I'm sorry I’m not sober.

[@user-ez6pn]

being sober doesn’t just mean being free alcohol, it means to be free of the addictions that tie you down and this video really showed that. i love u so much and this is amazing

[@aya123444]

Yup...I'm addicted to day dreaming and avoidance...

[@hannahlovatox]

your videos are always so beautifully tragic. i love this so much

[@xbreathinrecords]

this is beyond speechless and so powerful. i dealt with depression and all i think of is dying every day, i was crying every day, anger every day, giving up on life every day. this is so message worthy and thank you for posting this video. if you need someone to talk to, i'm here. ❤️

[@nuur2966]

dylan duh hey I would like to talk to you.

[@humaira6891]

this is powerful.

[@GlamourStar0x]

hahaha when I saw that you'd deleted the video I kneww you'd gotten inspired! and im glad you did because now we've been blessed with this MASTERPIECE! I love it! so sad, but very good, edited so well

[@Diana-ez1dx]

The first time I got drunk I was 13, still in middle school. I liked the feeling, it used to make me feel happy but it also made me want to just cry. After school I would drink when I could. I remember one night I was crying and I was so frustrated, I went to the kitchen and I got a bottle of wine, it was full and I remember being in bed, crying and I was drinking it fast, then like 2 hours later I went to the kitchen to get water, I knew I was about to throw up. When I was going to the kitchen, I couldn't walk, I kept falling and hitting the walls then I went to the restroom and sat in the floor, I was shaking then I threw up, for some reason it felt good, then I went to my bed and blacked out, I woke the next day and my head was pounding. A few days later, I had gotten another bottle of wine. I had put some on a plastic cup. I would go on top of the roof and drink it. I would stand up and wonder what would happen if I were to jump off. I would do this after school. I'm now 15. There would be periods of time where I wouldn't drink and other times were I would. When I was 14, I would get drunk at school. Once I mix drinks and I had blacked out in one of my classes. The principal had came in to talk to me but she didn't find out . I did that a lot. Now that I'm 15, I want to stop, I know it's not good. I have a lot of problems with my abdomen. Yesterday I drank at school. I hated myself for doing it. My body was shaking a lot. I wanted to cry. I hated myself because I had promised myself that I wouldn't do it again. I hate breaking promises, especially to myself. I went home and cried a lot. I had trouble sleeping. I just kept thinking about it. I wanted to drink so bad. I would think of ways to get alcohol. I would have done it if I had no control at all but I do. I'm glad of that. I want to stop drinking. It won't be easy sometimes but I will try my hardest to.

[@notsonormalnia4278]

Diana im going thru this too but with weed

[@username-ck3uu]

*my first time smoking and* *drinking was 13 (first year of* *highschool) huge regrets.*

[@ellafox3419]

you definitely need to get some help. you can’t do this all by yourself, you will feel so much better if you talk to a trusted adult abt it.

[@chocolatymilk2402]

Hey, how are you feeling now? Did you manage to quit your addiction yet? I really hope you did. i'm 15 btw i think ur 16 now cuz you wrote this a year ago. Please remember that you can do this and you have full control, stay safe.

[@jichungbae7463]

I can relate. make the right choice. im proud of you realizing your addiction and that youre trying hard to stop. i respect that a lot.

[@intheesnow]

This made me cry, its so powerful...

[@user-ht7dw8gl7f]

i don’t know why i am crying in the club rn

[@VioletEmerald]

Ah so intense!! What a beautiful masterpiece, every second capturing all the raw pain.

[@VioletEmerald]

Btw at 1:50, where she says "this is not about you", what fandom was that?

[@VEKProduction]

luvtheheaven5 it’s the movie sharing the secret :)

[@VioletEmerald]

Thank you!

[@xDarkestDesiresx]

This is so incredibly sad.. you made me cry with this video. Beautiful work.

[@MrHoles96]

this is haunting. thank you. I think i need to go think for a bit...

[@TeamHodgins]

This is incredible and so so powerful. Thank you for making this

[@dizzy60527]

I wasn't ready for this...

[@emma92peche]

THIS WAS SO MAGICAL, BEAUTIFUL AND POWERFUL, UR SKILLS EVERY DAY INSPIRE ME, YOU ARE ONE OF MY FAVS VIDEO MAKERS HERE ON KZbin BC YOU ALWAYS KNOW HOW TO CATCH THE FEELING, THE SCENES, THE QUOTES AND THE THEME OF THE PROJECT...its so touching, im blessed, thank you for another masterpiece ♥

[@lou-xr5rz]

you have a way of getting straight to my heart… i love all your videos. this was heartbreaking but _wow_ … you are so talented

[@worldofivy8816]

This song broke me,and video even more. 😭😭😭💔💔💔 Amazing job

[@wolfiee390]

I watch a lot of these videos and normally I only relate to a few or most of the characters but thi time I related to every single one. Beautiful video.

[@MultiFandons]

this is so beautiful and powerful!!

[@justiejoonie]

Wow!! My goosebumps are getting goosebumps.

[@xXTheMarkOfPoseidonXx]

I’ve rewatched this video like 6 times, and it leaves me speechless every time. It’s gorgeous.

[@kttypng]

this is making me speechless, i love this song!!

[@DanielaLealfabforever]

I am actually crying right now, this is beautiful

[@fproduction1017]

Only tears 😭❤ You are so, so great 👏

[@peterlosingwendy7]

So powerful and moving ❤️ thank you.

[@BouShepard]

This is absolutely breathtaking... it's so powerful... so emotional... stay strong girl! 💙

[@Laura-tf2pl]

I'M CRYING 😭😭😭 THIS IS SO POWERFUL !!!!!! you have so much talent it's incredible ❤

[@odetteidk4649]

the shows that i know recovery road 13 reasons why to the bone true blood midnight sun scream the society skins the 100 cyberbully I think I saw a scene from crazy/beautiful 2001 but im not sure gossip girl riverdale vampire diaries perfect sisters the edge of seventeen dance academy shameless

[@maxivndres]

The walking dead too

[@malachi5571]

I love that small clip of IT with Beverly

[@isabella4198]

my mom has been addicted to drugs my whole life. i try to remember that it's hard for her as well, but i just have so much resent for her. it changes who you are completely. it makes her selfish and manipulative and ruins every relationship. i wish i could let go of this huge weight on my shoulders i have by resenting her and her actions to choose drugs over me time and time again but its almost impossible

[@isi15love]

Oh my goshhhh this is a masterpiece ❤️💜💗 thank you so so much !!!

[@kingjeremysircornwell7847]

Family's health is one. Poison one person the family goes down.

[@torianakemiin3965]

Please, tell me ALL the films, what are you known. I will be very grateful to you!

[@anagarrett8871]

you are absolutely one of the most talented vidders on youtube.

[@atsangel777xd9]

Wow. This was so powerful and meaningful

[@cruzalvarez4th864]

This one really really fucking hit. So damn hard. I never related to basically anything more real. 👌💔

[@jeaboi1625]

i have problem with alcohol. Maybe I'm 17 but it really doesn't matter. Its really hard not to drink for a one single day. I cant handle this. I want to die because I lost everyone who matters to me

[@ust1149]

jea boi stay strong, god brought you here to face the challenges you face, your a true brave person! I suggest you get help and you will find a happy world!

[@jeaboi1625]

Łûšt i’m sober for 2 months. it’s really hard but my ex boyfriend helped me. my current boyfriend is better for me because i stopped completely. sometimes i just wanna shot of vodka or anything but i have to be strong. i have people in my life that i cannot lost

[@jeaboi1625]

lose*

[@L3TTHELIGHT]

jea boi well done on being sober for 2 months! wish nothing but happiness for you❤️

[@jeaboi1625]

@@L3TTHELIGHT yeah lil update. my life is a mess, im a drug addict so yea i fucked up

[@dxnvers8382]

this is so heartbreaking

[@123lorane]

I'm not lonely , I have a lot of people in my life Only problem is ...... They either leave, walk over me , break my heart,play with my feelings, use me , are fake,or don't care about me 💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭

[@vosler1999]

Raw. Brilliant.

[@myruinsx]

Thanks for cancel the collab and made this masterpiece

[@brer4876]

This is beautiful

[@lucabelle6722]

This is an absolute masterpiece

[@freetobe1001]

This is magic.

[@mckenziewarden3486]

I struggle with tried to deal with deaths family relatives it's so hard to deal with that 😥😥😥😥😥😥😥

[@crapreact5989]

i love ur style of editing

[@danielegalati1416]

Simply amazing...💔💔

[@kierar4905]

Does anyone know what show(or movie) 1:54 is from?

[@carahilse3212]

great video❤️ from which show/movie was the scene at 2.06?

[@karlastruve7636]

I missed Elenor from the royals!!

[@Jessica-zr5hl]

This is a beautiful video

[@sabrinacardoso8614]

What are the series or movie of that video? please say

[@prashastiashok372]

I love all your videos

[@Edyegreen]

A true masterpiece❤️👌🏽

[@athandileqwaqwa3375]

please tell me the movies or shows in these video

[@nuur2966]

This phenomenal 💕💙😭😭

[@tarasmiles7003]

What is the movie/shows shown?

[@dxnvers8382]

1:20? The girl that says please tell me what to do, I've been trying to find her for so long and I have no idea from what show/movie she is from

[@aris.812]

It s from gypsy a netflix tv show

[@dxnvers8382]

@@aris.812 thank you so much!!

[@aris.812]

You re welcome!

[@lilianaivanicova4192]

Hello do someone have a list with these movies/shows 🙏🙏❤

[@badlandskingdom]

wow this is amazing 😩❤️

[@nicole27777]

Sober made me 😢

[@mh9258]

it's amazing and powerful, pure masterpiece honestly my heart is broken... And sorry i dont want to be annoying but 2:05-2:06 what is the movie or tv show with the two girls in the shower ? i need to watch omg:( (sorry for my mistakes im not english but im so in love with ur edits)

[@VEKProduction]

it's white girl :)

[@damnitzdonni1967]

shameless

[@damnitzdonni1967]

oop nvm

[@megwicks1595]

This is amazing!

[@magnusgabriel6710]

They ask why I take snus(nicotine pods) and why I drink alc. 2 well they help me to forgot just for a moment a free moment, I miss u everyday leonie I love you

[@ariannyaquino6102]

Can someone tell me what’s the name of the film when the video started?

[@fangirlfiles3]

This is so good!

[@purplesapphire8836]

This is tragic and sad👏

[@DanielaLealfabforever]

whats the movie/tv show that Kat Dennings appears in?

[@GossipVal1]

wow good job on this!

[@eglantines8661]

Beautiful

[@aaliyahmeyers5474]

what show is 1:12?

[@odetteidk4649]

recovery road

[@caitlinbraun06]

1:49 what’s that show/movie called?

[@taherakhambata3620]

sorry but does anyone one know what movie or tv show it is 1:02 with the blonde girl?

[@niccpink2367]

What show \ movie is 28-29 blonde hair crying

[@k-5608]

Such a beautiful edit and a perfect song to go with it I know you probably get this a lot but what show was .25-.26?

[@VEKProduction]

Sofa King awesome from dusk till dawn

[@k-5608]

VEKProduction I’m sorry for bothering you it’s late here as well

[@VEKProduction]

Kat Duh hun its okay!!

[@k-5608]

VEKProduction IM SO SORRY I know I’m being annoying 🤧 but I’ve been struggling to find out who .11 to .13 is Im really am sorry 😖

[@VEKProduction]

Kat Duh haha its fine really, its recovery road

[@lachainedunefille840]

This is soo sad omg 😭😭

[@niccpink2367]

What show / movie is at 36 seconds

[@joeannie9618]

What movie is that off of with the girl that said everyone makes me feel like I’m not right the way I am

[@kulturevulture7233]

It's from the show How to Get Away With Murder. Viola Davis.

[@TheLelo151]

what show or movie please 1:54 ???

[@sabrinacardoso8614]

What series and movies are you please?

[@niccpink2367]

What show or movie is 0:29 the blonde hair girl with makeup down her face? And what is 0:31 the straight hair looking in the mirror not curly

[@IzzysHere]

0:31 is Jessica Jones. 0:29 the actress is Taylor Momsen, I think it might be Gossip Girl but not sure

[@alexanderpaulsen7219]

❤

[@bal9944]

4 days sober

[@alissamaas1265]

LOVE THIS

[@Jessica-te4gf]

Your videos are always so incredible!!! What's the movie/tv show in 2:08?

[@maahmatchelle]

If it's the closeup on the girl's eyes it's Riverdale, the scene before I don't know.

[@Jessica-te4gf]

it's the scene before :/

[@marapaulie3662]

astromedas Gypsy

[@elloguvna6820]

It’s from gypsy

[@damnitzdonni1967]

1:07 who is she? the girl who said you remind me of mom

[@baguettebtch]

Its from the movie 'Perfect Sisters'

[@ariahaze573]

1:23 movie?

[@ariahaze573]

1:23 and 1:29 movie? Please someoneeee

[@girlinbabypink4225]

2:38 ? Where is it from??

[@farahaqilla7867]

Girl like her i think

[@Mantosds]

ficou simplesmente marabilhoso

[@alinabathke3832]

Movie names?

[@freshmo5967]

Which movie/ show is 1:10?

[@sadlife665]

Movies?

[@ethanob8803]

What serie or film 0.39 ?

[@rileykasin8777]

ethan ob to the bone. It’s on Netflix

[@ionapawsey3896]

Whats the girl in the purple jumper from? 1:51

[@maahmatchelle]

Sharing the Secret

[@robertargueville1055]

1:54 who's that? Somebody awnser me please

[@beaversfan8116]

It's Finn Wittrock in The submarine kid

[@niccpink2367]

And last thing what movie or show is 1:13 please let me know thanks❤️❤️

[@linomarina]

Degrassi

[@dxnvers8382]

who's the last girl?

[@sunflowers8179]

What are the shows called ?

[@sunflowers8179]

Or movies

[@kasiakrupczak2718]

what show is 0:25 0:26 0:40 1:08 1:20 2:38 ? ♥

[@elloguvna6820]

0:25 recovery road 1:20 gypsy

[@imee1996]

what is the movie with kirsten dunst?

[@VEKProduction]

crazy/beautiful

[@imee1996]

thank you :)