i promise it's going to be okay...

[@AmbitionMusic]

really hope this helps ❤️ listen to a similar mix here if you want more calm/chill vibes kzbin.info/www/bejne/hnvMlp-vrK18oLs

[@genesis3010]

your messages always make me smile. thank you for everything. ❤

[@haveaniceday3952]

Thanks have a nice day

[@joshclarke565]

where do you get the graphics for your videos from?

[@Fizzi_the_kitten]

Thank you for uploading this I was really close to a panic attack but this calmed me down 🙂

[@shadowbonnie770]

It does

[@Lillie345]

Ok, if you promise.., i trust you...

[@滑り台-c1k]

I promise too

[@smartss3452]

𝙼𝚒𝚒 2!!!!! 🤩🧁🧁🧁🧁🤗

[@juliab.75]

❤💜💙💚

[@canaryskies5593]

It truly gets better dear friend. 💙

[@Tradiejon]

cheese

[@digininja44]

I’ve waited my whole life to hear these words.

[@cherryvelvet.]

you're awesome

[@freykiva3887]

same m8

[@shadowbonnie770]

Ya my dude same just same every thing you know ..........😁😶😅☹️😭

[@mayurichu.2309]

everything is going to be okay. life is beatiful. you'll find peace and happiness in things you love. i hope you hear these precious words more often... stay strong ❣

[@pissapocalypse]

You're gonna be just fine

[@KyuubiKin]

HEY stop scrolling for a sec please, I just wanted to to tell you that your not alone. Things may not be going the way we hoped for but it's ok. Your not alone, even if it seems that way. You've got people here going through the same things, why not reach out to each other. Everyone needs some help every once in a while. So whatever is keeping you down right now why not ask for help here? Others here have gone through what you yourself have to face now. So find out how they did it, and once you move past it why not look for others that are still fighting. Let's all stand and move forward together, and know this. In the end Everything will be ok I promise.

[@hadithelegend3358]

thats what i needed thank you!

[@dragonairfair3950]

I really hope so. but it’s all so suffocating.

[@AngelCnderDreamer]

Thanks, I needed that. ^ ^ ♥ Same with you as well.

[@hadithelegend3358]

@@AngelCnderDreamer💜💗

[@makyrahl7450]

people break promises all the time..but thanks

[@kranberry4046]

covid-19 really got me somewhere, i don't know what will happen, and i'm hiding the fact i feel lonely in online class. non of my friends are in my classes, and it's honestly really hard without them. i hope to anyone, ANYONE, who's reading this, appreciate your friends a bit more. i may be a bit more overdramatic but, you'll never know when you can't see them. stay safe everyone, i wish for the best.

[@theresgraphiteinmymouthsom5139]

@Ne 2020 needs to be over already. Sorry your friendships aren't going as planned.

[@_honeymochi_3633]

I feel the same way. Hey? Do you wanna be friends? Ill be everybody's friend if they need one ^-^

[@Dragon_Webster]

You also never know when the last time you see them is... keep each other company

[@strawberrymilk8467]

Kranberry this is kinda a relatable thing not one of my friends r on my class calls and the I don’t even have one of their phone numbers on me :/

[@cakeycat_7055]

Kranberry friends? I have none,

[@LilacskyChan420]

I think it's ironic that I got this notification when I needed it

[@Lillie345]

Same 😊

[@gimeibarra3899]

Same here.

[@IanD-ut4dy]

Some might say it's serendipitous ;)

[@madi_stellar]

Sukara Miku same

[@parisrempel3416]

Me too

[@golden_sunshine4603]

hey if you’re feeling lonely or lowkey depressed just know that i’m here for you. we all go through hard times but it will get better, i promise. sometimes you need a break from the world , and i completely understand. take a break if you need one. i know i’m a random stranger from the internet but i wanted to help people who’ve been feeling sad recently. it will get better. whatever you’re going through just know i’m here for you and you’re loved. i love you random stranger and i wish you the best💛

[@jasmineflower236]

*hugs aggressively*

[@dustyviers00]

@golden_sunshine do you have discord ?

[@boobygirl5507]

bro I'm up in here HIGHkey depressed but it's aight I'm just vibin 🥰🤜also, thanks for that. You're too sweet :)

[@wibbrr9910]

golden_ sunshine you don’t know how much this meant to me. Thank you.

[@blindstarzz]

...Thank you,I really needed ths supportive,beautiful comment to make my day,im sure peple who know you,love you,and are freinds with you, they would not regret what they have done. (meet you and know you)

[@scout7972]

listening to this in quarantine ayyyyy

[@zaryhc]

AYYYYY! :3

[@shamelesspodcast8588]

3 weeks later still listening in quarentine ayyyy

[@Alkimachos]

AYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

[@mandu9636]

ayyYYyYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

[@jennk7398]

this was a month ago......wow we’ve been in quarantine for that long?

[@mingvlogs]

hey whoever is reading this, remember to trust the process! times could be tough, but know that everything is temporary and everything will be okay i know it's hard, but we're all in this together

[@chiararegis1690]

Thanks I needed that

[@marumaru1821]

Hey there Could you.... Please stop scrolling for a moment? How are u feeling? I just want to ask... If you want cry, then cry, you can cry, that not means you are weak YOU ARE SO STRONG! You have been trough a really hard way I'm so proud of you! You are still breathing! That's amazing, look how much you went through! This is time for little break... Sit here, I have cocoa, coffe, tea and others, everyone are welcome here! So... If you sit, and reading this I will say something to you Your past is proof, that you are powerful Your every move is proof, that you have a power Your every day means, that you are NOT worthless Your every month shows, you are strong You make this world better for someone Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but please, be patient Someone is waiting to give u love and friendship If you had bad thougs... suicidal thougs, or even plans... You are NOT worthless You are so important... to me Yea, I love u If you a girl A boy Whoever you are, I love you! I love you, for this, how strong you are We all have problems But here you are Probably in your room Sitting Maybe crying And... you know what? That's ok, because we all are just humans We have feelings We have hard past We need love We... We just living, without breaking up I know, I know, I'm just random stranger from internet Maybe this words don't make you feel better, but... What if? You know, how important is a new day? WITH you Not WITHOUT you You are making your own history, your own book Please, don't end it ok? You know what is most important? You are still living And that's your superpower I'm realy glad, that you are here That you are alive Please.... Stay with me Now, if you need talk, here is my discord: Dirty Deeds Done Dirty Cheap#1850 Hi!! I'm still here, if you want to talk (02.06.2021)

[@lilyuri6733]

Marumaru This comment is underrated.

[@ThaReaper777]

Tbh, I’m not as depressed as I was before because of comments on these lofi videos and try and help those that need to vent, how are you dude?

[@kirsten1361]

Thank you. I really needed this

[@marumaru1821]

@@ThaReaper777 oh, thanks for asking I'm even ok (better than before) I hope you'll be fine

[@marumaru1821]

@@kirsten1361

[@johanlydj1789]

For anyone who needed this: Everything will be okay ,tomorrow is a new day. Be patient great things are in store for you at the ends of tomorrow, tomorrow holds so many beautiful and wonderful possibilities you just have to stay and see everything become beautiful. I believe in you and I’m proud of you for making it through today remember, one day at a time. You’re strong and you got this everything will be okay. I hope the best for whoever’s reading this and I hope you have the best week. 💜

[@HugsandDrugs420]

Johanly DJ thank you

[@honeycombfelix1084]

Thx you. I never really heard this from anyone. I hope life is going good for you. 💜💜💜

[@shadrakhr2107]

Johanly DJ 😍♥️😔

[@misichan3525]

thank you so much you really make my day

[@Kinnies-x4h]

Thank you so much I very much needed this ❣️

[@uwuuwu5289]

it's 3Am, and I have to get ready for school in two hours. I'm slammed with work, and studying, and I'm supposed to get beat up later today. I hope this passes over soon. I'm in such a bad depression. My medication doesn't seem to be working and it's been months. Exercising is so hard- yet alone getting out of bed. I used to kickbox. Part of me wants to get back into it, but at the same time, I've lost interest in so much. I'm SO tired. Tired of cutting Tired of starving Tired of school Tired of kids Tired of my insomnia Tired of anxiety attacks Tired of lonliness Tired of sadness I know all this probably sounds cliche or something, but I have no friends and I just really need to vent. My only refuge these days seems to be music. So, thank you. I hope things *will* be okay.

[@Clark-cn4kp]

I know what you are going through and I know you probably dont want to hear this but I'm right there with you. I'm tired of everything. I just want to be done, but you have to remember that it will get better. If you ever need somebody to talk to, I'm here for you. The way I make it through is unknown. I dont know if I can make it, to be honest with you. I'm here if you still need to vent.

[@Alexandra-rb7ju]

I read that you said you were tired of cutting - believe me; I've had this problem for 15 years and I'm just learning how to live without it. And seriously, if someone tries to beat you up again, give them a punch square in the nose for me!

[@acupofcoffee7488]

Oh dear. Don't be that depressed! I know it's hard, but you need to be able to cope with it. Just a few days ago i had a depression and i know what it feels like. I cried for an hour or so(at night), and the next day i started to go away from it slowly. Just know, that there's always a dawn after a long, dark night. Stop cutting yourself! By doing that you won't make any better. I know that sometimes it seems as if you don't have enough time for something. Just start planning and setting up your priorities. I hope that everything will get better soon! Believe in yourself!

[@kamooie5896]

Hello there! I know I'm a bit late, but I just want to say this to you: Ngl, life is a bitch. But I know for a fact, that you are strong as hell emotionally, even if you don't feel like it. Just look at how far you came! And you did not give up. Yeah, you might have tought about ending it all, but you were strong enough to not do it. And I'm PROUD OF YOU. I love you, you are an amazing person and I'm so sorry that others around you don't see that! Just know, when a really bad thing happens, then in the future- you're going to experience a much much much better situation and everything is going to be okay and normal! Okay, maybe not everything, but most things will be like how they were supposed to be in the first place. Stopping yourself from cutting and/or getting yourself out of a bad place both physically, and both mentally is really, really hard. So, if you even just start to work on those, I'M ALREADY SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF YOU! Don't be afraid of letting out your feels in the right place, to the right person or in the right place of the internet! You Are Going To Be Okay Because You Are Very Strong! I love you, and please, don't give up! It's worth the time! So many experiences are ahead of you! Don't let sadness take away the good things and/or miss out on a good opportunity because of it. Trust me, you will regret it later. But even if you do, then don't be sad, there's always better opportunities ahead of you, just look out for them and recognise them! Again, I love you very much for the person and soul you are, and I'm proud of you , and I belive in you! Keep your head up, so your crown doesn't fall off your head.

[@abigguy8364]

hey stranger, it's a month later and how are things?

[@Rock_Lee_The_Handsome_Devil]

Has anyone else ever felt so depressed that you feel like you are bleeding out? I never self harm, I don't mean it literally. Its just sometimes I feel so sad its like part of me shuts down because its too intensely painful and nothing can stop it. I just have to sit or lie there and the only thing I can compare it to is feeling like my blood is leaving my body as I numb to it. It's bizarre. It's like, a quiet panic attack? With all the sad and almost none of the anxiety because I know there is no escape when it happens. I feel like I'm playing dead so my own emotions leave me alone.

[@wizardlizard55555]

I know it's not the same, but sometimes it feels like I have internal bleeding. I don't, but I just feel so pained, and sometimes it feels like there has to be some sort of physical symptom of this sadness that's plaguing me, because it hurts so bad. The thoughts I have and the sadness and numbness I feel. There must be some sort of way that people can see this. Some look in my eyes, or a bruise, or a sickness as a result, that makes it obvious. Something to make people see me and say "Gee, that person needs to visit a hospital!". I know that probably sounds overdramatic, but it's how I really feel sometimes. But the symptoms seem to only exist within my head. It's hard to believe nobody can see it.

[@andrewparchman7925]

A raging ravenous ever expanding deep dark emptiness inside...like mourning the Death of a billion strangers..,, 💐👹😘

[@zerozeroeszeroed]

No no no.....I can't stand it when people talk about blood.

[@Rock_Lee_The_Handsome_Devil]

@@wizardlizard55555 that's a really interesting point. Like the brain is in such distress it thinks there has to be some physical cause like a serious injury, so you get the feelings that would go with such an injury.

[@Rock_Lee_The_Handsome_Devil]

@@zerozeroeszeroed I am sorry for referencing the fluid that you a literally full of in a comment about my mental health

[@thesilliesteverest]

My best friend is exactly 20 hours away from me, we call everyday, we have been through good time and bad times, relationship problems to weddings, crying to laughing. She's my everything and I would do anything to meet her. When we talk about meeting each other I actually tear up, I don't think she knows how bad I want to see her. She's helped me through therapy, she made me stop cutting myself, I was going to commit suicide but she was there for me, I honestly couldn't ask for a better friend. She is the best and one day I hope to meet her, I know it will take awhile but I can wait a few days, months, years, decades, for her. I would wait my whole life if I had to. I can't believe I met someone like her, we are like sisters. She's been through a lot and I support her and I love her so much. Somedays when I'm sick I fight through it just to talk to her, somedays I think about killing myself or hurting myself but she's there. There is honestly no better friend than her. Thanks Kellie.

[@canaryskies5593]

I’ve been so mentally unstable that even the slightest things make me sob. I was looking for a sign that things were going to get better. This title is what did it. 💙

[@heidiosborne6638]

keep going 💙

[@yasmineaziz797]

do you guys ever get this sinking feeling, and you are constantly on the verge of tears? that's me right now. thankfully the music gives amazing vibes out, good to have something to feel happy about

[@fpw2223]

Yasmine Aziz oh my god I got so confused! Same pfp.

[@wizardlizard55555]

I get that quite a bit. I just turn the music up louder. It feels like a warm hug.

[@sleverlight]

you should cry, its very good for you to cry. I wanna cry right now but no tears are coming out

[@laiyenly5610]

same im pouring rain right now 😂

[@yui-hb8ys]

I've been battling depression for a while and have tried to commit suicide 3 times already and was recently thinking about my 4th but I see I have such a supporting community right in front of me. take it from someone who's already tried it doesn't solve anything I know right now you feel hopeless, worthless, alone but you're not I want you to find even the slightest hint of hope and I want you to hold on to that like your life depends on it and the longer you hold on the stronger it grows things are rough right now and my whole life has been rough I sometimes think my one purpose in life is to feel pain, but even if it is I'll fight until this pain is gone. There is always someone just like you don't think you're an "outcast" or "weird" you're just unique and not many people can see it. There is so much more to live for think of some place you've always dreamed of going to. This battle has only begun you'll be the judge of whether or not to keep fighting to finally achieve the victory you've always wanted. sometimes your own brain is your worst enemy. you deserve to live a happy life you may not believe me now but one day I PROMISE you will~

[@newingvaeona8907]

Bless you and thanks for sharing

[@fpw2223]

o k a yTM well, you do not know what some may be going through. Maybe to the trapped ones it is a way out. If they are severely abused and cannot go on at all. It can’t be solved so easily. If someone has these issues- they either die or go to a doctor. At such a point ACTUAL help is needed.

[@kateri7404]

Šhïvâ are you.....,, Wait.... Are you....abused I’m sorry

[@darkside3910]

man thanks i needed this but like I am too much of a coward to attempt suicide. but anyways hope you get better :)

[@carrieferg9477]

Stay strong, your more powerful than your mind may let you on💙💙💙💙💙💙

[@seokiebread]

"you're too young to let the world break you" -kim taehyung(?) -- everything is too hard and i feel like its a struggle to live sometimes sometimes to just..open my eyes. sometiems to just breathe.

[@starlove404]

Yes, I am too young.

[@rosibunni2246]

'sometiems'

[@chanbitez]

bts has the best quotes. their music helps me through so much :')

[@uberlephrad8218]

I broke myself, It's nobodies fault. I shall fall now, on my own accord. I hate myself. I want to be happy, I have everything to be happy, good parents, brothers, internet, food, pets and money! But I'm still not happy... Why? Why am I thinking about the big picture and suffering for something that won't hurt me? Why is it so painful that my life means nothing? Why do I suffer when I have everything to be happy? I'm just so mad at myself.

[@emilygear6804]

i lost my great grandpa yesterday, and i think its good to remind myself that this grief will pass. its going to be ok in the end. i miss him terribly, but i know he's in a better place with his wife, where he has wanted to be all along. rip grandpa

[@ThaReaper777]

Ay Emily, I’m so very sorry for your loss. I’m sure he was a great guy but what you can do is relive all the memories you hade with him and cherish them. You and your grandfather will be in my prayers tonight.

[@v3xecho291]

staring at the moon, but not directly. avoiding her contact, fearful that she's disappointed. my eyes are damp, my hands numb. the water is terrifying, but the music soothing. the words roll around in my head, "it's going to be okay..." for just a moment, i believe them.

[@devilsoutcast6559]

Everyone is so depressed all the time, wherever I go.. why do I feel like I’m draining?

[@proxgamer7759]

Try and see the good things in life, I've been through so much in my life and there's so much negativity that just pulls us all down. Chin up and know that every day above the ground is a good day. Sure maybe things aren't perfect in our lives. But find an escape, my escape is school, guitar, music and that's what this channel is to me. An escape. I'm 18 and so scared of what life holds for me after school. So hang in there alright? Life is beautiful and all you have to do is realize that you can make it even brighter just by looking at all the good things in life. I hope you read this and I hope you have an amazing day.

[@devilsoutcast6559]

ProXgamer775 thank you, that’s very kind of you. I really hope more comes to you when you get out of school. Using those hobbies is a talent and you can use them more outside of school possibly.. I hope great things come. Thank you 😊

[@proxgamer7759]

@@devilsoutcast6559 Anytime ☺️

[@mongmong2968]

I here for you..you will alright..i trust you

[@mongmong2968]

Keep smile..cuz you are amazing..

[@JaellyFish44]

I just want to be happy I just want a hug I just want to be comforted To be told that everything's gonna be okay and that someone will be there for me I just want someone to say they're proud of me Proud of me for still trying For still trying to do my homework since I don't have any motivation anyway For still trying to help myself fight against my depression For still trying to get through my day even though I don't even want to live anymore I don't want to be screamed at I don't want to suffer I don't want to deal with these feelings I don't want to be pressured I hate being pressured I can't perform when being under pressure So stop pressuring me into getting better grades, it's not helping They're just making things worse What's the point in trying if no one acknowledges my effort? I may not have done anything for school today, but I did some homework yesterday They'll say it doesn't matter that I put effort into doing something *yesterday* and that it only matters when I do it *everyday* I did very bad with my history exam, but I think maths and English went great They'll say it doesn't matter that I *think* I did well and that the only thing that matters is that I'm failing history and need to change that They'll ignore my accomplishments and go straight to what I did wrong So, how am I supposed to get better if they won't even notice it? I hate it when people expect something from me It makes me anxious What do they want me to do? How am I supposed to act around them? Will they judge me for my actions? Ofcourse they will, they always will And it puts me under pressure I hate being put under pressure All I want is for them to be proud of me Because I'm trying my best Even if they can't tell, I really *am* trying my best All I want is a hug It shows that they care That they're proud of me That they love me All I want is to be happy Is it really that hard? Is that really to much to ask?

[@JaellyFish44]

I just wanted to vent here, I'm sorry

[@JaellyFish44]

I feel like I'm just overreacting though, :/

[@iridescentsoul]

When nobody is there to pick you up, dust yourself off because tomorrow is a new day. I have the same problem. Make every little thing you do a big deal for yourself and self motivation is the best. I have schizophrenia so most of my friends are in my head but that doesn't stop me from having a good life. You'll be okay, tomorrow will be okay. I don't know if you're still struggling but YOU ARE AWESOME Go take over the world

[@peachyking1534]

Aw I’m so sorry. I know you must be trying your best, and that’s all that matters. I think you are doing great in the tough situation. Just stay positive, and be around the things you love to stay happy.

[@someone_random8965]

This vent is put together as if it is a song and i think that it would sound amazing. i truly hope that you will feel proud of yourself, but in the meantime, I'll be proud of you, you seem to be an amazing person

[@-kai-1691]

I just relapsed after being self harm free for 2 months and hearing this really helps❤ thank you

[@emmakeiraa]

relapsing isn’t a bad thing, it makes you stronger :)

[@-kai-1691]

@@emmakeiraa thank you that means alot

[@aaamdlr2403]

I need this during this crisis.i'm scared for my father and his job. I do not know what we would do without his paycheck. I'm anxious. I'm sad. I'm confused. I'm scared. I really wish colleges would lower tuition, but that's wishful thinking. Feels like the U.S. isn't a good place to be living right now. Our president constantly disappointments me. I don't want to hear about the virus anymore. Instead, I want a powerful set of earmuffs for myself. Not to listen to anyone or anything and be gone from the pressure of hw, test, and such. I'm not calm right now. I need a hug.

[@peanuts0000000000000]

*hugs*

[@iridescentsoul]

Just sit and take a deep breath and listen You hear that? That's the hope for tomorrow

[@ThaReaper777]

Ay, I hear ya. Our president handling this situation awfully. I can only do so much but, I wish the best of luck to you and your father.

[@reddrawslive]

Do you ever wake up in the middle of the night and you can’t go back to sleep? That’s tonight’s vibe.

[@imsipp9825]

Sometimes I just don’t sleep

[@s-h7015]

Ew, I hate it when that happens. :\

[@yagottapaythetrolltoll3127]

This probably won't even apply to you, but have you considered using a white noise machine to fall asleep? I used to have nights when I'd hear something small that wakes me up. Then, everytime I begin to drift off before falling asleep, I suddenly wake up alerted, with heart beating fast. After hours of getting frustrated over not being able to sleep, then trying to relax because frustration only makes it worse, I'd give up, and just stay awake. Then the next day I'd just completely pass out. I'm not a scientist, but I assume that the hormones produced when I'm alerted awake counterbalance those that are trying to make me fall asleep. That's why I use a white noise machine to drown out all other noise. The fan noise I use is oddly relaxing, and feels like I'm emptying my mind. Since I started using a white noise machine, I haven't really had those nights, except when I'm really on edge (usually because I watched a horror movie before falling asleep).

[@nandi9902]

how did you know? 4 am rn

[@isac5177]

That’s what happened now

[@dust247]

Hey. Just a reminder, keep your head high and keep kicking ass, alright?

[@Lu-ju2lk]

trying :)

[@davidtalavera9138]

Thank you for this Ambition 💙 I think we all really needed this, I know I did

[@regurei]

@kas3ui aww, that must have been tough :( i hope ppl will give you more space soon. everything's gonna be alright, and never forget that you're valid!💕

[@vixirrr]

thank you to everyone that writes those positive comments. they make me feel less lost from everything. they help a lot. thank you

[@chiararegis1690]

uff , I spend the last minutes reading all of this stories , and this makes me feel good somehow . NOT because you are sad , but because i finally see that there are places/platforms were people can express their selfs with out beeing judge . And somehow we all need to spill out thing that are inside of us, that we are afraid to say to the world . I feel useless . I know I'm not, but quarantine is driving me crazy. I have always been a very happy person , very cheerful and I'm happy to say that I have very good friends . My parents divorced 2 years ago and with quarantine is very hard to deal with that .Since the divorce I have been the pillar that sustained all the members of my splitted family and the one ho makes them bee okay . That assumes taking roles that are not mine as : being like a mother to my sister and a wife to my father when i'm at his house ; and being a father to my sister and a "husband" to my mother when i'm at her house , plus being a teenager with my own problems . But I don't mind doing all of that because i love them and i want them to be okay . The thing is that is very hard , and my source of energy to handel all of that is going to school , seeing my teachers and friends. Like this I recharge my energies to deal with my problems . But he have been in quarantine for two months now , and I cant do anithing right . I dont study or do my homework even tho I have to doit to keep my mind sharp , I'ts getting harder to bee a good dauther and is getting harder to make my family feel okay . I feel week and really I dont know what i should do . One part of me says that I t dosnt matter , that I should forget everithing , and do only the things I want . On the other side I have this voice in my head that is saying that I should do things , that im week, and if i want to proof that im good I should start doing things. And in somehow its true , but i just dont have the strength right now. I dont thing no one is going to read this , but It feel good getting it out of my cheast .

[@wizardlizard55555]

I come from a broken family as well. It's exhausting to not only take care of yourself, but also be the only thing holding up all your family's relationships. My parents can't even be in the same room, because they're both like children. There's so much hate. And we're caught in the middle of it. I hope that one day that isn't your job anymore. It takes a strong person to do that. It takes sacrificing your well-being and possibly even your childhood. Your family doesn't realize how lucky they are to have you, and I hope you know that.

[@kateri7404]

I used to be really cheerful as well,but due to everything that’s going on around the world I just got so sad...

[@jasminmarshmellow1917]

Be their for yourself and give your self a break or you will keep breaking

[@hayley6107]

With this whole quarantine thing going on I feel so lonely and sad. My depression meds don't seem to be doing as well as they were. I'm holding all my feelings in from everyone because I dont wanna feel like a burden. The only thing that gives me the slightest bit of comfort rn is music. Im really glad that this music is here. Im especially grateful to the comment section. As im writing this im going through a pretty bad mental breakdown and reading some of these comments have really helped me out. Thank you.

[@hayastan111]

Sis your not a burden!!!! Feel free to talk to me anytime. I'm here! 🖤

[@titam.5509]

There are ways to cope without meds. I’ve been diagnosed with depression and am learning to not be dependent on meds to feel better. Know that you are not a burden and that a lot of people actually enjoy listening to you and helping you.

[@ellieb4563]

Oh god. I’m here in my bathroom, crying so hard. I’m so tired of living, trying to live up to my family’s expectations. It’s a reoccurring thought I’ve had for years. The feeling of wanting to just stop living was so overwhelming yet so tempting. And just when I open KZbin, this video appears. The title was the first thing I read. I now feel at ease, listening to this video. I thought that this was the sign to continue on living. Thank you so much. I love you all. There will always be better days ahead 💕

[@sleepyImp_arts]

You're doing your best I'm proud of you and I love you. Even if I don't know you personally I know that you don't deserve to be under so much pressure, nobody does. So I want you to know it's okay to make mistakes it's what makes us human, and it's okay to cry because your emotions are valid and have meaning. Nobody deserves to suffer not even you, so look for a brighter day I know that will be hard but I believe you can do it, you've come this far! Please don't give up on life now! I love you, I know you'll do your best to make this world a better place one day at a time. I love you, from one stranger to another.

[@nessiemonst3r]

When I need to imagine that someone is comforting me i go to this comment section istg ya'll are so chill and kind

[@soup_06]

I love your videos so much, it let's me breathe and find peace in my mind. Helps me get away from all my small or big problems. It let's me enjoy living for a while. I always come to these videos to be calm and have a little bit of happiness. I have a pretty stressful and tough life that I know plenty of people are going through right now but I'm slowly getting better. Thank you for helping me find my calm space and a way for someone, a small percentage of the entire world, a bit of happiness 🦋

[@scatcat8371]

I'm worrying about my friend, and you uploaded this. Thank you. You always seem to know when to upload and what title to give it. Thank you again

[@haveaniceday3952]

Hope he/she get better

[@scatcat8371]

@@haveaniceday3952 thank you, shes having a bit of parental trouble atm.

[@zacharymenchaca2336]

I'm worrying about a friend too

[@scatcat8371]

@@zacharymenchaca2336 I hope that things turn out okay for them and you.

[@zacharymenchaca2336]

@@scatcat8371 thank you friend

[@lmao389]

stop. inhale. exhale. clear your mind, don't think about anything, and just breathe- feel the air coming in and out of your lungs, focus on your body, let the tension from your muscles go away, and try to relax. maybe even close your eyes and lay down. it's okay. you will overcome this. you will feel better. everything is going to be okay. you are so strong, i know you will be able to overcome this. sometimes things go wrong, but it will get better. it always does. be kind to yourself. you deserve it. i love you. never forget that. ♡

[@blue-rh4nv]

thank you. you have no idea how much I needed this tonight

[@roberttrainer2963]

I've come to rely on music like this to deal with my anxiety during the quarantine. The fears i have that i could hurt people i care about in such terrible ways are normally curbed when get to see them; being reminded that i couldn't do such things to them willingly. Unfortunately, that venue is limited as of right now but playlists like this help me remember all the good I've shared with my friends and family and how much it would hurt if something happened to them. Thank you for helping a stranger on the internet feel less scared about their intrusive thoughts in these quiet times. (PS: if you stumble across this comment and are feeling the same. Just a quick reminder that you are not alone. Be sure to talk to someone who you know well about it not matter how messed up the thoughts might seem to explain. To reach out means to seek help, and that step alone can remind yourself that you are not tied to these thoughts; that they don't define you. Its a long road to reaching any level of peace with this kind of mind but let me remind you again: You are not a monster. You are not going to act any of out. You are a human being gifted with the warm glow of empathy, and with it you are safe from what ever darkness roams in the back your head.)

[@ledoomboi3354]

I wish i could reach out and hug everyone who needs it i feel like sometimes we all just need a hug to feel wanted i know i do

[@SONALI_V]

I can't reply to each and every comment but If you're reading this I just wanna say it's always the darkest before the dawn please don't loose hope and even if you do look at the light that shines from within you and that light will never fade away no matter how bad you've been treated you're magic I love you everyone

[@sockcat43ohohoh80]

Who else is doing there homework while listening to this music?

[@Lillie345]

I'm about to 😌

[@Sinnersky]

Nah I just tidying my room

[@Dragonking-fd1qv]

I literally ace homework and the test whenever I listen to this stuff

[@ashadeer616]

Strxwberry_Milk Gacha I don’t do my homework oops

[@m4R.s_222]

Random but our username look alike haha ^^

[@ba-nee7989]

sometimes i feel like im a bad person when i make mistakes and bad choices, but honestly I know it's just my mind lying to me, I will be better. You will be too.

[@camila2196]

Thank you. Let's all be better and trust the path in front of us. It' tough but we got this, we have wlaked this far and won't go back. Love you

[@ky-os1ms]

I wanna say to you "thank you". currently, I was really nervous about a lot of situations that I belong to. But when I started listening to this music, I've totally got to relieve and feel not to be alone. Your post and this music make me relaxed. thank you so much. hope your happiness and health. please keep posting like this lovely music.

[@zarzarscarlet6907]

Is it tho? I'm so tired of fighting so tired of being so strong, it hasn't gotten me anywhere except for depression and anxiety.

[@alexandriadeloach8510]

ZarZar Scarlet That’s exactly how I’m feeling right now. There’s so much going on and it feels endless, but there’s always a reason to keep pushing forward even if you don’t see it right now. For now, make it your goal to live. Fight a little harder. And if all else seems to fail and you really feel alone, live for me and I’ll live for you. We’ll get through this together❤️

[@ThaReaper777]

Ay, there is always a light at the end of that damn tunnel. It doesn’t matter if you’ve heard this in the past or have never heard it before, that doesn’t make it any less true. Stay strong friend, you’re in my prayers for sure. For, sure.

[@creepy_artist]

Then... Why don't you lay down for a while and cry? It doesn't matter what others tell you, sometimes crying at the top of your lungs can help lifting a whole ton of weight from your shoulders, after all, crying is a natural and normal mechanism of the brain to take out pressure, not crying is okay, but accepting your feelings and let them out it's for strong people too. So lay down, maybe for an hour, hug your pillow or plush, maybe be with the person you most trust, and cry a bit. But please, when you feel relieved, don't forget to look forward, with your now cleared mind and carry on, you can't be always strong, but you can't give up just now, after all, even if I don't know you, I am pretty sure you have a talent awaiting for blooming and shine onto people's hearth in one way or another, that alone, makes you awesome!

[@athirapadmanabhan7566]

Just never give up!It gets better! I promise!

[@ezryn4089]

Yeah this video came at just the right time

[@lisatrappedmeinygsbasement848]

Indeed :')

[@coolkiyo8727]

"Do you need some space?" "Yes please." ... "its been months. are you okay?" "I need more time." *Why do I feel like he's just avoiding me?*

[@iridescentsoul]

Aw it's gonna be okay. Move on in your life and make yourself happy in the meantime 。^‿^｡

[@photoast_]

@conacal rubdur she is unaware PepeLaugh

[@josefinabasile7291]

You're not the only one bc all the people do that and we don't have to let them hurt us because we are soo strong and no one can hurt us it's okay?! did you sranger understand me?! that was for all of you

[@cailahhernandez1292]

hey, i'm a bit late. but by now i hope you realized that it's important to take care of yourself as well. i can tell you're a kind and caring person, and you DO deserve love. especially during this pandemic, it is so important to realize that you are WORTHY of love and care. you're an amazing person. i might not know who you are or what you're going through, but i promise you, it'll all make sense again.

[@photoast_]

@conacal rubdur sometimes

[@katiecallan9637]

I really needed this. 💕🥺

[@mylah5079]

Thank you so much.... I was just diagnosed with hypoglycemia which is life threatening and I have never experienced so much anxiety in my whole life. I don't want my life to end because of some stupid condition or whatever. I want to live my life like a normal girl without worrying about seizures, nausea, vomiting, migraines, strokes, etc. I just want it all to be okay...

[@codezombie4575]

Hey, thanks. I appreciate how you go out of your way to try and help people in need, you’re a great person.

[@ferniegarza6351]

Thank you so much for uploading this video, I really like to listen to the mixes and songs of your channel. I'm currently under quite some stress because my exams are next week and I still have so much to study and comprehend, plus there is a situation that has been bothering me for a few months and I've decided to be brave and face it pretty soon, because is not healthy. I'm pretty scared, though..., but the title of this video along with my loved ones support, somehow gives me peace while focusing on what is important now... what I must do. Which is studying for those exams and an embryology presentation I'll give to my classmates tomorrow. Anyways, tomorrow will be a new day and I want to believe everything will be alright regarding my academic and personal life, even when I know for sure it will not be easy. Thanks again for this mix, it really does help. Love and hugs from somewhere in this world to you and everyone else in the comment section! :)

[@ThaReaper777]

Ay, it’ll be alright. Whether you’re out if school or not, just know that you will never be alone with social media and your family members. Those exams? Just keep working hard and study. Just don’t overwork yourself. Take breaks ya know? Play video games, maybe some halo or doom or CoD. Or perhaps reading is your cup of tea, I recommend The Red Pyramid. Whatever tickles your fancy, just make sure you take breaks so stress and anxiety don’t take over your mind, got it?

[@meryferceballos]

God, I've been through a lot of stress lately. School, projects, everything made me crazy and irritable. This mix helped me a lot, I never thought I could be so relaxed since the quarentine began in my country. Love u guys, hope you all can find here the relax we all need.

[@jae1918]

This sounds crazy but if quarantine never happened, I would have never listened to these songs, I wouldn't have ever taken better care of myself and I wouldn't have ever seen such nice comments. Thank you all for giving me something to look forward to. I love you all!

[@francheska93]

Reading that title made my eyes water, thank you so much i needed to hear it right now ❤

[@haveaniceday3952]

Ambi I can't express with words how that title hit me thanks for your music always help me to calm down. I'm going through hard times because it's my last year in school and in my opinion I didn't make any friends in all these years I'm alone and hurting so thanks for existing you literally saved my life, I don't know what to do anymore I think that I'm just wasting my life so why not just end it (sorry for any mistakes at writing because I'm Brazilian )

[@allyarts881]

Please, don’t end it all. There’s so much life has to offer, theres so much to see. Think about it, even if you don’t have any friends in school right now, you will get some. And if you don’t have any for awhile, we’re here for you, i’m here for you. There are people that care about you. Please know that ❤️

[@myfavouritecolourisgreenus5508]

Hello Have a nice day, I know something that helped me! It´s a game called "Sky: children of the light" ...it´s a fun and calming mobile game, where you even can make friends :D it´s free, you can play it on apple devices and soon on android devices as well... you deserve a place on earth, even if you don't think so right know. Don't go; the sun has promised to rise again :)

[@creebi3305]

It has been a month... How are you doing now? I know it's not too much time, but yet something might have changed a bit. Remember, we're here for you.

[@ThaReaper777]

Ay bro, it’s your last year. You worked yourself to the end and overcame many challenges. Just never. Ever. Give up.

[@madi_stellar]

I’ve been laying in my bed since I woke up at 3 something listening to music and just basking in the darkness of the room. When sadness fully draws you down it gets hard, I should know because I’m there right now. No matter what your going through I promise you, it’ll get better. We all have bad days, bad weeks, bad months, and bad years. We should not let that stop us. I just want to try to make other people happy because they’ve tried for me. :) No matter your age, gender identity, race, religion, sexuality, or your pains, I’m here. I’ll have open arms to listen to you. If venting on this comment makes you feel better, feel free to do so. I just want you to feel happy and loved. I love you. Sincerely, A random person on the internet

[@shiloh308]

I'm here listening to this in quarantine and really, I love the comment section, I love scrolling though because it puts back my trust in humankind, that there are people out there that are nice and loving I have just gotten uplifting words from strangers and well, its nice Hope everyone day is going amazingly, and if your in quarantine, don't worry, we will get through this.

[@violetsandsunsets4911]

me too, its awful to see sad people but strangely enough it feels like a community and its strangely comforting. i hope you're doing okay 💘

[@shiloh308]

@@violetsandsunsets4911 thanks so much, yes I am doing fine, was just feeling a bit low that day❤️❤️. Hope you are feeling well too and I agree, it's almost like a community and tbh I love it

[@violetsandsunsets4911]

Ashwell thank you, i'm doing better today as well x quarantine can be rough sometimes. remember to take care of yourself ☺️

[@shiloh308]

@@violetsandsunsets4911I agree, and thx I will, u take care of yourself too❤️😘

[@rubeg327]

I was just scrolling to find something else to listen to but then I saw the title and it just hit...hang in there everyone, and to anyone who finds this comment I already love you^^ you're an amazing person and deserve to love and be loved. Overcome the pain as we all try to figure things out~

[@BOKCJaye513]

thank you for this, i really needed this rn 🤞🏾

[@mnop1305]

You have no idea how much I needed to hear those words. For the longest time, I didn’t think I ever would.

[@hayastan111]

are you okay?? I'm here if you ever need to talk. I just want you to know EVERYTHING will get better. Your so strong. I'm so proud of you, and I'm genuinely caring and writing this from the bottom of my heart. I love you, and if you ever need to talk feel free to DM me on insta :)

[@nanoayakashi3644]

That awkward moment when you've cried for a few hours so now you literally have no more tears left and ur eyes are dry asf ._.

[@feyzaafk2836]

I was having a stomach pain, then came across this beautiful video and started listening to It. I got calmer and calmer then I fell asleep. Since that time Im listening to this time to time and It calms me down/makes me happy and peaceful. And now I took a screenshot of the video's photo and made It my tablet's wallpaper

[@sadbobahours]

maybe its my mind playing tricks on me but it seems as though the waves dance to the flow of the music. this mix gives me a surreal vibe. thanks.

[@evamoprea4748]

Two years ago I went through a really bad time, after I got over it, I had a study session listening to this playlist, last year I was very depressed, I got over it, now I'm having a study session with this as background music, thank you! Remember, life gets better!💕💜

[@maxaroon9423]

Today, I realized a lot of things about myself. I try and try to push people away, even my own family, but my girlfriend takes none of it. I was so scared for her, because we're both wlw, and we live in a not-so-accepting town. I'm scared for her everyday I stay with her. But she doesnt care. Shes stayed by my side for 9 months now, longer than I've been able to keep somebody close, ever. I just love her so much. This is a girl I genuinely want to spend time with. This is some of her favorite music, so when I listen to this, it reminds me of her, and, for just a while, I know things are going to be okay. So, keep your heads up kings and queens. It may seem like tomorrow is the end of it, and you may wake up everyday expecting the worse, but truly, it gets better. Take it from me.

[@enormusdeuce7182]

ok i thought i would finally tell someone about how i feel after all this time. it’s taken me a lot of courage but i think i’m finally ready to accept myself. growing up i always felt like i was different, none of the other kids really understood me so i cut myself off...never letting them see who i truly was. i wanted to pretend i was happy but i really wasn’t. i grew older and older and everyone always told me i was getting older but i really felt like i wasn’t. i looked in the mirror one day about 2 years ago, seeing myself i always thought i was white. that’s what my parents were and i just wanted to be like them. they told me i was white too and i was too old to live in their house. it really hurt me and that’s when i realized that i am transracial. i had never realized before that i really wasn’t white like my parents told me, i was truly a 9 year old african american girl. i also realized i was transage when the people around me didn’t act like i did. my parents told me i’m a white male turning 35 this year but in my heart i truly know i’m a 9 year old black girl who really wants the love and respect she deserves.💖💖

[@kirsteniskindafunny]

I don’t know who runs this channel, but I love you so much oh my god (also I’m just going to rant a bit because I just want an outlet, so feel free to keep scrolling through these comments 💖) this music is so calming and it helps so much with life. it seems like every day now, I just come to this channel to whine about nothing. I have a supportive mother, who accepts me as gay and it is the only thing I could ask for, but after my dad (a child molestor of one of my best friends) got arrested, she got a new boyfriend. I’m happy for her, and they seem really good together, but he’s just a horrible person. He’s homophobic, transphobic, and racist for no reason at all. Just today, there was a girl behind the counter at Walmart who he was calling a (cunt n* bitch) because she wasn’t helping him. He’s also gotten my mom back into smoking, which she is now denying the fact that she’s addicted to again after five years of being cigarette free. While she buys cigarettes, we lose even more money, even though we’re already on Medicaid and barely able to pay our bills and her fucking boyfriend is constantly eating everything in our fucking house and not giving us a penny to make up for the 3 servings of food he eats. (I’m just now realizing that I got really annoying towards the end with how mad I got so I apologize for anyone who read that, and if you did read any of this, me and many other people love you 💖)

[@someone_random8965]

there is no need to apologize, the people who did read chose to read it. you are not being annoying, trust me, i hope that it will all get better one day, just know that i love you too

[@lilyuri6733]

I hope your mom stops, I got my mom too stop by making her pay me a dollar every time she smokes since she was trying too stop. She stopped and Im officially rich :) Joking! She stopped and she only smokes once every few months. I hope you get better soon, people who are transphobic and homophobic just need too get over their fear 💞✨

[@wizardlizard55555]

I know they sound like empty words, but I am so sorry. If it were me, I would be angry too. Not to mention, extremely stressed out. I don't even know how I'd be able to face any of it.. I really do hope that things get easier. You have this whole community's support any time you need it. 💗 Feel free to vent, cry, let it out, any time you need to, because you deserve the chance to do that. You don't deserve any of the things happening to and around you, and we all want you to be ok. 💗

[@kateri7404]

:3 ily its gonna get better

[@kirsteniskindafunny]

I just read all these replies and thank you all so much. It’s gotten a bit better now, I talked to my mom and pushed it on her and now she’s trying to stop smoking, and her boyfriend isn’t here every single day. I met someone who cares about me and who I love and I feel like without the support that strangers on the internet give, it would’ve been harder to accept myself and stay strong. Thank you all, you’re beautiful people. 💕

[@valvaneratassomoreno2416]

i love how nice we are in the comments section it's just i am feling empty and i don't know who to turn to and this relly helps, so thank you :)

[@kaitlanwyatt1075]

Hey, I don't know who you are or what you are going through but I believe in you. Please don't give up now, after everything, please don't stop now. You have so much untapped potential that you can do so much good with. I hope that the pain eases and life starts treating you better. I don't know you but I do know that it can be tough to just continue living. Keep fighting and stay strong my friend:)

[@mundoz8657]

The Lo-fi community is the most calmest and not toxic community on planet earth in my opinion.

[@elaina3295]

I put Bluetooth on and put this on my turntable. The vibes were lovely.

[@tsyosaghi]

seeing when this was uploaded is like the perfect, late birthday present

[@mitchcapps6021]

“Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life, and we have believed, and have come to know, that you are the Holy One of God.”

[@ChiefHeavyArms]

Just came home from a brutal day...saw this video's title, started listening, and I'm crying from happiness!

[@veahland]

hey there ! yeah, you, in the comments. its going to be okay. you'll get through it, you'll be okay. i believe in you. youre not alone. im here for you, always and forever. love yourself, youre worth it, youre amazing. stay safe, stay healthy, i love you.

[@breannajizelle]

I’m so glad I found this channel it really has been helping me stay calm and helped me with my anxiety. Things in my life has not been going so good and ever since I been crying a lot more. When I cry I come to this channel and play some songs and peaceful fall asleep. I always loved to read the comments everyone leaves because they also help me with my anxiety and make me smile knowing that I have people who understand me. I am crying while typing because I finally have the people to talk to and have something that’s can help me and I’m so grateful for that. I just wanted to tell the creators of this channel and all the people who comment helpful things Thank You. Thank You for helping me though this hard times and Thank you for understanding how I feel. I feel like you guys are the only guys I can talk to but it’s ok because I enjoy having someone like you all to talk to. Anyways Thank you for all the help with my anxiety I really really do appreciate it. Have a good day or night 🙂❤️.

[@campxyzz]

It’s 10:09 pm here. I was gonna tell my crush I liked him tonight. Btw the only way we can talk to each other is through a game. There was a lot of people so they were deciding who to kick. And they kicked me... Then after that I watched KZbin. I was gonna get back on to see if he was still awake. I didn’t get to get back on due to my dad yelling at me. I went back upstairs to cry. I am currently listening to this. It makes me cry even more but It’s good cause I need to let it all out.

[@shibii4209]

If you’re still thinkin’ about telling him, there’s a really good chance that he’ll say yes. Personal experiences brought me to reply to this comment since me and my ex used to talk over 3ds Pokémon oras game chat since her parents were abusive and she would get her phone taken away. We would talk for hours and well, to be frank I still miss her. Anyways you can do it, I believe in you. Take the leap.

[@Lamamsl]

How are you doing now? Did he say yes? Are you guys still together? Well, whatever happened I hope you're okay. I'm sorry your dad yelled at you, sending love and wishes!

[@Sproutpies]

These are really something else..thank you for helping me stop my self harm, the comments, the music, everything- thank you so much.. it was the first push in the right direction. I started getting help, and have my first therapy session next week- remember you’re not alone, there’s always room for change💖

[@MrThejoff]

You published this bit of perfection on my Birthday. I chilled at home on my Birthday listening to this reading a book. It was one of my favourite birthdays so far. Thanks Ambition.

[@nievescalvo2786]

I've been feelin a lil better than usual, so I wanted to share some little things I've been doing that are helping me a lot: - The mornings I don't have to go anywhere what makes me jump out of bed early is watching an episode of my favourite show while I drink coffee. That routine makes me so happy and energized. This works for me because I live with a lot of people and I can have the tv for myself only if I wake up earlier than the rest. Find yourself a reason to wake up. It has to be something you can only do early in the morning, like watching the sunrise. - I started using Notion. This app really helps me organizing my life. In the beginning it can seem so hard to use, but in youtube there's a lot of tutorials and templates. - A cup of tea in the afternoon. It really helps me relaxing and concentrating. If you add a little bit of milk and sugar it tastes so good! - Meditation (with a really cool app called Atom). It is great for the body and the mind - Playing the piano. I've found a great course and I'm improving so fast. It feels so exciting. - Reading. The most enjoyable hobby. - Cleaning. Whenever I feel crappy, cleaning always helps me because it makes me move my body, it's easy to do and when I finish I feel so useful and life seems to be more in control. - Not eating junk food. My body deserves better

[@visser_madi]

~How to de-stress:~ Make some of your favourite tea(or a warm drink that you really like) Put on headphones and play this song Grab a blanket and turn yourself into a burrito:) Do something fun that you have not been able to do in a while because of work or school and stress(for me it's drawing) There you go!Hope I helped♡

[@311palloma]

this one is literally the best calming mix i've ever listened to

[@lilyb2334]

Once I read the title of this video I started crying, I couldn't hold the tears any longer. I've been holding this sadness in my heart and God... I just want someone to hug me tightly and tell me "I promise it's going to be ok"

[@someone_random8965]

if i was able to appear if front of to you to hug you and say that i wouldn't hesitate to do so. i promise that it is all going to be okay

[@lilyb2334]

@@someone_random8965 You're such an angel !! Thank you so much!! This made my day

[@kristenacaroline8821]

To anyone who sees this, You did a really good job! You did well! You're doing fine! Don't worry or compare yourself to others. You're okay!

[@white-7782]

I love working on things while listening to your music

[@starroukitt]

it's sad to see how many people are broken and needed to hear this

[@des7382]

Welp this popped up in my recommended the moment I learned I'm losing my job to this....thank goodness Lofi exists. 💜

[@Kinnies-x4h]

I’m just really tired of pain, and it kinda feels like I’m suffocating in my own thoughts. I love the music though, and the title. It helps me very much, thank you

[@asilentmeadow]

I don’t know if this even is related but- Everybody in the Lofi community seems so sweet, and I really need advice now. So. I have this “friend” irl, let’s call her Raptor. You see, we’ve been friends for a year and a half now. In late 2018 I met her, and ever since we were like sisters. Until October 2019, she started to act manipulative towards me. I didn’t think about it much, until just a week ago. I have a discord server and I put up rules for it ofc. Then I made a channel in it called “#teaching-stuff” and it was meant for jokes. We taught about simple and weird things for example, “How to sit on a chair”, “How to breathe”, and “How to wash your hands”. Til one day Raptor, who used to be co owner of the server, took it too far. Her other online friend taught about how to die, and literally they were laughing and taught about it more. I woke up to all of it, and I was angered because I am going through anxiety and depression(I still am), and that pops up. I deleted the messages and put up another rule “NO OFFENSIVE JOKES.” Next, Raptor asked me why I put up that rule, and I responded with, “Others can get offended by jokes like that. You joked about death.” She also asked that it was only the first time, and that I didn’t have to be so sensitive about it. I replied, “I don’t like seeing jokes like that, I honestly need a break. I’m sensitive. I do forgive you though.” Then woosh, SHE PLAYED THE DANG VICTIM CARD. She was like, “I understand, you’re probably lying. I’m a piece of sh*t, so I guess I’ll stop moderating. You have this in control better off on your own.” I was even more pissed, so I exclaimed, “Playing the victim card will not make me want to change the rules.” Next, she said, “Forget it, I was just trying to make you feel bad uncautiously. I’ll just go, I’m just making this worse.” Yes she definitely was. For me. Then she made an announcement that she was leaving the server, then she left. In dms, I asked her to not make death and suicide jokes around me because I was sensitive to them. A few hours later, she kinda snapped. She went like, “You know dark humor is a BIG part of me, right? Also, I feel like you’re forcing me to make this promise. I’ve played victim my whole life so I do it unintentionally, I mean no harm. This is not a promise I can keep.” And I told her that I wasn’t forcing her but she kept saying like “No you’re forcing me stop it” I got annoyed and told her that I felt hurt by her manipulation towards me, then she turned the tables to her and exclaimed, “Imagine something being a huge part of you, and then having to hide that away when someone’s around you. Just think about it.” Then I opened up to her about my anxiety and depression and ofc she PRETENDED to care about me. This is not the first time she had manipulated me and belittled my problems, she has done it five times in a row. We had the argument resolved, but to me it wasn’t resolved just yet. Ever since the argument, she literally thought it would be okay to make death and suicide jokes towards me continuously, but it went way too far. SHE USED HER DARK HUMOR ON ME. LITERALLY. Whenever we were on call, she’d make death and suicide jokes and also target them towards me. I didn’t say anything, I was just quiet. I’ve been hurt by her, and now I’m thinking about ending my friendship with her for doing such a thing. But at the same time, my birthday is 2 weeks after her birthday, and I don’t want her to have the worst birthday ever. At this point though, my mental health is starting to mess me up. I don’t feel like myself anymore, and her death and suicide jokes and manipulation increased my suicidal and anxiety thoughts. I know for sure she doesn’t care about my feelings at all. The strange thing, she has told me that she felt suicidal and depressed before, yet she still thinks it’s okay to manipulate me. I think she was lying to get attention. She had a toxic friend before according to her, but that doesn’t leave an excuse. She shouldn’t charge at me like that. Now though, I just feel like I’m dying inside, sometimes I wish that I could just disappear and hide away. From everything. I just don’t care about Raptor’s birthday anymore. Should I just end my friendship with her? She’s also claimed to have had depression before yet she’s toxic to me. Edit: yup, hey everyone. so basically now I’ve cut them off since august 10 of 2020, and it’s May 8 2021 here. It’s been nearly nine months and I’m slowly healing. I still deal with doubts and panic attacks, but I’m sure it will pass. edit 2: it’s august 30, 2021. it’s been a whole year since i cut off raptor. i still struggle with anxiety and self-blame, and unwanted thoughts i wish i could erase. i am dealing with anger issues due to my pain as well. however, i am slowly starting to find coping mechanisms to relieve my pain and stress. i’m still on the healing process, but i won’t give up. i know for a fact that joy and happiness is awaiting me in the future. i’m not alone. edit 3 7/30/2022: damn, time really flies doesn’t it? i’m doing A LOT better right now and i stopped blaming myself, and i’ve finally figured out a way to cope with my intrusive thoughts and anxiety. i know you guys may be strangers, but thank you for supporting me when nobody else did. i love each and every one of you

[@iexisthello8249]

Hey, you don't know me but this seems like a real issue you're going through. I'm really sorry you have to deal with this, and I've had similar problems- and still do. You've obviously told your friend how you feel and opened up to her, and if she really keeps on making jokes like that, manipulating you, and intentionally deteriorating your mental health- I would give you the advice to yeah, stop talking to her for a bit- or maybe break off your friendship completely, depending on how hurt you feel and if it keeps getting worse. The least severe advice I can give is that since this person entirely fits the description of a toxic friend and clearly has no regard for your mental health, is to tell her you to need some space and time from her for a little while- a few weeks at first maybe. Talk to your other friends, open up to other people to get real connections with people other than her. See if you feel better when she's not around, test it out to see if you get better when you can be by yourself without someone making jokes about things you're sensitive about. After a little time, I would suggest talking to her about what she's been doing and telling her it's not okay because it's harmful to you, her friend. If you feel better without her around, I would tell her that and say that you need more time to try and stabilize yourself- and once you get strong enough to want her back as a friend (which may be never, if she never changes) then you can talk to her and tell you how she's hurt you and ask her to change. Just remember, you have people who really do love you and would never hurt you, you can turn to them when you need them, and it will be okay. Sometimes, it's more important to look out for your own mental health and stability than worrying about others' when they know they could help you, but choose not to. It's okay to put yourself first sometimes. It will be okay, and I know you're doing the best you can for yourself and your friend, because you care enough about her and your relationship with her to seek out help on how to handle the situation :)

[@asilentmeadow]

Idk, I told my mom about it and she said that I should stick with her because those death and suicide jokes she was making turned out to be signs of suicidal thoughts.(she is getting therapy) So I’ll stick with her for as long as I can. But the thing that bothers me now, is that she never tells me when she’s playing roblox with her other online friends. Well, I’m not THAT bothered, and her toxic behavior is not doing any effort into making her feel better. So yeah, but if she ends up sending me death threats or something(Sorry just a fear and worry I have), I’m definitely telling my parents.

[@asilentmeadow]

Mischievous Newt I’ve told her that her toxic behavior won’t do any effort into making her feel better at all but she just got defensive.

[@asilentmeadow]

Celia Moore thank you, i also have two caring and supportive internet bsfs as well. Dang, the lofi community can thanos snap the way you think-

[@asilentmeadow]

Mischievous Newt and thank you.

[@april9934]

sometimes it's a little hard to keep a smile on your face, or to get out of bed, or to do anything at all. sometimes the world gets a little difficult and words are hard to believe, but you've made it this far and im super proud of you!! because even in the hardest of times you still get up, you still make it past this day, and thats enough. you are enough. remember your worth is not defined by the things you do!! its okay to not be okay sometimes, and sometimes we all need some time for ourselves. thats fine!! always remember to take care of yourself, even in your hardest days

[@TotallyNotJerry]

Trust me it will be okay. Just keep your chin up and breathe.

[@chrisc-om8cy]

Thank you... I’ve been working so hard these couple of weeks to keep my mind off of everything and I haven’t felt a thing but this..i feel my chest tighten and some tears roll down, thanks for reminding me to feel once and awhile and not to be so cold 💙

[@sebashernandez7750]

I really, really needed this, thank you so much, I was on the edge of everything

[@line-lofi7101]

"We may speak different languages, but music is a language we all understand." From Hawaii 🌺

[@shionzinnia5634]

thanks for the music (sorry bout my username lol) i ony have one really close friend in my grade but as this month passes shes gotten more and more manipulative. ive had the thought that im i think she has a crush on me for a while and recently my fears were confirmed- fears because i dont want or need a relationship right now. ive realized that my only friends are a year below me, and that while i like to think how strong i am, ive been living a lie. ive been listening to this mix for a while and i wanted to say thank you for it- im barely getting by, but this is helping.

[@willowlavander146]

I just needed this... this just apeared on my notifications now, but just in time. I just feel left behind, ignored, confused and lost. I feel like nobody needs me now, like im alone in my bedroom for almoust a week because of the quarentine. All my friends dont need me...

[@vluptin]

i listened to this immediately after finishing banana fish and i cried so much more but i gotta say, i was so relaxed

[@CapitanaGabs]

This playlist helps me rigth now to avoid a freaking anxiety attack. thank you.

[@WhisperStudios]

yea the whole pandemic is hurting many to be honest

[@TinyMafioso]

We all want to escape some times, but look on the bright side when you can, wear comfy stuff, pet a dog or cat, genuinely compliment someone and make their day, drink something you love, take a nap. Its never selfish to care for yourself, and even if you haven’t met them yet, someone out there is in love with you, and they’re waiting for you, too. You’re so strong for making it this far, don’t give up, keep going for whatever reason you can think of

[@yukinasky3334]

I feel like this video cames out with a perfect timing...at least for me. I needed this thank you

[@anethkiray]

The irony is that this popped up when I needed it, though I'm finding it hard to believe since I just lost someone really close to me. I'm holding you to it, music. Turn 2020 around for all of us.