the cabin? I know I would love to help, I can’t be the only one. Im sure Kalle has plans to add it or maybe you don’t want it but if you do, I would love to help get you a bathtub so you can maybe even boil a few giant pots of water and soak whenever you need. Love you girl!

[@ChristineKjaer]

@@KristenMcNamara Oh love you too 😭 You are so extremely sweet! And thank you again! And yes, we do have plans for the future to make the cabin into a bit more of a home, Kalle is working on it ❤️ I can’t describe how much your comment touched me. Thank you. Big hug

[@Felicitaas123]

I agree with Kristen completely. So so sorry for you loss, I have no words, just know that you are not alone! Sending you a big hug and much love 💜 If we can help with the renovations, let us know. Maybe you can do a fundraiser like Talasbuan for their windows to speed things up. Just a thought, please don’t feel pressured to do any of that. Also I think my membership is also not active anymore 😳 I have to fix that!

[@lornalong6468]

You and Kalle are such a wonderful loving couple. You have both been astonishingly brave to speak so honestly about your experience, as painful and difficult as it is. Sending you a huge wave of healing energy and prayers that you heal body, mind and soul. So bewildering & confusing to go through this in yr cabin isolated in the woods and how you further had to drive back & forth on long lonely country roads just the 2 of you to get help, you in severe pain for days on top of your loss, struggle in the freezing cold and in public areas to even try to clean yourself, take medicines that react so badly physically when you were trusting they would help you heal. Very very tough. You are so courageous to speak out in this way to help others at their time of deep tragedy, should this happen to them too. And, yes. Kalle is right. You are a supremely beautiful woman - both inside and out. Light, healing, love & joy to you both in your future together.

[@DaniConnorWild]

This was so raw. I admire your strength to share this story. Hearing both your experiences was so touching. I hope you both feel stronger and can have a restful January. 😌❤️

[@wendybauman4074]

Sweet Strong Woman-friend 💜 You are going to help so many other women by sharing your story. I turned to such stories to find comfort after my miscarriage, and I was so grateful for them. A year and a half later, I gave birth to a beautiful healthy boy. Wrapping you in so much love 💜🙏🌸

[@EmilyJane888]

I can't imagine what you have gone through. May you both heal together from this traumatic experience. So much love to you both. You are so strong.

[@karenmaurer9993]

I'm so very sorry to both of you for this loss, and for what you've experienced! You are very strong! I know there is no forgetting, but I hope you have begun to heal. Sending you much love! ❤️

[@HannahWestsea]

I’m so proud of both you and Kalle for sharing your experience. Especially seeing as it’s something that just happened. I’m so sorry for you loss❤️ I so glad Kalle was there supporting you through this horrible time. I’m sure it has brought you even closer. I wish I could come though the screen and give you both a massive hug!❤️❤️ Lots of love❤️

[@bobobrien8968]

You are a strong, awesome couple. And, you made an old man cry.

[@miahookse]

I'm so, so sorry to hear this. Thank you so much for sharing this even though it is so private. It is so important to talk about this to help you and others to heal from similar experiences. Take care and lots of love

[@mariainesminia7737]

I cried when I watched Kalle tell his story and I cried while I watched you tell your side of it. I am totally heartbroken for both of you knowing that you wanted the baby so much. Stay stong! Draw strength from each other! You will get through this although your heart will always ache for the little one you lost. 2022 has just come upon us and I know it will be a good year! Thank you for sharing your story. I know many women will learn from this. Sending healing prayers your way! 🥰🥰🥰

[@karennissen2934]

Christine, Thank you for sharing this incredibly hard story. (I too, went through the same thing, and also had felt so alone.) I’m so very sorry for your loss, and heartache…I wish there were something I could say to make your hurt less. Know that we all care very much for you both, and we are all thinking about you, and sending love and peace your way. 💜

[@JWCreatesArt]

Sweet Christine...what a journey at the close of an already challenging time. You are so generous and brave to share your story. I know it will help many in the years to come. Your sincerity and positive attitude are inspiring. No man can know what you have experienced. But Kelle shed so many tears, it's clear how much he feared to lose you as well as how helpless he felt, unable to do more. You have each other and your love. That is such a blessing... 💔❤‍🩹❤

[@ElenaLaura125]

I can't imagine how you feel the whole time, especially in the public shower. That sounds terrible. I'm soso sorry for what you both going through. I pray for you, that you both get you'r energy back and that you can look forward soon:)

[@rondabartholomew458]

I just found this site and heard your story. I am a nurse and I had the same thing happen to me when I was your age. My daughter just went through it recently. It is very common and you did not do anything to bring it on. Most women have one episode in their child bearing years. There is no real explanation for it. I will tell you this, your baby is in Heaven and you are a mother of one. You were traumatized as we all were, You handled it with such grace. Bless your husband for his wisdom and caring nature. You are precious and when the hormones quiet down, you will gain more healing. Praying for you.

[@loriserna]

Oh Christine and Kalle, I’m so sorry for this experience. Thank you for sharing your story, I am incredibly moved. I’m glad you have support around you and love in your hearts to sustain you. Big hugs and kisses, so sorry for the loss of your child.

[@asc9415]

Christine, I am ever so sorry for the loss of your baby. You are not alone in this dark time. You are loved and I hope that you will continue finding the strength to heal from this cruel experience. I hope time will help alleviate your pain. And thank you so much for sharing your experience because you think it might help other people. It's very courageous and thoughtful. Take care of yourselves.

[@tanyakorbut854]

I can't even imagine how difficult and tough it was for you ... Thank you for sharing your very personal and hard experience. Sending you so much love and hugs. Take care of yourself! ❤️❤️❤️

[@gzmama1]

I'm so terribly sorry to hear this, but commend you for being so brave telling your story. I have gone through this, ended up in the hospital getting a D&C too. It is isolating, painful (physically and mentally), and a heartbreaking moment in your life. Thank you for being honest- this will help many women who are going through the same process. Sending you healing energy and support. Kalle is also an amazing human being and the love you have for each other will be a huge source of strength. xo

[@sandrateipel2057]

Thank you Christine for your courage to share this sad experience with so many people. I wish you both much love, good energy and joy for the new year and all the best for all your projekts with the cabin. I will pray for you, Kalle and your baby in heaven. I´m sure that God will take good care of it.

[@DanceJudge]

Within 20 minutes of first ever seeing and listening to this beautiful woman , I am in tears and have so many feelings of love, caring, empathy, sympathy . Thank you for sharing, you have given a gift of truth and feelings and I hope that there are people close to you that will be able to give you all of the love and good energy that I am wishing for you now. You are precious and amazing. This is truth. Peace be with you.

[@sansal2068]

So sorry for you loss... you’re such a beautiful and courageous soul, thank you for your openness and authenticity in sharing your vulnerable story. Sending hugs, lots of love and healing energy ❤️

[@shannonhime927]

I wanted to tell you how beautiful I thought this video was. It is amazing to me that something that so many women experience causes such loneliness in us when we ourselves experience. Women go through so many things in life. At every stage our bodies and mind and emotions can take such a huge hit. But somehow through every hard lonely aspect of each of those things, beauty emerges; a flower grows between the cracks of the rock. That is what happens when you simply share and put together the way you want to share something so vulnerable; you bring the beauty forward. You have united women in your deepest sorrow. WE are not alone. That is something I have wanted women who have experienced loss to know for a while. I applaud your bravery, your tears, fears, and vulnerability. I say thank you for sharing something so personal and knowing when it was right for you to do it. That beautiful tiny life brought out even more the nurturer within you; that will never leave. The way you and Kalle nurture each other shows us all the kind of real relationship we should accept into our lives. My ❤ extends out to you Christine as one woman to another.

[@lifeisajourney8620]

Hey Christine , your story touched me so deeply , I was crying along as I watched the video . It sounds like such a hard experience to go through , and you so deserve to now nourish your self to the max and be super soft with you Body and your emotions. Sending you so much love , greetings come Berlin 🧡

[@elkahmae1283]

Oh christine, you brought tears to my eyes, everything you went through , your a strong beautiful women having gone through all that. Ill pray for miracles and blessings on you and your life and home. That the creators love rain down on you . 🌸 shalom.🌸

[@carolinehowitt588]

Dear Christine. I was so moved by your telling of your story. You express yourself in such a lovely way. I woke up thinking of you after watching this video last night. How utterly heartbreaking and then all the other events that must have made the whole experience even more frightening and traumatic. Abd yet what shines through is a sense of your resilience and strength in the midst of so much pain. Thank you for being brave enough to be vulnerable and tell your story. I'm sure this video will reverberate out into the world and comfort and help so many others. You are such an inspiration. Iove all of your videos. I have watched every single one And they totally transport me. And more than that you inspire me to believe in my own dreams and finding a way to trust that there could be a way of making them come to life. Thank you.. Brave brave soul. Sending much love fron here (I live In a small mountain village in Andalucía)

[@ChristineKjaer]

Oh Thank you so much for your words! That means so much to me ❤️ You brought tears to my eyes. Thank you. Big hug ❤️

[@carolinehowitt588]

@@ChristineKjaer 🧡🧡🧡

[@vivianaivett]

My dear Christine sending all my love to you. I went through my own painful experience when I lost my baby. I was 9 months pregnant. It was December 7th many years ago, but it still hard. Please take the time you need to heal. Cry, get mad and take your time do not rush through it. Sending prayers for you both.

[@OccamsRazoretta]

Christine, my heart goes out to you and Kalle over the loss of your baby. Hugs and prayers.

[@relaxationandworship]

I went through the same thing...Please, know that you are strong, beautiful and blessed. NEVER give up! The best is still to come!

[@evadostalova4474]

Dear Christine, I am so sorry for your lost! I have been through this too, I know how you feel. A lot a lot of hugs and love. Thank you for sharing and helping to other women ❤️

[@suea7509]

Bless you Christine. If the virtual hugs of a total stranger are of use and comfort, you have them. Wishing you health and strength and love in the year to come, so sorry for your loss and pain. xxx

[@sliverofamoment]

Christine, you are so profoundly kind and gentle. I am so glad you are finally safe. I cannot imagine the depth of your grief but I hope you know that we will all be holding the weight of this pain alongside you. I hope that 2022 brings you so much hope and joy as you heal from this 💚

[@FlamingBasketballClub]

What's your KZbin channel about?

[@sliverofamoment]

@@FlamingBasketballClub Hi! My goal is for it to be about inherent goodness and creativity!

[@michelleschlichter9767]

Thank you for you and Kalle for sharing your story. So many mothers experience a miscarriage and it’s a physical and mental toll on both partners. You two are so strong, we are here for you to give you love and support❤️. I truly hope your dream works out in the future but until then focus on getting better, focus on your physical and mental health❤️.

[@itsbreellis]

Thinking of you, and sending love! I too experienced a loss in October and it was exactly as you described. Its so tough, but your stronger!

[@daniellapaulussen6451]

Christine, this is so strong of you to tell your painfull story. I send you love and healing energie for you both. I lost a son of 4 years old 28 years ago and keep me strong verry long time , only 7 years ago I let the tears go . You are verry brave 💞🙏

[@elementsoftarot]

I’m so very sorry for your loss and for the nightmare you went through. Sending love and healing energy!

[@arlenefmm]

My heart cries for you dear Christine. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for being so honest. Rarely I see people cry in public and your courage in being so candid is beautiful. ..thank you. A big hug to you both!

[@christinebrandtchristensen1784]

Hej Christine. Hvor er du modig for at dele din historie, tak. Jeg sender dig og Kalle de varmeste nytårshilsner. Jeg håber, at det nye år bliver en ny begyndelse for dig og Kalle, og at I kan lægge det hele bag jer. 2022 bliver meget bedre (jeg krydser fingre). Du skal ikke have dårlig samvittighed over at slappe lidt af, nu hvor du endelig er hjemme i dejlige Danmark igen. Jeg sender lys og kærlighed til dig, Kalle og hundene

[@ChristineKjaer]

Tusind tak Christine, for dine søde ord, det betyder så meget ❤️

[@shardel501]

So deeply sad for your loss. You are such a wonderful gentle couple. Your decision to make this public I’m sure will help many others like you. May you be blessed with a family in future.♥️

[@PDogB]

Much love to you back! Wishing you both healing and strength in this new year. With all the well wishes and positive energy now arriving to you from around the world, may it bring more comfort and rest as soon as possible. Thank you for sharing your story. Take care, beautiful couple. - Washington state, USA

[@ChristineKjaer]

Oh thank you so much for your sweet words ❤️

[@kimberlyp6789]

Your love and light is so so bright! Thank you for sharing your life with all of us Christine. Keep trying. You are truly blessed with a wonderful family and a great passionate man by your side. Pups are a huge plus too :) xoxoxo

[@r.r.a.6466]

Sending you positive healing energy Christine. You warrior queen xxx

[@michaud0071]

What a heartwrenching video. You are such a strong, beautiful woman. I hope you realize just how many lives you have positively impacted. My heart breaks for you.

[@nursemettsmsn]

My heart is with you all during this time. I shared my experience on his video, I hope it brings you comfort to know better days are possible. Love you all

[@ChristineKjaer]

Thank you so much ❤️

[@clearwateryou]

Oh dear Christine I'm so sorry for your loss. I understand you so much because I wenT through the same situation with my first pregnancy. My heart goes to both of you. As a therapist and a person who went through it I just tell you take your time to heal, nurture yourself, follow your own inner rhythm. Much love to you both❤

[@saskiaschmitz6353]

I deeply honor you Christine! Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your vulnerability and your authenticity. I hope to be part of the women's circle in near future. I'm sending healing energy to you!

[@ChristineKjaer]

Oh Thank you so much Saskia ❤️❤️

[@cherryredcutie]

Dear Christine, sending you much healing energy 🌈. So sorry for your loss. I lost a baby at 6 weeks two years ago and I know how much energy that takes from you. Take your time to heal and replenish. My December was sad, too, I lost one of my very beloved pets 😢

[@rouveforbes7165]

Words are so inadequate to express my feelings to you. You are two beautiful people and I am so sorry for your loss. I am so grateful to you , your story will help so many others feel less alone . Gentle hugs from Australia

[@AM-br4ix]

I am so sorry for your loss! My first ex wife had a miscarriage… it’s very difficult. Much love and prayers!!!

[@tammyjamesd3597]

Christine (and Kalle) our deepest love and condolences from Canada ❤️ Thank you for your courage and honesty in sharing your journey/story. Blessings of peace and continued healing and restored joy in 2022. Xo

[@ilonakatalindako-tolman5545]

🙏😔❤️ I have had many friends and even my daughter in-law in this challenging experience. I have heard many young ladies where having the same challenge. Good to know you had a doctor help. But do not allow the hard thoughts take over your thoughts. The body needs some time to overcome the feelings physically and emotionally. The doctors will help you and might take a time, but feel positive and I love having my daily friend, the Lord, He always provides us piece and the comfort feeling in the healthy process. You have such a loving husband, that itself is a gift 🎁 from Heaven. I have worked as pregnancy nurse, and every lady have different reaction, and I have seen the reactions of miracle blessings. And you have shown such a wonderful relatives at your surrounding. ❤️

[@michelerubinocci4598]

I feel for you Christine!! I cannot imagine what you went through the both of you but please do not despair and loose hope. With time I am sure you will heal both physically and emotionally. You are a strong women and also a beautiful soul !! You touched my heart 💜 We can wait all the time it takes to see your lovely videos again . Take care and hugs from Mallorca !!!

[@adventureswithatlas]

You are such a beautiful soul. This is a great loss, and I empathize with your pain.

[@jessicapatriciaschneider2452]

I'm sorry for what happened to you

[@tortillasarenotbiceps7622]

You moved me deeply. I feel I stumbled upon your video for a reason. 20+ years ago my brother lost his 6-month old son after a long and difficult birth. Cameron was born, but passed away 6 months later. 20 years later and the wounds are still present, as I suspect they always will be, which is why I wept hardily when I heard your story. Try always to be present in each moment as we are but experiential beings within a constant flux of circumstances that can detract from our true purpose. The world can become very big or very small when we experience moments such as you've encountered. Stepping closer to death gives us a greater appreciation for life, so embrace your experience as a lesson to learn from as you move forward knowing love is your purpose in the process of life, living and recovery. I sincerely thank you for allowing us into your heart. You are a beautiful spirit which made it hard to for me to listen to your plight. I am very glad I decided to listen. I bid you love, peace and happiness from America.

[@lagrenoulle]

Thank you for your honesty. Even though we dont understand it at the time, everything happens for a reason. I can't imagine how difficult this has been and how hard talking about it in this video. Part of healing is letting yourself feel and release all of that emotion that came from your experience. I hope you heal entirely and together move forward into better days. Again, thank you for your honesty.❤

[@aureliepotocki8216]

Thank you so much for sharing your story with all of us. You are very brave. Sharing is caring and giving strength to every one that may live a life story similar to yours.

[@CherieNorquay]

I'm so sorry Christine. I also have had this experience many times. It's always difficult no matter how long the pregnancy lasts. It shatters your dreams. Please know you and Kalle are loved and very precious to so many. I know your story is important. Thank you for your courage to share it. God bless you. ❤️

[@nancyfreed7362]

I’m writing from the U.S. and for 5 years we had a very long infertility journey with a lot of intervention. I’m now 71 & about 31 years ago when I was 40, I had gave birth to a healthy girl. About a year after that I was pregnant again. But I had a miscarriage and had to have a D & C. The staff kind of blew me off by saying I could just get pregnant again. But I was 41, soon to be 42. So I knew I could never get pregnant again since at 42 I was no longer eligible for infertility assistance. So now my wonderful now 31 year old daughter is an only child. But she has close female friends so isn’t alone in the world. I do feel badly that when her father & I pass away she won’t have a sibling to go through it with her. We love her so much. My love & support goes out to you Christine & to your boyfriend. Hugs from California.