I should be asleep right now since i gotta wake up at 6 AM, but hell i just keep remembering this one guy whenever i listen to videos like this, and i always do before sleeping, he was not just some random guy u meet at a gym a few times and it suddenly clicks, but my bestfriend until whatever i thought would never happen has happened. Although i only known him for 6 months but it feels like he was the closest person to me, and 2 years and ahalf later i am yet to meet someone who is as close to being as sweet, kind and genuine as him, he was always clear and on point, never fogged anything up and always said what he was thinking. Its a shame i didnt make him love metal or rock, and its a shame i never binge watched a movie series with that man. And all i wish is to hang out with him for one last time. Im not gonna go deeper than this and wont bring out the whole lore, but just so you know i called him brother instead of bro.