I made some life changes.

Y'all, I've been pretty scared to post this video about some new life changes of mine. And while this is the least of anyone's problems right now in the world, I also wanted to come clean so that I can move forward in life.
I'm actually really excited for what's to come next in life, and feel more motivated and genuinely me than I have in a while. It's been 2 months since I've left, and I can confidently say that I made the right decision.
I'm going to continue making lots of content about tech and Software Engineering because even though I'm not working full time as one anymore, it's still close to my heart and it'll always be a part of me. I still strongly believe in wanting to make content that helps people enter the industry and talk about things honestly, openly, and productively, so expect lots of content coming your way about all of this and more! And I sincerely hope you'll come along with me on the journey.
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[@johnatwood1007]

This is exactly what I needed today. I am all stressed the hell out n chill Mayuko vibes are always helpful.

[@hellomayuko]

i always gotchu in the chill vibes department

[@mikafamm]

John Atwood same here!

[@noelvalencia4025]

Samee!

[@siddhartharoy5263]

@@hellomayuko I love you 🙂

[@Deagnetic]

Quitting Netflix while I'm over here trying to land interviews at anything. Envy is a cruel mistress.

[@conformist]

Envy can be evil. Can make you feel rather bad - I try my best to avoid envy and instead focus on the best me that I can be.

[@ducksoop.x]

@@conformist I agree. Things aren't always black and white and we all lead very different lives.

[@WhatIsThisForAgain]

I hear you mate. Don’t give up.

[@yalungtang]

@____ That's using the dark side of the force, but it's a valid motivator

[@conformist]

@____ Nietzsche talks about using envy as a way to pointer towards whatyou want in life. Personally, it hasn't worked at all in practice. Just be happy instead and do what you truly want. You don't need envy to find out to work on what you want, or work hard on what you want either for that matter.

[@Staroy]

Loved this video, you do you, people settle too easy. _"Don't ask yourself what the world needs. Ask yourself what makes you come alive, and go do that, because what the world needs is people who have come alive.” - Howard Thurman_

[@0x656e]

JUST CHECKING DOES IT WRITE CODE IN ITALIC

[@Staroy]

@@0x656e Type underscore (_) before and after the sentence for italic text

[@d7writes]

I find it interesting just how hard taking time for yourself can feel. I was in your position 2 years ago, and did the exact same thing. I “did my own thing” for 2 years and learned a lot about myself. At the time, it was scary, fun, terrifying, and exciting... looking back now I find that it was one of the best decisions of my life. It was hard, but completely worth it. I’m not done. I’m still on this journey, but it looks a little different now. Best of luck! I really enjoyed this video, and am looking forward to hearing about your journey. Cheers!

[@blackdeckbox]

I am literally in the same position! I am also 27 years old, and I quit my front end job without a new job. It is not working out, I am not growing... but I don't know what's next. Freelancing (Toptal), maybe? Get another job? I have enough money to last for a year; bI am having anxiety problems once in a while. I'd been thinking if I made a mistake quitting my 6 years job, but when I think about the time I am so bored, and literally just cried, it is the right decision.

[@victorleonardovergara2994]

That was the best decision. Don't worry about that!

[@spondren]

What important is action you will take after that decision. That makes your decision the best. Hope you get a wonderful life!

[@bswill5077]

With the Corona crisis i think that is the best decision

[@waterfirelord]

Same as me. I having midlife crisis now about life and work now.

[@terenceng1827]

Try appen, lionbridge, utest...

[@Kuesa]

"Not everybody needs an app" I'm really happy that you said that. If only more people in tech had that same idea. You're still super young and malleable, you can really do whatever you want -- it's good to see you're trying to do what makes you happy.

[@MoneyForestAcademy]

Kuesa great advice!

[@blackbelt2000]

Here is what you should do. Open up a ramen truck and call it "Mayuko's Noodle Bus". Those 2 ramen/udon bowls you made had me drooling. You could even develop an app so loyal customers can earn points toward a free bowl.

[@DanzelDangleben]

life changes are needed now and then... thanks for always sharing... havent been a viewer for to long but your content are nice and chill.. i especially like them as a student studying Computer Science looking to go into Software Engineering

[@BlessedCobra]

OMG YES. We all can benefit from taking a break, especially during these stressful times. I hope people use this opportunity (if they are fortunate enough to have it) to take a step back and really see life from a broader lens. I LOVE the chill vibes-the great camera quality, pleasant background music, and aesthetic of your home took me to another world. Who knew that watching someone eat ramen could be so relaxing 😌

[@waterfirelord]

Sometime taking two steps back and looking around from left to right and up and down. To see your point of view in life.

[@jeanwangg]

i crave for that stillness. the idea of quitting and slowing down has been a recurring thought more frequently this past year. It’s tough how work really doesn’t stop and even with flexible work time, I end up hustling just as hard. Good for you that you’re getting the break you need! :)

[@jimmykang9500]

Takes lots of courage to move on from a dream job because you know it wasn’t right. Its amazing that you were able to recognize that it wasn’t working out and to make a change. I hope you are able to find a job that you can’t wait to get to everyday. I think it might be a moving target but we should always pursue it. Cheers Mayuko, thank you for making very honest and personal content.

[@qiwang6395]

Courage? U kidding me right? she has great support and probably don't have to worry about money that's why she is able to walk away. Ask an immigrant what courage is when they arrive to this country with no job, kids and fee hundred in their pockets.

[@DTD2003]

It's not a competition here. Everyone's journey is different and we don't have to devalue her courage here which is real. Even for a new immigrant to this country, you can always play that game of 'what about ism' and compare them to Syrian refugees or something incredibly extreme. We all only have one life and are just trying to get by. (And FWIW, my gf is a new immigrant to the country with no family/ties to the US so I understand how scary it can be for her sometimes).

[@htrajan]

Netflix pays its engineers 350K minimum in pure cash so quitting the golden handcuffs there takes some balls. Good on you for seeing past that and deciding to focus on yourself and your personal growth! I'm very fortunate to be working at a company and on a product that I believe very strongly in and am very passionate about my work. I realize not everyone gets to have a job like this so I feel really blessed too.　ところでこのビデオ初めてまゆこさんの日本語喋ってる姿を見ました。高校と大学の勉強という経験しかないんですけど全部わかった自分を誇りに思います～

[@AllYouCanEatBaby1]

People tell me that Netflix is pretty competitive and turnover is high. I work at a FAANG too, but it is a lot more work (i.e. more than 2x) than my previous company. Work was chill at previous company, but pay was bad and so was manager. If manager wasn't a prick, I probably would have stayed.

[@sct4040]

HT Rajan 350k a year, then you too will be able to quit in a few years. 5-6 months and you can be a millionaire. Why not quit at 27.

[@AllYouCanEatBaby1]

S CT I assume you mean 5-6 years. Taxes and cost of living are high in Bay Area. You can only retire if you relocate to cheaper area.

[@lyhthegreat]

must be both physically and mentally exhausting to earn that amount...

[@NOCDIB]

Wrong. I interviewed for an position there in 2018 and the salary was around $230k with a one-time $10k cash bonus because I would have relocated from the east coast. You pulled that $350k number out of your...

[@mikerayco]

I have a similar experience. I quit my fulltime job last year, without any plans. I just wanted to stay home, take a break and do something out of software development. The idea of not having a regular salary is so frightening, but I still did quit. That was a very depressing time, stoicism and meditation got me through it.

[@wabisabi7727]

i am in your previous time! have same feeling... i do work out everyday to relieve stress...

[@seanallen]

Good for you, Mayuko. Best of luck with what's next!

[@hellomayuko]

Thanks Sean!! Hope you're well out there ✌️

[@Andrezseventeen17]

I can relate to this. Stay yourself and be patient, everything will follow. Greetings from the ATL 👋

[@nagacoder]

Hi mayuko ,your videos have helped me so much in my software engineering journey. And even though you’re on a different path now, I believe something will come our way in time and take care Your fans from indonesia

[@hcoeur7558]

英語から日本語にスイッチした時のギャップ萌え。私もそのドラマ見て、みそらーめん作りました！笑

[@fede3alvarez]

Wow! You had a really cool career path (reason why I started watching these videos), but now you’re one of those unspoken heroes. I think people do not realize that a big fancy job is but the answer to everything: been able to articulate out loud requires courage. I’m curious to see where life takes you. Keep us posted and congrats!

[@jackieway3305]

I'm glad you're taking a well-needed break, and I wish you the best in figuring things out! I'm excited to follow you along on your journey and see where you end up next

[@wyvern132]

Love the music and vibes in this video. Watching this video legitimately makes me feel hopeful and excited for the future. I'm at a similar place right now too, and I think when you're busy with things you want to stay focused and in the moment. But we all can benefit from a little check-in with our values and trajectory every so often.

[@frugaljin]

Really happy that you're sharing your journey with us even in times of uncertainty! Hope that you and Scott both stay healthy and to take care ☺️.

[@jadebarricelli6614]

Rewriting the Code women were going nuts when they found out you were coming to talk to them the other night! You are obviously an inspiration to many and maybe that's a sign you are heading in the right direction. You have the power to influence many for the good!

[@SabinBajracharya]

All the best for the future Mayuko! I am 27 as well and I am in the same boat as you (although I haven't left my current job because maybe I am not daring enough). I am uncertain about whether I want to continue as a software engineer or do something else which I am not sure about. If I want to continue as a programmer, I don't even know if I want to continue doing the things I do now or maybe, try to do something else within the software engineer ecosystem. For now, I just want to discover something I would love doing for the rest of my life without any regret in the future. I hope you find what you are looking for and hope I do as well! Keep fighting!

[@queensbir8301]

Don't worry man. Everything will be alright! Just don't lose hope.

[@hellomayuko]

This is the positivity and encouragement that makes me so happy to see in my comments section!!!

[@FavBlaDe]

Omg this is me.. After 10 years, i dont want to be soft. Eng. anymore.. what else we can do I wonder..

[@supersilentkiller456]

@@FavBlaDe i believe not all software engineers are born to be software engineers to the core.. you should find your true passion..

[@Avant402]

I agree, take the time for yourself, figure out what you truly want. Work will always be there. Take care!

[@programoo]

I also quit my jobs as a full-stack software engineer at the age of 30. I still also keep looking at the purpose of my life. Thank you for sharing the hard fact that everyone is scared of. When my friends ask me do you have any job? Even though I have my own purpose to leave my job, I feel reluctant to answer. I hope you can find where you belong soon and I look forward to seeing your next station.

[@wp-pr5ht]

Thanks for sharing your journey! Being a freelance developer is awesome and I hope you give it a shot!

[@shibairui982]

I am the kind of person who feels: if (!work): panic() else: panic() So, yeah I always panic.

[@kisenda99]

if (work): gotStress() else: noTime()

[@darellarocho5729]

xD Same bro

[@rickvian]

then you can just write while(true){ panic();}

[@kevinso6394]

I have fixed your code: panic(); If anyone is hiring please hire me

[@suzum0978]

btw there is no ! for not in python : )

[@BenjaminMutuku]

Thanks for sharing your story! I didn't know that's what was going on. I had started making tech content about a year ago and was going through some challenges at work, and sort of got burned out, and I decided I'll create other "cool content", and am happier.

[@Ignatius98]

I am so happy to read that you have a moment to reflect on your life and your life choices. Where you want to go or what you want to do in your life! It is really a blessing to be able to think this way and to have the opportunity to hear that inner voice in your head. To reconnect with yourself and for you to find out what is important to you! We are praying for you and we are so very happy to follow you and join you on your journey in this giant bubble we call Earth and this stuff we call life! May God bless you always!

[@hellomayuko]

😭😭😭😭 Thank you so much!! I so appreciate your comment, so thank you. Hope you're well and safe.

[@Ignatius98]

mayuko Yes, we are doing great! We hope and we pray that you two are safe and we pray that you continue to keep yourself safe....both spiritually, emotionally and physically. You are inspirational to our family. I am Filipino and my husband is African American, White and Asian. We have a son and two daughters. I am a Python Developer but I am just a stay at home Mom for now! That is my path for life now. I am so happy to bring up my kids even though we are in uncertain times we always find joy in being together and we enjoy what we bring to life as a couple and the joy we have from our kids! They see the world in such a special way! Thanks for this channel Mayuko chan!

[@SorenCramer]

Good luck Mayuko! And thanks for your good vibes and positive attitude. I think it's the right decision to listen to your heart and soul (always is imo).

[@BarronFujimoto]

Sounds like you are doing the right thing, taking the time to rest, reflect, and heal. Thanks for sharing this part of your journey with us!

[@kentnakajima1796]

Your vlogs are always splendid cuz of sharing engineering experience, daily life and career with lots of nice humors in the US. Good luck with your next life!

[@MrNitrocification]

I'm learning Japanese and I'm also a dev so this is like the perfect channel for me at the moment. Subscribed!

[@Neuroguy100]

All the food in this video looks amazing! Wish you best of luck in your journey!

[@JessieLan55]

sooo sweet this entire video and the effort you put into your routines and sharing them! proud of you for your introspection and taking time for yourself, especially because you have set yourself and have been set up to now be in a position where you financially can. *slurping in japanese* made me giggle, and I am such a fan of slowing down if that feels like the pace you need. "I owe it to myself to do what I need to live the life that I want" (12:29) I want to hold onto this idea for my own life as well!

[@jatintayal4010]

You truly are an inspiration. Not many people have the courage to do what you did. You truly inspired me. I am so glad that I watched this video.

[@supersilentkiller456]

everyone needs a break, once in a while. we're not slaves to corporations.

[@nodge05]

I'm a CS undergrad and have been a huge fan of your content from the beginning. Your videos greatly inspired me to pick up iOS development, but I'm so excited to see where your journey takes you next. Best of luck to you!

[@hellomayuko]

Aw thank you so much! I probably won't stray too far! Appreciate your support, fam 💖

[@heysosathedev]

I’m so happy you posted this. Your videos have helped me so much in my software engineering journey. And even though you’re on a different path now, I’m so happy you’re being true to yourself and I’m looking forward to seeing where you go from here :)

[@captainalpha4853]

Hello, I'm a computer science major and sometimes i feel overwhelmed with the concepts and everything in programming. Is that normal? Cuz a lot of time i feel that im gonna give up. Any thoughts or tips? Thanks!

[@tofo7151]

@@captainalpha4853 just make sure your fundamentals are solid. Algorithms, and data structures and a programming paradigm you want to practice. If you want to practice a popular programming paradigm, it's OOP.

[@heysosathedev]

@@captainalpha4853 I totally understand! I felt the exact same way when I was in undergrad. Like Jerico said, fundamentals are key. Once you understand the foundations, things get so much easier. Feel free to check out my channel for more tips and tricks.

[@hellomayuko]

Thank you Sosa!!! Really appreciate you. Hope you're doing well!

[@milky3ay566]

@@captainalpha4853it's actually normal to feel that way. I would suggest focus hard on programming concepts first. Then, find a suitable language that fits your purpose and get a really good grip on that one language and then expand. My first language was C, then I expand to assembly and get to the high level like Python. I switch to different language depending on what I do. The programming concepts remain the same except a few features here and there. Good luck

[@NB19273]

Love the video and your honesty! I am 26 y/o software engineer who also has many of the same career/life questions you mention. Its nice to know that other people have these questions/concerns at a young age. I think tech is one of the few industries where you can pivot to a totally different area with a relatively short transition/up skill time so if you want to change I say go for it! All the best from the UK.

[@Jerpavoo]

tech field is tough and ruthless, especially since you seemed to have an important job. The bright side is that you now can collect unemployment and reassess your future. Don't give up and charge ahead in life!

[@BenjaminMutuku]

I couldn't agree more! To quit Netflix as a Sr. Software Engineer isn't easy. But, they also have a very high turnover rate! See their Glassdoor page.

[@CheezWhiz360]

lol you dont collect unemployment if you quit nor do you get offered severence

[@alBngnnuyn8070]

you only collect unemployment if you get laid off.

[@srn9050]

The effort you put into your videos is amazing. Chill vibes + a well-thought-out message. Taking a step back and figuring out a solution for yourself is a difficult task but pays off in the long run. Videos like these make me feel like I'm not alone with my doubts, thanks. :)

[@banabachung4490]

It's curious to see her make this choice. As someone living in South Korea, i see people here having a sort of hard-core attitude towards work. If it pays good, it just doesn't cross anyone's mind to quit for reasons such as what she making. She wants to take this time to consider what she really wants to do for her life. You can respect her for taking a challenge to find a meaningful life. This decision was made on her own terms, not forced by others. This sort of freedom is precious, and is great to know as a person living in Korea.

[@kaitanuba]

Banaba Chung are you a software dev? I’m looking to move there someday as a dev myself. How’s the work culture for devs generally? And how feasible is it for a foreigner to get hired there (I’m studying Korean hard lol)

[@banabachung4490]

@@kaitanuba sorry, I'm not in software... so can't say much for that. But wow you're learning Korean? That's great! that'll certainly help. I think if there are foreigners already employed in the place you're looking at, you have a good shot. But, if it's only Koreans it'll be difficult, because a lot of people just don't know how to be around foreigners and just avoid them. There's a homogenous culture, with a strong we vs outsiders mentality going on.

[@lovelytinapig]

I am in similar position, can really resonate with you, and really appreciate your video knowing that I'm not alone and my feelings are not crazy. I am 27, working as a data engineer at a prestigious company with good pay. I am grateful for where I am in life, but I think any driven person like you will feel the urge to explore more and see what else life has to offer. You're so fortunate to be able to take a break, pause, and reflect. Maybe now is the time to try something new, exciting and maybe scary haha! Best of luck

[@Kelseymakesthings]

so so so happy for you 😊😊and loved the vibes of gratitude and optimism in these overwhelming times!

[@calvinrai5770]

Ahhhh I hope you keep making KZbin videos! Even if it’s just a side thing. It takes a lot of courage to make a decision like this but I know you’ll find your way through it. This is a great opportunity to explore yourself and your hidden passions. The answer is never one thing but rather a combination of the things we try and the experiences we get from them! Goodluck and I’m excited to see where you go next!!!

[@simaocheng1180]

Good to see you speaking Japanese, it can be quite challenging of switching between languages (especially in front of the camera). Anyway, happy to have you back😀

[@mohnishuyyuru6047]

I have no clue why the KZbin algo recommended this video. But it's exactly what I needed today!

[@toshi2k2]

"I quit my job .." - Something international workers can't say in 'muriica

[@bryanking5358]

Why not

[@hellowill]

@@bryanking5358 chances are the employer helped them get a visa

[@bryanking5358]

@@hellowill then you're not an international student if you came with a work visa

[@geoffwaring1942]

@@bryanking5358 former international students who transitioned to employees, it stands to reason

[@WarriorsPhoto]

Don't Americans say this as well?

[@fernandoortiz1849]

Thanks Mayuko, right now im going through a very rough situation at work, its a database admin work in a call center but Im still learning to code and my boss is getting tired of me being not able to do the tasks she assigns to me and im very afraid to loose my job in the middle of this crissis but watching your video was like hey if you stop working for any reason its not the end of the world in fact that may give you some time to think on what do you really want to do and then focus on that instead of been worried about money all the time , so thanks watching this video was like a breed of fresh air. Regards :)

[@ryanvaldezotto7338]

As someone who is about to graduate as an aerospace engineer major during corona virus times, it is really awesome to sit down in my apartment and watch your videos. I think everyone needs a break once in a while. You're an inspiration dude!

[@hellomayuko]

Dude, everything's gonna be okay. It's okay to slow down!

[@hackerandpainter]

Mayuko I'm so glad I found your channel! as a fellow 20 something software eng scared of gaps on resume and quitting a job to find what I really want, I'm glad you are publicly sharing your journey and decision to do this!

[@MsJeffreyF]

Big mistake to quit right now with the pandemic and on going market crashes. I've been in the same boat before in terms of quitting, but I am glad right now I am hanging on

[@vietdong21]

She has the right skillset to be marketable now and the future. She can start her own business or go into another industry that isn't affected by the pandemic.

[@SonnyWest87]

Yea, @wickedcat She's a Senior Software Engineer at Netflix..shes literally the most demanded person in the entire Technology Sector. She probably has a years worth of salary saved, and knows that the next job will be at an even better company, like Facebook or Apple. So she 100% not worried. Those in the industry know quitting and getting laid off will happen eventually, better to be planned then unplanned and not progressing as a developer. That's career suicide. Also Career jumping is GOOD in the software development sector. Trust me I increase my salary $60,000 doing this a bunch. Demand means they want you even when you have smudges like job hopping on their. Its big in the Bay Area aka Silicon Valley

[@jeninaalysonperalta1941]

I love your chill positivity, girl! At this point, whether or not we have stable jobs, it's important to keep mental health a priority. @QuarterLifeCrisis is real but hopefully it gets us to where we are meant to be. :)

[@saeedm]

Thats life of every software programmers, after sometimes either everything get hard and overwhelming or boring, in either way you need change.

[@virushk]

If it's so hard or boring why so many people want to go into this career or not some other engineering field

[@jirijuas95]

@@virushk It pays crazy money and the environment is really cool. Work gets stressing though, I've only been in the industry for two years and I've seen lots of people quitting or changing companies over stress

[@virushk]

@@jirijuas95 Do you think the constant changing landscape of technologies is a major source of this stress?

[@virushk]

@KaviK KJ lawyers and doctors or even quants earn more though?

[@BenjaminMutuku]

I can relate! I started making tech content and sort of got burned out, and I decided I'll create other "cool content", and am happier.

[@themodernwaiter8455]

This is the first video I watched but I really enjoy the atmosphere of the video you have, positive vibe

[@marcusg2695]

Sometimes taking a step back is exactly what you need, wishing you the best 🙏. Also, that food looks 🔥🔥🔥!

[@kevinhaube1907]

I had to do similar reflection last year, and ended up quitting a 4-year career in cinematography and photography, and began working on two bachelors, one in psych and one is a completion of my comp sci degree I'd previously put on hold. So happy that you get to take the time to find out what makes you happy!

[@shiori4134]

まゆこさん、日本語こんな上手、というかネイティブだったんですね！？英語の時の声と日本語の声が全然違くて、日本語の時めちゃ可愛い声でびっくりしました‼️😆

[@rikok8742]

それ私もめっっっちゃおもいました！可愛い！

[@GyasiLinje]

I love this video thanks for always being so transparent with where you are in life & career!

[@luisnicolasrivas]

Hey Mayuko! Can you explain a bit more about how you chose IOS engineering over other types of software engineering? Like what you like about it and what it’s like? Thanks!

[@jamesmelendez9971]

Good for you to take a break - do some reflecting. I am a dev for many years and I have done that a good few times over my career. I'm glad you did post about it - it's nothing to feel bad or ashamed about. 27 is around about the first time I did the exact same thing, it won't be the last!

[@inang1968]

This is what I'm extremely afraid of the job after college. I don't want stagnant jobs but I'm gonna be a comp engr and I'm not smart or skilled in it. I always forget whatever I learn. I'm afraid of what job I'll be qualified and I'm afraid of just being in the computer 😣 I'm already 24 and still haven't graduated, I honestly still don't know what to do and I'm too scared that I'm being left behind.

[@hashiramasenju6058]

Just try not to stress so much, if it doesnt work out, you can always change your major.

[@tronaxnisense]

I graduated as a computer engineer as well. Biggest regret of my life so far.

[@christianyang8368]

@@tronaxnisense why's that?

[@akankshabele]

Same here!

[@rahmayanda8420]

If you are not feeling in it, I think trying something new as soon as possible is better.

[@juleanmag]

Its nice you’ve popped back again. I believe in you! “Kaya mo yan” as per my filipino people would say. I remember watching a “what do you do exactly and how it feels like to be a softer engineer video i think you posted way back when i was in college that was 2018ish (im not sure) and i wasn’t certain at the time on what to do exactly after graduation. I was taking up IT and you inspired me in a way. Im a solution architect at HPE now and your words helped me through it. Thank you

[@johnnm3207]

The OG of the "Life of a Sofware Engineer" Series

[@maxcase9145]

I’m also in a time of change and it is stressful and this video was really nice to see. It’s comforting to see others going through things like what you are. I’m learning Japanese and I actually understood some of what you said. ありがとうございました！

[@cruxae]

Damn the pitch of her voice changes when she goes to Japanese. From American drawl to Japanese sing song...

[@Asan-b9i]

I loved it when you said, ' not everybody needs an app'. So true. I keep introspecting on it.

[@alexr1198]

I really liked the part where you talk Japanese. I am currently learning Japanese so this is very helpful :)

[@bryan_ferrer]

You always make insightful videos👍🏼 . I am diagnosed with anxiety disorder. Career shifted from business to software/web development ( currently learning ) and I must say focus is key. I have learned a lot and understood how to handle my anxiety attacks very well. In terms of work it is still best to use what you know and not think of growth associated with it. A startup company is always good though . It is a way to keep you distracted and also youtube is a great tool as well. Anyway , stay positive and take care .

[@santoxjon]

I wish I could leave my job, you know, it is hard if you can't even get a job 😓

[@seanki]

Hello from Sweden! I think it's strong, admirable and worth it to take the leap and leave a comfortable position in order to pursue ourselves. I was in fact, in a similar position in life three years ago, and was contemplating switching from my job I was unhappy with. Long story short, I was considering becoming a software engineer and started doing research on what it might be like. Ended up finding your channel amongst many others back then, so eventually I took the leap and went for it. Best decision I ever made :D feeling unfulfilled sucks, do what excites you and makes you happy. Good luck! 😁

[@JohnnyNgo]

It sounds like the perfect time for you to join terrace house!

[@kiwistrawberry8740]

Johnny Ngo ...she’s married

[@JohnnyNgo]

@@kiwistrawberry8740 lol you don't need to just go on for dating. There's other reasons such as going on to find yourself or promote your passion! Plus she'll bring a refreshing perspective i think

[@ABLuna712]

yes!!! lololol

[@syamanmon1734]

That show sucks btw

[@dennisforthewin]

Amazing video Mayuko. Sending you lots of good vibes as you ponder on what the future holds for you. kouun wo inoru

[@jaySosa1260]

"This aint it, chief" LMFAO I'm dead

[@amigochan]

At 12:22, it's my favorite Sun Cake 太陽餅. I was a little surprised. I myself have intraocular pressure and early stage of Glaucoma. After finishing my last CRM project on 2018/8, I move my focus on something else. Helping house tube and wall maintenance, learning だんしゃり, and developing products to solve my own problems. I wish you could find a new target and move on!

[@sibaselects8672]

"I quit my job aaay whats new" - dope intro😂

[@jorgebautista1733]

first video that I watch from you and immediately subscribed. You have a bright future on youtube!

[@letatanu]

Dang, she dropped her job while I'm struggling at looking for a job.

[@SonnyWest87]

Get in the technology sector or suffer bro. I'm making $100,000+ in the middle of 66million workers being fired in the United States(as of April 4, 2020). People are even seeing the downside of choosing the medical field over the tech field(illness and deaths from coronavirus)

[@Tux0xFF]

@@SonnyWest87 I m in the tech field but my experience with it hasnt been that good, it is also very difficult to find a job, and if i get one it is not really something i really want but something i have to accept or prolong unemployment, feels like the more experience i add to my resume the longer it takes to find a job, and the pay is not that great, well the city i live also sucks big time compared to any other city in this state

[@letatanu]

@@Tux0xFF Your experience is totally opposite to mine. The less experience in my resume, the fewer companies getting contact with me. For me right now, I just need a job to increase my experience time. So, people in a specific situation always struggle with specific issues.

[@letatanu]

@@SonnyWest87 Every field has its own dark side. And I'm still struggling with its dark side.

[@PacificPier]

@@SonnyWest87 | For a career change from business mngmnt to tech, what would you recommend, in terms of language(s), courses, etc. - based on your experience and if you could do it over again. Thanks much, bro.

[@joelwilliams5383]

Enjoy the break and don't stress about what lies ahead...it will unfold naturally. Thanks for sharing something that might not be easy to talk about.

[@justinhearst]

When Mayuko is 27 and left 2 big companies and your 23 and don't even have a software engineering job *sadness intensifies*

[@KnowFunOfficial]

Don't worry Mayu, you're not the only one. I'm 35 and I'm still figuring out what I want to do with my career or change it completely.

[@sparthir]

Lovely video. One small request: can you improve the contrast on the captions you add? It was a little hard to read on a small screen with white behind some letters. 😊

[@hellomayuko]

Noted! Thank you!

[@toufonglee5073]

Good job on taking time off to reflect and take a break. When you get a certain age, this comes harder and harder to do. Especially with wife and kids gets involved. Good luck and kudos to you!

[@jumpei2785]

"slurps in Japanese" omg love this!

[@Chaws15]

Really happy the syncopated sound your nails make on the knife matched with the downtempo track in the bg.

[@paolog9389]

*Slurps in Filipino* - almost choked myself 😅

[@iam.friesen]

you are an inspiration Mayuko. I hope the day never comes when you stop doing what you do!

[@PooLeeBoo]

Hell, I've dropped college again, had a job offer but now because of COVID I don't! Whaaats neeeew.... xD

[@sridharshyam]

I quit my job a few weeks back @ Japan. Though I couldn't travel becuz of the crisis situation now, I am enjoying my time alone cooking, going on a stroll and checking all the backlogs in my wishlist. Planning to strike them out one by one. Sometimes we need a break, just for 'Inner peace' Cheers !

[@mayumiu9125]

日本語喋ってるの初めて見て　なんかうれしくなっちゃいました♡

[@morhelm]

Wow. I really enjoyed it when you spoke Japanese! I spent a year in Japan when I was seven, but that was 25 years ago, so I only understood some. :) Right now, I'm also into programming but more on robotic systems. Keep up the great work! Stay safe.

[@Alexoladele]

She really said "Slurps in Japanese" 😭

[@TobiTheGreat]

Thanks for being such an amazing inspiration since your first KZbin video. Inspired me to start my own channel.

[@WhiteGhost13]

Now we know that Netflix writes primarily in Objective-C lol but happy you’re doing what is right for you

[@introversado7599]

I loved this video and your sincere thoughts, going to keep track of your journey Mayuko-chan.

[@tomludlow1]

wow what song was used in the intro?

[@jerrymar3711]

Dusk (Original Mix) - Blue Wednesday ! Cheers! :)

[@nelsonguevara1208]

Thank you for being REAL with us Mayuko! 😊 I’m sure whatever you decide it will make you happy.

[@nelsonguevara1208]

I know I am 6 months late too. Lol

[@erthhvlog]

Your voice in English and Japanese totally different vibe. When you start talk in Japanese. It feel like Japanese girl with Kawai sound. lol

[@lavmin]

I hope you will good soon and will find your purpose! And thank you for your channel.