I Love You Forever Lollipop

[@carverredacted]

I know this is part of animal care but oh. My heart. she's beautiful and it was a honor to see her in videos. Thank you for sharing your thoughts on grief too.

[@Scot_WestTexas]

I was a terrible cat owner the first 8 years of Cali’s life. Then I became bedridden and living in an RV in the Colorado Rockies. I then spent 10 yrs with her 24/7. Best time of my life!

[@Katiethewizard]

As an owner of pet rats, this hits so hard. It almost seems illegal to have such sweet and wonderful companions only last for 2-3 years. Some days I'm not able to spend as much time with them and i feel so guilty because they don't have as much time as me. But it's really true no matter how cliche "it's better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all"

[@animalwondersmontana]

To love a rat is to live in the sunshine for a brief moment 💛 Such wonderful little souls 💛

[@Katiethewizard]

@@animalwondersmontana perfectly said ❤️ and to be loved by them is even more wonderful

[@ahaanh8456]

It may be a short time for you but you were their companion forever for them

[@Ozzys.Oats.Olives.And.Pasta.]

Where I live rats are actually illegal

[@liseturner1019]

I came to comment the exact same thing. I've lost 4 rats so far and I'm watching two more slide out of their prime, though they're still very healthy. It has taught me a lot about love and life. Jessi absolutely hits the nail on the head with this video.

[@rn2787]

😭 already crying. Every animal is special and deserves respect and care. Animal love is the best.

[@gecko2738]

Except dogs

[@bluehedgehog123]

Yup

[@HotdogSosage]

​@@gecko2738 lol shush Gecko! 🦎

[@ShesAaRebel]

Lollipop's wonderful paintings will grace so many people's homes for a very long time. She was always such a good sport about doing those, and has worked hard to raise money for Animal Wonders. As well as being a reliable guest on shows and KZbin videos. She was such a perfect little angel here on Earth, and will continue to be an angel in all our hearts forever.

[@animalwondersmontana]

❤️❤️❤️

[@esser8010]

Sending so much love to Lollipop and all that care for her. I’ve loved watching her over the years, and thank you for giving her such a fantastic life!

[@gecko2738]

Yeah it's really ashame she will be leaving this world soon. I wish someone's dog died instead of Lollipop.

[@IrisGlowingBlue]

++

[@userused3199]

As a retired vet tech I undestand that grief is not the same every time. My love to Lollipop. She has been given an incredible life by you and the Animal Wonders team.

[@veledwin1]

My best friend died not too long ago, and my first dog died not too long before that. These are my first experiences with grief, so it's been difficult. But this video helped. Thank you for that ❤️🙏

[@animalwondersmontana]

I'm so sorry for your losses 💙

[@sharonkaczorowski8690]

That is very hard…I’m holding you close in my heart.

[@Danika_Nadzan]

Sending heartfelt sympathy for your losses.

[@AABB-bm9kk]

You have a lovely relationship with all the animals 🥰 Very nice 👍

[@radishraccoon3657]

I adopted an already-elderly cat a little over two years ago, and it's been a strange experience falling in love with her and almost... grieving? the time we didn't get to spend with her. It's like my brain's way of processing the knowledge that we don't know how long we're going to get with her is to mourn all the years she wasn't in our lives because it's so wonderful now that she is. Thank you for sharing this with us.

[@Danika_Nadzan]

Thank you for making this video, Jessie. You beautifully expressed your feelings for Lollipop while also exquisitely explaining what you are experiencing. I lost three senior four-legged family members between July and November of 2022, after dealing with each one's specific health issues for several months. I am still reeling from the grief and loss. It helps so much to hear that someone else feels much the same as I do about the honor and privilege of loving and caring for a lifelong friend right up to the end. Much love to you and sweet Lollipop.💗

[@Harasezza]

Danica, I am so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose them, let alone so quickly in succession. I hope that you are taking good care of yourself. Sending warm thoughts and hugs your way ❤️.

[@Danika_Nadzan]

@@Harasezza Thank you, Harasezza. I have tried to do the same as Jessie...just feel what I feel and do what I need to do to get through the grief. Healing won't happen overnight, but I don't regret a minute of the time I had with Raj, Felix, and Mysti.

[@animalwondersmontana]

It can definitely be emotionally overwhelming, especially if you're navigating several losses around the same time. Sending my love and comradery 💙

[@Danika_Nadzan]

@@animalwondersmontana Thank you, Jessie.

[@kimbookish]

@Danika My condolences to you. That is a lot to go through in such a short space of time! I hope that you are healing and holding close all your loving memories of each of your four-legged family members.

[@santab8629]

I am so sorry 😭please rest in peace poor skunk every animal deserve respect and love ❤you gave him this,god bless you 🫶

[@paulkinzer7661]

I have loved skunks as long as I can remember. They are so beautiful, curious, and fearless (with good reason!). Thanks for sharing your times with Lolipop with us; all of them. And thanks, too, for openly expressing and describing your grief. I know that lots of your viewers are young, and grief is really tragic for young people. For us older folks -- I'm 62 -- it becomes less so, if only because it becomes more common. Sharing what grief means to you has to be really helpful to lots of folks to whom it's new and baffling, and awful. Take Care!

[@Harasezza]

I think you articulated grief in the most beautiful and thoughtful way. Lollipop is amazing, and so are you. Thank you for taking such good care of her ❤️

[@cherokeefit4248]

The joy and happiness of sharing life with animals is truly living life to the fullest.

[@kimbookish]

Thank you for sharing the sad news about Lollipop's condition, and for sharing your feelings during such a vulnerable moment in your life, Jessi. Your willingness to be real and to share ALL types of moments with us is part of the reason I've followed your channel so long. I have loved Lollipop from afar the first time I saw her on your channel! She is a sweetie and she knows that you love her. What more can we hope for in this life but to share our love? ♥🦨♥

[@E-jit]

When I lost my dog I had already cried and mourned what was coming for quite some time so I mainly felt joy to have had her in my life after she passed. She was a pain in the rear end but a pain that is dearly missed. Safe travels, lollipop.

[@susanne5803]

Thank you so very much for this video. I lost my mom last year and couldn't be with her in her last days because I was fighting in another hospital for the life of my child. (My child will live.) Your video means so much to me.

[@animalwondersmontana]

What an impossible situation you went through. I'm so glad you could be there for your child and I'm so sorry for the loss of your mother and the loss of not being with her at the end. Your love was known and continues to comfort all of those you share it with 💖

[@susanne5803]

@@animalwondersmontana Thank you, you are very kind. Rationally I know, but it continues to hurt. The rest of the family was with her though. So she was not alone.

[@jaimesroe]

Thank you, Jessi and Lollipop. I am going through this now with my oldest cat, who is 18. I've had a lot of cats in my life, but each one is an individual. They're like furry little people. Not human, but still people. You've put the process in beautiful words that echo in my heart right now. Sometimes the reminder that we're not alone in what we're going through can mean so much. I'm very grateful. Much love, and thank you for sharing her with us over the years! She's touched a lot of lives.

[@carolumyi4768]

I will miss the little beauty (Loiiipop), and all the joy she brought to all the humans around her. Just know that Lollipop will always be in your heart.

[@WolfhoundK]

Like others in these comments, I have a certain amount of experience with small animals...I've been taking in rescue rats for end-of-life care for a decade and everything you say in this video is a deep truth. One has to come to terms with what a privilege it is to get to watch those little comets streak across our life's sky for what little time they're in view, and to forever remember them and all the joy they brought us while we were lucky enough to be together.. Thank you so much for sharing this wonderful creature with us, and I wish little Lollipop the gentlest and most peaceful of rests when the time comes.

[@brain4154]

lollipop seems like a wonderful companion, and I love what you said about grief how its new every time

[@markwoll]

Thank you for sharing your love for Lollipop. We lost one of our dogs last month. We were able to spend his last days with him letting him know that he was a good boy. It is so hard.

[@morganneff6625]

The animal care field really has the highest highs and the lowest lows. I work with some amazing animals who are also nearing the ends of their lives. It's a struggle every single day, but it's so important to cherish the time we have left, and the joy that we bring each other. Thank you for sharing. We will always love Lollipop ♥️

[@gecko2738]

If you work with dogs that dosent count. They fu ckin suck.

[@barbarastone604]

Beautiful episode. But now I am bawling. So many animals over the years, each one different and wonderful.

[@kenrickbautista6141]

Oh no! I'm so very sorry to hear about Lollipop, Jesse. Must be so hard. Sending my thoughts and hugs to you.

[@flugansomintekomhem]

What a beautiful video, Jessie! My dog is 10 and my cats are 9 (and I lost my last cat at 9) so I've been thinking more about this topic lately and how I want to make sure I make the most of our time together. I just want them to be happy and comfortable in their golden years as you put it.

[@SewFun]

I would add one small thing... When the time has finally come and life moves on, as it will, don't try to put a time limit on your grief. How long it takes before you no longer feel the sharp pain of loss, is however long it takes. So don't feel pressured to 'feel better' in a month or two, or even much longer. However long it takes is whatever it is.

[@barbiedoll2710]

So beautifully said. As a foster carer for cats and kittens, I completely agree that it is such an honour and privilege to get to be a part of their lives and to help care for them. 😻

[@yenxion6516]

I still remember seeing her on scishow and how funny it was when she dive in the box with food inside with her little feet sticking out. Thank you Lollipop

[@WonderWolf77]

We love you lollipop! 😍

[@jooleebilly]

I've lost two dear animals in the past year. The best thing I could do was to let them go when it was time. To give them a little dignity and cry as much as I need. And it's true that the loss of any animal or person is a different kind of grief every time. "What Is Grief, If Not Love Persevering?" - WandaVision. Best line in the show.

[@snozwanger760]

Thank you Jessi.

[@lmarie931]

What a beautiful tribute to Lollipop! I can't help thinking of my cat, Feral, who passed away four winters ago. Still miss him.

[@mthunter22]

We will all miss you lollipop

[@thispandaispurple]

Thank you for sharing this with us. Experiencing losing a pet was an enlightening moment for me and forever changed my perspective on being an animal caregiver forever. The biggest show of respect we can give our pets is mourning them as we would any other lost family member.

[@chrisromero5302]

You gave her a lifetime of unconditional love. ❤️

[@RiniKiwi]

Thank you for taking such great care of Lollipop for all these years ❤️ And thank you Lollipop, for being exactly who you are

[@klg9549]

I love Lollipop's nose wiggle at the end. As others have said, thank you for sharing with us. I can relate to what you said about being grateful to just be there for the one you're losing. Seeing one of my cats dying of old age was shocking, but it gave me closure to be there till the very end. Years before that, another cat was lost but I didn't find out how it happened exactly, and I wasn't even there to stop it so I never got closure. With the former I have a "I did what I could" attitude and don't feel too bad, while the latter ... little guy still "haunts" me to this day. I only know the quote from it floating around on the internet, but "Grief is love but with nowhere to go" indeed.

[@desirae8591]

This is such a beautiful tribute and also it makes me cry. It’s obvious how much you love lollipop and I’m so happy that you get to spend time together even when it’s hard. I’ve lost so many people and animals in my short life, but nothing hurts as bad as losing my dad and my parrot. It just goes to show you that your heart can break just as much for an animal as a person. Without a doubt animals are important souls that deserve all the love in the world. I’m sorry for this hard journey you and lollipop are on. You never get over it or forget the love you have for them. Sending you both so much love.

[@stellabelikiewicz1523]

This is so strangely timely, as I’m going through this with my dog right now, and the emotions really are all over the place! Who would have guessed that I’d be so annoyed *with him* for the fact that he’s not doing okay and I can’t fix it?! Good luck with All The Feelings, and farewell to beautiful Lollipop!

[@AL13NM]

An important and powerful message that applies to all of life's loved ones. RIP Lollipop.

[@talideon]

Lollipop has been lucky to have someone who cares for her as much as you have! And it definitely seems like it goes both ways.

[@AlreadyFallenOut3]

Bless your heart ❤️ She had has such a beautiful and happy life with you, you can tell how happy she is! My old bunny passed away late last year, she was 14years old, and me being 20, I grew up alongside her! I feel like a part of me passed away with her. But i feel better and slowly recovering knowing she had a happy and healthy life with me, even on her last vet visit the vet was astonished with her health and how active she was despite her age! I feel so proud of that! I got to say my final goodbye to her while she was on my lap, she was grinding her teeth which is a sign of happiness and content for rabbits, although I was sobbing I was happy she left this world happy. I hope I get to meet her again one day! I hope this can make you feel better about Lollipop, I feel this same scenario applies to you ❤️

[@lisachiappetti6092]

Wow you must've taken REALLY good care of her 14 years is SUCH a long time and way longer than a normal bunny's lifespan! I bet she was happy when she left this world because you had taken such good care of her she probably didn't even realize she was that old! You are truly a special person my goodness

[@AlreadyFallenOut3]

@@lisachiappetti6092 Thank you for the lovely comment!! I can only thank my parents for being the ones taking amazing care of her since I was just a child when we got her, but I did take over primary care when I became a teenager

[@edlepkowicz4478]

What a pretty little girl

[@ziizification]

I don't know where I first saw this quote but it feels so resonant with this video: Grief is just love with nowhere else to go. Thank you Lollipop and thank you Jesse. May there be laughter and joy for you both through this transition. ❤️

[@kelleyhawk6595]

Beautiful tribute!!! And very well said!!! Can’t comment much…just went through this at Christmas w/ my 15 yr old Jack Russell (Cookie), I got the last 5 yrs w/ her. And her last weeks and days.

[@Psillytripper]

grieving sucks. its the worst. its like being addicted to something but not being able to get that ever again. or soon to be never again. withdrawal of love

[@AniFam]

Such a lovely and impressive story~👍 Thank you for sharing this video~🤗

[@LikelyToBeEatenByAGrue]

What a sweet girl! Thank you for taking such good care of her.

[@animalwondersmontana]

Thank you 🦨❤️

[@bookzlover]

We lost our 17 year old kitty a month ago, thank you for this

[@fnaflover0998]

As someone who has been watching this channel for over 6 years now, sending lots of love to lolipop, thank you for giving her such a loving home

[@bethaniepetitpas5699]

Honestly, Lollipop brought so much joy to so many people. She was an amazing ambassador, and a fabulous artist..

[@jessn.2665]

It’s so true that grief doesn’t feel the same way twice. When my last dog was dying, I started painting a memorial portrait of her. I finished it just before she died. That helped that time.

[@sharonkaczorowski8690]

Grief has its own path…don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. To lose an animal with a special bond you have cared for no lived for such a long time is very hard. I believe grief honors those we love and helps prepare it’s for for when we, too cross over. Please be kind to yourself and take time to rest and reflect.

[@Ylime00120]

So much love to you and lollipop! ❤️🥹❤️

[@cade861]

Thank you I needed this I have a beagle that is now 16 and has pretty bad dementia and it has been really hard to deal with him the last 6 months he used to be my baby and it's like I've already lost him but I needed to hear that it is still a privilege to take care of him in his last and difficult times thank you

[@THEJQK]

Lollipop is so cute I would trade my life of him

[@greyareaRK1]

What a fine eulogy. To love and lose love is the hardest lessons life has.

[@emp1668]

You're the best Jessie. A wonderful soul.

[@1929modelagirl]

I just saw this video tho I've been watching for several years. I am sorry you lost your friend. I've loved skunks for 50 years, ever since my dog & I startled one . . . They are not legal pets in Denver, but I feed my wilds and watching Lollipop has only reinforced my appreciation. I rather envy your life, tho I know rescues & sanctuary are a lot of work. And emotions. I am losing a 17 year old FIV+ friend and closely watching another who had an oral cancer removed. So your words on grieving and loving are timely. Lollipop, I hope you are happily digging grubs & sneaking cat food 🦨❤️ Blessed be

[@jilliebelle]

My chinchilla passed in October and this video really helps. It's such a struggle to get another animal knowing that I'm going to get hurt again. But every animal that I've had has been so loving and made me a better person. And I've had such amazing memories with all of them. I loved the Winnie the Pooh quote, "How lucky am I to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard." We are so lucky to have animals and the bonds and memories we create with them.

[@tamervin]

This is beyond beautiful. I am grieving the loss of our 18 year old cat, and this really hit home.

[@QuiteSanelyInsane]

Thank you so much for creating and sharing this. My dog turned 14 a few months back and I've been feeling similar. Reflecting on our companionship, monitoring decline, breaking out in tears at seemingly random, savoring the moments that remain until it's time to say farewell. It's really reassuring to be reminded we're not alone when feeling the depth of impending loss-- especially when it's so easy to feel isolated while you're in it. Sending lots of love from this grieving heart to yours, and to both our special old friends 💜

[@KaaSerpent]

Much love to Lollipop and you, Jessi.

[@AllTheArtsy]

The truth of caring for anyone, especially animals, is that you will likely experience the pain, grief and loss of their death, at some point. Or they yours. It's an inescapable truth. We take the bargain for the love and companionship we do get while they're still here. That's the pain and beauty of loving and caring for others. I'm sorry, Jessie. Wishing the best for Lollipop and those that care for and love her. Thanks for sharing this video 💗

[@KariMarineTAPS]

"With love, comes grief". Well said Jessi!

[@ragnkja]

I want to share a translation of the poem my cousin read at our grandmother’s funeral last month: *The Ant* Small? Me? Far from it! Fill myself completely lengthwise and crosswise from top to bottom. Are you bigger than yourself perhaps? -Inger Hagerup (Translation by me)

[@3nertia]

"Grief is merely Love squaring up to its oldest of foes, Loss" Love you, Lollipop! My love also goes out to those who've lost loved ones and are struggling to move forward - you are not alone and you are not forgotten

[@loam6740]

Thanks for reminding me to cuddle my dog and tell my parents I love them. All you can do is be grateful for the time you got to spend with them it really is an honor

[@alanemichels1892]

Jesse listening to your words while watching you love on Lollipop is truly a blessing. Your thoughts on grief & how it's an honor are beautiful. This life is amazing but also painful & it's easy to miss out on the blessings that pain can bring. Much love to you during this hard time & thank you so much for sharing dear sweet Lollipop with us all ❤️

[@BendtSten]

Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings🙏🤗🙏 Greetings from Denmark 🇩🇰🤠

[@TheCurl1972]

Wow so well put. Having been a veterinary assistant and animal caretaker i have always considered it an honor to be there with them at the end. Mine or anyone elses dear animal family friend. My beloved horse that I was privileged enough to have in my life for 31 years was my hardest.. there have been many in my life some longer than others i am grateful for every single one. Sadly with animals the price of love is grief but a price worth paying. Btw skunks are one of my favorite wild species.. they are such intelligent curious affectionate wonderful characters! My heart goes out to you.

[@pencilpauli9442]

Aww dear precious Lollipop. Through Jessie she has brought a lot of joy to us too. ❤❤❤❤

[@DrBunnyMedicinal]

They take a piece of our heart with them when they go, but they leave us with a part of theirs too. In the first flush of their passing, that can be mighty cold comfort indeed. Thank you for sharing these moments and this wisdom with us, Jessi. ❤

[@tas64]

What a wonderful video, thanks Jessi.

[@RamenNoodle1985]

Oh Lollipop 💔

[@kirkygirl]

Thank you for posting this video Jessie. Now, I know it's upsetting losing a dear friend like Lollipop, but you can come back and see her any time you like in the videos that you've already posted of her on KZbin. I of course would never expect you to do so if you don't want to, but they are there and available for you to relive when you're ready. And, because you've taken such good care of Lollipop, she will continue to make others laugh and learn all about the antics and amazing abilities of skunks. That's not an easy feat! Please know that even though she is fading, I myself will remember her as a funny and bright creature that loves to dive into cardboard boxes for enrichment. I wish you peace in your process of grief.

[@Kim-lc3fv]

Something made me look up Animal Wonders today after not seeing not watching the channel for a long time. What an incredibly beautiful video. Thank you for your loving words and for sharing Lollipop with us. She is a beautiful girl. ❤

[@Shabidoo1]

Thank you such a thoughtful, honest video. It must have been hard to make and difficult to express yourself as precisely as you did. Your kids are lucky to have a mom like you to guide them through their feelings.

[@captainthorrek262]

Thoughts and prayers to you, Lollipop, and the other members of your family during this tough time.

[@nirvanasanctuary7691]

Thank you for sharing such deep emotions Jessi, can't be at all easy. Like you I carry them with me forever, always in my heart. Sending all at AW my love at this hard time

[@Loraizani85]

My girl 💜 I love Lollipop so much too. I work at an aquarium and we have lost some very dear animals in the time I’ve been here. I am so sad when they go but I’m so grateful they were here

[@EclecticallyEccentric]

After recently losing a family dog in a fire, it helps to hear about the grieving process from someone else who understands.

[@musiclover2165]

I will treasure my lollipop painting forever, what a special skunk she is ❤ thank you for giving her a wonderful life!

[@alyssam8550]

This is one of the best things I've heard about grief. It is going to stick with me. I really had never thought about some of what you were saying, so thank you. And lollipop is one of my favorites. So much love to both of you and everyone at animal wonders.

[@leelarson1952]

Very touching video, Jessi. Thank you for sharing your grieving process. I now have the song "Lollipop" stuck in my head. I have had worse earworm experiences and this one is for a very special reason.

[@MissBinkerton]

I love lollipop! She has had a very good life. Thank you for being there with her. I have a very senior cat (she's going to be 20 In may) that I am going through these feelings with. She's been with me for over half my life and I love with all my heart! ❤️

[@hercule1610]

Beautifully said. I’m going through this with one of my cats. Your words really helped me make some sense of the craziness of grief and letting go. I just pray and believe I’ll see my sweet cat again someday. Sending you love and prayers.

[@daemon2426]

As soon as I saw the title I knew. She's been a wonderful ambassador.

[@n2bfw884]

Your words and honesty are beautiful. I think this video will help many people who see it. I hope everyone who would benefit from this video sees it.

[@sadique]

Oh! Lollipop is so special, I have loved getting to know her through your videos. Sending you both so much love through this last leg of her journey.

[@brain4154]

just found your channel recently, and have loved every video I've seen so far! I live in Montana, and would love to come work and or volunteer with you!

[@Axoltolman100]

You know I used to watch you guys when I was much younger But now Watching get back It gives me so much mistalgia You are one of my favorite youtubers And keep uploading videos plzzz 😍 Oh yeah and this Video is super sad Sorry for what's happening😥 Oh yeah and I liked the cheap merch

[@ntcssj]

😭💓💓💓💓 This was a beautiful video and a wonderful gift to share these moments with Lollipop. My cat Cappucino is 21 and she's been in my life since she was 1 and 1/2 and I was 7. As her chronic kidney disease progresses, I always wonder when will be our last few months but I also think of how every moment with her especially at her golden age has been a gift that's rare to reach. She's still doing strong but has her poorer health days and days that show some decline in her mind and/or body, but I'm so glad for how long she's been a family member in my life. All the love to all the senior animals and those who we are grieving.

[@danceswithdirt7197]

I love Lollipop too but I'm not going to watch this because it makes me cry just writing this comment. You guys are great for helping Lollipop having the best life she could have and she is a part of your life as much as you are a part of hers and that is a memory that nobody will ever take away.

[@LookUpTheKalergiPlanWhitePeeps]

I also wanted to say that you are one remarkable beautiful person with a heart of gold. Thank you for what you do.

[@lyndacarter5090]

Thank you, I needed to hear this, as I’m dealing with a future loss. May your heart be healed by the memories you had with your little love.

[@ceceliaclapham5424]

I had to make the hardest decision last fall to have my best friend of 17 years put to rest unexpectedly. I know exactly what you mean about grief not feeling the same way twice. My chest ached for weeks and it still feels like a piece of me is missing. I had a dream about her earlier this week and have cried at bedtime ever since. But I feel so lucky that I got to have that connection with another being and that I was able to make her last moments full of love. Thank you for your wise words and loving heart. Lollipop looks like she is at peace in her final days. A beautiful old soul.

[@AaaBbb-hu4yr]

Lollipop is such a great animal at animal wonders 💜