I'M ALIVE

I'm back after a full year of being absent!!! Here is part 1 of my life change vlog, its some really vulnerable footage of this past year so id really appreciate it if everyone was kind and respectful. With that being said I'm so happy to be back I've missed you all! Enjoy!
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[@starship2235]

If your ex said it was "sketch" that you went to a movie by yourself and didn't answer his call it's probably best that you broke up.

[@flightattendantkatie]

Carrie, I related to this so much. Divorce, childhood home sold, moved twice, new job, new base , my Nana had a stroke in may, you're not alone 🥺❤ you're strong and better is coming!

[@Tsukshiro]

I didn't know how much I needed this until I saw it. When everything seems like its going wrong, and you feel like what possibly ELSE could go wrong, just seeing you handle it and get it together helps me see that maybe I can too, thank you Carrie, and welcome back, we missed you.

[@victoriamanning1204]

Didn’t realise I was so invested in your life until you weren’t posting anymore - missed your content. Hoping you’re happier - sad times don’t last forever xx

[@AviationShawnny]

You’re not messing up girl! Life is just being life. I’m sorry you’ve gone through so much crap in such a short time. Seriously praying for you and your family. ❤

[@creativecrafts9490]

Its so weird how you can get so attached and care about someone youve never met in person. I have been thinking about you while youve been gone and hoping and praying for you. Thank you for updating us and sharing such personal and difficult parts of your life. Ive been where you are of having to start all over again and going through tragedy. It will get better I promise you. Hugs ❤

[@ShawnBellamy-nt8vo]

you know carrie there’s gonna be a point in time where you look back at all of this sadness and realize you were stronger than you thought . stay on track, the hurdles aren’t the main event ! keeping you in my prayers girl✨❤️

[@raeahthewriter8082]

Carrie so glad you're back! I hope FlyWithStella surprises us with a comeback as well. Then I'd have all my fav flight attendant KZbinrs to watch again.

[@cindyb.9998]

I know. I miss Stella so!!

[@fmm269]

@@cindyb.9998same, hope she’s ok

[@raeahthewriter8082]

I don't think it's about her "not caring." Life gets hard sometimes. I'm sure she'll come back when she's ready, but if she doesn't, I'm grateful for the years of content she gave us during that season of her life.

[@DamianHayden]

same with AshleysmithTV!! That would really bring me back to my old roots

[@jenniferescalante370]

I miss Stella too:(

[@billstillman5214]

So glad to hear from you again. You have been missed. Thanks for coming back and updating us what has been happening in your life.

[@corik1065]

Glad you are back and so glad you got out of a toxic relationship

[@MacyCarver]

So glad to see you back and thanks for sharing these hard times as I'm sure a lot of us can relate :( sending so much love!!

[@anniebakken8833]

Love love loved this video!!!! Was very genuine, and raw and real. It really always does seem like when it rains it pours… and it can be so tough, but gol damn you’re strong! I cannot wait to see the next part, of this 2 part video, and the next chapter for you!! Welcome back!! OG here!

[@MorgantheAssassin]

So glad you’ve decided to come back! Sorry life has been so crazy for you! Can’t wait to see part 2!

[@heidithomas8297]

So glad you are back!!! Hard to see you in so much pain. Can’t wait for the second part 💪🏼💪🏼

[@RussianPrincess214]

Welcome back! Thank you for sharing your life again! You are so strong!! ❤

[@caseyrichardson1137]

So so so happy to have you back ❤️ I’m so sorry you’ve had such a sad year. Thanks for being willing to show up for us. We love you!

[@gabrielas550]

welcome back!! You are so strong!! Keep going, girl. Life, when its time to change, doesnt give you a break! This is the time to step away from the box. Love from BR

[@beckyssecret5295]

This has made my year!!!! My fave KZbinr ever😍 Carrie I’m so happy you’re back and looking incredible!

[@Jessica-hg5dc]

I am so happy you’re back! My heart needed this. You’re so strong and posting such a raw and REAL video takes a lot of courage. Thank you for being so open… I can’t imagine how hard it was to re watch those videos. You’re so incredibly strong and you don’t even realize how much this video helps me with my current life. You’re not alone ❤

[@E-Beth]

I missed your vlogs so much! I’m glad you’re back. Sorry this year has been so difficult, hang in there, change is hard but it can also be really great on the other side. I hope you love Miami! I know it’s hard to share your life online especially when things get hard and personal. I love your content and can’t wait to see more. I wish you only the best!

[@sweepeasarah]

Carrie, your vulnerability in this video really touched me. I’m so sorry to hear how difficult your past year has been. You’ve also made difficult decisions and I’m so proud of you for ultimately deciding what’s best for you and what you want. I pray the near future is full of love, smiles and joy 🫶

[@bethanyhopkins1495]

Happy to see you again here, and wishing you the best of new beginnings. Everything will be okay and will happen in the best possible way. Miami seems like a fresh new start!

[@OhMyGoals]

I felt that when you said when one chapter ends and a new one begins and you just want everyone to be happy. Truer words, more relatable words, never spoken. I also remember your fall tree - I want to do one now this fall. Thanks for sharing - glad you’re back.💚💚💚

[@eLZee4]

So proud of you, stay strong girl! And your video brought back alllllll the feels, my Dad sold our forever home one year ago, and as sad as I was, it was what we needed. It forced me to grow, and learn to be an adult (at 45 years old) I wish nothing but the best for you! xo

[@SkzDaLimit]

So glad to see you back and also grateful you're doing better! ❤

[@hmongmommyvlogs3514]

Welcome back, I figured you were doing life and it’s hard to pick the camera back up! Thanks for being you and raw bc your human 👍 looking forward to your new videos.

[@johndoyle3514]

Welcome back! Sorry to hear you've had such a bad year. Things can only get better! 💙

[@sax_25]

I literally screamed at my husband that you’re back! I’m so happy for your return. Also, I’m so sorry for all of the difficult transitions over the past year. Cheers to new beginnings! 🥹❤️

[@mckinley_price]

Carrie I have missed your beautiful smile so much!! I’ve been rewatching old videos and looking back at how much you’ve grown. I’m truly so proud of you for finding your voice and your power. You deserve the best that life has to offer, and I’m so glad that you’ve finally made space in your life for yourself and not just everyone else.

[@hollyd551]

Welcome back, Carrie! Thank you for the updates of your life the past year, and I’m sorry it has been a rough one. Looking forward to the next video.🙏🏼💞

[@Jinaye]

Carrie, I missed you so much but I’m so glad that you took time to yourself to process everything. Thank you for being so transparent and vulnerable with us and I truly hope you’re doing better now. You were clearly going through a lot. ❤ I look forward to seeing your new chapter and I’m always cheering you on!

[@pamelakautz9803]

So glad you’re back Carrie!!! Thanks for sharing what you’ve been through. You are doing a great job!!❤❤

[@LStottmann]

I’m so glad to see you back and happy that you’ve chosen to share the good and tough times with us. I’m so sorry for all of that, life is so ruthless (a lot of times!). Hate to see you cry! But so glad you’re back and doing better, always one day at a time!

[@tiffany_allen]

I missed your videos so much!! Can't wait for the next one. Everything happens for a reason girl. ❤

[@meganhargroves6602]

Carrie!! I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately. I’m so glad you are back. I hate to hear life has been so hard for you recently. Thank you for letting us in and sharing some of these private moments.

[@michelleromig9808]

So glad your back!!! I had unsubscribed after like 9 months or so because I thought you quit doing KZbin. I’m so happy to see your back and excited to catch up. I’m crying with you during this video so many changes!! But…taking time off for you is so good. Taking care of ourselves is so hard at times and I’m glad you were able to do that. Missed you!

[@espressosplanners7765]

I’m so happy to see you back! Better days ahead. Looking forward to your vlogs!😊

[@flywithlaurenw]

Welcome back Carrie! My heart just sank at the part when you went to the movies by yourself, I have been there in relationships and it is truly the most heartbreaking feeling. You feel stuck and I am so sorry you had to go through it, you are so strong for being vulnerable with us

[@sarahgravil5765]

Glad your back! So sorry your going through so much. Sending prayers and hugs. It will get better ❤️‍🩹. Thank you for being so honest to share.

[@shonnie089]

Welcome back! So glad to see you again! I know its rough but hang in there. You'll make it through this. Congrats on your new base!

[@DLM440]

So sorry you had a tough year. Just know if you can get through that you can get through anything. I hope your mother and granny are ok. I hope you are back to stay ❤❤ Also reading the comments just shows how special you are to a lot of us. You have a great community with brilliant advice

[@alyssalu9152]

You are the true highlight of this day!! SOOOOOOOOO elated you’re back, you’ve been SO missed.💕

[@michellemakeupandnails]

I am so happy to see your face so happy! I missed you and so thankful for this update and that you are well xo

[@gingerpetrone]

I am so happy to see your back! You’re videos have always been some of my fave and when you left the internet, I know it had to be for a deeply personal reason. Happy your back and clearly doing a lot better. Welcome to Florida!

[@laurena8789]

So glad you’re back! Way to go for sharing such hard stuff- you are so cool and I’ve really enjoyed following you! Keep being you Carrie ❤

[@kristina6865]

Girl I’m so glad your back! I’m so sorry for what you’ve been going through the past year, I hope we can make you feel better!

[@megantjelle9062]

So glad you’re back!! I was worried about you! You have no idea how much I needed this video right now. Your strength is giving me strength ❤

[@shaneller1587]

Yay!!!!! Welcome Back!!!! I Missed Your Vlogs So Much!! ❤❤

[@cindyb.9998]

I’m so sorry for your obvious pain in this video Carrie. I just hurt for you so badly! I’m not 100% clear on what all happened last year but I’m glad you are back now and doing better. Your followers will always be there waiting!

[@elizabetherin8609]

Oh my gosh! I’d keep checking this channel and I’m so so so happy to see you back!

[@dulcegarcia4452]

Welcome back! So happy to see you back! Glad you’re doing better ❤

[@lesley.powell]

CARRIE!!! I’ve missed you I’m so happy you’re back! Sending lots of love your way ❤

[@malloriev4733]

When I first started watching your channel years ago, I was miserable with my life. I hated my job and your channel inspired me to become a flight attendant. I’m currently on a layover in HNL. Laying on the beach and sending you love. I’m glad you’re back.

[@radhikaraj7394]

This is so cool!

[@ddddgod7312]

I had a similar story. I’m glad we all found our way through this channel and now I hope she finds her way as well

[@monicahartman3013]

Finally 👏🏼👏🏼🙌🏻🙌🏻 missed you SOOOOO much! Hope to see more of you and your mom during Thanksgiving & Christmas time with your Aunts & cousins too! My fav videos are the family videos during the holidays you post.

[@paigemathews2291]

I feel for you, it’s been an incredibly hard year for me and I know how hard it is when you feel like there’s just one thing after another. ❤️

[@Avionsjourney]

Omg Carrie!! I am so happy you’re back. Thank you for continuing your walk on KZbin. You inspired me SO much before I became a flight attendant. I can relate to everything you shared in this clip. Sending all the love and grace 🌹

[@scefalo]

I’m so happy you are back! I’ve missed your videos so much. Take care!

[@Schultz829]

Can I just say, I have watched the last 2 videos you posted multiple times. I’m sorry for the rough year, but you look so SO happy in the beginning of this video. Like jumping through the screen joyful. I know it was a hard year but I’m so proud of you. You deserve happiness. Wish I could give you a hug!!

[@LauraMclamb-sn1xy]

So glad you are back missed seeing your vlogs. Thank you for always keeping it real and honest praying for you and your family

[@L44na97]

Sending you lots of love and support 🥰 no matter how hard life gets I believe everything happens for a reason! You may not have felt at the time you would be able to overcome these hard times. But you are a strong women! So happy to see your face back on KZbin! All the best 🥰

[@christinemcgarry1547]

Carrie!!! Yay you're back. So lovely to see you back, sorry you've had a tough time but you're doing amazing. Since your last video I've moved back to the UK from Spain due to my husband being seriously ill. He made it...what didn't kill him has made us stronger. You have your health. Everything after that is a bonus. Go with your gut and enjoy every minute cos you never know what's around the corner. Looking forward to some fabulous Miami content and that sunshine 🌞 xx

[@vickenator]

That was a hard, hard year for you -- but making changes in your life is always difficult and you'll question yourself along the way, which is totally natural. Thanks so much for giving us a glimpse of what you've been going through, and for filming along the way. Breakups AND moving AND saying goodbye to a childhood home AND health problems for a loved one... girl, you've been through a lot. But you're coming out stronger on the other side, and you look really relaxed and happy in your intro. I'm proud of you. I hope Miami is treating you well!

[@pamelalehmkuhl3590]

So glad you are back! You are strong and things will get better in the future! Love ya❤

[@saramantz]

CARRIE I have missed you so much. I actually just checked in on your channel a month or so ago to see if you had posted anything. It’s so nice to see your face again and thank you for updating all of us! ❤️ I know a lot of this was filmed a bit ago so I hope things are looking up…can’t wait for part 2.

[@lissymama917]

Its so good to see you back, Carrie. Sounds like you've been put through the ringer this past year, my heart hurts for you! I hope its going to get better and lots of positive things start happening for you and maybe one day all of this will make sense. Til then, sending lots of love and good vibes your way! I missed you so much.

[@jadep4308]

So glad you’re back!! Missed your content so much! ❤

[@lindseysybrowsky2529]

I am so happy you are back! I'm so sorry it's been a tough year for you. I have missed you. Sending you love and hugs your way ❤️❤️

[@sonia-mariaraposo6139]

Oh Carrie!! It was so nice to see you. Wow - you went through so much and your family as well. Keeping you in my prayers and you aren't messing up!! New chapters are opening up to you. Big hug!!!

[@hollyward4296]

It’s so lovely to see you back Carrie! I’ve often wondered over the past year how you were doing. I’m so sorry you have had such a difficult time - it does all seem to come at once sometimes doesn’t it. Take care and again, so lovely to see you!

[@lisashone2530]

Omg I’m so pleased your back but so glad you took time out for yourself !!! ❤

[@allisonkelly3005]

I was literally thinking about you two days ago! So nice to see your face again! Can’t wait to hear about all the exciting things going on in your life today 🩷

[@nicolelatorsi1673]

Hey welcome back!!! My parents also just sold my childhood home (also in Illinois) and I was a total wreck for weeks and weeks leading up to it. I appreciated your raw emotion - it was so comforting in a way to see you going through the same thing.

[@brookewatson9531]

Carrie, so good to see you back! Sending you all the happy and positive vibes! You are so strong girl

[@JettingJulia]

Welcome bake to KZbin chica! ❤

[@lexibee1804]

So glad you’re back!! I would periodically check your page and IG to see if you had posted anything. I hate that luck hasn’t been on your side this past year, but what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger! I hope you and your family are doing better!🥰

[@xindigochildx]

Sending all my love 🌸 so glad to see you back. Prayers for your grandmas health

[@ReiCarter]

I am so happy you are back! My heart is so happy to see your video! I cried right along with you. I see it as the universe testing our courage and our strength by giving us tough situations. It’s always hard to see it but these things make us strong and you will be able to look back on these tough times as little bumps along the road to making you stronger and who you are! ❤

[@tinag7381]

I'm so glad you're back☆☆☆☆. Such a heart wrenching video and I'm so sorry you've gone through so much. ♡

[@ThaoNguyen-te4bp]

Welcome back!!! I missed your videos! 😊

[@believer7495]

Wow what a vlog 😭 have been subscribed for a while now. You have incredible strength.

[@samanthalyn03]

Girl! We have missed you! You have been through it this last year, I’m just glad you know you have friends here to come back to! #carriecrew4ever ❤

[@caitlingullatt8955]

i’m so happy to see you’re back, healthy, happy and healing! what a year you’ve had. we were all so worried about you, and rightfully so. wishing you nothing but happiness in this new journey. love you carrie! ✨✨✨🫶🏼🫶🏼🩵

[@missdamascusasmr]

Carrie, I have been watching your channel for over a year now and I just want you to know that you’re such a vibrant person. You are my comfort channel. whenever I am in a bad mood I’d just watch your videos and all the travels and I’m fine after. Stay strong. Praying for you and your family. Love you girl.

[@Chinnychinchin369]

I agree that you will surprise yourself when you look back at this difficult time in your life and realize how much you have grown. Thank you for showing how real life can be and how we are not alone in our struggles. Lots of love sent your way ❤ you will get through this. Happy to see you’re back.

[@renataandreea9226]

Happy you're back!❤ Can't wait to see the next video too🥰

[@tiamontiero7351]

So happy to see you’re back!! You have been missed!!!❤❤❤

[@tylerspringfield4324]

Glad to see you back! It seems like you have had such a massive year of change! Keep your head up! Everything happens for a reason xxx ❤

[@BollywoodMediaOnline]

SO thankful to see you are back, we missed you SOOO much ❤ So sorry to hear about all of the tough life circumstances you have been going through. We love you!!

[@mariapadilla9388]

I’m so happy you’re back. Love your Chanel. ❤️

[@kimberlyh3646]

❤Glad to see you back! Keep your head up, you’re strong and things will work out.

[@angx19x]

I was so freakin’ excited when I saw this notification! Happy to have you back!!! But lemme tell you girl, I was crying right along with you! I’m so happy your grandma is okay ❤❤❤ Sending you so much love!!!

[@thexxit]

Welcome back! This was such a raw and real video and thank you for trusting us enough to share it. Know that you are doing the best for you - leaving a bad relationship even though it's difficult, saying goodbye to your childhood home but keeping the memories, and starting a life thats good for you. I know you love your family and miss them but they want this for you too, I'm sure. Their love will follow you anywhere!

[@constancenevarez8317]

Good to see you back Carrie! I've missed you! Your so beautiful inside and out. Your not messing up! Your doing amazing given the circumstances. Chin up girlie! Your doing great!

[@sydneygonzales2269]

AAAHHH!!!!! I’ve been wondering where you’ve been! So glad you’re back & everything is good. 🤍🩷

[@Nikki...]

Awww! I did a similar thing last year! My whole life has changed too..I know how you felt! It's very Bittersweet to close one chapter and move forward!❤ Looking forward to seeing part 2!!👀😊

[@MzClementine]

Talk about serendipitous. Catching you in the energy waves. You came to mind I look you up and you finally post. Yay. Awesome babe. Changes good. Sometimes we need that in life. I've been worried about you. So happy to see you. Can't wait to watch. Sending you love my dear. May blessings be under your feet and always be given by your hands. 🫶

[@stephaniekatherine97]

Missed you girl! I am so sorry you are going though all of this, but you got this and will come out stronger and better than ever! 🩷🔥

[@caronmistry6171]

Was just thinking of you the other day, so glad you’re back and so sorry to hear all you have been through. Hope your Mum is okay xx

[@nissyyluv748]

I almost threw my phone when I saw this video come out. So sorry this past year has been hard, but your looking great and miss you a lot ❤

[@elle6758]

I’m so happy that you’re back Carrie! I’m so sorry that you’re having such a difficult time in your life right now. Many prayers for you and your family. Things will get better, and you will be stronger than ever. It sounds like you’re entering a new life chapter. It may be hard at first, but this new chapter will bring you new blessings. ❤