Oh my god thank you for speaking so candidly about this 😭 I won my first fancall with yunho this comeback & he’s my ult of all ults & can confidently say I will never be doing it again lol I haven’t really spoken to anyone about it bc I don’t want to come off as ungrateful but some of us are just too anxious for fansigns lolol my only comfort is reassuring myself that they do this all the time so odds are there’s got to be someone more awkward than me 😂 I’m sure they all appreciated that you were sweet & respectful & no one is more deserving of being called cute by THE kim hongjoong 🥰
@whyjoonsad Жыл бұрын
in this situation shy is not only just the person but ALSO the adjective! all jokes aside congrats on winning the call and building up the courage to attend it
@b12721 Жыл бұрын
I've not finished the video but I just wanted to say: getting a personalised signed album is part of winning - it's the prize! I hope you don't feel guilty for accepting on that basis, as it's so reasonable. My partner hates the idea of meeting any famous person he likes, so I get why you'd not want to speak to Hongjoong. Congratulations!
@Anovoxy Жыл бұрын
Actually died hearing of your experience talking to all of the members, feeling a bit of second hand embarrassment at San and your interaction in specific. That experience and small clip with your interaction with Wooyoung actually left me feeling intimidated too, ngl. Holy crap. 😅 Honestly though, I know it was a huge stressful situation for you but I'm glad to hear you attended all of them and got to speak to Hongjoong in all 3 of these events. Having him last on the very last call I think was the best situation if I'm honest. Just the way he spoke to you and ended that call was the best thing and I couldn't help but be completely enamored by the whole interaction. It was so cute and I love that he recongnized you after the first. You may not love it too much but you honestly deserved to be recognized by your absolute ult and I'm actually super happy for you. Congratulations Shy!
@ughmeg Жыл бұрын
OMG SHY!! I’m so happy for you 🥹 if anyone deserves to win fansigns to speak to Hongjoong AND all the boys, it is you! I can’t wait to see the next ateez sorting video, you just know it’s going to be crazyyyy 🩵
@hannahdulset61334 Жыл бұрын
absolutely deserved! hongjoong and the sponsor!
@bystander763 Жыл бұрын
I second the motion
@ari_almeida Жыл бұрын
I saw them live yesterday here in Brazil, in a stadium!! I was so lucky to be close to the stage.. I was completely breathless with their beauty. Seonghwa is the most handsome man I've ever seen in my life! I'm only telling this here because you mentioned Seonghwa's smile and it's really surreal seeing it live! Congrats for winning those fancalls 🧡
@Daisy.173 ай бұрын
I came across this video by accident. I like to draw and was trying to find out the possibility of getting some drawings signed by Ateez. Anyway I just wanted to say that you are such a beautiful person. I know the struggles of being shy and having the type of anxiety that would make a fan sign difficult. I hope you can love yourself and grow in confidence so you don't have to feel worried about moments like this. It couldn't have happened to a nicer person! Much love 💕 I hope more great things like this can happen for you.
@TheEgyptianMau Жыл бұрын
Thank you very much for this video. 😘 A dear friend of mine introduced me to your channel. I love it and especially that you've won so many great experiences, you've deserved it. Your video gave me strength today to trust and feel joy again and hopefully helps me to get some sleep at last. Thank you.😘 You are great!
@syedaumar7335 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations Shy! I am glad you were able to meet Hongjoong. I applied for my first fancall this comeback and won! I was able to meet Mingi. I thought I'd be really calm and comfortable with talking to him and had felt relaxed until Soundwave sent me a Kakao saying they'd contact me soon... Then anxiety hit me like a truck. I was trying my best to seem calm and collected, but when I heard Mingi asking if I could hear and then popping up on the screen... My friends said I did well when they watched the video so hopefully he didn't know I was fighting for my life! I'm really glad I could meet him, he made the experience really great and a positive memory to look back on.
@djpeach4001 Жыл бұрын
genuinely one of the funniest (and most relatable) videos i've seen in a long time LMAO the way you recall all these events is so hilarious
@seoulsonyocollects Жыл бұрын
pleaaase hongjoong’s little speech to you at the end of the era was so cute and sweet T-T
@stannctdream Жыл бұрын
1:10:02 knowing san he was probably being the adorable mf he is just adoring you after not saying anything at first bcs of how much he loves atiny TT
@usserinprise Жыл бұрын
Aww yay congrats! I won my first fancall with Hongjoong this era too and it is sooooo anixety inducing, I completely understand how you feel. I'm happy for you though! ❤I'm sure several years from now you'll look back at this and be glad you did decide to go through with it.
@247abrowne Жыл бұрын
This whole story is so cute 🤗You did so well!! I wouldn't have made it through all that lol. Thank you for sharing!
@Hj1117wk Жыл бұрын
That's so sweet, I won a fancall with Yeosang for minirecords as well, and I can't believe I ask him ' have you eat ?' As my mind completely gone blank and I want to die😂
@dazesix Жыл бұрын
deserved!! this was a wild ride lolll. i totally get you on not wanting to do a fansign bc of social anxiety, i would be a wreck but you did amazing!! congrats :)
@djpeach4001 Жыл бұрын
first video i've ever commented on because "OOH LOOK! A SHELF!" made me laugh outloud
@moonpoweredkitty Жыл бұрын
I've won a few with Wonho over the years and it doesn't get less nerve wracking/anxiety inducing the more you do it. Definitely understand people who get into one and never want to do it again. Positive note: you did it, you spoke to him and got personalised signed album which is amazing. Yunho's response to your cat ears had me laughing, handled it better than I did because I'd've straight up gone: meow like the weird human being that I am lol
@SH-is9xl Жыл бұрын
Shy you deserve that signed album more than anyone I know omg!! I'm so glad you're happy with the signed album. I'm someone who definitely isn't interested in any of my ults perceiving my existence in any way the thought terrifies me haha and you showed so much courage through this whole process and I'm so glad the next ones went better!!
@shahad8754 Жыл бұрын
My face was like this 😄 the whole video IM REALLY SO HAPPY FOR YOU SHY for getting sponsored and winning w KIM HONGJOONG!!! ❤️
@starhwas Жыл бұрын
An idea for the future that can maybe benefit you and another atiny - you could raffle off a fansign entry every time you have to order albums, so if your order is a winning set, a joiner can win and you don’t have the stress of a fancall! Not sure if you mention this at some point, i am still watching the video haha
@starhwas Жыл бұрын
Congratulations!! i am still so happy for you! i know this era there were a couple of stores were quite a few people won with numbers under 20, someone even won san with 3! what a great opportunity for people ! you work so hard as a gom and you have kept this insanity of a comeback very organized! thanks for all you do.
@cups2317 Жыл бұрын
I'm so proud of you for doing the fansigns! I have anxiety too and I don't think I could talk my ult without combusting into flame.
@aRRRnoyata Жыл бұрын
Omg luckyyyy! Im so happy for uu
@Reddiamond7783 Жыл бұрын
You are too cute!! Also, Yunho edit with slowed effects had me WooCackling!!!
@Beojkkoch_Capybara Жыл бұрын
I just wanted to say you look gorgeous in absolutely all of the fan calls, especially the second/middle one you left me in awe because how pretty you looked, also congratulations on winning all the fan calls!!!!!! Also wake up is also my favorite song on the album!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@robyn7691 Жыл бұрын
Congrats! You are living your best fangirl life and I am loving it. I joined a few Mingi fansigns and I did NOT want to win at all either! That is too much for me too. I just need to admire and collect them from a distance. OMG Kim Hongjoong recognized you and will remember you! I feel stressed for you having to cope with that, lol. so exciting!
@orispina Жыл бұрын
Shy the way i SCREAMED when i read the title, im so so happy for you, you did amazing
@kandigirl10 Жыл бұрын
4:15 Girl! I'm squealing with you every time you pull HJ!!! I love our Captain!!!
@ckd4256 Жыл бұрын
Shy? Congratulation! and i love your shelf. Hope there will be a shelf update
@shinestarcollections Жыл бұрын
Ah big congrats to you, Shy!
@zunairahussain Жыл бұрын
congrats shy you deserve it..
@aiurlevi Жыл бұрын
the second call sounds SO cute. him copying your cut hand movement sounds adorable.
@kjcano27 Жыл бұрын
This was everything I coulda wanted for a storytime and never knew what to expect hahaha
@Gibson42a Жыл бұрын
Shy I'm just like you too! I have no interest in meeting any of my heroes, from my favourite musicians to favourite actors, etc. If I did coincidentally bump into any of them (lol) I wouldn't even ask for a picture or an autograph. I'm perfectly happy being just a consumer of their art 🙂
@bluemoon_17 Жыл бұрын
As Indonesian I'm so happy that you like some of our sweet treat ❤️
@sionnote Жыл бұрын
me and sibling were jus talking about how iconic it would be for the biggest atiny (you) to talk to ateez !! i really thought this never would’ve happened bc you’re shy (hehe) but i’m happy you got to talk to mr hong 🤭
@hua.hua. Жыл бұрын
SHY????!!! CONGRATULATIONS;!!!!!!!
@merelmountain Жыл бұрын
girl im EXACTLY like you!! i 100% get you and actually im super impressed you went through with it! 🧡🧡 cherish that signed album forever 🥰 your friend is a real one for adding that as motivation lmao
@merelmountain Жыл бұрын
HONGJOONG CALLED YOU CUTE a;eiwjfiweak
@merelmountain Жыл бұрын
the way i would also just stare silently at san and woo's stare would probably make me straight up cry istg 🤣
@fantarry Жыл бұрын
im so so happy for you!!!! congrats on winning! (not only once, but thrice!)
@misaamane1902 Жыл бұрын
Omg I'm so happy for you !!!
@micahlazo8011 Жыл бұрын
Omg I'm so happy for you! So deserved! I totally relate being so excited for HongJoong pc pulls for real as he's my ult though love Ot8 for real 🥰 I feel you so much that as much as I love him and all of them, the thought of actually going to a fansign and talking to them makes me anxious too 😅 (the closest to that situation was being able to do hi-touch at KCON LA 2022 which was super brief. Even so i understood the feeling of blanking out. And that's why I am glad i have videos taken by others of my moment so i know it wasn't just a fever dream) I appreciate you for being honest about social anxiety and going through the details of it all. Still makes me anxious but at the same time is helpful if i ever do have the random luck of winning a fancall or anything 😊 he really is the sweetest and I relate way too much as I'm INFP just like HongJoong
@Innerluvtae Жыл бұрын
This was hilarious but literally I so loved this video. I’m really happy for you. I’m glad that you spoke so openly about your experience and you coming out your comfort zone even if it’s this one time. I also have social anxiety so I don’t think I could ever do a fancall.
@dngrsmbdy Жыл бұрын
I love hearing you talking about your experience with ateez’s fansign like to the point i laughed and responded like we are facetiming each other 😂 it was so cute and i find it relatable since i am also an introvert! Lowkey kinda wish you meet hongjoong on the street to have him calling you out because he recognizes you 🤭
@PSHsoul Жыл бұрын
OMG SHY!!!!! i love watching your videos so much this is 100% deserved. Also being an introvert i get you, but i just had to say well done for getting through it and you looked amazing in all the clips ❣I hope you are doing well and much love from the UK 💝
@jenram948 Жыл бұрын
Omg Shy I am behind happy for you congrats!!!🎉 I won my first fansign with Mingi in Dec & let me tell you I was so nervous that I was so grateful knowing that he'd forget me as soon as the next person came on for him 😅🤣🤣
@Mingis_biggestfan Жыл бұрын
Congrats u deserve it 🎉❤
@cabbage8932 Жыл бұрын
this is my favourite video from you shy! thank you for sharing your experience!
@Nisha_xo Жыл бұрын
It’s so funny how she was slipping through the ATEEZ book there was pictures of other members but she still called out Hongjoong🤣🤣😭
@jellimong Жыл бұрын
I'm so glad you shared this experience & i know you said you didn't really want it but i am really glad you won these fansigns 🥲 it seems like your calls with all of them were so sweet ^^ also i dont think you sound ungrateful at all! people can want to have different types of fan experiences and a fansign is just one of those right? and wanting or not wanting to do that could be for such different reasons...i would also get soooo nervous speaking to idols so i completely understand you
@minhyuks_h8_4_cucumbers60 Жыл бұрын
I used some acrylic book stands from Amazon to display the open album! Can absolutely relate to the anxiety, had 2 fancalls with yunho and mingi and till this day it's the best worst thing that happened to me🙃
@Tay-wj9et Жыл бұрын
You ARE cute! And if Kim Hongjoong thinks so, it's definitely true, so don't just take my word for it
@seouldaydreaming3520 Жыл бұрын
I've never related to a video more!!! I met oneus recently and keep getting cringe flashbacks hahahah
@baekhope8850 Жыл бұрын
Same! I met Wooyoung on accident during halazia promotions and glad I got to meet him, but I would also be glad to not do it again. Then I won one for Yeosang this era lol
@AlexA-xi3sk Жыл бұрын
Congratulations, Shy!!!!! Yeah, no. I absolutely agree with you, I can’t see myself ever meeting or talking to Felix or Wooyoung (both of which are my ult of ults). Like I would be so embarrassed and awkward. If GA in concerts gives me anxiety I can’t imagine how I would feel being face to face. Nope!! Update (I just finished watching): First and foremost this was hilarious 🤣 second of all JUNG WOOYOUNG, even more so now, absolutely NOT!! I would literally seize to exist, obliterate into oblivion!! Probably even cry lol 😂 I’m also an older Atiny, they’d probably make fun of my ancient ass lol (not serious obviously) lol 😆😂
@tinywhispers Жыл бұрын
Truly, I would feel like my calls would be like San's and Wooyoung's. I would be head empty, no thoughts found.
@dep6170 Жыл бұрын
Firstly, CONGRATZ!!!!!!! Secondly, how else would you do the fansign without kakao?
@unagszor Жыл бұрын
This is lowkey so hilarious - to not want to win a fansign to then win so many in one era with like the smallest album count 😂 you're really living up to the atiny name I know this was super hard but I'm really glad you did it! I hope you can make a cool framed piece out of all your signed items. If you want to remove the fansign from your album, fromiseventeen has a great video on how she did it: kzbin.info/www/bejne/aGG8inSYjM2Vh7c
@yephshs1026 Жыл бұрын
pretty sure yunho said oh my god lmfao
@Asteru89 Жыл бұрын
My GOM for itzy do giveaway when he wins and doesn't want to meet the girls
@praktigal Жыл бұрын
fromiseventeen has some pretty good videos that show how she takes out and displays her fansign pages. maybe that'll help you.
@myuinz Жыл бұрын
omg yay!!! i been waiting for the day you finally talk to joong !! im so so happy for you and im so glad you got this opportunity 🩶 you deserve it so so much. i suffer from anxiety and having to talk to someone i look up to and follow and collect religiously is definitely not easy lol! i remember watching your videos and you saying how hard it would be to talk to ateez let alone THE kim hongjoong. i related with you so much because although it is nice to talk to our favs, it can be really scary. but i am so happy you went through it and i know down the line, you will be happy you did such an amazing opportunity ! i also “accidentally” won a fancall for the boyz who are my ults and the videocall is today and i been anxious like crazy , but i know down the line i will be happy to have accepted this and went through with it🩶
@JustShyTrades Жыл бұрын
I hope your call is amazing!! I’m rooting for you, fighting!!!