I'm Sorry.........

In this video, I updated you all on why we have been MIA. I am sorry for the post I made the other day. This video will explain why I made that post and where I am now. I love you all soo much. Hopefully, I will become whole again soon

[@RachaelandLucas]

Totally forgot to pin a comment. I am very overwhelmed and grateful by all of your comments! I am reading each and every one. Even though it is hard for me to reply, I am seeing them and I am super thankful. My personality is very "bubbly" and "hyper" which is why I think I work so well with kids and was able to do this for so long. So this was/is a very weird time for me! I'm glad I was able to identify it early and now doing what I have to to get back to my normal self! ❤️❤️❤️ Love you all so so so much!

[@TDBee09]

You are loved. Lucas, your family, your daughter. Hormones are a thing and they control us. This is not your fault, you are loved and you will get through it. We love you. Reach out for help. We all go through mental struggles. We are human beings. there is nothing you feel or experiencing that no one else on this earth has gone through. You will make it through. You will be able to help someone else struggling with this years from now. Stay strong Rachel. God loves you and you are fearfully and wonderfully made. God doesn't make mistakes--your life is valuable and important.

[@gailex4803]

Hi Rachael (hopefully I'm spelling your name correctly), I'm glad that you were bold enough to share your experience with us - it must have been a difficult decision. But depression is a reality and I read that 1 in 4 women will have it at some point in their lifetime ; and thus increases the chance that you may just have it during pregnancy. Just take this one day at a time. Depression is to be treated like any other comorbidity (for e.g. Diabetes or Hypertension). So you have been successful in the first step by identifying it; and now it's just getting support and seeking medical help as well. So, (amidst all the turmoil and quarantine) if it is in any way possible, and if you haven't done this as yet; try to see your OBGYN who can possibly refer you to the that specialist who can start treatment - and there are options (support groups, private psychotherapy, light therapy, medications). I can relate - I was in a similar state more than once and was able to recognise the signs and symptoms (as a health professional) and get help. I also had loved ones and friends supporting me in prayer and other ways. Blessings to you and your dedicated husband and twinnie and the rest of your fam. This too shall pass.

[@dianepatterson9622]

Hi Rachel...I have been watching your videos for a while but have never commented. Stay strong and know that you are loved and I will be praying for you and family. I want to say too to check out your fat soluble vitamin levels. They help the brain function at its optimal level. Use lots of flax seed chia seed, pumpkin seeds and coconut oil every day...and remember to take your multivitamins and iron. And get plenty of rest. This too shall pass, pregnancy takes every thing from our bodies and bones. I am a mother of three myself. Stay strong.

[@debbiers1147]

Love you so much, hate that I am not there to help. As always you can depend on me to support you. 🙏❤️

[@kezajoybarbra6384]

Thanks girlfriend ...I love so much

[@RRTwinsOfficial]

I love you guys!! ❤️❤️❤️ Im so happy to see you are back. Take your time babe and give yourself attention. It’s okay to feel down sometimes. Rachael needs Rachael as much as we all do.

[@islandqueen8195]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@gladysmwangi5531]

Sure

[@VonnieGirl65]

Lucas doesn't say anything but I just love how he looks at Rachael with so much love and concern praying you guys get through it 🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@juliabridges5830]

Watching Lucas is really heartbreaking because it seems as though he wants to fix this but can't. He is such a loving supporter for you Racheal. Lean on him, even if its just to feel the real love I know he has for you. Stay strong Lucas my prayers are with you as well

[@candacewingfield8371]

It melted my heart just looking at the way he looks at her. 💖💖💖

[@triciab612]

Lucas’ looks, body language kiss and gentle touch says more than words could ever say right💗🥺? He’s so strong,tender,gentle, patient and loving with Rachel. The husband God would want us all to have. Besides her husband, Rachel also has a strong supportive twin sister and family‼️‼️🥰❤️ Rachel you’re blessed and loved more than you know or can feel at moment.

[@triciab612]

Forgot to say, PRAYING 🙏🏾 for the family y’all 😇🙌🏽❣️🌹💋

[@tshacharles7363]

“You’re not loved by anybody” is the devil’s favorite instrument of torture my sister. You have a man sitting next to you who worship the ground you walk on. I hope you feel better,but if he does come back” REBUKE HIM”.

[@staceymayers8414]

Very vulnerable post: You are fearfully and wonderfully made, marvelous are His works.....Praying for you both.

[@shanaecoffman180]

Deuteronomy 31:8 “The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”

[@ladybug7781]

Amen

[@Vanessa-zm8fo]

This was the scripture my family and I read today. Thank you 🙏🏾

[@ashleyleong6270]

Amen 🤞❤️❤️❤️

[@joyhall2010]

LUCAS.... your wife is having a bad time and everyone is consoling her.... may you know that YOUR BEING THERE NEXT TO HER. LISTENING. CONSOLING. CRYING. HUGGING, is all very important and you are to be COMMENDED for being so sweet. Keep it up. Rachel, all the best....LUCAS, keep doing what u r doing for her. It is WONDERFUL & important (as you clearly know) 🌺

[@loazing4850]

@michelle louise 😳🤯👎

[@genesjewel1315]

michelle louise have several seats. We go hard for Racheal and Lucas.

[@triciab612]

❤️ love Lucas❣️‼️Stay strong on this path, this to will pass🥺

[@patriciaanyaegbunam5493]

On point. She is blessed with a wonderful husband , one in a million. Always remember that in Jesus Name !

[@everythingkidsgrowthanddev8825]

The devil is a liar... I watched this channel last yr when I was going through depression. You cheered me up. May God shine his light upon you. Hugs

[@jeangow6633]

That was the most touching video I have ever seen. I will pray that you find your joy again. Thank to your husband for not giving up on you when you were at your worst. That what true love is.

[@mariedames3240]

Who else wants to give Rachel a hug??? I do. With God's help and your husband's and family help you will get through this. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

[@gloriarhone2475]

"Be not dismayed what're betide , God will take care of you" and so will Lucus!

[@annwill2089]

I do

[@bassest4]

I do

[@winomadyson3092]

Racheal...your hormones off balance. You will get over this. I can see that Lucas loves you. Know that you are loved. You need sleep and take your vitamines. Pray for connection with your Heavenly Father.

[@viniqueemari7342]

Meee literally

[@jeananderson9836]

With tears in my eyes I said with christ in the vessel you will smile through the storm.As a Caribbean sister I say be strong.

[@nanawood]

Rachel, God is going to use this video to encourage others who are going through this as well. You are so brave to make this video, you are so brave, I love you guys

[@gems3604]

That's when KZbin is at its best: sharing real and personal information that helps other people. Good for you for posting something real, honest and authentic. Take care.

[@dorisvargas1713]

Don’t apologize for how you feel. Take care of yourself and the baby. Lean on Lucas and pray. If you need to talk to someone then do it. I love you and your family. Praying for you all.

[@marlenepink2908]

Hi it because u are pregnant your body changes when u are pregnant it soon shall pass just pray luv

[@shekirashekira]

Seeing Rachael go through this is heart breaking. May God lead you out of this feeling of darkness. 🙏🙏🙏

[@gracemactribouy3287]

This has made me realize that no one is perfect we all have a dark side we struggle with and it's just by grace that we have courage and strength to take on each day. God bless you mama. He's a refuge like no other.

[@TiffanyNicole_]

Awww Rach! I hate to see you sad/crying! Lucas held it together so well!!! Remember this too shall pass. Take your time to heal spiritually, physically, mentally & emotionally. I am rooting & praying for you! 😘❤

[@meauxpetit5509]

Hello, I do not know your names, to be honest, I was just browsing through youtube and accidentally came across you and for some reason was moved to listen to your story. I have never done this before, I am an extremely private person as well as introverted and shy. However, I think God moved in my heart to speak to you some words of cheer and comfort. First, remember, nothing lasts forever and that too will pass. Secondly, start counting your blessings, I see you have a wonderful supportive husband by your side, you can see in his eyes his deep love and concern for you. This is a blessing. If you only knew how many women in this world would have loved to be in your place. Besides, if you have other children and or family that support and care for and about you, praise God for them. What happens when we make an effort to stay our minds on the positive things in life, we help God in his healing process, and we recover faster. Thirdly, with all the negative news and constantly changing situations surrounding the globe now, I feel this may well have a part in or contribute to the way you feel. Therefore, feel free to cut yourself out from social media if you feel it necessary it may well help speed your recovery. You are not going through this alone, God is there with you your loving husband is there with you and your many friends are supporting you. Though I may not know I want you to know that you and your family will be in my prayers. May God continue to carry you through. It is my hope that the following texts of scripture will bring you peace, courage, and hope. John 14:27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid. Romans 15:13 May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope. Romans 12:12 Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer. James 1:2 Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, Philippians 4:4 Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice. Proverbs 17:22 A joyful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones. 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.

[@sheilajohnson9977]

Powerful! Inspiring words of encouragement! Be forever blessed and continue to bless others!

[@lovelymrselder]

Meaux Petit Amen

[@mercyadoda4683]

You are kind and thoughtful. This will be very helpful to her. Rachel turn ALL of your attention at this time to the lord. It is well with you

[@jonesgirl836]

Amen!

[@angelesreyes7161]

🙏🏼👏

[@btstxt432]

The way he looks at her while she talks...😍😍😍😍😍😍.... I can see how much he loves her and cares for her... Love from India💟💟

[@annetteduncan7882]

That what I saw when I watch this. To be loved that way would be so nice.

[@btstxt432]

@@annetteduncan7882 💟💟Heart touching Love.. 💟💟

[@franchialbarnes5240]

I started crying. I understand what Rachel and Lucas are going through. I went through this with all three of my daughters. I knew that I had to be there for them when no one else understood. We have to keep Rachel and Lucas in our prayers

[@jeninebrandt6153]

That is really true love👀💞💞💞🙌🙏

[@keniylaa8480]

It’s broke me I’m tears to see how much Lucas cares about her we all care about you but when Lucas started crying my heart dropped I love you guys 🙏💙

[@shoney4445]

I felt the same way. the love that Lucas shows is so emotional to me

[@debralee7681]

When you are pregnant you will experience this. I remember going through this when I was pregnant. This too will pass. It will all go away. Praying for you.

[@ameliagray1618]

Rachael, that's a voice you shouldn't be listening to. Don't listen to the devil's lies believe God's truth.

[@tshacharles7363]

Amelia gray,Amen 🙏.

[@Prettiebarbie]

Amen

[@18QueenHearts]

Amen!!! I was about to say this!!! These entities are humans without bodies which makes them all the more insidious because people think they're their own thoughts but they aren't!! The devil comes to kill, steal and destroy and his minions are working overtime to accomplish those things! I really pray that she sees your comment!!

[@geenahoffman296]

You're both so beautiful and a ray of sunshine even when depressed. I have dealt with severe depression in the past and can completely hear where you are coming from. My heart goes out to you. Keep doing what makes you comfortable and helps you heal. Sending nothing but positive thoughts your way. ❤

[@teddyprincess1234]

Rachel, in times like these, no one really knows how the thoughts you have can really take over your normal thought patterns because it is all very hard even for you to explain but remember God knows AND understands fully so cast ALL your anxieties/cares on Him because He actually cares (1 Peter 5:7). My advice is also wrapped up in Proverbs 3:5-6. As you and Lucas embark on yet another new path in life, trust God! You have both come way too far to give up now. Be blessed as you continue to bless. Much love and appreciation. 🤗❤

[@shirlspark_stardust]

Praying for you Racheal and Lucas pregnancy isn’t easy especially with this time and what is going on around us.

[@lifewithzoe9468]

This is only a transient effect of the times - corona-hormonal impact on a human. It is well with U, both of U, four of U. I love u Racheal.

[@vickihill3157]

You will get through this. It is okay to take a step back to gather yourself. Your health for you and the baby is important. God is a very present help in the time of need.

[@abhishekabhishekcharan3478]

Hi

[@faithvantifflin3947]

Hi

[@rhonasolomon1780]

Vicki Hill Hi Rachel and Lucas. Hang in there, we nee you healthy. And this too shall pass. Trust in God and he will carry you through this valley moment. Stay safe and be blessed.

[@JuliaPedro]

You're loved Rachael, globally. I've seen the love pour out from all parts of the world and it makes my heart swell. You'll be fine. 100% fine is asking a lot but you'll gradually get there. Keep counting your blessings- including those of us that love you- and you'll never be done by the time your son is here.

[@torg712]

Thank you for sharing. You'll help a lot of people with your testimony. We love you! you're not alone, been there done that. I'm praying for you and your family. You are more than conqueror!

[@TheMajesticFamily]

Depression is real!! I totally understand where you are at. It changes and will start to get easier. Don't put pressure on yourself take all the time you need. Your health, baby and mental health are all important. God bless you!

[@CB12389]

Don’t downplay or apologize about how you feel. Your feelings are your feelings.

[@valentinedannestoy5105]

Rachel, You have God and you have a wonderful husband that loves you with every fiber on his body. You will get through this, stay strong Rachel. Love you guys 😘😘

[@cece2600]

God, please let Rachel see herself through our eyes so she can heal 🙏🏽

[@mrbird-qu6sz]

My sweet baby girl, take a morsel from someone old enough to be your mom. 1. When life sucks, let it suck. 2. This depression is temporary. Them hormones ain't no joke. 3. God's got you. 4. Do what you can. KZbin ain't going nowhere, and it is not the most important thing in the world. 5. You are loved, especially by Lucas. 6. I'm praying for you. 7. Save some of that depression for the rest of your life and menopause cause it's the ultimate mind and body game. Thank you for mustering enough energy to make this post. There is a woman watching that is going through your experience, and you helped her. Prebirth depression is real, it's not in your head. Stay tuned into your feelings and needs. When I went through this with my second pregnancy, I liked to sit in the sun, alone and write a page full of curse words describing how I felt. Then, I'd write a short paragraph of things I was thankful for. My depression lasted till 8 months into my pregnancy. After delivery, I felt free and peaceful. Take care, beautiful soul. This is a chapter in your life. It will get better, promise. Much love to Lucas and Lillian.

[@sjenx1]

mr. bird You stated this so well. 👏🏽🙏🏾

[@ashyv2954]

Take all the time y’all need, we still love y’all.

[@Dorine_MjawaYesu]

It was really courageous of you to share such with us,and how I pray that God brings back the joy into your heart,and life,joy that knows no bounds and peace that surpasses all human understanding. We are with you in prayers Rachael...and may God bless your union with your wonderful husband,and child,and the little bundle of joy on its way.

[@briannekimbrough908]

So happy to see you guys back! I’m praying for you all and I know God is able to do exceedingly and abundantly above all we can think or ask! You will be made whole and back to yourself x10 soon! Love you guys!

[@marquitabrown5726]

We understand!! Depression is hard on its own. Being pregnant makes it harder. We will keep you in our prayers!🙏 You are strong 💪this will pass.. 💗💓❤💕💖🤗

[@Kaylalifestyle4965]

Marquita Brown subscribe to me

[@yayajan5934]

Just a reminder in case your mind is playing tricks on you today: You matter, you’re important. You’re loved. And your presence on this earth makes a difference whether you see it or not🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@Cheeks63091]

I wish you the best sweet heart ❤️ I think all of us will go through some form depression during these hard times to what’s going on in this world today ~ it’s a lot on our shoulders as a whole because we are all pulling on the same string ~ I was having anxiety attacks due to what’s going on it’s hard but keep your head up darling ❤️you have so much in your life your babies and your husband to love for ~ shake that ish off Sis you got it ~ go and have some fun..don’t stop posting it’ll keep you busy through it all

[@Laura-zh3kk]

Hope you can feel everyone's love and go through with this depression. Embrace your real happiness!

[@NewportMamabear]

Take care of yourself, the baby and your family. We love you and God loves you.

[@inimamz]

Dear Rachel, there are many mean people in the world You can't let them get to you The only reason they do what they do is because they're jealous of you And if you think about it no one can be jealous of a nobody So you're definitely somebody A beautiful somebody with a beautiful, fun and caring heart A beautiful somebody with a lovely family that consists of people that love you so much Seeing you cry like this made me really weak Because when I'm down your vibes and loudness cheer me up I'm really hurt seeing you cry this way

[@aminasaidmo]

Iniore Mamedu exactly

[@inimamz]

Amina A saeed let's just keep praying for her and appreciating her loving husband

[@Dr_Mhango]

Couldn’t help but cry 😭 I love you so much Rachael and I’m confident that you will get through this . God’s got you girl 🙏

[@davynj3]

You are a hero queen!!! This is very brave of you to put your feelings out there. God is with you sis! I'm 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 for you. God bless you Lucas for being a beautiful supporting husband.

[@deitralee6342]

❤️❤️❤️❤️. My adult daughter was diagnosed with depression and expressed having similar thoughts as you (not feeling loved or things would be better if she was not here). During our research, we learned that she could have a chemical imbalance in her brain were it does not produce enough serotonin. She is now on a medication that supplements the serotonin. You should talk to your health provider about it. I’m not sure you want to take meds while you are pregnant, but it might be a good thing to research for yourself. I usually don’t comment, but I was compelled to. My prayers go out to you and yours. Pray without ceasing and know that there are loads of people that think you are wonderful and who love you.

[@childofthemosthigh9553]

These thoughts are coming from the devil. Cast him out rebuke him and he will flee from you in Jesus Mighty name.

[@moeheard5283]

Lucas rarely took his eyes off her 😩😭😍 I love y’all and I’m praying for you Rachie ♥️

[@toto69ish]

Wow Rachel I'm sorry your going through this. Watching the video was hard, I was in tears throughout it because it reminds me of when my sister was going through a similar situation but she wasn't pregnant. You and your family are in my prayers and I hope to see you bounce back like my sister did. She struggled with depressed and negative thought. She thought she would never get out but she did. She has a similar personality like yours. I know you will conquer this as well. Thank you for your transparency, your advocacy of how real depression is.

[@nawalally3248]

It’s okay u can fight this, we can all see how strong u are. The fact that u are talking about it is a step towards resolution and that we’ll give u strength

[@Saphie420]

Love you to bits. I want to come clean & tell you. I've been living this since day one of this pregnancy. Yet I cannot speak on it. I have TRIED with my OBGYN yet they dont "hear".. so I left it alone. Barely eat, down .. hiding in a cave and .. feel like I'm dying.. n worthless. . . Lost ... Yet you are speaking up and .. have such an embrace of love around you .. I dont have anyone of family.. I'm sending u love and hope to keep moving fwd. 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@mrs.brittonison2777]

Hi Sophie. May I say a prayer for you? Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your Name. Father, I pray that you be Sophie's refuge and strength at this time for she is experiencing a dark period in her life and pregnancy. May the Holy Spirit comfort her and remind her that Jesus loves her. Please Father, cause her to cast all her cares and anxieties upon You for You care for her. And Father, l pray that You bless her with peace of mind- that peace which You alone can give. Please bless the lovely baby growing inside of her. May the baby have good health. Thank you, Father, for listening and thank you for answering our prayer. We ask these mercies in the Name of Jesus, Amen.

[@angelacox4875]

AMEN! 🙏

[@godiseverything1482]

@@mrs.brittonison2777 Continue to be blessed.. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@terriwynne8440]

Sending you love and support! We’ll be here when you’re ready to come back... take the time you need to take care of yourself and each other! 💗. Your honesty helps us all when we’re feeling like this too. So many people hide depression until it becomes overwhelming and it’s too late. Thank you for sharing.

[@ndimukalavi8027]

Sending you hugs. You are whole and you are blessed. Thank you for inviting us to this special part of your life. This is so real to me. My daughter has been going through this for some time now. I will pray for you

[@KeYa777]

I struggle with depression.. I really feel you...sending you love and prayers. Thank God you have a loving husband. Some of us don't even have a shoulder to lean on when we want to cry...I love you.

[@greyciepesh9784]

Sharlene Weku I also struggle with depression

[@geriw7346]

I also suffer from depression, with no one to talk to, have support from, no one that understands,

[@KeYa777]

@@geriw7346 sending you hugs and love.

[@fiametaferede7428]

So true at least he is next to you hearing deeply what you say and looking at you with his loving eyes, you are lucky girl

[@anneliahyacinth1]

Depression is a serious thing. I would know. That aside, I know you will get through this. Prayer will do wonders for you and your family. You're strong and you are loved! Never ever ever ever ever forget that!

[@everythingcardyb2824]

So emotional. I’m praying for you guys and wish you all the best. I also suffer from depression and am on medication. You’ll get through this. Stay strong. You’re loved

[@DylandaMeadows]

Sending so much LOVE to you guys. I love your honesty and transparency. You will be fine we all been there. I am praying for you and your family daily. Be strong and courageous and God will deliver. Much Love from Florida

[@michelletolentino2827]

Thank you Sir Lucas for keeping maam Rachael with you and for staying for her and loving her. Please stay inloved to each other cause you both inspired me that love is true and it help me to believe that i could also find that kind of love. Your really an inspiration guys :) thank you

[@romertresornzazikibandacha9812]

Rachel I would like to let you know that you are loved regardless what's happening. I pray that God restore you mentally, emotionally and spiritually. I decree that you are not useless you are useful in this society. God loves you so much that He wants to heal you completely. I will keep praying for you and your family.

[@charismikaldiannelukar8755]

Your video is relatable Rachel I've been through depression like that for 10 years and it is still killing me, but I've come to realize that it I have to put myself together because it took all my time to do what I love and it also affects my studies as it is to you and your baby but my encouragement is be strong, for the baby, for you and your family❤🙏🏻.

[@vondzellblack4302]

You will be okay thank you for being so open and honest because you have touch alot of people and helping people because we all go through depression I will keep praying for you bless you .

[@thenayways8242]

Hormones do crazy things to our bodies! I’m praying for you and that the depression will go away soon! You & your family stay strong during this time!!!❤️ god bless you guys!

[@selamtube3774]

is she pregnant ? if yes that is normal

[@dela_ruthh]

Depression is a hard illness and it can make everyday such a battle. I’m really happy that you have a strong support system through your family and the support you’ve gotten online! Speaking from experience, getting out of a depressive period can feel like an impossible upward climb, but faith and time really do make a difference. And take your time with the channel- it can definitely wait because your health is more important 💛

[@ladylabyrinth6345]

thankyou for being vulnerable with us. sorry you are going through this. you are loved

[@isabelcruz3423]

I totally feel you love. As a mom I've been there. It's hard to have a bubbly personality and then get struck with depression. Prayers sent your way. Things will get better. Remember to have your you time.

[@impressyourselfnow]

My heart breaks for you . Been there and it is so heavy. You’re not alone even though you feel lonely . You are here for a reason and we don’t have a testimony without a test. You are bright and beautiful and bring so much light into the world. Sending a virtual hug and spiritual warfare prayers. I am so sorry and where possible I’m sending strength and recovery and peace and grace. The world needs you Rachel and so many love you even though we have never met you in person.

[@preciousdesignz6377]

Make sure you take care your self Rachael. We will still be here waiting when you ready to post . Love you r&l gang 🥰

[@Kaylalifestyle4965]

Precious Jackson subscribe to me

[@rosida1]

Wow!!! I’ll definitely keep you in my prayers and also your family. Trust in the Lord and try to take one step at a time 🙏🏽💖

[@onllwyn]

Thank you very much for sharing your story. I wish so many blessings to you and your family. You are helping many people.

[@jordie_destined7518]

Psalm 40:1-3 “I waited patiently for the LORD; he inclined to me and heard my cry. He drew me up from the pit of destruction, out of the miry bog, and set my feet upon a rock, making my steps secure. He put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God. Many will see and fear, and put their trust in the LORD.” -Ps. 40:1-3. “Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise” - Les Misérables

[@elizabethc9843]

Firo Lora beautiful 💕

[@derleenation809]

Firo Lora amen

[@williammcdaniel595]

Oh baby I’m praying for you! Take care of yourself! You come first..I want to see you on KZbin but I’d rather an occasional update and you be healthy..

[@laviestephanie2027]

Thank you for sharing 🙏🏾😇I appreciate you opening about something so hard.Even when I was going

[@viniqueemari7342]

I started this video a while back and didn't get to finish but decided to binge watch your videos and remembered this one. And honestly, there is so much bravery in sharing something so personal, so serious, so challenging with the world. And I pray that you will always be able to move past these overwhelming thoughts and feelings when they come about. You are important, you are loved and you are more than enough.

[@Keysha_Wilkins]

YOU ARE AN AWESOME PERSON!!!! PERIOD POINT BLANK!!!! GREAT WIFE GREAT MOTHER GREAT SISTER GREAT FRIEND GREAT DAUGHTER GREAT THERAPIST ALL AROUND GREAT SOUL!!! THIS TOO WILL PASS❣❣❣

[@annedeborah5926]

TAKE ALL THE TIMEEE YOU NEED MY LOVE!!!! I AIN'T GOING NOWHERE!!! Love you all so much!!!

[@aunillah6465]

Me too!! I ain't go nowhere.

[@Kaylalifestyle4965]

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[@chunkychocolatechip1441]

@@Kaylalifestyle4965 stop trying to self promote on such a touchy emotional video. It's rude and disrespectful. Go to another video and do that 🤦🏾‍♀️

[@erickarobin2010]

Praying for you both: healing, rest, recovery, deliverance peace.

[@stacyju77]

My heart is literally breaking for you. I'm so sorry that you're going thru this. You're sorta of like me when I feel life gets I little hard the words & love from my mom seem to help. But I not only call my mom I also call on the name Jesus & talk to him just like I'm talking to my mom. I'm praying that He comforts you & give you healing.

[@FolakeOnirun]

Sending love and light your way. Take your time off, this too shall pass ❤️

[@karmanellis9909]

You are a wonderful mother and a loving wife to Lucas. I will be praying for your healing. Much love to you and your family.💙

[@eldagoodjobbbraymond5718]

IN THE NIME OF JESUS I REBRUK ALL OF THINM FROM YOU LOVE YOU GS

[@C.W.9.]

When you are an AMAZING gift from God sometimes the enemy tries to take you out. Maybe you dont realise how much of a blessing it is to see a beautiful woman of God: successful, joy-filled, married, and a mother. You are an extraordinary example of God's love, and you deserve peace in all forms. Whether you never make another video again from this 30 year old, virgin, single, and most importantly Christian woman to woman...I value you and you are worthy. 🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜 Sincerest prays for you and your family. It's okay to be down sis...just don't stay there.🤓

[@saraalghafri5462]

Like you no kraying

[@iam1408]

I'm so sorry you're having to go through this. I've been there. You'll get through it. Have to say the self isolating is really affecting alot of people mentally, including myself. Will keep you and your little family in my prayers.

[@sannetteskyesworld252]

Rachael, take all the time you need. I went through depression couple years ago and every now and I find myself regressing. All that you said, lack of sleep, (me not wanting to sleep, I'll be up all night, even when I have work the next day) lost of enjoyment in what I normally find joy in, low energy, lack of appetite etc. It's a lot to deal with. What I did was I told 2 of my best friends, so they keep an eye on me and they are aware of the signs, so they keep me grounded. Just be strong and know that, this phase will past as well. All the best my dear, continue reading up, you'll eventually find the remedy that works for you.

[@leelahsday4829]

Hang in there Rachel! God has you in the palm of His hand!🙏

[@tams6999]

From what I have seen you are a brilliant mum! Depression is no joke and I have felt exactly the same feelings you have! Take time for yourself to heal. Things definitely get better, stay strong xx

[@phyllishauser3887]

Thank you for sharing this very personal and powerful experience you have been going through. You are helping so many of us identify things for ourselves. You are a brave, strong and beautiful person. You have a lovely family. I pray for your continued healing and happiness.

[@naibecks9452]

I will keep you in my prayers. Depression is hard on its own, I can’t imagine it whilst pregnant. Always remember that you are a good person, you are loved and you are blessed x

[@jacalynwilliams5972]

When you look back at this day and look at that beautiful baby you're going to have and your family and think about how good God is and how much life you have in you I'm going to pray father I come before you in the name of Jesus I thank and praise you for Rachel's family I think you for removing that funk that she's in that you destroyed the works of the enemy that you've already taken care of this when you died on Calvary I thank you Father for her healing in Jesus mighty name amen

[@elizabethc9843]

I have watched so many videos of you guys and you have been so inspiring and you know what, people don’t always stay in that place. Yes you are going through difficult times and the best thing you are doing is talking about it, this is therapeutic indeed and I respect your husband sitting right there allowing you to offload like that and being there for you- praying for more strength for you guys you will get there! Allow yourselves to work at your pace. My son 24 was diagnosed with depression 3 years ago and struggled to complete university but by Gods grace he graduated. As a parent I have gone through highs and lows with him and I have ended signing on a psychological course which is equipping me for my work as a physiotherapist and as a mother and I am getting to be more aware of ways to support him during difficult days and not question why, and I am seeing changes in both of us. Lucas maybe get more information if not already done so to better support her, pregnancy can be more challenging during this time but I’m moved to pray for you and with you guys. Keep a day at a time and remember you emptied a lot out of yourself, and you are doing just fine you will get that happiness 💕 a big hug from me🤗

[@priscillasodeke6099]

Glad you shared this. Please take care of yourselves...mental and physical health-coming from a place of similar personal experience...you're not alone, YOU ARE LOVED. God bless you and help you through this! One day at a time.

[@LacyLoveTV]

I cried with u and I feel your pain but know that you're loved and I'm praying for you and your family. Be encouraged❤❤❤

[@deea4731]

You tore me up,I pray everything gets better you deserve so much greater in life you and your family are the very best,we will continue to pray for you,and please try and leave that job,your a beautiful person, be blessed.your husband loves you DEARLY, just pray ask God for strength.

[@esthersilva3825]

So sorry about this dearest i pray that God would restore back ur joy in dew time because u are a loving soul

[@vbslovelyone4787]

I’m praying for you and you’re family. I takes tremendous courage to come out and talk about your depression. This video is god sent for those that are dealing with depression. Thank god you have people that love you. I am so proud of you for doing this video. I’m extremely proud of the love and concern your husband shows. With prayer and seeking help, you will get through this. Praying for you.

[@sherrysearcy1608]

I’m so sorry Rachel. I promise it will get better. I suffered from depression and I was delivered. I prayed a lot. And changed my thinking. It really helped me. Praying for you.

[@tifftiff7363]

My heart...I know this took a lot for you to film, and I appreciate your candid transparency. Im praying for you sis 🙏🏾❤️ If I can encourage you at all in this time I will say there is Nothing wrong with you. Your feelings are valid but also emotions lie to us. Emotions are so powerful and extremely crucial to our well being. Pray for your mind every morning and night. Depression, anxiety and fear are all from the same dark place. I may not know you personally but I know you are a gorgeous, sweet, big hearted, intelligent, creative, a great mom, wife, sissy, daughter, friend, hard worker, fighter and so much more. You have so MUCH to offer this world. Let no one steal ur joy or tell you lies. Take everything one day and one breath at a time. You Will Overcome! 💪🏾 your the daughter of the King! No weapon formed against you, your mind, your happiness or your marriage...can prosper. 💋

[@joycemwangi6456]

Tiff tiff my daughter name

[@tifftiff7363]

Joyce Mwangi Great name choice 🤗

[@thedanielsfamily6473]

Ran to the comments because we’re soooo bored right now! 😩💕✨ oh no! please don’t stop filming .. you guys inspire us and our channel so much! Pray you make it out of that slump! Your well being matters most 💜

[@ritajohnson2032]

Awww y'all so cute. You are very much loved that why I subscribe I felt the love that Y'all but out. You guys are the only youtubers I follow. Yall are the best. Stay up lifted. You are beautiful and you have a beautiful family.

[@lwaller329]

I’m so proud of you for sharing this . I’m grateful that you are fighting for yourself. You rock in every way. Continue to protect your peace. You are loved and you are an awesome mom . ❤️

[@lainajones8926]

Omg Rachel this breaks my heart you feel this way. Let me tell you something i don't know you personally nor do I know what you are going. I just want to tell you that you are a beautiful person inside and out .Watching your vlogs brightens my day your personality radiates threw the screen .I am praying that God wraps his arms around you and help get you threw this hard time I have 100 % faith God and your loving family will get you threw this tough time....Praying hard for you Rachel 🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@mems8809]

I am truly sorry about what you're going through. I admire you even more for sharing your down moments. May your faith in God strengthen you during these difficult times. Just remember that the God of the day is still God in the night. You and your family are greatly loved.

[@wen-a8703]

Hi! What u said is so sweet and true, this I feel is what she needs to hear/know, how much people's day she brightens up with her videos. She's truly a beautiful person and we are out here loving on her too also sharing her pain but still have a whole lot of confidence in her. This too shall pass Rach...

[@lainajones8926]

Thank you.

[@lainajones8926]

@@wen-a8703 Amen and thank you!

[@Crystalbrownja]

I know exactly what you guys are going through, I just want to let you know that it is a phase and it will pass. I was in a similar situation like that and I had to talk myself out of it, please don't stop posting because you guys put smile on people faces to brighten up their days. This video brought tears to my eyes but I am here to encourage you to never give up on being a mom, wife , friend, loving sister and daughter. When the pressure come along just reflect back on your reason for existing. You will be fine ❤I love you ! We love you!!. #Yourblessed

[@melaniefrancis2250]

So sorry you are going through this depression. I will pray for you. I normally will turn on your videos when I'm down because you have such a positive, like you said bubbly personality. I think your videos make people laugh, I know I enjoy them. I pray Gods comfort and peace over you. When you feel down, I encourage you to look in Gods word and see how much He loves you. God bless.

[@victoriammusic]

OMG i love you so much Rachel. And am just sad that i had to watch you are feel this way on my birthday. You are such an amazing person and you don deserve to be sad. Please be happy for us all. I cherish and value you all the way from Kenya Africa.please feel loooveeedd♥️♥️