I'm Tired of this JEE Prep, I Quit

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CLR Devansh

Күн бұрын

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@TherealYUVRAJ Ай бұрын

"na maaze kar paya, na dhang se padh paya" This summarizes my JEE 2025 Preparation 💔

@Darshannn_.13 Ай бұрын

Bhai 😭

@Phoenix.246 Ай бұрын

there is no other JEE aspirant with whom I could relate so much.

@rexxxyyyyy_09 Ай бұрын

Paused at 6:29, all i can say as a viewer is that life is not fair to everyone. If you keep thinking that the two years are "wasted" then you are wrong. You learned a lot, both in values and in intelligence. These two years will help you as a dropper and you know that too. If you had enjoyed and left studies not only would you have 100% messed up your boards, you would also fail to build a foundation for the drop year. Things happen for a purpose, so stop dwelling on the past and focus on the future. Moreover, relax. We are all 17/18, we don't have to figure out everything just yet. Things will get better. Take care

@justadisgracee Ай бұрын

Yes bhai, thanks for the kind words❤

@acetech6802 Ай бұрын

🥹♥️

@dikshant-fingerstyletutorials Ай бұрын

our country doesnt care about what we "learn", if all we do here is judge everyone by their marks.. and also its like if we dont qualify in jee mains (which most people dont) its like a game over situation unless you have a good income source, people commit suicid*s before and after jee but our education system doesnt care this is what is happening in our country and it wont improve anytime soon

@itzdeathlord4115 Ай бұрын

Indeed bro

@RayyanAzmi-l5i Ай бұрын

yarr bhai yeh sb khne ki baaten hai yarr saala mere NEET k 2 drop ho gaye hain aur teesri bar padhne ki koshish kr rha hu but sala is wqt 11th me jo hal the usse bhi bekar haal hai yaha bsd ka 4 5 saal ragdo phir pta chla ki bc paper leak ho gaya, saala mere kayi dosto ka 645 648 lake bhi kuch ni hua, bahut demotivation hai bhai

@ofc-c5f Ай бұрын

hi bro, i can totally relate to you, but the difference is that im a NEET aspirant. the biggest mistake i made in my journey was opting for dummy schooling, and ive literally been staying at home for the past two years without joining any coaching, no friends, even maine aajtk apna school tk nhi dekha hai andar se practical ka bhi shyd vo log arrange kr denge. pw's ads influenced me so much back when i was in 10th grade that i decided i'd crack NEET through online prep alone. I know it works for many students with PW, but maybe I’m not one of them. my 11th grade is completely messed up, but my 12th syllabus is entirely done,just 2 ch of oc left. I just need to do the final revision. I also know that with just one month after boards, I won’t be able to achieve much for NEET. But still, I don’t want to give up because MR sir said that even in the drop year, only those will win who don’t give up now. So, you too, stay strong and keep studying with all your dedication for these 2 months. After boards, I’ll edit this comment to share my marks.

@agniveer-h7l Ай бұрын

same i opt for online + dummy it is worse WORSE WORST

@acetech6802 Ай бұрын

Frck same life

@tanu_r1312 Ай бұрын

Same for me too

@SucoTomi Ай бұрын

Same bhai Online is not for all average students. Kafi chote chote topics hawa mai bol dete hai Smja rha haina kya kh rha hu Online sb ke liye nhi h Again khunga average ke liye toh bilkul nhi And ghar se bahar nikal Khudko time de.

@justmusically-v8d Ай бұрын

Damn it feels like u are sharing my story! But fr me it was beneficial fr one reason I got a rare disease and with that i wouldn't have survived offline soo it was beneficial in that aspect but the main aspect which is studies its same as ur story

@simply.aesthetic Ай бұрын

Brooo.... Literally the first person on KZbin who's feeling the EXACT SAME THING as I am... I already have decided that I will take a drop and stuck at the thought why did I even studied and sacrificed everything for studies in past 2 years and what's next.. I am legit feeling the same thing 😭

@Tapasya-vf1br Ай бұрын

As a senior boards pe dhyaan de bhai mere 75 nhi aaye bhot pachataya tha mai

@ZiSHAN0906 Ай бұрын

Same

@आयुष_राठौड़_5656 Ай бұрын

As a iitian jee ki prep se boards ki prep already ho jati hai wo bhi better way me smjha ???? Boards me mere 96% they 🗿

@BirikhSaikia Ай бұрын

@आयुष_राठौड़_5656😂😂

@opop-of7ew Ай бұрын

@आयुष_राठौड़_5656 hm shi kaha

@PrithweeshHaldar-ip1hb Ай бұрын

Bro IIT is not everything but still never give up...... fight back.... bounce back....

@akshitach8067 Ай бұрын

I think uh should focus more on boards nd give ur jee jan attempt as an experience then after boards focus more on april attempt...all the best don't take stress everything will be fine

@Tantheta.30 Ай бұрын

Isko kon bataye

@shubham99761 Ай бұрын

Ish ladki ko ya tumhari condition ko?@@Tantheta.30

@justadisgracee Ай бұрын

@@akshitach8067 That is what I'm doing rn but not giving april attempt early drop lunga coz bhai college lene laayak no. to nahi aane waale and sabse bada time waste mera school 👺👺👺👺

@KushagrraPrajapati-rp1dw Ай бұрын

@@justadisgracee bhai excuse mt d agr yaha yt pe bc na kre to ho bhi jaega or bhai tune agr april give up kia to kabhi jee nhi nikal paega kyuki tu agr aj give up krega to tu age bhi krega jitna ho utna pel jan or april me boards hojata h hai mere pre board me fail tha or boards me 85 or bhai drop ka abhi socha to tu gya

@akshitach8067 Ай бұрын

@@justadisgracee it's cool all the best ❤

@ANIMETVE Ай бұрын

Same scene bro...always on right path but due some unfortunate reasons fucked in the long race

@justadisgracee Ай бұрын

@@ANIMETVE Koi ni bhai Best of luck lage rehh ♥️♥️♥️

@shouryapathak2787 Ай бұрын

Same bro, mera toh 50% jee syllabus bhi dhang se nhi poora ho paya aur har bar school exams me PW ke 30-30 lectures backlog bn jate the. School me bhi same tumhare jitne hi marks aate hain ab tak, now I am focusing more on boards and not thinking much about jee. I will give jee just for an experience this time and secure my 12th percentage well. I will prolly take a drop or give some other govt entrance exams for engineering. 🙂

@saksham1108 Ай бұрын

Same

@MITSUYAINTHENSAMN Ай бұрын

Bhai same😆

@ArpitPrajapati-y1q 3 күн бұрын

what is prolly

@chandraprakashyadav188 Ай бұрын

Do one thing guys , I know bahut log isko halke me lenge but mujhe isse fayda ho rha hai ..Start meditation.. dekho to krna kya hai jab bhi tumko time mile tum pehle Beth jao and ankh bandh karo apne thoughts ko ekdum rok lo .. aur sirf apni inhale exhale karo start Karo atleast 10 min se aage fir dhere dhere badhao..And 101% definitely tumko fayda hoga .. Isse tumhara day dreaming, overthinking ,stress ye sab khtm ho jata h and ek positivity aati hai And me batara 90 % log halke me lenge .. start krke ek Bar dekho tum jab pehli Bar bhi karoge na tumko ek alag sa peace Aur feel milega .. All the best ❤

@jaivardhan8417 Ай бұрын

what about self control? Meditation karne se help hoga kya self control me?

@chandraprakashyadav188 Ай бұрын

@jaivardhan8417 definitely....infact meditation ka main pros to yhi hai ki ye tum ko tumhare par control karne me help krta hai.

@itachiuchiha4794 Ай бұрын

Yeah dude it's scientifically proven

@flameofgamingvirtual3036 Ай бұрын

Dekho meditation inhale exhale pe concentrate karne se nahi hogi Meditation karte samay jo thoughts aate hai agar ham unhe right or wrong mai differentiate karke fir hamare purpose jaise ki focus karna ispe mind ko align karna hota hai Dekh lo inhale exhale se kuch jayada cognitive effect nahi padta

@jaymahadev5631 27 күн бұрын

Thanks mai bhi overthinker aur i hope ye help kre mujhe

@a_boy_called_shreyam Ай бұрын

I think you ar too close . Just keep grinding 🗣️🗣️🗿

@omkondawar5899 Ай бұрын

Kalpanic baate bolne mein acchi lagti hai 😂

@DarkWoods. Ай бұрын

@@omkondawar5899 samajhte hai tumhe par mehnat nhi kroge toh kaise crack kroge

@DeepakKumar-zc8jz Ай бұрын

As a dropper ek baat bolu .. full effort laga do par drop mat lena.. 2 saal ka syllabus 7 mahine me karna bhot difficult hai ...mocks and revision ke liye time hi nhi milta...

@vlog_with80 Ай бұрын

Bhai uski 11 12 barbad nahi h uski theory clear h bus vo drop year me sirf practice krega aur bhai ek advice KZbin chod do aur 16 ghante padho drop year me only practice and mock test

@Jaihoprabhu-c3u Ай бұрын

@@vlog_with80Bhai ab aisa sochte hai...lekin jb drop loge tbtk bhul jaoge to ek baar padhna pdega hee pdega

@justadisgracee Ай бұрын

@@Jaihoprabhu-c3u sahi baat bhai, But I have planned everything us plan ke according bhi chal diya bare minimum karke to bhi nov tkk syllabus ho jayga mera 11th, 12th sb along with practice and uske baad 1-2 mahina proper mocks dunga speed increase krunga proper

@Wizardjee Ай бұрын

Bro Teri video dekh ke Rona aaa gya . This is very hurtful for any aspirant. Now I'll dedicate myself Fully for jee to make my sacrifices worth

@justadisgracee Ай бұрын

Heinnnnn! Are bhaii means a lot to me yaar 😭😭😭

@justadisgracee Ай бұрын

btw laga reh koi ni

@rengokuop8486 Ай бұрын

Sabse bada regret hai ki na mazze kiye and so called sacrifice kiye but jo achieve krna tha na vo kr paya this one is off topic but ek i was the social guy jo sb kuch krnei koshish krta tha but but jo meri skills ya hobbies thi vo bhi rusty ho gayi hai ek ladki ki we both liked e/o but mujhe hi shcool chhodna tha and kuch argument hua tha and all usse meri baat nhi hui and ab shes got a boyfriend mtlb theek hai achi baat hai BUT ANDAR SE KHUD SE NAFFRAT KRNE LAGA HU mtlb boht cheezen hai LIKE I REALLY HATE MYSELF NOW LIKE FUCK ME

@justadisgracee Ай бұрын

are bhaii demotivate na ho sher h tu

@Ssahu-l2u Ай бұрын

Bro! This exams killed so many relations!!

@ofc-c5f Ай бұрын

bro, same here. my crush proposed to me on the day of our last 10th board exam. but i thought neet was more important and decided i would say yes after cracking neet in 2 years :) ab na hi mera neet hone wala hai or na hi mere koi dost hai dummy school ki vjh se 2 saal ek dm akele jhela hai ab bs ye boards dekr niklna hai is phase se

@rengokuop8486 Ай бұрын

@@ofc-c5f hn dost

@AshishPandey-r8j 12 күн бұрын

Bhai mere bhi yahi halat h Ki mujhe bhi kai baar ye thought aata h ki mai chahta kya hu 😢

@danish75808 Ай бұрын

BHAI GIVE UP NI KRNE KA ... MERE HALF EARLY M SINGLE DIGITS HAI.. BUT NO TO GIVE UP.. AUR MERI BHI YAHI PLANNING HAI KI ABHI BOARDS KA SAARA SYLLABUS AND END MAI JEE K FULL PYQS...

@lakshmideepak5127 Ай бұрын

brother focus more on boards if you get less in jee you have option to take drop but if you get less in boards that regret will be life long just like meee 😨

@OhHellNoo-p4g Ай бұрын

Ooooo 💀.... Scene ho gaya Bhai Scene shiitttt...... Paper aate aate Sabke L lagege 🤧

@SherozGaming54 Ай бұрын

*_Results ∝ (Hard Work + Smart Work) ∝ (Interest + Intelligence) ∝ Brain ∝ God/Nature_* *_That's the Reality_*

@Sigmargon Ай бұрын

teri hogyi jee🙏🙏

@SunrakuFTW Ай бұрын

Bhai mai dropper hu mere boards mai 96% the aur mains mai 84%ile , boards mai 75 aram se le ayga bs english aur optional subject pr dhyan dega tbhi bhi ajaenge. Mains pr focus rakh drop mai bahut problem hoti hai agar pehle jee ki dhang se tayari nhi kari un logo ko specially.Agle saal aur bache baithenge aur zyada tough competition hoga.Mere jitne bhi dost the jinka jee acha nhi gaya sbne college lelia tha aur ab sab apne college ke batch mai top 20 mai hai.Apna ek saal college mai utilize krega toh zyada bdia rahega.agle saal ka kuch nhi pta kya ho.Maine coaching join kri offline is saal, coaching vale kbhi bhi dhyan nhi dete lower batches aur droppers pr.Mere 4 teacher change ho chuke physics ke 3 mahine mai, aur agar online socha hai tbhi bhi cope up krna bahut mushkil hoga kyuki vo advance oriented pdhaenge bahut zyada, aur 6 mahine mai mains ke saath vo pdna bahut mushkil hota.Meri bhi prep ki ch*di hui hai , itna pdne ke bad bhi.ye hi thi meri advice baki tere pe hai jo krna hai maine apna bta dia.

@ShadowBreaker-g5i Ай бұрын

Bhai log drop mt dena kabhi bhiii drop sucks

@concoledone Ай бұрын

Why

@EREH_537 Ай бұрын

taking drop ruined my life btw

@concoledone Ай бұрын

@@EREH_537 how

@curiouscreater1451 Ай бұрын

Have a tough mindset bro and never give up ...

@AnjaliKumari-ww2wq Ай бұрын

I was exactly in the same situation last year🙂

@Ankith_Yadav Ай бұрын

So how u managed and currently what are u doing ?😢

@Ttttperson Ай бұрын

hey i am going through the same thing. a few days i study and feel satisfied and then something happens and i dont end up completing what i wanted to and feel guilty and then quit for a week or 2 and then it just gets messed up. i have so much back log idk how i plan on catching up on everything.. stay strong.. keep going. we're in this together

@Abcdefg-j5g-e2k Ай бұрын

Don't think about anything just take a decision and make it perfect example by your hardwork,same condition here .this is because we all preparing for competitive exams first time in life

@yoaimo_1 Ай бұрын

Stand proud brother, you escape from trap 🗿

@आयुष_राठौड़_5656 Ай бұрын

Trap ?? 🤡 Uss chiz me profession nhi tha ye bol

@yoaimo_1 Ай бұрын

@आयुष_राठौड़_5656 tumhe kuch nhi pta education ki reality

@आयुष_राठौड़_5656 Ай бұрын

@@yoaimo_1 Beta mere ko Mt sikha thik h u don't even knows what the reality it is 😂 The real truth is that u don't even know whats the real meaning of Matrix 🤡 if u don't know about what I was trying to say then u have to understand at first what's my opinion 😂

@आयुष_राठौड़_5656 Ай бұрын

@@yoaimo_1 U r little Lil kid so u might to focus on ur career not today's distraction 🤡 If u will trapped in today's type of insta influencer's who always talking about bad sh*t against education then u gonna be destroyed ur future so as a senior I warn u that don't hear about this joker types of people

@aryansingh8208 Ай бұрын

bro id say whatever decision you take, just stick with it and believe in yourself

@learnwithme7953 23 күн бұрын

Abhi to mains aate aate aur log quit karenge par apan to tike rahenge😊😊

@vedantpranjale9036 Ай бұрын

Yeah bro i am in the same situation it was like i was talking to myself i dont know what to do agar drop liya to pata nahi padhai karpaunga ya nahi bohot disturb ho chuka hu.

@aayushisrivastava7097 Ай бұрын

Hii devansh.... It's okay we still have 2 months and tbh abhi k liye yaar sirf boards ko priority do please baaki ka aage dekh lenge but abhi k liye sirf boards per dhyaan do❤❤

@SamriddhiKhare-pp9mn Ай бұрын

Boards pe focus karo agar halat kharab hai to kyunki agar drop loge to 75 percent bhi zaruri hai fir agar aapko khud pe confidence hai drop lene pe to lo aur fir ragad ke mehnat krlo bas regret na reh jaaye koshish kro bas best of luck bhai tension nhi leni❤

@amritadiwan9595 Ай бұрын

all the best survivor! just don't give up

@justadisgracee Ай бұрын

Thank you didi ji 😭

@devanshsaraswat4031 Ай бұрын

Devansh broo just focus on your boards and stay chill, don't worry if you are not able to manage both of them at the same time beacuse you are not the one most of the students faces same problem...And yaa focus on the board first because it is important and if you get a good marks in them than you don't have to worry about yourself regarding exams eligibility and most of the good tier3 colleges take admission on basis of boards so you will be having a Plan-B for worst...Aur bhai nhi hua tooh koyi nhi drop le liyo kuch nhi hota ek saal mai bus thoda left out feel hoga jab dosto ki colleges ki story dekhega lekin koyi nhi ye poora time tere betterment ke liye jaiga to prove yourself!!. So, Stay Healthy and Strong and enjoy every phase of your life😊

@srijanchandra5994 Ай бұрын

bhai at least mains ke high wightage chapters ko manzil se kar le usse boards bhi cover ho jayega aur jee mains thik thak chala gya to ek confidence aajayega jo ki bahut jaruri atleast kabhi khud ki najaro me nhi girna chahiye insan ko kyuki phir insan uske baad kabhi khud pe visvas nhi kar pata

@justadisgracee Ай бұрын

bhai thinking same h but ek baar saari baat dhyaan se sun kya bola hu

@ZiSHAN0906 Ай бұрын

@CLRDevansh bhai jee Mt kr boards nhi hua toh bohot regret hoga

@Startwing77 Ай бұрын

I am experienced as i quit neet journey recently see just quit if you dont want to study the same thing again whole year.❤ Best of luck

@kunj423 Ай бұрын

I am also feeling sad currently getting 130-150 wpith zero motivation wanted to quit but will not do(due to surcumstances)

@JayaramCherukupalli Ай бұрын

This is just a phase bro. This too shall pass.

@aaditya7175 Ай бұрын

2 saal ki mehnat nahi hai woh sirf questions rat rahe hai, true learner would need only 4 months to master all the topics but only if he is really intrested in it and want to invest every second in it, looking at your point of view i think u are doing it out of preasure and not from your own senses, leave it and find your true passion which u find investing your time fruitfull, people give up so fast that's what those who get good marks in competitive doesn't they don't overthink and don't know to stop, that is where they win

@prernadadhich5433 Ай бұрын

this seems soo real!! you are heartbroken and I just feel you just give boards with well prep and in drop year you just focus on getting cse branch of any nit.....because we all know iit is difficult even after spending 2 years on studies we still feel that we can't make it to iit.....i have an example there were two of my seniors who prepared for jee one got into iiit guwahati cse and the other got into iit kanpur cse but when it comes to packages the one who got into "iiit guwahati" got the package of 35lpa and "iit kanpur" one got 40lpa......so the thing which matter is branch not college!! I hope you got this even I'm in 11th and prep is fucked up but I know i will go for branch.

@spongebubbly 20 күн бұрын

if u think so, you've never been to an IIT.

@spongebubbly 20 күн бұрын

also, iiits mein 35 lagna is rare, iit kanpur cse mein 40 lagna is common, in fact is it less than average cse package, you can check.

@Shivam-s7o Ай бұрын

Bhai Mera bade Bhai hai usne uski preparation kaise ki bta ta hu Usko pata tha ki jee 1st attempt ne ya 2nd me kuch khas hone wala nhi hai so usne sirf boards kiya then usne 1st year me admission liya ek ache clg me then jee prep karke nit rorkela me gya direct 2nd year me admission mila use uska iit bhi lag rha tha par cse branch nhi mil rhe the isliye usne nit chose kiya ❤

@thatalaska Ай бұрын

How?? Lateral entry??

@subham_muni 15 күн бұрын

Hii brother. I am also in this situation.. Don't care about people's just go with your plan.. Milte Hain dropper batch mein ..❤

@ARJUN-ys1lx Ай бұрын

i relate sm bro take care

@strrr015 Ай бұрын

Totally relatable bhaiya!!!

@kalarukumar928 Ай бұрын

No worry bro this experience will give us an idea to us how to manage things which we did mistakes in past.

@KusumSharma-cs2uz Ай бұрын

bs bhaiyaa yhi ek jagah h jha koi quit kr deta h to koi uth ke chal padta h bs yhi sochke ham darte h ki ham kha compete krege unko jo 2 saal se ragad rhe h par himmat vhi dekhi jaati h jha manzil sure na ho phir bhi tike rhe I am also on this stage but m chodugi nhi jee aab sapna nhi zidd h bro chodna mtt lge rhna faith sabkuch krva skta h

@gameside763 Ай бұрын

Help me 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏Brother i was in coaching from 11th school going usme kuch nahi hua waste hogi pr 12th lhga kya kr rahe tu fir mene dummy pe shift kiya 2 month achae ge fir ek ladki se attraction hua and later mene uspe try mara aur bandhi bangi usme mene time waste kiya last month mid i realize again wtf is going with studies i don't know anything fir maine padhna start kiya 12th ki physical aur phy ki morden physics ithna hi hua he abhi tk and i now i'm confused and stressed should focus on boards or jee ik boards marks nahi aye ge as i took dummy Help me what should i do 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

@om.7640 Ай бұрын

Feeling same bhai nahi socha tha aisa hoga par apne hi karm hai .

@Akhil_777-x9x Ай бұрын

Bhai mera bhi aisa hi haal hai Mujhe maths se nafrat si ho gayi hai 10th tak both interest tha 😢😢

@allinonegaming6787 Ай бұрын

Brother dont give up now .. nahi huva to bhi kuch nahi par give your 100% now because this is the time when lot of gives up

@justadisgracee Ай бұрын

Yeah bro ❤

@somusrk6567 Ай бұрын

Same bro school walo na maar rakhi hai 😢..bilkul tera jaise haal hai. I am CBSE board regular school going student and mari story kafi similar hai Like school or jee manage karna kafi tough hai I mean 11th main to fir bhi itni dikat nahi aayi thi manage karna Main but... 12th is different school wala.holiday lo to yellow card deta hai...or kafi sara hw assignment , project or har mahine monthly In sub chigo ka bich main mera haal bhi waise hogya hai jee ki prep bhi thik sa nahi hoyi or board bhi bigadna wala hai But thumhara video dekh ka ab atleast itna feel ho raha hai ki main akala nahi huu..

@justadisgracee Ай бұрын

Best of luck mere bhai ❤

@nitya137 Ай бұрын

Bhai not only jee but neet aspirant also think the same😢 Mai bhi kutch dino se yahi soch rhi thi...2saal na to maje kar paye dhang se or na hi padhai....bich mein fass gye hai😢

@Newton_cha_cha Ай бұрын

Bro listen.... As per the marks you have achieved i think you should completely get boards oriented but dont abandone JEE preparation.... I my case because i was preparing for JEE i could score 54/70 in physics otherwise i would have failed if i had followed my school teacher.... Dont think about topping the boards..... Score 75%+ in PCM and also 75%+ in PCM + 2 Optional subject..... Your brain will give you negative thoughts constantly.... But its upto you to get out from that Mindset of giving up.... If you wanna change the situation then fight back....

@Fakeworld-r6w Ай бұрын

Bhai me bhi lux me hu mera bhi tere jaisa same problem hai par jo bhi hai me sab kar raha hu koi nhi Agar end bura hua toh kya hua ending badal na bhi humare haat me hai

@Jee2025-z6v Ай бұрын

I feel the same bhai I can relate how you feel, alot. After first attempt.. i have decided that i will choose a path of life which is not rat race and instead brings true joy and pride in my life I will prepare for nda soon after 1st attempt .. im not feeling confident enough for 1st attempt though my preperation is on okayish level, keeping it aside, I'll quit jee too.. Its NDA or nothing. Life out there is the real one for my atleast

@atulyasingh7640 Ай бұрын

its all going to be okay. zyada se zyada 1 lakh ki jagah 50 hazar kama lega bhai. Ghar mei panch ke jagah do kamare honge par in the end you will still be happy. happiness comes from mindset not anything else. abhi recently AIR 1 in NEET killed himself and that shows ki even if you get selected you can be that unhappy man. i wish you guys all the best. Life mei bas give up nahi marna baaki bhagwan dekh lenge.

@spongebubbly 20 күн бұрын

doesnt change the fact jee will change your life

@atulyasingh7640 20 күн бұрын

@@spongebubbly thats true, but you can change your life without jee too. Life gives you many opportunities.

@Misterr_69 13 күн бұрын

@@atulyasingh7640 but if you are wasting this opportunity There's a chance that you will waste other too

@Blindeditss Ай бұрын

Better to be a warrior in a garden than gardener in a war

@notCarrower Ай бұрын

Same situation, only 10% syllabus covered so far (that just of 11th only), but I am still working hard 18-19 hrs a day. Let's see where it takes next year. Hoping for the best for you, may you work hard and get whatever you want.

@Real_Vergil_Sparda Ай бұрын

i'm preparing for JEE and oh boy since childhood i used to sing alot even entered competitions in school in solo and group singing music became a part of my life i would just sing while walking,running,eating,showering and what not but after reaching class 6 i just stopped it cz i just couldn't understand whats happening since class 6 i have a record of failing in atleast one subject and i even failed my class 9th in 2021 had to change my board from ICSE to CBSE i repeated class 9th passed it as an average then did 10th got 80% was thinking as if i'm some top tier intelligent person that i scord 80% in just 2 months of studies then this year i came to 11th and took PCM bcz i hated biology and loved physics and also joined coaching to pursue JEE but everyday i now sit in that coaching room just thinking to myself what am I doing ? why am i doing this ? i skip my tests,classes and whenever i go to classes i just doodle in my notebook and think to myself why am i doing this since childhood iwas a bit philosophical so i get an inclination towards o fragile nature of life naturally i am not empacthic enough but i just think to myself what if i had studied back in 9 th and passed cz that class i had so many friends but the one thing that happened was that they were not jsut friends but brothers like even now i get messeges from 2-3 of them in every 2-3 months as they are in 12th and busy and i'm busy too but its still fun to meet them the last time i met any of them was 2-3 months ago and it was refreshing but ever since i joined coaching i noticed that i have lost myself those evening walks or evening visit to those guys its all gone now i'm just inside a room staring at a huge moniter while my teacher explains the topics and i'm just sitting there thinking and asking myself is this waht life is ??? i never had intention of going to IIT heck i don't even know the full form of IIT or NIT i just want to go to MIT bcz i love quantum mechanics i wanna study it i wanna be a Phd holder in it one day when i was visitng my doctor bcz of fever in class 6 i had my mothers phone with me and out of nowhere without any knowledge i searched quantum physics and saw a video on it uk those golden era of fact channels in 2017-18 and loved it as i'm a philosophcla and psycology liker i have my curiosity going towards it now whenever i try to study any subject i somehow end up going into philosophy and quantum mechanics even if its a normal question or everyday question like how was your dya or hows life i don't understand a damn thing about PCM but somehow even after failing to understand physics i still love it i can't understand newton or those derivation or maths or the whole chemistry just mugging up those concepts and whole as* chapters but i just still love physics i have my physics quaterly exam tomorrow and i have 0 knowledge yet i love this subject bcz it brings out my curiosity like its almost 2 am at night and instead of studying or learning some derivation i'm at youtube watching this video and also using chat gpt to argue with it to understand fluids,solids,kepler,thermal but even though i don't understand it i seem to understand it and no day goes without listening to music i have even started singing again as i took music in my optional subject alongisde PCM and CS even though i don't understand anyhting except english in my class i still love it in class 11 i found my curiosity coming back and i hate everything i'm studying yet i love it i'm performing bad and as the reputatuion of the guy with knowledge in class everybody says if toppers like you stuggling then what about us but i was never a topper i'm just a student of life i accept i'm lazy,addicted,proctianating expert but i still wanna study quantum mechanics i get a sound from inside that i wanna do it i wanna be q theoretical quantum physicist,i wanna be a philosphoer like Krishna Ji or aristotle,socretes,marcus auralious,fedrick neitchzea and i wanna be a singer like weeknd,bruno mars being able to sing in those bueatiful high pitch just for my happiness i have wasted my parents money they have submitted a whole year fees in my coaching though we don't have shuffling tests ik that rn i'm the worst performer in my coaching my anxiety has increased so much that i now romanticize death i've build a philosphy that death is a grim reaper whos just next to me 24/7 since childhood and waiting for me to live my time completely shes a girl of my type like an ideal partner i imagine and she has gorwn up with me and is just there for me shes my true lover cz she will come to me no matter what i'll die one day like everyone i can;'t cheat death and neither can she and that when i die i'll reunite with my lover then after sometime reincarnate into something giving birth to this infinite cycle i have developed a philosophy that when we dream we are jumping from one universe self of us to another (multi verse theory of quatum mechanics) and that everything we experience and feel in dream are just the things that are happening to us in that reality and when i try to question anything from anyone theya re like this is how it is like many times i asked what is life why is life why do we exist or why religion whats a 100% proof of god cz i never saw him and everytime since i was a kid of 4 year old i have been chlled an idiot for askign these questions now i just keep these to msyelf my whole desk rn is covered with books btw its an office desk almost the size of a single bed and when i look at it i see myslef lsot in this storm its so much information and i cna't even do a single question heck in my coaching we are in chapter 9-10 and i stilll have not done the first excercise of the first chapters in my modules or even ncert boooks or refrence book now i jsut feel i'm not living for the sake of living but living for the sake of existence life is till beautiful i fall and get up and learn but knwoledge the way i want is not there and the beuaty of life is somehow ruined for me when it omes to school and coaching like i still ask why IIT i'm not even intrested in CS i jsut wanna be a physicist my goal is MIT,standofr,harowrd,tokyo university but still i'm learning for nothing just wastgn every day in this illusion of time cz einstien says time is but a sutbborn illusion i wanna get out of this illusion i'm tired of going through this illusion on fake and cheap happiuness i'm tired of a life where i don't feel complete wth i didn' noticed but i wrote a whole paragrah in this time i could rahter study a whole derivation from zero and yet somehow forget it peace out though just like do it for happiness life of feeling incomplete is not what you want do what makes you happy cz its just like the philosophy of hedonism : the motive of every action is pleasure(happiness-absence of sadness)

@jaypatil-h2z Ай бұрын

Same situation bro kabhi jee chal raha hai kabhi boards ka aata phirse pata chal raha nahi ki marks kyu nahi aarahe school me

@Momitamahato18 Ай бұрын

Bhai never give up ..mera vhi yehi Halat hai ..mujhe laga sirf mera saath hi yeh ho raha hai but mujhe akhri dam to ladna hai

@aditi626 Ай бұрын

Han bhai thora pratical sochna padega kyuki tu kaha stand karta hai tujhe kitna aata hai wo tujhse aache se koi nhi samj sakta toh yaha pe hum log kudh toh ye bol bol ke kar lenge hojayega isse kuch nhi hota thora practically bhi sochna padhta hai tu boards pe hi focus kar nhi toh family last me terepe believe nhi karnge uska alag breakdown hoga fir isliye jo kar raha hai sahi hai baaki ka baad me dekhna ek baar boards dele then sochna kya karna hai aage

@justadisgracee Ай бұрын

Hm sahi baat that was the point which was running in my mind the whole time (believe waali baat)